#gosh what do i even tag this

[intotheelliwoods]

I have one more thing I want to work on before I get back into updating 2AL regularly, but until then......

#I was going to do a poptart mindscape introduction comic next but like #idk how necessary that is??? #I am assuming by this point we all know how the mindscape works right? #> can share memories #> can manipulate what you look like #> and can manipulate surroundings/summon whatever you want at will #I am assuming we know these things????? yeah? #2 arms left #and like! ah #gosh that animation project is scary #the last 2 options are build up comics for it that I am *probably* going to have to make at some point anyways #another part of me entirely is debating scrapping the animation project and just doing that update in comic form instead of animated form #YKNOW LIKE A NORMAL PERSON #idk #rambling #I am at a really weird part of the storyline for 2al where I know what happens next #but its going to be hard to visualize it? if that makes sense? #what do you MEAN these story points cant just get #beamed out of my head and into everyone elses heads #anyways hello thanks for reading this far into the tags #augh ive been very busy! #to whatever wins this poll I may not get to it till the end of the month #or after since the rest of this month is going to be pretty stressful #this is also assuming the animation option doesnt win #I dont know how long thats going to take me...... #assuming I even have the guts to finish it

[erabu-san]

Hmm I apologize again for the rant !

It is not the first time I am doing it. I might forgot to put "please don't tag it as ship" under my drawing of tighnari cyno. Please, do not !

I love them as best friend, I love them as brother/found family, I don't mind the queerplatonic relationship at all

But their romantic side make me pretty uncomfortable. No hate ! It is my own taste.

Shippers are always welcomed and I am so glad you like my content 💕 but all my art concerning them (unless I tag the ship) are purely platonic. I just ask for some respect of my taste and not reblog my art with the ship tag.

I don't want to block, because I am genuinely glad you enjoy my work and as a young artist, it means a lot for me. Thank you so much 🙇 !! But as a human, I can't deny how uneasy it makes me feel.

Thank you for understanding !

#rant #I blame nobody #i am clearly not used to block ): I should tho but I know those who tag ship are not mean at all </3 #it is fine if you don't know. #but i saw people reblogging my art with shiptag even if i said “do not” #my art is like my only safe place please respect it #this ship is so popular and I clearly stop to interact with the fandom because of that #i clearly ignore when I saw one in my timeline /dashboard becausz I can't do nothinf against it except masking the account #but I beg you. not. under. my. post. #not in my DM #why i feel obligated to justify myself 😭 #but yeah !!! the ship is valid and full of greenflag !! wholesome !! #but I only enjoy them platonically !!! please respect 😭😭😭 I SWEAR I AM DESESPERATE WHY IT IS SO HARD FOR SOME TO RESPECT THAT OMG #gosh on twitter someone said me “ignore ??? what did you expect ??? it is the most popular ship” #I AM TRYING I AM LITERALLY NOT SEARCHING FOR FANART 😀 #feeding myself with my own food #that's why I am so grateful for people who support me. thank you. 😭 #and how could I ignore a comment under my post ??? interaction are so important for me I read everything #ANYWAY SORRY FOR RANTING !!! IT IS CLEARLY A /NOTMEAN POST !!! #next time I won't forgrt “do not tag it as ship” #but urgh if I do this I have to do in every post ???? 🤨 #and what if I draw tighnari cyno kaveh but I don't mind ship with kaveh ??? 🤨🤨🤨 (plz still don't) #tHERE IS PLENTY OF CYN0N4RI ACCOUNT IF YOU WISH TO SEE MORE CONTENT OF THEM !! Please support them <<3 mine are platonic ! #but clearly. imagine you are obsessive about two characters <<3 #but their popular ship is the one who make you the most uncomfy 😀 #so you decided to just stop looking at fanart and not bothering anyone 👍👍 #but it came under your post and your DM 😟 #AAA SORRY I AM SALTY I SWEAR I AM NOT USED TO FEEL LIKE THIS ):< #anyway plz take care ilove you mwah 🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕

[mothfables]

Freckles and Scars: Outline

hnnnnn okay here it is before i lose my nerve @breannasfluff

quick things to note: lege + ravi are both asexual (because. why would i ever write them otherwise), and legend has a fear of intimacy that he’s been working to get over but still has days where it’s difficult. it’s easier for him to give affection than receive it

under the cut because. um yeah. also it’s long

-an intimate moment between Legend and Ravio where they take the time to show their appreciation + adoration for each other -they’re sitting on their bed in their shorts, nothing else -they’re just taking each other in, appreciating the time they have together -“If I could, I would kiss every freckle that paints your skin.” “And I would kiss every scar.” -similar to Growth Spurt, Legend begins kissing every inch of his partner’s skin that he can, starting at his face and working down, getting as many freckles as possible -Ravio giggles and laughs at the feeling at first, but gets more quiet the further Legend gets; when he gets to his hips Legend checks in to make sure he’s doing okay and if he wants to keep going -Ravio gives the okay but can only make little gasps as Legend moves on to his legs, completely flustered -Legend doesn’t go past the edges of his shorts, respecting the boundary neither of them have any interest in crossing -then he moves on to Ravio’s back, where it repeats, though Ravio remains quiet, only laughing when Legend reaches a particularly ticklish spot, appreciating the care and love of his partner -Legend is nearly done when he gives a gasp ‘I almost forgot the most important part!’ and pulls Ravio up to press dozens of kisses to his freckled ears, making him burst into laughter -then it’s Ravio’s turn -he has Legend lay on his stomach, as he knows it’ll be easier on his partner if he can hide his face, as well as the fact his rabbit instincts make it difficult to lay on his back without panicking -then he begins kissing every inch of scarring he can find, starting from his shoulders and going down his back to his legs -Legend can only lay there, hiding his face and trembling as he submits to the mortifying ordeal of being known and laid bare by the one person he trusts most in the world -when he’s finished with his back, Ravio scoops his partner up and holds him against his chest as he begins the same process on his front -he checks in and praises him with every step, proud of him for doing so well (not running, hiding, or lashing out like he used to when in similar situations) -Legend is so overwhelmed by the tenderness and care that he hides his face in Ravio’s shoulder, shivering and hiccuping -to reach his stomach and legs Ravio has to lay him down again, but he continues to check in and shower him in reassurance -when Ravio finishes kissing every scar he can find, he scoops Legend back up and they simply cuddle for a while, letting Legend come back to himself on his own time -he cries a little, but Ravio is endlessly patient and comforting and understanding, which only makes him cry more -Ravio tells him over and over that he’s proud of Legend for being able to make the decision to go through with it without panicking, and communicating his wants + needs even though it’s so difficult for him -eventually they get dressed and go downstairs to join the rest of the Chain; Legend dresses in long clothes that cover as much skin as possible, still slightly overwhelmed and sensitive to touch; he’s still shaking a little, clinging to Ravio’s hand as they move to cuddle on the couch -Legend is quiet, not talking much beyond simple answers and more often than not simply responding with small sounds that don’t take much energy -when the others ask, Ravio tells them they had a talk and that it got emotional; they leave it be after that

#mod speaks #lu legend #lu ravio #chapter notes #oh gosh um what do i even tag this #intimacy #kisses #cuddles #queerplatonic relationship #qpr legend x ravio #asexual ravio #asexual legend #asexual relationship #asexuality #nonsexual intimacy #raviolink #freckles and scars

[spearxwind]

A field of stars

#windyart #nereus #ocean #jellyfish #uhhh idk what else to tag this as. I wanted to draw something comforting and this was on my mind #I hope people feel the same way about it as I do. Gosh I really love nereus #also btw I think I am going to half scrap the lore I had for them #with them being on a specific planet pretty much. they were still made to catalogue and explore #but I am going to untie them from a specific story and specific setting. so that they can visit any ocean I like #i have been drawing them on earth but any other alien ocean goes. existing or otherwise. even friends' stuff if theyre willing too #no logic to it. they are just there to vibe #oh i forgot #song rec

[kindledrose]

we interrupt your regularly scheduled kindledrose tumblr hiatus to bring you a last five minutes of good omens season 2 finale episode reaction moodboard because HUH???????? BECAUSE WHA????????????

#i haven't even FINISHED WATCHING IT he said the freaking. he said the freaking Line and i could not watch. i literally closed my eyes bro #ok i just tried to watch it again and couldn't. ohhh my gosh. what is happening???? #?????????????????????? #how do i tag this Sobs #good omens spoilers #i don't want to spoil anyone idk. cries a little bit #but anyways dear great goodness gracious what am i watching what is HAPPENING #it's so good like ohhhhhkay the conversation i just watched THE THEMES BRO??? THE THEMES ARE SO APPARENT I LOVE #but then they freaking??????? they uh???? whataaysgsdhf #i have one (1) irl good omens friend. should i go cry to them. i think i will #BUT FIRST I'M GOING TO TRY TO WATCH IT AGAIN? WITH MY EYES OPEN THIS TIME? AND FINISH IT? whAAAAt is happening #terra is rambling

[jessicas-pi]

it's actually, genuinely, honestly hilarious that in a fandom where popular ships include characters who are biologically related, characters with a 10+ year age gap who met when one was a teenager or even a child, and characters who have tried to kill each other, people hate on a friends-to-lovers ship with a <2 year age gap where the characters have a deep emotional bond and plenty of romantic subtext, because "they're siblings". my brother in the force they are literally not.

#i'm just saying. out of all the ships in the star war; sabine and ezra have one of the healthiest dynamics #right up there with kanera and bail and breha and obitine and maybe a few others. there are SO few 'problems' with it. #not that those 'problems' make a ship BAD when it's written well or in certain context. #just that out of all the ships to pick on; people choose THIS one????? #the one with character growth and found family and mutual respect?? #the one with self-sacrifice and decades-long loyalty and obitine parallels and a jetpack chase scene???? #what's there to hate??? #and i would add a disclaimer about how if you dont ship them its fine as long as you dont bully but honestly? #i am so so tired of having to qualify my statements. #this is about the targeted hate. this has always been about the targeted hate. #and i don't care if someone loathes something i love as long as they they keep that loathing out of my personal space. #this has been a tag rant. thank you for reading. #btw i'm not being sarcastic about it being hilarious. it genuinely cracks me up to see people get SO hateful over this #for a reason that does not exist #as opposed to several other ships which DO IN FACT HAVE THAT OBJECTION. #like. oh my gosh. are you even listening to yourselves. #if u wanna have the don't-ship-siblings fight then puhLEEZE bring it to someone who ships siblings. #jessica's controversial star wars opinions #sabezra #(don't worry that this post is a vent because i'm getting bullied or anything. im not visible enough for that i guess lol) #it was written in humor not in hurt :)

[totsfunkygroovynuggets]

HELLO

I’ve done a thing and I’m trying to push the button to post it.

Im cleaning up an old animatic and thought I’d play with the sketches like rag dolls. They are lil babies here, not actual toddlers, idk, like 7? 6? I don’t know I haven’t seen a kid in so long. But the animatic won’t be about well, Snufmin. But it will be cute. (And this ain’t leaving Tumblr I’m too scared)

#moomins #Moominvalley #the moomins #moomintroll #Moomin #Snufkin #snufmin #gosh that’s hard to put in the tags. it’s my first time making fanart for real. the last one could be interpreted differently but this one #is completely obvious. anyways. hope the snufmin fans enjoy. what can you do :/ #I didn’t give this a whole lot of detail cause I wanted to do a quick thing that I could actually post for once :’) #I’m getting used to tumblr culture even though I’ve been here for like what? three years now? it’s still hard :’) #anyways can you tell my favorite brush is Salamanca? #aaaaa #pressing post is harder than it looks ;p #totsn’uggs #oh my god I’m looking back after I’ve posted it and absolute dogshit resolution. how did it get that bad? how??? sorry for cursing

[mbat]

i checked back in on dan and phil because people said they were uploading to their gaming channel again and i havent watched them in years really and i still have good omens brainrot going on so you can imagine that im just mixing old and new fixations and making the obvious connection here

that connection being crowley dan and aziraphale phil. i just had to say that

#obligatory 'this is not making any comment on the nature of their relationship' because its not my or anyones business lol #its literally just how they act and also theyre british #and you cant rly have one without the other can you #good omens #my post #when the fuck was the last time i tagged dan and phil on this blog. i guarantee it had to be 2016 #what the fuck even did i have as the tags. i dont want to know #dan and phil #it is also not lost on me that phil has a video on his channel where they mention good omens at least once. if they do more idk #do i want to tag more. gosh i probably should not ajfjsjd #i know for a fact i am not the first person to make this connection its way too obvious

[krourou2]

… y’know. I know it’s simply the nature of the Internet, but there’s something both oddly lovely and dreadful about how things can just… cease to be. Just stop being there. Vanish into dust, save perhaps hollowed ruins should anyone think to archive it, faint echoes of what once was.

Only ghosts remain.

#oh my gosh shut up krou #Does this make sense? It doesn’t make sense why am I asking #At this point this is simply screaming into the void to be honest. I’m not really expecting comprehension. #I absolutely have not spent two hours trying and failing to track something down besides web archive files wdym #I am not specifying what but just. What do you do when it died sixteen years ago. What CAN you do. Nothing. #Honestly this has all been very frustrating. Sifting and digging and all that remains is dust and faint inscriptions. #If you know what this is about you know what this is about. #But given I’ve made maybe ONE very passing reference in tags AT MOST odds are good you won’t. #… ok fine this is about anime. Specifically a subbing team that went defunct back in ‘07 that I’ve grown fond of #only to find out it’s all dust in the wind. No means of contact. The website’s been down since July ‘07. The usernames generic by now. #It’s all just… gone. #The only traces it ever existed are dull phantoms resting in the web archive. #The open plaza of the forum remains but behind the doorframes lies only rubble. Faded scripts and broken tools remain but little else. #What led me down this exact rabbit hole was a little notetaking project I’ve been working on #and I noticed one episode was subbed by a different team than usual. I got curious what the usual team’s translation looked like. #Turns out it doesn’t look like anything because it no longer exists as far as I can tell. #Not unless someone miraculously still has it after 16-17 years. #…… it feels good to get that off my chest honestly. Even if it is weirdly specific.

[buddy-daddies]

so ep11 huh.....

#not putting this in the main tag because it's neg but #yeah what was the Point of misaki coming back at all #K and R had so much emotional development in ep8-10 and their relationship seemed so much more solid #and then we get this... are you telling me the close to three years they spent together meant nothing #that M was the only reason they even remotely cared about one another and that with her gone there was no reason to keep living together #these heart to hearts they had only revolved around M... R didn't even say a WORD about K getting SHOT... i do not get it really i don't #i'm glad R was the one to say yeah we CAN change as i'd wanted and predicted but still... he only stood up for M at the mansion #the photo had K in it too !!! gosh the writing was so atrocious in this one #the music selection during the K and O fight scene was also laughable... idk i'm just really bitter and upset #are these guys like... just colleagues at best... who also happen to take care of a child and live together... #it barely felt like they genuinely care for one another... instead it's like two parents who stick together just for their child's sake #like lottie said that's probably the most concerning message you could send in a show about parenting #anyways ! glad that others enjoyed this episode from the looks of it ! #i really wonder what the finale will bring and if the K and R from ep8 and ep9 will come back from the war #my post #buddy daddies spoilers

[lunarrampage]

I'm a big advocate of just blocking and moving on when seeing bad takes about your interests but that's mostly because I rarely travel outside the small circle of artists and mutuals I follow and ohhhh boy after having seen the worst take about a beloved blorbo I suddenly understand everything, it was like a redditer overtook my body and I almost went into a rage as I resisted the urge to "um actually" and type up an entire essay in ops comment section but I persevered. Are you all proud of me.

#im mostly being hyperbolic but gosh #it's still eating me up inside so i will continue to complain about it here in the tags lol #so just scroll away if you don't wanna see me complain about things that don't matter<3 #anyway i just saw someone say how karlach worked dorna slaver and would still be working for him if he hadn't betrayed her #implying she was only against gortash because his actions directly affected her #when FIRST IF ALL SHE WAS AN ORPHANED CHILD WHO WAS MANIPULATED BY HIM #AND SHE EVEN SAID IN HER OWN WORDS THAT SHE NEVER WOULD HAVE WORKED FOR GORTASG IS SHE HAD KNOWN WHO HE TRULY WAS #SHE WAS A KID AND WORKED FOR AN AWFUL MAN AND MOST LIKELY DID SOME PRETTY MESSED UP THINGS FOR HIM THIS IS TRUE #BUT SHE WAS A CHILD AND SHE LOOKED UP TO HIM WHILE HE MANIPULATED HER SO SHE WOULD ALWAYS PROTECT HIM AND DO WHAT HE SAID WITHOUT QUESTION #then he sold her to zariel and it wasn't until it was too late did she realize how evil gortash was #im unsure if she new he was a slaver when working for him but since she was a kid with nothing it's not like she's going to fully commit to #being a morally upstanding citizen when she literally couldn't afford it #saying karlach was only against gortash because his action affected her is BLATANTLY WRONG #she has flaws and is a deeply written characters and she cares so much about other people thats on of the reasons she worked with gortash #she cared about him and he used that to his advantage #okay rant over i love u karlach im sorry people refuse to look into your charcter beyond surface level assumptions </3 #babbles #dear god there are so many typos. i aint retyping all that shit tho good luck deciphering that #i say as if anyone is gonna read it sjkdkf

[fishing-lesbian-catgirl]

I’m just tired ok

#fuck all these tags of personal ranting this post is funny now. thanks sugar daddy bot #I’m burnt out #I spend my entire life either at work or in my tiny apartment #I’m afraid to leave. I’m afraid to do anything. I’m afraid #I don’t know how to stop feeling like a burden to every person i interact with #I can’t even reach out to people to ask for help. and when they reach out to me I just say I’m fine and I don’t need help #I’m lying because I’m fucking broken #wow this depression spiral is hitting me hard lol #I would say I’m sorry to my followers but if anything I wouldn’t mind if me being insane drove some of you away #I don’t know why anyone follows me in the first place #if you’re reading this far you must be really dedicated to hearing me complain #what am I fucking doing #the thoughts never stop I wish they’d stop I want it to be quiet #even when I do things that are supposed to be relaxing like fishing I spend the whole time worrying about if strangers think I’m weird #when I exist in a public space I feel like I am violating said space. like I don’t belong #I’m not going to do anything but gosh being alive is tiresome and I wish I could just like take a break.

[britneyshakespeare]

last night i started rereading david copperfield. i've read so much new literature this year, i wouldn't say im "burnt out" but i feel like im cycling through things so fast that i... i dont know. i dont feel like i get to have them melt into me as satisfyingly as they used to although that might also be a product of how i feel about my overall *life* right now, idk. deep stuff but anyway.

i havent read a novel in almost four years. i have been too ashamed to pick them back up and i left off in the middle of the professor by charlotte bronte, which i always felt ashamed for being unable to finish. someday ill reread the beginning and finish it, but yadda yadda yadda i hate that nagging feeling that i HAVE to do something. reading should not feel like a chore. which is also how ive felt about my reading plays at such a quick rate this year. not that its a CHORE, like im not enjoying it, but like it's a daily task im distracting myself with to get some temporary pleasure and im cycling from one to the next at an almost monotonous rate. i can't keep living in my imagination like this. hiding from the world and pouring myself into new ones.

i always figured id want to reread david copperfield someday, too. it's one of my three favorite novels ive ever read (not that ive read SO many novels, but still). i think of it often. and i dont think of it like it's a highly literary or intellectual novel. i think of it like an old sitcom or a newspaper strip. like a victorian peanuts or full house. i've never forgotten a bunch of the characters' catchphrases and i've continued to slip them into conversation with people who don't understand them just to overly-explain a joke that only i'm really going to find funny. because that IS the kind of person i am.

ive only read the first four chapters so far. i just cant wait to get to aunt betsey's place, to be honest. i didn't even think about this part... this is the first novel i'm reading since i became an aunt. i never had a character in the book i related to *too* much; i had certain things in common with dora and i loved her, but we weren't one and the same. but my niece is only two and a half months old and i already feel like oh yeah. oh yeah i'd take this little girl in after she ran away from her abusive boarding school. i'd provide for this girl. i'd raise her with my neurodivergent friend that i live with. i would do ANYTHING for her.

#tales from diana #diana rereads david copperfield #may as well make that a tag now #two reasons i thought to reread david copperfield now: #besides as i mentioned i wanted to re-enjoy an old favorite bc ive been cycling through new things so much im getting tired #1) i was going through my old tag from when i reread sense and sensibility like two months after i read it the first time #(after i already went through my tagged/david-copperfield and relived my posts i made from when i first read it) #and i was like gosh it's really been five years EXACTLY since i first read it #i started it in november 2018 and finished in january 2019 #wow. like wow #and 2) ive mentioned it on here before but i keep thinking about mr. dick's affinity with king charles i #how i understand what he means now when he said all of king charles' sorrows were poured into his head #when charles was beheaded in 1649 #yeah it really is one of my favorite little novels of all time. so much charm and so many ppl in it to love #i told dan when i read it the first time 'i laughed. i cried. i got thrown into debtors prison' #he liked that #also after i read david copperfield the first time i started calling him dan'el. like dan'el peggotty is called #i never stopped doing that lol. #dan doesn't understand that i contain all of mary queen of scots' sorrows but thats ok #i didnt even think about it before reading it but yeah i am absolutely going to be my niece's aunt betsey #your sister betsey trotwood who disappointed me on the night of your birth

[masquenoire]

💀 - Just an AU Divergent “Black Mask” (DC) Roleplayer looking around for interest. I’m new to the Batman RPC so I’m still polishing up my blog and knowledge of DC as a series overall, hoping to reach out to some of you if you don’t mind a nervous writer giving roleplaying a chance again! - 💀

#💀 ;; OOC #As you can probably already tell I have no idea what I'm doing #Going to smooth things out over the next couple of days and see where this goes #Oh gosh where do I even begin #Tags tag tags #Yes this Roman Sionis was originally female #Now identifies as male/transmasculine

[mountinez]

i miss my best friend.

#ok maybe a bit of rambling on the tags so skip if you're not in the mood for it #well yeah it's been 20 days he went on an internship and i've been miserable ever since #it feels like half my body is missing and i've been crying everyday and i know he is okay and i know he is happy #gosh i love seeing him happy but it has been unbeareble to me stay away from him #the problem is me i'm over attached over emotional i can't love normally and when things like this happen i go insane #he'll come back by the end of the year but still i feel so lonely #even if i have other friends even with the gf that is not so gf since we can never be together even though... without him is not the same #you know what i think he is the most important person in my life #and i'm very exhausted when he calls me i pretend i'm fine and that i'm very happy because yeah idk what to do

[xiaoluclair]

xiao,, i need u to know that after i read a landoscar fic i specifically look in the comments to see if u have said something because the utter joy i get when i see that u have commented, and i get to read a Xiao Analysis is crazy bro,, i am GIDDY . the GLEE is enormous and i just need u to know that. thank u and good night

careful, any more and you might find yourself in the trunk of my car with a wedding suit on

#KIDDING I’m taken #gosh being committed is so difficult i can’t even yoke about whoring around anymore #wifey if you see this i promise i’m not proposing to someone else . cough. #jenna my beloved #x: asks #asks: miscellaneous #OOOH MY LANDOSCAR SONG HAS JUST STARTED TO PLAY WHILE TYPING THIS BYE #wait no i’ll finish the tags first #A XIAO ANALYSIS #i cannot believe you read any of that. do you actually. do you. 🤨🔎 #what’s the sixth sentence of my comment on that one fic about summer vacation 📝📝📝 #😉😙 hope you are sleeping / slept well 😴🌞