#got all my fucking allergies from his side smh

[tangledinink]

Y’all come meet my twin

-he adopted a cat named Luna with his ex which then became his cat. He was a self-identified “cat person” but horribly allergic for most of his life (also allergic to dogs, trees, grass, pollen, dust, mold…..) In high school he started getting allergy shots to counteract this so he could finally achieve his dream of snuggling cats.

-He had a little scar on his wrist from where a heat lamp was left on him in the NICU (we should have sued, smh.) We were both hella preemie and in the NICU for a while, but him much longer than me, because he was a fragile delicate little flower (unlike me, who is very tough and cool.) He was also supposed to be born first, but then I shoved him out of the way at the last second. I was an only child for 46 whole blissful minutes before his pokey ass finally joined me.

-He fucking loved bonfires. He was a boyscout for, like, eight years, and would often have bonfires out in the backyard once we moved out into the woods in 2020. (Before, when we lived in the city, he’d have bonfires with his friends out in the woodsy part of the local park and they’d all run for it when the cops showed up.)

-He was a stoner in high school lmao and sold weed. Never shared with me (dickhead) but mostly stopped smoking once our dad got sick because there couldn’t be smoke in our house when his lungs were so fucked.

-Loved loved loved cars. Loved driving. Loved working on and fixing cars. Would regularly buy old fucked up cars and then figure out how to fix them and then sell them for a profit as a “side hustle”/hobby. Almost entirely self-taught. Was the type of person who would consider you passing him on the highway a personal slight and challenge (what a moron) and then start insulting whatever car you were driving (because he could recognize the make/model/year of almost any car on sight) (“You’re gonna pass me? Seriously? In a fucking 2005 Ford Escape? Are you kidding me? Do you know how you look right now—“)

-Dumb stupid idiot. I loved him very much. I love him very much.

#griefaversary #fidgetwing #personal #it feels weird to put any actual photos of him up #but I’ll happily draw him #over and over and over

[bitterwillow-x]

People who aren’t allergic to tree and peanuts

Fuck you. Gimme ur genes. :)

#that moment when you gotta test the food u want to eat to see if they have the shit ur allergic to #they don't say they directly have them but they WARN that they M I G H T contain the shit that gives me horrible stomach pain and nausea in #small amounts #i just..wanna eat lemon cake :( #still pissed about that Chaco taco that had fucking peanuts in it during a rlly good day in middle school #I mean I SHOULD have asked but how the hell was I supposed to know????? It said CHACO TACO NOT CHACO TACO WITH PEANU T S??????????????????? #I S T I L L DONT KNOW WHERE THE PEANUTS WHERE LIKE THEY WEREN'T EVEN OBVIOUS???????? #12 YEAR OLD ME WAS NONE THE WISER #all i knew was swollen lip. friend panicked. i shrugged it off cause I wasn't feeling like shit. then boom. the stomach pain a bit later. #that shit lasted HOURS #i mean thank fuck it wasn't some sea food buffet or some shit. would've died the moment i ate it #yes im rambling. no i will not shut up #oh speaking of which lemme tell u how my fam discovered i was allergic to shellfish #was a lil bab and granma gave me shrimp. whole arm swelled up and apparently my throat was closing when they went to the ER so that's nice #brother was blessed with the ability to eat shellfish. don't fully know where I got that from since both of my parents aren't allergic to sf #most contact i've ever had with shellfish was a while back when mom grilled crab or smth. just touched the juice that was remaining from bag #other than that that's the most experience i have with shellfish. with peanuts tho i've ingested it...about 4 times. that's the most I know #thank fuck my mother's genes helped that mine's not as severe as my dad's #got all my fucking allergies from his side smh #tho artists seem to run on his side more so...i mean? #god this started off as me paranoid as fuck imma have to get my stomach pumped or endure hours of pain over a fucking lemon cake #and note these cakes exspire in 3 days so it's not like I can hold them off til a later date #god i spelled expire wrong i know that fucker looked funny #Sucks that I'm allergic to cats too :( #like most of my life my fam always had pet cats and now mother has 2 dogs..2 cats. and a snake #smh guess I'll get lil rat minions #am i feeling sick? maybe? am I paranoid about getting a reaction over that lemon cake that I've mentioned twice? yes. #then again my stomach is garbage when it comes to sweets but if I don't come back for a while assume im in great pain :) #lol i'll stop now gotta school and art #willow rambles