#guess i'm in sad hours

[ink-ghoul]

now to my fave minecraft worldbuilding topic

what can you cook? what's edible? what's possible with enough imagination?

I'd like to start with things that are present in-game (vanilla), first, the foods and drinks (ingredients too), having a loaf of bread with a nice mushroom stew seasoned with dandelions for breakfast is an option taken straight from the game

now let's say that I take the apples, wheat, milk, sugar and eggs to make an apple pie, that isn't in the game, but it's something possible to craft

in an extend things like salt can exist because the presence of sea water, same as things like bacon (pigs), cheese (milk) and so on

what if I throw the existing leaves in hot water to make tea?

or since all the dyes have an organic source can I make a rainbow cake?

how you cook things must be important too I imagine, maybe steak cooked in the smoker tastes way better than cooked with a fire aspect sword

#this is to all the 'mumbo eats redstone' enthusiasts #yes redstone is an edible mineral #but I guess just like salt it isn't recommended in large quantities #alcoholic drinks are possible too why not vodka (potatoes) wine (sweet berries) rum (sugarcane) #I could pull an 2 hour essay about the gastromy possibilities of minecraft #minecraft #minecraft worldbuilding #food mention #alcohol mention (in the tags) #side note but this is sad news for us mexicans because neither tomatoes or corn or chiles exist here. I'm devasted

[iwasbored777]

Me: Why are people obsessed with girlfriends wearing their boyfriends' clothes it's cute but not that cute it's overrated it's not that big of a deal

Also me when Gwen walked out wearing Miles' jacket:

#i almost started screeching in the cinema that was so out of nowhere #also it was a parallel of what he did earlier she was trying to hide ber suit #and the way she held onto it made me sad #it's part of her wardrobe mow miles is never gonna see it again it will be her stress relief to put it on #gwen stacy #miles morales #gwiles #ghostflower #spider man across the spiderverse #across the spiderverse #spiderverse #took me 17 hours to realize that i misspelled now as mow lol guess i'm a cat

[vilevampire]

I'm hyperfixating on viewtiful joe again btw

#I forgot to make this statement sooner #y'know. just to keep it registered. so I can look back on it in the future #I think it's been a week or two since I've been hyperfixating officially #realistically it's probably been a bit longer but I didn't REALIZE that I was hyperfixating again yet #my theory is that the viewtiful joe side of my brain saw that qsmp surpassed its record #for media I spent the most time hyperfixated on #and it was just like #naaurrr #and it forced a vj resurgence on me #I'm not really SURPRISED . I've already accepted that my obsession w/ viewtiful joe is like a lifetime thing #but I'm just kinda like 'fucking god damn it not again' #anyway yeah ummmm dunno what this means for me bc like #I do not want to go back to the sad life that I lived when I was really into viewtiful joe #and I would spend hours making art just to post it and get 2 likes from my friends #so I dunno what I'm gonna do #I'll probably still be in the qsmp fandom tbh #or rather. I'm in the tazercraft fandom at this point #for the qsmp as a whole I guess I'm not that into it anymore #still love tazercraft thou :3 #lucasings

[thatscarletflycatcher]

People: *stop me from having my "not be weird and off-putting" sleep after a night of insomnia because "it's not normal" and "all you need to beat this is to wake up early to be tired in the evening".*

Also people, when I'm weird and off-putting, barely speak or smile all day and generally avoid other human beings (they don't know I'm fighting the horrors I could have slept off in the morning): *Pikachu face*

#it's the sophisticated cousin of don't be sad #like I'm trying here #I'm going to doctors #clearly when I have a good day I wake up at a decent hour and spend the day getting shit done #so the laziness argument is convenient but unhelpful #it's also a very hot Sunday #which makes it EXTRA unnecessary because it isn't like I was going to be doing so much with those hours #but go off I guess #vent

[palaceoftears]

Rewatched the last Fatma scenes some days ago and I can't stop thinking of what would've Mahi told her after she lost her baby & attacked Ayse. Idk I feel sad that such opportunity to see what Mahi thinks of her s1 actions on s3 & how this makes her bond with Fatma was thrown away so easily. Pretty much like her miscarriage was never ever touched again during the series and this was a chance for her mature self to talk about it? Still even when we didn't get to see it, I think the way she wanted to handle Fatma's situation it's admirable and like one of the few cases when a concubine's mental health it's taken into consideration. Maybe that's what she feels would've helped her back on s1 (and she did experience how taking distance stopped her of being absorbed by palace stuff) and that's why she acts like that.

#no idea what I'm trying to say. just a wish i guess #i feel this compared to whatever valide & especially suleyman did with her situation was such a good decision #and it's crying for fatma hours because honestly feeling the sadness of the death of your son is being replaced for the happines brought by #a new pregnancy it's....horrible #plus she didn't have another child or mustafa's love to rely on #she's quite a messy character to define but her ending breaks my heart #mahidevran sultan #fatma hatun #opinions #magnificent century #muhtesem yuzyil

[sonego]

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#actually the reason why i said goodnight and was ready to go to bed but i still hadn't is that i got sad abt my cat #and i couldn't move from the couch for half an hour i was petrified by grief #i still can't believe i will never cuddle with him again. like ever ever #it's horrible to even think about for 2 seconds let alone spend half an hour doing that #i feel mynheart so heavy in my chest like there's a massive rock on it #doesn't certainly help that yday my doctor gave me an appointment for next year and it'll be on what'd be my grandma's bday #which i guess is good cause that means i won't forget about it #but it's also making me think of her and especially lately i feel so.. idk. sad i guess #i think of her and feel like a void a hole in my chest #bc i forgot so much. so so much. it's been so long #i just idk grief has been consuming me lately #sounds dramatic what can i say i feel like everything is missing nothing makes sense i am not a person life is a waiting room i can't leave #i'm in bed now listening to eden hoping i'll fall asleep soon and sleep well

[wigglebox]

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#6 hours and i'm trying not to feel sad about my domestic prompt i posted today but #sometimes as really any creative person will tell you it's hard to feel like you're doing something people are interested in because #of numbers which i hate the numbers game #but idk 6 hours and 35 notes is kinda sad for me i guess #i'm not asking for pity reblogs and know people often also put this stuff in queues #but idk #i'm also post-period so i think i'm in my silly sads #bc i'm still grateful for any like or reblog and the people who write very kind things in the comments and stuff #like y'all i love y'all sometimes i do a lil screencap and shove it in my 'silly sads' folder to read when i feel like this #idk. i know my art isn't for everyone and suptober i don't use a lot of colors and their noses are big and maybe i'm not as expressive as #i'd like to be with my figures and faces and art in general but idk #i'm in my ~*silly sads*~ i jut don't know how to like idk #i hate talking about this bc in one voice I'll sound SUPER ungrateful for people who usually always like comment or share my stuff and i'm #NOT whatsoever ungrateful like i said i store you in my silly sads folder lol y'all are the whole reason why i keep drawing #i just wish i knew how to feel like an artist i guess

[inklingofadream]

thinking about @marten-blackwood 's tess defense posts bc i'm reading an article on near-drowning (for like. a throwaway line in the cult au lol) which has the v elementary definition of like. "this is what it's called when you're one step away from fatal drowning."

And. Says that if you're underwater without oxygen for a significant amount of time your body starts shutting things down. Yep, yep.

Which can apparently happen in LITERAL SECONDS??? in young children??? i guess that explains why the messaging around bathtime supervision is so intense, i always figured it was because a little kid old enough to support their own body weight can still slip and hit their head, leading to drowning. What the hell. Aaaaahhh

#ink post #writing #malevolent #cult au #i'm so behind on malevolent but it's sad about arthur lester hours again i guess! #faroe... my beloved....

[hauntedtotem]

one of my favorite childhood games got a ""remaster"" for the switch but they replaced the music (arguably best part) and it looks so. So much worse than the original, and they want 30 dollars :/

Unrelated, now accepting eShop gift cards 🤲

#/Jk.....unless? 👀 #No but it's worth maybe half that because they butchered it so bad. I'd pay the 30 if they kept the original music tbh bc idc about graphic #But I'm salty removed literally one of my favorite most nostalgic OSTs..... I cannot bring myself to pay for that lmao #I'd still genuinely enjoy the gameplay no matter how shitty because I miss the original so so so #so much and modern computers can't install it anymore for whatever reason. I keep getting errors when trying to reinstall #Very sad #Switch moots if you see me playing a shitty horse game eventually no u didn't #Also I promise the original 2008 pc game was amazing pls do not judge it on the shitty switch remake #RIP The music....... 🥺🥺 Genuinely devastated #I could still pull up the original soundtrack on YouTube and play with that on I guess #I'm just mad bc they knew the OG was a bop- they used it in the eShop trailer. They. used the original music in the remake trailer 😭😭 #But cut it out of the game itself?? (Looked up gameplay to confirm) Wth #The only reason I found out they remade the game was bc I was looking for the music on YouTube and found a review calling it #''The worst game available on the switch'' #Anyways. I'm too angry about the injustice done to my silly little horse game I spent hundreds of hours on as a kid #I do like the new outfits and coat patterns available tho bc the original had a total of 4 options lmao #man. I miss this game so much

[daz4i]

need a boyfriend but also romance is disgusting but also I'm obsessed with it and want to feel it but also i don't want to commit or feel constricted by a limited relationship but also sometimes the idea of belonging to one person is nice but also no it doesn't i am a person not an object but also yes i am or at least i would be if i could but also i would never trust anyone enough for that but also i wish i could but also

#being arospec and having bpd sure is an interesting combo let me tell you that #sometimes i wonder if my identity in that regard is tied to my bpd. like the belief i won't be able to handle a relationship #bc i know no matter how well i could ever manage my symptoms it won't be enough to make me love someone enough for a steady relationship #so i just conditioned myself into not having romantic feelings in the first place. or something #i guess. i want the good parts of a relationship. but I'm not capable of handling the other parts #which is kinda sad bc i really do want the good parts. but i don't wanna hurt anyone and ik i would #anyone includes myself bc ik if i put too much work into someone I'll absolutely get tired of at some point i will end up feeling robbed #why am i even thinking abt this rn. idk i was perusing some tags and the romantic posts on them made me 😬 #do i need to tag this as a vent. is it even a vent. ig? just not a negative one? eh jic then #vent #i should've been asleep an hour ago oof 😳

[missjoolee]

I will watch you fade in You will watch me fade out When the grip leaves my hand I know you won’t let me down

Fade In/Fade Out - Nothing More

#it's sad luke gif hours fam #i made a thing! #look i'm sorry #but this idea has been tormenting me for literal months #I'm sorry preoccupied for making you cry with this one #well half sorry #joolee makes gifs now i guess #jatp #julie and he phantoms #jatp edit #jatp gifs #luke patterson

[you-will-return]

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#aaaaaah I can't wait for tomorrow #actually i can #but like miserably #i still have to finish my term paper tho so 🥲 #current plan is to be at the venue at 3 pm but tbh it's up to the db gods #the next time i will have more than 5 hours of sleep will be next thursday #alright wait let me start over again #so tomorrow i'm going to berlin for bc #on sunday i'm going to Leipzig and on Wednesday I have VIP for Munich but I have anxiety so I'll be 4 hrs early anyway #and because we're trying to save money (and failing) i only have a hostel for munich :))) #three cheers for sleeping in train stations at 3 in the morning i guess #what doesn't help is that the trams are currently on strike so i'll either have to walk or get a taxi to my apartment #which sucks #anyway and to top it all off i got a bout of the big sad recently so i haven't been able to work on my term paper #which i have to hand in next thursday at the latest #but i only have until today to work on it bc i'll be travelling around until... next thursday when i have to hand it in #this is bad #anyway but enough of that I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING EVERYBODY AGAIN!!!! #and praying that they play red taillights live #that song has been living in my head rent free #as well as not your bro for some reason????

[stabbylambchop]

Hey uh

anyone here on Art Fight this year or-

Cuz I'm on there, same name and everything. I'm on Team Vampires.

You can like, add me or whatever...I mean, if you want...

I haven't interacted with anyone on here or even really drawn in a couple months, sweet pulsating spider-christ ...

#I KNOW I KNOW I CAN JUST. DO THE THING. BUT I ALSO CAN'T. YKNOW???? #I DON'T KNOW WHERE MY MIND HAS BEEN I DON'T #I'M STILL STRUGGLING WITH HEALTH Y'ALL #and sometimes instead of bouncing back and forth from feeling stable enough to do things and absolute dog shit i just- #-'welp i guess I'll just not do anything! that'll solve all of my problems! I'll get better if i don't do things and just rest and space out #-'WOW I CAN JUST BE ISOLATED AND PATHETIC IN MY ROOM ALL DAY COOL' #like...I EVEN GOT MY PAIN MEDS BACK! AND I QUALIFIED FOR A HIGHER DOSE WHICH IS A MIRACLE BC THIS IS FLORIDA!! #but like. idk. #and it's not like i don't care at all!!! I've missed you guys like fuck!!!! i just feel like I'm so far behind and everyone is on another- #-plane of existence at this point! and the longer it goes the more guilty i feel coming back bc i feel ashamed and lazy... #but i know you guys don't give a shit about at all. and I'm sorry for assuming and being so hard on myself #but also my fandoms are all over the place rn so uh. I'm so sorry LOL #but seriously anyone on art fight?? i really need to get back drawing but it's daunting... #especially since my guess 2 or 3 years were kickass by the last 2 literally no one but my wife interacted with me #one friendly fire from my partner. in two fights. after putting HOURS OF EFFORT THRU CHRONIC PAIN AND ILLNESS into all of those pieces... #i know I didn't draw a fuckton but i just got so discouraged and sad after awhile. and some never even got any attackee comments. #it all felt so damn pointless #but I'm nothing if not a survivor #as Zapp Brannigan once said; 'the spirit is willing but the flesh is spongy and bruised' #I'm a hot fuckin mess but even if i barely get any interaction at all again i can at least say i didn't give up- #and put in effort and love like always. no half-assing with art fight unless it's just me and my wife or a friend doin stupid friendly fires #BUT ANYWAY I STILL WANNA FUCK SLASHERS. IF ANYTHING THERE'S STILL THAT. IT'S STILL ME.

[howwnowbrowncoww]

banging my head against the wall right now because my sister and i are playing Octopath2 together and there's a late game area you can only access with a team of 8 people (your party leading 4 other people around), but my main character doesnt have the ability to lead people around so i am just SOL until i clear my character's story...but the worst part is that my sister has already BEEN to that area and she found it completely by accident☠️ i hate her so much

#i would not trade my main character for the world but am i a lil sad? YEAH #but i'm determined to beat his story LAST for my own personal enjoyment so fuck me i guess lol #it'll all be worth it...in another 30 hours #octopath traveler 2

[mieczyhale]

thank you @ alice oseman for including the "explanations for american readers" at the end of the nick & charlie novella. truly a god-send bc it covers a few things / phrases i've been lost on and haven't found a simple answer for anywhere else

like no, i didn't need to know these school terms to understand or enjoy heartstopper, but i wanted to know and understand them and now i do

little joys

#listened to the audiobook #it took a bit to get used to the voices #i'm so used to joe & kit #i still prefer joe & kit and their voices but these guys weren't bad. just different #loved it btw #v glad i spent the money to buy it #yeah i have a physical copy of the book but with my reading struggles and my ocd being as bad as it has been lately i really just did not #feel up to fighting that fight today #spend a day or more trying to read a book that took me two hours to listen to?? i feel like i gave up by doing it this way this time but #i just fucking can't #i cannot deal with that #i cannot deal with the mental battle every goddamn time i want to read something #its bad enough i have to fight through it to read fics or just posts on my dash or shit for work or literally everything everywhere #im taking the mental break where i can get it i guess #anyway #check it out if you haven't #the nick & charlie novella #i really enjoyed it #except for the fucking ******* part #i knew it was coming bc i'd seen stuff about it in fics and on here too in brief mentions but it still made me sad #i'm glad it didn't last long #maison speaks #myhsposts #alice oseman

[maddy-ferguson]

my brother called me for christmas and i didn't recognize him because he has a deep voice now very much felt like killing myself when he said "this is [his name and my little sister's name] btw" at the end of the voicemail

#i was like is this a wrong number is this a prank because it's not particularly funny it's most likely a wrong number because i literally #don't know any random man who would be calling me for christmas #this is crazy #he's 12 and a half. 12 and 3/4 actually. so ig that tracks (yeah) but like #crazy #i haven't seen him or my little sister or my stepmother who isn't my stepmother anymore in 4 years because i HATED going to my dad's it was #the bane of my existence from 2009 to 2019 and i loved my brother and my little sister i loved seeing them but i don't regret the fact that #i stopped going even if it means i no longer have a relationship with them and only talk on our birthdays or i guess on christmas #like it does make me sad and when i considered not going anymore before i actually stopped i always thought about them and about how much i #loved them and i do miss them and hate the fact that idk we were only close for the first 8 years of my brother's life and 6 years of my #little sister's life but at the end of the day...it's like with my dad not having that substantial of a relationship with him (i see him a #few times a year for like a couple hours tops and like we talk but we don't TALK but we're not on bad terms we talk more now than we did #when i went to his house semi-regularly for the weekend) makes me sad but i can just. not think about it. and then i'm not sad lmao. like #yeah i'll have dreams about it (not as much as i used to) because it is a thing that is always going on with me but it's NOTHING compared #to what going there was like like i thought about it SO MUCH it made me SO MISERABLE and like actively miserable this is easier to deal #with. passively miserable. but not recognizing my brother's voice was crazy #i always call my little sister my little sister and i don't say that with my brother because i have another sister and she's ALSO my little #sister but not as little😭 like my sister: my sister who's 18 my little sister: my sister who's 10. my dad forbid us from saying half- #sibling🙏 #and like i say: brf slt