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I posted 5,298 times in 2022

That's 3,677 more posts than 2021!

947 posts created (18%)

4,351 posts reblogged (82%)

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I tagged 1,231 of my posts in 2022

#proship - 216 posts

#anti anti - 142 posts

#proshipper - 120 posts

#pro ship - 96 posts

#ask tag - 74 posts

#pro fiction - 66 posts

#pro shippers - 64 posts

#proshippers please interact - 57 posts

#pro ship safe - 54 posts

#danganronpa - 44 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

The irony of One Piece for having a canonically asexual main character and then giving him a brother NAMED Ace who is one of the biggest sluts in the manga is unparalelled.  

1,084 notes - Posted August 4, 2022

#4

From now on, I’m going to talk about perfectly common tropes like an anti.

Oh?  You condone love triangles?  You normalize jealousy in relationships where impressionable teens can see it?   Most love triangles have two men fighting over a women, so you must be objectifying her, you sexist!   The existance of love triangles is causing nobody to respect polyamorous people, setting progress back years!  If you enjoy love triangles, you are probably going to cheat on me, so don’t fucking get near!

1,623 notes - Posted August 20, 2022

#3

What if the reason antis get confused about ‘gross shit’ being in the main tags is because they assume the main tags should be more algorithm-like?   That the ‘gross shit’ should sink to the bottom where it is never seen.   Bad news guys:  Most recent absolutely does not fucking work like that, and nobody has a clue how most popular works.

2,055 notes - Posted August 22, 2022

#2

Honestly people should stop seeing autistic people as high/low functioning and start thinking about it like Pokemon stats.

For instance, I have a low stamina stat.   Need to bring my headphones everywhere because loud noise really wears me down.   However, there are some stats I’m quite high in.   I can eat most foods without sensory issues, and I think I can small talk quite well even if I don’t care to.

There is no such thing as the strongest (or most neurotypical) pokemon!  It depends a lot on type matchups, movesets, playstyles.   A Pokemon most people would think of as strong, like a Charizard, might struggle when faced with a rock type.  So! Give yourself an item or teach yourself a new move. 

2,597 notes - Posted August 22, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Honestly, to any fellow neurodivergents that struggle with doing tasks: have you tried doing the task intentionally badly?

I'm serious. I always used to struggle with getting schoolwork done on time. Then one day, out of a place of spite, I tried to write the shittiest assignment the teacher ever damn graded. (It was a stupid assignment.) Got fed up with the bit halfway through and began writing the assignment in earnest. This has helped me start shit halfway since.

Even if it doesn't work like that for other people, half-assed is better than not finished. Half ass cleaning? Guess what, the space is still cleaner.

If you are reading this, I encourage you to try that thing you are procrastinating on or struggling with using the minimum effort possible.

4,113 notes - Posted October 7, 2022

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[caydeus]

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[class1akids]

Do you think Endeavor is anywhere close to atoning? The minute Shoto gives him a chance to spend time together and fix their family problems, ie tracking down Toya and by extension AFO/LoV, he focuses on Deku instead. Do you think Endeavor is avoiding Shoto now like he did Toya? Will he ever have the chance to properly atone? because he seems too selfish and cowardly to do it. I mean he didn't even meet him face to face to tell him he will be facing AFO, he just called him! Rooting for Shoto to save his big brother like he saved his mom! really value your opinions/analyses

It's hard for me to say what's going on in Endeavor's mind since the end of the War.

I feel like he did wake up thinking more about his hero career than his family - but that's on par for him. After all, he spent decades obsessing about it.

I have no doubt that he felt awful, guilty and ashamed about the situation - but it's all a big mess of feelings and I don't know what portion of it is self-pity and what portion is true empathy for his family being dragged down with him.

What I do feel like though is that he has a hard time relating to Touya as his son, after seeing him as a villain. The way he says "a son of mine" here, completely disregarding Touya's self-destruction and that in fact both his sons were in mortal danger here.

This is very different from Shouto's reaction, who even as he's being attacked, still worries about Touya.

I think Endeavor took the family being there for him as support for him to get up and start atoning as hero by doing his job even in that hostile and hopeless atmosphere, because no matter how hard that is, it's easier than the other thing...

And I think Shouto cuts him quite a bit of slack, because he's also a hero-in-training and understands that Endeavor can't just leave the public with the mess their family situation aggravated in many ways...

... but eventually calls him out on his avoidant BS because Shouto sees the procrastination and excuses for what it is.

And I think Endeavor's response here is telling. I think he gave up on Touya - he doesn't believe that he can be saved, he only sees a tragic ending - sort of how Gran Torino only sees Tomura as AFO's creature who needs to be put down.

I think Shouto senses how hard this is for Endeavor - after all he did witness his father freezing up twice, so I think the second time he offers to do it together was because he wants to reassure his father that he'll be there with him and he doesn't have to do it alone.

The way Endeavor hid his face in this scene made me almost sure that there won't be a little family outing - because again, I think he believes Shouto to be naive, but he doesn't want to alienate Shouto again. I think that Endeavor genuinely doesn't know how to handle the situation.

I'm not sure how the scene in today's chapter fits into the events - I think it takes place after the battle assignments were decided. So Shouto and Endeavor are in different locations and it's been a big hush-hush planning mainly by All Might, Aizawa and Hawks. I'm still not sure also who decided to put Shouto on it - maybe they know about the move Shouto has been training for this.

In any case, I don't think at this stage there is a possibility for Endeavor to come visit Shouto personally in UA (also knowing they were trying to lay a trap for AFO). And I feel it's very much in character for Shouto to prioritize in this situation what would help his friends, especially Izuku over throwing a tantrum at his father for not keeping his promise. Because yeah, in the past month there was time to do it together, but in this situation, there is no choice anymore. Either Shouto tries to save Touya or his brother dies taking down a bunch of people with himself.

I don't know if Endeavor truly believes that Shouto can do it, but I think he wants to be supportive, and he knows he let the family down again.

So for your question - I guess my answer is that Endeavor wants to atone, but in this situation, he has no idea how. Atonement is tricky, because what can he do really to fix the lives he ruined, the relationships he broke, the lives lost in the process. He doesn't see a single way of making things better other than trying to be a focal point of the public's hatred and hiding his family in UA. And I think the crux of the problem is that deep down he doesn't believe Touya can be saved.

I fully expect him to come around, to be inspired by what Shouto will do and step up as a father for Touya in the end (however that will go - and I'll probably cry my eyes out). But for now and for the past month, he's been clearly avoiding Touya and the encounter with him because he can't reconcile what he has to do as hero and as father.

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[rishyabaney]

I'm proud of myself

So... Idk y I'm making this post... But here goes nothing... Tl/dr at the end..

So, flashback a few months and you would have probably seen me hiding from the world in my room. At the time, I felt as if the world was too much and in a way, I was able to relate to all those pics about how 'the world is scary as an adult, and thus I wanna be a kid again'.

I was in college studying econs, a new language (French), and 2 psy subjects l, in which one of them was driving me mad. I would now say it was just due to the way I overthinked my assignments, coursework and tests, and how I mismanaged my time due to finding everything burdening and thus pushing it aside to deal with them when I'm ready, and guess what?

I never allocated time for them. And so they piled up and I panicked until one day, I was running late for one of my classes. My mom was yelling at me, I was trying to put on my pants, and it just happened. I knew how to get away from it all. I would just drop out.

It seemed so simple. Just stay in my room and don't open the door. Then it would all somehow magically go away. So, I stopped yelling back at my mom to inform her that I'm coming. I shut my door, locked it, took of my clothes, and just laid on my bed, staring at the ceiling as my room got brighter as it was in the morning.

And then the hell ensued. You see, I have done this all before, skip a few classes and what not. But that was in school, which is kinda free in my country. But this is college. My parents worked so hard to ensure we had the money to go to uni and this is what I'm doing. And yes, I was a very spoilt brat.

My mom first started to make sure that I really know how much $$ I'm pouring down the drain. Then she called my dad, who said this may only happen for 1 day as he knew last night I was awake on my laptop (I was watching code geass.. Although I do remember watching it when I was a child... So I guess it's rewatching), so I would have been tired (which I was... So this could be one of the reasons)

You see, while I did say this may have a way I "escape from it all", at the time, my plan was to skip a few days of uni and catch up. Which certainly wasn't the case. So like old times sake, everytime I went down, I got my usual lecture on how I'm wasting my life (told in a sad tone), how others are working so hard to try and get a life as good as mine (told in a frustrated tone), and how my "friends" were missing me (which I don't even have... Wut??), by my mother.

But the real kicker is that I just did not catch up at all. I just thought I'll do it later. And again, that never happened. After 3 days, which was the normal amount of days I would skip continuously, my mom kinda realise that I ain't gonna head beck to uni.

So, I don't really remember the sequence of events, but it went a little something like this.

1) my mom called up the uni to try and figure out what happened (like if there was bullying or anything... Idk... I didn't even know she called until later on)

2) my mom started to find if there is a place she can dump my sorry ass at (I think I'll elaborate on this topic later on)

3) she started to see if she can block only my electronics from the house wifi (cos the in Internet is always the root cause of all "youth deviance"

4) "pled" with me/tell me how she hates me for doing this

5) everyone branding me a freeloader

6) stop letting me have any food/eating up all the leftovers so I would not have anything to eat anymore if I sneak downstairs to eat late at night when they are asleep

7) keep reminding me about how my parents won't live long (they are very old and both have health conditions which have also been passed down onto me and my sister [.. Yay])

So, you may say this is normal for family to do this to guide you back to go to uni. But not for me. I still do not know the rules in Malaysia and if how my parents were planning to boot me out was legal. But they were getting there alright. Now at the beginning of last year, I got my phone replaced with a new one, and this new phone already had Instagram downloaded. So I started to go back into Instagram. I would post regularly and such (like the post underneath this is).

But during this time, I felt so ashamed that I decided to hide the fact that I have stopped going to uni from my school friends. I only posted food related pics such as the one from deepavalli. I even deleted the posting I made about the invitation I got to go to a ceremony (?) for getting on the deans list during my 2nd semester (I'll elaborate on this topic later).

But after some time, I kinda got uses to it. My mom gave me a deadline that if I did not continue next sam (the sam that has just passed), she was kicking me out. I started to find places to stay and work opportunities. And that was when it kicked in. There isn't really any good future of you don't have at least a degree in Malaysia. Like you can barely find anything. Many jobs that pay less are often given to kids who are still in school for a part time job, or they don't pay enough for you to survive if you are to live on your own, till you would need to get a few part time jobs, or go to the dark side (underground stuff... Something that idk how to get to). So basically I'm screwed.

And then a few days later, I found a song back fom the mid 2000's. It was a song about a child dying (the song is called "Terlalu Istimewa"). It just got me thi King about how everyone's gonna go, and throughout my parents last few years, do I really want them to have to wonder what is going to happen to their failure of a daughter? I went to my parents bedroom when my mom was in it alone, and I told her the golden words she was wanting to hear for some time (I forgot what exactly I said though).

"I think I'll go back to uni"

Of course I knew what all is gonna happen. At the time I thought my grades were gonna be flopped as I definitely f'ing failed. But to my surprise, my mom said that she will call in and see when we can see the head of my course. She said they already prepared for this and that it is all going to be well.

Remember when I said my mom wanted to send me somewhere. This is where the truth is unfolded. So I was diagnosed with asperger's syndrome when I was 13 in 2012. She had sent me to a home for 2 months when I did a similar shenanigan in 2015. But it costed my family a lot so they brought me back home. Till this day I still do not quite comprehend what my syndrome is (eventhough I'm majoring in bloody psychology), and how I was diagnosed with it.

So why is this important, you may ask. Because I was literally DYING when she told me that she had "explained" to the lecturer (the head of the department is also my lecturer... And I'm getting her again next semester). I just wanted a metroid to hit earth and kill me. I don't like it when people say "oh this person has something wrong with them" and etc. I feel as if they look down on me (but not y'all on Tumblr as you dont see me in real life). When I registered to join my uni, I specifically told my mom to never, ever mention about it. In fact, I found it quite hilarious that someone like me is studying psychology.

But the fact that she has told that made me so scared. I just wanted to hide under my blankets for the rest of existence. But then again, I'm gonna turn 20 soon, so I better act my age (this year I'm turning 20... All this time I felt as if if I still had a 1 in front of my age, I was still young... But I'm now gonna turn 20, a quarter of the average human life expectancy is over 😭😭😭).

So I went in the next day and got found out that mom was ready for my lil' shitty "tantrum" and stopped me 1/2 way, so she dropped me out of the subjects instead of making me fail them for not finishing my assignments and such. She also got back some of the tuition fees. My lecturer did not judge me that much (but let's see this coming semester), and I did not bump into my group mates (we have a lot of group assignments... So yeah... I let the down a lot).

So now that all of that is out of the way, you may be wondering what happened this sam. Well, let's say I was really bloody scared during the first few days as I thought I was going to bump into my old group mates and such. That was not the case of course. Other than the librarian exclaiming that I skipped 1/2 the sam out loud to a few kids, nothing else happened. I retook the psychology subject that gave me a hard time last sam, rekindled a few friendships that drifted apart due to time, and kinda mended back my relationship with my mom.

Some of my group mates this year seemed a little tough to deal with, but hey, it ain't a group project without someone (or in my case, some people) slacking off. I had to do some spoonfeeding to some of my group mates eventhough I too was lost at some parts, but I can vow that when people say teaching others help you comprehend the topic better, it is true but can only be done if you have patience and good blood pressure.

But of course there were also some stuff that ticked me off. I would often claim myself to be a lazy, procrastinating perfectionist. This is because I'm very lazy and I always want to show the best, I mean who doesn't. So when it came to the deans list this that was mentioned earlier, I wanted to go. But for my 3rd sam, I got out of the deans list for not maintaining my cgpa. In fact I only got in due to getting a 3.52 for my cgpa (to get in you need a 3.5), so I was already ashamed for that. I did not feel as if I was worthy of it I guess. So when I came back this sam, I was determined to get back in.

But as things got tough and I say the nice GPA slipping away from me with every orang and red grade I got (not godd grades to get), I felt myself returning back tk my old ways. Sleeping late doing nothing. There was even a lime in which I skipped a class, but I lied and told mom it was cancelled. She bought the lie as usual. It was at that moment I realised that many other uni students were like me. You can see that the new students always aim for high grades but the seniors just aim to pass the subjects. I know that is a crappy attitude to have, but my sister was also able to graduate just be receiving the passing grades all the way. I realised that this is the way we need to be in order to survive. And it is not wrong.

I know if my mom were to hear me say this she would be disappointed and I k ow many of you would be saying "you need to be the best person you can be" etc. But honestly if it means breaking down like that again, then no. I do not wanna make other people worry about me and such if it means I can't always be the best so be it. If it means I would not need to always be worrying if the way my sentence could be better and such instead of "having fun" etc, then yes, I would gladly give it all up. Honestly, I feel as if going to uni has made me a different person. I felt so self-conscious and it made me feel like shit.

But I guess what I'm trying to convey is that if you feel like the world is too burdening, don't f'ing kill yourself (like some weirdos tell you to on Tumblr [srsly, you would rather get rid of porn instead of the real cancerous negative on this platform... I see that your priorities are as straight as ever Tumblr]). Instead try to find something to inspire you, or maybe if you are not a bloody social pariah like me, you may find friend to support you. And always remember, there are others who have it worst that you. So STOP BEING A F'ING CRYBABY, GET OUT FROM UNDERNEATH YOUR BLOODY COMFORTERS, AND REJOIN THE REAL World. Cos guess what, no one is gonna spoonfeed you and take care of you till the bloody end. You need to stand up for yourself cos this world is a disgusting and cruel place.

Tl/dr: I stopped going to uni, found some inspiration to go back. Then things got tough again, I stopped caring, bacame a husk of who I turned into since entering the competitive world of uni, and now I have found happiness.

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