#had some feelings while rewatching :(

[dimonds456]

I'm mid-James apology and holy shit this is actually a GOOD apology?? MUCH better than the first one if nothing else.

Will update if anything dramatic happens.

Edit: check the notes and the replies. I had just woken up, this was the first thing I did lol. Yeah it was bad.

#okay he DID just say he had permission to upload Evil Queens and didnt say if that was before or after the plgrsm #but other than THAT i dont see any major issues yet #dimond speaks #NEW TAGS: Yeah no this was shit. he purposefully misdirected the conversation away from some stuff while #overexplaining other things to try and make himself look better. classic james idk why i fell for it #i have since rewatched Todd in the Shadow's video and a vid on his first apology as a refresher #hes doing the same tricks again but far more organized this time around and with actual editing to 'acknowledge' he's listening #which he isnt because he didnt address half the allegations against him #i had just woken up and ive never been the best at spotting lies anyway so yeah. im gullible i know. #you dont have to tell me i already feel stupid lmao

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

shoutout to those nights where the brain says We Literally Cant Do Anything Even Though We Really Want To <3

#brain: we want to do something! #okay! awesome! lets- #brain: NO DO!! only want #cant scribble. cant write. cant read #and so i sit here alternating between staring at several different screens & also the wall #idk if its brain fog or what #it feels like im in waiting mode.... #what am i waiting for!!! i would like to know!!! #absolutely unprompted #stg im gonna end up rewatching good omens while grinding for pier fish on acnh #angry at myself for not doing Literally Anything Else!! #i cant even think about my blorbos bc nothing coherent is going on upstairs #its just vague feelings and images and AUGGGH #i hate nights like this!! can i unsubscribe!!! can i opt out!!! #there are several Important Things i need to get done!! why cant i do them!!! #i wish i had some sort of large fruit i could split open and devour To Cope w this smhhhhh #at least then id be doin something... #for once i have the energy but i cant funnel it into anything. sigh

[poolsidescientist]

Yes, on one hand giving Akemi back to her father after she ran away was kind of a dick move on Mizu's part but on the other hand they still barely knew each other and everyone at that brothel had a pretty bad night so handing her over to be married to a rich man was not the worst thing in that situation.

#blue eye samurai #fever dream rewatch #rewatching this episode I realize how dumb mikio is though #he had a good life but was too proud to accept his wife for who she was #you could have had a good life buddy but you blew it #akemi and mizu both make sense I hope they get to have a real conversation at some point #I wonder how Mizu feels knowing Akemi at this point does not want to be a wife while for Mizu that door was closed for her regardless #of her feelings

[formulafics]

#disclaimer: this is just a vent don’t feel obligated to say anything 😼🙏🏻 #tw. alcohol #trauma is real #which obviously i knew that but im feeling it rn and im just 🧍🏻‍♀️ #long story short my mom used to drink a lot #and she chilled out recently but tonight has drank a lot more than usual and lord have mercy it’s messing with me bad folks #the amount of songs i can’t listen to be i go into flight or fight mode bc my mom used to blare them while drunk #which i mean i could have it a lot worse but yk #and like i can’t even be frustRted with my mom without feeling bad bc ik she deals with a lot but i can’t do anything to help #and the speed at which the night can go from good to bad bc of her drinking #not to mention i’m rewatching yellowstone and i still like it but it also brings back bad memories with my mom #bc we were watching yellowstone while she and i had some of our worse fights (due to her drinking) #anyways. if you’re reading shoutout to you i hope you don’t relate to this but if you do you’re not alone and ily #also who likes yellowstone #ryan please give me a chance (he’s a fictional cowboy who’s definitely too old for me) #(but i want him) #okay i’m done i hope you’re having a good night if you’ve read this far 🙏🏻

[gothamslostboy]

The only things I knew about the Lost Boys going into was that my dad liked it and one time I woke up at like 2am during the scene David shows his vamp form in the tree. I was a kid who got scared very easy [i couldn’t even watch Scooby doo zombie island until I was 10]but wasn’t scared of that even a little. I was fascinated. I think that’s why David was my favorite for a long time, he was the first “scary” thing I wasn’t afraid of.

#it took me a while to figure out what the movie was tho #bc again #I was 7 and I quickly feel asleep again #I remember dreaming about David for years tho #just his face and being so fucking intrigued by him #eventually I asked my dad about the movie #it had been a couple years so I struggled explaining #so when we figured out it was TLB I sat down at 14 and rewatched it for the first time since that night #loved it (obviously) #every month after that we would watch TLB together #just me and my dad #it’s my favorite tradition I had with him and the one I’d do anything to experience one last time #sorry for getting personal #just missing him a lot rn ig #still watch the movies at least once a month tho #I might delete this #it’s sappy asf #I didnt mean to get sad on here #I try to keep it happy and light but found some pictures of him tonight #the lost boys #tlb #the lost boys 1987 #tlb 1987 #david tlb #tlb david #david the lost boys #the lost boys david #glb tlb

[siena-sevenwits]

Disclaimer: These thoughts are more emotionally than logically expressed, and reflect my own experience and preference.

#I have some beef with Lockwood and I say this as someone who really enjoys both the show and the books. #I've been doing a rewatch to introduce it to my dad (who loves it!) but we just hit Episode 5 and - is it just me but does this episode #plunge rather deeper into the darkness than we see in the previous episodes? It makes sense narratively of course #Complete Fiction has the task of structuring it such that there's a proper midpoint shift in the series and in my own works I increase #the stakes around this point and really let the protagonists struggle. So it's not so much that I have an issue with things getting #more focused dangerous and difficult. I don't know that I have a logical reason for the unease I feel with Episode 5 - there's just somethi #vaguely disturbing to me about it. It may be my own personal sensitivities. The interrogation scene at Winkman's has absolutely nothing #graphic about it and I appreciate the discretion - but it's just so intense - the threats to draw on Lockwood's face with the heated #instrument - the whole electric shocks sequence - I have been told I have a particularly vivid and empathetic imagination so I may just #be filling in too many gaps and feeling the scene more intensely than some would but it genuinely bothered me. More so on rewatch #though I didn't like it the first time either. I wonder too if it's because on rewatch I can compare it to the scene in the book #Gosh - the book scene is *comedic!* 'Let's disguise ourselves as ditzy tourists and while you check the backroom I'll let my coins #fall all over the place and crawl around under the tables loaded with antiques and freak the owners out! And when they get caught #Winkman just lifts them off the ground menacingly and chucks them in the street. The fact that we had to turn this into a midnight #torture scene for TV - I don't know - I don't like it. And just the atmosphere isn't as balanced as in the other episodes. So many flashbac #to grotesque corpse faces which are somehow a lot more disturbing than the CGI ghosts which feel much more Halloweenish #Not much love and light carved out in the darkness. There's some for sure! And even in the torture scene that bugs me I appreciate how it #shows Lockwood's heart and allows us to explore some meaningful territory that the ditzy tourist scene doesn't #I'm just griping and mainly hoping that the rest of the series is more how I remember it from first watch. The warmth of the Portland #Row gang means a lot to me. Stacking this dark feel on top of the discomfort I have with the harsh language rubs me the wrong way #(Thankfully I have online filters so the language isn't an issue for me but it does make me more reluctant to recommend to friends.

[the-girl-who-cried-wolf]

Hey emma! I hope you're having a great day 🫶💗

As for the tag game, I took the quiz and my result was... The killer.

Which is why I threw my phone across the room and refused to acknowledge this and failed to reblog my results. I am sorry but I won't accept it, maybe I'll try again cause I don't know what went wrong.

I love you so much, I am not a killer <-[said no innocent person ever].

Here have a hug <3

hey mais!! i'm having an okay day!! i hope yours is fabulous u deserve it <33

and oh my god... the quiz told you you're a killer... you KNOW the quizzes don't lie mais 😳

but i would actually love to know what u get if u take the quiz again. bc if u get killer twice,,,, then im sorry bestie. ur fate is SEALED.

oh a hug! thank u so much 🥰 u must have known that ive been craving a good squeezing today 💜

#when i say 'okay day' i just mean i had this weird off feeling niggling at the back of my brain while i Lived The Mundane Life #and the weird feeling caused me to light a candle and sit in the (empty) bathtub and sketch one of my plants while it rained outside #and then i made some heart shaped cookies <3 #and then rewatched murder on the orient express which was FUN #and now ur here in my inbox telling me that ur a killer and i have nothing but love for u <3333 #so yeah im feeling good now #this is totally random but while im thinking abt stabbing; a song rec for you! bodybag by almondmilkhunni <3 #i actually dont know if its exactly ur vibe so no pressure to like it at allllll. ive just been looping it a lot lately bc it's so ~catchy~ #oh no i accidently rambled #mais u truly do bring out the best and the worst in me I LOVE U SM #mais <3 #ask #so obsessed with this cat gif it's so cute ahhhhhh

[machidielontheway]

listened to nimona's soundtrack after watching the movie yesterday and man. nimona's theme. it's so lonely and full of yearning from the first few notes it's so welld done

#3615 my life #nimona movie #i check christophe beck's page and wow he did some things uh #i never had a 'when i grow up' dream when i was young but. now that i haven't been a kid for a while #i'd have wanted to be a composer. #the power and magic of making people feel things with the right arrangements of notes #the power and magic to elevate a visual to a higher level with the right instruments and sounds #i love emotions and making emotions in others with something you created seems like such a cool fucking things to be able to do #honestly it's giving me kind of the same feeling as when i watch httyd for the first time #i kinda wanted to rewatch it as soon as possible #and the music / soundscape had a big part in it

[dlnqnt]

i know im too far gone an satc fanatic bcus i just found a writing flub in and just like that... s2e2 these writers need me on their fact checking team

#harry just said his mother's been dead for 10yrs but that is a lie #he & charlotte have been together/married for over ten yrs at this point #and his mother had to have died quite a while before they even met in satc #bcus the only reason their relationship could even progress was bcus #harry promised his dying mother he would marry a jew so their kids could be jewish since judaism is matrilineal #and charlotte stops the convo after that saying i cant rebut any of this since u brought up ur dead mother #and i say she must have died some time before even meeting bcus harry wasn't anywhere out of spirits when they met #he was back at work being his quirky lil lawyer self #i just feel like if he had just sat shiva and all that he probably would have shown a lil bit more mourning or wtv #anyway it was like literally integral that granny goldenblatt was dead prior to this or else char x harry never even would have happened #i have rewatched satc like 20 times dont even look at me #also doing some math harry and charlotte have been together at least 16yrs minimum 17yrs by the end of 2023 #also like they went and gave natasha the last name najinski in ajlt s1 when carrie literally said that as a joke so like #um. the writers need me they just dont understand

[ask-cloverfield]

I’ve thought gamera was a kaiju Godzilla fights this whole time and have now just realized from your posts it’s it’s own franchise lol

Gamera was a massive competitor of Godzilla back in the 70’s, apparently they realized kids loved blood and violence and had fights significantly more gruesome than what you would see in Godzilla

And during the 90’s the Gamera trilogy ended up blowing most of the heisei era Godzilla movies out of the water

Gamera’s first movie was a rather blatant attempt at cashing in on Godzilla’s success but it soon found its own identity by leaning into the idea of Gamera as a friend to all children and getting delightfully weird with it

The 90’s Gamera movies were made partially because well Showa Gamera was just made to entertain kids yeah? Not particularly big on themes meaning they could do a lot of interesting things with it.

Godzilla vs Gamera has been a pipe dream of a lot of kaiju fans

#Gamera tapering off a bit is fine like came in the 90’s dropped some of the the best monster movies and had an epilogue a couple years later #I rewatched the heisei Gamera movies 3 years ago… #While recovering from surgery and on heavy pain meds I could not tell you the themes in depth but GOD do I recommend those movies #At the very least the fucking practical effects #Oh god now I remember the first fanfic I ever read #It was about this like #Monster movie thing in which the kaiju were actors and there was this big thing of Gamera feeling guilt over taking his friend’s job #A scandal when it turned out kaiju would hire people in suits to do their scenes

[safyresky]

Same dp anon. Alright will give you updates from what I've seen thru the first 6 episodes. Pretty sure vegetarians don't eat grass on bread. Skulker kinda cool for a snot rocket. Dash called Danny a twink. For a nerd with glasses, Poindexter needs a new prescription if he can't see that Danny was the one getting bullied, but also free sodas and popularity, so yeah. Omg....Tucker is kinda problematic with girls. Also, Jack and Box Ghost are my favs.

I feel that bc every time I watched that episode I was like "CAN YOU EVEN GROW GRASS ON BREAD?" bc that shit. That shit looked like it was GROWN ON THE BREAD. SO UNAPPETIZING.

Skulker's a whole entire VIBE, he's hilarious.

We do NOT talk about Dash calling Danny a twink ENOUGH, I think, always has me wheezing asdfghjkl

LOL @ THE POINDEXTER SHADE!! GET HIS ASS!!!

"TF for Too Fine" Tucker really is out here being Like That 😂

Jack is one of my faves, too! The Box Ghost always gives me a giggle. The episode where he was Actually A Threat is one of my faves tbh! But I'm also v weird and actually liked a LOT of the S3 ghosts and such, they were kinda fun 🤔🤔

#dani answers #ask box shenanigans #anonymous #danny phantom #honestly. ur inspiring me anon. after the year i've had if feel as tho rewatching danny phantom may heal me some how #if ANYTHING i will love it like i did when i was younger while ALSO making hella fun of it but enjoying it nontheless lmao #my hubbers got me the entire show on dvd YEARS ago. i think i watched it ONCE?!?!?! IDK! #but yeah. the box ghost. icon. love when he gets a hold of bubble wrap and is like YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #bc honestly??? SAME

[fortune-maiden]

Finished my Boueibu Season 1 rewatch  and manga reread :D

I love this anime so much! It’s so dumb and silly but full of heart and good characters! Maybe it’s because I’m long used to them, but I was able to appreciate the 2nd years more on this rewatch. My first time through, they were my least characters and it wasn’t until the Otome game that I started to like them. This time around....... well tbh they’re still my least favorites but only because I just really love the 3rd years and Yumoto that much xD

And then the manga! The manga just really makes me wish Boueibu and Sgt Frog existed in the same universe because I really think Kinshirou took world conquest lessons from Keroro! I love the dynamic of the Student Council in the manga, especially with how Akoya and Arima take turns holding the very slippery brain cell.

It’s just all so cute!

Shame the Season 2 manga seemed to get cut short and never released a physical volume :(

#on that note i was pretty sure i had a copy of that physical volume :/ #either that or the anthology but it seems i don't anymore :( #boueibu #I'll probably go through some of the otome game translations before starting Season 2 #technically i don't really need to since the whole point of this rewatch is season 2 and the ova #and i feel like I have a good enough handle on the characters as is #but the otome game side stories are just very good #and i could always use more 2nd years material ^^'' #also while i was skimming through my stuff earlier #I remembered the season 1 drama cd #some things were not meant to be unearthed XD

[forestofmemories]

something something the lessons they’ve learned up until now thanks to everything they’ve experienced, the special connection with nature (with the tapus, with alola itself), and the bond they (people and pokemon) all share bc they’re always working together and helping one another shaped satoshi in a way no other *region* did

#was also reminded of the solaceon ruins inscription.........i'm fine #he's grown little by little #with every pokemon friend and rival he's met #with every single thing he's experienced #but there's something about alola. about the way people and pokemon work together #while appreciating nature and everything that's around them #this is the first time he feels a connection to the *region* itself #ari rewatches sm. again #oh to live in the pokemon world and experience all sorts of adventures with your partner pokemon #also olivia is such a great character i love her so so much #more ramblings bc i never shut up about alola #i find it very interesting that sm was the series that changed so many things #with such a huge cast of both people and pokemon #which. yeah in past series some of the pokemon have frequently been out of their pokeballs. but no as much as they did in alola #bc this allowed satoshi's entire team to grow with him. to experience more things with him #at his core satoshi has always been the same. he's kind and loves pokemon with all his heart #but idk there's just. something very special about alola #it's the way he had to stay in one place instead of traveling around a region collecting badges #the way he gets to experience what his friend's (also kukui's) daily lives are like #akjfnas i'm rambling so much idk what point i'm even trying to make anymore #something something alola

[honeyviscera]

omg seeing u react to go s2 makes me so excited/nervous for it i was OBSESSED with it a few years ago like genuinely crazy abt it... and now it is back....!!!! throwing up screaming, sobs, etc

I KNOW LITERALLY IM GOING INSANE good omens was my number one main obsession like 3-4 years ago i was so insane about it literally every waking moment i spent thinking about it the only reason that hasn't been apparent Here on tumblr is bc i got an account riiight as my obsession was fading a bit and went dormant but the brainrot is back and im going insane. literally i watched good omens s1 around 15 times in total i did a school project on it (part of which was a presentation i did a whole presentation. at school. about this show) it made me so crazy. and now WE'RE BACK BAYBEEEE so far i have avoided most spoilers but some ppl have said the ending hurts and so im scared. but i also eat tragedy up lol why else would my header image be a stsg gif DFKHDGKJD;LJKG AAAAUGH i love good omens.

#ocean asks #i took a break but now im back to watching👍i was making a salad for my lunches this week #HRGH #literally summer 4 yrs ago before i had a blog i would lurk on some artists and bloggers accounts that i liked (for his dark materials) #and i saw ppl posting about good omens. and i was like hm! that looks like something i'd enjoy #so i got the ebook on my ereader and my family went on vacation at that time #so i literally. read the book while we were on vacation and then the SECOND we got back i immediately binged it. #and then. i just kept rewatching it. #i was also on instagram and pinterest more at that time so i literally started following majority go fanartists on insta #and i looked at fanart and i read fanfiction and i lurked on more artists on tumblr and i literally just. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #ANYWAYS. i was so insane about this show and i can feel my hyperfixation warming right back up #sorry sorry i just need it to be known how insane i was over this bc i was VERY INSANE ABOUT THIS

[welcometogrouchland]

Was contemplating whether or not to rewatch the specials before watching and dreaming comes out and then I remembered that the last time I watched thanks to them and for the future was...(checks notes) 20 days ago (KEEP IN MIND I'VE ALREADY SEEN THE SPECIALS AT LEAST 4 OTHER TIMES) I think it's safe to say that. I Do Not Need To Do That

#ramblings of a lunatic #toh #i saw that post about needing to rewatch the source material to renew your fandom license (which was a good post and joke) #and now I'm too over cautious. i have seen this show so many fucking times #admittedly it's mostly out of love but some of it is out of neurosis #which is just a little fucked up #tbh rn if i could rewatch any episodes it'd probably be early season 1 since a) they're the most lighthearted #and b) they're the most far removed in my brain rn #I'm so excited for watching and dreaming but I physically cannot fucking think about it or I'll die #I'm rewatching ninjago w/ my friends rn (after having not seen it in YEARS and also only ever watching the first 2 seasons) #and let me tell u it is a Great distraction from the dread #like i said a while back I'm gonna be binging baby comfort media after the finale 😭😭😭 #in the week leading up to it i think I'll make a bingo card with my friends tho depending on if we get new stuff #we got the thumbnail and i feel like a week before the episode they tend to post a clip or two from the ep? #thanks to them had both clips released concurrently at nycc (which was a good few weeks before the episode aired. maybe even a month) #and for the future got one clip a week or so before airing and then the day before airing as well i think #so I'm intrigued to see what the promo timeline will be like for watching and dreaming? they probably can't do too much #not without spoiling us lmao #maybe a week or few days before we'll get just a poster and maybe (if they have time) some crew art/promos #we'll see tho #(<- getting caught up in irl minutiae helps me distract myself. lol <3)

[youremyonlyhope]

Stupidly I decided to watch this video just now.

Today would have been my Grandma's birthday, but we lost her last fall and then my Nanna in the winter.

I did not think that a commentary video on Rugrats would make me uncontrollably sob. But I blocked out how sad the Mother's Day episode was. And combining it with Grandma's birthday...

I've spent the last 10 minutes or so doubled over crying.

#i kind of knew some sort of emotional outbreak was incoming soon but i didn't know when #that time ended up being now #because the start of this week was emotional since a show i was working on ended #and for some reason that show ending just felt way more emotional than other shows i've done ending #so many people were crying. but i didn't cry. #we had had a performance on mother's day and our director had lost her mother recently #so she was upset that whole day and so was so much of the cast and crew. i still didn't cry. #while holding a crying friend at the closing party i told another friend that the emotions will hit me later. #i didn't know when but i knew it was going to. at some time. #both my grandmothers had passed while i was working on different productions with this group #and both times i came to the theater hours later and it had been emotionally healing to be there. #this was the first production i worked on after losing both of them so it felt a little weird. #(plus the color purple trailer came out and that book and musical makes me SOB and i refuse to watch the trailer) #(also add in Tina Turner's passing and her birth name being the same as my grandma's) #and basically all of those feelings and having these other theatre experiences mixed up with my losses #combining with it being my grandma's birthday AND i happened to be crocheting when i watched this video #which is a defining skill that Grandma taught me... i was SUCH a mess. i just could not stop crying. #i had mentioned backstage that i can't rewatch moana because i can't handle the storyline anymore. #and just now while in the middle of this emotional explosion i thought of moana and cried HARDER. #this is a good commentary but GOD i did not expect it to trigger all of this. #when i say doubled over i mean literally doubled over and shaking. #anyway. i think i feel better now. i think i needed this crying session. #in sims your sim can have an 'emotional bomb' quirk. they freak out uncontrollably for 30 seconds then they're fine. #i've never really hated that quirk because that is literally me.