#hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

ramadan mubarak to all my muslim friends!!

#may your duas be answered #and may this month be kind to you #ramadan mubarak #hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

being kind takes so much effort. sometimes i wish i could be anything but kind. bur fruit tastes sweeter when i am

#just ate a pear after holding back tears and curses #it was such a sweet pear #i don’t want to be kind #but i also don’t want to be unkind #so where does that leave me #do i stay kind and let it ruin me slowly #or do i be mean and let that ruin me slowly #i wish my brothers knew how to appreciate me #just once. i would like a genuine thanks #whatever #eldest daughter #quotes #shit post #feelings #ig #hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

watched 3 members of the boyz dance to baby doll by dominic fike and haven’t been able to sleep since

#lee juyeon #the man you are #i’m in love w him #no big deal #HAVE U GUYS SEEN IT #ITS CRAZY #obvi i knew the boyz #but i never rlly got into the members #but i am veryyyy into juyeon #sunwoo #and q #changmin #r so cute too #but my gosh #also the bss performance w pichoelin ate so hard #the boyz #hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

fuck isaac newton fr like he dropped an apple and now i’m stuck doing calculus for the rest of my life? you should have just eaten it you dumbass

#excuse me #idk if any of this is right #but i HATE MATY #MATH #FUCK THIS SHIT BRUH #IDCCCCCC ABOUT ANY OF IT #the way my professor asks us EVERY CLASS #‘who created calculus? not me. the good ol isaac newton’ #like i’m coming for you newton #u dumb white man #ruining my life #FOR WHAT #I CANT #enough. #please. #isaac newton #calculus #university #shit post #hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

hi guys! i am alive. i like to remind you every few months so you can think to yourself "oh, daddy's back." and indeed, i am

#okay so i'm high on caffeine rn sue me #i know i said no more energy drinsk #and LISTEN #I WAS RLLY GOOD OK #ALMOST 2 MONTHS #but you know #periodically #yeah #anyways #my other blog is thriving #i miss this one though #fuck you tumblr #let me have two different blogs on tumblr mobile PLEASE #just this once can you copy instagram please #begging here #i missed you guys #hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

hi btw i am still alive. i just created another kpop blog and since u can't have two at once, i've been ignoring this one LOL

#yeah #very interesting #never thought i'd write for kpop but enhypen man... #they got me BAD BRO #hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

no k-drama will make me feel like crash landing on you. nothing. there will be nothing like watching seri’s and pyo’s friendship. the whole gang and their little stories and laughs. and of course, jeong hyeok, the man himself. unbeatable. he’s everything. and his and seri’s relationship is so beautiful i want to cry.

#like i’m rewatching it rn #granting i’ve skipped through most of it #but still #it just #hits #this and #strong girl bong soon #these two dramas #unbeatable #k dramas #crash landing on you #tv shows #hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

so, okay. i have this guy friend i love and he’s like one of my best friends and i used to like him a few years ago but got over it but now some of my university friends (because we go to the same university) are convinced that he likes me and that he wants me but i know him and i know i’m not his type and he’s not even ready for a new relationship and yet i find myself questioning everything and him and there’s a video of him smiling at me and it’s fucking with my head. you know when you have a dream about someone and then you start looking at them differently? it’s like that. i love him as a friend and yet…

#ugh #why are my friends like this #i asked one of my no bullshit friends today #and she said that we a) seem like rlly good friends who just understand each other #and b) we’re tittering on the line of friendship and could be more but one of us has to make the first move #which is like #true #because i’m certainly not making the first move #and i’m so convinced he never will #and my friend’s friend today even asked if we were dating #we were both wearing blue today #idk how that correlates #anyways #sigh #hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

the way i love hospital playlist. it’s everything to me. it’s so good. i love the characters. the story. so good. the couples. ugh.

#i’m rewatching #and man #i just love them #the 99 squad #is everything #it’s just so nice and easy #the way the characters love each other #so calming #i need season 3 #like rn #hospital playlist #kdrama #hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

the end of romantic relationships are very sad, but nothing will ever break my heart like the thought of an old friend. someone you used to be willing to die for. where do i put all my knowledge of you. how do i tell them that unlike romantic breakups, we did not have a confrontation or closure. one day you were here and the next day you decided not to be. you are not dead and i cannot mourn you but i no longer walk through your street because the ghost of you that i knew haunts me. i miss you. and i hope i never see you again.

#lol #it’s one of my old (ex) friends bday today #and i stared at the date for a good five minutes #because now he’s turning 19 #and i know he’s going for his m1 license because that’s what he told me when we were 16 #we were kids together but we won’t be adults #i’m okay #i’m not #friend breakups hurt bruv #they’re so painful #i miss him #but i wouldnt know what to do if i saw him again #friends #poetry #heartache #hana’s.trash! #quotes #friendships

[daddyjackfrost]

as much as i loathe myself— i know that i was meant to be an older sister. no one could do this better than me. i am the only one who can handle the deterioration of my mother, the ruination of my parents marriage, the way my childhood slipped through my fingers. i am the glue of my immigrant household, the only one who can take a stand against my father, console my mother while healing from her, and parent my brothers so they can grow ur with a whole heart.

#my 10 y old brother called me mama yesterday #we talked for 3 hours #about everything #and after he went #‘ok mama— i’ll see you downstairs’ #and he left #he called me mama before #when my mom was gone for two months #when he was 6 #anyways #yeah #eldest daughter #immigrants #immigrant household #trauma #pakistan #desi tag #shit post #hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

it’s that time of year again. when the academic stress is overwhelming, you barely meet the sun, and the cold starts to settle in your bones.

it’s time for werewolf stories on wattpad.

#i’m not apologizing #THERE R SOME RLLY GOOD ONES #there’s this one #oh my god #i’ve read it like #four times now #OH AND THIS HARRY POTTER ONE #it’s not werewolves or anything #but so fucking good #oh i can’t wait to read it #anyways #yeah #fanfiction #ao3 #wattpad #werewolves #werewolf #it’s that time of year #shit post #hana’s.trash! #winter time #writing

[daddyjackfrost]

i was at university today, writing more of chapter 4, when two girls came and sat across the table from me in the library. they were having a hushed conversation, but not that hushed, and you’ll never guess what they said:

girl 1: ok so i stayed up till 4 last night reading this sandman fic i found, lemme send it to u *sends the other girl the link*

girl 2, super loudly: I LITERALLY READ THIS A FEW DAYS AGO SHUT UP

girl 1: ISNT IT SO GOOD? fuck i hate good writers

girl 2: did u hear that neil gaiman liked the fic? i can send u the reddit thread. then the author of the fic freaked out on tumblr, it was pretty funny. especially since her url is just ‘daddyjackfrost’ can u even imagine

girl 1: send me that thread rn

#i actually almost peed myself right there r then #THEY WERE THIRD YEARS #AND THEY WERE JUST #this has NEVER happened to me #i don’t know anyone who uses tumblr irl #and this… #i can’t even #girls. if u see this. ily #pls i have not been able to stop thinking about this #it’s so funny #stay with me ; morpheus #the sandman #i’m famous ig #hana’s.trash!

[daddyjackfrost]

i knew of aaron taylor johnson and his groomer wife, but i just did a google search of their kids and i’m actually sick to my stomach??? HE WAS A CHILD. WITH A CHILD. I AM SICK

#i’m like #disgusted #oh my fucking god #aaron taylor johnson #sam taylor johnson #grooming #hana’s.trash! #shit post

[daddyjackfrost]

hey, are you at uoft? I recently got accepted for computer engineering, I was wondering if you knew anything about that major at uoft?

hey!! uh, i'm not going to say yes or no but i know uoft really well. how's that?

that's amazing!! com eng at uoft isn't easy to get into so good job!! i only know what my friends have told me and what i've seen and i don't mean to scare you, but it's... a lot. uoft in general is hell. everything is 10x tougher for no reason. com eng students kind of all hate their life everywhere but if you're passionate about it, uoft is a good place to go. do be prepared for your schedule to look like hell and for basically no social life. i really don't mean scare you, but that's how it is with almost all majors at uoft and its com eng... so.

if you do choose uoft, use it and abuse it. it's the top school for a reason. there are a lot of opportunities for students so although it'll be tough, get involved!

if you have any more questions or just want to talk, flood my inbox!! i promise to try my best and respond asap!

good luck!!

#!!! #excited for you anon #i know how tough this time of year is #uoft #it def something #i say this as someone who #yeah #i do go there lmao #it's weird to say #forget i said it LMAO #its def hell #it's called uoftears for a reason that's fs #it's midterm season for me rn and my god am i on my last breath #but!! i can ask my friends if u have any specific questions #i got you #also!! check reddit #and tiktok #there's a lot of insightful stuff there #hana’s.trash! #anon ask #hana's.asks! #okay but how did you know about uoft why am i scared lmao #DO U KNOW ME BE SO FR #WHAT HAPPENED TO ME BEING MYSTERIOUS

[daddyjackfrost]

never eat anyone else’s candy. your parents are right. it will most likely be drugged

#i’m #high #my eyes feel so heavy #i should have knkw. that weird taste was tufkijr weed #a yeahs #high for the first time woooo #um how do i sri #my eyes #this feels like a dream #hana’s.trash!