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How to Dream About Your Crush

Summary: You’re gonna go into your crush’s dream and that’s not all, you’re going to make him fall madly in love with you, only in seven days.

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Pairing: Jungkook x Banshee! Reader

Words: 9k+

Warnings: No correlation to the wikihow article, wattpad got nothing on me, references to HYYH era and the ‘Save Me’ webtoon, Mentions of Suicidal Thoughts, Death, Pretty PG rated overall except for some suggestive parts

💌 A/N: This is the longest Jungkook ff I have ever written. Also, happy valentine’s day!

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“Who are you?” He asked you as you turned around, your long red dress flowing freely behind you as he ran towards you. “Your future.” You gave him a half smile and everything faded to white, that’s how the dream ended. You woke up with a smile on your face, feeling quite well rested. You weren’t, however, ready to face Jungkook after that little stunt you pulled. Yoongi was glaring at you as you trudged to the kitchen.

“There’s a reason why we don’t use the dream dust on humans, you know?”

“I know, I know. But he’s the cutest boy I’ve ever seen in my entire life, and you know I’m the equivalent of a newborn even at 22.” Your superior lets out a sigh.

“Yes, I suppose I understand why you did it. I just don’t like it, is all. Our kind isn’t known to humans. Even though we blend in well, we cannot mix. Some are just too smart for us to sneak past.” Yoongi finishes whipping up the last batch of his potions for the next week and a half.

“I know you’re salty because once they thought you were a ghost when you went out to go buy a t.v. It doesn’t help that they made a horror movie about it either.” You laugh at the memory, your eyes twinkling with mischief as your older brother glares daggers at you, again.

“We’re the laughing stalk of the 4th dimension, Y/N, how would you feel if a human mistook you for a demon and decided to give you a silly name like, “the crying woman?” or “the girl from the ring?” You just narrowed your eyes at him.

“Those things already exist. Besides, I think it was a good thing that you got caught. Humans fear us so they’ll stay away. Even if they’re wrong about the ghost part, we still have a cool name.” Yoongi buckles his satchel before putting his brown bag over his shoulder and going out for the day.

“For the record, Banshees are cool. Banhees are not.” You rolled your eyes at him as he left, finally locking the door behind him. You loved spending time alone, as you have been for the last quarter of a century. It felt like an eternity, all that time cooped up in your house that you were assigned to stay in with your superior, Yoongi. Over a period of time, he became like a brother to you, that’s why it’s easier to refer to him as your brother, even though you aren’t biologically related to one another.

Your world operates similar to the human world, the only difference is that ghouls don’t get into fights over silly things and there’s no concept of racism because the entire population consists of different types of people and it's not like you deal with the same species. Instead you consider yourselves a single population of just otherlanders. There are others like you, but their existence doesn’t affect yours in any shape or form.

You worked for the factory that you were born at, the same factory that sent you and Yoongi to the human dimension. This way, you could do good deeds without bothering anyone. You were born into a complicated situation. Your entire family was under arrest when you were still in utero, and you were born in a factory jail cell. You were sent to an orphanage as an infant and when you were around 18 years of age, you were sent to work at the factory. That is also where you met your 110 year old superior.

Others didn’t protest, even though it was odd for such a young Banshee to be traveling to the human world and completing tasks meant for elders. Yoongi luckily looked after you, and you became used to the workings of the human world. Your job was easy enough: Look after the souls who you have been assigned to and help them through their dreams.

It was an easy enough task, except for the fact that you couldn’t directly intervene in their lives. You had to go into their dreams and Jungkook Jeon just happened to be one of the lucky humans you had the pleasure of helping, at least that’s what you like to believe. Yoongi got assigned to him instead, but once you got a peek of that bunny-toothed smile, you just couldn’t resist! That boy was just too cute.

To Yoongi’s dismay, you started appearing in his dreams, whether they were dreams or nightmares. You also couldn’t risk him seeing your body, because the lifeless skin with a light blue tint would be a dead giveaway that you weren’t human.

All you needed was a picture of him and some dream dust, the unfortunate part was that Yoongi was the only one who could make it, as he knew the recipe by heart and refused to give it to you until you learned how to be a responsible Banshee and do your job. For your family, who you barely knew.

Later that night, you find yourself in the middle of a road. All you can see is darkness, except for the road with clear yellow lines separating the two lanes. A strange feeling forms in the pit of your belly as you look past your field of vision and you see the road cut off. When you turn around, you see Jungkook, who looks shocked to see you in the middle of his nightmare.

He shuts his eyes and covers himself with his arms, as if he would be shielded from whatever danger just because he can’t see it. Before you can ask him what he was doing, a blinding flash of light stops you, and you feel the impact of the car as glass shards go flying everywhere. It was in slow motion, but you could see Jungkook’s horrified face as you stare back at him with lifeless eyes. He was so startled that he woke up before you did, leaving you alone on the dark road again, only shards of glass and a smashed car to keep you company.

It seems Jungkook’s trauma runs deeper than his memory. When you were flying through the air in slow motion, your vision came back into focus. The blinding light hadn’t reached your eyes yet, so it gave you time to peer into the window. You didn’t see a driver, no face, no body, no hands. It was like the car was driving itself.

You also noticed that the car was driving in the middle of the road, not on either side so it didn’t give Jungkook an opportunity to move out of the way. You getting into an accident was not your fault either, you weren’t meant to be there in the first place. Now that you know, you can avoid this in the future by pulling Jungkook aside or pushing him out of the way. Even though it was a dream, you still felt pain from the incident. This was a downside to being a creature of the night, you remember dreams vividly and never forget pain. That’s why there were a small number of Banshees in your world, because people remembered the pain of giving birth, they stopped reproducing. 

It was about 9 in the morning when you awakened from your slumber, after recounting the events in the dream world by yourself after Jungkook woke up, you stayed there alone. Sometimes, a girl just needs to have that peace and quiet.

“What do you think you’re doing?”

“Yoongi!” You gasp, sitting up on the bed, clutching your blanket with one hand and your dream journal in the other.

“I thought I told you to stop going after that Jungkook boy. He’s my assignment, after all.” You pout as Yoongi shuts you down again. 

“Yoongi, how many times do I have to tell you? I can’t let him go. He’s special.” Yoongi rolls his eyes.

“How many times have I heard this before? One, two, three? They were all different names, different partners too. Ah, how it feels to be a teenager.”

“I’m not a teenager. Not in our dimension, anyways.” Yoongi doesn’t know whether he should laugh or cry at your naive remark. All he can do now is take care of you and get you home in one piece.

“I know that.” He clicks his tongue but you still look more perplexed than ever.

“We’re partners, but this assignment has to be done alone. If you screw this up for me, I can get fired.”

“I understand, sir yes sir,” You salute him before flipping through the pages of your dream diary. “I won’t mess this up. In fact, I think I even found the root of his trauma.” Yoongi shakes his head at your thoughtless comment.

“There is no such thing as a “root” of trauma. Normally, people are mentally scarred during their childhood and they grow up to have problems during their adult life. In Jungkook’s case, he is not a full adult yet, we’re just lucky we got here in time before it started taking over his life.”

“Yoongi, when can I have my first assignment? They said we were partners and sent us here so we can complete missions together but it feels like you just want me to stay out of it altogether.” Yoongi furrows his brows. He puts his fingers to his forehead, pressing down and rubbing his temples for relief. He looks tired and grumpy, like an old man.

“I can’t teach you if you won’t listen to me. When I told you to let me handle this alone, I meant that I wanted to be the one to open the gates to the dream world and let you through so you could observe from a distance.”

“Oh yeah? And how’s that coming for ya?”

“So far? Not so great.” He sighs, plopping onto the green couch with a thwack.

“Tell me what’s the matter.”

“You. You keep messing everything up. I bet you can’t even do your job right even if I assigned you the task.” Your eyes widen at his playful comment, which was a complete 180 from his authoritarian behavior from before.

“I bet I can do that, and make him fall madly in love with me while doing it.” The corners of his lips twitch upwards and into a strange mix between a grimace and a smirk. It takes you a moment to realize that he was trying to smile, something that Yoongi doesn’t do very often. 

“In a week?” Yoongi adds. “If you fail, you have to buy me a Maxi size blanket from Max-Mart.” You reach out to shake his hand but withdraw quickly, realizing that you forgot to decide his punishment.

“And if I win, you have to give me the recipe to Dream Dust.” He scoffs. “Deal.” You shake on it.

Day 1

You wipe your sweaty palms on your pajamas as you prepare for another night in Jungkook’s Dream World. The first thing you needed to do was confront him. Unlike Yoongi, you believed in doing things head-on. Much to your company’s dismay, there were no specific rules stating that you can’t do so. You can’t interfere in the waking world, that’s all.

“It’s you.” Jungkook is in the middle of a floating pile of laundry, which piles higher than any mountain you’ve seen before.

“How’d you get up there?” You ask, trying to change that topic since dream logic allowed you to skip over the meaningless greetings and get to the point. Jungkook didn’t notice, giving you what he thought was a sensible answer but instead the letters came out jumbled and he said something about Alpaca parkas.

“That’s a lovely scent. What kind of detergent do you use?” Jungkook shrugs as you help him out of the pile, not minding that you flew up to do so. “Are you an angel?” He asks finally, when you set him down after flying him back down to safety.

“If that’ll help you sleep better at night, then yeah, I guess so.”

“I’ve seen you before, you’re the one that ran away from me the other time...but that was a dream. Oh my god, am I dreaming?” Jungkook’s smile makes your heart melt. You never thought you would meet a human that made you feel this way, much less a boy. If he belonged to your world, he would be an infant, same as you. But he is technically older than you, since you were only 22 and he was 24.

“Can you tell me who was driving the car?” You shift topics easily but Jungkook’s dreamscape looks murky. It’s like he’s having a thousand thoughts at once but you can’t hear any of them, as he’s keeping them to himself, even in his own dream. Technically, the dream plane is a place where people can share dreams if their connection is strong enough, but you forced your way into his dreams, with the dream dust. Another strange rule about the dream plane is that if he didn’t truly want you here, you could be cast out of his dream. Of course, that’s never happened to you before since you only watched Yoongi do this from afar and never interfered with it directly.

“No.” Again, the horn of that very same car warns you from behind as Jungkook watches the light with wide doe eyes, waiting for the impact that never comes.

He looks at you with confusion as you make the car swerve past you into a halt, something that Jungkook himself can never do. He always gets hit in the end, and then wakes up in his bed in a cold sweat. It’s not really a pleasant feeling, as his heart would race and he would have to get up to drink water or go to the bathroom to calm down his nerves.

“How did you do that?” His dreamscape changes again, to something more serene. A golden-orange sunset near the beach. You can feel the sand between your toes as the waves crash onto your feet and swipe it away. The change is drastic to the empty road in the darkness that always ends in a car crash. You can tell Jungkook still has no control over it, the car just hits him every time and instead of moving out of the way, he waits for the collision, like he’s supposed to get hit.

“I didn’t do anything. It’s your dream, after all.” You try twisting the situation around, since in the dreamscape, you can say or do anything and it will make sense to the person dreaming at the time.

“But you’re here. I know I’ve never met you in real life...so why do you keep appearing in my dreams?”

“I don’t know. Maybe you caught a glimpse of me somewhere and now your subconscious is presenting me as the answer to your problem.” Why did you say that? Now you’ve really gone and done it.

“How can you possibly be my “cure?” The car was just a coincidence. Let’s just say I was so taken aback that I stopped it from crushing you. What good does having you by my side do for me? Are you supposed to be my miracle?” You decide to play along, just for now. If Jungkook thinks he needs you, and you give him exactly what he wants (because it’s a dream), then in the waking world when you run into him, you can directly help him heal and overcome his fears. It’s a win-win situation! Although, Yoongi won’t be very proud of you for doing the latter.

He doesn’t believe in doing the work himself, he says making the humans come to a realization is much more satisfying than directly trying to fix the problem. He calls it pushing things into place, you call it laziness.

“Again, it’s all up to you. I’m just here for the ride.” You’re vague on purpose, as Jungkook comes close to you, practically bumping noses as his breath fans on your lips like a cool breeze of air. You don’t know why, but your heart races when he steps even closer to you.

His lips are almost touching yours, when he suddenly pulls away.

“I don’t even know you.”

You wake up in a cold sweat. Yoongi is flipping through a book, smirking as he sips some coffee while watching you struggle after your return from Jungkook’s dreamscape. He doesn’t think you’ll be able to get any further than angering Jungkook for prying into his most personal thoughts through his dreams.

You make yourself some coffee before starting the day, peering out the window to watch Jungkook as he exits his apartment in a rush, with a guitar case in hand. You know exactly where he’s going, too.

You decide to make your first encounter with Jungkook a mere coincidence. A chance-meeting. Two people meeting on the street only to meet later somewhere else. You were playing with destiny. 

Your physical body has noticeable differences from a human’s body, which means if Jungkook gets too close, he could discover you’re not like him. You opted to wear a simple brown trench coat and some brown boots, but you keep your face covered until you drop a coin in his guitar case.

His eyes widen when he sees you, and you give him the sweetest smile you think a human girl can possibly muster. Quickly, you turn around and disappear around the corner, leaving Jungkook to busk again by his lonesome. He does it everyday, for two hours. After that, he heads down to his workplace which is by a supermarket. 

You don’t go to that supermarket to buy groceries, since it was far away, compared to your local supermarket.

“You know, if you don’t think you can do this, you can give your bag of dream dust to me and I can—” “No!” You interrupt Yoongi, with tearful eyes. “I don’t care about your stupid bet. I just want Jungkook to get at least one night of rest. This may be a game for you, but he’s a real person, you know? He is more than an “assignment.” Yoongi, I’m asking you for a bit of humility.” Yoongi sighs before setting his book down on the table, putting a hand on his chin as he speaks to you.

“And so it begins. Your first mission,” You look at him with bewilderment; Had he meant to piss you off from the very beginning? “The same thing happened to me on mine, and my grandfather’s father. The key to a successful mission is realizing that your assigned humans are human.” You were at a loss for words.

Yoongi helped you? This one is definitely going in the book of reports.

“What difference does it make? Jungkook doesn’t want my help. He doesn’t even know me.”

“But you know him,” Yoongi’s eyes glimmer with flecks of gold, his irises naturally brown with a yellow undertone. You always found his eyes captivating, mirroring the very essence of his soul. He’s wise and monotonous, with a microscopic piece of warmth seeping through the cracks. Rarely does he express any kind of emotion at all. Yet this was one of those rare moments in which he displayed emotion. “So help him.”

Day 2

Jungkook’s dreamscape had taken a turn for the worst. This time, you found yourself in the middle of a crime scene, Jungkook watching himself bleed out as his double sinks into the white-tiled floor, fresh scarlet blood pooling around his head. You stood on the far side of the island, not wanting to be found out.

Jungkook walks past the body suddenly, making a beeline for the back door. You watch the scene around you shift once again, and suddenly, you’re in the middle of a party. Is Jungkook reliving memories? Seeing vivid nightmares because those memories haunt him? You know he was involved in a car accident, and that left him unable to dance. He still can’t exert force on his leg to this day, even though it’s been 5 years.

You follow Jungkook’s mop of dark brown hair, taking in his man-bun for a second before walking behind him as quietly as possible. The party itself isn’t loud, the strange dream logic allows Jungkook to drown out any noise. He probably doesn’t realize he’s doing it, but that’s how dreams work, subconsciously. You follow him along a dark corridor, your eyes going wide when you realize this is a make-out corner, and then to your horror, you see him kiss someone. You can’t tell if it’s a man or a woman given the crappy lighting, but you can see that whoever it is, they’re really into the kiss.

Jungkook suddenly pushes them away, running towards the bathroom, and when you go to see what’s the matter, someone from his dreamscape runs past you to go help him. You peer in through the door, only opening it half way to find none other than Yoongi himself assisting a half-dead Jungkook on the ground. His labored breaths resound through the room, as you watch him grip the edges of the toilet seat.

“Jungkook-ah, I’m here now. Let’s get you home.” You’re quick to realize that’s not your Yoongi, although the two of them bear a striking resemblance.

“Hyung, do you love me?” You hear Jungkook croak out, the innocence in his voice suggesting that this was one of his early memories from school.

“Of course I do. Do you think I’d come all the way here if I didn’t?”

“I kissed her. Your girlfriend.” Instead of becoming upset, or dropping Jungkook, he just lets out a chuckle. You feel instantly jealous of Jungkook for getting such an expressive Yoongi. Your Yoongi is broken. Not to mention now, he has black hair. The Yoongi that’s helping Jungkook out of the colorful club restroom has mint-green hair.

“That’s fine. You know I’d even share her with you, if you asked.” You gawk at the boys as they walk past you, Jungkook oblivious to even you at that moment. It seems like he is the closest to Yoongi, even though you know for a fact Yoongi has never even gone out to bars in the human world. He’s a stickler when it comes to rules. This man is most definitely not someone you know.

You’re sure about one thing, though. He’s got to be the key to healing Jungkook. Yet, you have no idea where to even begin. For now, you settle on following Jungkook from a distance and approaching him when the time is right. This time, when the scene fades, you’re in the middle of a graveyard. Oh hell no.

You see none other than Yoongi, at least his picture, resting on the tombstone. You were so taken aback, you woke up out of shock, like an amateur.

“What? Can’t sleep?” He mocks as he flips to the next page of his book.

“I just saw you. Your past life, it was you!” Yoongi is quick to put his book away, standing up and walking towards you to check your temperature.

“Tell me what happened.”

“You had mint green hair. Jungkook was a close friend of yours, he even went to your funeral. I think he was reliving a memory.”

“But that’s not possible! Five years ago I wasn’t even in the human realm! How could this happen?”

“I don’t know. But I saw it on your tombstone. Yoongi Min, 1993-2016.” Yoongi mutters a couple curses in latin under his breath before turning back to you. “There was a human version of me living at the same time as a Banhee version of me?”

“It looks like it. I was going to seek him out but it doesn’t look like I can anymore.”

“Maybe the one upstairs willed it.”

“You mean to say God actually made it like that so you can help me out with the current situation?” He nods.

“Precisely. We have the same first names, different surnames, but we are most definitely identical. Here, I found a picture of him online. Don’t we look like twins?” You hate to admit it, but it looks like Yoongi will have to help you with this one.

“Creepy.”

“Let’s put a halt on that bet. It’s not fair to either of us if I help you out by pretending to be this Yoongi person,” Your lips curve upwards into a smirk. “But this Yoongi has mint-green hair.” Yoongi shakes his head, grabbing your hand as you reach up to mess with his hair.

You make a quick trip to a beauty store to collect some things like bleach, hair dye, and some makeup just for you. Yoongi glared at you since he was the one paying for everything but it’s not like he does any “obscure human jobs” as he would call them. You’re paid in human money, but all of your pay is collected by the facility that’s holding your family. You’d have to work for 50 years to free them, so during that time you have to depend on Yoongi for money. He gets an average of $3000 per month, plus the money that he’s been saving since the 1920’s, and luckily since the Great Depression only effected the “stupid humans who don’t know how to handle their money,” Yoongi only made more money in the end, racking up tenfold of his pay. The value of his money went up, and he was a millionaire now so it didn’t matter. 

He just hated spending money, is all.

You spent the rest of the night dying Yoongi’s hair, bleaching it first before waiting so you could add the mint green dye. Yoongi reminded you of how much he hated you every second of the way.

By 8 am, he was dyed and ready. His mint green hair looked resplendent. You licked your lips and sent him out, not realizing that it was already the next day.

Day 3

Yoongi bumped into Jungkook, breaking his own rules with the “coincidence.” You made sure that it was just a run-in though, something that will make Jungkook’s subconscious mind think about his Yoongi again. Yoongi was determined to help you now more than ever, since it seemed there was a human double of him born with the same name, but he was only a few years older than Jungkook, as opposed to being nearly a whole century older than him.

You knew this would mean Jungkook would dream of Yoongi tonight, and your Yoongi could slip unknowingly to find out more. You needed to know, it seemed as if Yoongi was essential to solving the problem behind Jungkook’s nightmares, the same ones that creep in during the day, leaving him restless and stroppy in the morning.

When night fell, you were ready to hide under the nearest tree you could find. It looks like today, Jungkook is thinking about his friend’s death. Some things remained unclear, as Jungkook fell flat on his face and began sobbing, stirring your own emotions as you empathize with him. Never have you ever felt this way about an assignment before, you only observed from a distance. Seeing Jungkook’s tears roll down his cheeks and his eyes turning puffy only made you more encouraged to help him. Yoongi watches you from his hiding place, smiling as you wipe your own tears, and wait for him to make the next move.

Yoongi walks up to him slowly, after what felt like an eternity, he is directly in front of him.

“Stand up, old friend.” Jungkook’s face lights up at his voice, and his cheeks have retained a lovely rosy hue that you’ve never seen before. He’s just so adorable, the way he chats away with your superior, believing him to be his long-dead friend. 

“I miss you a lot these days, you know?” Jungkook turns back to him with a sad smile as he observes his features. “Your green hair was truly iconic. Actually, I think you might have been the only person in Korea to pass away with mint-green hair.” He laughs along with Yoongi making sure to play his part and gain the intel you needed to execute the plan.

“Enough about the green hair. I’m here to check up on you. Heaven has really bad reception so I couldn’t connect to Earth.” Jungkook stifles a laugh at his joke, quieting down when he sees that Yoongi isn’t laughing along.

“I’m leaving this place soon, too,” 

Your face turns pale at his words. He couldn’t mean that he wanted to...there was no way. “I’m dying, like a flower blooming in reverse.” It sounded beautiful, when he said it. A part of you wanted to see it for yourself, a flower blooming in reverse. In this case, it seemed that Jungkook was the flower. And a flower can’t possibly turn back into a bud. The only thing it can do is shrivel up and die. You certainly didn’t want to see that happening to Jungkook any time soon.

“It’s called wilting. And also, what do you mean?” Yoongi puts a hand on his hip. You can tell he’s growing impatient.

“I’m losing my will to live. What’s the point of life if there’s no one to share it with? Jimin won’t even come visit your grave because he’s still in denial that you’re gone, Jin is living his dream in America in broadway doing shows, and everyone that we knew before is busy. They moved on with their lives, forgot about you, and us, we were the dream team.”

“That’s a part of life, Kook. I’m sorry if you feel that way now but just because I’m gone it doesn’t mean you should just put a halt on your life. We were the dream team, but now it’s just you. You have to put in an effort to move forward and carry those past experiences with you.”

You never knew the weight of a heavy heart before now.

You resisted running forward as well, letting Yoongi handle this as he was always meant to.

“It’s not that easy, you know? I’ve changed. It’s hard for me to even get a decent night’s sleep with all of the nightmares I have.” Yoongi realizes quickly that Jungkook hasn’t recognized that he is dreaming yet. It is common within humans not to understand that, even when it’s so obvious that their subconscious is altering their dreams while they are in the dream.

“Why don’t you try going to sleep now? I’m sure you can sleep well if you let go.” Yoongi gestures for you to come forward when Jungkook takes his advice and he goes to “bed.” You were in the middle of his bedroom, while he “slept” soundly on a bed. A dream within a dream. 

“What do we do? We’ve never tried to help someone like this before.” Yoongi shrugs.

“This way, if he gets too excited and wakes up, he will still be dreaming. It’s a simple banshee-dream surfing hack.” You roll your eyes, relaxing for only a minute before Jungkook begins to stir in his bed.

“Now, put your hand on his forehead. You are going to go inside his dream and confront his problems next to him.” You nervously look up at Yoongi, before putting your hand down on his forehead. Even his forehead is hot. Does this man have to be so sexy all the time? 

You were back on the empty road. Except this time Yoongi was there, but it wasn’t your Yoongi. This Yoongi was human, bleeding bright crimson blood, and he was as good as dead. You felt a rush of fear for a moment, having to remind yourself that the real Yoongi is watching you from outside, as you were inside a dream within a dream.

“Please, wake up.” Jungkook desperately shakes his friend, crying as he lies limp in his arms.

“He’s gone, Jungkook.”

“Why are you here again?!” He snaps, and all you can do is wonder how to save yourself the trouble of an explanation.

And then he wakes up.

Day 4

“Since you screwed up so bad yesterday, I wanted to ask you if you’ll stay out of trouble and avoid interacting with Jungkook unless you absolutely have to.”

“Yes sir.” You salute your mentor as you drink a glass of milk before curling up in your comfy bed.

Yoongi was going to join you again in the dreamscape, this time making Jungkook show him the answers without asking. He was a master of deception, making sure to lure his assignments into a false sense of security before making them face their biggest nightmare only to make them realize that they were their own enemy all along.

It was surprising how most of the time, things turned out exactly the same way, with there being a 99% chance that the reason why a person isn’t able to move forward in their life, it is due to their own fears of failure. One should never be afraid of the unknown, as the possibilities for success are endless.

All that he had to do was show Jungkook what could happen if he would just let go of his friend’s death.

He is standing in the middle of a dark and desolate dreamscape, as you duck behind a dead tree only to see that flowers bloom at your touch. This could only mean one thing: you were starting to creep into his subconscious, his deeper thoughts as you appeared many times in his dreams before and now he was actively thinking of you.

You felt flattered at first, before you realized that this could potentially ruin the entire plan.

You stay hidden and watch Yoongi as he bends and controls the environment to his will, showing Jungkook a vision of an ideal family. His future if he learned to let go. His picture-perfect (faceless) wife and two kids, his furnace burning bright as winter came early, and a little golden retriever puppy.

“This isn’t right. I should be married to her,” Jungkook mutters to himself, but it’s still loud enough for you to hear. You see Jungkook create a different version of you from his memory, but since it is a dream it isn’t perfect. You know it’s you because she’s wearing the same red dress you wore when you were fooling around in his dreams before the bet even started in the first place. “She’s the only one for me.” You feel something similar to an earthquake, as Jungkook’s dreamscape shakes violently. You come flying out of your hiding place, Yoongi’s hand reaching out to you a smidge too late as you face Jungkook.

“Who are you?” He inquires, once again reaching out to you as you gaze into his deep brown eyes, admiring his handsomeness before being yanked out from the dream by your superior.

You sit up straight in bed, as if you had just walked right out of the dream realm. Your awareness was intact, and Yoongi was sitting beside you, in his prized rocking chair. You knew with whatever you were planning now, you needed to involve Yoongi.

“Yoongi, do you know where Banshees come from?” Yoongi groans as you ask him the same question all the little ones back in your world ask you.

“No. As I told you before, there’s no exact science.”

“Then does that mean everything I am doing is for nothing? I’m helping my supposed “family” by doing this job but I don’t think I really understand who it is I’m helping. As far as I know, my parents didn’t raise me. They could be dead.” Yoongi sighs, putting a hand on your shoulder as you tell him about your worries.

“While some of that may be true, I know that you are the closest thing that I have to a sister right now. Even if you feel doubt about your birth family, stop thinking about them. I’m the loneliest creature on this planet. It’s been a long time since I’ve had a partner and I’m glad they chose you. You keep me company, and the house feels more lively with you. So what do you say? If you won’t do this for your real family, do this for me?” How could you possibly say no to him when he puts it like that?

“You are my real family, dummy. And who said I was quitting? I just don’t know if I can pull this off yet.” You share an embrace before running off to make yourselves some hot coco.

Meanwhile, across the street when Jungkook wakes up in his bed, he notices the couple running around in their apartment, and upon closer inspection, he noticed that you bore very similar resemblance to someone he saw in his dreams. He didn’t get a good look at the guy, but he also looked familiar.

Jungkook tucked the thought away in the back of his mind, planning to investigate it later, after work. He hops out of bed to get the day started, only thinking of his ideal girl and Yoongi. His past was starting to matter less and less to him, so he felt like he could accomplish a lot more today.

Maybe you were starting to make some progress on him.

Day 5

Jungkook’s dream started off a nightmare again. The recurring car crash scene played out before him, but instead of colliding with the glass and flying through the air in slow motion, he stopped it by holding out his hand.

“I knew it, I’m dreaming!” You and Yoongi share a look of fear as humans who are aware that they are dreaming are not to be messed with. If either of you exposed the magical world to a human, the kind of trouble you would get in is far worse than life in jail.

“We have to get out of here.” Whispered Yoongi as you met in the clouds. It was the only place you could hide, since Jungkook had awareness and it was a bad idea to be seen while he was in a state to make sense of things.

“How?”

“We need to wake him up somehow. Maybe we should trick him!” 

“Yoongi, what are you thinking of doing?” You ask as he stands up, preparing to jump down from the cloud.

“I’m gonna try and wake him up. With my true form.” You shake your head at that, trying to grab onto his legs as he floats down.

He turns an ugly shade of blue, his pale skin an unnatural shade of white, the same white that corpses turn after spending hours at the morgue. His hair turns black, and grows out just a little too long. His legs become crooked, bending an unnatural way as Jungkook turns around to face him.

“AHHHHHHH!” He wakes up immediately, pulling you and Yoongi out of your dream sequence.

“Good going. Although, I can never figure out how to make my legs do that.” Yoongi shrugs, before hopping out of bed and leaving you confused.

“Wait, you slept next to me last night? I don’t remember that…” He ignored you as he quickly got out his phone and started going through emails he had received from HQ in the human world. Who would’ve thought? The fancy software company uptown was a cover for all of the monsters working in the human world.

“Oh no, they’re asking me for a progress report.”

“So?” You didn’t know why he sounded so stressed all of a sudden.

“By now he shouldn’t be having that car nightmare. What are we gonna do?” He grips your shoulders as you comfort him with patting his hands.

“There, there. Don’t cry. I think we can do this in three days. We have to use Yoongi, though. The one from Jungkook’s memories.”

While you were busy with Yoongi in your apartment, Jungkook was groveling in his own place, remembering the painful events from the past which led him here. 

Yoongi tried killing himself, multiple times. But he saved Jungkook when he was about to get hit by a car. It wasn’t just him. His friends were there too. They came running to find them in the corner of an alleyway after Yoongi had been run over and Jungkook was too shocked to speak.

He was closer with Yoongi than any of the others so when he died, a part of himself died as well. Yoongi was depressed after his last girlfriend left him. They were so close but then out of the blue she ghosted him and blocked his number and everything. Jungkook couldn’t do much to help except play piano for the man when he asked. While Yoongi smoked on his ugly green couch, Jungkook would play.

The same song which haunts him to this day.

Day 6

“When will I see you again?” Jungkook asked as he reached out to the apparition of Yoongi.

He disappeared, turning into smoke when Jungkook tried to touch him. “Why am I so lonely?”

“You’re not lonely because he left. You’re lonely because you miss him.” When he turned around, you were standing before him, in your red dress. Just as he remembered seeing you the first time.

“You’re the girl who’s been appearing in my dreams every night.” You looked down at your gown, deciding to own up to the fact that you’d been showing up in his dreams.

“At first, I thought you were just a cute boy with a troubled past. But I see your past is a lot more than just that.” You sit next to him as he sits down in an empty patch of grass, surrounded by a beautiful garden at his feet.

“How did you get in my head? Surely I would remember what my own crush looks like.” You shake your head. At first, making him fall in love with you was your ultimate goal. You didn’t want to continue deceiving him like this, pretending that you were some angel when you’re not.

“I’m not anyone you know. I’m just here to help and leave after I’m done.”

“What do you mean?” With the way he was looking at you right now, you were a sure goner. His long, black curls forming a natural halo around his head as his face...his soft cheeks blush a light pink. Under the sunset and the dreamy atmosphere, Jungkook looks unreal. It didn’t take long for his lips to connect with yours.

When you woke up from the excitement, you knew you were screwed. There’s no way you could come back now.

“Yoongi!” You called out for your partner as he continued fixing hot chocolate for you. “I need to meet him in real life. Every time I get too close, he just wakes up. Dreaming isn’t going to help anymore, I need to take action in the real world.” 

“But Y/N, I can’t let you do that. He’s a human and if he even sees you, he’ll know you aren’t an ordinary girl.” You look at your own skin, dreading how you looked at the moment because you were no greek goddess when it came to looks. You just had control over what you looked like in the dream realm so you appeared human.

“I need to try, Yoongi. Maybe I’ll hide my face. My eyes give it all away. Or maybe I could get contacts like you.”

“No contacts. And no going out alone. How many times do I have to tell you? It is against the rules to initiate contact with a subject directly if not in the dream realm. Even then, you have to keep a distance because there’s a rule about that too.”

“Screw you and your rules! I’ll do what I want. This dream dust is mine.”

“Y/N, no!” Yoongi called out to you as you sprinkled the last of the dream dust on you, drifting off to sleep just to arrive at a party.

“Where am I?”

“You’re at our frat partayyy! Could you do me a favor and go make out with our newest recruit over there? It’s part of our initiation to kiss a girl before being sworn in.” You walked over to the direction the guy pointed you in, seeing a frightened Jungkook sitting alone.

“Hey, are you Jungkook?” You pretend like this is the first time you’re seeing him, since he didn’t know he was dreaming and a lot of dialogue is very scripted in these kinds of dreams as well.

“Yeah.”

“Come with me.” You pulled him towards the closet, making it so that when you entered, you would enter a different place.

“Where are we now?”

“Our first date. Cotton candy?” Jungkook didn’t question you, but he had his doubts as you headed to the Ferris Wheel. You were in the middle of a fair, but Jungkook didn’t seem to be enjoying himself at the moment.

“You’re the dream girl!” You whacked his arm, smiling sheepishly like you were having a natural reaction to what he said even though you kissed a couple dreams ago.

“Aw, I didn’t think I was your ideal type. I guess we got lucky, huh?” You kissed his cheek as he stayed completely still, blinking a few times as the world around you started to crumble. He was about to wake up, but you didn’t want to be present when he did. You quickly used your power to lull his dream self to sleep, putting him down under a safe place before going into his dream within his dream.

“Jungkook! What are you doing here?” He was currently sitting with a group of people, around a campfire as you ran towards him in a new outfit so it looked like you randomly stumbled upon this place.

“What a coincidence. I was out here toasting marshmallows and I found you.” You felt a pang of guilt in your heart from lying to him but you couldn’t disclose your identity so quickly! You were keen on healing him.

“Do you wanna get out of here?”

“No way, I’m not ditching my friends.” You waved your hand behind your back, making the people disappear.

“Too bad, because it looks like they already left you,” You giggle as he groans, before grabbing a stick for you to toast. “Thank you.” You snack on the marshmallow as he asks you some things.

“So are we a thing now?” You nearly choke on your stick as Jungkook awaits an answer.

“I guess. I never really liked labels though, how about we just call it “us?” It’s a lot easier when we don’t have to explain it.”

“You’re right,” Jungkook stays silent for a bit, making the entire exchange feel almost...normal. “You like me, right?” You stay silent for a few seconds, enjoying the calm environment for once.

“Yes.” 

When you wake up this time, It’s a lot more clearer and satisfying. You finished your dream, and now Jungkook trusts you. You knew it would be only a matter of time before Jungkook was fully healed.

“Are you happy now? You went back into his dream and threw the rulebook out of the window,” Says Yoongi as you feel a slight pain in the back of your head. “Oh, and I didn’t try to move you from your spot because you just looked like you were sleeping peacefully.”

“Jerk.” You get up, dusting yourself off and glaring at your “partner” before going off to change. You liked wearing different clothes around the house because it made you feel like time was moving forward. Or else everyday just feels like the same day repeating over and over again.

You also put on some makeup, forgetting in between that you had some lipstick on so you ended up swallowing some products but it was okay because nothing was too harmful. Monsters ate all kinds of trash back in your world, anyways. The foundation gives you a more natural look since your skin was an ashy shade of blue and very pale without it.

You went about your day like normal until a doorbell rang, alerting you and Yoongi. “I didn’t see any emails about a dream inspector checking up on us today.” Yoongi whispers as you stay completely still.

“Maybe it’s a surprise visit?” You hoped no one found out about your selfish actions while you were in Jungkook’s dream. Kissing him was already a huge breach of the rules.

When you open the door, you’re at a loss for words. Jungkook was standing before you, looking at you and Yoongi like he had seen a ghost. Before he could say anything, you pull him inside the apartment, shutting the door behind him.

Day 7

You put Jungkook to sleep before saying anything else, silent as mice as he rested on your multicolored retro bean bag. Yoongi paces back and forth, flipping through his handbook and nursing you internally.

“Dammit. There’s nothing about this in the rulebook.”

“That’s because regular people solve these things with their heads. You have a brain, so use it!” You knock some sense into him before kneeling down to take Jungkook’s pulse.

“Let’s go into his dream and see what it is that needs fixing. Maybe when he wakes up I can sprinkle him with some five-minute forgetting powder.”

“Do you think that’ll work?” You ask with worry as Yoongi rushes to look at all of the beakers filled with magical potions and fairy dust and other things he might need to make dream dust. You still didn’t have the recipe.

“I don’t know. But I trust you and after seeing how you handled most of this on your own, I’ll let you finish it. Alone.” You squeak in excitement, staying quiet as Jungkook snores lightly and turns over in the beanbag.

“Hurry, he’s gonna wake up.” Yoongi panicked and spilled some sleep powder on him, that’s why Jungkook was unconscious but he wasn’t in such a state where he would dream. It was a temporary formula, meant to last only a few minutes before he woke up again. Unless Yoongi doused him in dream dust. You got ready to follow him into his dreams again one last time, as Yoongi held the bag of dust over your heads, making sure you were snuggled up beside Jungkook in the bed before sprinkling you both with dream dust. 

“I must be dreaming.” Jungkook blinks twice as you come into view. He was currently standing in your apartment, the same one he visited before he passed out. Except Yoongi was nowhere to be seen, it was just you.

“Would you like some tea, coffee, water?” You offer, acting like you were another figure in his dreams.

“Water is fine, thanks,” You watch him swipe his fingers through his long, curly hair. He looks so dreamy, sitting before you on the breakfast bar where you eat with Yoongi everyday. You wouldn’t mind spending every morning with him. Jungkook seems like the ideal husband. Yet the idea of settling down with a human scares you, you would never be allowed to expose your true self to him. Even if you dated him, you’d have to end up leaving him one day. It’s the only way to protect your world. Humans can be dangerous and destructive creatures. Who knows what would happen if Jungkook went to the news? You would be called a freak, or even worse by local news stations.

You got lost in your thoughts for a moment before Jungkook brought you back. “Why did you move here? To this town, I mean.” Jungkook knew this city was relatively tiny and all of the people knew each other.

“I wanted to get away. From responsibilities, my old life.”

“Did your boyfriend want that too?” You nearly spit out your drink at that, Jungkook thought Yoongi was your boyfriend?

“I’m sorry, I don’t have a boyfriend. Only an older brother, if I have to label him that.”

“Oh, I see.” Jungkook sips his water in silence, watching you with those innocent doe eyes.

“What’s troubling you?” You ask him as he suddenly looks sad, morrow filling his gaze as he continues to stare at you.

“I’m all alone in this world.” He sighs, as you put a hand on his shoulder.

“No you’re not. You have me, and your memories of Yoongi.” Jungkook’s breathing turns shallow.

“You’re just an extension of me. As much as I want you to be real I can’t even remember what your face looks like,” With all of your might, you try to make your surroundings more detailed just so Jungkook could remember the dream better when he wakes up. “What is your name?” He asks after careful consideration. 

“Y/N.”

“What a beautiful name.” He kisses you ever so slightly, leaning in after you backed away momentarily.

“You’re a distraction.” You shut your eyes tightly as he places the most tender kisses on your exposed neck.

“What does that make you?” He grins, cheekily sliding his tongue over the surface of your lips.

“I’m only a woman.” You give into your desires, kissing him full on the lips after realizing that you don’t care about the consequences to your actions. You want to kiss him, dammit!

“You make me feel less lonely.”

“Here, take this with you.” You press a picture into his warm palm, leaving him to wonder why you were acting so hasty.

“Why? What is it?”

“When you feel lonely or sad, just look at this picture. It’s a picture of me.” Jungkook looks down for a moment, to examine the item you gifted to him.

“Why are you acting like we don’t have much time together? You’re gonna keep visiting me, right?” You wipe your nose. You and Jungkook were never meant to be.

“Goodbye, Jungkook.”

“Y/N, wait!”

When Jungkook woke up, he felt something sticking to his palms. He was alone, but he could have sworn he felt another warmth. In his hand was a polaroid picture of a girl smiling at the camera. He felt comforted just looking at the picture, and turning it around he found a message on the back.

“I’ll always be with you- Y/N.” Jungkook smiles, looking at the bright afternoon sun as it blinds him through the sheer white curtains. It looks like he was able to meet his dream girl after all.

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[shishu-writes]

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Hi! oh my gosh It feels like my blog grew really fast? I’m really grateful to every one of you and I’m so glad that I get to do what I love while also making you guys happy! My 500 follower celebration may not be the most exciting or original but I wanted to do something different for the occasion! Im putting my WIPS on pause and opening up prompt requests! 

Send an ask with a number w/ 2 characters max and I’ll write a short fic or HC (depending on prompt) about it!  Both HAIKYUU! and BNHA characters are available!

*depending on amount of requests, I will cap the amount of requests I take on, sorry 🥺

Requests closed!!

The prompt requests will be open until tomorrow at 6pm CST so send them in! below is the prompt list, all credit for this list goes to @marauder-exe​ !

Angst

“I love you ! Is that what you wanted to hear ?”

“I love him/her, and I know that I shouldn’t.”

“Can you just shut your mouth ?”

“wHY DO YOU KEEP LYING TO ME ?”

“We both know that I should walk away, but I can’t.”

“Wait, he/she has a girlfriend/boyfriend ?"

“I lo—-” “No, please… Don’t say that. You love her/him, not me.”

"Could you just take this pain away ? It hurts, so much… Help me.”

“You’re safe here, I got you.”

“Don’t ask her out again, please… You’re killing me, every single time you ask that.”

“Look, he/she wants you, just make him/her happy.”

“If you go, I’ll know that you never loved me.”

“We never were just friends, and you know it.” “I know it, but you deserve someone better than me.”

“SHE WAS CRYING BECAUSE OF YOU!!!”

“You love me like I’m the person who actually deserves your love.” “But you are the only one who deserves it.”

“I know for a fact that you’re not “fine”.”

“You’re looking at me like.. you’re disgusted. What did I do? Just tell me what I did, please!”

“What happened between us?”

“Nothing has changed!” “Yes it has, and you know it.”

“Love isn’t supposed to hurt this badly.”

“You said you needed space. You were 5,000 miles away for a year, and you’re still unsure. I’m starting to think that an entire universe apart wouldn’t be enough space for you.”

“I remember when he/she/they used to look at me that way”

“I want you to list every lie you ever told me. Then I’ll forgive you.”

“I don’t hate you. I hate that after all of this, you’re still trying to lie to me”

“I can’t keep this secret for you anymore.”

“I’m sorry I’m not what you signed up for.”

“Why she/her/them? It could have been anybody, and you chose to betray me with her/him/them.”

“This will be the last time you lie to me.”

“You never loved me, did you?”

“You made me miserable and I still loved you.”

“Everytime something goes well, I momentarily forget how much I despise you.”

“We’re never going to have a happy ending, just remember that.”

“Don’t pretend like you’re not happy to see me like this.”

“Your mind must be a horrible place.”

“Hand me the gun and I’ll kill him myself.”

“And I thought you loved me."

" And I thought I loved you."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

“I didn’t expect you to wait forever. I just hoped…”

“Did you always know that you were going to leave?”

“If you cry, I’ll stay, and if I stay that will just give you another reason to hate me.”

“I’m addicted and at this point I don’t think anything could make me stop.”

”If you wanna know, then ask.”

“You never asked because you knew I wouldn’t tell you what you wanted to hear.”

“We grew apart, and at this point I’m glad.”

“Find somebody else to kiss your ass.”

“When are you going to stop clawing for something that’s never going to happen?”

“What you’re doing is going to kill you one day.”

“It was easier to believe that the you I knew was dead than deal with the fact that I still have to see you every day.”

“What you’re doing is going to kill you one day.”

Fluff

51. “You’re hair is really soft after you wash it.”

52. “Ssh. Stop fussing. I’m just braiding your hair.”

53. “You smell really nice.”

54. “Would it be all right if I borrowed your sweater? It smells like you.”

55. “I might have slept with your robe when you were gone.”

56. “If you steal the blankets, I am going to put my cold feet on you.”

57. “Here, let’s share the blanket.”

58. “You’re comfy.”

59.“You are very endearing when you are half-asleep.”

60.“But I want to hear you sing.”

61.“Don’t get up - I’ll do it.”

62.“Care to give me a back scratch?”

63.“I think I love you.”

64.“Your bed head is really cute.”

65.“How about a kiss?”

66.“You made this for me?”

67.Aw, you’re blushing.”

68. Uh oh, I know that look. What do you want?”

69. “Let me help you with that.”

70. “I don’t want to forget this moment.”

71.“Are you really flirting with me right now?”

72.“I like the way your hand fits in mine.”

73.“You have something in your hair, umm… Do you want me to get it out?”

74.“It’s nice that your voice was the first thing I heard today.”

75.“This movie is really scary, but you’re into it so I’m trying not to cover my face the whole time, but- WHAT IS THAT?”

76.“Wait, don’t pull away… Not yet.”

77.“Half the time I get too embarrassed to say anything”

78.“No, it’s fine.  I can wait until you’re done talking to them.”

79.“No, like…. It’s just, I can’t believe you’re actually wearing my clothes.”

80.“You’re a big piece of inspiration for this, honestly.”

81.“I’ve been trying to get ready for like an hour and a half, because I know you’re going to look so good and I need to try and match up.”

82.“I wanted to say “I love you” for the first time without stuttering, but that failed.”

83.“My friends get so annoyed by how much I talk about how sometimes.”

84.“No, mom, don’t tell him/her I said that about him/her!”

85.“I can’t get over how a few months ago I wanted to learn your name and now you’re having breakfast with me in my sweater.”

86.“ You are so beautiful — So fucking beautiful. “

87.“And just WHERE do you think you’re putting your hands?”

88.“Wow, you look even better in the daylight.”

89.“I don’t remember ever having this many hickeys. But I don’t mind.”

90.“We could order pizza and just stay like this all day.”

91.“It was always you.”

92.I love you in every possible way.”

93.“I didn’t mean to love you so much.”

94.“Don’t you hurt a single hair on his/her/their head.”

95.“Duck, you idiot!”

96.“Hey. Pal. I’ve got a wand and I’m not afraid to use it.”

97.“Shh, you’re safe. I won’t let you go.”

98.“It’s not a double date. We’re just third and fourth wheeling.”

99.“Look, I know we don’t know each other that well, but I’m still worried about you. No one deserves to be alone.”

100.“I remember practicing how to ask you out in the mirror..”

Sarcasm

101.“Define normal.”

102.“Do I get bonus points if I act like I care?”

103.“Just remember if we get caught, you’re deaf and I don’t speak English.”

104.“Don’t look for any redeeming qualities. I don’t have any.”

105.“It’s amazing how fast the world can go from bad to total shit storm.”

106.“I love you. You enormously stubborn pain in the ass.”

107.“And you wonder why you’re still single.”

108.“Remind me to kill you. Please.”

109.“That’s a little melodramatic, don’t you think?”

110.“She’s crazy. And just when you think you’ve reached the bottom of her craziness, there’s a crazy underground garage.”

111.“She may seem like lollipops and rainbows but I bet behind close doors she’s latex and whips.”

112.“If my day gets any worse, I’m asking hell if they’re having an exchange program.”

113.“Sorry. I don’t speak skank.”

114.“My middle finger salutes you.”

115.“I don’t have enough middle fingers to let you know how I feel.”

116.Somebody’s cranky.” “Somebody needs to shut up.”

117.“Oh darling. Go buy a brain.”

118.“Frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn.”

119.“All due respect, but that’s a bunch of crap.”

120.“I am one of the few people in the world who can murder you and leave no forensic evidence behind.”

121.“Excuse me. I have to go make a scene.”

122.“What did I tell you about calling her/him the devil?” “That it’s offensive to the devil?”

123.“I heard that!” “You were supposed to!”

124.“I need therapy after this.”

125.“You didn’t get in trouble for lying. You got in trouble for lying badly.”

126.“I turned out liking you a lot more that I originally planned.”

127.“I think you’re weird.” “I think you’re boring.”

128.“I’m afraid I’ve been thinking…” “A dangerous pastime.”

129.“Wow, there’s a big surprise. I think I’m going to have a heart attack and die from surprise.”

130.“I’m gonna hit you so hard, it’ll make you ancestors dizzy.”

131.“Sarcasm is the body’s natural reaction to stupidity.”

132.“Well, excuse me, psychic wonder!”

133.“Don’t look in her eyes, she might steal your soul.”

134.“She’s hot, but she’s evil.”

135.“Do I regret it? Yes. Would I do it again? Probably.”

136.“I already know that I’m going to hell. At this point it’s really go big or go home.”

137.“I’m not a damsel in distress. I’m a damsel doing damage.”

138.“So stick that in your juice box and suck it.”

139.“Never take life seriously. No one ever comes out alive anyway.”

140.“Sometimes I question my sanity. Occasionally it replies.”

141.“Why should we date?” “Because we are attracted to each other.” “I am attracted to pie, but I do not feel the need to date pie.”

142.“Neither one us is drunk enough for this conversation.”

143.“You’re questioning my methods.” “I’m not questioning it, I’m saying it’s stupid.”

144.“Wow, somebody needs a Happy Meal.”

145.“I didn’t do it!” “Then why are you laughing?” “Because whoever did it is a freaking genius.”

146.“Idiots. I’m surrounded by idiots.”

147.“You couldn’t handle me even if I came with instructions.

148.“Obviously you have mistaken me for somebody who gives a shit.”

149.“Rule number one: don’t bother sucking up. I already hate you, that’s not going to change.”

150.“You make no sense to me.” “Welcome to my life.”

Drama

151.“Can you stop thinking about yourself for once?”

152.“Can you stop thinking about yourself for once?”

153.“Don’t think I forgot about what you did last time.”

154.“I know you lied to me.”

155.“I’m not even sorry.”

156.“You backstabber!” 157.“I never want to see you again.” 158.“You never mattered to me.”

159.“I knew this was a bad idea.”

160.“Rot in hell.”

161.“It was supposed to be a secret!”

162.“No one loves me.” 163.“He/she/they is/are so petty…” 164.“You made me cry.” 165.“I don’t know who you are anymore.” 166.“How DARE you?!” 167.“I know you’re not talking to me…” 168.“I SAW you with him/her/them!”

169.“Just leave me alone.”

170.“What did you do?!” 171.“I told everyone that I didn’t want to talk but I’m actually dying for attention.”

172. “Just admit that was extra…”

173.“I forgive, but I don’t forget.” 174.“Did you see what he/she/they was/were wearing?” 175.“So what if I had sex with your ex?” 176.“There’s something I have to tell you…” 177.“I can’t do this anymore.” 178.“You weren’t there for me when I needed you the most.” 179.“I never loved you.” 180.“It’s too late.”

181.“Quit ignoring me.”

182. “Don’t you get it? It’s because I love you!”

183.“I love you. I’m sorry.”

184.“I don’t want to be friends.”

185.“Can we please pretend I never said that?”

186.“Friendzoned again.”

187.“You should’ve loved me when you had the chance.”

188.“Fuck you for toying with my emotions like that.”

189.“I was there for you when no one else was!”

190.“Alright – I can tell a ‘no’ when I hear it.”

191.“I’m sorry I acted so creepy.”

192.“Fuck. It’s like what they say – nice guys finish last…”

193.“I’m tired of keeping this secret. Even if you don’t love me back.”

194. “I knew that’d be your answer. That’s why I never told you before.”

195.“When I said I loved you, I meant it.”

196.“Is there any part of you, deep down, that might love me back?”

197.“You were the one that left all those notes for me?”

198.“You’re in a relationship with another person – you know this can’t end well.”

199.“We agreed this was just physical!”

200.“I love you. I know you don’t love me, so don’t say it back.”

#haikyuu #haikyu #my hero academia #mha #bnha #boku no academia #haikyuu x reader #haikyu x reader #bnha x reader #my hero academia x reader #boku no hero academia x reader #kuroo x reader #bakugou x reader #deku x reader #kageyama x reader #x reader #reader #prompts #kenma x reader #atsumu x reader #kirishima x reader #hawks x reader

[my-major-is-k-howard]

Lover

Inspired by “Lover” by Taylor Swift. We made it to the last chapter!! I am so happy that I got to share this story with all of you. It was super fun to write and I am so grateful to everyone who has read it. Each of you fills my heart TO THE MAX with love. Feel free to send me asks anytime if you want; I promise I don’t bite! I am also working on a few different projects so stay tuned! But for now, enjoy the last chapter of “Lover.” 💚💙

Word Count: 2142

Ch. 1 Ch. 2 Ch. 3 Ch. 4 Ch. 5 Ch. 6

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Ch. 7 - Forever and Ever

Anne smiled fondly at the memories of her honeymoon. It had been a little over a year since their trip and it still held some of the most magical moments of Anne’s life.

Anne passed a couple more pictures before coming to a halt at an empty clip. Anne sighed happily before glancing down at the photo in her hands. It was an ultrasound scan from their appointment earlier in the day.

It had been around Christmas that the couple had sat down and talked about having a baby, and decided to start the process as soon as they could. After a few discussions, they decided together that Cathy would carry the baby and began their research.

The first few months were hard, trial after trial with no success, but they were determined to keep going. A week before their anniversary, they received the news that they were expecting and they were over the moon with excitement.  

Anne had immediately wanted to tell everyone but was persuaded by Cathy to wait until further along in the pregnancy to announce that they were expecting. Their doctor advised them to wait until after the 12 week ultrasound to share the big news with their friends.

The days seemed to drag on in Anne’s mind as they slowly approached the milestone. Each day, Anne did her best to take care of her wife, whether listening to her cry about a cute dog she saw in the park or creating weird concoctions of food to satisfy Cathy’s cravings.

Finally, the day of the appointment arrived and the two of them were eager to see their baby for the first time. As Anne looked down at the ultrasound in her hands, she was overcome with emotion knowing that the little grey outline of a human was really the same baby that was growing inside of her wife. 

Anne admired the little head with its tiny button nose, the faint outline of an arm that looked like it was shielding its face from the camera, and the little leg that was lifted up and bent slightly. Anne adored every part of her baby, her little bean. She closed her eyes as the memories of the day flooded into her mind.  

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Anne took a deep breath as she pulled the car keys out of the ignition. She turned to see Cathy, who had her eyes closed and a hand resting gently on her abdomen. Cathy had recently started showing but it wasn’t anything that one of Anne’s jumpers couldn’t hide at this stage.

“You ready?” Anne asked, giving Cathy an excited smile.

“Ready as I’ll ever be,” Cathy replied and returned Anne’s smile.

The two got out of the car and headed inside the clinic. They were led to a small room with a bed and a machine that looked suspiciously like the controls of an alien spaceship. A couple screens were set up around the room, one connected to the alien machine and one opposite the bed.  

The door opened again as their doctor entered the room, a small middle-aged lady with a kind smile on her face.

“Anne, Cathy, good to see you again,” the doctor greeted them. “Are you ready to meet your baby?”

“I’ve been looking forward to it since we found out Cathy was pregnant,” Anne admitted as she took Cathy’s hand and gave her a quick smile. 

“That’s good to hear,” the doctor responded. “Cathy, would you mind laying down and lifting your shirt for me?”

Cathy did as she was instructed, trying to get as comfortable as she could on the bed. She lifted her shirt to give the doctor access to her small baby bump. She looked up to Anne who was staring back at her with eyes that reflected a kaleidoscope of emotions - love, adoration, hope, and so many others swirled in her irises. 

Cathy reached out a hand that Anne immediately took in her own. Cathy intertwined their fingers and mouthed a quick “I love you” before turning her attention back to the doctor. 

“Alright. I’m going to apply a little gel to help get a better picture,” the doctor explained before rubbing the blue gel on Cathy’s lower abdomen. She let out a squeak at the sudden cold sensation, and Anne squeezed her hand and flashed her a comforting smile for support.

“Perfect. I’m going to start the ultrasound now, if you’re both ready.” The doctor waited from the couple to nod before taking the transducer and pressing it to Cathy’s stomach. 

The image on the screen before them moved quickly, corresponding to the rapid movements of the doctor, until it finally stilled. Anne’s breath caught in her throat as she took in the sight of her baby for the first time. Cathy squeezed her wife’s hand and they shared a momentarily look of pure joy before fixating their gazes back on the screen. 

The little grey outline moved around, lifting little legs and hands slightly. Anne cooed as she watched in pure adoration of the little life forming inside of Cathy. “Look, it’s our little bean!” Anne exclaimed as she turned to look at Cathy.   

Cathy had tears in her eyes as she looked back at Anne. “That’s our little bean, love.” 

They continued watching for a few more minutes before the doctor spoke up again. “Everything looks good so far. I’m going to play the heartbeat and make sure it's strong and steady.” The doctor clicked a few buttons before the fast thrumming of the baby’s heartbeat sounded from the machine.

Anne felt tears prick her eyes at the sound before she commented. “Wow! It’s so fast!” Anne pressed her free hand to her own heart for comparison. “Like way faster than mine.”

Cathy laughed and the doctor joined in with a small chuckle. “Fetal heart rates range from around 110 to 160 beats per minute at this stage of pregnancy. Yours right now is probably around 60 or 70 bpm.” 

“Cathy, did you hear that? Our baby is twice as active as I am!”

“I didn’t think that was even possible,” Cathy mused and squeezed Anne’s hand lovingly. Anne squeezed back before looking up to the screen once more to watch the baby move, squirming around and stretching limbs in all directions.

“Can you feel the baby move?” Anne questioned and turned her head back to her wife. Cathy shook her head and looked to the doctor. 

“Should I?” Cathy asked timidly.

“Most women don’t feel the baby move until around 20 weeks,” the doctor answered. “It also depends on a variety of factors. I would say you have another month or so until you start feeling the baby.”

“Okay,” Cathy breathed out and looked back to the screen, admiring the small movements inside her.

“I’m going to take a picture and I think we’ll be all done. Everything looks good. The baby is healthy and developing well.” The doctor waited a few moments before capturing the photo and handed it to Cathy after it printed. “We’re all set.”

The couple thanked the doctor as Cathy wiped off the remaining gel on her stomach. They left the clinic a few minutes later and walked back to their car. Once inside, Anne let out a sigh of contentment. She turned to look at Cathy who was looking back at her with a small smile on her face.

“That was amazing,” Anne said after a few moments of silence. “It all feels so much more real now.”

“Speak for yourself. The morning sickness was what made it real for me,” Cathy joked. Anne let out a small laugh before Cathy continued. “But seeing the little bean move and hearing the heartbeat for the first time, that made it so much more real. We’re going to be parents, Anne.”

Anne turned in her seat to face Cathy and pressed a firm kiss to her temple. She placed her hand on her wife’s bump, caressing it softly with the pad of her thumb. “I love our little bean so much already and I promise I will be the best mother I possibly can. You’ll be the best mom too, Cathy, I just know it.”

Cathy turned and kissed Anne softly before resting a hand on top of Anne’s. “I love you, Annie.”

“I love you more.”

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Anne was snapped out of the memory by the sound of a toilet flushing from the hall bathroom. She quickly took the ultrasound scan and hung it up on the empty clip in front of her. A soft smile spread across her face as she admired the new addition to their hanging photo collection.

The sound of feet shuffling in the hallway made Anne smile even brighter as she turned to see Cathy enter the bedroom. She made her way over to where Anne was standing and rested her head on her shoulder as Anne wrapped an arm around her waist. 

“I swear you have to pee every five minutes, babe,” Anne joked.

“Oh hush,” Cathy scolded and rested a hand on her stomach. She looked at the ultrasound scan hanging from the string of lights and smiled. “It’s perfect,” Cathy whispered. 

Anne pressed a kiss to the top of her head. “It’s almost the same size as a regular Polaroid so I thought I would hang it up too.”

Cathy turned to face Anne with a soft smile gracing her features. For a moment, Anne was left speechless by the beauty in front of her. Cathy never had to try when it came to her looks, which Anne found very unfair. She wore very minimal makeup and still looked absolutely stunning. Her hair formed perfect curls that framed the sides of her face ever so elegantly. Her hazel eyes reflected the expanses of the universe, an infinity that Anne could easily lose herself in. Her smile was like the first sip of hot cocoa, a warmth that emanates from the inside out. Every part of her made Anne swoon and filled her with a love she never thought could be that strong. And for some reason, this breathtaking woman had fallen in love with her too. 

“What are you thinking about?” Cathy whispered, her eyes dazzling in the light of the setting sun.

“I’m the luckiest person in the world,” Anne whispered back, choking with emotion. “I fell in love with the most beautiful woman on the planet and I get to spend the rest of my life with her. We’ve been on so many adventures together and we’re about to start our most exciting one yet. We’re adding to our family and I just can’t wait to meet our little bean.” She finished speaking and placed both of her hands on Cathy’s bump, caressing it slowly with her thumbs. 

She looked down at her hands with a tearful smile before meeting Cathy’s eyes once more. A silent conversation passed between them before Anne kneeled in front of Cathy and pressed a feather light kiss just below her navel.      

She began whispering to the tiny human forming inside Cathy’s womb, a daily custom that made her feel connected to the baby. Anne expressed how amazing the appointment had gone earlier that day and her excitement at the thought of holding her baby in her arms in a few short months. She promised to create a home, safe and sound, and to protect her bean from all harm. She whispered how in love she was already and how she would never stop loving her little bean, no matter what came to pass.

She continued whispering her thoughts and promises as Cathy ran her fingers through her hair, overwhelmed with emotion at the sight of her wife talking to their unborn child. Anne finished speaking and pressed another kiss to the bump before standing up. She wrapped her arms around Cathy’s waist and pulled her in for a loving kiss. 

As she pulled away, Anne quickly glanced over her shoulder at the string of fairy lights that adorned the room. She glanced over the silly Christmas Polaroid, the picture Kat took during their movie night, the club photo, the Polaroid of their proposal, their wedding picture, the photo they took during their honeymoon, and finally the ultrasound scan. She smiled when she noticed there were still a few clips that were left empty, more spaces to fill with memories that had yet to be made.

She turned back to face Cathy with a new determination in her eyes. She was going to make every moment count for the rest of their lives. She was going to spend every day falling deeper in love with Cathy. Her wife. Her best friend. Her inspiration. The love of her life. Her muse. Her biggest supporter. The mother of her child. Her favorite person. Her lover. Her Cathy.  

#parrlyn #parrleyn #parrlyn fanfic #six the musical #six the musical fanfic #anne boleyn #catherine parr #anne boleyn x catherine parr

[the-noodle-king]

So here’s the thing, ever since I first drew Flower Child I’ve wanted to redraw them, their old pose was really bad and their design was kinda weak and just, blegh. Flash forward like, a year, or two or something, I got a commission of all my Overwatch OC’s from @teahermitcomics who helped redesign a couple of them, among them Flower Child. Flash forward to now and I’ve finally redrawn them in their new design... mostly. I went back to short hair because I kinda missed it and I’m super happy with their new haircut so, I stand by it!

This was a lot of fun to draw and colour, I had a blast reinterpreting Jade’s amazing design into my own style and figuring out what I wanted to do for their other skins.

Anyway, Bio and slightly tweaked stats under the cut~

Real Name:  Jinan Al-Karim

Alias:  Flower Child

Role:  Support  /  Job:  Buffing & Debuffing Damage Dealer-Healer

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Hit Points:  200  /  Health:  150  /  Shields:  50

Primary Weapon:  Energy Conversion Cannon (Left Arm)

Ammo:  90  /  Reload Speed:  1.5 Seconds  /  Rate of Fire:  18 shots per Second

Damage:  8 per shot  /  DPS:  144  /  Attack Type:  Rapid Fire Linear Projectiles

Primary Fire, Energy Conversion Volley:  Extremely rapid fire projectiles fired in a tight grouping at high speed, shot from the entirety of Flower Child’s mechanical left arm.  /  Projectile Speed:  110 Meters per second

Ability 1, Enfeeble:  Target an enemy and lower the damage they can deal while in your sights, as well as increasing the damage they take from your attacks.  /  Range: 35M  /  Duration: Permanent until LoS break + 2.5s without LoS  /  Damage Dealt Reduction: -25%  /  Damage Taken Increase (From Flower Child Only): +25%  /  Cooldown: 4s from Use, instantly resets upon death of target

Ability 2, Sap Life:  Gain Life-Steal on your attacks, healing yourself for the damage you deal either for a short time, or for up to 400 points of self-healing. (This makes the Damage-Into-Healing conversion of Symbiosis 100% for the duration).  /  Max Duration: 8s  /  Life-Steal: 100% of damage dealt  /  Cooldown: 6s from end of Duration

Ability 3, Symbiosis:  Target an ally and heal them for a portion of the damage you deal for as long as they remain in your sights, even over great distances, as well as sharing with them a portion of the healing you yourself receive (including over-healing which you do not directly benefit from).  /  Range: Infinite  /  Duration: Permanent until LoS break + 6s without LoS  /  Ally Healing (From Damage Dealt): 50% of damage dealt  /  Ally Healing (From Healing Received): 50% of healing received  /  Cooldown: 3s from Use

Ultimate, Garden of Ruin:  Create a large area within which allies receive healing and buffs to their action speeds, while enemies are drained of strength and slowed. Allies within the AoE move, attack and reload quicker, as well as having their abilities cooldown quicker, while enemies move and reload slower, each also being slowly healed and damaged respectively. Killing Flower Child after the cast time does not end the Ultimate.  /  Cast Time: 1.15s  /  AoE: 16M  /  Duration: 10s  /  Ally Healing: 15 per second  /  Enemy Damage: 10 per second  /  Ally Movement & Attack Speed Buffs: +20%  /  Ally Reload & Ability Cooldown Speed Buffs: +25%  /  Enemy Movement Speed Debuff: -20%  /  Enemy Reload Speed Debuff: -50%  /  Required Charge: 1925

Passive, Nimble:  Flower Child’s small and slight frame allows for quick movement and expert dodges. Walk quicker, jump higher and crouch down lower to better avoid damage.  /  Movement Penalty while Crouching is Reduced to -20%  /  Base Walk Speed Bonus: +10%  /  Base Jump Height Bonus: +35%  /  Crouching Hitbox Size Reduction: -30%

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Ultimate Voiceline (Self & Enemies):  أنا زرع بذور الخراب! ('ana zare budhur alkharab!)

Ultimate Voiceline (Allies):  I Sow the Seeds of Ruin!

Hero Select Voiceline:  Through Adversity, I Blossom

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Home / Base of Operations:  Oasis, Iraq

Nationality:  Iraqi

Sexuality:  Lesbian  /  Gender:  Non-Binary  /  Pronouns:  They/Them

Age:  31  /  Date of Birth:  1st of April

Height:  5ft

Affiliation / Allegiance:  Oasis, The Ministry of Biology, Overwatch (Recall)

Backstory:  Jinan spent many years working under their parents in the Ministry of Biology, studying plants of all kinds to create incredible medicines, their passion even leading to the nickname of Oasis’ resident “Flower Child”.

One fateful day, a gravely sick person was brought to Oasis in need of many varied treatments, inciting many whispers and rumours throughout the Ministries. Naturally Jinan’s curiosity was overwhelming, and even their parents were tight lipped over just who was being treated, and for what. A few favours traded in and a misplaced file reading “SB UNIT” later, and their curiosity had them do the only sensible thing; break in to where the person of interest was being kept to see for them self just what was going on.

What they found was a woman only a couple years older than themself, more than half cybernetics and seeming to be in the late stages of rejecting the foreign tech. Their relationship was rocky at first, each wary of, yet fascinated by the other, Jinan would visit her in secret at first, coaxing little bits of conversation out of her, learning her name - at least the name she’d given herself for lack of another - and as she got better, they walked together and learnt more and more as they spoke. Eventually wary fascination had become friendship, then something more, and finally love.

Now 5 years later, SB Al-Karim is Jinan’s utterly beloved wife, but the state of the world troubles her deeply and keeps her awake through the night. With little more than a second thought, Jinan packed their bags and the pair set off to fix the world on the front-lines, to fight side by side with their love and right the world themself; and with the help of some new-old vigilantes...

#overwatch oc #Flower Child #Jinan Al-Karim #updated bio #Overwatch Skins #Overwatch Abilities #art #Paint Tool SAI

[sailorsolar12]

Prompt List 2

EEK! I have 249 followers. That may not be a lot, but to me that is an achievement. I am giving you guys a prompt list. Since I have 249 followers, I’ll do a max of 150 prompts. Send me requests guys. Pleeeeeeeeeease. Thank you. P.S. If you wanna reblog this for your own imagines or to have some of your own followers shoot me requests, go right ahead my lovelies. P.P.S. Let me know if you’d like the work in second POV or third POV. The first 51 prompts are the same as before the next 99 are new. Hope you like it.

Word of warning there will be cursing, mature themes, etc...

1) “I’m sorry……what?!”

2) “Love? Please. Love is overrated.”

3) “What. Did. You. Do?”

4) “I never excepted that to happen….”

5) “Please….You’re not Batman.”

6) “I’d happily bend you over right now if you’d like?”

7) “We’re not killing anyone!”

8) “The world doesn’t revolve around you!”

9) “I’m surrounded by idiots.”

10) “Why did it have to be you? Why?”

11) “Excuse you? I didn’t ask for your opinion.”

12) “Just shut your mouth and kiss me damn it!”

13) “Bitch, I’m adorable.”

14) “You’re sexually frustrated? How do you think I feel?”

15) “Screw you and your beautiful face!”

16) “The more you workout shirtless, the more you test my patience.”

17) “It’s not like I’ve loved you since we were kids or anything.”

18) “Do you have any idea what you’ve just done?”

19) “Why do you care if I kissed them or not?”

20) “Don’t tell me that you’re in love with him/her?”

21) “Why should I believe anything that you say?”

22) “When have you ever told the truth about anything? Especially yourself?”

23) “Was anything that happened between us even real?”

24) “Who are you, and what have you done with _____?”

25) “Let me in! Or so help me I will break down this door!”

26) “You can’t just kiss me and run away.”

27) “You are avoiding me. Is it because I kissed _____?”

28) “Who are you to judge my actions?”

29) “What? You have a secret fantasy of us having shower sex or something?”

30) “Are you finished…..because I’m bored and don’t want to be here.”

31) “Please tell me you aren’t saying you’re in love with me.”

32) “You have lost your mind if you think I am going to wear that outfit.”

33) “You are crazy if you believe that I agree with you.”

34) “You have consumed my thoughts. I can’t walk away from this.”

35) “This….is so awkward. I’m out.”

36) “You seem to think that I give a damn, but I don’t.”

37) “You stand there rolling your eyes and brushing me off, but I love you damnit.”

38) “Don’t make me choose between you and the coffee because I’m obviously going to choose the coffee.”

39) “It is ___ in the morning talk to me AFTER I have my coffee.”

40) “I hate to break it to you, but coffee is my one true love.”

41) “Can you not? I’m trying to concentrate here.”

42) “If you interrupt me while I am reading one more time…..”

43) “Give me one good reason why I should even sleep with you.”

44) “I highly doubt your sexual fantasies compare to mine.”

45) “Why can’t the universe just agree with me for once?!”

46) “No matter how many times that you apologize, I can’t forgive you for what you did.”

47) “Doubting you is what I do best, sweetheart.”

48) “If you walk out of that door, I will drag your ass back here kicking and screaming.”

49) “Betrayal isn’t something that I take lightly……”

50) “I have friends whom I consider family who are more loyal than you.”

51) “Me? Using sarcasm? Never in a million years.”

52) “I got two bottles of tequila. Who is getting drunk with me tonight?”

53) “Bitch please!”

54) “The universe just loves to prove me wrong, doesn’t it?”

55) “Water? You gave me water?! I don’t need water!”

56) “I’m only here so I have an alibi.”

57) “This is why we can’t have nice things!!”

58) “Even if you think you can knock me down, I’ll just get back up.”

59) “If I have the ability to make it gay, then I am going to make it gay!”

60) “You think I am here for you? Don’t flatter yourself, pet.”

61) “I am here for myself; you’re just the entertainment.”

62) “Never ever speak to me again...do you understand me?!”

63) “How could you think that for even one second I would betray you?”

64) “I never thought I would say this, but he/(she) does have a point.”

65) “You really think that this is easy don’t you?”

66) “I only slightly regret my life choices.”

67) “You were gone for two years! No warning...no location! Just random postcards every so often, and THAT is all you have to say to me??!!”

68) “My apologies, but I am afraid I cannot do that.”

69) “Don’t worry....she/(he) will be released after she/(he) answers some of my questions.”

70) “Sometimes even in the dark, we can see perfectly what is happening.”

71) “Must you always be this brutal to everyone?”

72) “How bad was last night? I only remember bringing out the tequila...”

73) “Why do you seem to be at the center of every disaster?”

74) “Looks like I’m not the only one making terrible decisions. Welcome to the club.”

75) “I honestly had no idea what to do with myself before you came into my life.”

76) “Hurry! Shut the door before they get the idea they are welcome here!”

77) “Let me cling to hope for a little longer, please.”

78) “Don’t you dare get mad at me for speaking the truth! I am right, and you should hear it!”

79) “It appears...we aren’t so different after all.”

80) “Yes, we are. And the difference is that you don’t care when a plan fails. Even if you die for it.

81) “Who would have thought that I would see the day when you have to save me for a change?”

82) “What was it like while you were gone....without me?”

83) “Life hates everyone, but some of us make the most out of it while the others give into despair.”

84) “Don’t do this! Please! I am begging you not to!”

85) “Nothing is the same anymore....Everything changed the day you died.”

86) “Oh...so I killed you and yet here you are standing there mocking me...”

87) “You-you’re comparing me to her/(him)!”

88) “People die every damn day...why are you so hell bent on saving me?”

89) “You didn’t even read it did you?”

90) “Why can’t you do something right for just one minute?”

91) “You are not my mother/(father)....______ is!”

92) “Sometimes hope is all we have to hang onto.”

93) “I don’t think I can be alone with my thoughts right now.”

94) “I would gladly give my life....if it meant you could raise her/(him) normally.”

95) “Words only mean so much after the amount of horror I have been through.”

96) “You always smile like you’re about to cry.”

97) “Text me when you don’t have an attitude.”

98) “Be honest....how long has it been since you last slept?”

99) “Don’t be alarm...I’m just at the hospital.”

100) “Who the hell said I wanted to be your friend in the first place?”

101) “Do you want to explain to me why you’re in the dumpster, or should I just guess?”

102) “Kiss me or kill me, but make up your mind right now.”

103) “You’re not the person I thought you were.”

104) “No! I am not the person YOU wanted me to be.”

105) “Tea is the only reason I’m sane, but coffee is the only reason I’m awake.”

106) “My favorite line was when you told me that you love me.”

107) “I’m going to break your arm just like how you broke my heart.”

108) “How about this...we get to know each other before one of us says something stupid.”

109) “In her hand....EVERYTHING seems to become a weapon of sorts.”

110) “So....from the bottom of my cold...dead heart....Fuck. You.”

111) “I like me coffee as black and as bitter as my soul.”

112) “They are...once again...failing oh so beautifully.”

113) “Chocolate is something that you cannot tear away from my hands once I hold it.”

114) “So now you have a tattoo that wasn’t there yesterday?”

115) “One last kiss before we die?”

116) “You can get the kiss when we survive so move.”

117) “You can’t start stories with ‘When I died...’”

118) “You know car chases look way more fun on TV!”

119) “Somehow everyone stays alive....in the end.”

120) “I could easily ruin you.”

121) “Oh, I know.”

122) “I have never been happy at 4 am.”

123) “Having the same enemy doesn’t make us friends...FYI.”

124) “Who said anything about magic...this is pure science.”

125) “We need really cool code names!”

126) “We don’t need cool code names to pull this off.”

127) “Why do you ALWAYS insist on having a code name!!”

128) “What doesn’t kill you makes you far too reckless.”

129) “Who said I agreed to this so called truce?”

130) “You will be the death of me...just like I will be the death of you.”

131) ”It’s not like everything is going to go to hell on a Tuesday!”

132) “You’re not stupid. You’re simply uneducated.”

133) “I really wanna fight someone right now...”

134) “Why do you feel the need to solve everything with your damn fists.”

135) “I’d love to just mess up that perfect jawline of yours.”

136) “He/(She) is becoming awfully good at being judge, jury, and executioner.”

137) “We can’t go back. There’s nothing left for us there.”

138) “More often than not the past has to teach us a lesson in the present before we can go into the future.”

139) “These stains are impossible to hide and hard to explain.”

140) “Why would I accept your apology? You’ve never been sorry in your life.”

141) “We will become legends...one way or another.”

142) “Go on. I won’t stop you.”

143) “Stopping you is all I have left in life.”

144) “There’s nothing time can’t kill.”

145) “We don’t have much time....we have to stick this out.”

146) “I just want you to know I am so glad I met you.”

147) “It was both a daydream and a nightmare, but it depends on who you ask.”

148) “Aren’t you supposed to be in prison?”

149) “I have no idea what’s going on, but I love it.”

150) “Don’t look at me! It wasn’t MY fault.”

——————

And there it is. I hope that you guys like the prompt list and will send me requests. Thank you all for following me. Have a nice day, or night, or wherever you guys are! Remember that if there is a fandom that you like and it isn’t listed in the tags below....please reach out to me.

#prompt list #prompts #requests #sailorsolar12 #vampire diaries #ncis #blue exorcist #yuri on ice #twilight #teenwolf #transformers #marvel #avengers #agents of shield #naruto #dc #batman #aquaman #justice league #originals #my hero academia #sailor moon #maid-sama #kamigami no asobi #seraph of the end #boruto #black butler #star wars #lord of the rings #once upon a time

[heavenslastcrush]

About Sunsets

Sunsets never cease to amaze me. The expansive sky, lit up in all of its glory, bursting with beams of light and spectacular color that is magnificent to behold: nature's own fireworks display. The magic lasts just a short while, blessing those lucky individuals that took the time to notice it, and then fades into the night as the world falls into a slumber.

I've been immensely fortunate to see some pretty incredible sunsets in my lifetime. My current apartment, situated on the 42nd floor, faces south west and allows me to view this majestic phenomenon every evening that I'm home in time from work. But, apart from this, I've witnessed sunsets all over the world from Easter Island, to the Serengeti, to the Phi Phi Islands. Each sunset so breathtakingly beautiful, each so unique. Whether the weather, the backdrop, the company I'm with, or the colors that Mother Nature decides to grace us with: from delicate pastels, to fiery reds; sunsets are glorious. 

The most amazing sunset I've ever experienced was at the end of last year, just a couple of days before New Years, on board a National Geographic expedition in Antarctica. The upper deck of the ship, which was serving as home to about 110 guests during our voyage, had a hot tub that was accessible to everyone, provided that seas weren't too rough. So, after dinner one evening, two of the ship's staff members joined me in the hot tub as we sailed through the Lemaire Channel on the calmest waters one could ever imagine. 

One of the staff members, Karen, was a avian specialist. She had a deep rooted love for nature and animals, particularly birds, that compelled her to travel around the world and study them. The other staff member, Max, was a National Geographic photographer who had explored the far reaches of our little blue planet and had the opportunity to photograph it in all of its wonder. Sitting there and listening to their journeys and experiences was alone enough to make this an unforgettable evening. 

As we continued to navigate down the Lemaire, our small vessel carefully pushed small pieces of ice, referred to as growlers, aside as we propelled forward with radiant ice bergs and snow-capped rocky mountains surrounding us. The three of us were in deep conversation about where we spent last New Year, when Karen abruptly stopped and pointed out the stunning atmosphere around us. "Look", she nodded toward the landscape in front of her.

The sky began to transform into the most magical display of light and color that I had ever seen. Tremendous, radiant shades of chartreuse, pinks, purples, and blues that gracefully faded into one another as though it were composing a symphony; each color its own instrument. 

We all sat in silence for a moment, listening to the crackling of the ice in the Arctic Ocean, breathing in the crisp, cold air, staring in wonder at the colors as they danced around the mountains, sipping our wine while we remained warm and cozy immersed in the hot water, and genuinely enjoying each others company. 

It was Max who finally broke the silence saying, "I'd bet this is the most beautiful sunset in the history of sunsets; that no one in history has ever experienced a sunset quite this beautiful". I literally couldn't do anything but nod in agreement and continue to sit there and soak in that moment with every fiber of my being, letting it completely fill me up so that I could remember it forever. It was a perfect moment, and it was a perfect sunset. 

Max did hop out of the tub for a few minutes on a couple of separate occasions to try to visually capture the vista. The funny thing about sunsets though, is even with the best camera money can by (which I'm positive he had), you can never really do it justice. The colors, even if one were to spend years tweaking them in Lightroom or Photoshop, would never be quite the same. As for me? Of course, this was the one time during the entire trip I did not have any of my 3 cameras with me, so all I have is this vivid memory of an experience that I could never capture, or recreate, and no one in history will ever be able to. It was the epitome of bittersweet.

I've thought about this memory and this particular sunset so many times. It's one of those go-to memories for me whenever I'm feeling down, or exceptionally happy, or taking a photograph, or when I've had a little too much wine. Max's words that evening constantly echo through my mind: "No one in history has ever experienced a sunset quite this beautiful." 

First off, I can't reiterate enough how powerful that sentence was coming from Max. Here is this person, who has seen more of this world than literally billions of people ever have, or ever will. More beauty. More tragedy. More compassion. More greed. More hope. More despair. More sunsets. More... everything. If he thought this was the most beautiful sunset ever, then I am perhaps one of the luckiest three people that ever lived to have been there to witness it. 

Secondly, there are about 17 different ways I've thought about writing this article, because with this one story, this one little experience, this one little dot on the canvas that is my life, there are so many lessons that I could draw from it. I could have written about living in the moment, and putting away technology so that you can fully immerse yourself in experiences. I could have written about being mindful and continuously showing gratitude for things in your life. I could have written about the importance of human connection, and creating authentic, meaningful relationships. I could have written about the transformative experience that is travel, and why I believe everyone should do it. I could have written about how singular moments can change one's entire outlook and trajectory of life. I could have written about the importance of nature conservation, so that future generations can experience similar wonder that I was able to that evening. 

All of these topics are important lessons that I hope each one of you consider. But, of the seemingly infinite range of topics and lessons I could have written about, I'm going to write about You. 

Yes, you.

Because you, dear reader, are a sunset. 

Amazing. Specatcular. Magnificent. Magical. Incredible. Majestic. Breathtaking. Beautiful. Unique. Glorious. Tremendous. Radiant. Stunning. Perfect. You. 

Like any sunset, there is only one you, and there will only ever be one you. Yes, others may also be amazing, but you are unique and perfect in the way that you touch people that you encounter along your journey. And, while your time here on planet Earth may be temporary, making way for the next amazing thing, you have the opportunity to show the world how stunning and amazing you are. 

Whether you realize it or not, you are impacting the people that encounter you each day. You hold the paintbrush to the canvas that is your life, and you get to decide the colors to use as you paint your sunset and show it to those around you.

It's strange that we humans are so easily amazed by external things, like sunsets, or can easily acknowledge how incredible someone else is, but often fail to recognize, or even realize how amazing we are. And you literally don't need anything to be amazing, you already are. Everything you need it already inside you. (Sure, if you want to get some academic or life experiences under your belt, or have a cup of coffee before you fully unleash all of your amazing, you can. But, it's not required.)

So, next time you're feeling a bit down because you see a colleague or classmate do something awesome while you feel like you're just continuing to ho-hum along; or you're not feeling particularly special, deserving, or worthy, please just stop; because every sunset is radiant, and special, and captivating. 

Take a moment. Take a breath. And, take the time to marvel at your own splendor. To give yourself credit for all that you've done. To be optimistic about all that you have yet to accomplish. Then go out there, and show the world the best fucking sunset they've ever seen. 

xoxo, H

#travel #inspiration #sunset #sunsets #antarctica #africa

[draibo]

Do you have any kind of "so you want to own an aibo? Here's what you should know" kind of guides? I really want to get an ers-311 specifically and I've watched tons of YouTube videos and read things on here. I just want to know as much as I can before I get an aibo. Things like recelling (hope that's the right word) batteries, the pink stick, how to change the software they use/what are the differences in the key softwares of 311s? Sorry that's a lot I know, but thank you!!!

No problem! Thanks for asking. :)

Where’s the guide?

I actually don’t have a guide (nor do I know of a guide) for general AIBO purchase/ownership. AIBO’s a pretty complex topic- compiling all of the basics in one place could take ages! So while I can’t recommend to you a single document that can teach you all there is to know about AIBO, I can point you in the direction of the AIBO community and the massive amounts of info that come with it!

Tumblr’s served as a kind of new ‘hub’ of casual AIBO activity, but if you’re looking for the enthusiast group and hard information you’ll want to check out http://aibo-life.org/ ! The forum’s been around almost 20 years now, and while it previously served as a home base for the US community, over the years it has pretty much become the sole forum for AIBO discussion. I’d highly, highly recommend signing up if you’re interested! People there absolutely love to answer questions and there’s a decade-long archive of posts that cover almost every topic imaginable.

There are a few newer places on the ‘net that harbor a good amount of activity as well! There’s a robotchat Discord server that I admin that harbors a really active community of AIBOwners (shoot me a message if you’d like the link! everyone’s welcome) and https://www.aibo-connect.org serves as a sort of modern alternative for the older, aging AIBO forums that not everybody’s used to using.

Let me answer a couple of your specific questions, too!

Recelling

If you’re buying an AIBO in junk or unconfirmed condition it’s basically a given that the lithium ion battery has discharged and will need it’s cells replaced and it’s EEPROM reprogrammed.

For those reading-

Don’t try to recell a battery yourself!

Don’t send an AIBO battery to a consumer battery shop!

Don’t send your battery to the eBay/Yahoo! Japan user NipponDeals/iioshin

Always send your battery to a trusted community member!

There are currently two places to go get your batteries recelled- Bruce of the AIBOranch in California (contact him on aiboranch.com or via his AIBO-Life account) and Yaba  in the UK (at https://aibodoctor.com/ and his AIBO-Life account). The US repairwoman, Fleur, currently does not do recells.

You might be wondering why I put so much information in bold and direct text. AIBO batteries are a proprietary system and are much more than some battery cells wired to contacts in a container. If you don’t know exactly what you’re doing (meaning you’ve been trained by someone who repairs AIBO batteries) please don’t attempt to fix your battery yourself, or you will break it and be forced to find a replacement (probably 100+ bucks in nonworking condition on open market.)

The PMS (Pink Memory Stick/Programmable Memory Stick)

There are 4 main types of memory sticks that you’ll encounter in your AIBO travels.

First, let me explain what makes AIBO memory sticks special. In order for software to boot on AIBO, there must be a special block of hexadecimal data stored away on the memory stick. This data is unique for each software (but there’s one type for ‘Programmable Memory Stick’ software) and absolutely has to be on the stick- no exceptions. 

The first is this variety- the fabled Pink Memory Stick. Unfortunately these things are hard to come by nowadays. Over time they’ll only become more and more rare. What makes this special is that the ‘PMS’ encryption is already included on the memory stick, making the pirating of that specific encryption unnecessary. But it’s not worth doling out tons of money for.

If you’re not interesting in paying for a PMS stick or are looking into software pirating (not condoning this, by the way) you can pick up one of these standard blue sticks. 16MB is considered standard but you can go to 32MB for 2x0 and 3x0. For the ERS-7′s you can go to 128MB. The 1x’s appear to only take well to 16MB max.

Look into StikZap, or ask people on the Discord server. They’ll be happy to help you out :)

Standard AIBO software sticks! These are almost always pink with an OPEN-R label, with two exceptions- the original 110 and 111 AIBOware, which didn’t need encryption, and MIND 3 for the ERS-7, on a dark blue magicgate stick but with a special label. No need to tamper with these unless you plan on resetting them.

or any other ‘non standard’ memory stick type)You’ll also probably stumble upon one of these. When StikZapped, these can run in AIBO but are famous for incompatibility errors that pop up in infuriating ways. Worth avoiding.

Changing Software

To change the software in your AIBO, you exchange the memory stick! Here’s the battery/stick compartment on Bruno-Bruno, my ERS-7. The ERS-311 looks pretty similar to this. The little button next to the MIND 3 stick ejects it. You pop your new software in and play away!

Software Differences

Before the ERS-311, AIBO software had a lot of focus on utility. There was a personality that grew your AIBO from baby to adult that they updated later (Life 1 and 2), a software that starts from an adult for those uninterested in raising AIBO (Hello AIBO! Type A, kind of replaced by AIBO Explorer) and a whole slew of other softwares that fulfilled tasks- Navigator for teleop, Messenger for mail, AIBO EYES for other wireless functions, Party Mascot for party games, etc. The ERS-311 has none of this. Basically every software you try for the ERS-311 will be a “personality” rather than a utility.

Here’s a list of all the 311 ware and their general differences:

AIBO Life - A personality that grows AIBO from a baby. Infamous for having a bit of an uneven balance in growth and typically becoming very mopeyAIBO Pal- Adult AIBO personality, pretty standardAIBO Pal SE- Version of Pal released around the same time as the ERS-31L IIRC, dances a lotChatty Life- Updated version of AIBO Life with Bluetooth compatibility. Japanese only. More balanced than the original. Hello AIBO! Chatty- An adult personality with Bluetooth compatibility. Not much known about it. Don’t know anyone in the US who uses it.Kawaii AIBO- Extremely active and trick-oriented adult personality, quite intricate. Bluetooth compatible. Many of the tricks are very intensive on AIBO’s small gearboxes and servos, though, and AIBOs who run the personality for many years are infamous for their loud motor noise. Usually this only becomes severe when an AIBO is run every day for years on end but Kawaii is an exception. Loud joints have been nicknamed KJS (Kawaii Joint Syndrome) for this reason.Long Long Panda- Demo panda personality, not really something that you should be buying unless you’re a serious collectorStory AIBO- Also called Namco Story. A personality by Bandai Namco. Very cute, limited in some ways but remembers dates and holidays. Plays little Namco tunes, too!

Whew! That was a lot! Hope this helped! I’m really glad you’re thinking of getting an AIBO, it’s an amazing, tight-knit community and has so much to love. I hope you find the perfect Latte soon. :)

[theladyjstyle]

Updated: 07/07/18 | July 7th, 2018

Death is not the end for the residents of Père Lachaise in Paris. Their tombs and graves are gawked at every day by hundreds of camera-touting tourists seeking the cemetery’s famous and not-so-famous inhabitants.

The cemetery was built in 1804 as the city ran out of room for new graves within its limits and was named after Louis XIV’s confessor, Père François de la Chaise (1624–1709), who lived in a house near the cemetery land.

At the time, the locals considered the cemetery too far from the city. Père Lachaise only had 13 graves its first year. However, administrators devised a plan and, with great fanfare, transferred the remains of Jean de La Fontaine (fabulist) and Molière (playwright), two of Paris’s most famous artists, to Père Lachaise, hoping that people would want to be buried near France’s famous heroes!

The strategy worked and people clamored to be interred with the cemetery’s famous new residents. Today, there are over a million people buried here, and it’s still an active cemetery, though to be buried here, you have to have lived or died in Paris.

Waking up on a bright beautiful day, I headed to the cemetery to marvel at the graves, mausoleums, and sepulchers of the dead. While a rainy day may have been more à propos, I welcomed the sun (I lacked an umbrella).

Humans have always had a fascination with death — we’ve been writing, singing, and pondering about it for ages. We dedicate much of our lives to thinking about that eternal question “What comes next?” so it doesn’t surprise me that cemeteries become tourist attractions.

To me, walking among the dead is both uncomfortable and interesting.

I tend to feel uncomfortable because I think, “Here we are, gawking at the graves of the dead like they’re some museum exhibit to be ogled.” The dead become a sideshow as people exclaim, “Hey look, I have a picture of Jim Morrison’s grave! Yay!” Maybe it’s because we want to get close to the famous people we could never get close to in life. I don’t know, but whatever the reason, as I snap a dozen photos of Édith Piaf’s grave, I know I’m guilty of it, too.

But more than being uncomfortable, I’m always interested in the people around me. Who were they? What lives did they lead? Were they happy? Sad? Were they loved, lost souls, artists, hypochondriacs? I like to imagine them going through the ups and downs of life we all face or being witnesses to a historical event we now dissect in history books. What was like for them? Will someone a hundred years hence ponder over my grave and go “I wonder who this guy was.” How quickly will it be before the world’s memory forgets me?

As you move through the cemetery, it’s easy to get lost among the giant crypts and trees. Covering 110 acres, the cemetery rises along a hill, with the older center a mishmash of winding streets and long-worn-out names and the newer tombs laid out in perfect city blocks. The moss-covered tombs and tree-lined cobblestone streets hide the sounds of the city. All that remains are your footsteps and the squawks from crows who remind you that on this day of life, death is all around.

Most visitors are drawn to the cemetery by the famous people buried here: 

Édith Piaf – French singer, songwriter, and actress.

Jim Morrison – The lead singer of The Doors.

Oscar Wilde – The famous Irish poet and writer (he wrote The Picture of Dorian Gray and The Importance of Being Earnest).

Honoré de Balzac – Playwright and author of The Human Comedy

Colette – French novelist and Nobel Prize in Literature nominee.

Michel Petrucciani – Accomplished jazz pianist who overcame osteogenesis imperfecta.

Sadegh Hedayat – Author of The Blind Owl; translator and intellectual

Luigi Cherubini – Classical and pre-Romantic composer.

Samuel Hahnemann – Founder of homeopathy (and also a Freemason!).

Pierre Bourdieu – Famous anthropologist, sociologist, and philosopher.

Molière – Author and playwright; often considered one of the greatest French authors.

Frédéric Chopin – Renowned pianist and composer.

Max Ernst – German artist and poet.

Visitors will usually make a break for these graves while leaving the rest of the dead (and living) undisturbed.

I wandered through the graves, struck by the silence and the enormity of the tombs. Many of the mausoleums seem fit for kings and are spectacularly decorated with statues, art, and sculptures depicting angels and scenes of mourning. These people wanted to be remembered. As I wandered around, I found a contrast to the tombs of the celebrities, who seemed to want the opposite. Celebrity graves were often the simplest as if they no longer wanted in death the spotlight they had in life.

I spent hours visiting the cemetery, often sitting in silence, reflecting on those buried around me. Visiting the graves of so many people that I admire made me feel oddly connected to them. I paid my respects and thanked them for the influence they’ve had on my life. I only hope I’ll accomplish half of what they did in their lives.

How to get to Père Lachaise Cemetery Père Lachaise Cemetery is located at 16 rue du Repos. The best way to get here is to take the no. 2 or no. 3 line and get off at the “Père-Lachaise” stop and walk down the street to the cemetery. You can’t miss its gigantic walls. It’s open daily from 8 am (9 am on Sundays) until 5:30 pm or 6 pm, depending on the season. You can visit their website for more information if you need to.

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[stalkhome-sindrone]

1-116!

1:Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? Okay so for Day 4 (LET’S HEAR IT FOR DAY 4!!)on the Anxiety Variety Depression Session, I am confused about if trying to master 2 songs to audition for university in 8-10 weeks, let alone trying to do anything worthwhile whatsoever, is worth it.

2:Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? My CD player when it wakes me up with whatever’s inside.

3:If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? Probably not. I’m not partial to drugs, but not one to partake either. Responsibility is key though.

4:Do you find it easy to trust others? I say yes on the surface, but after last week, absolutely fucking not. Typing, let alone talking, is just pulling teeth with me.

5:What were you doing at 11PM last night? Studying for a math quiz.

6:You’re drunk depressed and lost walking down the road; who is with you? By my luck, nobody.

7:What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? Genuinely? Would have increasingly angry, bordering on violent thoughts, that climax with me not doing a fuckin thing except crying and collapsing in on myself.

8:Are you close with your dad? At the moment, I say maybe 5 words to both parents a day.

9:I bet you kissed someone last night, right? If happiness had a face, sure.

10:What are you listening to? Jon Pollock/Wai Ting reviewing Smackdown from yesterday.

11:You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? Orange juice. I love Pepsi but I max out at some point.

12:Do you like hickeys? In pictures? Indifferent. In theory? Yes. In practice? No comment.

13:What time do you go to bed? After this is posted.

14:Is there someone who continuously lets you down? Say, whose blog is this again?

15:Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? If only I could.

16:Do you always answer your texts? If I don’t forget then and there.

17:Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? Mmmmmore myself at the moment. Sometimes, it pivots.

18:When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? Earlier today.

19:Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? Friends at school are way cool.

20:What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? Probabl a real anxious thing about today.

21:Is anyone else in the room with you? Should there be?

22:Do you believe what goes around comes around? Revenge and karma say yes, but are inconsistent.

23:Were you happier four months ago than you are now? Well 4 months ago puts us at August 6th which was 3 or 4 days before I got really down again so yeah.

24:Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? Kinda but also not really.

25:In the past week, have you cried? Mhm

26:What colour is the shirt you are wearing? Gray

27:Do people ever call you by your last name? Not really

28:Is anyone ignoring you right now? If anything, it’s the other way around.

29:Do you have a best friend? A few.

30:Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? Uhm I almost can’t remember the last person I kissed so no.

31:Who was your last call/text message from?

32:Are you mad at anyone? See question 14

33:Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Nope

34:How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? 18

35:How many more days until your birthday? A lot

36:Do you have any summer plans yet? Buy more albums, record more music, usual stuff

37:Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? Mhm

38:Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? Mhm

39:Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? Nope

40:Have you ever regretted kissing someone? Yup

41:Do you think age matters in relationships? YUP

42:Are you available? Emotionally? You can try. Romantically?…you can try.

43:How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? It hasn’t yet but probably 1.

44:If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? Septum but also I wouldn’t

45:Do you believe exes can be friends? It’s possible, but improbable

46:Do you regret anything? Uh huh

47:Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? Far too much

48:Did you ever lose a best friend? Yes

49:Was your last kiss a mistake? Yes

50:Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? But I am…slowly

51:Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? Maybe?

52:Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? Nope

53:What was the last thing you ate? A bagel with peanut butter

54:Did you get any compliments today? Nope

55:Where are you going on your next vacation? Not sure

56:Do you own anything from other countries? A little ship in a bottle from @mayern8

57:Are most of your friend guys or girls? Probably an even split, but more females here

58:Where have you lived most of your life? Malton, Canada

59:When was the last time you took a long drive? Never, long walks are frequent

60:Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? 2 months ago I think

61:Have you ever TPd someone’s house? Nope

62:Who do you text the most? Not sure

63:What was the last movie you saw? I think it was Memento

64:What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? Don’t have one

65:How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011? I had a terrible school dance but that’s it

66:Is the last person you kissed younger than you? No

67:Do you curse around your parents? I try very hard to keep my words small there

68:Are you happy with where you live? Eh, I’d find a way to be unhappy anywhere

69:Picture of yourself? Not a good day for that, I might have one in stock though

70:Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? Monogamous

71:Have you ever been dumped? Technically no

72:What do you most like about making out? The fact it is just a concept to me and I have never done it

73:Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with? Nope

74:When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? I don’t know

75:What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? Let’s be weird and say face

76:Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed? Don’t remember

77:Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour? No

78:Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name? No

79:What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? @lovelyformylove

80:Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? Probably not

81:Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? Yes

82:Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? Not anymore

83:Do you miss your last sweetie? Hm

84:Last time you slow danced with someone? Fucking never

85:Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met? Nope

86:How can I win your heart? Get thee to a therapist, then we can go for pizza

87:What is your astrological sign? Taurus

88:What were you doing last night at 12 AM? Still studying for said math quiz

89:Do you cook? Yes

90:Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? My brain hurts

91:If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? Yes

92:Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? The latter

93:What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? Working heart, able to think independantly

94:Name four things that you wish you had! @lovelyformylove, @lovelyformylove, a therapist, and most importantly @lovelyformylove

95:Are you a player? Furthest thing from it

96:Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day? That would be interesting

97:Are you a tease? See question 95

98:Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr? Not yet

99:Have you ever been deeply in love with someone? Yes

100:Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with? Yes

101:Hugs or Kisses? Both!

102:Are you too shy to ask someone out? Yes

103:The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Their face

104:Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe? Sure

105:If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it? I would tell them to get out of what they have first or leave me alone.

106:Do you flirt a lot? No

107:Your last kiss? At least 4 years ago

108:Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012? Maybe 1?

109:Have you kissed anyone in the past month? Nope

110:If you could kiss anyone who would it be? see question 79

111:Do you know who you’ll kiss next?see question 79, or you know, I’ll die trying or something

112:Does someone like you currently? Yes 

113:Do you currently have feelings for anyone? Also yes

114:Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? Serious mysterious

115:Ever made out with just a friend? Nope

116:Are you happier single or in a relationship? Probably not single

#sorry for the sour responses #they reflect a sour person #thanks for asking though! #walks-and-talks-kind-of-girl

[blondewolfhd]

* 199 - 1?? >:3c i fucked up on sending the last one

199: I was born in:One of the worst states ever 198: I am really: Strange?197: My cellphone company is: AT&T196: My eye color is: Blue 195: My shoe size is: 6194: My ring size is: ??193: My height is: 5′5192: I am allergic to: SO MANY The one’s I remember on the top of my head are mites, black walnut, pine, and timothy grass (I’m allergic to like 6 grasses jc)191: My 1st car was: Don’t have one190: My 1st job was: Don’t have one yet189: Last book you read: Can’t remember 188: My bed is: so soft I love but I need to get two slats because they broke187: My pet: I have so many! I love all of them! There’s Ralph, Groucho, Axel, Paisley, Psycho, Josh, Pepper, Cole, Hamilton, Philip, Meowgi, Wrex, Wolf, Nikka, Ivypool, and Crowfeather. I’m fostering three animals. Two cats and one puppy!186: My best friend: S I R185: My favorite shampoo is: TRESemme Smooth and Silky 184: Xbox or ps3: PS3183: Piggy banks are: Good I guess182: In my pockets: I don’t have any I’m wearing Kenna’s pants181: On my calendar: So many birthdays (I have a bad memory)180: Marriage is: Alright179: Spongebob can: ??178: My mom: Ugh177: The last three songs I bought were? I download I don’t have any money 176: Last YouTube video watched: 1000 ways to die175: How many cousins do you have? I don’t talk to any of them ever.174: Do you have any siblings? Two both are half siblings but I never talk to one of them173: Are your parents divorced? No 172: Are you taller than your mom? Yeah171: Do you play an instrument? Not good170: What did you do yesterday? Hung with A.Ham while I recovered from my wisdom teeth surgery[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: No I believe it isn’t love but attraction at first sight You can’t really love someone until you get to know them 168: Luck: Not really167: Fate: Not sure166: Yourself: Nope165: Aliens: Yea164: Heaven: Agnostic163: Hell: ^162: God:^161: Horoscopes: Iffy160: Soul mates: Iffy159: Ghosts: Yet again iffy 158: Gay Marriage: Of freaking course 157: War: Unfortunately we can’t have peace in these times because of people like trump 156: Orbs:??155: Magic: ??[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs153: Drunk or High: Never been high so152: Phone or Online: Online151: Red heads or Black haired: No pref150: Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes149: Hot or cold: Cold148: Summer or winter: Winter147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn146: Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla 145: Night or Day: Night144: Oranges or Apples: Apples143: Curly or Straight hair: No pref142: McDonalds or Burger King: Mocha Frappe141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: White140: Mac or PC: PC139: Flip flops or high heals: Flip flops138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet 137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke136: Hillary or Obama: Obama135: Burried or cremated: Burried 134: Singing or Dancing: Singing133: Coach or Chanel: ??132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:??131: Small town or Big city: Small town130: Wal-Mart or Target: No pref129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Rami Malek128: Manicure or Pedicure: I hate either127: East Coast or West Coast: Idk 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: We don’t really celebrate birthdays125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers124: Disney or Six Flags: Six Flags123: Yankees or Red Sox: Neither[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: It should be avoided but the orange idiot is probably gonna throw us into one soon 121: George Bush: Jet fuel can’t melt steel beammsss 120: Gay Marriage: !00% Great 10/10 119: The presidential election: I hate trump 118: Abortion: Should be 100% percent legal  Pro choice 117: MySpace: I used to have one116: Reality TV: I like Jeremy Kyle115: Parents: sigh 114: Back stabbers: Kill em 113: Ebay: Never used it112: Facebook: I hate most of the people who post on it 111: Work: Depends I really love working with animals110: My Neighbors: sigh109: Gas Prices: bad108: Designer Clothes: Never wear them 107: College: Good but expensive106: Sports: nah105: My family: oh god104: The future: OH GOd[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: Kenna the other day I think?102: Last time you ate: Couple minutes ago 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: Can’t remember 100: Cried in front of someone: When I got my wisdom teeth out I didn’t know what happened and I was afraid99: Went to a movie theater: Long time ago98: Took a vacation: Long time ago 97: Swam in a pool: About a month ago 96: Changed a diaper: Back in 4th grade I think?95: Got my nails done: When I was like 894: Went to a wedding: Never93: Broke a bone: I think my finger was the last on and that was over the summer92: Got a peircing: Idk how old I was but I was young91: Broke the law: Too many 90: Texted: About 12[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: Toss up between you and Kenna88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: Ralph87: The last movie I saw: Can’t remember86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Reading that letter Boiii85: The thing im not looking forward to: School or these stitches falling out84: People call me: A mistake™83: The most difficult thing to do is: ?? Talk about feelings??82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: Never81: My zodiac sign is: Taurus80: The first person i talked to today was: You79: First time you had a crush: We don’t talk about my first actual crush 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: Idk 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: You know76: Right now I am talking to: Technically you 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: Veterinarian 74: I have/will get a job: Idk73: Tomorrow: Stop the pain in my mouth 72: Today: Hanging out with you 71: Next Summer: Idk70: Next Weekend: Idk 69: I have these pets: I have mix breed dogs, purebred pugs, cats, and rabbits68: The worst sound in the world: So many but pained screams67: The person that makes me cry the most is: idk 66: People that make you happy: Ralph 65: Last time I cried: When I got my wisdom teeth removed 64: My friends are: Great™63: My computer is: trash 62: My School: Trash 61: My Car: What one60: I lose all respect for people who: The list goes on and on (Don’t be Max and youre pretty much set)59: The movie I cried at was:So many but Marley and Me came to mind first 58: Your hair color is: Blonde57: TV shows you watch: Teen Wolf and Jeremy Kyle56: Favorite web site: Tumblr55: Your dream vacation: SNOW54: The worst pain I was ever in was: The puss pocket in my mouth 53: How do you like your steak cooked: Medium52: My room is: cold51: My favorite celebrity is: Jeremy Kyle50: Where would you like to be: Snow49: Do you want children: Nah48: Ever been in love: Sigh47: Who’s your best friend: Si r46: More guy friends or girl friends: I’m not sure45: One thing that makes you feel great is: Helping animals44: One person that you wish you could see right now: Ralph 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: Yea42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: Nah 41: Have you pre-named your children: I did a long time ago 40: Last person I got mad at: Idk 39: I would like to move to: Snow 38: I wish I was a professional: Veterinarian [ My Favorites ]37: Candy: Hershey36: Vehicle: Lexus35: President: Obama 34: State visited: DC33: Cellphone provider: AT&T32: Athlete: Don’t have one31: Actor: Rami Malek30: Actress: Holland Roden29: Singer: Jon Bellion 28: Band: BMTH27: Clothing store: Hot topic26: Grocery store: ??25: TV show: Teen Wolf24: Movie: The Guardian 23: Website: ??22: Animal: Wolf21: Theme park: Six Flags20: Holiday: Don’t really have one anymore 19: Sport to watch: Lacrosse 18: Sport to play: none17: Magazine: none16: Book: ??15: Day of the week: Saturday 14: Beach: None13: Concert attended: Haven’t12: Thing to cook: Mac n Cheese 11: Food: Mac n Cheese10: Restaurant: Steak N Shake9: Radio station: ??8: Yankee candle scent: ??7: Perfume:??6: Flower: I’m not sure5: Color: Blue, Purple, and green 4: Talk show host: Jeremy Kyle 3: Comedian: Idk 2: Dog breed: German Shepherd1: Did you answer all these truthfully? Si

#a.ham #anon #long post #moon to my stars

[aleksandr-is-probably-gay-blog]

1-200 😙😙

200: My crush’s name is: Mason199: I was born in: Arizona198: I am really: boring197: My cellphone company is: Verizon196: My eye color is: brown195: My shoe size is: 9194: My ring size is: 10193: My height is: 5′6″192: I am allergic to: latex, jalapenos, bananas191: My 1st car was: my mom’s car190: My 1st job was: none :/189: Last book you read: American Pageant for history188: My bed is: black187: My pet: Patrick is a fluffy, white goofball whomst I love with all my heart186: My best friend: Anna185: My favorite shampoo is: literally whatever is available184: Xbox or ps3: xbox183: Piggy banks are: cool

182: In my pockets: not wearing pants181: On my calendar: um i have deadlines180: Marriage is: neat179: Spongebob can: die178: My mom: is okay177: The last three songs I bought were? I dont buy songs; i have spotify176: Last YouTube video watched: New friends, new goals - SP7175: How many cousins do you have? 1 first174: Do you have any siblings? 1 brother173: Are your parents divorced? yes172: Are you taller than your mom? yes171: Do you play an instrument? yes170: What did you do yesterday? school[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: yes168: Luck: yes (i’m irish what can I say)167: Fate: yeah166: Yourself: sometimes165: Aliens: yes164: Heaven: not specifically heaven, but someplace nice163: Hell: not specifically hell162: God: no, not a singular one161: Horoscopes: yeah160: Soul mates: heck yeah159: Ghosts: yes158: Gay Marriage: why wouldn’t I157: War: no156: Orbs: yes155: Magic: i’m literally a witch[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: hUGS153: Drunk or High: high152: Phone or Online: phone151: Red heads or Black haired: either150: Blondes or Brunettes: either i dont have a type149: Hot or cold: cold148: Summer or winter: winter147: Autumn or Spring: autumn146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate145: Night or Day: night144: Oranges or Apples: oranges143: Curly or Straight hair: curly142: McDonalds or Burger King: burger king141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk140: Mac or PC: pc139: Flip flops or high heals: heels138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor137: Coke or Pepsi: coke136: Hillary or Obama:obama135: Burried or cremated: buried134: Singing or Dancing: singing133: Coach or Chanel: coach132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who131: Small town or Big city: small town130: Wal-Mart or Target: target129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: ben stiller128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure127: East Coast or West Coast: west coast BEST COAST126: Your Birthday or Christmas: birthday125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers124: Disney or Six Flags: disney123: Yankees or Red Sox:i hate baseball[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: don’t do it. too many innocent people121: George Bush: [insert meme here]120: Gay Marriage: hell yeah dudes119: The presidential election: it’s a tragedy118: Abortion: my body my rules, her body her rules117: MySpace: dead116: Reality TV: go away115: Parents: don’t like them, 0/10 would not recommend114: Back stabbers: ^113: Ebay: its whatever112: Facebook: still use it111: Work: i like it110: My Neighbors: THEY”RE ANNOYING I HAVE SO MANY STORIES109: Gas Prices: too high108: Designer Clothes: too high and gross107: College: do it106: Sports: eh105: My family: EH104: The future: I/m hopeful[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: too long ago bud102: Last time you ate: also too long ago bud101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: tOo LoNg AgO bUd100: Cried in front of someone: october when I was cheated on99: Went to a movie theater: last month98: Took a vacation: never97: Swam in a pool: forever.96: Changed a diaper: never95: Got my nails done: may and i regret it94: Went to a wedding: october93: Broke a bone: several years ago92: Got a peircing: 6 WEEKS AGO that’s on my calendar91: Broke the law: never90: Texted: hour ago[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: cow chop;88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: nothing.87: The last movie I saw: Atomic Blonde86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Touche Amore concert next month85: The thing im not looking forward to: school84: People call me: nothing. they dont call me83: The most difficult thing to do is: wake up82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: no81: My zodiac sign is: aries80: The first person i talked to today was: Anna79: First time you had a crush: kindergarten78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: Anna77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Today76: Right now I am talking to: @ryan-hay-wood-you-do-me75: What are you going to do when you grow up: college, then job74: I have/will get a job: will73: Tomorrow: slEEP72: Today: nothing71: Next Summer: brace for senior year, hopefully RTX70: Next Weekend: THE RICKMOBILE MY DUDES69: I have these pets: 2 cats68: The worst sound in the world: whistling67: The person that makes me cry the most is: aleksandr marchant66: People that make you happy: aleksandr marchant65: Last time I cried: i cried of laughter yesterday64: My friends are: amazing63: My computer is: shit62: My School: shit61: My Car: a literal mom car60: I lose all respect for people who: still think donald trump was a good choice59: The movie I cried at was: i dont cry at movies58: Your hair color is: brown57: TV shows you watch: rick and morty56: Favorite web site: youtube55: Your dream vacation: russia to visit a really good friend of mine’s dog. that’s it. not even for Nikolai, just to see his dog54: The worst pain I was ever in was: LAST WEEK WHEN I BURNT MY FEET53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium rare52: My room is: blue51: My favorite celebrity is: Nolan North and Troy Baker50: Where would you like to be: anywhere but here49: Do you want children: yes48: Ever been in love: i thought so47: Who’s your best friend: Anna and Max46: More guy friends or girl friends: guy45: One thing that makes you feel great is: laughter44: One person that you wish you could see right now: Anna43: Do you have a 5 year plan: yes42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: sorta41: Have you pre-named your children: yes40: Last person I got mad at: my mom39: I would like to move to: anywhere but Arizona38: I wish I was a professional: writer[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: hersheys36: Vehicle: saturn sky35: President: obama34: State visited: Missouri33: Cellphone provider: idk32: Athlete: Aleks’ runner’s legs31: Actor: Nolan North30: Actress: Charlize Theron29: Singer: I like too many28: Band: Touche Amore27: Clothing store: roosterteeth store26: Grocery store: super target25: TV show: Rick and Morty24: Movie:Rocky Horror Picture Show23: Website: idk22: Animal: cat21: Theme park: disneyland20: Holiday: Yule19: Sport to watch: hockey18: Sport to play: football17: Magazine: dont read16: Book: cant read15: Day of the week: friday14: Beach: any13: Concert attended: warped tour12: Thing to cook: bread11: Food: Abi’s mom’s bread10: Restaurant: Logan’s9: Radio station: something alt8: Yankee candle scent: vanilla7: Perfume: i wear Endless Summer by bath and body lol6: Flower: rose5: Color: purple4: Talk show host: ew3: Comedian: ew2: Dog breed: labrador or corgi1: Did you answer all these truthfully? yes   

[exofluffstuff]

U know imma just ask all of them, cuz honestly I feel extra af and I'm super hyper rn! U probs don't care but oh well 🤷‍♀️

Nah..I do care about my followers..especially people like you!💕 so this is going to be long af! So be prepared, you asked for it😂💕..Btw since I’ve already answered some..I am not going to include them here..Okay let’s start!:

1.Who was the last person you held hands with? ~Does my father count?...

2. Are you outgoing or shy? ~Shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? ~ My best friends..I miss them so much

4. Are you easy to get along with? ~Yes…but you have to approach to me first, though.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? ~Um..I have never been drunk! But I think I would like my father to take care of me.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to? ~People who have their mind set, who see a future in them, people who is not depending on others…basically in terms of friendship someone like me? 

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? ~Like in a romantic one?…NO! right now is not on my options. I first want to study and become myself a professional and then date but I sometimes wonder…who the heck would want to date me?. 

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?~ A friend who is crushing on me and me trying to tell him in other words that I don’t like him but still want to be friends. 

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? (ANSWERED)10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?  ~With my cousin (guy)11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? ~ It said “At what time and which movie are we going to see?” 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? ~ ‘A’ from GOT7, ‘Not Today’ BTS, ‘Hold me tight’ BTS, ‘As if it’s your last’ Blackpink and ‘Sometines’ Ariana Grande.13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? ~No! in fact, I don’t like people touching me..unless I known you for a while. 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? ~ I believe in miracles more than luck.15. What good thing happened this summer? ~Vacation!, that I could watch TV until I fall asleep16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? ~Um…I have never kissed someone before. 17. Do you think there is life on other planets? ~YES!18. Do you still talk to your first crush? ~NO! I never got the chance to actually talk to him.19. Do you like bubble baths? ~YES!20. Do you like your neighbors? ~ Right now…no because they are kind of noisy and I can hear the granddaughter scream from my room and they are my back neighbors.21. What are you bad habits? ~YES! Sometimes, I overthink and judge to fast.22. Where would you like to travel? ~Of course!, I would like to go to South Korea, duh!23. Do you have trust issues? ~yes24. Favorite part of your daily routine? ~Waking up to a cup of coffee25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? ~My teeth, they are crocked.26. What do you do when you wake up? ~ Watch my face and teeth.27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? ~ I have fair skin but I wish to be a bit lighter. 28. Who are you most comfortable around? ~My mom29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? ~ Never had a bf so..I can’t answer this30. Do you ever want to get married? ~Maybe but I don’t picture myself like that until at least 15 years31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? (ANSWERED)32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? ~  Rap Monster, V and Baek.33. Spell your name with your chin. ~ tgggkizxdc (at least I tried but I am nowhere near my real name) 34. Do you play sports? What sports? ~ I used to do taekwondo.35. Would you rather live without TV or music? ~Music a 100%

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? ~ Like all of the time37. What do you say during awkward silences? ~ “Um…so.. what happened today anything new?” 38. Describe your dream girl/guy? ~ I want a guy who is taller than me, smart, loyal, would treat me like a princess, respect me, have fair skin, be kind of fit, don’t care about hair color, don’t care about eye color, don’t care about nationality, be a sweetheart, would make me laugh, be a gentle men, be kind of jealous of me but not to the point of exhausting. 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? ~Starbucks, Marshall's and TJ MAX40. What do you want to do after high school? ~Enjoy my summer.41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? ~It all depends on how bad was the situation!42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? ~That I am either overthinking, figuring things out or secretly judging. 43. Do you smile at strangers? ~If they smile at me…yes!44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? ~Bottom of the ocean45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? ~Right now College46. What are you paranoid about? ~ Not achieving my goals.47. Have you ever been high? ~NO48. Have you ever been drunk? ~NO49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? ~NO50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? (ANSWERED)51. Ever wished you were someone else? ~Sometimes, I wish I have a bit more space to breath but I am completely fine with who I am.52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? ~My smile and be a little bit more open than reserved and shy.53. Favourite makeup brand? ~Etude House54. Favourite store? ~Starbucks55. Favourite blog? ~ @bangtanreacts56. Favourite colour? ~Black and red57. Favourite food?  ~Fetuccini Alfredo with Shrimp58. Last thing you ate? ~Lasagna59. First thing you ate this morning? (ANSWERED)60. Ever won a competition? For what? ~Yes, from English poster competition in which the teacher gave you an expression and you had to transform that into art.61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? ~No62. Been arrested? For what? ~NO63. Ever been in love? ~No…I had crushes but not a love, love thing.64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? ~ I haven’t kissed anyone yet65. Are you hungry right now? ~No66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? ~Yes..I think friends over here they don’t judge on what you or like to do..so yes!67. Facebook or Twitter? ~Facebook68. Twitter or Tumblr? ~Tumblr69. Are you watching tv right now? ~YES! 70. Names of your bestfriends? ~Nahir, Yadi and Mary71. Craving something? What? ~Yes Chocolate and cold stones ‘Cheesecake fantasy’ ice cream. 

72. What colour are your towels?

~Baby yellow

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

~A large pillow

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

~No because I have none

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

~Zero

75. Favourite animal?

~Dogs

76. What colour is your underwear?

~Turquoise

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

~Chocolate 100% of the time!

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? ~Chocolate, Cold Stones Cheesecake Fantasy, Cookies and Cream, Rocky Road and Reese's Ice Cream.

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

~Rose red

80. What colour pants?

~Black

81. Favourite tv show?

~ Shadow-hunters and Stichers

82. Favourite movie? Divergent and The Hunger Games

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

~Mean Girls

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

~Again, Mean Girls

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

~Cady

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

~Dori

87. First person you talked to today?

~Mom

88. Last person you talked to today?

~Also, Mom

89. Name a person you hate?

~ I don’t hate anyone but I don’t like too much people who think that they are better than you..I just can’t deal with that.

90. Name a person you love?

~Mom, little brother and Dad

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

~No

92. In a fight with someone?

~No…well I don’t think so…

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

~One and is for PJ’s

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

~Two

95. Last movie you watched?

~The Haunted Mansion

96. Favourite actress?

~ I don’t have preference, I just focus on the movie

97. Favourite actor?

^ same

98. Do you tan a lot?

^ Nope, I don’t actually like it because I burn like a crab

99. Have any pets?

~Yes, a dog named Lady

100. How are you feeling?

~Good because I finished the college obligated class today

101. Do you type fast?

~I think so

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

~No

103. Can you spell well?

~Depends on the words

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

~Yes my grandma

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

~No, where I live we don’t do those kind of stuff

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

~Yes…multiple times

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

~Yes and I didn’t liked it

108. What should you be doing?

~Nothing..relaxing I guess

109. Is something irritating you right now?

~No

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

~Yes..and he is still in my heart.

111. Do you have trust issues?

~Yes…

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? ~Mom

113. What was your childhood nickname?

~Tia or Dora (because when I was small I used to be really tan and my hair was short and black like Dora’s)

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

~ Yes

115. Do you play the Wii?

~Yes..I still do

116. Are you listening to music right now?

~No..but I wish

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

(ANSWERED)

118. Do you like Chinese food?

~Like Americanized? Yes..it is good but authentic one, I have never tried it.

119. Favourite book?

~Hush Hush by Beca Fitzpatrick 

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

~Sometimes

121. Are you mean?

~Sometimes…It all depends on the mood I am and if I like you or not…but most of the time I am nice.

122. Is cheating ever okay?

~For me it is not..because I believe that the person who studied had a hard time learning everything, while the person cheating was probably doing nothing and benefiting from that person.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

~Yes…I always try

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

~Maybe but  I believe look are not always everything

125. Do you believe in true love?

~Absolutely.

126. Are you currently bored? ~No

127. What makes you happy? ~Listening to music

128. Would you change your name? ~No

129. What your zodiac sign? (ANSWERED)

130. Do you like subway? ~Kind of

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? ~Make things clear, unless if I like him too.

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? ~ Cousin

133. Favourite lyrics right now? ~This is hard but I’ll choose… “Butterfly” BTS

134. Can you count to one million? ~NOPE

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? ~That I didn’t do it when I had the evidence on my hands

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? ~CLOSED

137. How tall are you? ~5′6

138. Curly or Straight hair? ~Straight Hair

139. Brunette or Blonde? ~Brunette

140. Summer or Winter? ~Winter

141. Night or Day? ~Day

142. Favourite month? ~January plus is my B-day Month

143. Are you a vegetarian? ~No

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? (ANSWERED)

145. Tea or Coffee? ~ 100% Coffee

146. Was today a good day? ~Yes

147. Mars or Snickers? ~Mars

148. What’s your favourite quote? “Just because my path is different doesn’t mean I am lost” ~Anonymous.

149. Do you believe in ghosts? ~I don’t know

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line ~”My face breaks into a huge smile and I start walking in Peeta’s Direction.” I guess you guys know which book it is.

Well I am done with this challenge. Original post (X) credit to her for these questions.

#answered #answered ask #tired #anon request #anonymous #requests #honest answers #answers #sorry for the rant #rant #personal rant #get to know the blogger #get to know me #too long #to my followers

[porphyrophiliac]

i dare u to answer every single question

o   h(well here we go)

1.Who was the last person you held hands with?my ex

2. Are you outgoing or shy?a bit of both?? like, it completely depends on the environment; i’ve been in the same music class for 2 years and i only spoke to the person who sat next to me for the entirety of that year for the first time today, but i was on a residential at the national film school with 64 other people and i sought out and had a full conversation with each and every one of them

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?my boyfriend!!

4. Are you easy to get along with?i hope so? i think people get along with me if they’re respectful, bc if they aren’t i don’t particularly try to get along with them

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?i feel like max would yeah fdsahjfbasd

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?who the fuck even knows, i just go with the current gfdbhjsgd

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?i think so c:

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?my boyfriend max fggfdgkfdhsngfndkghjs

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?uhhh, it depends on who with? and whether or not it’s personal experience, bc i can talk about it as a concept but my own experiences are reserved for people i’m in relationships with and extremely close friends

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?my boyfriend hgfhdg (look i am Not that sociable)

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?“i love you too, max!” (can u tell that i lov my bf)

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?What THe Fuck Is A Song Who Even Music What the F

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?yES

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?my bf is a miracle

15. What good thing happened this summer?i got into a relationship last summer! with my bf! who i love!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?no.

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?i mean, like, probably

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?i do not

19. Do you like bubble baths?dude who doesn’t

20. Do you like your neighbors?what the fuck is a neighbour

21. What are you bad habits?existing

22. Where would you like to travel?canada, to see my bf dasfbjhskfdagsh

23. Do you have trust issues?yea

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?talking to my bf, or maybe sleeping

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?the part that’s, uh. the bit that’s like, covered in skin? all of it? yeah, all of it

26. What do you do when you wake up?think about my bf and then go back to sleep dfshjbak

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?i wouldn’t mind being a bit paler??

28. Who are you most comfortable around?my bf dfbhkjasfhas

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?nah, i don’t think so

30. Do you ever want to get married?i think so!

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?nah dfhbjsakf

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?what the fuck is a celebrity

33. Spell your name with your chin.swam

34. Do you play sports? What sports?WHAT THE FUCK IS A SPORT

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?dont do this to me

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?i have only told like, two people i ever liked that i did

37. What do you say during awkward silences?nothing

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?uhh, he’s about 5′3″, shaped like a friend, has a cute canadian accent & short hair, a Real Soft Boy, likes cartoons and makes great art and is v kissable. not that u could ever find a guy that perfect in the real world oh wait i dID HE’S MY BOYFRIEND AND I LOVE HIM

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?if it sells fizzy drinks and chocolate, i’m satisfied

40. What do you want to do after high school?sleep

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?absolutely not. or, like, i think people deserve a second chance, but that doesn’t mean you personally have to give it to them. they can find it somewhere else

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?that im tired, usually

43. Do you smile at strangers?if they’re pretty sometimes

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?trip to canada

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?my alarm

46. What are you paranoid about?everything

47. Have you ever been high?almost

48. Have you ever been drunk?yea

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?i don’t think so?

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?mint green

51. Ever wished you were someone else?all the time

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?id like to have boobs

53. Favourite makeup brand?uhhhhhhhhhhh

54. Favourite store?uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

55. Favourite blog?@maxjo​

56. Favourite colour?pink!

57. Favourite food? pasta!

58. Last thing you ate?a croissant, its the only thing i ate today fdbhasjkfbdasfha

59. First thing you ate this morning?a croissant, its still the only thing i ate today

60. Ever won a competition? For what?being the Worst fshbkadnlsat i was one of 12 cinematographers under 19 from across the UK chosen for a specialist residential at the national film school, does that count??

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?nope

62. Been arrested? For what?nope

63. Ever been in love? yep!

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?nope

65. Are you hungry right now?always

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?my tumblr friends are my real friends and i love all of them

67. Facebook or Twitter?facebook

68. Twitter or Tumblr?tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?nah

70. Names of your bestfriends? max (obvs), fearghal, sarah, takeshi, dovydas

71. Craving something? What?love and affection frm my bf dfabhsjk

72. What colour are your towels?purple!

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?four!

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?i have a teddy named max dfbhkajdnkf (hes a soft boi)

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?A Lot

75. Favourite animal?hedgehogs

76. What colour is your underwear?my pyjama bottoms are blue, i’m not wearing underwear currently bc of that

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?chocolate, no hesitation

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?either chocolate or mint chocolate :00

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?light grey! it has pokemon on it

80. What colour pants?blue

81. Favourite tv show?uhhhhhhhhhhh

82. Favourite movie?uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (im a film student i know too many)

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?haven’t seen either

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?haven’t seen either

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?haven’t seen it

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?bruce!

87. First person you talked to today?i have no idea

88. Last person you talked to today?my boyfriend fdsajbhkf

89. Name a person you hate?this one asshole from my school who i won’t name here

90. Name a person you love?max dfhaskjbfsfnasd

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?me

92. In a fight with someone?me

93. How many sweatpants do you have?none :00

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?at least 11

95. Last movie you watched?Moon

96. Favourite actress?i don’t rly have one fbfjhkgsd

97. Favourite actor?i don’t really have one gdfhdfkbjfssfdghkdjs

98. Do you tan a lot?a little

99. Have any pets?i have a cat :000

100. How are you feeling?tired gdhgdfk

101. Do you type fast?yea

102. Do you regret anything from your past?yea

103. Can you spell well?yeas

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?yea

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?no

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?maybe??

107. Have you ever been on a horse?no

108. What should you be doing?sleeping fgsdhbkjFSD

109. Is something irritating you right now?me

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?MAX

111. Do you have trust issues?see question 23

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?uhhhhh???? who knows, i cry a lot gfgfhkdjsnjglsdf

113. What was your childhood nickname?I Dont Wanna Get Into That

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?yea :00

115. Do you play the Wii?i used to??

116. Are you listening to music right now?nah

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?nah

118. Do you like Chinese food?not rly gfsdjkhfg

119. Favourite book?The Book of Lost Things, by john connolly

120. Are you afraid of the dark?yes fdashbkjfasdf

121. Are you mean?if people are mean to me, yeah

122. Is cheating ever okay?absolutely not

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?nope fbhasdjkfadsfas

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?yes, i’m certain that it happens all the time

125. Do you believe in true love?i think so c:

126. Are you currently bored?nope fdsjabhfkdsf

127. What makes you happy?my bf fhadskbjsad

128. Would you change your name?i already have once, but if i found something i liked more maybe??

129. What your zodiac sign?aries

130. Do you like subway?nah

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?reject them but stay friends

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?still my bf

133. Favourite lyrics right now?If there’s a line I’ll cross it,No lesson will I learn;Even if I’m standing on itNo bridge that I won’t burn

134. Can you count to one million?i didn’t get a D in maths for nothing

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?for 17 years i tried to convince people i was a guy

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?CLOSED, WHY THE FUCK WOUDL YOU HAVE THEAM OPNE JOH MYG OD

137. How tall are you?6′1″

138. Curly or Straight hair?curly

139. Brunette or Blonde?brunette

140. Summer or Winter?summer

141. Night or Day?night

142. Favourite month?july

143. Are you a vegetarian?nah

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?milk

145. Tea or Coffee?coffe dfhbksjafads

146. Was today a good day?i guess?

147. Mars or Snickers?mars

148. What’s your favourite quote?’coffe burns’

149. Do you believe in ghosts?who even knows

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line‘mattered. I had all these plans about getting in and reprogramming’

[twitchyblondeferret]

200. 155, 23 ,54

@nayt-hollowbeak​ asked me to do them all and a different anon asked me to do 186 so here’s all of them!

200: My crush’s name is: I don’t think I have one right now. Which is odd for me.199: I was born in: 1997198: I am really: unremarkable197: My cellphone company is: Verizon196: My eye color is: Brown195: My shoe size is: 8194: My ring size is: No clue193: My height is: 5′4.5192: I am allergic to: pineapple191: My 1st car was: Chevy Malibu190: My 1st job was: Office Depot cashier189: Last book you read: Max Ride188: My bed is: Lovely187: My pets: are a Cockapoo named Tonks, a Bichon Frise (according to my sister) named Dobby, a Siamese kitten who has yet to be named, and a Yorkie named Cleo (sort of)186: My best friend: is Jesus. And also Morgan185: My favorite shampoo is: whatever is in my shower at any given moment184: Xbox or ps3: I do not video game183: Piggy banks are: kinda useless. I always spend my money before it can accumulate.182: In my pockets: Don’t have any right now181: On my calendar: Doctor, homework, theatre stuff, dentist180: Marriage is: a goal for me I guess.179: Spongebob can: die in a hole. 178: My mom: works really damn hard.177: The last three songs I bought were? You think I buy music? Ha176: Last YouTube video watched: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_v8LF-YWKfo175: How many cousins do you have? So damn many174: Do you have any siblings? 2 sisters173: Are your parents divorced? Nope172: Are you taller than your mom? Yep171: Do you play an instrument? Nah170: What did you do yesterday? Work, cry, go home, rehearse[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: Fuck no168: Luck: Maybe?167: Fate: Nah166: Yourself: Ha165: Aliens: Totally164: Heaven: Nope163: Hell: No162: God: Nein161: Horoscopes: Niet160: Soul mates: Uh uh.159: Ghosts: I’m running out of ways to say no.158: Gay Marriage: Yep157: War: No156: Orbs: ?155: Magic: Magic isn’t real read a book.[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs153: Drunk or High: Neither152: Phone or Online: Online151: Red heads or Black haired: Black haired150: Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes149: Hot or cold: Cold148: Summer or winter: Summer147: Autumn or Spring: Spring146: Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla145: Night or Day: Night144: Oranges or Apples: Apples143: Curly or Straight hair: Either142: McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk Chocolate140: Mac or PC: Chrome iOS139: Flip flops or high heals: Heels138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: This question is too vague and I refuse to answer it137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke136: Hillary or Obama: Obama135: Burried or cremated: Cremated134: Singing or Dancing: Suck at both but prefer singing133: Coach or Chanel: Neither132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: Who?131: Small town or Big city: Big City130: Wal-Mart or Target: My heart says Target but my wallet says Walmart129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Ben Stiller128: Manicure or Pedicure: Manicure127: East Coast or West Coast: East. New England FTW126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas125: Chocolate or Flowers: Flowers124: Disney or Six Flags: DISNEY123: Yankees or Red Sox: Who cares....[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: what is it good for..absolutely nothing..121: George Bush: “The question is, is our children learning”120: Gay Marriage: Why shouldn’t people marry whomever the fuck they please119: The presidential election: Ugh118: Abortion: You do you. I hope I don’t ever have to go through one but as I never want to have children, who knows.117: MySpace: I think it’s really only used for bands and stuff now?116: Reality TV: I like some competition shows but that’s about it.115: Parents: I mean mine are good114: Back stabbers: Um. They’re not good?113: Ebay: I don’t fucking know? Why are these so weird?112: Facebook: I use it fairly often.111: Work: My job sucks but hey I got almost $300 today110: My Neighbors: Don’t know em109: Gas Prices: So high108: Designer Clothes: Don’t care107: College: Sucks106: Sports: Boring105: My family: large? Loud? Occasionally fun?104: The future: UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: Like an hour and a half ago102: Last time you ate: around 6 hours ago101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: Wednesday100: Cried in front of someone: Yesterday99: Went to a movie theater: Like a week and a half ago98: Took a vacation: November97: Swam in a pool: Last August96: Changed a diaper: It’s been years95: Got my nails done:Ummmm. Last summer I think94: Went to a wedding: I don’t remember93: Broke a bone: Never have92: Got a peircing: When I was like 6 weeks old91: Broke the law: On my drive home?90: Texted: 10 minutes ago[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: I dunno88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: My dog87: The last movie I saw: Chicago86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: the sweet release of death?85: The thing im not looking forward to: the continuation of life?84: People call me: um. My name?83: The most difficult thing to do is: Literally everything. I’m bad at all of it.82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: Nope81: My zodiac sign is: Capricorn80: The first person i talked to today was: My mom79: First time you had a crush: Kindergarten78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: Nobody.77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Oooo rehearsal today. Morgan and Justin get me when it comes to those fucking kids.76: Right now I am talking to: Rene75: What are you going to do when you grow up: teach theatre74: I have/will get a job: Have one?73: Tomorrow: Work 9-5:30 Rehearsal 5-9.  Cause that’ll work.72: Today: Work, school, Olive Garden, rehearsal, airport, home71: Next Summer: Fuck if I know.70: Next Weekend: Work and perform69: I have these pets: see 18768: The worst sound in the world: Styrofoam.67: The person that makes me cry the most is: My ex. Fucker.66: People that make you happy: There are quite a few of them65: Last time I cried: Yesterday.64: My friends are: Annoying as a fuck. But oh well.63: My computer is: refusing to acknowledge that its has a built in camera62: My School: sucks61: My Car: is a mess60: I lose all respect for people who: are assholes for no reason59: The movie I cried at was: All of them?58: Your hair color is: Brown57: TV shows you watch: Shameless, Gilmore Girls, Riverdale, Jane the Virgin56: Favorite web site: this hellhole55: Your dream vacation: Backpack across Europe54: The worst pain I was ever in was: I’ve never experienced extreme physical pain.53: How do you like your steak cooked: Medium Rare52: My room is: also a mess51: My favorite celebrity is: Emma Watson50: Where would you like to be: Disneyland49: Do you want children: No48: Ever been in love: Unfortunately47: Who’s your best friend: See 18646: More guy friends or girl friends: Guy45: One thing that makes you feel great is: being on stage44: One person that you wish you could see right now: none of them. I need to avoid people 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: I don’t even have a 5 day plan.42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: No41: Have you pre-named your children: I mean I’ve had names picked for years but I don’t want to use them40: Last person I got mad at: myself39: I would like to move to: Anaheim38: I wish I was a professional: actor[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: I’m not huge on candy36: Vehicle: Classic matte black Charger35: President: Obama34: State visited: New York33: Cellphone provider: Um. I’ve only had the one32: Athlete: Don’t care31: Actor: So many30: Actress: Same as above29: Singer: Brendon Urie28: Band: Panic! At the Disco (see what I did there?)27: Clothing store: Forever 2126: Grocery store: Um? Walmart I guess?25: TV show: Gilmore Girls24: Movie: So many23: Website: This one22: Animal: Otters and meerkats21: Theme park: Disneyland20: Holiday: Thanksgiving19: Sport to watch: Football?18: Sport to play: Fuck no17: Magazine: None of them?16: Book: Harry Potter15: Day of the week: Friday?14: Beach: Um. No clue13: Concert attended: I have a hard time at concerts12: Thing to cook: Sweet and Sour Chicken11: Food: Sushi or Gyros10: Restaurant: Sunny’s Sushi or Zinos9: Radio station: 99.9 I guess8: Yankee candle scent: Um7: Perfume: UM6: Flower: Lily5: Color: Blue or black4: Talk show host: Ellen?3: Comedian: Gabriel Iglesias2: Dog breed: Poodle1: Did you answer all these truthfully? I think so?

I’m sorry that some are sarcastic? Just the mood I’m in I guess 

[erudit0]

1-150 pussy you won't

I FUCKING WILL (im so sorry followers)

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

Meagan

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

I’m pretty outgoing

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

Family again

4. Are you easy to get along with?

Depends if you have the same sense of humor as me. If we don’t, I can come off a bit strong. If we do, we’ll be just fine.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

Lmao no

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

My type seems to be “can kill me with their pinky and has colorful hair”

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Who knows? Gotta stay positive :)

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

My friend Mandy :P

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

Not even a little

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Probably Royce over at @hero-of-pixels​

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“fIGHT ME”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

The Dirt Whispered by Rise Against

R U Mine? by Arctic Monkeys

Looking Too Closely by Fink

Pedal to the Metal by Lazerhawk

Royals by Lorde (its old but fight me)

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

yES

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

I believe that sometimes rare things happen for no particular reason at all.

15. What good thing happened this summer?

I moved to Edmonton!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Ye!

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

I hold the popular belief that our known realm is so unfathomably big that to presume that no other instance of creation could result in life other than our own is unlikely and unreasonable.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

HELL NAH we’re nothing a like I only liked her bc she was quirky

19. Do you like bubble baths?

Hell yeah, I need to take more of those.

20. Do you like your neighbors?

The guy in the room next to me sings opera after 11 pm which was funny for the first week but not it really sucks.

21. What are you bad habits?

Biting my nails, coping in unhealthy ways, blaming myself for other people being dumb.

22. Where would you like to travel?

Europe, just all of it.

23. Do you have trust issues?

Yeye

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Getting home :P

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

Chest

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Take meds and get ready for class.

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

In the summer I get tanned to the same tone my dad is and I like the colour because it allows me to actually have people believe me when I tell them that I’m very native (which I am).

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

I really don’t know anymore, sorry.

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

Literally not one, not once.

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Dude getting married would be so rad like being bound to someone you love n shit? Rad.

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

Nah

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Eliza Taylor and Emma Stone probs.

33. Spell your name with your chin.

your name with your chin

also

ol8iuvfc

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

I play competitive dodgeball.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

TV easily

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

ALL the time honestly.

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

I’ll either say something weird to draw attention like “how many times would a dude have to fuck a soup for it to become a chowder” or say something obviously awkward like “so.....nice weather huh?”

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

I like short girls, colorful hair, with a sharp wit and probably ten times smarter than me. A good sense of humor goes a long way. 

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Steam, Amazon, and DMV

40. What do you want to do after high school?

I am attending University

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

I believe if they have earned it and genuinely want change.

42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?

I am either very distressed or very uncomfortable.

43. Do you smile at strangers?

I do!

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

Launch me into space. I don’t even need a space suit just fucken do it.

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

Dedication and motivation to improve myself.

46. What are you paranoid about?

Being out of the loop or different.

47. Have you ever been high?

Yep

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Yep

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

Not particularly

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Navy blue :P

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

I did, and do here and there.

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

Appearance.

53. Favourite makeup brand?

I don’t use enough to give an opinion.

54. Favourite store?

I could spend hours in a boardgame cafe.

55. Favourite blog?

erudit0.tumblr.com

56. Favourite colour?

BLUUUUE

57. Favourite food?

I would sell my body for a good stir fry.

58. Last thing you ate?

French fries

59. First thing you ate this morning?

Subway

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

We won a dodgeball tournament earlier in the year.

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

I called my religion teacher in my christian school a creepy racist sexist homophobic pig.

62. Been arrested? For what?

A friend of mine was in an ambulance and I covered for him for police (EMTs knew everything though)

63. Ever been in love?

I think so.

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

We were drunk and she was hot.

65. Are you hungry right now?

I’m currently eating, but yes.

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

I don’t really have any tumblr friends, but a couple people on here are super cool :)

67. Facebook or Twitter?

Twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

Nope

70. Names of your bestfriends?

Royce, Mandy, Alice, and Max

71. Craving something? What?

Attention and validation, also stir fry.

72. What colour are your towels?

Gray

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

Two

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

I have a distinct lack of stuffed animals.

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

Like one.

75. Favourite animal?

I’m a fan of Owls.

76. What colour is your underwear?

Gray

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

Oreo

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

Blue

80. What colour pants?

Blue jeans

81. Favourite tv show?

I’m really liking Brooklyn Nine-Nine

82. Favourite movie?

I really like Inception, Serenity, Rogue One, and The Grand Budapest Hotel

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Never seen either

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

I’ve only seen 21 Jump Street

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

The mom is Amy Poehler so that’s cool

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

CRUSH

87. First person you talked to today?

Alice

88. Last person you talked to today?

You, anon.

89. Name a person you hate?

Trump

90. Name a person you love?

My friends

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

A few, but I don’t resort to violence unless in self-defence

92. In a fight with someone?

Yeah.

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

A lot cause I love myself.

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

A lot cause I love myself

95. Last movie you watched?

Rogue One

96. Favourite actress?

I have a lot of respect for Ellen Page

97. Favourite actor?

Keanu Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeves

98. Do you tan a lot?

I naturally tan in the summer.

99. Have any pets?

I have a cat and a dog back home.

100. How are you feeling?

I’m holding up

101. Do you type fast?

Not as fast as I used to.

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

I try not to, but yes.

103. Can you spell well?

I like to think I can.

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

See 102.

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Yep!

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

Unfortunately I have

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Hell yeah

108. What should you be doing?

Homework

109. Is something irritating you right now?

Ye

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

YEP

111. Do you have trust issues?

You already asked this

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Jon

113. What was your childhood nickname?

Toucey (pronounced Tukey)

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

Ye!

115. Do you play the Wii?

Not often

116. Are you listening to music right now?

I am!

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

There’s better soup

118. Do you like Chinese food?

Ye!

119. Favourite book?

The Hunger Games

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

I used to be but I’m good now.

121. Are you mean?

I can come off as mean but I honestly don’t intend to.

122. Is cheating ever okay?

Only if the cheater is in a situation that it would be unsafe for them to be upfront.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

Nah

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Nope, that would be lust

125. Do you believe in true love?

I do

126. Are you currently bored?

A bit, but I might go in the lounge to fix that.

127. What makes you happy?

Friends, creating, feeling accepted

128. Would you change your name?

Nope!

129. What your zodiac sign?

Gemini but like, but less than 2 hours from Cancer

130. Do you like subway?

Yes to both kinds.

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

That would literally never happen

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Answered

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

“This one’s for the boys with the boomin’ system, top down AC with the coolin’ system”

134. Can you count to one million?

Probably? Never tried.

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

I’m not high

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

Closed and locked

137. How tall are you?

6′2

138. Curly or Straight hair?

Curly :D

139. Brunette or Blonde?

Brunette

140. Summer or Winter?

Summer

141. Night or Day?

Night

142. Favourite month?

June

143. Are you a vegetarian?

Nope

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

White chocolate!

145. Tea or Coffee?

Coffee

146. Was today a good day?

It was alright

147. Mars or Snickers?

Snickers

148. What’s your favourite quote?

“ “Destiny guides our fortunes more favorably than we could have expected. Look there, Sancho Panza, my friend, and see those thirty or so wild giants, with whom I intend to do battle and kill each and all of them, so with their stolen booty we can begin to enrich ourselves. This is nobel, righteous warfare, for it is wonderfully useful to God to have such an evil race wiped from the face of the earth.""What giants?" Asked Sancho Panza."The ones you can see over there," answered his master, "with the huge arms, some of which are very nearly two leagues long.""Now look, your grace," said Sancho, "what you see over there aren't giants, but windmills, and what seems to be arms are just their sails, that go around in the wind and turn the millstone.""Obviously," replied Don Quijote, "you don't know much about adventures.” ― Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra, Don Quixote “

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

I’m not sure

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

“The announcement from the Ministry of Plenty ended on another trumpet call andgave way to tinny music. Parsons, stirred to vague enthusiasm by the bombardmentof figures, took his pipe out of his mouth.“

1984, George Orwell

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THERE YOU GO  

#long post #Anonymous

[danifelt-blog]

200 questions tag

200: My crush’s name is: 
mitch grassi 199: I was born in: ohio 198: I am really: 
idk 197: My cellphone company is: 
sprint 196: My eye color is: 
green/hazel 195: My shoe size is: 
8 194: My ring size is: 
8? 193: My height is: 
5'3 192: I am allergic to: 
cigarette smoke and pet dander 191: My 1st car was: 
i can't drive 190: My 1st job was: 
i never had one 189: Last book you read: 
note to self by connor franta 188: My bed is: 
a bottom bunk ,, not that comfy 187: My pet:
2 cats, gabi and max and fy-sh the fish 186: My best friend: 
idk i have a few 185: My favorite shampoo is: idk what it is 184: Xbox or ps3: 
xbox 183: Piggy banks are: 
cool ig 182: In my pockets: 
nothing 181: On my calendar: nothing i don't fill it out 180: Marriage is: 
fine 179: Spongebob can: 
SAVE MY LIFE,, ITS MY FAVORITE 178: My mom: 
is nice sometimes 177: The last three songs I bought were: 
sign of the times, the ptx ep, fashion by jon bellion 176: Last YouTube video watched: 
"becoming a fidget spinner- pewdiepie" lmao 175: How many cousins do you have? 
7 that i know of 174: Do you have any siblings? 
a sister and brother 173: Are your parents divorced? 
no 172: Are you taller than your mom? 
no 171: Do you play an instrument? 
i kind of can play the keyboard 170: What did you do yesterday? 
went out to eat, showered, did my makeup, went to a party [I BELIEVE IN….] 169: Love at first sight:
yes 168: Luck: 
yes 167: Fate: 
yes 166: Yourself: 
sometimes 165: Aliens: 
100% 164: Heaven: 
yes 163: Hell: 
yes 162: God: 
yes 161: Horoscopes: 
yes 160: Soul mates: 
yes 159: Ghosts: 
yes 158: Gay Marriage: 
yes yes yes 157: War: 
no 156: Orbs: 
yes 155: Magic: 
no [THIS OR THAT] 154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs 153: Drunk or High: 
neither 152: Phone or Online: 
online 151: Red heads or Black haired: 
black haired 150: Blondes or Brunettes: 
brunettes 149: Hot or cold:
cold 148: Summer or winter: 
summer 147: Autumn or Spring:
autumn 146: Chocolate or vanilla: 
vanilla 145: Night or Day: 
night 144: Oranges or Apples: 
apple's 143: Curly or Straight hair: 
straight 142: McDonalds or Burger King: 
mcdonald's 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: 
milk chocolate 140: Mac or PC: 
mac 139: Flip flops or high heels: 
flip flops 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: 
doesn't matter 137: Coke or Pepsi: 
coke 136: Hillary or Obama: 
obama 135: Buried or cremated:
buried 134: Singing or Dancing:
singing 133: Coach or Chanel: 
chanel 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: 
who?? 131: Small town or Big city:
big city 130: Wal-Mart or Target: 
target 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: adam sandler 128: Manicure or Pedicure: 
manicure 127: East Coast or West Coast: 
uh i live in east but i wanna be in west :( 126: Your Birthday or Christmas:
christmas 125: Chocolate or Flowers: 
flowers 124: Disney or Six Flags: 
disney 123: Yankees or Red Sox:
idc [HERE’S WHAT I THINK ABOUT] 122: War: 
scares me stop please 121: George Bush: 
don't care 120: Gay Marriage:
yes 100% support it 119: The presidential election: 
disappointing 118: Abortion: 
pro choice 117: MySpace:
uh idk 116: Reality TV:
don't watch tv 115: Parents:
mine are cool 114: Back stabbers:
i know too many 113: Ebay: 
outdated and weird 112: Facebook:
i spend too much time on it 111: Work:
i don't work but i mean its cool 110: My Neighbors: i have new neighbors on both sides of my house i don't mind them 109: Gas Prices: they're okay ? idk i don't drive i don't pay attention 108: Designer Clothes:
im broke 107: College: 
i hope i can go 106: Sports: 
no thank you 105: My family: 
chill i guess 104: The future: idk [LAST TIME I….] 103: Hugged someone: 
yesterday 102: Last time you ate:
an hour ago 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile:
yesterday 100: Cried in front of someone: 
friday, at a cat commercial 99: Went to a movie theater: 
friday 98: Took a vacation: 
2 years ago 97: Swam in a pool: 
a year ago 96: Changed a diaper: 
never have 95: Got my nails done: 
a month and 1/2 ago 94: Went to a wedding: 
never been to one 93: Broke a bone:
never have 92: Got a piercing: 
never have 91: Broke the law: 
not sure 90: Texted: 
like a few hours ago 89: Who makes you laugh the most:
idk 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: 
my cats 87: The last movie I saw:
everything, every thing 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: summer vacation ( 4 days..,) and all the plans i have 85: The thing I’m not looking forward to: exams this week 84: People call me:
emily 83: The most difficult thing to do is: idk 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: 
no 81: My zodiac sign is: 
aries 80: The first person i talked to today was: 
ryan 79: First time you had a crush:
idk 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from:
all my friends they find out everything 🤦🏼‍♀️ 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: 
yesterday 76: Right now I am talking to: 
no one 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: 
i want to get into cosmetology 74: I have/will get a job: 
next year probably 73: Tomorrow: 
have to go to school and take two exams 72: Today: 
woke up, ate, watched spongebob 71: Next Summer:
this summer? uh idk im going to teen camp, seeing pentatonix, yuhhh 70: Next weekend: not sure yet 69: I have these pets:
2 cats and a fish 68: The worst sound in the world: 
babies crying 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: 
mitch grassi 66: People that make you happy: 
a lot of people 65: Last time I cried: 
friday at the movies 64: My friends are: cool 🤷🏼‍♀️ 63: My computer is: 
don't have one 62: My School: 
stebbins 61: My Car: 
don't have one 60: I lose all respect for people who: 
are homophobic, transphobic, racist, etc 59: The last movie I cried at was:
everything everything 58: Your hair color is: 
brunette 57: TV shows you watch: 
spongebob dude 56: Favorite web site:
facebook 55: Your dream vacation: 
californiaaa 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: 
idk 53: How do you like your steak cooked: 
don't like steak 52: My room is: 
kinda messy, boring 51: My favorite celebrity is: 
harry styles bro 50: Where would you like to be: 
washington, it's always rainy 49: Do you want children: 
no 48: Ever been in love: 
no 47: Who’s your best friend:
i have a few 46: More guy friends or girl friends: 
girl friends 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: 
sleeping 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: 
m i t c h g r a s s i 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: 
what's that 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: 
no 41: Have you pre-named your children: 
no 40: Last person I got mad at: 
idk 39: I would like to move to: 
california 38: I wish I was a professional: 
mua [MY FAVORITES….] 37: Candy:
reese's 36: Vehicle:
idc 35: President: 
obama 34: State visited:
tennessee i guess, i don't really remember it though 33: Cellphone provider: 
sprint 32: Athlete: 
idc 31: Actor: 
don't have one 30: Actress: 
don't have one 29: Singer: 
i have a lot but ; dodie clark, everyone from ptx 28: Band: 
panic! at the disco 27: Clothing store: 
h&m is nice ? forever 21 26: Grocery store: meijer? idk 25: TV show: 
i like shameless before i kinda stopped watching it 24: Movie:
idk fault in our stars never gets old 23: Website: 
facebook 22: Animal: 
cats 21: Theme park: 
kings island 20: Holiday:
christmas 19: Sport to watch: 
football ?? idk 18: Sport to play: volleyball i suck tho 17: Magazine: 
i don't read them 16: Book: 
again tfious 15: Day of the week: 
friday 14: Beach: 
never been to one 13: Concert attended: 
i really liked the one direction concert but the most lit melanie martinez bc i got to go with my pals 12: Thing to cook: 
i don't really cook 11: Food: 
pasta 10: Restaurant: 
chipotle 9: Radio station: 
channel 99.9 8: Yankee candle scent: cotton candy or salt water taffy 7: Perfume:
ari by ariana grande 6: Flower: 
roses 5: Color:
black 4: Talk show host: ellen 3: Comedian: 
i don't have one 2: Dog breed: 
golden retrievers 1: Did you answer all these truthfully? 
probably not

#this took too long #200 questions #tag #i probably also accidentally missed some bc i stole this from someone else anyway this isn't really a tag bye