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dad!harry x singer!reader | the series’s masterlist | part two.

parining: dad!harry x singer!reader

warnings: pregnancy, mentions of pregnancy, vomiting, nausea, angst, baby denial.

May, 2019.

Harry Styles was sleeping soundly in the king-size bed he shared with his girlfriend when the unpleasant sounds from the bathroom grew louder as Harry woke up. His eyes had to adjust to the morning light, and when he leaned down to look at the clock on his nightstand he saw that it was only a quarter past six in the morning. There was no way Y/N was up this early. Unless it was something really urgent.

Harry woke up quickly and apprehensively made his way to the bathroom, where he saw his girlfriend kneeling in front of the toilet, throwing up and making really nasty noises.

"Y/N, babe." Harry quickly knelt down beside her, twirling her hair to keep it from getting smeared with vomit and gently stroking her back.

After about a minute the vomiting stopped completely, Harry quickly handed her a piece of paper to clean up and a glass of water to get the vomit taste out of her mouth, Y/N smiled slightly at him in thanks and gladly accepted them.

Harry rubbed her back gently "Honey, maybe you should go to the doctor, I heard there's a stomach bug."

"It's nothing, Harry." Y/N shrugged. “I'm sure it's the pizza you cooked yesterday, I already told you that you put a lot of cheese on it.”

Harry pretended to be offended “The pizza was in perfect condition.”

"Whatever you say, cook." She kissed him on the cheek before getting up from the bathroom floor and going back to bed. Harry followed her after closing the bathroom door and making sure everything was in perfect order.

"I'm serious Y/N, maybe you should see a doctor."

Y/N rolled her eyes, but at Harry's seriousness she finally relented.

"Okay, I promise if I keep feeling bad I'll go to the doctor."

The topic was not mentioned again for the rest of the morning. Harry had to go into the studio early to finish perfecting some songs for his new album due out later that year, and Y/N was going to have lunch with her friends and bandmates, and then they'd have to start organizing events. for her tour that would start early next year.

Harry moved closer to Y/N to give her their usual goodbye kiss as she reached for the pair of sock in her hand, however, the girl scowled and quickly pushed him away.

“What's happening?” Harry said, surprised and offended at the same time.

“What perfume did you wear? It is awful.”

“It was the one you gave me for Valentine's Day!” Y/N frowned and moved closer to Harry to sniff him, however it was a bad idea as she immediately gagged.

"My God, I'm literally nauseated. It is impossible for it to be my perfume, I have good taste. Are you sure it's not the one Jeff gave you?”

Harry rolled his eyes in exasperation. And before Y/N could react he pulled her close to him and gave her a quick kiss on the lips.

“I'm leaving, I'm already late. Bye, I love you.”

Y/N smiled slightly.

"I love you too." As Harry opened the door to their apartment and started to leave, Y/N yelled at him. “Seriously, tell Jeff to learn how to pick better perfumes!”

She heard her boyfriend's light chuckle, followed by the sound of the door closing.

When Y/N took her car to go to the cafeteria where she would meet Rosé, Lisa and Jisoo, she saw her mother's incoming call on her mobile. She hurried to pick it up.

“Mom! how is everything?”

"It's all right, darling. And you?”

“Well, now I was going with the girls to have some breakfast, what are you doing now?”

“I was trying to make an appointment with a couple, the woman is pregnant and apparently all my available days this week coincide with her doctor, gynecologist and nutritionist appointments.”

Her mother worked in interior design, and even though she no longer needed to work as Y/N's fame had spread worldwide and money was not in short supply to speak in modest terms, Y/N's mother was really passionate about her job and didn't want to leave it before retirement.

“What does a nutritionist have to do with a pregnancy?” Y/N asked mockingly as she climbed into the driver's seat of his car.

“Nutrition during pregnancy is very important, darling. When I was pregnant with you, aside from nausea caused by any kind of smell, I had to stop eating peanuts, and you know how much I love peanuts.”

"Yeah, it must have been really hard for you," Y/N commented nonchalantly as she put the call on speaker and started his car. However, after making in the realization of what her mother had said, she frowned and said in a voice perhaps too shrill than it should have been. “Mom, did you have a lot of nausea when you were pregnant?”

"Of course, honey, I was throwing up at least five times a day during the first trimester. However, the second quarter was pretty good.”

“And you had nausea like... for example... with a perfume?”

"Oh yes, your father's perfumes really made me sick. I made him throw them all away the first week, why the question?”

"Ah, nothing is...just curious." Y/N cleared her throat and decided she couldn't drive anymore, so she headed to the nearest public garage so no fans or paparazzi could see her. “I have to hang up mom, uh... I'll call you later.”

"Sure, darling, bye. Say hi to Harry for me.”

Y/N just hung up and settled in the emptiest part of the garage. She turned off the engine and rested her forehead on the steering wheel, trying to control her breathing. She thought about calling Harry and telling him her worries, but was she really pregnant? what if she wasn't and it was just the pizza Harry cooked last night and she was worrying about nothing?

She quickly grabbed her phone and went to the calendar app where she had all her menstrual periods listed, since she wasn't very good at remembering those things. She frantically looked at the months of January, February, March, and April. Nothing in May. Her period was supposed to have come three weeks ago. Any. Y/N sank completely into her seat, suddenly feeling very cold.

She and Harry had a very active sex life, meaning they fucked almost every day. But they always took preventive measures. Apart from that, they had only been together for a year and a couple of months, isn't it supposed that to have a child you have to have been together for a longer time, like five years or so?

Then there were their careers. They were both singers and they were currently the most famous of the moment, they were busy with their songs, tours, meetings, photo shoots, recordings, interviews, how the hell was a child going to fit into all that? Harry and Y/N had barely had time to spend the last few months, how could they have time for a child?

Harry had always wanted children, he had known from a very young age, but was this really the time? What if Y/N is a bad mother and her son hates her for the rest of his life?

As Y/N was about to cry, her cell phone vibrated with an incoming call. Y/N looked at the name and saw that it's Lisa, so she hurriedly grabbed it.

“Y/N, pretty, we're all in the cafeteria, where are you?”

"I, uh... I'm coming, I'll be there in a moment," Y/N said with such a small voice that for a moment she thought Lisa hadn't heard her.

“Everything is alright?”

“Yes, everything is fine, calm down, I'm coming.”

“You don't sound good at all.”

Y/N cleared her throat.

“I'll be there in a moment.”

When Y/N arrives at the cafeteria, wearing a hat and glasses strategically placed so as not to be recognized, her friends are already waiting for her at a table and when Y/N sits next to them they greet each other affectionately.

"I think I'll order an American coffee," said Rosé as they looked at the menu to start ordering lunch. Lisa and Jisoo also ordered coffee and when Y/N nonchalantly said that she would go for a decaf Jisoo frowned.

“But if you hate decaf, you even got mad at Mitch for ordering a decaf, you said "why are you going to order a decaf, that's not even coffee!" "

Y/N was beginning to regret having so strongly professed her hatred of decaf coffee. But since she didn't know if she was pregnant or not, and wouldn't know until she bought two pairs of pregnancy tests, she couldn't take that chance.

"You're weird," Rosé observed, staring at her. “Are you sick?”

"Harry told us yesterday that you were sick to your stomach," Lisa commented, "you should go see a doctor, there's a stomach bug somewhere."

Y/N decided there was no point in lying to her friends, I mean, they'd known each other for over four years, and they'd been through all sorts of things together. Besides, she needed to vent to someone because if she didn't she thought she was going to go crazy.

“Actually, it's because...” Y/N wrung her hands nervously “I think I'm pregnant.”

A crushing silence fell over them. Jisoo was the first to react.

“Pregnant? You’re going to have a baby?”

"It's not... I'm not sure, but I've been waking up for a couple of days and running to the bathroom to throw up, and I'm constantly nauseous, and the perfume Harry was wearing today almost made me throw up, plus I was supposed to have gotten the period three weeks ago so... I don't know what to do guys, should I tell Harry? Or should I wait until I get tested to tell him?”

Lisa, who was at her side, gently placed a hand on her shoulder to comfort her.

”We are going to buy several pregnancy tests. That way you'll get out of doubt. And... whatever comes out, we'll work from that.”

Rosé and Jisoo immediately agreed. So they canceled all the meetings they had for the rest of the day and headed to the nearest pharmacy.

Since they were at risk of anyone seeing them, and seeing that they were buying pregnancy tests and chaos breaking out over Y/N and Harry, they decided that it would be better for neither of them to take off their hats and glasses and also buy other things to deflect the attention.

Jisoo was the one who took it upon herself to buy wrinkle creams first before quickly heading over to the pregnancy section and quickly grabbing four boxes, quickly throwing them into the shopping cart along with the creams, and pretending to be normal. Rosé and Y/N put in a couple of boxes of diarrhea pills and Lisa put in a large bottle of rubbing alcohol and gauze pads. They pretended to be completely normal and when they went to the register to pay they made sure not to look up at any time.

In the end they came out with three bags and the pregnancy tests well hidden in them. If by any chance someone had recognized them, they would only be seen with three pharmacy bags that could contain anything.

Harry wouldn't be home until five in the afternoon, so they had about five and a half hours to take the test and decide what they would do depending on the result. Y/N took the four boxes and entered the bathroom, while the others waited for her outside.

Since Y/N had never taken a pregnancy test before, she spent at least eight minutes reading the instructions. She followed all the instructions and when she finished all four tests she had to wait at least five minutes. Her hands were sweaty and she felt numb as she left the bathroom and announced to the others that now they would just wait.

She sat next to Rosé while Lisa set the timer. Her mind was in a kind of loop where she could only imagine herself telling Harry over and over again: I'm pregnant. Sometimes those repetitions alternated and the result was either Harry extremely happy telling Y/N and their son how much he loved them, or it was Harry getting mad at her, or it was Harry not saying a word and just walking away.

Her thoughts were interrupted by Lisa's cell phone, announcing that the five minutes had passed. The three gazes of her friends landed on Y/N, who without saying a word went back to the bathroom, to the sink, where the four tests were perfectly placed.

When Y/N came out of the bathroom again, so pale her skin was starting to turn purple, Lisa, Rosé, and Jisoo approached her worriedly.

Y/N didn't say anything, just handed the evidence to Jisoo and headed to her room, slamming the door shut. Jisoo raised her arm and the three of them looked worriedly at the word inscribed on each of them.

Pregnant.

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MC Persona Chart Observations I: Celebrities Edition

The MC in Astrology, meaning Medium Coeli, is one of the 4 main points (ASC, IC, DSC, MC) in a Chart. It is the also the 10H. The MC/ 10H is a point that represents the career, the job area of the native. It is also about the reputation. In order to know more about this matter, we can look at it in the Natal Chart, but also the MC Persona Chart. This is what the study will be about in this post, taking celebrities MC PC as examples.

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These observations only apply to MC Persona Chart

❇ Keanu Reeves has his 5H ruler (Jupiter) in his 10H, meaning his career indeed involved a lot of creativity, and 5H is also the house of comedy, theater and acting, which makes even more sense.

❇ Having Jupiter in Leo/ in the 5H/ Ruler of the 5H could be a sign of being an actor.

❇ Selena Gomez has a stellium in her 1H, and she is very well known for her beauty and face.

❇ Justin Bieber has his Mercury in his 3H and his 3H' Ruler is Mercury! His sun is also at a Gemini degree.

❇ Having Leo rising or rising 29° means being extremely well known at your work. People see you and directly know who you are. (Keanu Reeves, Justin Bieber)

❇ Saturn 8H could express you will struggle a lot mentally because of your career. Justin Bieber has it, AND it's in Pisces, which explains why he had addictions.

❇ Having Sun at 5°, 17° or 29° always indicate having fame in your career. (Choi Wooshik, Hailey Bieber, Lee Minho, Gong Yoo)

❇ Juno, Groom/Briede could indicate what your spouse does as a job. Hailey Bieber has Groom 3H and Justin is a singer. Justin has Briede 2H and Hailey is a business woman.

❇ Mars in Leo/5H could be another indicator of being an Actor (Selena Gomez, Henry Cavill, Timothée Chalamet, Gong Yoo)

❇ Part of Fortune 11H could be a sign of blowing up on social media and it can be part of the fame or recognition.

❇ Uranus 5H could be a sign of having a sudden fame after some years. Pedro Pascal has that and became famous before turning 40 years old.

❇ Harry Styles has MC Mercury ruled, and his Mercury is in 9H. He was known worldwide ever since he started in One Direction and is a singer.

❇ Your MC's ruler in your 5H could indicate becoming famous. (Jungkook, Jack Harlow)

❇ Jungkook also has his Part of Fortune 5H, and people call him the Golden Maknae, because he shines whatever he does (maknae= youngest)

❇ MC ruler in Aquarius/11H could indicate being an influencer or just very famous for your online presence (Hailey Bieber, Kylie Jenner)

❇ Kim Jennie from BLACKPINK has her Sun conjunct Mercury in 8H, she is a rapper.

❇ Her 8H Ruler is also Mercury.

❇ Vertex in your MC PC could indicate what make a major turn in your career.

❇ Kim Jennie has Vertex Leo 7H and she signed a contract with YG Entertainment, a big idols agency.

❇ Harry Styles has Vertex Gemini 8H conjunct Mars and he became a singer by singing in X Factor, a television music competition show.

❇ Pedro Pascal has Vertex Capricorn and gained fame and success in his acting career later in his life. It can also mean you were meant to change your job field and make a real impact. Sabrina Carpenter has the same thing, and recently gained more appreciation for her music, later than some people.

❇ Vertex 6H could mean your hard work is what make your career take another turn. (Beyonce, Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez)

❇ Mercury 1H could mean people talk a lot about how you look, your face, your body, etc in your career. (Selena Gomez)

❇ Charles Leclerc has Saturn in his 10H, and Saturn is a planet that represents the car. Charles is a F1 Pilot.

❇ Kylie Jenner MC ruler is Jupiter and she has it in 12H. This house is all about the illusions and it can be about what is not real. She participates in her family's reality TV Show. Reality TV Shows are known for pretending to show "reality" while it's in fact just for entertaining purposes.

❇ Kylie also has her Sun in Libra, and she also got famous for her make up brand.

❇ Your 7H ruler in MC PC could represent what your business is about if you have one. Selena Gomez & Hailey Bieber both have their 7H in Venus signs and both of their Venus are in 1H. They both have a make up business.

❇ Sun 2H/8H could mean you got famous for your money, or your family's money.

❇ Rising sign will always say how you look during your career.

❇ Jennie has Capricorn rising, and she is known for having a "resting b*tch face" or just looking distant and cold when posing.

❇ Harry Styles has Scorpio Rising, he is known for changing his style multiple times during his career, and he is also "daring" with his style and looks.

❇ Leo Rising could mean the way you look at work will become iconic. Some of your looks will perhaps stay in "history" meaning one of your look could become so famous people can dress as you for halloween and people know who they are dressing as. (Justin Bieber, Sabrina Carpenter, Keanu Reeves)

❇ Sun conjunct Mercury will always be the n°1 indicator of being in the music industry. Sooo many singers/ rappers/ musician have this placement.

❇ Cancer rising people can be treated like babies during their career (Jungkook, Charles Leclerc)

❇ Sun in Pisces or 12H can make you hide from your career for sometimes. It can mean people don't need to see you for you to do your job. Or at some point you will not show yourself anymore in your career.

❇ Neptune 1H/ 8H can mean people are obsessed with you.

Thank you for reading!

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movie: youth in revolt // sunrise by louise glück // sign of the times - harry styles // little weirds by jenny slate // letter to a young poet by rainer maria rilke // more than this by patrick ness // abundance by amy schmidt // after life by rhian ellis

#parallels #quotes #comparisons #compilation #poetry compilation #harry styles #jenny slate #web weave #webweaving #web weaving #book quotes

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I get so high. every time u'r, every time u'r loving me

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Harry in Jenny Lewis' music video for 'Puppy and a Truck'

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Harry in Jenny Lewis‘ „Puppy and the Truck“ music video.

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Harry is featured in Jenny Lewis’ music video for Puppy and a Truck (x) - 06/03/23

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dolliewu's january fic recs

ꪶ ꫂ hi everyone, i've decided join in on monthly fic recs. i hope you all enjoy my faves of january!! ꪶ ꫂ

ꪶ ꫂ remember to like and reblog the works you enjoy in order to support each writer!! ꪶ ꫂ

ꪶ ꫂ however, make sure you read the information on each story themselves such as triggers & warnings ꪶ ꫂ

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woso

alexia putellas

❅ against all odds (to wait for you is all i can do) – part twelve (final part) by @thesunisatangerine alexia putellas x photojournalist!reader | mentions of grief, suggestive content

-this wasn’t the first time you caught yourself thinking how difficult it was to have two professional athletes in your life, and it also wasn’t the first time you wondered how their bodies could store so much energy.

❅ aromatic affections by @codiemarin alexia putellas x reader | fluffy smut, fingering, more fluffy than smutty actually

-you´ve had a rough few weeks and alexia wants to help you feel better.

ingrid engen, mapi leon

❅ always want you by @girlgenius1111 ingrid x mapi x reader

-with mapi injured, and ingrid running herself ragged with the team, r does everything she can think of to take some of the stress of them. she neglects herself in the process though, until an injury forces her to slow down. she doesn't take it very well.

aitana bonmati

❅ cope, coffee, and poetry by @repulsiveliquidation aitana bonmati x reader | smut, angst, mentions of cheating. 18+ DNI.

-“you deserve a lover who takes away the lies and brings you hope, coffee, and poetry.”

kpop

blackpink

❅ good girls go to heaven, bad girls go everywhere by @jensettermandu g!pjennie kim x fem!reader | mdni, morally grey characters, toxic relation/situationships, domestic abuse, violence, substance use/abuse, mentions of weight/toxic beauty standards, dubcon, a lot of smut (spitting, spanking, bondage, choking, rough sex, etc. appears), age gap (legal), mentions of sensitive topics, not made for glorification of toxic relationships, 12k+

-y/n opened the door to her apartment as the knocking wasn't stopping and groaned at the person on the other side.

twice

❅ like last years vogue by @sanazakis minatozaki sana x fem!reader | rich kids!au, smut, bondage, edging, praising, spanking, strapping, sana has her middle-class shit together, kinda friends to lovers, friends with benefits, money, sex, power, inspired by the wolf of wall street, which if you haven’t watched yet, can be described in three words. money, sex, power. (and drugs, so maybe not three words.)

-and maybe you’re just tired of the limitations of wealth, the grandeur, the opulence. maybe you’re just tired of seeing the same people day in and day out. but without that, there’s only sana — sana who smirks at you like there's a joke you’re never in on, who shows up in spaces she doesn’t belong and makes you want her.

❅ they can't love you like i love you by @sanarkeo dom!idol!nayeon x sub!idol!reader | exhibitionism, humiliation, power dynamics? unnie kink, 4k

-nayeon wants to show her girl off to the world.

aespa

❅ over her by @myouicieloz yoo jimin x reader | a little smut in the end (just a little). reader and yn don’t really talk abt it tbh. skipping meals

-you overhear karina talking about how clingy you are and from then out started being distant and non-affectionate towards her and she eventually confronts you and asks why you keep pushing her away, to which you tell her

peaky blinders

❅ little one by @tommyshelbyslittleprincess tommy shelby x reader

-tommy notices your pregnancy before you do

celebrities

harry styles

❅ taught well by @signoferoda dad!harry styles x reader

-the kids go into protective mode after someone flirts with y/n at the beach

call of duty

simon "ghost" riley

❅ too good by @dammn-dean simon riley x fem!reader | 2.4k

-"love, they are here!” simon’s voice bellowed through the flat to reach your ears.

❅ dad!simon blurb by @ragingbookdragon dad!simon riley x reader

-there’s something about seeing simon riley as a dad that makes her heart swell with love and adoration

❅ dig a little deeper by ^ simon riley x reader | explicit language, blood and wounds, 1.4k

-the pain surged through her side as she managed to pick herself up off the ground, rattled by the blast that had knocked her off her feet and into the dirt.

❅ his girls by @casiia simon riley x fem!reader | the SMALLEST bit of angst, just a lot of overly detailed domestic simon, baby daddy simon who is still in love with you, maybe ooc

-baby daddy!simon who walks with his daughter to school for her first day, he’s has her small disney-themed backpack tugged onto his shoulder, the straps too small and digging into his skin. but he doesn’t care.

❅ older boyfriend!simon by @luvit simon riley x gn!reader | mdni, 18+

-older-boyfriend!simon who tries to push you away at first.

❅ what they would say during sex by @prettybean cod x reader | 18+

-“i know it's big”

❅ simon blurb by @starstruckmiraclekitty simon riley x reader | fluff

-“you’ve fallen for them, haven’t you?”

❅ simon smut by @callmemickey simon riley x reader | smut

-simon riley fucks intensely and passionately.

❅ to be alive in the summer by @halcyone-of-the-sea simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader | angst, betrayal, intense gore, violence, death, allusions to intimacy, weapons, vulgar language, recovery, torture, happy ending, 8.3k

-betrayal had never been in your cards, and you definitely didn't see yourself being the one responsible for the act. When having to go undercover, first comes the problem of staging your death.

❅ simon fic by ^ simon riley x fem!reader | gore, death, blood, panic attack

-your body shakes violently, blood dripping down like crimson tears from your hands. the overwhelming sense of dread sits with bullet fragment aggression in the delicate make-up of your psyche.

❅ denial by @callsign-prophet simon riley x reader

-you're not his girlfriend, but don't you dare to have a date with someone else. if he only has eyes for you, so do you.

❅ dad!simon by @lundenloves dad!simon riley x reader | fluff, angst

-simon reacting to his oldest daughter having a small crush on a boy at school! overprotective simon having to be scary

❅ secret wife by @moongreenlight simon riley x secretwife!reader

-if there’s one thing gaz knows how to do, it’s shut the fuck up.

❅ lovely by @yawnderu dad!simon "ghost" riley x mom!reader | fluff

-"she looks just like you."

❅ simon comforts his son during a tantrum by @nsharks dad!simon riley x reader | very brief abuse mention

-“what do we need the cranberries for, love?”

❅ neighborhood watch by @kkvqwrites simon riley x fem!reader | violence, breaking and entering, SA mentioned/alluded to (not on-screen)

-the news had reported some unsolved break-ins. if you thought simon took it overboard with his protectiveness before, you were in for a shock.

❅ talk dirty to me by @yujivrs konig, ghost, and price | praise, slight breeding kink, degradation, dumbification

-their dirty talking styles.

könig

❅ cute blurb by @peaches-creek könig x reader

-you have been tossing and turning for what felt like hours. the gargantuan man that slept beside you has been knocked out, as he has been for hours.

❅ distracting dreams. longer name by @dizzykss könig x reader | marks, fingering, pussy play, semi-public, slight age gap

-könig notices you avoiding him. and it doesn’t take long for him to figure out that it’s all because of a little dream you had.

❅ talk dirty to me by @yujivrs konig, ghost, and price | praise, slight breeding kink, degradation, dumbification

-their dirty talking styles.

❅ the invisible string theory by @halcyone-of-the-sea könig x fem!reader | human trafficking, mentions of unwanted touching, trauma, blood, gore, guns, bullets, protective!könig, soft!könig, nightmares, mentions of bullying, etc.

-you didn't expect the man who gave you his coat to be the same one to bust down the door where you and the other women slept - sniper hood scaring everyone within an inch of their life. you didn't expect him to become so important to you, either. (based on könig's in-game backstory)

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Harry is featured in Jenny Lewis’ ‘Puppy and a Truck’ music video wearing the dog costume! (6 March 2023)

#harry styles #harry update #jenny lewis #video #march 2023 #Youtube

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hstylesloverr · 2 years

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YOUR CHOICE.

dad!harry x singer!reader | the series’s masterlist | part one.

parining: dad!harry x singer!reader

warnings: a little bit of angst, fluff, mentions of abortion, a small mention of l*rries, pregnancy, mention of vomiting and nausea.

May 2019.

Y/N had never felt so panicked in her entire life. Not when she moved from her home in America to Korea, not when she first debuted in the entertainment world, not when she met celebrities she was a fan of, not when she debuted again but as a solo artist, not when Harry told her how he felt about her. She had never felt that cold sweat that bathed her entire body, nor that constant and unstoppable trembling of her hands, even the headache and the desire to vomit that attacked her.

She didn't know how to tell Harry. She couldn't find the words or the strength to speak. When Rosé, Lisa and Jisoo came to her bedroom door and tried to reassure her, Y/N simply told them to go away, that she needed to be alone. And so they did, understanding that Y/N would be better off and feel like she had control over things if she decided how to continue from now on.

The only problem was that Y/N had no idea what to do. For the next few hours after she found out she was pregnant, she lay in her bed, not moving, not eating or going to the bathroom. Just looking at the ceiling and thinking what the hell was going to happen in her life from that moment on.

To be honest, Y/N liked the idea of having the baby. She liked the idea of seeing his son or daughter when he was born, of seeing the baby say his first words and the baby first steps; to see Harry with his baby, caring for him and loving him more than anything in this world.

If she were in other circumstances, she would have kept it, but there were other factors, especially her career, that left her uncertain of what to do.

When Harry arrived a little earlier than expected and saw Y/N in bed, he immediately knew something was wrong. Because she was still supposed to be in meetings with her company and would be home even later than he was.

"Y/N, baby?" He whispered walking over to the bed and rubbing Y/N's shoulder gently “Do you feel very sick? I can take you to the ER if you want.”

"No, Harry," Y/N murmured in a cracked voice, still with his back to him. “I`m just tired.”

“Sure?” Harry asked, lying down next to her and patting her arm to comfort her. When Y/N nodded, he kissed her shoulder affectionately. “Okay, honey, get some sleep, huh? I will prepare dinner.”

Harry didn't believe her one bit at her excuse, but decided not to push her and instead make her feel better about the food he made for her. So he left her upstairs in her room and went downstairs to the kitchen to make her dinner.

It turned out that Y/N actually did feel tired, so she slept for a couple of hours and when she woke up to her mobile, which was ringing for an incoming call, she felt the reality of her situation hit her again when she saw the number of Rose.

"Have you told Harry yet?" Her friend asked as soon as Y/N answered the call.

"No, not yet," Y/N answered. “I do not know what to tell him.”

“The truth, Y/N. Tell him that you are pregnant and that you don't know what to do, tell him that you need his help. What is your boyfriend for, then, if he can't help you?”

Rosé's words made sense, how could they not? But Y/N was afraid that Harry would be overwhelmed by the situation, just as she felt. The only difference is that he could pack his stuff and leave, Y/N didn't have that choice.

"And if he don't want to be with me when I tell him? What if he just walks away” Y/N confessed her fears to her friend.

“Then you'll be fine because you've got rid of an asshole like him. And I will hunt him down to death, I promise you. But if you never tell him...”

“I know, I'll wonder what would have happened if.”

“Exactly, go tell him and then tell me, okay?”

“I guess.”

When Y/N went down to the kitchen, Harry was setting the table. He looked up with a smile and motioned for her to sit down.

“Come, sit down, eating will do you better.”

The truth is that Y/N didn't feel like eating one bit. And Rosé's words played over and over in her brain. What would have happened if. Rose was right, if Harry left it would hurt, of course it would hurt, but it would be better, it would be better eventually. If Harry stayed, well, they could figure out what to do with the baby together, as a fully established couple. So she bluntly swallowed hard, brushed all her fears aside like trash, and took a deep breath before letting it out.

"Harry, I'm pregnant.”

Those three words made her boyfriend stop in his tracks. Y/N looked at him apprehensively, not knowing what he was going to do next. Harry set the plate on the counter, ran a hand through his hair, a habit that was now common for him, and looked at her with sparkling eyes.

“What?”

Y/N swallowed hard again. Feeling again how the drops of sweat began to form due to the stress of what was about to happen.

“I'm pregnant. I went to the pharmacy and bought two pairs of tests and they all came back positive. I'm...sorry. I know it's not the right time because... ¡Fuck! you're going to release your second album in December and you and I are going to be on tour next year and a baby is the last thing you need right now.”

Harry fell silent. Y/N felt tears welling up in her eyes. The prickling and anguish in her stomach only told her that she was about to burst into tears.

“Say something.”

Harry put his hand to the bridge of his nose, rubbing it. He then stared at her, and then looked down at her flat stomach exposed by the top she was wearing.

"Sorry, it's just that you caught me by surprise. I was thinking something happened to you but I never thought it was because you're pregnant.”

“Aren't you angry?” Y/N asked in a small and nervous voice. Harry frowned, suddenly very confused. Seeing Y/N's tear-soaked eyes, he sighed heavily and walked over to hug her and repeatedly kiss her on the head.

“How can I be angry, huh? You take my babe in there. Besides, to make a child you need two people, right?”

Y/N nodded repeatedly, suddenly feeling so overwhelmed with relief that she felt her shoulders begin to tremble from crying. Harry pulled away from her, looking at her worriedly.

“Why are you crying, pretty? Everything will be fine, I promise you.”

Y/N shook his head as Harry's thumbs wiped the tears from his face.

“They are tears of happiness. I love you so much." Harry gave her a kiss on the forehead and led her quickly to the sofa, telling her to sit down, she obeyed confused. However, when Harry brought her the food with an extra quantity and water, Y/N looked at him lovingly.

“Harry, no need...”

"You have to be comfortable, pretty," he interrupted her. “Eat, you need to feed the baby too. Tomorrow I'll start calling the best gynecologists and doctors and whatever it takes for the baby. You just rest.”

Y/N suddenly changed her expression. Of course, Harry was now in the euphoria that in nine months he would possibly be a father, but then came the realization that he would have to cancel his tour and upcoming promotional events, and that would be a waste of money and outrage from his fans. And the same thing would happen with Y/N's career, probably her company would replace her forever and put her out of a job. They couldn't afford that.

"Harry…" Y/N placed her food and drink on the small coffee table and looked at him. "I'm not sure I want to have the baby."

Two seconds passed, then another, and finally a small, almost inaudible:

“Oh.”

“It's not... it's not because I don't want to have a family with you, H. Our jobs... aren't normal. From the third trimester I will have to be on leave and then I will be on maternity leave for another two months. That would be like half a year without being able to work, and very possibly they would cancel my contract and throw me out on the street. And you... your second album comes out in December and even before that you're full of publicity events, and then comes the world tour. Then there are the people… they're going to talk, Harry, they're going to say a million things just like they did with Louis when he had Freddie. They already say things like our relationship isn't ours or it's not real or that I'm just a distraction to make people think you're straight. I told you I didn't care because I don’t, but now it's not about me, it's about our son. I don't want to see people talking or speculating about whether our child is ours, or someone else's, or a doll, dammit.”

“Do you think that I don't care when people say that our relationship is a publicity stunt, or that it's not real? Do you think I would like to see people saying that my baby is not mine?”

“I know that no! But that's what's going to happen if I decide to go ahead with my pregnancy, even if we don't want to. Harry we can't control people, and even though we think we can't control our own lives either, as long as we keep doing what we do, we'll never be ourselves, a part of us will always be theirs. How can we be so cruel as to put our baby in this world? We did it because we wanted to, we already knew the conse2quences and we did it anyway, but he would not have that opportunity to choose.

Harry stared at her for a couple of seconds, took a deep breath.

“I will withdraw. If in the end you decide to continue with this pregnancy, I will withdraw.”

Y/N felt his body tense. She looked at him confused, it was impossible that he really meant that.

“What?”

“You already heard it. I'll withdraw, and we can go live in a town outside of London or France or Korea or wherever you want. A quiet and out of the spotlight place to raise our baby. You will continue to work with your group and I will find myself a job as a producer or songwriter or whatever, something where I don't have to make public appearances. I will take care of our son.”

“You can’t do that.”

“Why not?”

Y/N looked at Harry like he was an idiot.

“Because what you love most is getting on stage and singing songs, seeing how all those people are there to see you, how they applaud you. You love hearing how people praise your work. I can't take that away from you.”

“My ego doesn't matter if it's about my family, Y/N, you already know that.”

Y/N tried to find an excuse, anything, but Harry seemed to have already made up his mind. Of course Y/N appreciated that Harry was willing to do this for her, for their baby. But it was too much, even for him. Quit his job, the one he loved so much, for which he had given up his adolescence, his private life, and a million other things?

"Harry, listen…" Y/N gently took both hands in his, "I love the idea of starting a family with you, but I also want you to be happy, as happy as you can be, before we settle down. And if that means we have to wait a few more years... that's completely fine with me.”

“This isn't about me, Y/N, you're the one who's pregnant."

“I know but...”

“Do you want to have it? Regardless of everything, do you want to have it? Because if you don't want to, if you really don't want to, I'll accompany you tomorrow to an abortion clinic.”

Y/N found herself speechless. There she had it: the support she had feared so badly from Harry, because she thought it wasn't going to come. She had the support of her partner, whatever decision she made. It didn't matter what Harry wanted, or what anyone else wanted, it only mattered what Y/N wanted.

"Well…" she hesitated a little, "I love the idea of having it, Harry. To see him grow and take care of him and love him, especially with you by my side. I know that if I decide to have him you will love him more than anything so I’m not worried about that, I know that even if things do not go well between us you will worry about your son and you will continue to love him as always. What I'm worried about is what's going to happen to our careers, because, I mean... it's what we live off of, Harry.”

Harry nodded, understandable as always, and patted her shoulder gently to comfort her.

“Listen, we'll talk to your company, okay? We will tell them about our situation and we will propose that you hold all the important events after the summer in the first few months. The recording of the new album, the choreographies, whatever. So the last months of your pregnancy you will not have to do anything. And we will propose to delay the tour until May or June.”

Y/N thought about it with a cold head. Maybe, maybe it could work. If they organized their ideas better and explained it sparingly, they could do it. Y/N felt very grateful to Harry for how he was putting her at ease. Without him, she possibly would have panicked.

"So…" Harry murmured slowly and carefully, "should I call the gynecologist to make an appointment, or an abortion clinic?"

Y/N looked at Harry. She looked up at him with his perfect mop of curly hair, his green eyes meeting her brown, his chubby pink mouth, and his straight-bridged nose. Harry's expression was curious, and when Y/N looked at him she realized that this was all she had been looking for, and she understood why Harry had told her that if she had the baby, he would back off. But she was too stubborn and she wasn't going to let Harry give up on his dreams.

"Harry, don't withdraw" she murmured, laying her head down with her boyfriend's.

“I must do it, it's for the best, I'll be fine, I promise.”

Y/N took a deep breath.

“We can't know everything right now. We have nine months to prepare, and then we'll see what happens, huh? Other artists have done it, have children, I mean.” Harry looked at her with a smile.

"I guess that means tomorrow I should hurry up and call a gynecologist."

Y/N smiled, feeling her nose brush against Harry's. She felt the heat emanating from her body like a heater, warming her as well. Y/N nodded repeatedly, feeling tears pricking her eyes.

“You guess right.”

Harry's face broke into the biggest smile Y/N had ever seen, and he hurried to give her a tender kiss on the lips, and then on the cheeks, and then on the nose, and then on the temple, and then on the forehead.

"I love you so much, you and our baby," he said. Y/N felt Harry's hand move to her belly, which hadn't shown any kind of change yet, but they both knew their baby, the love of their lives, was there, forming. “I can't wait to put a ring on your finger.”

Y/N smiled, feeling so happy that she was beginning to think she would float from the euphoria.

“Ask me in a couple of years and I'll tell you yes.”

Harry gave a small laugh, brushing a couple of dark strands from her face. However, then he looked at the food he had brought her a while ago, which was still on the center table, already forgotten. He kissed Y/N on the cheek and got up to get the plate and go back to the kitchen to reheat it.

“Do you think the baby likes lasagna?”