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chrysbibi · 1 year

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Pairing: Haruto Watanabe x gn!Reader

Genre: Fluff

Summary: Who knew kisses could be so disastrous when painting your nails.

Word Count: 0.8k

Warnings: established relationship

"I don't understand how you can mess this up so bad!" Haruto sighs as he cleans the polish from your fingernails.

You giggle as he wipes the last of the color from your nails; his touch is gentle as he holds your hand in his.

"I don't know! I just can't paint the nail without painting some of the skin as well! How do you even do that?!" you complain as he sets the now color-stained cotton ball aside.

Haruto rolls his eyes as he ramages through the nail polish bottles in his little makeup bag, "So, what color do you want to paint it?"

"Mm…Black and red!" you grin at him and he stops looking in the bag, turning to face you.

"So, like mine?"

"Yes!"

Haruto huffs, but you can see how the corners of his lips tug upwards, threating to break into a smile.

"Since when did you become so sappy?"

He finds the two colors in his bag and sets them on the table next to you. He takes your right hand in his, thumb brushing over your fingers as he opens the black polish bottle.

"Since you started getting so embarrassed about it." you smile at him smugly and Haruto gives you a dirty look before he focuses on your nails again.

"I am not embarrassed!" he tries keeping his voice monotone, eyes glued on your fingers as he paints them, deliberately avoiding your face.

"Mmm." you mumble as you stare at him and the growing blush on his cheeks.

He paints your thumb, your index and small fingers black, finishing your right hand and then moving on the left one. He dyes your index and middle fingers black before putting the cap of the nail polish back in the bottle, closing it.

He notices you staring at him with a smile on your face, but chooses to ignore it. But, when your gaze still follows him as he twists open the red polish bottle and starts painting the remaining fingers red, he can't help but ask.

"What?"

Your smile grows bigger, but you shake your head, "Nothing."

He raises an eyebrow and glances at you suspiciously before lowering his face to finish with your right hand.

"Do I have something on my face?"

When you don't reply, he raises his head to look at you and you bring your hand closer to his face. He is taken a bit aback, leaning back by instinct.

"It's just an eyelash." you lie and he brings his hand to his face in an attempt to find it.

"Wait, let me do it!"

Haruto stares at you and puts his hand down as you cup his face, thumb stroking the skin under his left eye. He closes his eyes instinctively as you caress the skin and the nonexistent eyelash.

You bite your lip, trying not to laugh at his soft expression. You lean closer and connect your lips to his, in a gentle kiss. Haruto keeps his eyes closed, his breath catching in the back of his throat as you kiss him softly. His lips move to match yours and they taste like chocolate.

You break the kiss, slowly opening your eyes to look at Haruto who parts his lips, lingering at the feeling of your lips on his. A moment later he flutters his eyes open and you smile at him as you make eye contact.

His face immediately turns red and he grabs your left hand, lowering his head supposedly to look better at your nails, but mostly to cover his blush. His red ears still peak out from his long, dark hair and you chuckle, finding his embarrassment adorable.

He paints till the last nail, humming satisfied as he places the cap back in the nail polish bottle and turns to you.

"Do you like them?"

You extend your hands in front of you and admire your newly painted nails and grin.

"I love them! Thank you!" you say excitedly and jump towards him.

"Wait they haven't dried yet-" Haruto exclaims as your body crashes into his and your lips meet again, taking his breath away.

He soon forgets about your freshly painted nails and melts into the kiss, his arms wrapping around your body. You lock your hands around his neck and bend your head to the side to have better access to his lips. He pulls you closer and you stumble forward on the floor, grabbing his cardigan for balance as he deepens the kiss.

You moan as his tongue licks your bottom lip and you open your mouth, letting his tongue slip inside. You tug his hair roughly and he groans into the kiss, pulling you harder against his chest.

You break the kiss, both of you breathing heavily as you stare into each other's eyes. Haruto bites his bottom lip as he tries to contain his smile, but fails miserably the moment you playfully poke his nose.

That is until he notices your nails, suddenly grabbing your hand and bringing it on his eye level; eyes squinting to look at it. He sighs disappointed and loosens his grip on it, letting it fall to your side.

"We will have to re-paint them!"

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harutou · 1 year

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#haruto #haruto moodboard #haruto icons #haruto watanabe #watanabe haruto #moodboard #kpop moodboard #kpop icons #kpop #icons #treasure haruto #treasure moodboard #treasure icons #treasure #moodboard messy #messy moodboard

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unforgiven-girlzz · 1 year

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𓏲࣪ ˖࣪ ₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ ִ ˑ 家 𖥔 ּ ִ ˑ

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och405o · 3 months

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Can I please request haruto as a boyfriend thx xoxoxo

Haruto bf headcanon

Andy’s notes: I am embarrassed to say this has been in my drafts for 3 months. I am so sorry for the wait but I’m going to try and be back and more active. Uni is just kicking my ass rn 😭 again I’m so sorry.

Haruto would be a little awkward at first

Hear me out

He would be super sweet and caring,

Just.. maybe a little awkward..

I feel like he would be pretty inexperienced

But that’s okay bc he had you 🫶

I think he wouldn’t be super clingy

He likes his space but when he gets tired or when he missed you

He can be a teddy bear just don’t tell the members

He would love to share his music with you

Haruto would just sit next to you and give you one of his AirPods in complete silence just so you could listen to his music with him.

Dating Haruto would be so comfortable

Like you never have to worry about being uncomfortable around him

He would always be there for you

And care for you so much

Just might not be able to find the words to tell you

Definitely more of an acts of service kinda bf!!

But a sweet one nonetheless

#kpop #treasure reactions #treasure imagines #treasure haruto #haruto watanabe #treasure #treasure x reader

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wooziglee · 3 months

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Sweet Creature

The sweetest human being I've ever seen. Sweet, sweet as sugar. That signature smile that always sticks in my head. The most beautiful creation, Watanabe Haruto.

#moodboard #kpop icons #kpop moodboard #celebrities #haruto #treasure #treasure haruto #haruto moodboard #haruto watanabe #moodboard kpop #moodboard messy #messy moodboard #messy headers #messy icons

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milkybonya · 1 year

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love fool ☆ haruto

order 062, 🐦 anon: large banana milk tea with pudding and crystal tapioca pearls for trsr Haruto

! : reader is kinda dramatic and mean to Haruto T_T but he's mean back heh, ft. class president!Yoshi, badminton references, crying, very much +1k it ended up loong

# : enemies to lovers! , lazy!Haruto and high achiever!(gn)reader, Haruto and reader are high school seniors

[💌: finally found time to watch weak hero and can u tell this is loosely nspired by that >_< also title is based off lovefool by n.flying 🫶🏼]

all Haruto wants is to make it to lunch so he can nap. all you want is to make sure you get into your first university choice on a scholarship. aka you also want the highest grades. that's a bit of a problem, especially when the two of you keep getting in each other's way.

squeak. squeak. squeak. squeak.

someone in class had been shaking their leg up and down for the past ten minutes, driving you crazy as you tried to take notes. their rubber shoes were making sounds as they hit the linoleum floor and you were about to throw your own shoe at whoever it was.

"Haruto. stop shaking your leg and pay attention. it's bad luck," Yoshinori, the top student whispered somewhere behind you.

Haruto scoffed in response but stopped, and finally your ears were at peace. you were so happy you could give Yoshi a kiss or something--

squeak. squeak. squeak.

you gritted your teeth together. just 6 more minutes of class and all of this would be over.

no.

you couldn't do it.

you suddenly got up and everyone's eyes turned to you.

"teacher, i really need to use the washroom," you said before storming off, not even giving your teacher a chance to reply.

you washed your face and took a few deep breaths before hurrying back, not wanting to miss the lesson. luckily, you were able to get all the important parts noted down before lunch.

"finally, lunch!" Haruto exclaimed, standing up and doing a booty jiggle in joy.

his friends all laughed and you sighed, turning to him with a glare.

"stop being disruptive during class. you're annoying enough during lunch anyway, so save it for then," you said before you walked away.

Haruto simply watched you with a glare. he didn't get why you were always such a party pooper.

in the cafeteria, Haruto wanted to quickly eat so he could head back to class and nap before lunch ended. so, he cut in line. seeing one of his friends near the front, he slid in next to them and quickly picked up a tray.

you, being a few people behind him and having waited five minutes so far just to get to this spot, found it hard to tolerate the tall boy's actions.

"hey, Ruto! don't cut in line. head to the back, we've all been waiting for ages," you shouted, sternly.

Haruto threw you a glare, actually kind of scaring you.

"don't call me Ruto. only my friends call me that. and stop acting like we're close and you can order me around," he replied, returning to his food.

his voice was deep and his eyes looked at you from behind his lids. your heart raced out of probable fear the whole time he interacted with you but once he was gone, all you could do was scoff.

thud.

your hand slammed down on Haruto's desk. he woke up dazed but sat upright, somewhat fearing for his life.

"no one cuts in line and gets away with it," you grumbled.

then, you grabbed Haruto's water bottle and splashed some in his face. he was seething with anger.

"and this is for being so loud during class," you huffed.

Yoshi watched everything from the seat beside Haruto while holding back laughter, shocked at your attitude.

"do you think getting the top grades makes you all that?!" Haruto exclaimed while standing up, his voice cracking because of how angry he was.

everyone held back their laughter after hearing the pitch of his voice.

"shut up, all of you!" Haruto screeched before storming out of the class.

during phys ed class, two teams were formed for badminton.

"the class president and the student with the highest grades in this class will form the two teams. team captains, pick your teammates and then we can begin," the teacher explained, organizing the rackets and birdies.

you eyed Yoshi as he began to pick his teammates. Haruto. Jaehyuk. Jeongwoo. Asahi. all his friends. you scoffed and leaned against a net.

"if you don't get picked by Yoshi or if you simply don't wanna be on that team, come here," you said, matter-of-factly.

you were surprised to see a lot of people joined you. after dividing everyone into pairs to play doubles, you decided you would play singles, since there was an odd number of students.

when it was time to start, you waited at a net for your opponent. Haruto came marching over, looking relaxed but clearly bottling up some anger.

"did you wanna play against me or was it Yoshi's decision?" you asked, practicing swinging your racket.

"if i beat you today, you're gonna let me cut in line at lunch, let me be as loud as i want in class, and let me sleep whenever i want," Haruto said, serving.

"if i win then you stay quiet, don't cut in lines, and you owe me another wish that i haven't decided," you replied as you returned the serve.

Haruto faced sideways as he ran to hit the birdie, and you noticed his long locks in a ponytail. it's cute, you found yourself thinking.

"why do you get another wish and i don't?" Haruto complained.

"because you asked for three things and i only asked for two."

you smashed the birdie down while Haruto was giving you a confused look, earning you your first point.

the game continued, and even though the rest of your classmates were having fun and taking breaks, you and Haruto were taking things extra seriously.

by the end of the class hour, you had won by three points and Haruto's hair was stuck to his forehead. despite hating the mere sight of him, you still offered him some of your water.

"thanks," he said before chugging it down. you watched his adam's apple bob up and down... then realized he finished all your water and left none for you.

"Haruto!" you yelled after him.

he smirked and grinned at the ground while he walked away.

"so. i won the game, right? you're gonna be quiet in class, right?" you asked Haruto at his desk.

he glared at you slightly before replying, "yeah but you never said for how long. could be a minute. could be an hour. could be months."

he had his chin resting on his palm as he smiled up at you with a mischievous smirk.

"you know exactly what i mean and if you act up, i'm not helping you on our group project."

"group project?"

"class, today i'll be telling you about a new assignment. it's a group project and i used a random generator to decide the pairs," the teacher spoke up just then.

you smirked at Haruto this time, keeping eye contact as both of your names were called.

"Haruto and y/n will be together," the teacher said.

Haruto looked at you with disgust as you mouthed to him to stay quiet, or else you'd make him fail the group project. luckily, he did as he was told.

you waited for Haruto at a café. he was five minutes late and you were trying hard not to call him and yell at him as soon as he picked up. you did yell at him when he arrived, though.

"and where in the hell were you? the café's practically closing!" you huffed as the tall boy approached.

he didn't bat an eye as he sat across you.

"y/n, it's so busy. they're open for like 6 more hours, still," he explained, rolling his eyes at you while trying to hide a smile.

"whatever. anyways, do you have any topic ideas?"

"no. i thought you were deciding that, mx 'i get all the top grades'," Haruto joked.

you stuck your tongue out at him and pulled out your notebook. he was right, though. you actually had decided on some topics.

after choosing one and starting your research, dividing the work and starting the process, the two of you parted ways for the night.

on presentation day, Haruto was nowhere to be found. you called him about a hundred times, asked all his friends, but there was no trace of him. still, you had to present, so you tried your best. though, you could only present for 5 minutes instead of 10 since Haruto wasn't there to do his part, and the teacher told you you would lose marks for it.

and boy, did you lose marks.

you got a 25% out of 100%. in other words, a complete fail. even after pleading the teacher to understand the situation, they explained to you that rules are rules. if a partner is absent, thats 50% of your grade gone. and the other 25% was because you weren't able to properly present without Haruto, showing the holes in your knowledge.

"but i'm the top student! you know i know what i'm doing," you whined to the teacher.

"no exceptions, y/n. i feel bad, i really do, but there's nothing i can do," the teacher explained.

the next day, Haruto hobbled into class on crutches. you felt relief seeing his little ponytail bobbing up and down as he tried to walk to his desk. then, you felt anger.

"where the hell were you yesterday?" you growled at the boy, who had just managed to take a seat.

"do you not see i'm literally injured?" he said back with a frown.

"you could've told me, at least! or sent me your part so i could present it! i got a 25% because of you," you complained.

"it's just a grade, get over it."

Haruto's words were like a punch in your face. 'get over it'? how could you get over it when getting into your dream university was the only thing on your mind right now?

your eyes started to fill with tears. you were so full of anger you didn't know what to do, it felt like a kettle was boiling and whistling within but there was no way to remove it from the stove. so, you stormed off before you could even get the chance to cause trouble.

"hey, that was really harsh, Ruto," Yoshi quietly told his friend with a concerned look.

Haruto shrugged and rolled his eyes, but inside he was a bit worried. as much as the two of you were not on the greatest terms, he knew what he said was wrong. what he didn't know was how to make it right.

"go after them and apologize," Yoshi suggested.

Haruto didn't hesitate for a second before he got up and ran out of the classroom, trying to find where you ran off to.

after searching for some time, he slowed his steps when he heard quiet sobs coming from the empty music classroom. hoping it wasn't you, he slowly approached the class and peeked in through the slightly ajar door.

"y/n?" a deep voice called out your name.

you quickly wiped your eyes and looked up to find Haruto, a worried look on his face. vulnerable and exposed, you didn't know what to do.

"hey, y/n i'm sorry for what i said. that wasn't cool of me. and i'm also sorry i couldn't let you know i wouldn't make it to class. i'll try to explain to the teacher so just... please.. don't be sad," Haruto almost pleaded the last line. his heart was completely shattered seeing your puffy eyes and tear-stained face.

you took the hand that he extended out to you as he helped you stand up, and he walked you to the bathroom.

"wash up and come back to class, okay? but if you're not feeling well and want to go home, i can take notes for you," Haruto said.

"you? take notes?" you almost laughed.

Haruto smiled seeing you in a brighter state.

"yes, dummy. let me make it up to you," he said, ruffling your hair and walking away.

you could hear and feel your heartbeat, somehow missing Haruto's presence the second he turned his back on you. even though you were so angry just moments before, receiving such a sincere apology eased all your worries. you finally knew what to use your badminton wish on.

"here are the notes," Haruto said, placing a notebook on your desk.

you looked up with a grin as you opened up the green book, ready to make fun of Haruto's writing or unorganized notes. to your surprise, these notes were better than anything you could've taken.

"if i put effort into school, i could succeed. i just don't want to," Haruto said with a shrug before walking away.

"hey, wait!"

the tall boy turned to look at you, curiously.

"let me treat you to food.. for the notes," you explained.

Haruto told you it was fine and didn't matter, since the notes where to make up for him being absent for the presentation, but you persisted.

"this is my wish for winning badminton. let me treat you to a meal," you said with a smile.

"this is your wish?"

"yeah. now accept before i change my mind and make you wash my clothes or something."

"the teacher said we can present again after school in his office, so don't worry about the grade anymore," Haruto said, his cheeks full of fried chicken.

"what? why are you laughing?" he asked.

you took a photo and showed him, the way he had sauce smeared on his face, how his cheeks were full and his fingers messy.

"oh... well that's no fair. we both need to be messy to have fun when eating" he said, smearing sauce on your nose.

"hey!" you yelled, trying to get back at him before he apologized and wiped your face with a napkin.

"i'm sorry, i'm sorry. eat comfortably!" Haruto said with a laugh.

once you paid for the meal and both of you left, Haruto showed you a café.

"if you've got nothing to do, shall we go there? their fluffy pancakes are so good," he said, excitedly bouncing around.

"if they're as fluffy as your hair then i'll go," you replied, ruffling his dark locks before running away.

Haruto laughed and chased after you.

at the café was when a mood change between the two of you first began. you felt more comfortable than ever with Haruto that day, wiping cream off each other's faces and complaining about teachers.

from then on, rather than glaring at each other and angrily cursing from afar, you were laughing at each other's jokes and bonding over music and tv shows. during lunch time when Haruto would lean in to steal a bite of your food, so close that you could boop his nose, it was hard to not notice the way your heart rate sped up.

even that night at the café after you parted ways, you were up all night sharing music with Haruto. so, when you both showed up to class the next morning with dark circles, you shared a knowing smile.

"Haruto, were you up all night gaming again?" Yoshi asked his friend.

Haruto shook his head, smiling dreamily in your direction. he was so excited for lunch time to come, not so he could nap, but so he could talk with you again. and as soon as the bell rang, he got up and raced to your desk.

"wanna eat together?" he asked.

Yoshi watched the interaction with an eyebrow raised, confused to see you leaving the classroom together.

it was like that for weeks. the two of you suddenly became inseparable. your friends became Haruto's friends and vice versa. they kept asking if you were dating, to which you'd shyly reply 'no', but you couldn't hide how much you enjoyed hearing their assumptions. at some point, you started to wish it was true.

you had always seen Haruto as attractive but since he started being nice to you, it was even harder to keep your eyes off him. was it how he'd run his fingers through his dark locks, only for them to fall in his eyes again? and how he'd grab the elastic around his wrist with his teeth so he could just tie his hair out of his face? was it smile, his little smirk where the corners of his lips would turn downwards as he grinned?

every time he wrapped his arm around your shoulders after he ran towards you in the hallway, every time he called your name, every time he sighed while you explained the lesson to him, every time he's smirk when you gave him a cola can for no reason, it was in those moments when you truly felt like yourself.

you were a lovefool for Haruto, but you were also the most y/n in his presence. little did you know, he was more than a lovefool for you, too.

well, you found out pretty soon when he asked you to listen to a song he liked during lunch one day. he was sitting in front of you while you sat at your desk, and you shut your eyes as he gently placed the earbuds in your ears. you nodded along and he watched your every move, his eyes sparkling because he was staring at the person he now loved the most.

the song was just another love song, but when you opened your eyes and saw Haruto greeting you with heart eyes, it felt different. the voice confessing their love for someone suddenly sounded like Haruto singing for you, and you grew so flustered that you had to rip the earbuds out of your ears.

"what happened, do you not like it?" Haruto asked, worriedly.

"no, no, i just.. earbuds give me a headache," you lied, convincingly.

Haruto nodded with a smile, asking about your real thoughts on the song.

"it's so sweet.. it makes me melt," you said, shyly.

slowly and cautiously, Haruto took your hands in his. your heart started beating faster and you looked around, but no one was watching.

"good, 'cause it's how i feel about you, y/n," Haruto said.

you gulped as your throat felt dry, and you felt like your heart was beating so fast it would burst out your chest. the only thing keeping you grounded was Haruto's hands in yours.

"i like you, y/n. can i be your boyfriend?" he asked, tilting his head to one side.

"say yes!" whispered Yoshi from two seats away, acting like it wasn't him when you glared at him.

you turned instead to Haruto and nodded. he whisked you out of your seat as soon as you did, running hand in hand with you in the hallways.

"i don't know where we're going, but if we end up at the snack bar then everything is on me!" he yelled, his voice cracking.

his wide, box smile made you laugh but his strong grip and the hairs fallen loose from his ponytail made you realize just how hard you'd fallen for him.

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b-ubbleberry · 7 months

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⋅˚₊‧ ୨@w-eons ‧₊˚ ⋅

౨⋆˙ @yeritos ⟡♡

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k-etak · 2 years

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living in an illusion.

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psychicreadsgirl · 6 months

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hi, can you do treasure’s haruto ideal type? tysm <3

Sexy, a lot of fun, good looking (people would generally find them good looking), funny, has a nice smile, positive, not a party pooper, doesn't complain much or whine much, gives him a lot of freedom and space, doesn't control him, independent, mature, wise, supportive, good communicator, fashionable and dresses in a way that suits their personality and body type, charming, sociable, well-liked by those around them, cool, knows when to be serious and when to be laidback, slender

#treasure #haruto #kpop readings #kpop predictions #yg #yg entertainment #kpop prediction #psychic readings #ideal types #ideal type #love readings #relationship readings #watanabe haruto #haruto watanabe

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umioonrl · 1 year

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:: «ruto» means safe place

#messy moodboard #kpop icons #kpop moodboard #moodboard #haruto icons #haruto moodboard #haruto watanabe #treasure moodboard #treasure icons #haruto lq icons #treasure haruto #treasure lq icons #y2k moodboard #beige moodboard #brown moodboard #soft icons #soft moodboard

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wavetoausti · 2 years

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#haruto moodboard #treasure #haruto watanabe #haruto layouts #white moodboard #treasure moodboard #hyunsuk moodboard #jihoon moodboard #yoshi moodboard #junkyu moodboard #mashiho moodboard #jaehyuk moodboard

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harutou · 2 years

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#haruto moodboard #haruto #haruto icons #haruto watanabe #watanabe haruto #moodboard #kpop moodboard #kpop icons #kpop #icons #treasure haruto #treasure moodboard #treasure icons #treasure #moodboard messy

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unforgiven-girlzz · 1 year

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𓏲࣪ ˖࣪ ₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ ִ ˑ 🎻 𖥔 ּ ִ ˑ

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lavender-kills · 9 months

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#Haruto #Haruto Watanabe #Treasure #Treasure YG #The cutest boy #I love that hair on him #lavenderkills

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n1cholaswang · 1 year

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IF YOU CANT HANG — WH

boyfriend!haruto x gn!reader

cw: established relationship, some fluff, cheating, angst, mentions of xg's cocona, cursing, idk lemme know if i missed something

a/n: been down in the dumps lately so i decided to write my very first angst fic for this account! btw i love cocona so don't come for me. i just used her cause she and haruto both trained at avex

wc: 1.1k

you and haruto have been dating for the past 2 years and you loved each other.

he always gave you forehead and crown kisses, played video games with you, cooked for you, slept in the same bed as you, bought you many gifts, sent you selfies of himself when he's away, made songs for you and so much more.

you especially loved when he's tired and cuddles you, his face tucked under your chin as you play with his hair and he snores softly.

but as of late, he's been so busy: never coming home until 2 or 3 in the morning, never paying you any attention, his texts became less frequent, hell you even stopped sleeping together.

most nights when he came home late, he'd sleep with his back turned to you and other nights, he'd be passed out on the couch.

how could you cherish each other when it seems like he doesn't even wanna be around you?

you stayed up one night, waiting for him to come home. the cartoons on tv was getting blurry as hours passed by and you felt sleepy. you checked the time which read 7:03 am.

7 in the morning and he's still not home. you began to get worried as he's never stayed out for this long.

yawning, you grabbed your phone and dialed his number. after a couple rings, it goes to voicemail. you try again but he still doesn't answer the phone.

you try one last time, but it goes straight to voicemail. you scoff, lying down on the couch with a snorlax plush against your chest. you pretended that snorlax was your boyfriend, holding it close and falling asleep.

an hour later, haruto sneaks in, carefully and quietly closing the door. he takes off his shoes, going into the kitchen and opening the fridge to open a coke.

you hear the can opening and the drink fizzing up, waking up from your slumber and rubbing your eyes to properly wake you up.

"haru?", you groaned

he was surprised to hear your voice so closely as he thought you were upstairs sleeping.

"is that you, haru?"

he sighs, "yes, now go back to sleep"

you groan, "sleep with me haru"

he sips more of his soda, heading to the stairs, "later, go to sleep"

you hear his heavy footsteps descending, your eyes feeling heavy and wet with tears.

why was he acting like this? did he not love you anymore?

you grab snorlax, holding it for comfort and head upstairs, treading softly as haruto begins changing out of his clothes.

the light coming from your shared room was the only light in the house as the sun was slowly rising. you walk into the room, haruto's back to you as he pulled his shirt off, and that's when it all makes sense as to why he was out all the time and never taking the time out of his day to spend with you.

because he was spending it with someone else.

you notice scratch marks on his back and some faint love bites on his neck.

your eyes well up with tears, holding snorlax closer to you.

haruto grabbed his shirt, turning around and buttoning it up before his head lifts up and notices you standing there.

you see more love bites on his chest and neck, tears falling from your eyes and down your cheeks, and he notices.

"[name]... i can explain"

"explain what?!", you snap, "explain why you're cheating on me?!"

"it's not what it looks like-"

"really?! 'cause it looks like to me that you found somebody else"

"baby-"

"don't call me that!", you walk backwards, "don't you ever call me that again"

you walk out of the room, sobbing into your plush and heading for the bathroom for some comfort.

how could he do this to you? a year of doing nothing but being a good partner and loving him unconditionally and this is how he repays you. whoever is keeping him occupied can keep him as a whole because there's no way he's coming back into your life.

haruto knocked on the bathroom door, "ba- [name]? can we talk about this?"

you don't answer him, just folding your knees into your chest and staring at snorlax.

"baby... i'm sorry, okay? i just-"

"how long has this been going on?"

he sighed, pressing his forehead against the door, "3 months..."

more tears fall and you cover your mouth, muffling the sounds of your crying.

"[name], please... let me explain"

"what is there to explain? if it was just once, i would let you explain how it happened but it's been 3 months!"

"she was my childhood friend, okay?!", he yells before taking a deep breath, "i never meant for this to continue but, she kept roping me in and-"

"and you couldn't not think for yourself for once"

"don't say that"

you scoff, "don't say what?! the truth?!"

"haruto, for the past 3 months, i've been feeling you distance yourself and i couldn't think of a reason why. but now that i know... i don't know if i even wanna be with you anymore"

haruto sat down, his head against the wooden door.

"can i at least know why?"

"why did you do this to me, to us ruto?"

he bit on his bottom lip, trying to come up with an excuse but he couldn't.

"i didn't think we'd last this long", he mumbles

"what?! you didn't think we'd last so you go and cheat?!"

"no! i-", he stops himself, sighing.

he puts his hands on his head, "i saw how close you and junghwan were getting so i thought you were gonna leave me for him. i was sad and angry and kokona was right there so i retaliated"

"i swear it was just gonna be that one time but, every time i seen you with him, i felt worse and worse. and kokona, she made me feel better"

haruto explaining himself had you silently crying all over again.

"so instead of coming to me with your concerns", you begin, "you go behind my back and do something like this? did you ever think about how this would effect me?"

"of course i did, but i thought-"

"stop thinking haruto! because when did that ever do you any fucking good?!"

he understood your anger so he took every shout.

"i changed everything about myself so i could fit in with your lifestyle-"

"i never asked for that"

"you didn't have to! i did it so you wouldn't feel ashamed to be with me!"

"i gave you my everything and what did i get in return? fucking cheated on", you huff.

you were hurt, and rightfully so. haruto has been lying to and hiding from you.

you two sat there in silence for hours, you stuck in your head and haruto waiting for a word to be said.

"haruto?"

"yeah baby?"

"i don't wanna be with you anymore"