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mrs-monaghan · 10 months
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We know JK is so bothered about a friend peeling perila leaf for his partner. He can't trust his partner even with that simple thing, so should we even talk about intimate choreography, living with producers, going for weeks long foreign trips ? You are saying a man who can't stand a simple perilla leaf peeling is cool with the above things?
No. He wasn't
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He wasn't okay with any of that anon. Like, not even a little bit. I think we have witnessed satellite Jeon for so long that we have forgotten what it actually means. JK always wanting to be next to Jimin, Jimin having a calming effect on JK, JK gravitating towards Jimin when sad, satellite Jeon means Jimin is JK's person. It means Jimin is more than just his boyfriend, he is his safe space. JK needs him. He doesn't just want him, he doesn't just love Jimin, he needs him.
Jikook live together, yeah? And this is after all members used to live in one house for years. So they've done nothing but be around eo for over 10 years. AND YET what happens when any content is released?
We have them backstage walking from point A to B together
We have them sitting and standing next to eo all the time
We have JK displacing members to be next to Jimin
We have JK following Jimin
We have them leaving premises together
We have them cheating to be on the same team
We have them staying up all night drinking alone together
We have them practising group choreos together
We have them hanging out at each other's rehearsals.
And all this happens after they left the same house and will go back to sleep in the same bed at the end of the day once they're done filming. When I call them interdependent... I mean they are interdependent.
Jimin is JK's safe space I'm pretty sure this has been established by how hard satellite Jeon works sometimes.
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He failed. But he tried. Poor baby. 😪
What's my point you ask? My point is, JK has only known being with Jimin almost all the time. When they're good, of course. When they haven't fought and are giving eo space, JK only knows how to have Jimin with him at all times. And this has been the case for years. Then solo era comes along and Jimin moves out for a while, and even though I'm sure he made time for JK, it just wasn't enough.
JK went from waking up to Jimin, seeing him everyday, to seeing him what, thrice a week? Once a week? Who knows? Either way, his Jimin time had been cut considerably short and satellite Jeon was not handling it very well. Add that to the fact that they are supposed to lay low, can't be seen out together in public hanging out like they used to before.. and it was maybe a bit too much for JK.
So no anon, JK was not cool with any of the above things that you listed. We all saw it for ourselves. Coming live without permission and being unapologetic about it. First sign of defying the company. Coming live all the time coz he was bored and needed company. The drinking on every live even though he wasn't allowed to. Deleting insta and making the company lose money coz of it while most prolly not giving a shit. And then white day happened.
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This couple holiday that JK has spent with Jimin every single year and once again his boyfriend is not just busy but out of the freaking country! So what happens? Mans breaks down. He's at his limit here, anon.
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I only wanna talk to Jikookers rn coz they're the only ones that truly understand how seriously Jikook take this couple shit. Be it matching rings on the same finger, or matching clothes on couple holidays, or matching clothes more often than with other members. And it happens even now, btw.
From JK ending up with Dior merch
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To Jikookers spoting that one red CK underwear that clearly didn't belong to JK
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And it couldn't be more clear they shop together. This one is neither here nor there but I'm throwing it in here anyway coz why not? 😂😂😂
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(They've always had very similar taste)
Then we have spending birthdays together, couple holidays, etc. They've done this forever. So for Jimin to be away on the last white day before they have to enlist and be away from eo for 2 years, I can imagine it kinda hit JK hard and may have been one of the things that got him emotional that day.
So no anon, JK was definitely not cool with any of the above things that you listed.
And we know this, because as soon as Jimin's promotions ended, not only did JK go MIA, but when he popped back up, mofo was fucking glowing
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He looked absolutely incredible. There was shine in his eyes and in his smile. It was so good to see him that way. And that has continued to be the case in the lives that he did after that. Sad JK was gone. JK that needed to drink when he came live, was gone.
So now i ask; Was this visible change that happened once Jimin was no longer as busy a coincidence?
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esther-dot · 4 months
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Hey, what do you think about the musical version of the Tourney of Harrenhal possibly spoiling certain upcoming book plots? It looks like the play might be out before WOW, and I wonder how that might play out? I feel like fans are going to lose their minds when their theories are or are not confirmed.
I’m still so incredulous about it I always have a “WHAT?!” reaction even though I know there's a play in the works. 😂 I first heard of this a couple years ago now (2021 with an expected 2023 debut) and they’ve switched the name from Harrenhal to the Iron Throne which made me wonder if they’re shifting the focus of the story, but then I realized, that’s prolly just a name recognition issue? You need something that says “GoT-related” as soon as you hear it, and they didn’t do enough with pre-canon stuff for the general public to immediately recognize Harrenhal. Although, I don't remember reading it was a musical. Do you have a source for that?
Your thought was my first reaction to hearing the news: THE SPOILERS.
But my second was, fuck me. GoT must have given enough way re: Rhaegar and Lyanna that Martin isn’t afraid to green light this. 😬 Obvy, I don't buy the complete whitewash they gave Rhaegar in GoT, but I def think we're not getting Robert's version of events. This was the official description I saw in 2021:
"The play will for the first time take audiences deeper behind the scenes of a landmark event that previously was shrouded in mystery. Featuring many of the most iconic and well-known characters from the series, the production will boast a story centered around love, vengeance, madness and the dangers of dealing in prophecy, in the process revealing secrets and lies that have only been hinted at until now." (link)
A very reasonable description as yeah, I do think we will be getting Lyanna's (short-lived perhaps) infatuation and decision to run away with Rhaegar. I mean, technically, the secrets and lies could be about Jon's identity? It's hard to know what all they’ll be covering, but the fact that they include the “madness and the dangers of dealing in prophecy” bit should alert people to the fact that they aren’t getting the completely romanticized version of R/L either.
Here was Martin's July update:
Last week we had a great meeting with the producers on THE IRON THRONE, the stage play we’ve been working on the past few years.  The scripts for that one are coming along well, and it’s got me very excited.   (link)
Martin's December update:
And since we are talking theatre… one of the meetings I had in London was with Dominick and Duncan, the director and scriptwriter of our own stage play, the one we have been working on for the past few years. Originally we were calling it HARRENHAL, but we have now settled on THE IRON THRONE as a title… until we think of something better. Regardless, things are coming well, I think, and we are hopeful of being able to open in late 2024. Maybe. But you never know. There’s still a lot of work to be done. (link)
I don't think any camp will be particularly happy because I believe Martin has a more sympathetic view of Rhaegar than someone like me (I’m guessing he views this more as a genuine tragedy rather than my “fuck Rhaegar” stance), but the hardcore Targ fans aren’t gonna be thrilled either.
I’m not sure how seriously people will take it though. As in, GoT happened and most of the fandom rejects parts or all of the ending as coming from Martin, so I’m not sure that anything other than TWOW will shake anyone’s conviction. And for some, that won’t be changing their minds either 😂
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morbid-zombii · 1 month
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↻ ^. ellie williams nsfw alphabet
cw: oral, fingering, strap, mentioning of come-eating, uhh prolly more but i forget
wc: 2,793
notes: goes w/o saying but this was written with a fem!switch (though mostly bottom) reader in mind.
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↻ ^. A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
depends on how long you've been at it with her. can see ellie being suuchh a cuddlebug after sex especially if you've gone multiple rounds. all she'd wanna do is snuggle up under the covers with you and just enjoy your presence. on occasion though, she'll cook one of your favorite foods for yoy to enjoy.
↻ ^. B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
ellies favorite body part of her own is definitely her arms, especially because of how toned they are. in the warmer seasons she's deffinetly showing them off by wearing tank tops or short-sleeved shirts.
as for you, she really likes your thighs. shes always resting her hands on them whenever she can, and she loooves being in between them when you guys are being intimate with eachother.
↻ ^. C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
loves watching you soak her fingers with your come as she fingerfucks you. she'll slip two or three fingers in you and watch as you expand around her. she loves watching your expression as she curls her fingers in and out of your slick walls, and sometimes she'll work you through a second orgasm just because she loves to see your juices coat her fingers. if you're into that sort of thing, she'll even clean her hand off by licking it up.
↻ ^. D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
before you guys started dating, she would draw what she thought you looked like nude in her sketchbook. she has a page in the back dedicated to explicit drawings of you, which she never plans on revealing. of course she doesn't do this anymore since she knows all too well what you look like underneath your clothes, but if you asked her to, she would still draw you nude. ("paint me like one of your french girls" ahh😭🙏)
↻ ^. E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
shes not inexperienced, since you're both the same gender she knows the anatomy and where everything is, but shes not the greatest either. afterall, she and cat broke up, and her first love interest got infected so she hasn't had much real experience aside from the few times she's done it with you.
↻ ^. F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
she doesn't have just one. either any positon where she has the opportunity to be in between your legs, or where she can see your face, purely because she loves to watch the way your eyes flutter back and the way your expression flickers and changes with each thrust of her fingers or strap as she rubs against your walls.
↻ ^. G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
i think she'd be more goofy to start out with, maybe cracking a few jokes here and there if she's nervous in order to ease the tension, especially if it's her first time with you. but as things get more heated she would dial down the jokes and start taking it more seriously.
↻ ^. H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
she thinks its a hassle to shave down there completely, but she doesn't let it grow out of control. she keeps it tidy, but if you insist on her doiny so, she'll (begrudgingly) shave herself completely, if it bothers you that much.
↻ ^. I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
okok hear me out; the first time you guys had sex, you guys were scheduled to hang out and watch a movie later on in the day. she was soooo nervous about making you uncomfortable. so, what was the most logical thing to do? talk to jesse about what she should do. since at the time jesse and dina were dating, she figured he would be able to offer some sort of insight. she went over to jesse's before you came over and the two of them debated on doing the cliché thing where you set up candles, dim lighting, and rose petals all over, but ended up chucking the idea since it was "overused and cheesy" (according to ellie.).
eventually she did come up with a plan, which was to play a song she wrote on guitar for you, but it all went out the window because she got too anxious and her fingers would slip, playing the wrong cords. instead, her face heated out of embarassment and she ended up blurting "can i kiss you?" and it went on from there.
↻ ^. J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
i can't really see her masturbating all that often. she has you to go to when she needs release, afterall. if you're not available she's perfectly content with waiting most of the time. if she really can't wait, though, she'll use her fingers or her vibrator and imagine you on top of her. the thought of you fucking her until her legs are shaking always gets her to come quickly.
↻ ^. K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
she loves pinning you. she'll grab your hands and hold them above your head if you continously get in the way of what she's trying to do. will also press your hips down if you're squirming too much while she fucks you. she's not against tying you up either. she wouldn't use rope though, only silk or something soft so that the rope doesn't dig into your skin and potentially hurt you or leave an unwanted mark.
↻ ^. L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
she believes sex should be a private thing, so she wouldn't do it anywhere that someone could possibly see you. so usually you're doing it in the privacy of her house or yours in jackson. sometimes though, if you two are alone on patrol and you're particularly needy that day, she'll bring you to the nearest lookout and have you there.
↻ ^. M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
your voice is like the coal to her engine. she loves hearing the way you moan when shes in between your legs or when you grab her hair while she's eating you out. if she's teasing you and you say her name in that desprate, needy tone, then expect to get whatever youre asking for and more because thats one way to cave and give you what you need right then and there.
↻ ^. N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
she would never do anything to intentionally hurt you. so nothing like drawing blood or anything having to do with using weapons of any sort. maybe lightly choking you if you really wanted her to but thats about it.
↻ ^. O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
prefers giving more than she does recieving. the sound of your voice is enough to get her off just fine. she'll never say it out loud, but the times you do feel like topping are secretly her favorites. something about seeing you in that dominant state really gets her going.
↻ ^. P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
her pace really depends on where you arr and what her mood is at the time. most of the time she's slow, she loves being able to take her time with you. but if you're out in public with her and she's desperate for you or if you've been teasing her, she would definitely take you to a private place where she can fuck you.
↻ ^. Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
not opposed to quickies, but they don't happen often. she doesn't do quickies with you a lot because she feels like sex is something intimate that shouldn't be rushed. you should be able to have her full attention when she's being intimate with you and she doesn't think it's as enjoyable when you guys are in a rush to finish.
the only time she'll have quickies with you is again, if you or her are desprate to have eachother and really can't wait.
↻ ^. R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
she's willing to experiment with you as much as you want, a slong as what you're asking doesn't cross any of her boundaries. but taking risks? very rarely. the thought of you guys doing it in public and getting caught is enough to mortify her to her core.
↻ ^. S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
usually? one round is enough to satisfy her. but if shes ovulating, her need for you is almost entirely insatiable. she'll find every excuse in the book to invite you over, or drag you back to her house from social events just so she can have you all to herself until she's satisfied.
↻ ^. T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
of course she has toys. using just her fingers and mouth all the time would get boring after a while. she doesn't own all that many, but she has them and she loves to use them on you. her favorite is her strap because the way your eyes roll back when it hits that sweet spot of yours is a sight to behold.
↻ ^. U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
she tries to be a tease, but she always ends up caving. she tries not to, but something about your eyes or the way her name sounds falling from your lips after you say "please, ellie?" will make her give you everything you're asking for and more
↻ ^. V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
i cant really see her making too much noise if she's on top. maybe a few low moans if you're making out while doing it, but thats really the most noise she'll make. but if you're topping? prepare for moans loud enough to make part of you wonder if anyone else in jackson can hear her.
↻ ^. W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
she absolutely loves talking you through it. she'll work you through your orgasm, saying things like "oh? right there?" when she notices your eyes fluttering back after she hits your sweet spot with her strap. she'll praise the living hell out of you; "god, you're doing so good taking me.", and "c'mon baby, come for me, i know you can do it." once she can tell you're close to finishing.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
↻ ^. Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
her sex drive isn't that high, but she has her moments. restating what was mentioned earlier, if she's ovulating her sex-drive is unbelievably high and she could go for as long as it takes her to be satisfied, which is usually a while.
↻ ^. Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
normally after one round, she would feel more energized after. she would be doing things like cooking for you, cleaning, and overall just being really productive. but if you've both been going at it for a while, expect her to be passed out afterwards. whenever she falls asleep next to you after doing-the-do, she somehow ends up clinging to you in her sleep, wrapped around you like vines until she wakes up; and if she feels you try to pull away she'll just bring you back close to her.
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baahsu · 8 months
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hellooo baah :))) ive yet again come here to ask your opinion on smthn vs(cest) related bc i love your takes :]. so, how d'you feel about the vs sibs having a system (and kinda a kink ig? idk them and their possessive asses prolly find it hot lmao) where whenever a person one of them likes wears their color, that means that person has been 'claimed' by whomever's color they decided to wear?
^ that was a shitty ass explanation so let me give you a somewhat less shitty example: reiju wants to hit up some hot maid girl in the castle and said hot maid girl in the castle realizes this and chooses to wear pink accents in her outfit the next day. this means she 'belongs' to reiju bc shes sporting her color. ya feel me?
now, does this *stop* the other siblings from hitting on a claimed person? oh no not at all lmao- not if the sibling finds the person attractive and wants to fuck them. the color system's basically just a warning to the others that if you hit on the claimed person and the sibling who 'owns' them isn't comfortable with sharing they get a free pass to rag on your ass lmao
BUT. thats just the system for ppl who the sibs wanna fuck. but when the sibs wanna fuck *EACH OTHER…*
imagine ichiji sitting at the breakfast table one morning with subtle green accents to his outfit- a detail everyone but his siblings (and maybe ceaser bc the vs sibs sex life is his favorite soap opera lmao) would miss, signifying that he wants to be dicked down by yonji sometime during the day. or reiju coming last to train because her nails are now a nice shade of blue as she looks at niji with a subtle flirtatious smile (hes getting pegged later :]). or sanji picking up on the system during wci and choosing to wear just *slightly* visible red lingerie under his dress shirt to signifying to ichiji that he needs to be the one ripping it off later
okok do you SEE my vision? yes? no? maybe? well either way my whole ass reason for writing this was:
just. thinking about niji abusing the fuck out of this system and becoming the whore he's always deserved to be. like he'd choose a different color every day- his normal fit being subtly paired with something else. maybe its red cufflinks, pink-accented headphones, combat boots that shine green in the sun, midnight black goggles (dont ask how sanji would be around to pick up on this after wci its a smut ask it doesnt need to make sense igsiagigwigw), or even a mix. whoevers attention he was wanting that day, he'd subtly send them a message, and make sure they see it.
this all climaxing when all of 0134 are done with his "disloyal" (they drc they just wanna excuse to fuck that twink) ass and decide to momentarily team up, ignoring him for an entire day but making sure he sees the way they're all hitting on *each other", leaving niji horny, pissed and alone and struggling to go to bed...
..until 0134 all bust down nijis door at like midnight and fuck him to tears. yonji fucking him until his thighs and legs are numb, ichiji making him practically choke to death on his cock, sanji riding his dick till hes screaming n crying, and reiju sitting on/riding his face so hard he cant breathe. theyre all saying shit like "if youre really *that* desperate for all of our attention then just say it, whore" and nijis trying to be snarky and talk back but hes too busy drooling and begging for more to even formulate a sentence
this ends with one of them (coughichijicough) saying something like "if you don't want this embarrassment to happen to you again then pick a damn color, you slut." before they all leave him sweaty and reeking of sex..
he wears the most abhorntly mismatched outfit ever of red, green, pink, and black the next day btw :3cc
AND SCENE LMAO. sending my weekly ask and making it niji related bc i dont write abt him enough <3<3
You say you like my takes but I feel like yours are always so much better and so muchore thought out 🫣💜
Like, when you mentioned the color system my mind immediately went to niji practically wearing a rainbow outfit
At first he just wanted to mess with everyone, get them all on edge and feel like he has some control over them, like he's interested in all of them, but who does he want first? He's not gonna tell 🤭 they need to find out and fight for his time and attention 🤭
He didn't count on them not getting caught in his little trap tho and the result was exactly as you said
He learned his lesson and from then onwards decided to keep wearing his ridiculous rainbow outfits, a slut like him needs to be constantly put in his place and he'll make sure his siblings are doing their job on that 😌
(ok but I just have to say that the dynamics you wrote between niji and the four are everything I could've asked for?? Like, are you reading my mind bc from him choking on ichiji's dick to reiju riding his face and sanji riding him and yonji fucking him to next week??? I'm??? Perfectly curated to my very specific tastes, it felt like a five course meal 😋)
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reel-fear · 1 year
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Any shockbee headcanons you haven't shared here? 👀
GOSH,,, theres probably a few considering how obsessed with them I am and I certainly will never quite be done talking abt them KJNDSFKJGNSFDGKJNDFGSD.
I'm not sure if this is a hc or more speculating on a possible au but I think if Shockwave had told Bee who he was before things went all fucky with Wasp and such Bee would've been shocked yes but I don't think Bee would've wanted to turn him in. I think at first he very much would've underestimated how big of a deal dating a secret con would be and would just kind of treat it like a cool forbidden romance which would end with both side happily singing together. If you've ever heard "We See The Light"from something rotten yeah thats how Bee imagines it I think.
More on speculating on that idea I wish we had more fics exploring the idea of a world where in boot camp Shockwave came clean bc I think Bee being kinda ignorant in his understanding of the cons would be an interesting idea to explore. Bee tells him to just join the autobots bc they are the "good guys" and doesnt realize how tasteless that is. He insists the autobots would react better to Shockwave being a con than is likely bc Shockwaves 'not like the other cons' idk I think it would be interesting drama-
Bumblebee in boot camp was very prone to letting his insecurities and his inner fears make a fool of himself in their relationship. I think if Longarm started to get in good will with almost any other mech Bee would've started PANICKING thinking it would most certainly be the perfect excuse for Longarm to drop him like a piece of trash and ditch him. Which leads to him purposely doing dumb stuff to impress Longarm and try to keep his relationship a float. Sometimes its funny, sometimes its tiring and Shockwave was prolly relieved to see Bee go through a bit of development with not being so insecure bc yeah Bee kinda lets them get to him sometimes-
Bee has a HUGE tendency in boot camp to give into peer pressure and then drag Longarm into it. Ironhide brought vodka into the barracks? Well quick Longarm we have to drink it too otherwise we're chicken! Shockwave finds it somewhat endearing bc it leads to him doing things he never would have otherwise and its fun to be reckless sometimes but also Bee please put the fireworks away this isn't worth street cred-
Bee is very openly affectionate in front of others, Shockwave rarely stops him bc they are very touch starved and I think I've said this before but if the cons/autobots ever made a Warrior cats style 'its illegal to date people on the opposite faction' law punishable by death they would die first-
Bee has undiagnosed dyslexia, Longarm quickly becomes his proof reader for reports and boot camp assignments.
Bee has a ton of posters, decorations and strange things in his room, Longarm has those set ups people make fun of for being the pinnacle of single men having no decorations or furniture.
Longarm keeps a diary type book full of reports on day to day activities just for himself, Bee has started several diaries and uses them for a few days before ditching them.
As far as Shockwave is concerned every joke is funny as long as Bee is the one saying it and nobody agrees but Bee loves it.
Shockwave fidgets and moves his antlers a lot when he is thinking, he denies this but Bee has noticed it a lot. He's pretty much memeorized most of Longarm's fidgets and general way he acts
Bc of this I think if Shockwave were to meet Bee and just pretend he was unrelated to Longarm n such Bee would actually piece the truth out himself bc he was never observent in class, but he could stare at his wonderful boyfriend Longarm for hours...
Autism and ADHD love they have <3 their brains just click together a lot of the time and Bee helps Longarm unlearn his constant need to mask.
These are all the ones I can think of rn, really trying to avoid treading over ground I already touched on KJDNSFGKJDNFSGKJNFDGSD, EITHER WAY, I hope u like hearing me spill more brain thoughts-
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limeade-l3sbian · 19 days
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sorry yea meant to write twd, as in the walking dead 😭 english isn’t my first language so i often accidentally replace w with v without thinking since we don’t really use w where i’m from lmao
anyways my rant was that rick x michonne was done so dirty. they were both my favorite characters so a romance between the two SHOULD have felt epic for me, but it just fell flat. rick went from being deranged and infatuated with that blonde lady who he knew for all of two seconds with the abusive husband one second and then, with no lead up beyond their friendship and great ability to work together, the next second rick and michonne are having a romantic moment, which correct me if i remember wrong, immediately led to sex and then the next day they were just an item??? and like i know the show ain’t a romance show. i’m prolly dumb for fixating rn. but it annoyed me so bad bc it felt sooo rushed. here we have pivotal characters with loads of interactions, but the show didn’t think it would be a good idea to like build some romance before just jumping us all with it? the way the pacing was done made it seem like rick just settled for michonne bc blonde lady was with her husband and i dunno. i wanted something more epic for michonne 😭 either that or just leave the romance out. like it wasn’t necessary? they could have had a continued great partnership without it being romantic in my eyes.
OH YOU ARE CORRECT ANON, LET'S TALK ABOUT IT.
No, TWD is not a romance show but it does have romantic elements. We get glimpses into their lives. It is, in fact, a facet of the show. Retaining the aspects of what it means to be human while fighting and dealing with grosser and grosser looking walkers.
That whole romance with Jessie was so rushed and such bullshit. I genuinely don't know what they were thinking. There should have been more moments of side glances between Michonne and Rick and if they were deadset on having Jessie (blonde woman) be a sort of character who has the offer of romance to Rick, we should have seen him be conflicted.
Why conflicted? He and Michonne aren't even an item. They've never seen shared words with one another that could be mistaken for a second as romantic. And Jessie is beautiful, so why is hesitating? Why did he think of Michonne the moment Jessie tries to kiss him? He leaves the house but swears to Jessie that its not her fault, he just has to get up early tomorrow morning to meet with Deanna (it's a lie).
The next few days, we see him and Michonne, the de facto sheriffs of Alexandria spending more time together. Maybe Deanna makes a passive comment that can't be determined to be intentional or genuinely inquiring. She says something like, "That Michonne is a tough one. A lot of strength in those eyes. I can see why you two are so drawn to each other." Rick turns to her, a tempered look of incredulity on his face as he says, "We're not..." He pauses, as Deanna raises a natural thin, brow, waiting for him to finish his sentence. Rick holds her gaze, unsure if she was implying something or if, again, she had truly misconstrued a situation that he himself could not define.
He glances down, sniffing a moment before grunting, "It's not like that."
Deanna changes the subject, transitioning with a simple, "At any rate..."
But the conversation stays with Rick. It frames every conversation that he has with Michonne after that moment. Every time Michonne looks at him, he hears his conflicted statement: "It's not like that."
When he sees Jessie again, she apologizes for crossing a line. He nods, but he doesn't say anything.
And then blah blah blah all the plot shit, Michonne and Rick have their time in front of the fire and kiss.
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dotster001 · 2 years
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hello!! congrats on 500!!!🎉🎉
may i request a romance match up for twst?? my pronouns are the/he, my mbi is enfp, and my love language is physical touch. and if ya know astrology i’m a leo ! :) i also absolutely love cooking for my friends and family, i like to draw, read, play video games, watch anime and even cosplay! i have a bunch of stuffed animals all over my room and even a nest in the conner of my room. i’m very close to my younger siblings and would do anything for them.
i’m a huge nerd and collect figures i have a crap load of them!! i have a bunch of nerdy tattoos too (i just got beelzebub from obey me tattooed onto my shin!) i am most definitely cringe but i am free. i also have a habit of affectionately biting my loved ones <3 i am also very traumatized
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(Okay, so for some people it's harder than others for me to match, and it was looking like that at first for you, but then I thought about the affectionate biting, and what people would adore being nommed on, and it all became clear. Also, a Beel tattoo sounds so cool 🥺 he's such a precious baby, I can't.)
I match you with Floyd Leech.
It came down to the nomming. When he finds out you're an affectionate biter, he gets so excited. Like giggling and jumping around excited. He too is an affectionate biter, so he loves that it's something you share. He's also just a cuddly guy, so it's a good thing physical affection is your love language. He's gonna squeeze you until you make him stop, so be prepared.
He wants to help you collect figures. Please let him help! It's such a cool thing land people do, and he has his...methods...of getting his hands on things. But he'll only let you have it if you can reach him to give him a kiss while he's on his tip toes. (I don't know how tall you are, but the tweels are giants so you're probably going to have to work for it) Or if you ask reeeeeeeaaaaalllllly nicely.
On his bored days, you can find him napping in your nest of stuffed animals. They smell like you, plus no one would look for him there. So be a good shrimpy, and share!
He may not be super into your hobbies yet, but he'd love to help! You two have a lot of soft moments in the kitchen, playing games, reading books (mostly you reading to him while he plays with something), cosplaying, he's ready to try it all. Just make sure you decide how structured you want things to be ahead of time.
He has always liked swimming so he could be in his true form, but he likes swimming with you even more, because it means he gets to see all the art on your skin. Depending on his mood, he's either asking you to explain and reexplain your tattoos, or he's tracing them with his finger, and tickling you. There's no in between.
You had been ambushed. Floyd was hiding in your stuffed animal nest, and had pulled you into when you didn't notice. Now his arms were wrapped tightly around you, and he was gently nomming on your shoulder . You were trapped in the squishy pile of goodness, but it wasn't a bad way to go.
You heard a knock on the door to your room.
"It's Azul, have you seen Floyd?"
Before you could respond, Floyd covered your mouth with his hand, and said not so quietly, "Shh Shrimpy, he'll hear us."
You heard a dramatic sigh from behind the door. "You're right, Floyd, I will hear you. Do you plan on coming to work today?"
"Nah, not feeling it."
Another sigh. "🐇, Can you please talk your boyfriend into coming to work?"
"I am but a poor little shrimp that fell into his trap. I don't think it can be done," you said, not feeling particularly interested in making your boyfriend work.
Floyd tangled his legs with yours and giggled. "Yup, I'm in charge here, so you should prolly go, Azul."
You heard Azul leave, and tried to shift positions, but Floyd made a pouty hmph and held you tighter.
"I'm in charge, weren't you listening?" Then he tickled your sides, until you were crying from laughter.
"Okay! You win!" You cried.
"Excellent!" He playfully nipped at your neck before flopping on top of you, giving you an angle to try and bite back, rather unsuccessfully, due to him being a wriggly little eel.
Eventually, you both gave in to the cuddle pile and just fell asleep. Whichever of you was up first could "torture" the other. May the odds be in your favor.
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namimikan · 8 months
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lucia: kirsi is... difficult. no one knows that better than me, believe me. she was raised by a man who could never tell her no and never bothered to teach her that her actions have consequences. she has no experience in questioning assumptions or thinking thing through before she acts. but she and quinn did save me, reimund. without her having done what she did, i would be dead, or worse.
hm, hard to disagree with lucia here, tbh. the problem is, right, that kirsi will listen, eventually, but lucia's not wrong in wanting one no to be enough -- the general trend is, kirsi and lucia will fight, kirsi has to go away, think it through herself, (maybe regret) and then acquiesce. which isn't what lucia wants, when it comes to lucia and wanting respect and autonomy to be given straight away. after all, kirsi still hasn't budged on calling modeus 'modeus', but has referred to modeus as 'the iron kind'.
i still think kirsi is more conscientious than lucia gives credit for, bc kirsi is kind of resigned to the fact that lucia always holds her at arm's length, unaware of the reasons why, and she does try to test those boundaries to see if they can get closer or not. of course lucia doesn't see is that way.
but to say that she's never been taught that actions have consequences. i kind of think that kirsi, more so than lucia, is aware that they are being pushed apart, that kirsi's continuous screw ups are kind of reaping their own consequences, she knows she goes too far sometimes. then again, ricon is targeting kirsi much more than lucia, and as much as kirsi does trust lucia and does a leap of faith that freeing quinn will save lucia, the sister's relationship is rocky.
and, also just because you know something, doesn't make it easy to stop doing it tbh.
listen, i like kirsi a lot bc she reminds of wakka from final fantasy x, and how his prejudice towards to al bhed, and how the party always kind of had to grimace as he preached his anti-al bhed rhetoric, but like. it's kind of irritating to read as the story is in progress? the whole 'oh but it's the background'. i feel like i know for a fact that i'll prolly mind this less once kirsi ~redeems~ herself and changes under the eyes of other people, but as a reader watching it slowly happen, and unaware of what the final shape of the arc is, it's a little infuriating, and anxiety inducing. i'm just saying the first couple of times i played ffx i hated wakka, bc he listened to the church about how awful the al bhed were. and kirsi, first has her background to consider, but also, just a victim of being played like a puppet by ricon. and it's just. idk. i need patience i don't have.
and yet, it is due to kirsi's impulsiveness, that lucia got saved! kirsi's quick thinking did save lucia! and had kirsi discussed with either ricon or reimund might have delayed things much more. bc i don't know if reimund would have agreed with kirsi! i do think ricon would have tortured quinn first tho! not that kirsi necessarily knows that!
so the impulsivity isn't all bad! it's just. unfortunately inconvient most of the time!
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sheinthatfandom · 2 years
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Okay but I have THOUGHTS
Okay so let’s start off with the beginning Yuta was sitting very poised but relaxed he wasn’t rigid in his seat. He’s way more confident than we’ve seen him prior. Daniel on the other hand is slouched very low, almost pushing the air of nonchalant but it’s not believable. He feels more like he’s in hiding and like he’s not listening but he very much is.
When wheeler speaks Daniel is looking towards the floor almost lost in thought again like he’s not listening but I don’t believe that. He’s most prolly envisioning everything that wheeler is saying, especially when bringing up past battles. When Daniel speaks Yuta stares right at him he’s confident but he touches the belt often. Either to remind Daniel that he’s the champion or out of nerves.
Daniel bringing up how Bryan wanted him and not wheeler is something I have been HUNGRY for. There’s such a good intense storyline in there if they want to delve into it and I’m living that he even brought it the fuck up here. Wheelers response was beautiful and not what I expected. It hits Garcia where it hurts his pride that he can’t actually measure up that after fighting him the BCC don’t want him anymore.
Garcia saying that the bcc couldn’t win against the JAS without Kingston and p&p was wrong on so many levels but mostly that Kingston and p&p are the original people in this feud. Bcc jumped in for the love of the violence and it was Claudio who got the tap out at blood and guts so I wish that had been brought up.
The last question I would have liked to have been asked of Garcia but since we almost ended in a brawl there would be no way to get the men back down.
I love Yuta bringing up their past match about how incredible Garcia is and how he had respect for him and the look on Garcia face was chefs kiss. This is story telling this is subtle this is subtext and I am LIVING. The fanfics that will be born from this one moment oh god don’t even get me started just tag me in EVERYTHING so I can read and hoard it like the slash dragon I am.
But when Yuta brought up the car accident I was even caught off guard by daniels response I wasn’t expecting him to react that way but then to have Yuta shouting back about being too nice really hits home where their fears lie. Daniel fears his career ending being sidelined and useless (especially now with the prodigal heir coming back to JAS who has had gold in the tbs championship) and Yuta wants to prove himself prove he’s got the blood and drive to succeed like his mentors and be a legend. They really are very much alike still and I love it. It’s two sides of the same coin but where Yuta is putting himself first now Garcia feels like he owes someone his time his skill and his friendship. He hasn’t yet put himself first and I look forward to the day that he does.
Also Garcia saying he was gonna whip Yuta and Yuta saying go ahead I want you to. This could be Garcias undoing and the interviewer was leading to that. Pure rules are NOT like the rules in other matches you can’t be doing the things they’ve done to each other lately. Ad if pushed Garcia will forgot that and cost himself the match. I am concerned with the way the interviewer talked about all 3 having belts that that means 1,2 or all will be losing their belts soon (f Claudio can even get his on Saturday which I very much hope so like please as a bday gift to me let bcc all have gold)
Basically I fucking love wrestling and I can’t wait for Saturday and have to figure out how I can buy it on fite tv since I never used that site before but this was great.
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tashabilities · 1 month
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Would a man lie about his marriage being open?
Yes, yes he would lie about that.
So can I ask to speak to the spouse?
Y'all open, right?
I'll explain to them the situation,
That we would just like an afternoon together
And I'll be out of your hair.
I would like to think that my old boothang wouldn't lie to me, but men lie when they don't even HAVE to fuckin lie, so he prolly lying.
If he not lying,
I'd like an afternoon where we can put it to bed once and for all,
Scratch the itch one good time and be done.
I feel like he's lying.
And technically, this is a man I denied access to me when he wanted it because I'd just been in the 20 car pileup that was my divorce and I didn't want him to see me like that,
I didn't want him to have to clean up a mess he didn't make, and I was definitely a mess and I knew it.
But again,
Here's an autistic man from my past
Who I rejected for good reasons, nothing having to do with him,
But really about how much I liked each man, respectively,
And didn't want him to see me doing bad,
It was all about how much i feared him rejecting me once he saw how fucked up my parents treated me,
Or how fucked up my divorce left me.
And I explained this to the Black autistic man from my past, but he wasn't tryna hear it.
The white one seems receptive
Either way, it's the truth.
And the circumstances of my family of origin dictated that I isolate and work things out on my own, so that's what I did
I don't think I worked them out very well as it's all this time later and there's some aspects I'm just now unpacking
Or is there just never a finish line with a trauma that big?
Has it altered your DNA, your constitution, so much that you're a person split in two
You Before It
And You After It
And so you're never done unpacking it and there's always something new to learn from it?
Or is there an actual finish line?
And it was me, isolating to handle it on my own, that delayed me, got me this many years removed from it and still unpacking it,
Nowhere near where I'm supposed to be with it, nowhere near finished when i should be by now?
Grief is not linear,
It's layered and cyclical and of course, comes in waves.
And there was a lot of grief
For lost innocence, especially,
So That Man's face was plastered all over my mind for the longest, because he was part of all the different life pieces I was grieving.
Said all that to say I hope he not lying.
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you know those like ‘me and 100 players all simulated xyz thing in minecraft!’ videos that are usually really cool? heres my idea for one, im sure its been done but yknow, theres no such thing as an original idea
4 leaders, 4 civilizations, each in a different area, a small handful of mods to allow for some fun stuff and the like. one group in each dimension, and the fourth group is underground. why? cause i said so thats why (actual reasoning is those are the 4 most different areas to survive in in minecraft and each of them has a boss fight of sorts, dragon, wither, warden, and guardian)
other things that could make it interesting -maybe some origins! end folk have to be end origins, nether folk have to be nether origins, overworlders have to be overworld type origins and underground have to be underground type origins.  -each group has to defeat their boss fight before they can travel to other areas (for the purpose of this the underground folks would be in the deepslate levels and not allowed into stone levels, overworld folks are allowed in stone but not deepslate) -obv either add mods that allow for trees and such in the underground and end areas or just let those groups start off with an allowance of saplings and dirt (though theres some cool end mods out there and im sure theres cool mods for the deep dark too) -obv hardcore for players, thats just a given, though i think it would be neat to have a 3 life system for the leaders. maybe its a vote system so the players vote a leader who is then gifted those lives, or maybe the leader is a cc, either way i think its fun.  -maybe the end goal is the group who can take over all the areas wins? alliances allowed and encouraged -i feel like it would be cool to do this over a longer period of time just to see what happens but also i know how these work and thats not super feasible. so maybe the whole thing takes a month, and by the end of each week you need to have one of the goals done. goal one is a functioning town/base for everyone and a renewable foodsource. week two is beat your boss fight. week three youd be able to move around and contact other areas so maybe it has a little twist like finding their traitor in your midst or maybe the goal is just having a solid base in at least one other area, and week four is yknow. win by any means necessary
again i know this has prolly been done before but i LIKE to watch the same things eith new faces so... yknow
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dastardlydandelion · 1 year
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horror queers yes!! they’re so good and fun tbh. i’m also honestly disappointed they went the cop route w kirby, i would have loved to see her be a film professor or be working in that industry on some level. although maybe that love of horror movies wouldn’t be as prevalent after everything she went through 😭 i heard good things about sick also, i’ve definitely been meaning to check it out.
they are! i don't listen to podcasts regularly but i do tune into horror queers every now and then bc they're a blast. also i like to put some various shudder podcasts on when i'm doing stuff around the house, esp she kills.
also dude, i feel you. i was hoping that once dewey was dead we'd be done with the cop protagonists in scream. and this other cop guy detective bailey or whoever, joining the cast with his motivation being a murdered daughter?? like, really?
i am high-key sick of dead and/or brutalized female characters being used as props in male characters' stories and we've all seen "disgruntled cop with a 'fridged wife/daughter/sister" specifically. he is like. the most generic character ever. put on any prime-time crime drama or action movie and you'll find that character. he's as cliche as the meet-cute, as copy-and-paste as a clipart png. i think kirby reed being a cop is more divisive than detective bailey bc she's such a fan favorite but this guy bugs me too just in concept, i rly hope his death is a gruesome one.
now...to play the devil's advocate here...i get the logic of including police officers in stories like this. bc it's easy, okay, it's easy. murder is a crime. the ghostface murders ppl. cops (in theory) investigate crime. ergo, making a character a cop is a conventional way to involve them in the events of the story. do i like this? absolutely not. but do i understand the convenience of it? yes. but just bc it's convenient doesn't mean it's *good* storytelling and regardless of whether you're sick of copaganda or not (i am and it seems you are too, anonymoose friend), we had a cop protagonist in this franchise for 25 yrs!! we've done that before, scream, i thought we were doing DIFFERENT things now!!!
albeit...i'm still thinking kirby might be ghostface? idk. i keep going back and forth. i would hope they wouldn't bring her back just to add her to the body count. i get that her being ghostface would feel like ruining her character to so many people who loved her and while i'm sympathetic to that, i would also be (cautiously) down for it depending on how well it's executed?
we haven't seen kirby in 12 yrs. who knows what almost dying at the hands of a ghostface did to her! not to mention finding out her best friend was the other one!! and as messed up as it is, sometimes becoming the thing that scares you is the easiest way not to be afraid anymore. and theoretically, if kirby were to be (a) ghostface, she'd be like the anti-dewey and if thoughtfully executed, imo it'd be an interesting angle.
plus even in scre4m, kirby is THE BEST but also has some callous af lines??
like telling jill [sydney] was the reason she loved horror movies so much? ik she's prolly just referring to being a fan of the stab franchise, but in-universe it's still a pretty tactless statement. or at the police station right after jenny and marnie got killed, kirby mentions not getting a ghostface call and just, idk the way she asks if she's not going to live as long as jill and olivia seemed kinda...i mean, kirby has every right to be worried about her own safety, but the way it was phrased, it was almost like she was a self-aware movie character asking, "what exactly is my role here?"
that said, it's extremely probable that kirby is NOT (a) ghostface. she could truly just be another heroic cop protagonist. i don't love the cop part. but i'll take it, if it means having her back and alive.
since kirby is such a fan favorite, it'd be controversial and polarizing to go the route of either killing her off or making her a killer. if they bring her back only to kill her off, it'll actually be a death the audience *feels* bc we care abt kirby and it will establish a sense of stakes in the movie. but it could also easily come across as cheap bc, uh. where we left off in scre4m she was bleeding on the ground, so many of us assumed she was dead already. killing her now could feel like bringing her back *just* for the sole purpose of killing her and that's just plain mean.
making kirby (a) ghostface? who wants the lovable fan favorite to be a villain?? the in-universe horror fan us diehards see ourselves in? one notable of the (many, many valid) complaints about scream: resurrection was that the horror fan ended up being the primary ghostface and cited her love of horror as a motive for violence, thus playing into the stereotype that consumers of fictional violent content are bad people in actuality. in context this didn't bother me personally, but that's besides the point: the point is a sizeable percentage of the audience of a horror film does not want to see the character they relate to thru a shared love of horror be the villain, esp not a villain that potentially plays into an unflattering stereotype abt horror fans. making kirby the ghostface would be a risky move ripe to alienate that audience.
on the other hand, we love the ghostfaces almost as much as we love kirby, don't we? sydney prescott is freaking final girl royalty and depending on who you ask, a draw greater than ghostface. but the thing is neither one exists without the other. we don't have our horror heroines without our villains, nor our villains without our horror heroines...oh good lord, i'm really rambling now and for that i apologize but i'm already this far in i might as well try to remember what the point was...
yes! ghostface, okay. we love them! don't ask me how many ghostface costumes i have! there's dozens of ghostface fan edits, fanfics, posters, fanart, t-shirts. we rank the ghostfaces and playfully debate abt crossover fights with other villains or final girls. horror fandom as a whole celebrates its villains as much as-- and frequently more often than --its horror heroines (i have complex feelings abt this and the gendered dynamics at play in the horror genre, but again, my personal feelings are besides the point here). this is a phenomena touched on by two ghostfaces in-universe, even. amber says the problem with stab is that there's "no bad guy to keep coming back." beth of scream: resurrection declares, "the killer is the real hero of the story," when pointing out that it is the villains who return for sequels, their masks the face of every franchise.
if kirby were to turn out to be ghostface, depending on the execution (which imo is more crucial than the concept itself here), she might wind up being the most popular one yet! the audience already loves her. the audience already loves the peanut-eyed ghost mask. but we don't necessarily love them for the same reasons, so putting her in the mask is tricky.
whatever they do with kirby, it's not going to please everyone. they already made one controversial choice with her occupation. maybe she'll wind up being in the movie for all of five minutes and the most controversial thing of all will be that they brought kirby back after a decade and did nothing with her character at all beyond the badge.
wow i am so rambling now, oof. sorry buddy. you got my scream gears turning!
but honestly i would've loved to see kirby as a film professor or working in the horror industry. i would've gladly signed up for her class! or watched her movies!! you bring up a good point tho, maybe kirby isn't as into horror movies after she lived thru one. i feel like it could go either way? i know people who cannot consume certain kinds of content that they previously enjoyed because of trauma, now finding it too triggering. i know other people who coped in the opposite way and became even more voracious in that consumption bc they related to the content, or found catharsis in protagonists getting resolution for fictional trauma when they couldn't get resolution for what they experienced irl.
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nerves-nebula · 1 year
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no worries about rambling! There was a time period where I had a few more voices and (not saying it's the same) I miss mine too. I'm pretty sure we got like this out of loneliness too, we never really fit in growing up (to a more extreme way.
We spent majority of our time alone and it was common for us to spend days to weeks at school without saying more than a word or two. At one of the schools I was at after a year of bullying the next grade thought I was mute :/)
Goals idk they are hard to set? For me at least anyways. The other guy really wants us to go into animation or psychology, and like I know I'd enjoy that, but I also know we don't have the money. We weren't exactly helped into any post secondary and it would take a long time to get the money for it so it remains more a "what if" than a "one day" sort of thing.
I admittedly aim low and just want to survive, I don't really have goals beyond that (idk why). That stance will probably and maybe has left us with less opportunities though so ?? If we lived where we used to there was a really epic and not horribly expensive animation program we could have done but where we are now it's all either super expensive or not worth the money.
hmm other life goals is hard because we were forced to rely on ourselves a lot, including like for friends, family, parents, teachers, etc? We never found a group of people we fit into and we have trust issues so it's a challenge there lol (at best we were tolerated, but pretty much got bullied in the different schools and our home life was questionable). So like we've never thought too much about goals past "what will the next day bring and will we survive it".
Plus it is so much easier being friends with your head partner than it is to try and make friends IRL when it's practically impossible LMAO
However..
we both agree that it would be nice to move out from where we are now (ran away to some random place lol) but I take more of a stance of "it would be nice but idk" while my head partner is more like "I am filled with a deep and unending desire to reshape reality to get the hell out of here" so that might answer your question in a way??
(to add, we aren't in a terrible situation. Just renting a room from some creepy guy plus whatever the hell the local parts of the ""family"" has going on).
IDK if I have DID specifically but we're making it work. We do need to get more food soon though so if you have recs for easy things to make feel free to share haha (half joking, you don't have to!!)
THAT is actually completely fair. FUNFACT about me: I'm dead set on graphic design now, but before my mom forced me to apply to colleges, I desperately wanted to learn how to wrap cars. I had a graphic design internship and at one point they brought us to this local design company and they talked about all these specific niche jobs and ONE of these jobs was wrapping cars.
as in, like, applying decals and full body car wraps and shit. I really like the idea of learning a trade/skill like that and just doing THAT as a job instead of. this whole big conceptual graphic design stuff. Plus the course cost a couple thousand and compared to college that's. WELL. That's a fantastic price to be fully certified in a job!
downside would be working with Car People which isn't great cuz I'm trans and I PLAN to be visibly transgender for a long time so. that prolly wouldn't have been great.
but i didn't have a choice so im in DEBT now instead :) but its not really that bad. I like my college, it's a really good school and i love the professors. I just also like to COMPLAIN.
nobody thought I was mute when I joined high school but I would often go entire days without speaking hah. I also got bullied but didn't realize it was bullying until later hah.
and because I couldn't just make up friends in my mind, I instead focused on my characters becoming friends with each other. escapism and all that.
man idk about food. I just raided my college's food pantry for mac & cheese on the way out though so maybe that? Mac & cheese, various noodles are also pretty cheap, and so is soup. idk I kind of dont like food though (I have avoidant restrictive food intake disorder lol) so I mostly eat heavily processed or very bland food.
oh, another question! Which one of y'all is in charge most of the time? Is it a voice in your head situation, or can y'all actually switch who controls your body?
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gavinsmg24 · 1 year
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Yes princess. It’s that time. That I ramble on and on with love bcuz of you 🥰. First off! No matter what it is that promoted you to post. Whether it was my loveliness. My silly. My lots of posts. Or maybe you just were going thru photos. Whether it was to show your love for me now or remember our good times together. No matter what. Thru all of it I know princess was showing her love for daddy! For us! 🥰 it was so unexpected. You always find ways to surprise me and make me smile! No matter how extreme the love is. I felt your heart, brain, and soul with that! I could feel my princesses warmth ☺️ see your cheeks balling up with a smile and bouncing up and down with joy. Acting all cute! Anyways! Before I begin. Once again. Thank you! And! Even tho you’d rather not be as direct with me anymore (which Im okay with! I like anything more than nothing. But nothing is always okay!) basically I’ve said it time and time again. Only do what keeps you safe. I wont push or demand (in a serious way) you to say or do anything! I’m just taking my blessings as they come ☺️ (your the blessing🥰) but! Also remember! Since your gone! Daddy’s allowed to be selfish too! Like! You’re mine! And always will be! Until your physically in my arms again this will do 🙈. I’m rambling! Long story short. I always say this so I dont upset! But hopefully your just giggling at your daddy (aside from you having to read this at different times prolly! Cuz I’m rambling! Ahhh! Done!! I love you! Rawr)
First pic! Just imagine this face :,0) in response to each page. The wrapping paper and movie tickets I’m sure those were packed away in the notebook when you moved. But still. Some part of you at some point kept them. And whether you have them now or just the pics or even if you get rid of all of it soon. You had some portion of us. Whether you wanted to. Meant to. Or if I just am still lingering amongst you spiritually. You wanted and did share what you had with me. And I can only imagine it was to make me happy. Or bring back memories. Or find a way to express your love for me in a way that worked. No matter the case. Not only did you show me love. You found something. So. Pure. And beautiful. You could’ve sent a pic of anything. And Related it to us. But. Something like this. Is so specific. So engraved into us. Even if the book goes away. Still. Your beautiful words. Your drawings. Your thought to keep certain things. I love you Hymie is all I can say. I know I shouldnt say that prolly. But I’ll delete when I wake from my nap. You just made me feel so much that a pet name just doesn’t do. Anyways! The tickets of movies was so sweet. And the wrapping paper /name tags from gifts. Was even sweeter 🥺
I’m rambling! Next! Edible instructions (or mostly. Maybe that’s all. Either way I’ll keep that for sure too!) even if this was sent just to actually make edibles. It’s still cute you sent! Your wanting to share knowledge with me has always made me happy. Your motivation for things and wanting me to experience them to has always been something I loved about you. I’ve always loved your drawings. I have some random things you’ve drawn. I’m not sure of what or where. But I have some. Hehe. Seeing even more is so nice 🥰 and… I’m not gonna pretend to be strong and I’m gonna say the same things for the next pic. But.. I forgot about your journal until you showed me. And after showing me pics you drew of me. Lovey words around me. “I’m going to take you to bed and love you, I swear; like the end is here; when the world is over; we’ll just be beginning..” I just. I dont care if it was 4-5 years ago. Or that were so far apart. Or if you just express your love passionately! You took time to draw me. Think of beautiful words of how you felt about us. And. It’s not the only time. I’m over hyping. And trust me I’m not taking this as a. Ohhh princess is still thinking v of me so chance of an us! No i know the reality of things. Chances would be slim. We’re far. Doing things. And overall focusing on that would be silly rn. But. My love is inside you. And yours in me. And tho it may lay dormant for now. I also know that all it will take is a certain spark to light the fires inside us! Hehe rambling! But! You make me happy! And! Someday you will be mine! And I know you don’t hate that idea is what I’m getting at! But I’ll make that risk of us worth it. Daddy with drive! 🥰
Next page was the texts and another set of lovey words!! 🥺😖 ahh!! Even texts! Tho it was a mixture of lovey and silly. That’s what makes it so us. Lovey. And silly. You. You honey :0) you will always be my honey. Asleep in a meadow. Kisses sweet like cherries. Well babygirl. Give me a kiss ☺️
Next!
And final. And probably the most heart melting 🥰🙈😖🥺
I’ll try to summarize bcuz there’s a lot. It’s so special. The whole page baby. Idk the difference of time between drawings exactly. But. I like to think that as we spent more time together it became easier to draw my face. There’s so much more detail in the next one. Both are good but it’s just like. You can see how my face became more engraved in your head. Prolly used pics but still. It’s there. Your mf baby. Meaning everything to you. Things may be different now. But I still feel the same for you. And I feel like you for me. Just. Things have changed of course. But Based on my posts. If there was. Way to pick futures. You might at least give me a hug. But maybe. You’d indulge and take even more of your daddy. Lovingly or more 🙈. Comic con :,)) I’m sure you’ve shared with me how I help you and make you happy. But reading it out. The fact you wrote about our date together. And how things got iffy but I comforted you. We’re so similar and have so much fun with me 🥰 :+) you’re so. Sweet.
This part could be a format for a poem rather than our texts but Id like to believe that is us. And since it’s with me I’m sure it is 🥰 it’s just so sweet I cant believe it to be true. But. I will bcuz you are the sweetest girl in the world
We’ll be trees and other things. But always together
Promise?
Yes!! You better always be mine!
It feels so good to know your there. To feel your presence. Or see you from across the room
I typed this all again bcuz.. I just don’t know. Don’t be upset. I teared up a little writing this part. Only briefly. But! I’m okay! You just made me so happy baby. Not in past tense. You still do. Even if we cut off completely. You still motivated me to try more. And live life. I know you made the hard decisions. To leave and move and etc. and I did my own thing. But I didnt just sit still. I’ve moved! I plan to be a chef! I will! Hehe! Like! Rn I’m still same me. But now that I’m moved and new environments that won’t bog me down. It’s amazing. And If you hadn’t had made the choice. We may still be together. But not in position to take care of ourselves. We’ll meet again. I’m sure of that. Maybe once. Maybe in secret. Maybe for a final catch up. Maybe to go on a date and see if things feel right. No matter what. Or. If I just see you in another one of my dreams. You’ll always be with me. And I’ll always be with you. We used to say forever. But that’s an extreme word. Just say you love me. And I’ll know the rest. I’ll tell you I love you. And you’ll know the same. We’ll both know
That whether our end continues. Or a new beginning forms. Even if we lose contact. Or come face to face. Remember princess. You may not see me across the room. Or be able to touch me. But when you close your eyes. And think of me. Know that there’s a good chance. I’m somewhere. Doing the same thinking about you. I’m sorry I get overly lovey. I know it prolly makes things hard. I hope it doesn’t. I hope you can live your life how you want. And set aside your love for me. Like a time capsule. That can only be opened when we’re both ready. Or however you want to. As long as your thinkin of yourself first. I promise I am. Im done now! So long 🥺 gonna be a while before I get anymore gifts bcuz of how long daddy makes you read!
I love you H -your world. Your best friend. Your soulmate, J💜🧡
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santiice · 2 years
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Some ppl I will NEVER understand. How do you blame a 14 year old for his death in this situation?? Blaming the dead, y’all are weird to me. Ppl saying he should’ve known or should’ve got off bc he knows he’s too big. He was a 14 YEAR OLD CHILD. He was there for spring break trying to enjoy himself with his friends, he was turned down from other rides and finally was able to get on one. Every one turned him down except that one, they literally said they could take him and to get on. He was 14!!!!! A CHILD!! Then some ppl saying he was old enough to know man he’s 14 his brain hasn’t even fully developed, A LOT OF kids do not have that good of judgement, maybe you personally knew to get off or to check at 14 but not every 14 year old is the same. Y’all mfs weird and he just lost his life why is there not any sympathy and for his parents who may read it, that is heartbreaking. That video is disturbing and very shocking. It could’ve been avoided, they didn’t check him in THE video. If it truly was caused by his weight, there are usually weight requirements hence why other operators turned him down, looking at him you can see he isn’t average size. Y’all blaming him, saying he knew he was too big but that was MORE of a reason to double or even triple check to make sure he would be safe. Look up the history on that ride as well, ppl have rode and that ride has malfunctioned before, why did the park allow it to keep running? But you still blaming a 14 yo child for his death. He was a baby and it pains me to know that some ppl are blaming him. I’ve NEVER been turned down from a ride but imagine him being turned down from every ride just to finally be able to get on one and enjoy himself w his friends… he was prolly excited and wasn’t even paying it too much attention. Regardless they should have checked him it is their job to make sure ppl are safe on rides and to check every person. IT WAS AVOIDABLE!!! I won’t argue with no one on this. And most drop roller coasters have a seatbelt as like a back up for the rides, this one didn’t… it’s 2022 why is there no seatbelt??? And ppl saying he should’ve gotten off if he started panicking but the ride had already started. There are numerous ppl saying that they were once or maybe even multiple times been on a ride and it clicked, they had thought it was down enough but to only have it pushed down further by an operator…. I too have experienced this. It was NOT his fault and the operator should have checked every1 and just for him being 6’5 and overweight they should have checked him twice or 3 times. Even if he was under weight bc it isn’t safe for ppl who are under weight either. He is a child if the ppl operating saying oh no you can get on he’s a child he’s going to trust them and he was 14!! Like kids usually do not know the dangers of things hell even some grown adults don’t. And stop trying to blame his parents bc maybe they were also not aware, the ppl work there they should know. It may feel like the worst thing they could’ve ever done, they lost their 14 yo son let them grieve. Kids are literally kids!!! Stop trying these kids as adults, many kids are not aware or was told certain things, ppl really out here acting like they have never been a child or that things they may know is common knowledge to all ppl in the world. At the end of the fucking day he was a child and that park had rules, regulations and protocols. They absolutely did NOT follow through on their end and it is 100% their responsibility to make sure every person there on the ride is safe. Same way if someone were to drown in the pool in your backyard, you are responsible and can be sued. If you don’t have the proper safety for others such as fence, locked gate or something you can be sued. That is enforcing safety and keeping ppl or children out. Same here he might have been too big or overweight for the ride BUT the workers did NOT enforce the weight requirement nor did they supervise (check his harness) in fact they encouraged him to get on. You’re weird if you’re blaming the CHILD. I said what I said
Rest In Peace Tyre Sampson
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kkokopi · 2 years
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Unlocking a kink: Biting! headcanons
includes: baji, draken, kokonoi
warning(s): mild swearing
wordcount: 2 607 kinktober miniseries
finally edited and made a full koko part read it here!
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baji
it wasn't exactly hard to find out that he had a biting kink to be honest
he had a habit of nipping you or grazing his fanged tooth around your neck any chance he gets
man beforew you guys even started dating its happened
he'd nip you on occasion to get your attention
boy prefers being the one to bite though but he doesn't mind getting bitten either, just expect him to one up you every time you do it
if you give him a playful bite he'd return it with a chomp of his own, hard enough that has you gripping on his shirt and whining at him that it could've left a mark
thinks his little fangs were designed for biting at you
his favorite place to leave his little bites would be your neck, shoulder and even your tummy area
there was one time while he was cuddling his face by your tummy and lifted your shirt up to nip at the expanse of skin before him
when he was done he would just give you a proud fanged smile as if he hadn't just done what he did and would return to snuggling his face to your belly
if he was feeling playful he'd chomp at your cheek or ear
would be vocal about liking the expressions and sounds of surprise and flustered noises you make
on the subject on when he does it
well that doesnt really matter since he'd do it when he feels like it
he has no trouble biting or marking you up in public especially when he's feeling territorial though
"Aaaaaaa you're such a cutie pie!" You cooed taking the white ball of fluff into your arms into a hug and Baji just sat by your couch watching. Hell its been like this for weeks ever since you brought that thing home. Your mother even joked about how now he had to fight for your love since your cat was a tough contender.
And God was that true
You've been spending an awful lot of time with your new cat and Baji didn't like that one bit. When he gave you the suggestion to go get one he hadn't known he unconsciously signed himself up to get replaced. Though to be fair he had his doubts at first but c'mon you weren't gonna replace him with a cat right? And you said you were lonely at home so surely a fur baby was enough to keep you happy when he wasn't there.
But now here you were and what was supposed to be a home date with him turned into you pampering your beautiful, but also really narcissistic as baji would say, Maine coon.
Baji swears he's never met such an evil creature like your cat before. Not to mention you spoiled your new fur baby like crazy, so it prolly got it into its little head that you were its person.
The first time he met your cat it hissed at him and he thought 'yeah sure its a cat, it happens cause its their first time meeting me' but we would notice the way your cat would wedge in between the both of you and steal your attention.
It was all harmless right?
Wrong.
Your cat would deliberately go out of its way to cause a scene or disturb both of your home dates. Be it knocking over some items atop tables, whimpering and faking injuries, or just straight up resting on your lap demanding attention with its big eyes and loud purrs and what had Baji ticked was that you were all over it and pretty much heart-eyed at the tiny ball of evil.
(C/n) was pretty much a spoiled diva at this point and you were too dense to realize this. Always smothering your fluffy cat with attention and kisses.
What finally made Baji snap was whenever he would nuzzle and hug you, your cat would start rubbing itself on you and lick at you til what they deemed as clean and would look at Baji like he was absolutely filthy before trying to drag you away in a pretense of asking for food but Baji new better.
he knew your cat was marking its territory and it made his blood boil
Now back to the present, from where he was seated Baji sent the cat an evil eye only for it to return it with a smug look before leaning into your arms and purring loudly for Baji to hear. When you cooed at your little bundle of fur and peppered it with kisses the cat sent Baji a taunting look
'This lil shit' Baji's eye twitched in annoyance
The cat further nuzzled its head to you and brought its paw up to tap on your face to which you absolutely melted in response. Baji sent a loud sigh hoping to catch your attention but your back was still turned to him causing him to clench his jaw a bit.
He didn't come here to be ignored, he thought as he made his way to you who was still rocking your white-haired cat around your arms like a baby.
"Oi, (N/n)," he said peering over your shoulder to lock eyes with your cat, both of them sending eachother the nastiest glare. Upon hearing his voice you gave Baji an award-winning smile before setting your cat down. When Baji saw this he smugly huffed a small laugh almost escaping him as he looked towards your cat who looked appalled to be let down on the floor.
"Dya wanna go out and eat?" He asked almost a little too happily but you dont question it.
"I feel like having something warm tonight, can we do that?" you ask with a smile as you rummage through your closet to find something suitable to wear for this late october weather.
"Anythinng you want, let's just head out." Baji scans his eyes around the room but your cat was no where in sight, 'where the hell is that little shit?'
Just after the though passed his mind a crash came from the other room prompting both you and Baji to look at each other before creeping in the other room to investigate.
You moved to turn the lights on and to yours but not Baji's surprise both you come face to face with your cat that dropped a plant pot on itself and was faking a limp as it alternated its paws into getting to you in which you giggled at before scooping it into your arms
"Awe baby," you say cooing at (c/n) and baji was trying to find it in himself not to roll his eyes already somewhat internally fuming hearing you call this cat 'his' nickname drove him over the edge even more. No way in hell was he sharing that nickname with that attention-seeking creature
He was baby! not this, this cat. Sure he did have a soft spot for animals but your new cat was definitely the exception to that
He huffed and wrapped his arms around you and you sent him a questioning look but he ignored you when he looked your cat in the eye and bit down on your shoulder and slid up towards your neck and took another bite.
"Mine," he growls at your cat before continuing to pepper kisses by your neck.
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koko
cmon lets be honest we know him as someone who's business minded and only does things that would benefit him especially when he was the captain of the elite guard of the black dragons
but outside of his business minded nature koko has this quite sly and charming and more boyish side that pops out
it's playful even
but when it comes to the topic of biting, he's pretty sadistic and does it more for his pleasure
he takes great pride when he has you squirming and whining under his arms right after taking a nip out of your skin
he's stick his tongue out at you before proceeding to hug your back and would playfully nip at you again
and thats when you hear his miraculous laughs as he chides you he wouldn't do it again but you both know it isn't true
if you even dare bite him back, a wrong move on your part, because you have unleashed koko's inner dom
like baji he would try and size you up but would be smug about it
The first time you bit him, he gave you a smirk as he raised an eyebrow at you
"oh?" "you wanna try doing that again princess?"
koko as much as he has a biting kink with the preference of giving
his type of physically receiving from you would be lingering touches or whenever your nails would graze and scratch at his skin
it has him taking a deep breath and letting out a hiss, sometimes even tilting his head back ever so slowly and letting a sigh escape his lips
He wouldn't admit it but he loves the feeling of your nails against his skin be it running them on it gently or even squeezing and scratching
he's feral for it
on the innocent side he's soft for scalp scratches doe
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draken
okay so the kink came as a surprise to him
he doesn't like biting you cause he's afraid to hurt you so he refrains from doing that unless you ask him to or iif it happens on the heat of the moment
but receiving it?
yes.
You can say both of you never saw it coming when it first happened
It was if a new side to him was unlocked
on a sexual note he groaned the first time it ever happened
to have someone like you, so small to be trying to assert somewhat of dominance over him a 6ft tall boy
it was interesting but he'll let you take the reigns
plus he thinks its pretty hot how you were all over him
on a domestic note though he love love loves it when you bite at him
loves it when you're on his lap kissing his neck and occasionally biting
or even when you're out in public and give him a loving nip
he wouldn't even be fazed even if he was surrounded by members of toman
he'll even let out a small smile at it
(follows the events during the Toman meeting during ep4)
You promised to meet Draken at Musashi shrine for their Toman meeting. After having bailed out on your scheduled date thrice for Toman but today he promised that right after the meeting he was all yours and you were holding him onto that promise.
So waiting by the parked motorbikes by the foot of the shrine
'perhaps the meeting started already' you think but you don't see draken's beloved zephyr, probably the closest thing you had to a competition for the blonde's heart
In the corner of your eye you see a couple walking by the shrine, 'a date?' pretty weird place to have a date at night for, plus I doubt some of the members of Toman would like it if there were a couple of trespassers by the gang's official meeting place, especially tonight when there was apparently something big going on.
You continue to stare at the couple who just stood there standing just as you did.
You let out a hum as you turn your phone on in search for Draken's contact rereading a few of your messages just to see if you arrived on time or not. Your eyes trailed once again, 'they look cute together' you smile at that thought but wonder if that's what people thought of you and Draken. You shook your heads to take the negativity out of your head and that's when you hear the roar of engines nearing.
The headlights were blinding and the sounds of the engines echoed around the vicinity as if to announce the presence of Toman, it had you smiling, they were dramatic as always.
The bikers circled the couple, who looked really frightened and intimidated by the action. The young girl with pink hair, who you assume was around your age hid behind her blonde boyfriend. They don't seem to notice you or if they did they didn't care to gang up on you probably knowing you were affiliated with the vice captain.
"This ain't a freaking exhibition! Get the hell outta hear!" You hear one of the members yell, walking towards the couple. You notice that the blonde boy looked frazzled as a few of other gang members sized him up
"What the crap do you want?!" the same member sneered
"Want us to kill you?"
The blonde hair male responded but that only seemed to rile up the men more as he now fisted the blonde boy's shirt.
"Huh?! Do you even know what place this is imbicile?"
"Who the heck told you to come to a Toman meeting place huh?!"
Without thinking you ran up to them and grabbed the hand of the male firsting the shirt of the blonde hair's
"As a matter of fact I did," you say glaring at the Toman member, "You shouldn't harass my friends like that."
"Eh (Y/n)?" you hear a familiar voice say, "Could you be Takemicchi?"
You then looked between Mitsuya and the boy you know now as 'Takemicchi' who weakly responded a yes
"Why are you scaring the president's guests?" Mitsuya growls as he lightly kicks the member by the back only for them to meekly respond a sorry before running of, careful not to get in trouble with their squad captain.
"I'm sorry for that," you tell them, "I'm (y/n)!" you say before Mitsuya prompts them to follow him, probably to lead them to where Mikey was since they were his guests. You followed in a distance behind them since it kind of clicked that where Mikey was Draken must be there too, right?
"Sorry for calling you all of a sudden," You hear Mikey's voice call from a distance, "Why are you bringing your wife along?"
"I had no idea," Takemicchi replies with his hand scratching his head
"Oh Hina, sorry for scaring you last time" you hear the voice of your boyfriend say, 'hmmm what was that all about'
Leaving your thoughts at bay you ran to your boyfriend and glomping him in a hug. You can feel the confused glances of the couple behind you as you feel draken slide his arm around your waist and you gave him a peck by his chin and nipped at his neck. He leans his chin to rest on your head and unknown to you he had a small smile on his face.
"So gross Ken-chin," Mikey teased
"Fuck off Mikey!" Draken barked and you only giggled at their banter.
"Eh Draken and (y/n)?!" You hear Takemicchi exclaim from behind you and you feel draken's arm lightly hold you firmer and closer to him in a somewhat protective manner.
"You know (y/n)?" You hear your boyfriend question, his voice growing a tone or so lower
You pat his chest before turning to meet eyes with the couple from earlier and smiled, "Kinda a long story," turning back to him you nipped by his neck in reassurance knowing it would calm him down, "No need to worry Ken"
Takemitchy could say he's never seen Draken so whipped for someone, someone so tall and burly to be tamed by someone as mouse like yourself. It was cute to say the least.
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NOTE: okay damn i feel kinda bad for not writing a story for koko's but aaaaaa this was originally really supposed to be a hc fic but i couldn't help it with baji and then i got an idea for draken's aaaaaaaaaa okay I might right a continuation fic for koko but that's a mission for tomorrow I guess but for now enjoyyy!
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