#hashtag coping mechanisms

[hornystiel]

Dean always being his secretive and insecure self meticulously hides all his sketches from everybody.

Until Cas appears in the picture. Both figuratively and literally.

It's some diner in the middle of nowhere (as usual) and Dean's alone for the time being and finally he can distract himself from the impending doom (as usual) with sketching.

Cas appears behind him with a quiet flutter and peers over his shoulder. And Dean bristles, shields the tiny wrinkled paper with his hands because "don't you have better things to do than creep on me."

Cas is looking calmly at him because "Dean. People have always made art since the beginnings of their creation. For protection, identification, aesthetics, plain fun. For different reasons. Why are you ashamed of yours."

Then Dean moves his hand for a waitress to squeeze past his table and Cas sees that it's him in the sketch and. Oh.

Sketched with mismatched colored pencils by this tired (blushing?) human - is no comparison to being painted in chapels among his siblings. It's infinitely better.

While Cas is just standing, awed, Dean crumples the paper and throws it in the bin on the way out of the diner in an attempt to run from everything at once.

The sketch comes back to him.

Dean finds it in a pocket of the wet and dirty trenchcoat that he's just fished out of the water. The sketch somehow looks unaffected by the time spent folded (neatly) in a pocket. It's not even particularly wet. Unlike Dean's face.

He puts it carefully in his own pocket, close to his heart. Once they bring Cas back he's showing him the sketchbooks.

#me projecting my own coping mechanisms on one disaster tired dude? more likely than you think #destiel #destiel ficlet #deancas #deancas ficlet #writing is not really my forte but as you can see it doesn't stop me #artist dean #thoughts in words #hashtag writing

[shopcat]

it is actually so silly how i will be despairing about Change and such and i have my little freak out and then i think for a couple seconds about my little guys and i calm down and the future isn't so scaries. and if i need a double dose even how they went through the same things + so did my friends and were fine. like okay whatever. baby being distracted by shiny toy

#🐾 #well a little bit... i do appreciate it mostly. Hashtag coping mechanism

[dnphan]

maddie say something serious without putting “#” in front of it challenge… GO

#like why do i feel the need to make everything funny #prob a coping mechanism or something idek #like do i live in 2014?? jesus u fucking incel #hashtag #2014 #coping mechanism #random thoughts

[roziist]

I can't stop drawing her

#art #doodle #oc #original character #dragon ball #dbz #dbz oc #arin #supreme kai #supreme kai oc #these doodles r kinda old but i think about her like all the time right now hashtag coping mechanism

[theriverbeyond]

status update:

#trb.txt #YES i saw a thing on the internet i am trying to hashtag coping mechanisms myself out of obsessing over. also a fic that ive been followin #g since 2020 JUST UPDATED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS im going to think abt that instead

[love-songs-for-emma]

they say that "time heals all wounds" but i honestly think that upping my anti-depressants has done more for me

#.jokes #hashtag comedy #ok but actually. upping my dosage has rocked my world this last week #i hope this continues!!!!!!! #today is The Day im Feeling It #still a very tired busy guy but at least im not explodingexplodingexploding #also on a serious note. time just passes. it passes no matter what. time is not a remedy to trauma #time will go on but you may get stuck on loop. therapy. unpacking what happened to you. finding coping mechanisms that #work for you. medication maybe. these r things that help #the pain still exists. and it can be just as strong depending on the trauma. but hopefully the time between incidents/episodes lessens #fill the space where u feel capable and free with love laughter joy. fill it with little tasks that set you up to have a better time when #things r feeling bad again #sometimes ill do smth as small as writing out a phone number i need to call in the morning Just to cut out the step of googling it in the #morning. bc in the morning The Phone Call may seem monumental and impossible. but a lil bit less so if everything i need ( #the number & what i wanna say) are written out before me #also also. last thing. the beginning of this is to be read exactly how the person in ''it could take 5 or 6 stores or just 1'' says it #thank u. #.txt #maria is literally just rambling. hi #personal #yes this ok to reblog. its meant to make u snort #mental health #/pos #silly hour!

[nerice]

Quick question! Are they soulless constantly in pain and suffer 25/8 or are they just kinda „eh; guess I‘m rotting“ like zombies or are they infinitely searching for something that feels like it’s missing (due to the no soul thing)?

What is the whole soulless experience like?

:D! oh all of the above though only the first is hardbaked into their nonexistent dna!! stuck in a human body that's unable to process sensory input the right way & still tethered to the invisible moon via their blood. granted, it's not burning blood jail 900% of the time, sometimes it's just an uncanny itch, random muscle aches, spasms, tingling nerves that sputter and spark; sometimes it's like nothing is wrong at all (esp prevalent with gray who will only notice some minor ache in response to linnea's touch driving it out of him <3 ofc that only makes it more painful when she withholds her cure, esp esp when she's in the mood 2 make him worse on purpose ww) this ask is getting away from me help

camp Rotting For Sport is mostly sky content as she heads towards soulless existence via blood rot/nascent pain (shoutout to dream game :)🔪) sorry babygirl say goodbye to your hard-won strength control we are unlocking the birthright you never wanted </3

nd the 'searching for something thats missing' is mostly a consequence of the condition nd manifests differently for all of them!! faye is chronically homesick for the invisible moon she just wants to go back n quit existence, less so because of the pain (it isn't helping, sure) but she's the only one who finds a weird solace in it. the proof of her origin, her destination calling out to her!! and gray is the direct opposite, violently chasing any human feeling and desire, compounded by the fact that linn indulges in life so brilliantly she has so much fun!! but it's russian roulette whether or not he can partake in the same way; longing to eat but unable to hold food down. longing to sleep but never rested. etc etc the list is longer than i'm willing to engage him as a complex character rather than the guy in the 10 of swords card 💀

long story short, being soulless sucks as much as any chronic illness sucks but they're very good at making the worst of it too <3

#this ask jumpscared the fuck out of me bc i was sideblogging and for a moment thought i had accidentally posted smth to main askdjaksjdksjf #askbox #anonbox #oc asks #I LOVE DOING OC ASKS SO MUCH TY FOR UR INTEREST ILYYY <3333333 #also platinum road is one of my favourite settings bc it forces faye to confront the question if living might not be worth it after all #(being gay and arianna's object of affection will do that 2 u <3) not a love saves all scenario by any means but a fun thought experiment #bc she is so utterly devoid of human connection in the main storyline. she n eliada are besties but they both just wna go home #for the price of mindbreaking one (1) teenager you too can quit ur job & retire ! (terms & conditions may apply) #much more i could say here but that wld be getting way out into the weeds n maybe a little too on main #trust me when i say i have SO MUCH WRITING on these bastards n the shit they deal with / results of their hashtag coping mechanisms >:3 #oh nd fwiw there is actual Zombie Rotting (live love laugh) in the azra corner but that's a wholly different story #sometimes you become a vessel for the universe's harddrive reset and that's okay! carry on soldier

[sk3tch404]

A little something before I go coding for another 6+ hours before the deadline hits me in the face

Sorry for not posting anything drawing related in a million fuckin years

Yandere oc for my game I'm busting my ass get finished before Halloween. I'm not working on his route, I'm working on another dudes route right now.

His name is Rory Flynn, 27 years old, and a vampire.

The dudes center around different major holidays, so this guy is basically Valentines Day. I'm gonna work on him next.

I'd take his ass on a date tbh u just have to see his sprites lol

HE WEARS A LEATHER JACKET BTW 😍

#yandere oc #harvesting season #yandere #rory flynn #my ocs #drawing #art #god im stressed outta my mind #but im used to it #watching breaking bad is my coping mechanism #tbh #yandere game #i guess #idk if i should put that tag there #but its in progress #so deal with it #i guess again #dot dot dot #tumblr hashtags are also my coping mechanism #vampire oc

[mossytines]

GOING TO MY ROOM AFTER A LONG DAY OF HARD WORK (2 HOURS PULLING OUT ODDLY STRONG VINES FROM MY FENCE AND UPROOTING WEEDS) TO PRACTICE MY GUN TRICKS. (TOY GUN BUT ALSO PLAYING RDR2 AFTER)

#hashtag cowboy life #this is what helps me through my day. dont diss my coping mechanism im a cowboy

[dog-girl-zezora]

normal people should not ask me any personal questions i will literally respond in the most insane way possible like i cant just be like "oh thats personal" hell no im about to make it your problem for asking you FUCKING IDIOT.

#why dont you go to church oh maybe because it makes me want to KILL MYSELF FOR THE PAST 11 FUCKING YEARS? #why do you always seem to be to yourself oh maybe because im bipolar and i tend to have emotional issues with people i do not know #because people act like they know me and i want to rip them apart. #i am NOT interested in general people. i do not care. do you understand. you do NOT ask me personal questoins i will EAT YOUR FACE #im normal with a normal job i act normally #maybe its because im MEDICATED and have a very good mental coping mechanisms and outter support. #IM SO NORMAL. #im normal because my brain knows how to REGULATE ITSELF but FUCK i want to be VIOLANT SO BADLY #SO BADLY I WANT TO BE SO VIOLENT ALL THE TIME #and other times i want to just lay in the rain and melt crying till im no more #AUGH I CANT BE NORMAL IN THESE CONVERSATIONS YOU FUCKED UP #auuughghghg it doesnt help i already had an episode today. #of course i have nothing to hold me back i already released my inhibitions #im hashtag a little bit of a bitch. but only because i ddont want anyone to get close ahaha #not in a fucking cute way #in a fucking. i desire to kill you if you over step my boundary way. #personal #im normal :/

[ttuesday]

#that moment when your parents announce their divorce as an early Christmas present😍

#I have no coping mechanism except bad comedy and hashtags #guess who’s gonna enter their teenage rebellion era but in their 20s #slay moment #divorce #vent post apologies besties #vent

[notquiteaghost]

What about 1 & 6 for the writer ask meme?

do you know how you want the story to end when you start, or are you just stumbling through the figurative wilderness hoping to find a road?

generally i start writing cuz i get an idea for a specific scene, & sometimes either that scene is the whole fic or writing it leads easily to the other couple scenes that make the whole fic, so in that sense i know the ending. otherwise no, i have no idea where i'm going. i do almost always outline! but i'll start an outline to figure out where the fic ends

filt is actually maybe the sole outlier where i did know the ending (of the series, once i started the second part & plot appeared) almost immediately, & then had to backtrack how to get there. on g-d i WILL get cody to hold a baby

do you have any kind of consistent writing schedule or just hoping for the best?

i do not have a consistent eating schedule rn, let alone anything else. i wld like to write more regularly, but i probly need to be on adhd meds to manage it. also like i need fic to be a thing i do for fun or the rats in my brain'll start to throw a tantrum y'know

#asks #godoflaundrybaskets #ty!! #technically i do write semi consistently but it's poetry #and it's semi consistent cuz poetry is a coping mechanism #unfortunately having A Bad Time only motivates me to write hashtag coping fic not to write fic in general

[raincitycorrina]

My Family Coat of Arms Ties In The Back

Does anyone in my family suffer from mental illness? No. In fact, we seem to rather enjoy it. Shall I talk about my crazy deceased great aunts? Which one first? Maybe the one who had 18 cats ( and she didn’t even like felines) or the one who drank Listerine daily as an alcoholic beverage.( she swallowed it.) I have had a lifelong battle with anxiety and complex ptsd. So I’m no great hell either. However my coping mechanisms include making people laugh and telling great stories and making art. So there’s that, Anyways. Sometimes my sense of humour is rather dark. I wonder why.

#dark humour #mental health #dysfunctional family #animal hoarding #ptsd #coping mechanism #mental illness #listerine is not a beverage #dont eat cat food auntie #hashtags shouldn’t say that #is anyone even reading this #just checking

[everhoods]

Had a breakdown in front of my mom and it went OK actually. Good way to start summer camp

#jesse.txt #I would give more details but the specifics of it are being washed away #Hashtag dissociation goals #Oh and I got a high grade on my dissociation test let's GOOOOOOOO #Joking of course. This is the worst coping mechanism

[stillwannadancewith]

If you think about it we’re just like zouis so it’s okay

#hashtag my life is a movie #waffle #every bestie fallout with years long grudge holding on both sides=were just like zouis😌 #patting myself on the back for finding a coping mdd we charisme #mechanism

[chimaerra]

i love physics i hate physics. my ap is tomorrow and i feel all consuming dread like this is my biggest determiner of my life. ap's literally mean nothing to me im so confused

#i am having a hashtag life crisis tho bc like. ive generally assumed with myself that im gonna go into some stem career. #like. thats my easy college plan. go to a mild stem school. pick some major. bounce around til i find one that i like and has #opportunity and play it by ear. #its always been my easiest subjects and i think theyre super neat but like. i realized today that like. that sounds soul sucking to me #like. i genuinely cannot imagine a real life stem career that i would like. i dont WANT to show up and move numbers or data or analyze shit #like. physics is such a fun class. ive looked it up. there is no FUN application of physics except being a fucking teacher and i am trying #to escape the school system not rejoin #i just. idk ive never actually considered a creative anything because like. creativity is just coping mechanisms for me. thats it #but like. i really fucking like it when i get the right medium. which isnt often. and like. what if i wanna do something with that? #then im fucked right? cos thats what it feels like. #ntxt