#hate to be an ivy league dropout !! in the middle of year 4!! to come so far and to fall!!!!

[lambentplume]

EVERYWHERE i look i just see school stuff and it makes me. truly so upset

#hhhh and it's hard for me to leave the house too #i also like. get So sad about my hobbies like drawing makes me Deeply sad #i can't really get a job #so like. not a lot of distractions aside from social media #so uhhhh... hurts! a lot!!! #hate to be an ivy league dropout !! in the middle of year 4!! to come so far and to fall!!!! #i'm truly so. disappointed in myself and i have no idea how to deal with this because it's just SO STUPID #like. even thinking about making art deeply upsets me much less actually making the art #everyone i know is in school #or worse they graduated and i do Not want to harsh a vibe by being like WOE IS ME!!! #but uhhhh idk i wanna SCREAM i don't know what to do!! i am the dumbfuck who dropped out mid-pandemic!!!!! I HATE IT