#hatred. malice even.

[neomedievalistbr]

and in my fuckin madohomu post of all things.

#yumuda.txt #hatred. malice even.

[samurotting]

i'll change my pfp on twatter and it'll work then a sec later it reverts to my old pfp fuckin wow

#HATRED. MALICE EVEN.

[eosofspades]

okay i meant to make this post forever ago but my personal opinion on why so many people were so dissatisfied with lightfalll (disclaimer: i am not one of these people, i love lightfall SO much), is that lightfall was kind of subjected to a really aggressive marketing campaign.

like, stick with me here, i feel like almost all the lightfall release content (the trailers especially) were so focused on battling the witness, how this battle has been centuries in the making and this is the Second Collapse Finally Finding Us, only for there to be,,, no real resolution. the end was left on such a severe cliffhanger, but not only that, there was NO battle with the witness. the witness didn't even seem to be having a hard time at all with what we WERE throwing at it.

and for narrative reasons *i* am obsessed with this ending; in terms of storytelling i adore practically every creative decision that was made in lightfall, but i think the reason that so many people were so upset about it is because lightfall had such intense marketing and was rooted in the implication that this was the End of Days, only for us to get almost no closure, and instead so many more questions.

(there's also something to be said, i think, about the fact that the people who ARE most upset about this are like, the youtube gamer dudebros who's content is very very often rooted in the aggressive, violence-and-warfare, pvp-centric, no-interest-in-lore approach to destiny, and that the people i've seen primarily ENJOYING the narrative decisions (or at least being understanding about it) are the artists and writers and loremasters of the fandom, but i'm not quite sure,,, how to expand on that point.)

#like. something something yt dudebros who are like 'uhhh destiny is about violence and war and the lore is only for people who suck at pvp #and destiny is a shitty evil game i hate it sooooo much hashtag 26871435 hours recorded gameplay' asshats #being the ones complaining MOST about the narrative in. a narrative driven game. and refusing to engage with ANY lore in a LORE HEAVY GAME #vs. the community on here thats full of artists and writers and people who actually like to analyze the story and characters #and engage with the lore and have any emotional attachment at all to the characters and world and themes #being the ones who are like. appreciative of the narrative decisions made and looking forward to where the story will take us and #looking at the game with LOVE instead of hatred and malice #and even if you didn't like lightfall!!! people in the latter category are still the people who i keep seeing be like #'yeah even if i didn't personally like it i can understand the significance of this narrative decision.' #'i acknowledge that bungie put so much time and effort and passion into making this even if it wasnt satisfying to me personally.' #'i have the critical thinking skills to understand that bungie is not a sentient malicious entity trying to ruin my life; me; specifically' #like. do you get what im saying. gamer dudebros who think the world revolves around them vs the fandom members who actually understand art #bc. thats what destiny is. its art. the whole thing is a massive art project made by a group of people that are very passionate about it. #do you hear what im saying at ALL its like two separate fandoms for the same piece of media the difference is so stark #mine #destiny 2 #lightfall #destiny 2 lightfall #eos destiny essays

[rantingravingliving]

Shut up, fuck off and just listen to this with your headphones on. Park Jimin sounds fucking amazing.

So fucking amazing all I am hearing (and seeing) is how great his debut is despite people trying to drag him for almost anything.

Well, you know how karma works, right?

Anyway, Alone is my fave FACE track, but SMF Pt. 2 will always make me gasp whenever I hear it and more so when I see Jimin performs it.

So you, fuck off your opps. Jimin has shown what he can do, and the world responded with applause and praises.

#the park jimin #bts jimin #park jimin #jimib set me free pt 2 performance #sorry not sorry for the angsty post #i have seen so much bs today over at twitter and even here at tumblr #i really wonder these people can go about with their lives hating and sabotaging others #i mean all that hatred probably is doing major damage on their skin #gosh imagine living with hatred and jealousy and malice #anyway continue streaming FACE it is good for your skin and heart #Youtube

[rosykims]

playing what pride had wrought <3 "i have reason to believe these ruins are the temple of mythal" "which is?? 😵‍" i am once again seething with the fury of one thousand enraged gorillas

#oc: ashara #tay plays dai #“WHICH IS” SAYS FIRST TO THE KEEPER WEARING MYTHAL'S VALLASLIN. #DIE. DIE. DIEEEEEEE #i'll never not be angry abt this. its suchhhh a ridiculous oversight #i do have it coming this time around bc i decided i love the woeful despicable vibes of bringing solas/sera/cassandra to the temple #absolutely everybody against ashara even the people she cares about the most :) #if i decide to make her a villain in dadw im going to point to this quest specifically and those three WILL be mentioned by name <3 #like maybe she wouldve let morrigan drink from the well if not for the absolute disrespect shes abt to put up with for the next hour or so #sigh. lavellans who love their gods mean everything to me. im so sad that the trauma of everything they have to learn abt their culture #is so dismissed. and like.. straight up ridiculed lol #everything sucks i am playing this quest w hatred and malice in my heart

[lesbianpegbar]

also i didnt post about it last night bc it was like 4 in the morning and i felt deranged but thissss interaction. genuinely destroyed me and i'll be thinking about it forever and ever.

#the way yukio was so so set in his way of thinking that he never once even considered that rin would care about him dying that much #he was so stuck in his mind that he couldn't realize how what he's saying and thinking is irrational #to yukio for his whole life its just been a fact that hes a horrible weak person who deserves to die #the tone of the convo being yukio stating this insane suicidal mantra hes held onto for so long like its fact. like its common sense #and then having that shattered immediately when rin yells out in confusion and desperation. immediately breaking the illusion #of yukios perception of himself his brother and their relationship as one of malice fear and hatred #rin immediately immediately showing how much he loves and cares for yukio #yukio never being able to realize that before bc he never reached out to him until things got this bad. auuuughhhhhhhh #rins expressions here too. ohhhhhhhhh god #fuck. #ANYWAY #this shit hits a little close to home..... siblings....... waugh......... #mine #blue exorcist #tw suicide #suicide mention #just in case

[orbdotexe]

Trying SO hard not to give Wolf more people on their side bc they're the ultimate Depressed Bitch... I don't even know what to do about Saint yet!!! I have no idea if Osiris believes them or not! but here I go thinking about Saladad and the Young Wolf's Howl :(

In my defense, consider:

This is more than a weapon. Forged by Lord Saladin within the hallowed halls of the Iron Temple, this sword was intended for you, and none other. When you wield it, its burning flames represent the bright light of your valor — and the all-consuming sacrifice that you have promised to make, should you be called to it.

According to Saladin, that sword is a promise. Become what the enemies of the City fear. The only Nightmare worth fearing, as Eris put it.

At its core, the sword is an Iron Lord's oath to protect the City, no matter the personal cost.

Like... What does it mean to Saladin, to see it on their back when they pull the trigger on Lakshmi? That it was with them when they tried to kill Cayde? That they're still using it now, even as they sow the end?

Is he angered to see his next generation, the one who was supposed to carry the torch of his fallen friends, turn their back on everything he taught them?

Or maybe he knows, in some part. Does he see that they believe they've upheld their promise, even now? Does he think they're delusional?

Even worse, consider them returning it. I'm very drawn on this, though, because of what it means. Wolf giving the sword up would be an admission that they don't care, and Wolf does. Wolf cares so, so much. and they're a sentimental bitch here!!

BUT. What if Saladin found them, one day, treating the sword?

He tells them that sword is an oath, and they tell him they've kept it. He asks why they tried to kill Cayde, and they don't answer. He asks why their killed Lakshmi, and they tell him Ikora would know.

There's silence as he considers this, glaring them down. Wolf stands up, holding the sword in an almost reverie. They ask if he's here to take it back. He doesn't answer.

They set it against the wall, telling him they have more swords.

They leave.

#yeah im still on this. what about it #the forsaken exile #i have so many feelings about this sword. i never even got it but it means so much... #uhhh i am mildly obsessed with the Only Nightmare quote ever since I did the Deathbringer quest #i love that SO much #i dont even actually use Deathbringer!!! I just love Eris <3 she says some RAW shit #i VERY much want Wolf to be using the Born In Fire ornament but for lore reasons #and we all know how i feel about the Young Wolf's promises!!! yeah baby!! over commitment!!!!!! #Like... they're broken and shattered. but they still keep their promise. They still keep the sword!!! #so i feel like it would be fitting for the sword to have those molten cracks... #but like... what lore reasons? why did the sword break? #pain. #ALSO on the Ikora thing: tell me she didn't have Hidden in Lakshmi's ranks #Even if she found out LATE what Lakshmi's plan was. she would still know eventually. so here Ikora has just... chosen not to release that #Not out of malice. but imean. its the Vanguard. its politics. Wolf took the shot of turning hatred on themself #and away from the House. #Best not to waste that and introduce a new factor. No need to muddy the waters further #politics is a balancing act where what's good isnt always right! Ikora knows she should put it out there but its for the better of the City #essay tags my beloved <3 #i just got up. this probably makes NO sense

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

year six of being salty that around halfway through RoS the writers went 'shit we accidentally wrote five way too sympathetic and reasonable, and he is rapidly going through a redemption arc. quick shove in random serial killer shit out of nowhere without explanation, which completely contradicts his character and its development up til then. wait fuck he's redemption arcing EVEN HARDER in FoT. shit shit shit okay just make him hannibal lecter'

#lorien legacies #LL number five #LL crit tag #the crit files #five hurting people is something he consistently has to work himself up toward by turning them into an Object of Hatred #and/or having someone else encourage him to do so #because hurting people /fucks him up/ even when he hates them #and after that has hit its breaking point of emotional intensity he just. stops wanting to hurt them #wants to help them or at least for them to be alright in fact; even when they've treated him horrifically #and when that breaking point results in doing irreversible harm he regrets it SO MUCH #he has to spend a month dissociating and keeping himself busy every waking hour not to break the fuck down over what he did to ethan #and he DOES break the fuck down over killing eight #like even if he thought well of eight in particular by comparison he's been stoked up to hate the other garde in general #which leads pretty quickly to regret and total lack of malice toward the garde after the showdown in florida #he is completely broken over it #even /nine/ he loses 'i want this person hurt' animosity toward after florida. in fact animosity at all that we see after that initial #monologue over eight's body; where he's having his big moment of realizing he has more hatesinking to regret than just hurting eight #and he doesn't say he wants nine to suffer. he just says it wasn't worth helping him because he thinks he'd just throw it away #the only time we see him kill someone and not seem too fucked up about it is when it's a mog soldier who presumably knew what he was #signing up for; and was literally swinging a sword at five's head #five fucks me up because at heart he just does not have real malice in him. if he is feeling it something has gone terribly wrong #not as in ~lol of course it has he's crazy~ but as in 'if you supposedly feel fine but are under so much stress that you're having constant #shakes and heart palpitations that is not your default state of being; you are being bent in half and you're eating yourself' #so them randomly going uhmmm ACTUALLY he's a BLOODTHIRSTY SADISTIC SERIAL KILLER who carves his number into a rando's chest #for no reason; and lets people regenerate rather than kill them so he can savor hacking them apart over and over; and drools over murdering #as many people as he can including two random mog guards that happened to be in him and ella's way is like. fuck off lmao #even if you try to go with him turning the mogs into a hatesink for what they've done he would go into a breakdown spiral as soon as it #resulted in killing someone and actually seeing them suffer. the other exception to this that we see before the character assassination #started was deltoch but i do feel like there's an explanation there; it doesn't feel Jarring; but will have to think about it #anyway five has some great moments in UaO but it's really frustrating trying to pick through the bullshit for Actual Characterization

[touteytout]

girl i hate the for you tab WHAT is the point of showing me a 4 day old reblog of my own post. or constantly showing post by accounts i already follow

#like i know its bc twitter does that as well and its also stupid #and its not even a post thats like gaining traction or whatever that would be recomended to me anyway #its always some 2 notes post that ive already seen on the following tab #ragagagagagacg hatred and malice killl kill kill kill

[neomedievalistbr]

wow, if it gets 300 more notes, itll be officially more popular than the tf2 for cis people post. hell on earth

#yumuda.txt #hatred. malice even.

[waitingforminjae]

that goddamn military band

#EVERY DAY I LOSE MEN TO THAT GODDAMN BAND. 🖕😐🍅. #HATRED. MALICE EVEN

[queerbaitesque]

bite chomp kill

#first of all. why didnt we get the family dinner with will. WHY #and second of all why did they even cut the line??? hatred and malice #hannibal

[t-ierrahumeda]

Ohh I'm in such a bad mood, I'm so angry

#i hate this job so much #hatred malice even

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

you know i voted for the captain america men because like i’m not an animal of course. but part of me thinks you guys have been so annoying about that poll i want the cringe pirates to win. i don’t mean it i hate that pirate show as much as anyone here. it’s just. well you guys have to know you’ve been way too annoying about the captain america men wrt this poll. i haven’t even been that annoying about the percabeth bbc merlin one… like tone it down before i stop being on your side fr…

#i actually cannot ever describe the level of hatred and malice i have for that ship that franchise and that fandom. #like i was on your side i voted i have principles. you’re not even losing get serious #beth.txt

[magicalgirlagency]

Since Magical Girl Raising Project: Restart will get an animated adaptation, I just want to say something that has been on my mind for an absurdly long time:

I am a firm believer that Himekawa "Snow White" Koyuki should have pulled off a Kratos, and destroyed the Magic Realm for letting her and several other Magical Girls be decieved and suffer for no reason.

@b/unnyai is SO going to whoop my butt for this commentary...

#magical girl #hatred. MALICE even! #what have i done to deserve this?

[konakoro]

Prince of Egypt's 25th anniversary this year and no planned re-release!!!!!

#suffering #pain #hatred #malice even #prince of egypt #dreamworks #dumb stuff #for the love of god I just want to see my favorite movie of all time on big screen is that too much to ask????!!!