#have two tests next week :(

[mangosmoothiepussyv3]

sometimes you gotta ask your bf to help shut your brain off

#personal #im so stressed LOL #in my last week of this term (at school) #and i have two tests and a paper due #but after that i get a week off until the next term starts #im nervous abt that one tho bcus im taking two classes and i dunno if thatll go well for me #im hoping it does!!

[nulltune]

i know rp takes time and no one owes anyone anything but i still feel terrible for being so slow 😭 thank u sm for ur patience always!!! 🙏🙏 da lynn workload is constant and my activity will forever remain sporadic so i just wanna put a message out there that i'm not trying to ignore anybody 🥹 am just rlly busy and tbh i just spend most of my free time catching up on sleep waddahelll 😭

#&&. out of #these next two weeks will be extra hellish but 🥹 the distant winter break gives me some energy.......... #winter break save me..... save me winter break..... #so i say but i'll b taking more shifts for parttime work so o-(-( #DREADING IT TBH BUT I NEED THE MONEY 😭✌️ #BUT YE #i rlly wanna be here more GRAAHHH 😫😫 THROWS A TANTRUM ON DA FLOOR LIKE A CHILD!!! #SLASH J.... cuz i need to finish revising for a test i have 2day /sniffle #tbd

[leviathanswingman]

dear diavolo shoulddd be up by the end of the week

i still have a presentation to hold today and then i'll be free for a few days

#until i have my next presentation and test in two weeks #👍🏻🥲

[ladybugd0ts]

trying to study but the pre-period sickness is making me want to kms......

#i have two huge tests next week help me helppp meeeeeee #diary

[miodiodavinci]

good news: we have water again ! ! ! a pipe had burst somewhere up the street so the city came out and fixed it today (we still need to run the tap to get rid of the air and muddy water but. it's something.)

bad news: i had to go to my partner's to do laundry and shower so i missed out on work time today (bad) (anxiety inducing) (i don't need this right now)

worst news: i have a killer headache and my throat is suspiciously stiff 👁 👁

#please please please for the love of god ; ; ; #i am begging and pleading do Not let this be a repeat of last semester ; ; ; ; #this is exactly how i felt last time i got sick with covid and i Cannot afford another late start ; ; ; ; #i am. suddenly stuck by The Unwelcome Guest last week cryptically asking me when you're supposed to test for covid #and then saying 'hmm. okay. good to know.' and then refusing to elaborate #i swear. to god if she got me sick i'm #i. can't even say. i'm suddenly struck by such helpless grief thinking about how little i can do to keep her from being in my life ; ; ; ; #we literally Evicted her she all but threatened my older sibling into letting her visit weekly to take care of her potted plants #and then in october last year she was like 'my roommate has covid and i don't have money for a hotel i have nowhere to go :'(' #so the agreement was she could stay for One Week #and basically she has been. on and off our couch since then. #like. only going back to her apartment for 1 to 3 days at a time before spending another two weeks in our house. #with new excuses every time. #and literally Every Time I Say No And Put My Foot Down older sibling begs on her behalf because she's busy hounding and guilt-tripping them #so like. what can i even do if it turns out she infected me with covid because she didn't care to disclose that she was feeling sick #(and decided to come over anyway) #i'm just. overwhelmed ; ; ; #i feel like crying ; ; ; #i'm already busy pre-mourning the loss of my mental health and down time with my internship starting back next week #i don't need to worry about whether or not i'm going to be bed ridden for 2 weeks #and suffer Even More lasting lung and brain and blood and fatigue issues on top of that ; ; ; ; #a a a a a i just. feel like crying a lot ; ; ; ; #i'm already behind ; ; ; #i should ; ; ; try to work more tonight before the inevitability of it all hits me tomorrow ; ; ; ; ;

[incorrect-riordanverse]

THIS is why i love her

#CORRECT riordanverse #meanwhile school starts on monday next week for me and i have two tests within the first week 🗿 #riordanverse #incorrect riordanverse #rick riordan #reyna ramirez avila arellano #hoo #heroes of olympus

[quillium]

umino “i want to relax with a proper adult” iruka vs hatake “teacher kink” kakashi FIGHT

#naruto #kakairu #delete later #sorry you're witnessing this but i have two tests AND a quiz next week and zero prep for ANY of them

[mousegirl-cheerleader]

It kinda feels like my hrt has hit its first plateau

My hips got slightly wider, but that's all the fat redistribution so far

My skin is a lot softer to the point that I have to relearn how to shave cause I can't shave without razor burn anymore

My libido is way down and is basically an active choice to have now

My nipples were sore for a few weeks and changed shape slightly, but that's gone away with no growth

There's been no slowed hair growth, no food cravings, very little muscle changes, no increased need to pee

I'm SO impatient which really is makin this process :3c

Tough

#to be fair I've been on hrt fooorrr... #A month and two weeks #and a lot of changes generally start like six months in #but I was SO excited when things started to change how they have so it's hard for me as a person with adhd to like #WAIT #but I gotta #unfortunately #I also never got a blood test that looked at T and E levels so #next time I'll go to a PP directly for it so they can test it properly

[raksh-writes]

Having a casual breakdown, cause I just found out I might've somehow broken my toe in my left foot just as Ive barely started uni again and need to go to classes. Like.

Is this some kinda cosmic joke? Cause its not funny...

#personal #vent #rant #i haven’t really done anything that couldve broken it tbh #but it Has hurt the whole day yesterday and got swollen #and my doc said it looks like it might be broken the way its like sticking out to the side #so thats fun #when I have to go to and from classes on foot 15 min one way #and the soonest I can Maybe get it checked out with like na xray or smth is tuesday next week #I could maybe try tomorrow but I Need to go to classes #I was already absent last week cause of my lovely migraine and sinuses issues #which might actually be covid #I need to do the test I bought today to check that #Im... Im just so tired of this already #I was happy and excited about going back to uni #and so far with barely two weeks of classes behind me theres only been health issue after health issue #Im gonna go cry some more #maybe that'll help #and then I dont know #grit my teeth and survive I guess

[arthur-r]

as usual i am up late into the night planning my future when i should be: getting a good nights sleep so that i even have a future!!

#i have work in seven and a half hours. so i should really be getting to bed #BUT i officially made my final definitive degree plan!!!! i mean not the actual classes but all the requirements i have to meet and how!! #(in order to earn: history and information science double major. with certificates in material culture and classics) #and i’m genuinely excited for every single class i have to take except for human-computer interaction #just cause i know it’s gonna get overly technical in ways that won’t quite apply to my future #anyway every single other thing i’m gonna do is very cool and exciting. so everything is good really #but i should be sleeping. and i’m not. as usual 🤧 #idk wish me luck!!!! i’m so hyped about my degree plan though #i’ll go into more detail another time. i’m very excited #ANYWAY goodnight!!!! can’t be so busy planning my future in library science that i DONT GO TO MY SHELVING JOB #kind of important to actually go to work for the library that employs me…. #and then i might go see a first-printing roget’s thesaurus!!!! or i’ll sleep. we’ll see #followed by lunch with GUY WHO IS THE WORST KILL HIM WITH HAMMERS #(there is nothing really wrong with me he just keeps kind of being mean to me and also expecting me to fall in love with him. but like #extremely passively and not manipulatively it’s just like. hey buddy you’re doing this friendship wrong….) #anyway then i have a class and after that i have an hour to rest. and then a phone call and then a lot of homework #(ten page paper draft due in a week and a half!! so it’s time to start writing the actual body of it) #and then i sleep for a LONG time and then work again on saturday. and then sleepover with somebody i have a crush on?? #and then be normal all day on sunday and do a little more paper writing. and programming homework. and whatever else #and then keep up with the slog for three weeks!!!! and all of a sudden it’s summer!!!! #projects left this year: material culture paper (entirely unstarted. but may research the thesaurus and just win!!!!) #history project (draft due the monday after next and real paper due a week after classes end) #one more programming assignment where i adapt my recipe doubler project (probably. it’s getting stupid at this point but it’s what i got!!) #and a programming test in two weeks and then the final a week after that. then no more programming #and then i just have my weekly latin tests and a latin final on may 5th. and then EVERYTHING IS DONE #ok i got this. sorry for walking through my schedule in the tags it’s how i remember what’s real #can’t believe my fucking partner just kind of walked out on me there hello???? like. we should be powering through finals together #but i’m genuinely better off without him so i guess it’s just whatever. trash took itself out or something?? #anyway. i’m so regular. and i have work in the morning. and i’m going to sleep #thank you world. goodnight

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

i would like to thank any gods out there that the physics exam was in fact manageable and most questions worked like the ones i did manage to look over. no idea if i got to the correct conclusion but i'm pretty sure my formulas are all in order. i'm careful not to hope too much but i definitely didn't completely screw it up.

i would also like to thank the snow that i got to go home earlier.

i would also like to fight my french teacher and stop french classes immediately i don't understand a damn thing and there's too much grammar and i can't focus and i'm too demotivated to spend the time on it i should and i wanna cry

#a biscuit's rambles #EVEN IF I DONT USE THE SUBJONCTIF FRENCH PPL ARENT STUPID THEYLL KNOW WHAT I WANNA SAY #also leave me alone i was prepared for the way u usually test someone in class #not that #i woulda been able to handle that other stuff #also i KNEW my vocab okay that one phrase wasnt even in That vocab #we have two french lessons back-to-back on wednesdays and they make me wanna commit spontaneous self-ignition #just crumble to dust for a while. ill come back after french please and thank you #but hey physics went. well imma be a bit careful so i wont say well but better than expected for sure #at least thats done #now just small maths and politics tests on friday #and the spanish exam next week #and that other one in two weeks #and-- okay okay one exam at a time #im not gonna die but i will wish to be taken over by blue fungus for a prolonged if finite period of time

[nress]

Yknow what im done once the holidays start im gonna draw so many rarepairs my wrists will collapse AND ill finish those PIOTS sketches that i have AND ill write 10000 words for my fanfic AND-

who am i kidding im just gonna play infinite wordle for two weeks straight

#yeah so maybe day 5 is taking a bit longer than i thought #and maybe i have a french test in two days #and maybe i have an english presentation in a week #that i havent started #and maybe i have another assessment next week as well #and maybe i have math homework due #BUT I WILL NOT LET THAT STOP ME!! #srs tho the art train is slow rn #sorry that my recent posts havent been art #next post will 100% be the alenoah week day 5 drawing #ok its 8pm bye bye

[green-cargaytions]

there’s So Much happening my brain feels like maybe a washing machine full of puzzle pieces

#i need to remember this thing and also this thing what’s happening tomorrow idk this thing is next month #i hear back from this next week and these two the week after that. then i have to follow up within the next month #performance 1 is this next week performance 2 is afterwards then finals and ap tests #AUGH #notes from the herb garden #anyway #i feel liek if the WASHING MACHINE would stop SPINNING i could PUT THE PUZZLE TOGETHER #but none of the pieces want to stay where i can BE COGNIZANT OF THEM #anyway im going to sleep goodbye

[wizardnuke]

would like to thank my doctor for approving my stimulant medication after four months of me not calling it in and just writing "needs appt" on the instruction section of the paper. girl i would die for you

#okay i have an appointment in a week. i need to gain weight just. a pound or two #okay i have to SWEAR to her truthfully that ive been drinking protein shakes every day for the past week #im 87lbs guys this is bad. #and she trusts me but doesn't understand that i don't have an appetite and since adhd meds kill ur appetite she thinks it's going to cause #issues and i have to explain every time that no i actually eat more when im on meds bc i Remember To #aww i shouldn't do drugs for the next week bc i have a drug test. tragic for me

[frasermints]

if i never work the bar exam again it will be too soon

#two days in a row i'm going to die #it was the MPRE #not the bar #the bar would have been easier because it's not TWO HOURS LONG!!! #i hate short tests #my post #mpre is still baby lawyers though #these ones were mostly nice‚ i saw someone i knew and we chatted when i took him inside #but oh my god i hate these events bc i am on my feet and using my brain all shift #rinse and repeat today #and i work OPEN TO CLOSE!!!!!! #with NO REPRIEVE!!!! #no teachers or doctors or engineers to lighten the load 😭😭😭 #it's fine i'll survive #i'm just mad bc we're out of toner and we print eighty billion papers a day and my boss can't send us a new thing until next week #soci have to be like... sorry :/

[thegreatbeyondmp3]

bro it sucks so much to have to go to work when you're sick

#i dont wanna go but literally if i miss another day they could fire me 😬 #i don't have covid at least according to the home tests but like. i still have a cold or something #and i can't call out because our time is so restricted #and its not even the worst attendance policy i know of but it still sucks to have to work around #esp coming from my last job where i could take off literally as much time as i needed to basically whenever i needed/wanted to #added on top of the fact that i just don't want to fuckin be there anyway #and that im scared im gonna pick up covid bc my immune system is currently weakened #ugh. i have to get through tomorrow and the next day #and then im off again #and then im on one more day before im back off again #so i will have a rest day again pretty soon at least #after being off the last three days #(the first was my legit day off but it was very busy and few days before that were the roughest of a tough couple of weeks - #the second i took off bc i had to babysit and. being completely honest. i watched all of fellow travelers thr night before. and esp after #how bad a time id been personally having lately. all the suffering and the loneliness and the romance just hit me so hard #tbh i just felt like i deserved a break and i could do some work at home to balance things out - #third day i woke up feeling sick and coughing pretty hard and just feeling generally miserable. which continued for most of the day. #but with less coughing until now bc im laying down) #i just wish i could take an extra day or two to actually kick this 😭 #sorry this is so long i can get locquacious when im tired