#having a crush sucks

[this-place-called-nowhere]

He's so my type that I'll never have him.

#having a crush sucks

[niallandtommo]

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#one day i will stop talking about my crush. today is not that day #i am so sorry i just need to talk about it somewhere lol #so like i kinda accepted the fact that he's not interested and like it's fine. i'm fine. absolutely ok. #but i genuinely can't stop thinking about him #and it doesn't fucking help that we live in the same street and i see his living room window every single day when i go to work #and again when i go home #i'm always looking for his stupid car and when i see it i look up to his window #even when i go for a walk i will go there just to see if he's home #this is so fucking stupid i feel like a stalker #the last time i saw him was 4 weeks ago and we haven't said a single word to each other since then #but for some reason my brain doesn't want to think about anything else but him #literally all day every day #i am TIRED #can we pls just move on #i don't wanna do this anymore #🥲🔫 #having a crush sucks

[venulus-reblogs]

I dreamed that the guy I so stupidly fell for got back together with his ex asdfghjkl

#i dont like this #having a crush sucks #i havent had one since i was 18 #please im too old for this #how do I uncrush???? #ctrl + z doesnt work #del doesnt work either #make it stop #send help #venus talks #also i suspect this might turn out to come true as many of my other dreams hahahahaha #*sighs* #im too old for having schoolgirl crushes on ppl cmon #we've been friends for like 1 months #so little time #on the other hand this confirms I'm not demirromantic #great but hnnnn make it stop

[assjuice4ever]

HAVING A CRUSH AND HATING ANY PART OF IT:

Part 2 (I didn't think there was a part 1 to start with)

Having a crush makes me fucking miserable!

How do you decide what to wear? Is he/she going to like it? Do you look like a fucking potato sack? Why the hell the shirt that I loved now looks like a garbage piece?

And then the worst, oh I hate myself like ten tike more when I like somebody, I became self conscious and how god, why I don't remember how to kiss?

#venting #relationship #having a crush sucks #crush

[deezneezz]

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#azul ashengrotto #twisted wonderland #twst #my art #it sucks to have one fat crush on a human huh..

[stuckinapril]

Plans for tonight: studying physics and psychology and not being pressed about anybody’s dumbass son ‼️🎀🥂💕

#man who is hot? we don’t care #we stay focused on the goal #saw the 28 year old grad student I had a psychotic crush on for the longest time but he’s licherally none of my business #you know what my business is? bernoulli’s law bitch #i was like 20 and he was 27 at the time of us talking and I’m to this day surprised we talked however brief it was #the daddy issues really shone w this one #guys my age suck too so in conclusion we just avoid men for the time being #instead of having toxic thoughts about looking as hot as possible to get his attention I will instead do these physics questions. bless #p

[transmasccofee]

”Saikis not into dudes he’s just obsessed with Satou bc he’s average. It’s an admiration thing.” listen. Have whatever interpretations you want I will not judge. But if that was true Saiki would also be obsessed with Sawakita. Also Asou wouldn’t have made so much of a point into having him say “well I don’t like these other completely normal characters they’re boring, Satou is Different” multiple times. Also he wouldn’t have had Saiki put Satou on the explicitly romantic crush chart.

#The reason he doesn’t outright say it is because shonen jump doesn’t allow characters to unambiguously state attraction to the same sex #So characters have to be more vague #So “I really like Satou” while putting him as Saikis crush on the cursed toritsuka chart is as close as it can get in that regard #Does this sound too serious I swear it’s not I just suck at conveying tone #Hc/interpret Saiki however u want I have like 3 different interpretations of him depending on my mood

[coern-art-very-cool-and-nice]

sekai au 👊😔

#my post #hatsune loopku..... #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #isat loop #I was SUPPOSED to make a modern au but look. where that got me #prpject sekai..... #hsatsune miku...... #woaw......... #I haven't planned this yet. I just wanted to draw loop with Miku's pigtails really badly because I came up with the shape idea and went lik #ogguuguuuuGUG #oh bell yeas #actually well I have a little #small group of college students who met via tutor group (by odile) that turned into a book club and maybe band? #they would all suck playing instruments honestly #I made it a sekai au because I needed loop to go SOMEWHERE and went insane trying to figure something out till I finally went fuck whatever #fine #siffrin made a sekai and loop is there. fine. whatever. fine. yeah. fine #I don't know how the timeloop will come in. #I cant have both a timeloop and a sekai at once. #I would forget the other exists #and focus all on one #or it would be too much at once #also its kind of hard to do a timeloop like the one in-game in a modern way? #there's no good rocks to be crushed by that aren't like a collapsing building anyway #OH OH also this might be the last project sekai related art you see for a WHILE #this game hit my brain worse than project sekai I'm so serious #I've burned through almost all of my sketchbook and there are three(3) drawings that aren't siffrin #THREE.

[daisy-day-4-u]

I love pretty things 🖤🩷💛 hopefully daddy does too

#i have a crush #daddy k!nk #housewife #so needy #bd/sm brat #desperate for attention #married submisive #needy girl overload #suck my fingers #wet and needy #bd/sm daddy #bdsmlife #bdsmkink #bdsmplay #bd/sm blog #bd/sm babygirl

[asteroidaffection]

sir john what

#hehe i think i’m funny #who wants to go on a picnic and read love poems to each other #+ then suck on some tiddies #i def read most of the poems in this book i promise it’s not just a prop and ya girl can read #did u guys know i love green #i feel like it’s almost fall vibes + i’m v v excited #curly + curvy #i would wear a bra but i don’t want to #if u read the tags this far u have a crush on me sorry we have to be lovers now #😘😘 #biblically accurate asteroid

[oceanwithouthermoon]

saiki being an oblivious harem protagonist is the funniest concept ever to me... its so fitting with the normal tdlosk shenanigans too...

like imagine, maybe hes wearing his ring, is out of town, or doesnt have his powers in the exact moments someone realizes theyre in love with him.. so he doesnt have the benefit of immediately hearing the words "im in love with saiki" so he'll have to figure it out with context clues and yk. emotional intelligence.

WHICH HE SUCKS AT AND DOESNT HAVE.

notice how the only people we know had a crush on him in the show are people who very explicitly thought "i have such a huge crush on saiki.." "i think im falling in love with saiki!" "saiki youre my soulmate, kiss me!" but anyone else could have and he just didnt know... what about people who are more subtle with their feelings, people who havent even realized their own feelings yet, or even people who are actually pretty obvious but saiki just doesnt get it !

(also i wrote this out a while ago and then read this volume a bit later and im adding this cuz it reminded me of it lol)

#not to mention its also in character for him to be like 'well they prob dont ACTUALLY have a crush one me- they just think they do' #cuz that happens sometimes #i left this in the drafts for so long cuz i was like. this phrasing sucks how do i say this better. #but i cant fix it im just dumb and thats fine im sure itll come across somehow someway #whatEVER #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #meows post #torisai #saikechi #kubosai #saikai #um idk what else but those fit with this a lot #torisai and saikechi one sided crushes go so fucking hard

[sweetbumblebea]

Hear me out on this one

#i have 0 idea on what happens in shine muscat lore ok i just think shes pretty movie star with a crush for fashion designer #chocolate bonbon cookie #shine muscat cookie #cookie run #cookie run ovenbreak #also addition only now i noticed that shine muscat seems like shes staring at her chest yall im so sorry i GENUINELY didnt mean it #i suck at drawing profiles

[moonsidesong]

i dont mean to sound like a sore loser, honestly splatfest results aren't important to me, i just have fun playing with my friends and my sister, but like, good lord i feel like there's gotta be something wrong with the points system at this point.

even if you don't care as much about winning, at least having a bit of a competitive spirit is what makes splatfests fun, and its not very fun to feel like you're always either on shiver's team or on the losing side.

#also having three teams sucks bad im sorry #its not something they can reverse at this point but it was a terrible idea imo #bri talks #splatfest spoilers #i like splatoon 3 a lot i really do . its very fun #but a very real part of me just misses splatoon 2's heyday now #im really looking forward to side order but i. doubt itll be anywhere near as good as octo expansion honestly #and oh the community was so fun back then... that was 14 crush's heyday too and it was so exciting

[spearxwind]

Oof I'm kinda scared to ask... Why do you not want to be an artist professionally?

Its just like, incredibly miserable in my experience.

Everyone wants their dream job of being paid to draw whatever the hell they want but 99% of the time you are hired and tasked to draw things that you don't have a lot of interest in, professionally speaking, and constantly getting your artistic efforts undermined by the rest of the team (this is esp. true in the videogame industry) artists always try to push for better designs and get their takes watered down for the sake of general public pleasing. Also you don't have a security blanket unless you're under long term contract. Most freelancers live gig to gig with the fear of not being able to support themselves if they don't take a job to take a break. Videogame and movie jobs arent stable because companies never keep the art teams, they are laid off and rehired whenever there is a new project

During my major, I drew nonstop for 4 years for class. Not always things I enjoyed, but also not always things I didnt like. In fact I enjoyed my major immensely! It was so fun. But the burnout is very, very real, and the workload was similar (even inferior to) regular art jobs. What happens if you like to draw in your off time? You spend your days making and pumping out art nonstop for hours, and then on your free time breaks you draw some more? I personally couldn't do it. I just wanted to do other things

And like.... I spent the first three years being told by teachers (people with stable, contract based jobs) how cool of a job it is to do art, and then the last year getting grilled on how insanely hard it is to make it out there. If you don't have connections, money, an audience, a studio, it's actually impossible. You need to be your own lawyer, abide by the very strict self employment rules that take a severe chunk out of your earnings. Do all of your finance/schedule/marketing etc while on top of that constantly producing work (I know there's people who can do it but, personally, I cannot) I really admire the people who were able to build themselves up as artists from the ground like this (because its definitely possible, just insanely hard)

Also, making something you love into your job ends up being miserable too. I experienced this with patreon, which I posted to as like a chill thing and it just got increasingly hard to make content for it or just post in general, even drawing my own ocs and sharing stuff about them started to feel like a chore.

Maybe it's just me though, this has just been my personal experience but yeah in general I realized I am immensely happier just keeping art as a hobby or its gonna suck my soul out (Since I already experienced it)

I don't mean to discourage anyone, I think the world in general needs more artists. But for that we would need to actually be taken seriously and valued, which sadly we are not, at all. And if there's anyone reading that is considering art as a job: it is absolutely grueling. It's not an easy job. Even if you desperately love art it can suck the life out of you and the joy for what you do

(As an extra sidenote. Artists are usually exploited using this mentality as well. That they are supposed to love their job. So they expect you to work your wrists off "For the passion". Dont fall victim to it)

#ask #anon #genuinely i just wanna share my stories and content. see others stories in turn and make friends about it #the desperate need to monetize everything that makes you happy is such an insidious mentality. #people need to learn that you can have hobbies without needing to monetize them. your joy has inherent value and you dont need to sell it #like... i need people to stop being like 'oh you are so good at art/crochet/writing you should sell things : )' it fucking sucks #there is a lot of nuance to the topic of course but im talking like. in general #doing art out of ones heart is always good but having to pump out content under the crushing wheel of capitalism and need to survive is not #this is about my experience with drawn art but this goes for any other artistic discipline #music... writing... etc. we are all in the same boat #sorry for the long winded answer and tags i am just so passionate about this #and especially as someone whos skill wasnt taken seriously until i started making money from it........ fuck that so fucking much #you are allowed to create. in fact you should create. without feeling the need to put a price on it #not everything needs a price tag to be valuable. #especially not your joy.

[femmeidiot]

I'm such a crush girl I need to have a crush or I'll die I have to have a crush I can imagine in my Scenarios

#Everyone knows this about me I am a crush girl I'm walking extra steps in the hallway to go past your locker #in hopes I get a glimpse of you #this is why I also have to have a work crush it's just a fun little thing to make my day better to have a crush on the girl #from the sandwich restaurant or something #I like to have a little online crush too #the only time it was bad was my old mall crush who I ended up working with and they kinda sucked low key #crush gone after like a week of working with them

[yugiohz]

toga like :3 nomming on ochako's arm hahaha

*bites you*

#when she stuck a plastic straw into a boy's neck and sucked him empty she was so real for that #me when i have a crush #asks #togachako