#he broke almost everything

[emberglowfox]

birds of a feather

#totk #loz #link #tulin #totk spoilers #my comics #my art #it is almost 8 in the goddamn morning and my hand is cramping SO bad but if i didnt make this i was going to die #anyways link's signs: page 2 panel 1 he's signing “danger” and page 2 panel 4 he's signing “important/significant” #also idr where i got the “hair braiding is significant to the rito” probably from the reva/ink i used to read back in the day #(censored so it doesnt show up in the tags just in case lol) #theyre everything to me. if you couldn't tell #they have a brother dynamic 2 me but its open to interpretation #idk wtf happened tonight. two long comics from me back to back is absurd #broke this one up also so its more viewable too #sparks art

[jahiera]

on the topic of astarion being useless, I accidentally built him to be so wildly competent he's the one I break off from the group and send to do every annoying or difficult part of a quest. which I know he would bitch and moan about incessantly if he was aware of this

#yeah he rescued wyll's dad yeah he set the bomb in the factory after I got all the gondians out of there #yeah he was the one who retrieved the orphic hammer #yeah he broke the councilor out of prison #yeah he got the gnomes out of moonrise tower almost singlehandedly #he's stomping his foot and going 'AGAIN???' while the team dawdles around waiting for him to excel at everything in act 2/3 fr #astarion who is both a fucking loser & also wildly competent was such a fun combination #his sneak attack that deals 40+ damage almost every time #there's nothing my evil brat CAN'T do actually #bg3 spoilers

[ahalliance]

qsmp francophone cubitos and their dynamic drive me wild, they all know they’re mutually lying and obscuring the truth to one another, they all know they’re keeping each other at arm’s distance, they all know they’re not as open as they once were when it was just them and the aftermath of a plane crash, but the love is still there. the worry and the concern. they pry information out of one another in supposedly subtle ways that really just convey how much they still care about each other. what’s your stance on the federation. how’s your code arm doing. even if in the end you don’t turn to me, please call out to someone. maybe looking out for yourself is looking out for others as well. i don’t know you anymore but i will protect the unknown anyway

#qsmp #qsmp french #jay rambles #i need to go sleep . said i’d go to sleep ages ago . rotating them in my mind anw . fawk #it’s like. they KNOW they’re not being frank with one another. and it’s almost a game they play #i ask you this question and you know what i mean . but i will not say it outright . #for how long can we dance around the topic until one of us spills the obvious out into the open air #<- etoiles broke first btw lmao . and he and baghera went right back to pretending like neither of them knew any better too #insane of them . fuck #(for context it was about bbh and ron . both him and baghz were prodding at each other trying to gauge how much the other knew #and etoiles at one point just said ‘oh my god i know you know baghera !!! please !!!!’ it was a very validating moment for french cubito #enjoyers . right until they went back to pretending nothing had happened . win) #shoutout to like two months ago when etoiles said smth along the lines of how baghera isn’t telling him everything bc she doesn’t trust him #i will explode and explode and explode #antoine’s whole Thing early on about being distrustful and wary of others and how it hurt that he wasn’t always told everything anymore #a slow unraveling of the status quo that you don’t even realised has happened until you look around you

[agilident]

i dont like putting wips here but i like how this is turning out so shrugs

#my art #revenant apex #apex legends #aar wips #this skin is literally everything to me i broke down into a fetal position when i saw it earlier today #me when this was leaked 4 months ago praying that the skin would be good (he will be eating good in the next 4 months) #also i would finish this rn but almost 6am and i have a headache so no thanks

[sillypelagicredcrab]

The Swordfish Barovia fits

#the swordfish #art #rowan desai #curse of strahd #círdan coberell #zathura #xio #fantasy outfit #rule of cool #featuring no artifacts because they lost all of them #also not featuring círdan’s iconic red gem necklace #bc he broke his pact w his patron (rhemus) #because rhemus is evil and tearing holes in the literal fabric of reality #so evil that queen titania had to reach out to círdan #now she is his almost-patron #but then xio accidentally made an offering to rhemus #and now she’s tethered to him #and círdan is pissed #and everything is crazy #and they’re gonna die in 13 days #YAY DND #dnd ocs #dnd art #dnd #omfg círdan’s incomprehensible but i promise his all black fit is so detailed

[s0fter-sin]

youth by daughter is 09 soap in mw3, bitter and defeated after losing ghost, talking to 22 soap who’s so hopeful and secretly in love with his lieutenant

#just mw3 soap being broken after losing his entire team as well as ghost #talking to 22 soap who still has everything and is so full of love it almost makes 09 sick with grief #its a blend of him talking to 22 soap and almost warning him #‘and if youre still breathing youre the lucky ones. cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs’ #‘and if youre still bleeding youre the lucky ones. cause most of our feelings they are dead and they are gone’ #‘well ive lost it all im just a silhouette’ #‘and if youre in love then you are the lucky one cause most of us are bitter over someone. setting fire to our insides for fun #to distract our hearts from ever missing them. but im forever missing him’ #as well as him talking to his ghost #‘shadows settle on the place that you left. our minds are troubled by the emptiness’ #‘destroy the middle its a waste of time. from the perfect start to the finish line’ #‘my eyes are damp from the words you left ringing in my head when you broke my chest’ #theres a fic by m1ckstar i think? something like that #about soap worshipping price and him just slowly losing it after he comes back and breaks his perception of him as a god #and mourning ghost at the same time #and i never shouldve read bc fuck if it didnt hurt #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #talk to me ghost #soapghost #ghostsoap #09 soapghost #09 soap #09 ghost #soap cod #soap mactavish #ghost cod #simon ghost riley #we’re a team. ghost team

[lucifer]

I’ve legitimately had a rotten day today. :(

#it’ll get better probably but I’ve been close to tears all day and I’m not really a crying person #never cry ever but today has made me want to pull my hair out! #I wake up late for work and then I go to close the door to my kitchen and the HANDLE falls off #had to move everything from my living room to the kitchen because there are workers fixing a part of the wall #forgot my headphones #get to work and my manager just randomly decided to switch everyone’s seats for the fun ig but like #I have issues with change and routine and blah blah also he sat me next to a dude that makes me uncomfortable #so I asked to move and then we had to move all the pcs around and all the cables were messed up #chest hurts my asthma is acting up and I still don’t have an inhaler #got into a fight with my bf over something stupid and almost cried in public #(all is well it was a silly fight) #didn’t get to get the hot chocolate I wanted because I was upset over said fight and just walked back to work #I go to get lunch and the place closed early somehow when they never do that #I am almost completely broke #get home to relax and the workers are STILL HERE even though they were supposed to be finished hours ago #it’s all a lot of silly small things but I do feel as if the world is against me today #bf is going to buy me pizza for dinner and also I have a rp reply from Simon I can distract myself with so all will be well soon!!!!

[fullsunstrawberry]

never like trauma dumping on tumblr but this is my only safe place to rant about shit…

#berry rant (˵•̀⤙•́˵)૭ #so um trigger warning #every time i think im getting better #is when everything falls apart #car broke down #no longer can use it #ipad stopped charging?? #i use it for college #so fuck #and worst of all #i might lose my house #mom can’t afford it on disability #me and my brother applied everywhere #still no response #walgreens please hire me #also my mom just told me she almost committed because of this #and my brother is saying he will never talk to my mom again #there has always been ​family issues #gonna use my college savings to help keep the house for ass long as i can #don’t know how much 3grand will help #luckily i don’t pay for college rn cause i go to a community school #but the fund was to help pay for next year #but i would rather have a roof over my head #than have a college degree rn

[roakkaliha]

“the marriage candidates living with their parents makes them seem like teenagers” huh

#.txt #stardew valley #have yall like... never lived on ur own. that shit costs so much #why on earth would the ppl who talk abt saving up to move in the city waste money renting a place #especially in a town where everythings within walking distance #elliot lives alone in a cabin on the beach n hes still constantly almost broke #penny n pam are literally living in poverty #the local economy is fucked beyond belief

[hangingoffence]

the fact that jesse was supposed to be killed in season 1 but he turned out to be the only one who really got out and escaped the life

#he was at the bottom of the food chain due to his addiction #almost nobody in his life truly respected him as a person and only used him bc he was easily manipulated #he got tortured mentally and physically he got beaten and used over and over again by people he thought he could trust #but he still had the strength to stand up against walt and finally free himself by not doing what walt wanted #and in el camino he relives his time with todd and how it broke him so completely #but he again found out the strength in himself to burn that past and move on #finally he was truly truly free from everything that was done to him #he could start the true healing process #hes so.... :((( #jesse pinkman #brba

[warlordfelwinter]

modding a game more like everyone on discord gets to watch my status repeatedly change like i'm trying to pull start a lawnmower

#i am attempting. something #i went back to my patch backup #and i'm going to start (almost) from scratch #and make daimod reconfigure the files #and then change the patch and make frosty reinstall everything #and see if that works #fingers crossed #i want ella's tats and earrings back #he needs them #personal #edit: it didnt work nothing is working #i broke everything somehow trying to use the fixes i found on forums #so now i'm reinstalling the entire game and starting over

[superconductivebean]

#405

sometimes The Fic attacks me with its estimated size however knowing myself I'll say it's going to be a tightly-packed but still a little lengthy piece, however.

here's the catch: i might start to post it after i'm done with half of the chapters because i will incorporate a structure of sorts, to further empathize on magic in general and Wrights perception of it; and because it's all about Wright…

why does she have such a colourful view on things, writing her is like painting a page in a medieval book and colour the letters altogether.

#днявочка #eng tag #днявочка: hlegacy #hint: creative interpretations of the field guide incoming #hint: how is it HL doesnt have dies irae anywhere what #AND ALSO BECAUSE i don't want to scatter things around much like i do now in russian #like i have the main fic and tons of pieces surrounding it so #i have to really think about the structure; wright is a fun character to write after and sharp is an interesting viewpoint on things but #harsh undertones of imelda and happy-go-lucky poppy changing into i-bombarda-your-arse-off poppy are cool to write too! #i also think about shenanigans with garreth and honest here: writing him is more fun than sebastian oh my god will i beat his ass in that f #not really though but the dislike of him i have and of his family except for anne; the girl is almost Cincinnatus for me vibe-wise #she knows she is going to die but all because solomon says so and the arsehole is going to fucking die oh my god i hate him so much #every single detail of him i detest i feel disdainful i look him in the eyes and ask if he's proud to be the worst parent around #the worst auror around; how tf did not he understand that disowning sebastian was the straw that broke everything #my girl will have a crisis because of that man; it'll be so severe sharp'll ask what happened THIS TIME??? “solomon sallow happened” #“Now. No need to elucidate on further. Come. I'll have us tea”

[skunkg1rll]

wow hes secretely talking to someone thru posts on his blog saying he thinks abt them all thw time nd that he wanna fix things w them im gonna kill myswlf really im gonna die my heart hurts so much so fucking mych i feel like i cnt breathe

#this feels like when my heart broke last year #when we were talking and he suddenly got a girlfriend out of nowhere #that hurt so bad i almost died #and now i even confessed all my feelings to him and wanted to ... talk and everything #i feel like hes lied to me #that he actually doesnt care about me #that he just used me and played my feelings #omgoooood everything hurts so much

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

look I'm sorry, I really am. but if you watch The Husbands of River Song and interpret that as being a definitive picture of what River is like as a person... you're wrong. and you've missed the point.

#*yeets this post at tumblr and then runs away fast before an DiscourseTM can start* #seriously I love THORS with all my heart but y'all canNOT just keep taking everything at face value #and assuming that just because a character claims something as though it's true then it must be true #River says the Doctor doesn't love her and Hydroflax scans her and says it's not a lie and it's not!!! it really isn't a lie!!! #it's not a lie because RIVER believes it in that moment!!! #River is acting out in that story she is trying SO hard to distract herself from the pain and loss she's just experienced #ie Manhattan!! she's just lost both of her parents!! all the family she's ever known!! #and she didn't even get to KNOW them the way a child should know their parents!! her childhood was stolen #and now her parents have been too!! #and given the implication that she and the Doctor have a sort of falling out because of the events of Manhattan #she probably thinks that on some level she's lost him too!! #and that's why it's TWELVE who gets to be there with her in the midst of that adventure #because THIS is a Doctor who she doesn't have to be strong for!!!!! #River almost always had to be the strong one for Eleven #she was the one who had to keep looking at the angel when he broke down she had to break her own hand because he left her to do it #she was always the one pointing him towards the person he must become #she taught him how to love so that he could in turn teach HER!! #but Twelve! Twelve can stand beside her at his full height and look her in the eyes and not back away #he can see her full darkness and her unkindness and when it's over he is still there beside her holding her hand #he is allowed to see the most imperfect and un-River-ish version of River because he is the one who can see it and love her more for it #and I do think THORS is an aspect of River! it's her darker uglier afraid and alone and just desperately trying to distract herself side!! #but it's not like. The Definite River. River As She Truly Is (Without The Doctor There To Perform For). #and I'm slightly tired of seeing that position seemingly taken by a lot of people writing for the character lately #not to gripe about this again but like--a lot of the most recent BF stories featuring River make her feel so shallow?? #she's basically just the most flattened version of Captain Jack. but female. and without the immortality angst that makes him so interestin #ok I'm done yelling into the void now sfdkhdfkh #I have kicked at a (small but potentially feisty) hornets' nest and now I am going to sleep sdkjfkjhsdsf #gurt says stuff #river song #doctor who

[lycanthian]

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#i am so in love its unreal. never have i ever before felt this wealth of human emotions so concentrated over the past month and a week #genuinely mind boggling how talking to logan more and more and then dating him has literally made me feel likr a new man. #not that im different or that i absolutely need him to function in my day to day life #but its the richness that being in love brought to my life that was unexpected #i had a thing with another online friend like 4 yrs ago and it never felt like much admittedly. i almost gave up dating when he broke it off #bc i thought there was something to online dating that wasnt cutting it and i didnt stand a chance at meeting someone irl #and that entire time i knew logan at least a little bit but we didnt really begin talking often until like #6 months ago maybe? and just the more we talked the more we clicked ajd i liked him so much but i was so afraid that it wouldnt be mutual #and i was so afraid that even if he is in what feels like a pretty open polycule hed never ask me out or anything #and then he did and my world felt like it exploded into a cacophony of colors and sounds and feelings and emotions #like something had been unlocked in me that hadnt been touched in years. my ability to love. #and with that came some of the most upsetting spiraling intense depressive states of my life. but it was okay. it still is okay. #its only been a bit over a month but it feels like so much more than that bc i feel like everything is so much more vivid now #i also think im beginning to take a very particular fondness to someone else in the cule but im so not stating who or expanding upon it #he also makes me really happy but i dont think im ready to take that step yet. even if it would be a dream come true. #i love what i have now and i dont want to complicate it yet. #a extremely loving and charming boyfriend and a couple of other close friends who happen to also be dating him is good. its awesome #i just. i dont know. i dont know how logan would feel abt it. i dont know abt how other guy would feel abt it. #sometimes im not even sure how i would feel abt it #aughghhhhhhhh. yeah. human emotion. love for my boyfriend who is beautiful and loving and charming and funny and talented. ueh #i dont think he reads these rambles. sometimes i hope he does. sometimes i hope he doesnt. i love him so much #i dont want to worry him with my shit constantly but it would also be nice to worry him with it occasionally #logan if you see this i love you more than words could ever describe. im so happy that ur in my life and that you chose me to be in ur own #gamey rambles #💜

[a-bundle-of-radishes]

Watching all the hunger games movies again because the prequel came out, and now I'm bawling my eyes out because of everything in the story. Fucking help 😭

#I'm watching it with mom and i almost made her cry too sjdjskdjsk #when she started singing the hanging tree song and district 5 went to blow up the dam i just broke hhhhkkhhkkk #like why do i even remotely like this #it's all just pain #and regrets #at least when it comes to Lucy Grey and Coriolanus and Sejanus aaaaaamKzkj(mmm?! #I'm buying the prequel book too #i need to read about the insanity that is Coriolanus Snow #I fucking love his character and everything #like how Suzanne wrote him is just amazing #I keep thinking of the what ifs #like what if he didn't follow in the foot steps of his father and didn't go fucking insane and agajsosnsks #also Tom Blyth is super good as Coriolanus #i don't care what others think of his or the movie or whatever #i fucking loved it #it was amazing to see the... rawness of it #before hunger games became the performance #also great to see Coriolanus be a bit less insane and cold to everyone and everything around him #the hunger games #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #thg #tbosas #i have a headache from the crying and the shit storm that is the fucking story #i actually watched the Mockingjay part 4 for my birthday when it came out #fitting that i watched tbosas for my birthday too #actually the only movies I've watched for my birthday