#he died wayyy too soon

[emry-stars-art]

I hate drake so much i hope he dies a painful death in your royal AU 😡

Fairly certain this is gonna be a common agreement yes

Honestly in one version of events I just imagine Drake making a stupid mistake in a battle or border dispute and getting himself killed like a coward or an idiot because he is both of those things

In ANOTHER version I was talking about with @jtl-fics and @paradoxolotl we can make it as dramatic as we want ✨

And honestly I’ve been meaning to write it! I even started writing it, but as I went I realized it has the potential to get wayyy out of hand by way of scenes (in that it would become several scenes bc there’s so much to cover) so instead of waiting to be fully finished, I am going to give us all an early sparknotes or summary of events

What I DID write all the way was what might happen when Abram and the prince run into Spear at a ball/event: here.

(⬆️POV you are a very stupid baron and you’ve just made your very last mistake)

Find the royal au writing masterpost here 💕

After all that (the snippet) goes down, Spear is probably very angry. How dare the prince act so ungrateful to his family, how dare he be threatened by the Evermore mutt, and how dare he be publicly embarrassed like that. He’s too proud to even go fume about it on his own. He’s always had people and things to take his anger out on. So he reverts back to what he knows.

No one in the castle stops him on his search of the halls. They all recognize the Spear family - of course the Spears visited often, at least before, and often enough to send their prince to live with them. The twins and anyone else in the know about the prince’s time there are extremely private about it. The staff that see Spear have no reason to think anything of his presence at all.

But Abram is still standing watch at Andrew’s door, and he doesn’t seem about to leave. Spear likely thinks it doesn’t matter much - the brat is small and unassuming except for those nasty scars. Abram even gets distracted by a small crash coming from the direction of the stairs, wandering a little way down to see.

It should have been obvious not to underestimate an official royal bodyguard. Spear hasn’t even touched the door before Abram is there, pinning an arm behind his back as something sharp again presses to Spear’s jacket. The surprise knocks Spear against the prince’s door before Abram pulls him up and back a few steps.

Andrew does answer. Likely he thought it was Abram knocking, but as soon as he sees Spear he freezes. Spear doesn’t even have time to revel in the fear he caused - Abram uses all his weight to swing Spear around and shove him hard against the far wall. What Spear vainly thought was an empty threat before feels suddenly much more real, the way Abram doesn’t try to be at all gentle or careful. The blade is biting into Spear’s clothes.

And Spear is angry. The Evermore filth on him, the gall to treat Spear like this when Spear should be allowed to trample this brat under his horse. The brat thinking he had any say over the Palmetto prince.

He snarls, “Andrew, control your dog!”

And he doesn’t see it, but that snaps a little of Andrew’s panic. The only thing more potent than Andrew’s memories is his white hot anger at Abram’s, and even though Abram doesn’t react, Andrew absolutely refuses to let that slide.

Spear hears, “Dont let him touch you,” and then he’s released. Finally, he can get a little justice for this treatment. He turns and raises a hand to strike Abram.

Abram takes off his hand as he swings.

Andrew gets full oversight on Spear’s punishment. They have him convicted of untoward behavior, trespassing, and then Andrew allows ‘attempted destruction or harm of royal property’ only when he’s told it adds heavy consequence.

Really, it doesn’t matter all that much. Everyone in that room for the proceedings knows why he’s really there, and maybe those three charges wouldn’t always add up to a death sentence, but Aaron has been waiting for this chance. He adds ‘intention of treason’ to the trespassing charge and tells Andrew to do what he will.

Andrew doesn’t let Abram near it when they carry out the sentence. He does go through with some of his plans for Drake - he won’t ever make Drake pay 1:1 for what he’s done, but the magnitude would have been similar, had they gotten that far. They don’t, though. Andrew is doing just fine watching the proceedings, letting it pass through his eyes and ears and only be remembered when he really wanted. He had been sure he wanted this, he’d been sure it would be satisfying and cathartic. But he wasn’t feeling those things as much as he should have been.

Part of the punishment for treason is flogging. Andrew sees the strikes fall and it looks vaguely familiar. He’s seen those wounds and scars before. And suddenly it comes to him all at once; he doesn’t want to be here. He doesn’t want to watch this. He just wants Drake dead. He wants Abram.

So he moves for the first time in several minutes.

“Enough. I’m finished.”

Aaron gives him a look but gestures to the soldiers or whoever else. Andrew stands and goes to leave and there’s a scuffle behind him, yells and pounding feet. Something unsheathed and then a heavy, sickening thud. Maybe even a cut off scream.

Even then he doesn’t turn around. He can’t make himself. Spear had charged him, he understands distantly. He doesn’t know who was just struck, but the only person that should have been so close to him was his brother.

He whispers, “…Aaron?”

“Go, Andrew,” Aaron says quietly, and Andrew finally breathes again. “Abram is waiting.”

So Andrew does go, and he spends a long time holding Abram, assuring himself that Abram is there in one piece and isn’t being harmed, Drake is no longer there and can’t harm anyone else. Maybe this is far enough in that Andrew can even let himself be held, too. So he does find the catharsis and satisfaction, but not in watching Drake suffer. Just in the fact that Abram allows him close enough to hold, to play with his hair, to fall asleep there curled up in the middle of his bed. Unused mattress to every side and no space between them.

#this man.... angers me #and yeah I still don’t have a read on the Spear house’s title #like I had them as Duke/Duchess #but I think Baron is a little lower on that totem pole #and there’s just something about Drake and Abram being the same rank that… I do not appreciate #ANYWAY that’s why this is very much a wip #we don’t gotta worry about it now #all that matters is that Drake is ✨gone✨ #also rest assured if Abram wasn’t between them and Andrew had a weapon #Abram would not have been the one taking off Spear’s hand for the dog comment #and also also #ash the ‘curled up in the middle of Andrew’s big ass royal bed’ just for u #bc it’s SO sweet #but I must be done here #fan art #my art #my writing #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #andrew minyard #andreil #royal au #dan wilds #aaron minyard #drake spear #asks #anon

[stuckonstarker]

Peter gets bit by the spider at 13 and starts his crime fighting career. May dies at the hands of a villain and it kick-starts tiny Peter's quest for revenge. As it turns out, the villain in question is actually kind of a big deal and Peter going after him gets him on the radar of none other than the Black Widow. She takes him in and trains him mostly out of habit after training other widows in the Red Room for so long. Soon, Peter is a little badass ready to take on anything.

When Tony needs a new bodyguard, Nat presents Peter to him. Tony's just like, "He's a child. You've handed me a tiny baby child, Nat."

Peter then absolutely lays Tony out and Tony is like "How the fuck did this tiny baby child become so strong?"

Anywayssss Peter is hired as a personal bodyguard for Tony. Tony is still skeptical because Peter is a tiny baby child, but Peter is also strong and equally smart.

As it turns out, Tony and Peter have a lot in common and start getting along great. Maybe too great because Tony starts becoming wayyy too invested in Peter - and not in some fatherly or mentorly way.

Peter too takes a keen interest in Tony because he's, you know, Tony Stark. And I'd imagine he's like 19 and he's like "Mr. Stark, I'm old enough come onnnnn 🥺" and Tony is having NONE of it because Peter is young enough to be his son! He would be lying though if he said that he hadn't thought about it a LOT.

This isn't even taking into consideration what Nat would do to him if she found out. So, Tony, wanting to avoid being tortured by a redheaded Russian, just kinda brushes Peter off. But Peter went to the Black Widow school of getting what you want out of people. So, it turns out to be much harder to evade Peter's advances than Tony thought.

We all know Tony has the self restraint of a toddler, so it isn't long before he cracks and ends up getting with Peter. It becomes a regular thing, despite Tony insisting every time they fuck that "this is the last time."

It starts off as some weird fuckbuddies situation that quickly evolves into more because of course it does. Cue typical starker Tony being like "I'm too old for you" and Peter being like "That only turns me on MORE."

While all of this is happening, Nat would probably be on some long con covert mission. It'd be the only way she wouldn't know what's up with Tony and Peter. The millisecond she returns she realizes what's up and is FUMING. She's like "Stark, I thought you changed your manwhore ways but I guess not."

Tony 'I'm the problem' Stark immediately is all like, "Yep, you're right. I'm still the same old slutty Stark." Even though he really does love Peter. Bro does NOT know how to express his feelings 🙏🔥

Peter is low-key kinda heartbroken cause at first it was just fucking around but then they grew to understand each other deeply and they related a lot to one another. The point is Peter is now blasting like Lana Del Rey and Mitski and Natasha can't get a break with these two.

They end up clearing it all up and fall in love and get married the end cause we love happy endings in this house ‼️

#starker

[athielive]

HI, how are you? I LOVE UR WRITINF AND I NEED a mischa x overarchiver!reader where they're on days of final exams and the reader stays wayyy to late at night to study, doesn't sleep well and starts almost falling asleep everywhere. Mischa catches her when she literally faints while walking home w him and he has to take her home and stay w her bc he's worried.

IF THIS IS WAY TOO SPECIFIC AND U DON'T DO IT I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND, LY

NO I LOVE THIS.

i’m good btw and thank you <3

im choosing to write this instead of sleeping cause ily.

——————

You hadn’t slept much in weeks. Due to the stress of exams you couldn’t even sleep when you were in bed early so you stopped trying and just kept studying.

Many of your friends had expressed concern so you had to start lying and telling them that you went to bed early and got enough sleep to keep you going.

Today was the day it all caught up to you. It took everything in you to stop you from passing out every time you sat down and this didn’t go unnoticed.

In spite of your insistence that Penny shouldn’t tell Mischa because you really were fine. She told him and he went all ‘overprotective boyfriend’. He walked you to every class and sat by you in every lesson you shared.

He tried to get you to go home after lunch, but you needed to stay for an exam and your parents would kill you if you missed it or left school early. So you stuck it out.

When school ended Mischa waited outside your last lesson to meet you.

He took your hand and the two of you started walking home. And that’s when the questioning began.

“When was the last time you got a full nights sleep?” He asked.

“Last night.”

“Bullshit.” He said. “Don’t lie to me this is serious.”

He always knew when you were lying.

“It’s been a few weeks, but I promise I feel fine.” You added.

“A few weeks? How come you didn’t tell me, I could’ve helped and-” His words cut out and everything became muffled. Your vision became blurry and you started to feel dizzy.

“Y/N? Y/N!” And then it all went black.

———

He rushed to catch you, quickly he checked your pulse then picked you up bridal style and carried you back home.

He was practically running but making sure there wasn’t a chance of him falling and you getting injured.

As soon as he got to your house he let himself in, knowing your parents would still be at work. He put you under your bedsheet and blanket before placing his hand on your forehead to check your temperature.

How did it get to this? Was he a bad boyfriend for not realising you needed his help sooner? What would happen if you didn’t wake up?

He began to panic as he hovered above you, longing for you to wake up and put his mind at rest.

If you didn’t wake up in the next five minutes then he would call the ambulance, which would probably end with him yelling at the driver for not getting there fast enough and claiming you could’ve died.

———

Your eyes shot open to a worried Mischa towering over you. Instant relief flooded his eyes as he looked down at you.

“Thank god you’re awake.” He whispered leaning down to hug you.

You were in your bed at home, he must’ve carried you back. In all honesty you weren’t really sure what had happened. Everything just stopped.

“I’m sorry.” You said.

“Don’t be sorry, I know you’re stressed because of exams.” He slid into bed next to you. “Try get some sleep now, I’m right here if you need me.”

He held you close as you slowly drifted off to sleep. Knowing that he was there for you put you at ease and you found it a lot easier to catch up on those hours of sleep you lost.

#ride the cyclone #mischa bachinski #mischa bachinski x reader #mischa rtc #rtc #fanfic #x reader

[lesbianlotties]

jeff hater? youre so based for that i hope he dies too. like i wouldnt care but everyone seems to think he has nothing to answer for so i decided to double down on my hatred <3 granted i have jackie bias but still. hate that man .youre also real for jessica > walter

jeff haters!!! 🫶🤝

you're so real for that. it's honestly so relatable. i didn't hate him during my first watch of the show but as soon as i noticed him getting a little too much attention i was like 🤨 don't like that. on s2 he got wayyy too much screentime so i definitely hated him. and the thing is the more you think about the worse his whole deal turns. so many reasons to hate that guy <3

and GOD don't even get me started on the jessica > waler situation because that one guy i'm going to kill myself!!!

#i feel so strongly about this hgsjdfhgjfh #thank you so much for sending an ask i love getting asks!!! :D #answered #anon

[steddiejudas]

STWG Daily Drabble 9/25/23

prompt: making a meal

Eddie never really learned to cook. With the salary he and Wayne live on, he’s used to heating up cans of soup, Spaghettios, maybe some toast if he’s feeling like a gourmet. But Steve, damn, the man can make a meal. The first time Steve cooked for him, Eddie thought he’d died and gone to food heaven, promptly passing out on the couch with his boyfriend and a full belly as soon as they finished eating. Eddie wishes he could return the favor, but he’s pretty sure canned tomato soup and burnt grilled cheese sandwiches don’t equate to braised pork chops, rosemary roast potatoes, and homemade rolls. 

Tonight Steve is making Eddie’s favorite. Penne alla vodka with homemade garlic bread. Eddie doesn’t typically consider himself an overly emotional person, but as he sits in the kitchen watching Steve hum to himself and grate fresh parmesan, he could cry. 

“What’s wrong babe?” Steve asks, concern lacing his beautiful features. 

“Nothing, angel. I just love you.”

“I love you too, Eds.” Steve sets the cheese grater down and walks around the island to curl into Eddie’s embrace, leaving little kisses on the sensitive spot behind Eddie’s ear. Steve loves to kiss that spot, teasing giggles out of Eddie’s pretty lips. “But seriously,” he whispers, “You’ve got your thinking face on.”

Eddie sighs, easing into the warmth of Steve. “You always spend so much time cooking for me while I just sit here and watch. I feel bad.”

“Don’t feel bad! I love cooking for you, I thought you knew that.”

“I did! I mean, I do. I just wish I could return the favor.”

“You return other favors,” Steve says with a wink. 

Eddie groans. “Steve, that was horrible.”

“Sorry.” Steve leaves one last kiss, featherlight and promising on Eddie’s cheek before pulling away. “If you want to help, I can show you some things.”

A splitting smile erupts over Eddie’s features, nodding enthusiastically as he jumps up to help. 

“Alright, I'm almost done with the sauce, but you can get the bread ready. Can you mince up some garlic while I melt the butter in a saucepan?”

“Yes chef,” Eddie quips, giving Steve a little two finger salute. He makes quick work of chopping up the garlic the way he’s seen Steve do it countless times and throws it in with the melted butter. “Okay, now what?” 

“Now we turn the heat down and let the flavor infuse for a couple minutes. Like making edibles.”

“Alright,” Eddie says. “Like edibles then.”

It only takes about 20 minutes after Eddie adds in his own ingredient and pushes the concoction through a cheesecloth for the butter to firm back up to spreadable over the still soft loaf of french bread Steve was keeping in the warming drawer. They plate up their meal and eat at the table, smiling at each other through flickering candlelight, conversation flowing easily between them. They finish and Eddie gets up to clear their plates. 

“Uh, Eddie?” Steve asks from his seat at the table. 

“Yes my love?”

“I think I’m high? No, definitely high. Why am I high?”

“Stevie you said… like edibles? Was that not? Did you not mean to add weed to the butter?”

“Eddie… no.”

“Oh my god. I’m so sorry.” And then it hits Eddie too and, oh shit, yeah, he added wayyy too much. Which means it’s only a matter of time before Steve–

“It’s okay. You can make it up to me right now. Upstairs.”

“You frisky little freak.”

“What can I say?” Steve winks, running towards his bedroom. “I learned from the best.”

#this may or may not be based on real life events #the part about the edibles being way too strong #steddie #stranger things #eddie munson #steve harrington #misunderstandings #eddie knows how to cook canned meals and edibles and i stand by that

[starays13]

TSaMS rant below.

So.

Eclipse died yesterday.

I’ve got some things to say on it.

First off. Death is the easy way out for him. He should get to live and deal with his consequences instead of just being killed. It makes no sense why he’d just die like that instead.

Not to mention it felt rushed and out of nowhere. Especially right after another huge event like Lunar returning.

Also, wasn’t there a whole emphasis on “Murder is not the answer” a while back? Why say that and then instantly resort to planning murder and then carrying out said murder anyways? It confuses me.

And yes, he deserves consequences for the things he’s done, but also, he’s consistently shown instances of odd moments in recent times, giving us a look into his feelings on things, how he’s lonely, how he thinks it’s too late to turn back anyways “It’s not like they’ll accept me back. Not that I want to be accepted back-“ Which is a valid thing for him to be thinking, when have they ever accepted him in the first place?

He was dehumanized from the very start. Even when he hadn’t even done anything terrible yet, as soon as his presence became known, he was regarded as a problem or a virus to get rid of, and consistently called a ‘thing’ instead of being acknowledged as an actual person.

The boys seem to have a problem with seeing almost every new AI/person to come into their circle in such a way as a problem they need to fix. And look what happened when they offered Lunar a chance, they got a new brother.

Killing him is kind of a waste of potential for his character, he might’ve even been able to get a redemption arc, although if that were to happen, it would have to be long and difficult for him, and he would have to earn it.

Another point I’ll add is the double standards, both with Sun and Moon and some of the fans.

If we think about it, Old Moon and Bloodmoon have done worse than Eclipse. I’m not even sure know the full extent of the things Old Moon was guilty of. But both his and Bloodmoon’s kill counts are wayyy higher than Eclipse’s, Eclipse only killed that one government guy who was pressing Sun to talk about a traumatic event, and likely would have put the both of them in danger.

But we haven’t had a ton of focus on bad stuff Old Moon did besides New Moon showing disgust for things he did before, mostly on how he treated Sun (Of the things on the channel he saw), yet still they all hate on Eclipse.

And also, almost everyone loves Bloodmoon, and they’ve never showed any signs of anything that meant they could’ve changed. But Eclipse has been labelled as the Bad Guy since the beginning, so it seems a lot of people go with that in terms of opinions.

One last point I’m remembering to put here is that Eclipse’s issues were never really taken into account. He’s been hurt multiple times, and responds with anger and hate because that’s all he had learned how to do. But anger is a secondary emotion, meaning there’s always something else behind it/fuelling it. If he had been taught how to react to those feelings in a healthy way, and shown any compassion without anything else attached, I seriously think things would have gone way better.

That took a long time to write.

#sun and moon show #tsams #sams #tsams eclipse #fnaf eclipse #fnaf #star’s tsams rambles #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #I’ve been meaning to write out my thoughts like this ever since the episode dropped #our dorito deserved better #BringEclipseBack #tw death mention #tsams spoilers

[djpachipikachu]

⚠️ranting about the rottmnt/general tmnt fandom⚠️

some ppl get wayyy too excited about extreme tmnt angst and also the turtles using drugs ,,,,like ? i think them being stupid teenagers and making bad decisions is so real and also hilarious but i am not leaping for excitement at seeing them get severely addicted to said drug or like. getting really excited over one of the turtles enduring the most psychological and physical torture one could put onto an individual

idk it feels Weird seeing people go “omgggg !!!! im so obsessed with this au i cant wait for the next update of raph getting fucjin wasted every night and he cant stop cause hes an alcoholic at the ripe age of 17 !!!!! awww hes so cute” guys please (yeah this is targeted at an au ,,,,i follow the creator bc i like rhe art and the concept is interesting but both the creator and the amount of people being Weird about it is making me so icked out i’ll probablt unfollow soon)

also people r horribly obsessed with turning a sweet concept into angst like hey these turtles who are also teenagers are allowed to be happy did you know. did tou know that. abupbupbup do NOT comment “imagine f!leo thinking back on these memories bc his brothers all died :,(“ on a post where leo is doing something stupid with his brothers i need u to stop ur weird desperation/fetish of making teenagers tragic

#rottmnt #tmnt #dj ramblings

[brick-a-doodle-do]

tumblr has taken my reblogs away and i know nothing about your aus so tell me something funny about one or more of your aus

pop i just gotta say it's awesome to see you around my blog and in my activity again :D and oof i hope the tumblr gods gift you your reblogs back soon :')

ALRIGHT something funny....hmmm *reminisces back on my sprinto era* oh yes okay-

so i made this canon a few months ago with xyz and i'm likeee 90% sure i haven't posted it yet so have this for something's brewing au (aka curiosity killed the cat which i'm almost confident you know,,,,)

(this is like wayyy in the future) wilbur has a meltdown every time a door won't open because he accidentally pushed it instead of pulled (or vise versa) and every time tommy has to step in wil gets really embarrassed LMAO

hhhh there has to be more stuff brb i'm gonna go deep diving in the past

this isn't rlly an au....nor does anyone but x really KNOW it...but in serenity when tommy first comes to the mortal realm (i rlly need to think of a name for that place my god) sbi catch him staring at the night sky with his mouth just wide open in awe bc he's never seen night before- it also scares the SHIT out of him the first time he sees it- he has enough maturity left that he can calm himself down but it's such a funny thought GJDFJSCS

in tiny workers during christmas time it's pretty much mandatory for the workers (ESPECIALLY the tinies) to wear lil elf costumes and wilbur would not shut up about it FDJJFSD (he 100% pulls the 'lil baby man' bit)

unnamed vamp au: tommy tries sleeping upside down AND falls down from the cabinet and almost collides with the floor and dies because he forgot he doesn't have wings DSFJDS

HHHHH i want to think of more but i can't </3

i'll add if i think of anything but for now this is all i can think of

does this mean i have too much angst?? or does this mean i just need to pointlessly worldbuild to the point where the things i'm developing will never ever see the light of day any it's absolutely pointless? >:D

#brickquiries #pop brickling #something's brewing au #serenity split #tiny workers au #unnamed vampire au #tw & vamp are repeated from past asks but seeing as pop doesn't know anything on my aus it doesn't matter sdjjsd #TY FOR THE ASK

[aphrorite]

-ˏˋ sweetheart diaries ˊˎ- #4 !! 🌷🌸🎀

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⋆ ✧₊ may 24th 2022 ☀️✨🌷 ⊹ɞ

hello diary ! its been sos long sinc ive wrote here :S thahts okay though, life gets busy soemtime and sometime i not able to write becos of it <3 today was great!

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hmmm where should i start disry ?!??! i havent seen u in so long ))): i lay on teddy comfy back as i weite this bc he make a fluffy cute pillow and he is so generous 💕💕💕 i luv teddy .

umm so the last time i weote was on may 14, si mayb i make list of notable thing ! here it is (:

felt sick one day so stay home n then m found out ir was plumbing day

my cat discover new window n he lobved it so much. was up on bhis tupy toe n was enjoyin fresh air .

had olumbing com over n get toilet fized >_>

may 15 made toast n agua for meself on a lil chop boar dn enjy brekafast

may 17 i groute d my mosiac media ezploration . i did an ugly magenta tbh and it iddnt turn out how i intended but then again ir was only media ezploration )): next time i go fir darker grout. here was finished mosiac before grouting

may 17 at work befor my shif i also saw thes realky chte tanks !!! i trie them on but they didnt rlly hav my size n the pink didnt look as nice as i thought it would but the white did n the blue ehhhh ,, here they r ! i also found out my fav coworker too has the same disorder as me and i felt not so alone knowing tht . it made me feel like someone understood my struggle an di am so grateful to have a coworker like her. i am not happy that she suffers with the same issues but i am glad thqt we can both fight our hardships together . <3

may 18 very sad day ): am work very hard on makeup but had not so good time at school dance so was vert sad. m felt very out ofnplace )): but in hindsight, m also call tht one guy n ask if hed like watch stranger things this friday ! so we hav that day for him n i <3

may 19 m thought of very cute leggings, leg warmers n new aesthetic more , so now am want to change my room up and go for my pink idea ! i always felt bad for wanting it to be all pink ebcause it doesnt necessarily align w my feng shui but i wa s like , “ let me stop confinin myself “ , so im plan 2 get cute pink posters (n design them,) more ffske folliage, hanging plants , lace curtains/ transparent , pink rug and wayyy more plushie !!!

may 19 i also went get my mediciatuon refile , they gav me 67 when they meant 74 but utl l b ok cos i up dosage upon next appointmen maot likely ! i also saw pretty lipblam 🥺🥺 may 19 i paint my mosiac frame black !

fri may 20 i wok up too late 2 get ready n missed bus so instead of adking relativ who im not fond of,,, I WALK 3 KM!!!! 3000 m in 40 minute to my school n cross highway ^_^ it acc big feat for me bc ive never cross highway bflre when walking n also NEVER have walk that much in ine moring. i was determine to get to school and i did !! did NOT MISS SCHOOL !!! 😎

fri i also went to awerie n se etheir flare n i tried them on and i relalt like d them !!!! i didnt buy them rhoguh becaus when i tried to it didnt work out bc theyw erent accetin phon paymen t / it didnt work ): so i put on hold.

fri was grwat doe cos i ALSO MADE MY LUNCH !!!! LOOK LOOK LOOK. IS SO PRETTYYYY I SO HAPPY BOUT IT ! i wish i had sandio lucnh box tho so i will get one soon. is was yummy bc usuall i wake up too late to make lunch ): so i had ice tea , 2 pb sandwich, cheeseit, breton veggie cracker, granola and croutons ! yumyum

friday i work bery hard in fitting room to make sure every cloth wa s detail so i proud myself ^-^ i sad tho bc on fri i found out my one friend isnt who she rlly was n she like dark humor for attention which made me feel really invalidated )): so i never hangout w her anymor and gonna distanc

saturdy i did pintwrest, made new board n cleaned up pinterest but still hav to work on it, clean some cameraroll, shop n hav fun ! i thin k i also watch show another close friend n i kinda hav lil crush on him ))): we wathc 5 episode n fall asleep in calls o i b his alarm clock . funny thin is tho before we hungour he called me while i was showering n it was funny cos i was wondering ‘why my music so quiet?’ peek out curtain and see a pleasant surprise ! i told him call me back doe cos ofc i busy cleaning meself !!! hmph , we laughed abt it tho cos😁 i was happy he called me tok bc he was on my mind n i always wish hed call instead of me doing it first . n then later he put me to bed cos i got drowsy cos mediciattioon aargeghh but we spend whole day together <3 n i folded my cloth too! i also look at more room inspo n made list for wht i want to buy !

sunday i did LOADDDDSS of math hoemwork n i so proud myself for it , i finish and got caugh t up! sister b so kind n she help me clean room , so i fibish xleaning and also DID MY LAUBDRRRRYYY I SO PROUD I HAVENT DOBE THT IN FROWVER

monday i fibisb painting , did more pinterest work on spotify n look at shein for little, n during weekend i learned how to weite upside down ! coolio . i slso took walk, wore cute outfit black stocking w plaid skirt black sweater and white collar and did my makeup 😋 i soend time wi my cat too !! i also did sims 4 reblogging on other acc hehe

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n now we in present ! today i wore the same fit i wore the other day bx ir wasntn dirty, woke up in time but had trogbl gettin out of bed bc it was rlly cold. blanket so warm so i lau at floor of staircase burrowed in blanket cos ellie so warm aargrggh then got ready.

i didnt hav kuch in lunch but moma camw in cluctch with making more pasta so i toon tht for work n also had breton cracker n 2 made good granola bar.

i brin canvas n wallet cos today i want handed in. y canvas n buy the flare legging ! school was good n i did really well in math w anawritjng question and understanding material :3 i so happy abt that bc usually i feel like i am strugglin behind , but my misophonia kept kicking in ),:

theguy still havent stopped courhing and the orher person vocal tics (whxih i know they cant help) relaly made me angry . i know not to be angry and i am not acc angry at them rhouvh it is very irritating ): ofc i am bery stonefave so no one can tell i am angry , and plus i dont want to make anyone sad .

art class went bot so well ): ,, i was finishing my sides and the sand when I accidentally tip uellow paint all over my cabvas 😭😭 theguy who sat across fron me was kind and saved my canvas from fultl flipping over , dude had great reflexes but there was a big fat blob of yellow pajt on floor witb some splatters . it got over my canvas so i had scrapped off w cardboard n then scrapped the paint w the cardboard off the ground and back jnto fhe conrainer, and then i use dawn soap, brown paper towel and sponge to scrub dub dub, and then u couldnt even tell it was there . i am proud for cleaning ip it sow ell but i think mybe god was telling me tht i had to do one kr more finishing touches, sooo i went to work w canvas and home w it, and also saw dat my framw wasnt black emigubso i brough it home too to paint it more black.

i bough flare legging tho, got free agua at satrbuck bc i forgo watnottle, had starbuck popcorn (yumyum i luv popcorn !) and it wa great!!! 🍿💛

hehe, i felt so pretty wwaring the legging rht i wore it to work hehe and i got compliment on mt outfit too. i favetime sisrer during lunch too. and guess wha diary? i ddi amzing at work today :33 i also listen to my sleepy agedre playlsit rn while i write this !

i did 3 stock boxes in 30 min!!! thrts 10 mins for wach unpacking, and then i hung then up n tagged them all by myself ^w^ i was so proud tht i got it done (securi tagging in 57 min, total time took for 3 boxes is 1 hr 48)

my ocd was kicking in ahain with the number of aecurity tags i had and it was a little difficult but i trudge through it n tried to not breakdown over it n so i didnt !! i also met new coworker today, her name angelina 😇

i was so happy tht i did it i felt unsfoppable, n i got praises for my pretty painting from wmployees when i walk into shops n also praises from my coworker s n pll were impressed that i did stock so quicj so i very proud ^⏝^ i put clothes out on sales floor too but at end of shift i went back to get my canvas cos i forgo x_x

when home came my ankle pain rlly kcike din bc it was sore during my shift n still hurts as i weite this ))): hopefully i sleep it off n it go away . i didn do much homeworks until 7 ish but i still trusges through my sampling math homework and painted my frame black and fixed my painting yellow mistake n then got ready for bed 💤💤 i beush my cat today too n he got lots fur, i saw him climb up a carpet n it remind me of spiderman !! he gwtting realt confident n it make me happy

i felt little meh abt wanting to self care but i pushed myself to do so ! 😼 so i lotion my sof skin, gargle w mourhwash, brush teef brush hair n then got into bed w comfy comforter ! i also went on walk w sister n went barefoot, got feet dirty but i wash it before bed, n also walk in grass which is theuropedic !

anyway diary, i look at list, go use lou, and shop for a lil befor ebed. love u!! i check in once in a lil bit. baiiii!!!! 👋👋😴

p.s ⭐️🌻 i forog mention, AHHHH kendrick lamar is in town soon !!! when i am not agedre/agere, i would LUV to see his concert n i think i migh b able go so im gonna b stoked for that OMGOMOMG 🌼💛

╭┈─────── urs truly, ࿐ ˊˎ-

╰┈➤ sweetheart xx

#sfw agere #sfw agere blog #agere #aphrorite.diary #🌸

[the-art-in-arthesia-is-loud]

Random Ass Trivia Post Because I Am Impatient To Share These...Trivias. Heh.

help girlboythingthemidkthegenderofthepersonwhoisreadingthisrightnow i have a lot of stuff to share here that i could've shared in their own posts but i DIDN'T. utc like always :3

yea hello let's proceed

i shared this before but i'll say it again- technicolour's cube can turn into a dagger if he really needs it to be a dagger. it can also turn into a paintbrush and a digital pen.

spinel went missing on a friday, so on every friday galactic would play spinel's favorite song to: A. mourn her if she's fucking dead, or B. increase her hopes of spinel coming back soon.

^ spinel's favorite song is anything that sounds like the song she's based off of (spinel by penoreri(??? i hope i'm typing that right jddjddjk)).

tempo will never, and i mean NEVER, let trojan near a computer or any device like ever. this is because trojan would just end up giving it a virus if he even touches it. he doesn't know why this happens and he can't exactly control this either.

^ he can still use a phone perfectly fine, though. but he's not allowed to use shit like google or whatever.

for every year on her birthday, pamolia's parents would gift her the same goddamn thing; butterflies in a frame. she absolutely fucking ADORES THEM THOUGH. even if it's the same thing over and over again. ohhhhh the butterfly autism is real for her...... (idek if i'm gonna make her ACTUALLY autistic or not since i myself am Not autistic so-)

as implied in a recent drawing of mine, pupa can turn into a cute lil butterfly if he so pleases :333 but yeah, he did got stuck inside of a jar once. he felt like it was his death day.

if arghena and mantis were to ever meet, abstruse would be horrified over how fucking PINK AND PURPLE THEY ARE..........

primeval has made WAY TOO MANY CONNECTIONS THUS FAR. in her one month of even being conscious on this god forsaken planet she already made like. what. 10 acquaintances. what the fuck. i wish i was like her...

spinel once stole destonio's chocolate bar. needless to say she nearly died.

ana and hikaru get along fine. she hates glaciaxion and finds arta annoying, though.

a lil trivia that is Not related to a character; there might be characters based off of prsk commission songs here. who knows though. aha. ha. ha. ha ha ha ha ha h a h a h a H A .

back to character based trivia: pamolia is a science kid, meanwhile miracle hates science. they're meant to be /hj

no one, and i mean NO ONE can ever impress or even make tessi smile. the only three exceptions to this are callima, world ender, and loveless dress (who i haven't mentioned yet, but hey! she exists! woo hoo!)

^ after she became lacey, that list increased somehow, adding tempestissimo and fate into the list <3

aleph's a perfectionist now, sure, but at least his perfectionism is not as bad as back then when he was still in high school. he would come home from school, stomp into his room, and then have a full on breakdown for just getting a simple 80 on a test....... (this is me projecting)

one time in the past, mantis stepped on a caterpillar infront of larva. needless to say she was fucking mortified.

felis would spill tea everywhere, no matter where he is. lightning screw always complains about it, meanwhile glory road finds it wayyy too amusing to tell him to stop.

hikaru and arta used to be friends! and even know they still are friends! when arta saw the news about hikaru's death, he was absolutely horrified that he just couldn't stop thinking about it for weeks on end.

^ adding onto that, hikaru and glaciaxion met when hikaru was like...11? yeah, maybe. i'll probably dive deeper into that another time, though.

spinel cares a LOT about her physical appearance, because to her, her appearance is basically anyone's first impression of her! so she has to look her best everyday! it's common courtesy!

ok yea i ran out of shit to say augh

#arthesia fucking rambles #arthesias ocs #rgverse: character info #NOT TAFGING WEVROTNR....

[kirishimas-manly-eyeliner]

➴ are we supposed to share a bed?

pairings: sawamura daichi, ryūnosuke tanaka, koshi sugawara, tsukishima kei, tadashi yamaguchi, shoyo hinata, tobio kageyama, yu nishinoya, asahi azumane x gn! reader (karasuno boys)

warnings: none! pure fluff hehe <3

KARASUNO BOYS WITH THE FANFIC TROPE: THERE WAS ONLY ONE BED (...and a couch.)

KEI TSUKISHIMA

good luck on trying to get him to go to sleep comfortably on the bed.

“i’ll sleep on the couch,” he deadpans, and flops over onto the cushion that is clearly too small for him. tsukishima stays there, caught up in his thoughts for a while. tossing and turning on the bed, his head nearly falling off the arm rests and his ankles sticking out in an uncomfortable position. 

after a long day of practice, you nearly fall asleep as soon as your head hits the pillow. the only thing preventing you from getting a good night’s rest is the sounds of the couch’s old springs shrieking and creaking. “tsukishima, you should just lie down here instead... it’s a lot more comfortable anyway.”

you can hear him scoff with his head buried under a throw pillow. “no.”

there was really no way of getting through to him, was there?

but the problem was, right before you were about to fall asleep, right as your eyelids got heavy and you were finally about to go into a blissful sleep for the first time in months, tsukishima would keep moving around

you didn’t mean to be this cranky. you were exhausted. “tsuki, c’mon. you sound uncomfortable. sleep here.”

tsukishima immediately stopped moving. for a moment, you thought he might come and join you. he doesn’t.

but eventually, when he’s so uncomfortable to the point where he can’t stop tossing and turning and you’re sound asleep, he’ll crawl into bed with you WAYYY later. no way is he going to snuggle in bed with you while you’re still awake.

instead, with his body heavy from lack of sleep, he lies down next to you, praying that you don’t wake up, and falls asleep like a light.

you wake up with his arms wrapped around you.

TADASHI YAMAGUCHI

precious!! little!! baby!!

tadashi will say he prefers the couch-- not because he doesn’t like you, he’s just afraid of the actual part of sleeping next to you. he’s watched enough movies to know what happens when the two characters fall asleep on the same bed. they wake up, hand-in-hand, completely flustered-- and tadashi is convinced that he’d combust if that ever happened. he just wants to make sure that you’re comfortable.

“are you sure?” you ask. “you worked really hard today... and your serves were amazing! take the bed. i’ll sleep on the couch.”

tadashi shakes his head. “i-it’s okay. really.”

“mm...” you think for a moment, but then smile. “you can always sit up here with me, if you want.”

tadashi immediately wraps his arms around himself. “n-no! it’s okay! really! i wouldn’t want you to feel uncomfortable...”

you smile playfully. “don’t worry about it. i don’t mind, i know you wouldn’t do anything weird. come on. i’m tired, you’re tired, let’s just go to bed, yeah?”

after a few more moments of talking and trying to let yamaguchi know that you genuinely don’t mind, you convince yamaguchi to sleep with you on the bed instead of him going on the ripped couch. 

he’ll be lightly hugging himself, afraid that if he outstretched his arms, they would wrap around you in his sleep. that was the last thing he wanted-- for you to feel uncomfortable around him.

(jokes on him, you two both wake up cuddling regardless)

SHOYO HINATA

without a moment’s pass, once you two settle into your rooms for the night, he throws his bags down, and DRAGS YOU DOWN WITH HIM ON THE BED

unlike the others, there’s no discussion on who goes on the couch and who goes on the bed. after games, hinata is always a little overly confident and ends up oulling you down on the bed next to him. he doesn’t even shower. he’s exhausted.

you laugh (his energy is contagious), “hinata-?? uherm don’t you wanna shower first?”

he laughs out loud, stretching his arms out. “but i’m exhausteeedddd!”

he fluffs the pillows in an insanely cute way and goes, “okay. i can sleep on the left side, you can sleep on the right so that we don’t crash into each other during the night. is that okay?”

you nod. hinata smiles before changing (and then he goes to rinse off) and plops onto bed, snuggling under the covers. he’ll casually get out his phone and scroll through the feed, maybe play a couple of games, and casually talk about his day with you, until he realizes that you didn’t respond.

he peered over, finding that you were sleeping.

he smiles softly, before the idea that he had actually JUST nonchalantly slept with you next to him, your face only a few inches away from his, and the realization finally settles in as his face burns against his pillow.

TOBIO KAGEYAMA

"I mean... If you want."

kageyama says that phrase at least ten times throughout the process of trying to figure out the idea of “only one bed.”

he’s trying his best not to be too aggressive or pushy around you, but it’s clear that he’s cranky and wants some sleep after a long day. his face is in a pout from exhaustion, his bags are sprawled across the floor and the last thing he looks like he wants to do is get a restless sleep on the couch.

“so uh,... do you want the couch or the bed-?” you ask. kageyama shrugs. but looking at how tired he is, his sunken eyes, and the way his knees were nearly unbuckling, you say gently, “i’m gonna take the couch.”

“okay.”

you take the couch and kageyama lies down on the bed, but exhausted as he is, a part of him is thinking with a twinge of guilt, “the couch must be really uncomfortable.. are they okay?”

so instead, kageyama peers over and finds you wrapping your arms around yourself from the couch, and he sighs, long and tired, and kind of just- STANDS over you on the couch like 🧍🏻 ...

“hey.”

you look up, confused and half-asleep. “...mmph?”

“sleep with me.”

the words tumble out before kageyama can stop them, but you’re just so heavy with sleep that you nod as if nothing had happened and flop onto the bed, your entire body sinking into the soft mattress. you wake up with a blanket wrapped around you, and kageyama on the floor from faling off.

RYUNOSUKE TANAKA

surprisingly, he has so much more respect and privacy for you than you may suspect. when tanaka enters the room, he’s lowkey kind of tense, but he sets his bags down and helps you, “uhem... do you need anything? tooth brush? tooth paste? extra blankets-?” he sees you as the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen. the way he stares at you is something that no one else can compare to. 

you laugh. “nah, i’m good. but thanks!” you look around, pointing towards the couch and raising an eyebrow at how uncomfortable it looks. “you and i both had a rough day... how about we just sleep on the bed then? i-if you’re comfortable with it, that is.”

CONGRATULATIONS YOU BROKE TANAKA

this awkward blob who’s just insanely flustered because holy crow, his best friend AND crush is suggesting they both share the bed. he then flashes out a grin and a thumbs up, “alright! sounds good!”

you grin back as you two both get ready for bed and lie down.

and to confirm, he has absolutely no shame once he gets more comfortable and calm for cuddling you (with your consent BECAUSE CONSENT IS SO SEXY)

tanaka will talk about his entire day with you in such a free way. everything is so easy with him-- he constantly thinks that you’re the most beautiful person he’s ever laid eyes on and tries not to say it out loud every five seconds. tanaka will hold your hand and try to make you laugh multiple times just for the sake of it <3

YU NISHINOYA

"i-i can sleep on the couch! really!"

...he’s lying.

you know when you offer someone food, you know, just for the sake of being nice-- and this small part of you hopes that they don’t take the food?

that’s what nishinoya is casually saying, explaining that he can “sleep on the couch.” in reality, he just wants to cuddle next to you, hand-in-hand as you two casually talk about your day. he wants to play with your hair and kiss you and make you laugh. he wants to see you smile and cuddle you, wake up in the morning hand-in-hand as someone you can trust.

“uHmMM... okay, you can take the couch then,” you say, completely oblivious.

a small part of nishinoya dies inside with those words. “erm, okay. goodnight!!” he’s trying to sound cheerful for your sake, but he can’t help but feel disappointed.

that’s what he wanted, right? you stumble over to the bed, your legs tired and knees buckling after a long day as you pull your covers over yourself. “mm, goodnight, noya!” 

but later, you see that nishinoya is standing above the couch a lot like kageyama did-- contemplating whether or not he should speak out about wanting to go on the bed next to you or going on the couch. once he hears that you’ve stopped shuffling under your bed covers, he thinks you’re asleep and stares at you-- only to find your eyes staring into his.

he blurts the words out. “can i- i mean, only if it’s okay with you, can i sleep on the bed with you?!”

you hesitate, but then raise an eyebrow and your upper lip curls with a playful grin. “oh?”

nishinoya laughs and gives a small shrug.

“c’mere.”

KOSHI SUGAWARA

he's such a sweetheart.

sugawara knows that you work really hard to help the boys stay healthy. he knows the work you put into cleaning up and trying to decide what’s best for them and yourself. “you can pick! i don’t really mind. go ahead, do whatever you’d like.”

(a part of him is secretly begging that you choose to go with him instead on the bed. will he say that out loud? probably not, but he loves you so much and wants you to know that with every fiber in his body.)

“you can pick,” you say, for a change. there’s a moment where sugawara is surprised, but then relaxes and nods along with it. “i can, erm, sleep on the couch. if that’s easier for you,” he blushes and scratches the back of his neck. your stomach sinks. did he really want to sleep on the couch-

“but if you’re okay with it, we can both share the bed-”

“okay!” the words spill out of you before you can stop them. you clear your throat, trying to contain your excitment. “i mean. okay.”

sugawara laughs and takes your hand, and he props up the pillows (strikes me as the guy to have a playlist i am just saying) and asks you about your day. 

he will definitely end up cuddling you in his sleep. in the morning, you wake up on his chest with his arms around you, and when you look on the other side of the bed-- you’re no longer alone. a soft smile with friendly eyes is staring back at you.

“did you sleep well, princess?”

DAICHI SAWAMURA

GENTLEMAN GENTLEMAN GENTLEMAN

he knows that you're private about a lot of stuff, but he'll definitely be a lot like suga and make sure whatever happens is best for you. daichi will make sure that above all else, you feeling comfortable is top priotity. he’ll try to be a good guy for you and let you make yourself at home-- heck, he probably brought lights or something in case you were afraid of the dark because hE’S JUST THAT CONSIDERATE

daichi, out of all of them, will immediately address that he’ll take the couch first. “i’ll take the couch. it’s been a long day.”

at this point, daichi’s brain is on autopilot after so long and he just immediately assumes that you’ll take the bed. he wants you to feel as rested as possible for the next day, so daichi is just about ready to flop around the couch, when you say:

“daichi... you should take the bed-! i can go on the couch. or we could share.”

HE DOUBLE TAKES

HE DOUBLE TAKES AND ASKS YOU AGAIN

a laugh bubbles up insdie your chest (he blushes and prays you can’t see it in the dark of the night) and you drag his arm to the bed, fighting back the urge to kiss him on the nose. “sleep. you deserve it, team captain.”

he leans back, grinning. “alrighty then. get plenty of sleep. i’ll be sure to see you tomorrow morning, angel.”

ASAHI AZUMANE

HE'S SCARED

HE THINKS HES TOO INTIMIDATING OR TOO BIG AND THAT YOU'LL BE UNCOMFORTABLE

asahi is practically soluting as if speaking to a general. “i’ll take the couch!”

he’s well aware that it’s too small for him. but if it means that you don’t have to deal with the idea of sleeping in the corner of the room with cobwebs, that was good enough for him.

you nod slowly, smiling gratefully. the couch couldn’t be that bad... right?

as you cuddle into your sheets, there’s a moment wher eyou open your eyes and finally look at the back of the room, to find asahi in a strange position-- his head is falling off the armrest and his feet are dangling from the front.

he’s shuffling, changing positions, but it’s clear that he’s nervous and isn’t too sure what you think of him like this.

“come here, big guy.”

you outstretch your arms and pat the side of your bed, and he doesn’t look to sure. it’s almost beauty and the beast all over again-- just the roles are slightly edited.

“oh-hkay!” asahi smiles slightly, the tips of his ears turning pink. “are you sure?”

you nod. “sure i’m sure. now come here, ‘m sleepy.”

asahi laughs softly and lies down, trying to avoid going too much in the center in fear of taking up too much space. “hey, it’s fine.”

you wake up with his arm as a pillow and your head resting on his shoulder.

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A Piece of Heart without a Name.

Summary : it looks like [Y/N] [L/N] falls head over heels for a Dollmaker from the Beneviento Family - But she doesn't seem to return the same feelings. Now [Y/N] seems to slowly dying over The Lonely Dollmaker.

Warnings : blood, unrequited love, friend-zoned, A disease couldn't be cure, angst ending? (I'm still learning!)

Note : this is wayyy longer than i thought - i hope you guys enjoy it! Reblogs are VERY apreciated!

"Do you ever dream-.. Do you ever dream that we were meant to be?" - [Y/N] [L/N]

"She was soft."

Oh so soft.

You would. And you could hold her delicate hand everyday - eveytime, maybe forever. The way she smiled softly and sometimes shyly at you making you swear that your heart almost burst in a second. "What?? Why are you smiling so suddenly, Donna?" you ask while tilt your head, "my apologize (Y/N), there's a leaf that stuck on your head." she replied as she take the leaf that stuck on your soft as silk hair.

"Oh, you're right. Thank you, Donna." with that, you began to talk more about random things and make some jokes to let the young lady smiled and laughed happily at you - completely unaware your heart that beats very fast than the normal ones. Oh what a pure happiness this is.

"She was kind."

Good God.

You hope that everyone could see her the way you do, oh that would be so perfect for the young lady to spend her days with a smile on her face.

How could a person - who is very fragile as Donna could be VERY kind to everyone? Especially to you?

"Here, let me help you.." Donna said as she began to prepare the dinner and you wash the dishes, "oh- you don't have to, i can do this on my own.." you replied making the last beneviento stop and look at you, there- the soft smile you treasure so much. "Well, i want to. And surely, you do know that i will not let you do this alone, right?"

You felt your cheeks began to warm and the butterlies start to fly freely inside your stomach - how can she be so casual even when she listen to your romantic but not flirting jokes??

You're really grateful to have her on your side.

Oh little did you know, you wished that you never hope that everyone or someone could see her the way you do - maybe more the way you do.

"She was warm."

Just breath in and breath out-

As fragile as she is, Donna is the warmest woman you ever hug in the universe. The way she pulled you in to her warm embrace making you scream internally, the way she hugged your side whenever she's scared of her surroundings, and the way she hugged your back just making you nosebleed already.

"Boo-"

"aAH- oh god, Donna you startled me!"

She giggled at you and keep hugging your back while hiding her face on your shoulder. "Hey (Y/N), are you okay?" she ask after touching your cold hands, "hm? I'm fine, Just a bit cold here." you answered while making a warm milk for you and a black tea for Donna.

"Here, let me take care of you like you take care of me, (Y/N).."

You didn't ask for someone better, you didn't ask for a better life - this is more than enough. And you love it so much.

With that, she take you to the fire place and wrapped you up in a thick blanket then hugged you tightly with a beautiful smile that stayed on her face.

"And she was mine."

Oh how painful this is.

You hated this person so much, but you know that this person could make Donna the happiest woman in the world. You smack yourself for being too late to confess your feelings for her.

"A-amore mio, please stop-.. t-tickling me!" The Dollmaker laugh and beg to her soon-to-be Husband who is tickling her while showing his goofy smile, "i'm sorry my love, but you're now trapped in my arms Haha-" the man exclaimed happily as he attack her face with kisses.

Oh how you wish that you're him - tickling her - telling her that tou loved her more than anything in the world. Only Angie who noticed this, but she decide to keep it secret to herself - not daring to tell Donna through their own connection.

"Alright, Alexandro. I think that's enough, let her go - the dinner is ready, so we better start eating or there are no foods to those who's late!" you pat his shoulder gently not wanting to raise your voice at him - he smiled kindly at you and nod his head as he let go of his soon-to-be wife and gave her a kiss on the cheek.

"(Y/N), i'm so sorry for not helping you to prepare the dinner... Again.." Donna whisper while fidgeting her fingers, Your gaze soften at the words and shake your head, "no need to apologize, Donna. I'm happy to help you - since you just got proposed by this dude." you replied while punching Alexandro's arm playfully. He just smile awkwardly towards you - completely unaware of your pure hatred towards him.

With that, you four decide to eat the dinner before the food getting cold. You can see the woman you loved since you two are teenagers are now talking happily at her lover - marbe she looks more happier than when she's talking with you.

Angie, who notice that you're not eating your food, she choose to sat on your lap and hand you a spoon without saying a single word. You shake your head slowly and grab the spoon from her wooden hand and thanked her quitely not wanting to disturb the couple.

Maybe- maybe you can destroy their plan? No. That will make Donna sad and hate you so much, what a pitiful face you're showing right now. Oh so pitiful.

"Now she's getting married."

Now she's getting married and you're not the one she'll kiss goodnight, you start to space out - thinking about the childhood moment you treasure so much with her. You and her were young, and you admit but you thought that this was it.

Now she's getting married.

All your hopes are buried - and you wonder if she ever thinks of you? First of all was ice cream in the park, and then you start dancing with her in the dark. Holding you close like she'd never let you go from her grasp.

"(Y/N)?? Hey (Y/N), you're spacing out again!" Angie hug your pants and you glance at her, "i am? I'm very sorry for making you wait, Angie.. Just got some stuff to remember here, let's go to the garden like i promised to you." you replied softly and pick her up. "You loved her dearly, didn't you?" The question make you stop walking to the garden, how- "i've been watching you, silly. The way you look at Alexandro for the first time with hatred explained everything! You grew more distant from Donna, and you even scribbled your own name from the book of you and her!" Angie answered your confusion and she cupped your cheeks with her wooden hands - forcing you to look at her directly.

"Tell me, why don't you just killed him? I'll gladly help you! With that, you can tell Donna that you loved her - maybe you can finally be the one who take her hand in marriage! Honestly, i'm not sure Donna is fit with Alexandro - because you're the one who always make Donna the happiest in the world before him!" Angie exclaimed, before you let her continue - you shut her wooden mouth and continue walking to the garden a little bit faster.

When you finally arrive, you sit down under a tree and adjust Angie to sit on your lap while watching the waterfall. "Angie.. You do know that i can't do that, right? I can't even point a knife at a person so easily.." You tell her while pat her head, "why not!? I can teach you, maybe i can help you with my friends who has a sharp weapon on their back!"

You let out a heavy breath and smile softly at the precious doll, Angie could see the sorrow and sadness that filled your eyes. There are no longer light of happiness in them. There are just some heavy- cruel despair that gladly engulf your vision.

"No, Angie.. Alexandro is the Man who can make her the happiest woman in universe as her Lover - not as her Best Friend. If she choose him than me; then that's her decision. All i have to do is step out of their way and let them be.." You replied softly making the doll shut her wooden mouth immediately; not wanting to make you more ... Broken.

Not long after, You start to cough violently making the doll panic and wait for you to ease again, there - a single flower petal mix with the thick and wet blood of roses.

"Oh look, Angie.. How pathetic of me; i got a Hanahaki Disease at a time like this? I thought it was just a story-telling or something like that- heh.."

"And i'm not the one she'll kiss goodnight."

"(Y/N).. Please-" the little Doll hug your body tightly making you chuckled, A doll couldn't let a single tear flow from their eyes - but you do know that Angie is telling you that she's crying by showing her movement.

"I'm sorry little one.."

↳ HANAHAKI DISEASE

Please.

Please, it hurts VERY much.

"(Y/N), please.. You must tell her how you feel! If you've been brutally broken; but still have the courage to be gentle to others especially Donna then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself!" Angie tried her best to explained everything why you must confess your feelings or how to do it so it won't ruin the wedding plan.

"Angie, Sometimes there isn’t screaming anger or endless sorrow or a hurt that shakes my whole being. Sometimes there’s just quiet. An absence. A refusal of the mind to acknowledge any feeling at all." you replied as you cough again then wiping the blood from your lips and keep all the petals inside your treasure box.

"All things are *cough cough* delicately interconnected." Angie was silent again; it's been a whole month before the day of Donna's happiest day come.

But now here you are; patheticly coughing some petals mixed with blood - barely breathing normally. And You keep growing distant from lady beneviento, not wanting to make her worry - or knowing about your feelings for her.

"I choose to love her in silence… for in silence - I find no rejection." You ended it with a goofy grin then look at Angie with a lovely laugh even though your lungs are in pain; begging for you to curing them.

"You can't have her but- you want her, right? Please stop trying to be funny; this is serious.." Angie replied while giving you a glass of water and you happily thanked her then drink the whole water immediately.

"Oh honestly, what i would give to sleep in her arms again.."

Silence engulf the room once again, Angie's trembling wooden hand hold your delicate ones again as she hide her face in your rising and falling chest that want to breathe normally. You stroked her head slowly - until a knocked making your gaze turn to the door.

Angie immediately told her little friends to clear the room and then she open the door. There - Daniela Dimitrescu, the youngest of Dimitrescu family stood in front of the door while carrying her romantic novels that she and you haven't read together. "(Y/N)! I've bring us the new novels~ as my promise that we are going to read it together!" she exclaimed happily while putting all the novels on the nearest table.

Glad thing that it's not a snowwy season, so she freely go anywhere - but she mostly loved to meet you and read romantic novels with you. "I'm surprised that Aunt Donna is going to married - i mean, i'm happy for her! I wonder how long i will be a lonely-lovesick woman... Hm~" she said while giving you a side smile. Completely unaware of your throbbing heart, dry throat and lungs that in pain. Oh you wanted to cough so bad - letting all the stupid petals out of your pitiful mouth.

Your throat is closing up, and you feel something rising to your mouth again.

You throw your blanket backwards in a haste and runs to your bathroom. 

"Wha- (Y/N), Wait!! Where are you going!?"

You ignored Daniela's question as you turn on the lights in a second, and coughing, rasping over the sink.

And suddenly; Daniela burst inside the bathroom that you completely forgot to lock. As her golden eyes scanning over you and the sink - it went wider. "(Y/N)..?"

You smiled sheepishly at her and look at your own reflection; messy hair, pale skin, sorrowful eyes. Nothing special but a completely disaster mess.

"Well, i can- *cough cough* explain everything.. To you- but if you keep this as a.. *cough* secret." you replied to her dumbfounded face, when she nod her head but hesitate- you exhale and trying to calm yourself down as Daniela stood in front of you immediately.

 "Hanahaki. It's, as you know, a disease that was first discovered in Japan. It's born from unrequited love, and scientifically, the roots are conceived in the heart for about two months. And the symptoms start." you pause, and glance at Daniela, who had poker face.

"And.. Yes; i got one."

"Then who's this person? Don't tell me..."

"Ye-"

"IT'S MY MOTHER???"

"DANIELA, PLEASE- NO!!"

----

"sorry, i was an idiot.." Daniela mumbled while hugging your fragils body, "i mean, you already are an idiot." Angie chimed in making The youngest Dimitrescu glared af her and you laughed happily at their sillyness.

 "Let's just get back to the topic before Donna is going to pick me up from (Y/N)'s house!"

 "So, is there a way to get the plant - or whatever it is - off you, (Y/N)?" Daniela ask while picked up Angie in her arms.

"Well, there is but.. " you hesitate, and Daniela almost shouts at you to hurry up because she wanted to help you so much, but she stays calm. "It's surgery, a huge surgery. And you'd forget how to feel, how to love. And you'd forget the person you're in love with... I don't think that's really a great idea, Daniela."

You hunched over, feeling your chest ache in a way unknown to you before, and you scrambled up to the sink just as another splatter of blood hit the porcelain, four stained petals greeting you in melancholic harmony.

 Panicked, your hands are frantically trying to stop the petals from spilling out of your mouth, until your palms could no longer hold them, and they fell through the cracks of your fingers, all the way to the pristine floor. You could barely catch a breath before the next round hit you, and this time, you knew this was it. You could feel it, the flower growing slowly over the space of ypur heart, and sooner or later, it would be only moments until you’d leave.

Daniela couldn't do anything beside standing next to you while stroking your back gently - her eyes are filled with sadness and worried. She didn't expect that - someone like you - will gone, forever. She hated being alone again - she hate it so much.

You're the only one who undesrtand her besides her family, you are so preacious to her - so why you must leave?

Angie blamed herself for not helping you sooner, and she really hate herself for that. You wished you had more time. You wished that you could forget everything about her but you couldn't.

‘Sheesh; i wish i was beside you and hold your hand again, Donna.’

The day has come.

"She'll dressed up - wearing white."

‘While you wait for a wife, and now she's carried from the sanctuary then they drive her down the streets where you once held each others hands; talked about your plans, and dream about the places you two would go.’

It was hard to manage the fear of the end, and the inevitability of it, but somehow, you made it work. Pretending you aren’t dying from the thing that made you feel alive was exhausting, and now that you are hanging on by nothing more than a thread, you didn’t have to pretend anymore after this wedding.

"Sister; congratulations.. I do hope that husband of yours can take a good care of you or else- i'll sliced him to ribbons, at first - i thought you and (Y/N) are together." The lady of The Dimitrescu Castle said as she shake her hand to Donna's smaller one - before she can reply, you interrupted them immediately "well; i'm very glad that someone can finally make her happy beside me! By the way; are you nervous after you said the vows?" you ask while looking at her beautiful white dress that's so similar to Angie's. Oh how you wished that you're the one who take her hand in marriage.

"Yes, i was so nervous.. Do you guys think i look okay?" she asked shyly to her dear sister and her best friend.

"You look Wonderful." You and Alcina answered together making the dollmaker blush and cover her face with her hands.

Alcina excuse herself because she wanted to know where are her daughters currently - leaving the two of you alone. You show her your goofy smile like you always do.

Is it possible? To burn so brightly for someone, that you forget you are still in the flames?

You were soft in all ways a person could be; heartfelt smiles that felt like a warm summer breeze, a laugh light like bells, and company as rich as wine. You were everything that everyone - even Daniela - could ever wish for, but who’s to stay their wish could ever be the one in the million to come true?

I will be wishing you a life of everything you ever dreamed of, from my place in the sky.

And I think that’s the best part. That, one day, I’ll be a tiny part of something someone else will love someday, too.

"So if i had the chance, i would like to ask you for one last dance if you don't mind.." You said as she happily - without knowing your sadness - grab your hand and put the other one on your shoulder.

The soft smile you wished that you could see everytime you woke up.

The kindness that you wished you could receive everyday.

The warm of her touch that you wished you could feel every moment.

And she's the one who you wished to take hand in marriage.

Are now buried deep down inside your heart.

"Do you ever dream-.. Do you ever dream that we were meant to be?"

You know that you two are not together.

You know that you will love her forever.

Even when you're buried six feet under.

With that, you could see the shock on her face and a single tear that fell on her cheek.

She took a step back as she gasp and keep her tears flowing like her beautiful waterfall next to her estate. All you could do was smile at her and bowed, then you quickly run to your house - ignoring every call that you heard behind your back, especially Donna's screaming and sobbing. Begging for your forgiveness, Crying for you to stay and explain everything to her. But you couldn't.

You wheezed quietly, and tiredly watched as bits of sunlight filter through the small window, and just because you can, just because you believed you can reach it, you musters up the last of your strength to lift a hand, letting your fingertips reach the warmth of the rays.

"The sun.. And the moon, couldn't fall for each other.. Except, they could look after each other, right?.. But i'm not the sun neither the moon, maybe i'm just the stars who begged.. The moon to stay.."

Pathetic.

Pitiful.

This is it.

You let out your last cough and the last rose, all you could feel is pain. But, the thought of dying for Donna suddenly make you smile and started to shut your eyes slowly until the welcoming darkness letting you drown to them.

And just like that, the sun is gone, and all that’s left is the echo of everything you left behind. Completely unaware of Angie's presence or her tears that fall on your bloody cheek.

"You stupid.. -idiot." she cried and hug your cold body tightly - not wanting to let you go - she didn't want to believe that you're gone. Forever.

Lastly, a blur vision came into your deepest mind;

"Hey.. (Y-Y/N), when we are old enough.. Will you take me hand in m-marriage? I don't want to marry anyone except you.. You've been so kind to me and i- i want to spend my life with you.." little Donna said as she grab your tiny hand with her trembling ones.

"Then here, have a piece of heart - without a Name first. Because i don't want to give you a false hope; Donna Beneviento my beloved." you replied and smiled at her as you hug her tiny body - not caring about what the others talk about you two.

Goodbye, Dear Beloved.

#resident evil village #resident evil 8 #donna beneviento #angie the doll #sleepyhead's #angie beneviento #donna beneviento x reader #xreader #daniela dimitrescu #alcina dimitrescu #house beneviento #lady beneviento #angst #hanahaki disease au #oneshot #sad ending #re village #re8 #writing #hanahaki disease #daniela dimitrescu x reader

[carpediemabelair]

Sersi was boring the ENTIRE movie. Same facial expressions and just blah. Sprite was a ‘pick me’, but I totally understood her infatuation with Ikaris and wanting to grow and experience everything. But fuck her. Ikaris was a great villain, but for once I just want a villain that will follow their plan and if they die then they die. Also Sersi/Ikaris felt forced; like because they told us they were/are in love the with each other then it’s a fact. Don’t tell me, fucking show me and they didn’t. Ajak was great, sad she had to die and so soon. Just like with Sprite it’s a big fuck you to Kingo. Him agreeing to the planet ending and not fighting with his family to at least keep Ikaris from killing them, was a sucker move. Kingo and Sprite are bitch made, and way too wrapped up in a murderous blue eyed demon. Gilgamesh was EVERYTHING. I loved him and hated that he died. Not only did I enjoy him as a character, I’d love to see him rock Ikaris’s shit at the final battle. That was a good man, a good himbo. Thena was lovely and was great fighter, I want more of her. DRUIG AHHHHHHH. Now that’s how you make a morally grey character. He was ready for that action against Ikaris and called out them standing by and letting genocide happen. He also only had eyes for the Queen Makkari, and I loved to see it. Makkari is very much THAT girl, some should take notes. She was on Ikaris’s neck at the end and was just refreshing to see on screen. I was wayyy more interested in learning/seeing what SHE was doing all these years and the adventures she went on. Phastos was the only one that had sense. I loved him and his family. He was on Ikaris’s ass, and without him making the uni mind, it would have been curtains for earth and the Milky Way galaxy. I have a feeling the next time he sees his family, his son is gonna be grown and his husband either really old or dead. Sigh. Dane…was there. 9/10

#the eternals #eternals #sersi #ikaris #thena #makkari #druig #Phastos #Gilgamesh #ajak

[ego-meliorem-esse]

At this point the only art I'm making is for this cursed fandom... Guess I'll never truly get out of the Hetalia circle lol

Anyway, here are my headcanons for the absolute himbo that is Alfred F. Jones.

Appearance, fashion and demeanour:

Alfred has short dirty blonde hair styled in a side part.

He has wide, deep blue eyes filled with curiosity and intrigue. Immediately when you meet Alfred, there is a warmth to him. He makes you feel like you really should be talking to him. You feel as if he could fix all your problems with his signature Hollywood smile.

He has a delicate nose with a slight bump that is absolutely perfect for his face.

Those features, along with fuller lips, give him the trademark Hollywood poster boy look. This masculine and rugged cowboy looks good, and unfortunately for everyone, knows it.

Alfred works out almost every day to keep himself in the best possible shape. He is tall (still not as tall as Matthew) and, along with his muscular frame, will use his height to his advantage whenever he can.

His fashion sense varies from hypebeast to the latest and most fashionable suits he can get. When it comes to fashion (along with anything in his life), Alfred likes to show off. He likes to give of the aura that he isn't worried much about what other think, yet deep down, wants people to regard him as this ideal person/country. He is very much aware of how other perceive him and what they think of him though.

Alfred is way more intelligent than what he is perceived as. In his own twisted way, he likes for the others to believe he hasn't touched a real book in centuries. This, of course, is very far from the truth. Alfred loves reading and generally acquiring informations through any means possible. He is very dedicated to understanding as much as he can in as little time as he can. He is an absolute perfectionist.

Alfred is loud and assertive. I wouldn't say he is selfish but he is very self-centered. Sometimes it's hard for him to see a point from another's perspective due to his idealism.

One of his passions is astronomy. It has been for centuries, since he was a child. During his childhood, Arthur would buy him any astronomy book that he could get his hands on. He would bring the boy the latest books on space that were not even translated into English yet. This hobby of his precedes even his love for enlightenment literature.

Family and friends:

Alfred is Arthurs first son as well as England's first overseas colony. He received that special treatment only firstborns get. Especially firstborns whose father is Arthur Kirkland. As a child Alfred was spoiled. He got to read whatever he wanted, even if that literature went against what dear old dad stood for (I.e. enlightenment books). Alfred had the freedom (*cough cough*) to ask for

whatever from the English Empire and his dear papi would probably get it for him.

Most of his childhood was spent in London with Arthur, but he also spent a lot of his time in the colonies. Alfred hated rain so one could say he was thrilled when he got to leave the boring and rainy London and go to his home in Virginia.

He considers Matthews arrival into the Kirkland household as one of the best times in his childhood. As a lonely only child, he was very excited when he got a brother to play and spend time with. While he was a lot for Matt to handle at once (due to Alfred's loud and extroverted nature), he eventually started to appreciated Alfred. They were inseparable from 1763 to about 1775 when Alfred left to pursue his revolution. This of course left

a big hole in Matthew's heart and Alfred knows this, yet doesn't know how to show his brother that he understands his pain. The person he doesn't know how much he hurt is Arthur. After disowning Alfred, Arthur wasn't as affectionate with the rest of his children later on. The emotions and feelings he showed Alfred were thrown back in his face and he wouldn't let that happen again.

Alfred found a mentor in Francis, Arthur's Long time rival (occasional lover) and enemy. Francis was intelligent and a good tactician. They got along very well. Francis showed Alfred the wonders of Versailles, and even though that was a bit much for Alfred's liking, the boy still found it all to be very inspiring. Even today Alfred still regards Francis as his mentor in certain ways.

Along with Francis, Gilbert was an influence as well as a first crush for Alfred. Though if Gil was even aware of Alfred's affections was questionable, or if he was he certainly didn't reciprocate those affections. To Francis it was all a bit to obvious but he never made any comments. Later on Alfred's crush on Gilbert luckily died down.

There are many countries that simply dislike Alfred. During the cold War it was Russia/The Soviet Union and other communist nations. Even today there is China who certainly doesn't like the over-ambitious young boy. Every one of those countries has the same mindset when it comes to the young idealist: he got his powers wayyy too soon. He didn't suffer enough for the position he is in. Alfred was lucky and had been born to a start-up superpower who was not hesitant to teach him the rules of the game their kind played.

Nevertheless, there is a small bit of respect given to Alfred by most of his rivals.

Again, my headcanons are getting too long so this is where I shall stop myself lol

Today I present to you two drawings for the price of one (and the price of my mental sanity after my wacom overheated and went into panic mode but I digress...)

edit: Thank you @draw-a-circle-thats-the-foxhole for your help with the headcanons. I don't think I could have come up with better descriptions of this star-spangled bastard boy myself. I bow to your competence with words!

#Alsoo I know the Alfreds don't look alike at all in my drawings #since I still can't decide how to translate my thoughts about how he looks to paper :/ #I just love this overly-excited all-american boy #hws america #hetalia #historical hetalia #myart #my headcanons #aph america #alfred f jones #also also sorry for the sketchiness of the drawing i have no patience to finish anything

[genoc1d3r]

my turn to cry - thoughts on 3-1b

ok this has actually gotta be my favorite chapter cause holy shit so much stuff happened.

I played the Alice/kanna route and afterwards I watched a vod with the reko/shin route in which ranmaru and naomichi died before the banquet, so BIG SPOILER WARNING FOR BOTH ROUTES

Mafia Princess Sara??: Ok so first off, back in the beginning of 2020, I had a theory that Sara was a mafia heiress and that the death game was supposed to be something to “prepare” her. And that her memories were wiped or she was initially supposed to be kept blind to this whole thing (In 3-1a when everybody saw the consent form for the very first time everybody felt a sense of deja vu, except for Sara. Because why would they need her consent when she is the sole focus of the game and it’s all for her) This theory was mainly supplied by my confusion surrounding the hiring of Kai, cause why would mr Chidouin hire a former assassin to protect her?? How did he even know Kai??? But yeah, the whole thing with Shinobu Gokujo and deciding a new don through a death game just adds a lil more validity to this theory.

Sara’s real father: I also had a mini theory that Gashu Satou was her real father, but that was mostly cause of their hair color and how it would def make Sara’s hair color make more sense genetics-wise (but kai has black hair, so its most likely that his mother had black hair, which would also disprove this mini-theory but yk im not here to prove it just talk about it). And that Gashu knew of Mr. Chidouin and gave Sara to him, and it would also explain why mr Chidouin chose Kai of all people to look after her and why Kai could only watch her from a distance, in case she realized the truth that he was her brother/half-brother or something. 

GREENBLINGS CANON AAAAAAAA: I love this, I love this so much oh my god. Now I can replay and cry after 2-2 cause nankidai hates us :’). I dont have an issue with this specifically, I’m just a bit bothered by how the whole thing went. There was some buildup yea, and the cg with kanna, kugie, and shin was amazing. And that lil bit about nice hallucinations made me tear up a bit. But, then everybody kinda just moved on? and idk this whole chapter was a fuckign roller coaster I could barely keep up.

Autistic Gin <3: I’m autistic myself and I have seen many characters who are autistic-coded or exhibit many signs of autism but have never been straight up confirmed (Ex: Vera Misham from Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney). And even then, these characters usually share similar personality traits like being aloof and reserved. So it’s nice to see that Gin is representing autism in a relatively realistic manner with his hyperfixations, vocal tics, and issues with socializing. Even after nearly dying like 17 times he’s still doing well and I genuinely wish for his survival and happiness.

Ranmaru’s death: Both of Ranmaru’s deaths, (if you or if you don’t fail the electricity absorption minigame) the death feels so... off? I was really attached to him as a character, yet his death didn’t impact as much as Joe’s or Nao’s did. During his Banquet death, one second he had his really cute smiling sprite but then whoops oh no guys weird drill screw thing kills him (again). I still can barely comprehend it because it all just happened so fast. Like no cg or anything. I was honestly kinda disappointed. The “delayed” one does a better job at his death scene, but again, it was wayyy too quick and completely dismissed as everybody just moves on to defeat Maple 2.0. I at least would’ve appreciated a better transition than Midori just saying “well anyways–”

 Ranmaru’s extremely quick descent into madness in the shin route: I actually liked this idea of Ranmaru willing to go to such extremes for Sara. However, theres barely time for any of this to develop? Like again, everything just happens so fast??? I would've definitely liked if there were little hints around before the body discovery that ranmaru was gonna do something like this, just a little time for development would really be cool.

Mr. Policeman/Mr. Tazuna???: After I finished, I actually looked on the wiki to see if it said anything about his son that he mentioned and I found this: 

But yeah thats cool

The thing about Q-taro: I’m gonna say it now, I’ve liked Q-taro ever since the aftermath of 1-2, and Q-taro haters have added absolutely nothing to this fandom. Everybody saw him as a child-hater, I see him as a guy who’ll do anything to survive and succeed. I mean that wish is kinda what got him into the death game. And yeah he did try to leave that one time, but that’s what getting thrown into traumatic killing games does for you, most people don’t want to die, they want to live, no matter what it takes. We can’t all be the main character and choose to cooperate with everybody and be the “good” person in that situation. Even Sara has those extremely selfish moments and those intrusive thoughts of winning and leaving. 

This whole thing should also be applied to Ranmaru. Ranmaru has gone through so much shit in such a brief amount of time, to the point where he was considering to/actually kill people to escape with the one person he trusted in this hellhole. In that situation, Sara’s kinda at fault here, cause without Joe she’s lost her sense of morality which resulted in her becoming selfish and well... honestly kinda toxic. This emotional manipulation is really what set Ranmaru off, however it was 100% his decision to fucking kill somebody and murder’s bad. Still love him though.

But back to Qtaro, I really enjoyed the extra substance given to him in this chapter, it’s nice to see the development from being selfish to feeling deep remorse to protecting the dolls of the first trial victims, most notably Mai. As he completely forgives her for stabbing him. The chapter did a great job at fueling my already intense love for Q-taro (and it actually convinced my best friend who claims to hate Q-taro with every bone of her body to like him too!) I also love the father-son dynamic between him and Gin. I find this relationship to be really important cause Gin’s father is an abusive alcoholic and Q-taro’s an orphan who’s never had a proper role-model in his life. So it’s beautiful that despite not having anybody there for him when he was younger he can still be a good figure for another child.

Predictions/hopes for the next part: 

I just want to see whether Shin already knew about Kanna being his sister, and if he doesn’t I want a reveal. Right. Now.

A Ranmaru/Joe/Q-taro/Kai/ “Hinako” revival, p l e a se  they died so soon

More info about the people involved in the Hades Incident/Shinobu Gokujo

More info regarding Meister

Sara going on Maury

Who tf is “Hinako”????

I really hope that there isn't any specific good/bad ending. Like I want every ending to be equally bad and good yk? like equal consequences and good stuff.

Yo wtf happened to Sara’s mom?? Is she gonna come back and play a more important role in the story?? Are her parents gonna come back as floor masters???

I want things to actually change  depending on whether you picked Alice or reko, cause so far they’ve played extremely minor roles.

#3 1b spoilers #yttd #yttd spoilers #q taro burgerberg #sara chidouin #ranmaru kageyama #joe tazuna #gin ibushi #kai satou #keiji shinogi #alice yabusame #reko yabusame #shin tsukimi #midori yttd #kanna kizuchi #greenblings #sou hiyori #mai tsurugi

[gmwsuperfan5467890]

NHIE (unpopular?) opinions on random parts of the season:

- I like Nalini and Dr Jackson together but a part of me wishes that they saved that plot line for next season or the season after that because I feel like it’s wayyy too soon for Nalini to date. It hasn’t even been a year since Moran died.

- I also feel like Devi had a right to be outraged about it because of how soon it is and especially since Nalini gaslit her. I disagree with Nirmala’s speech about how she shouldn’t judge her mum because she raised her. Like no? If your parents are doing something shitty or something that will affect you negatively, you have a right to get pissed and judge them. Like parents are human, they aren’t Gods that can do no wrong.

- When Devi told Paxton that he has to learn how to study and do well without her, she was right. The only reason she was in the wrong was because she shouted at him about it.

- I shipped Kamala and Mr Kulkarni so hard! Also I love Mr Kulkarni! His sense of humor was 10/10. And he was so chill yet stern when he had to be respect.

- I liked that the Kamala and Preshant relationship is over because I feel like he is very one-dimensional and that they lacked chemistry as a couple. I just don’t like how it ended. This is the 2nd time that Kamala has left her current boyfriend after seeing another guy she’s interested in. It shows that she’s very flakey. And I feel like she could have told Preshant that she didn’t want to get married before the dinner.

-Also Preshant, what happened to taking things slow.

- If I had to rank Kampala’s love interests it would be : 1) Mr Kulkarni, 2) Steve 3) Preshant

- I think Mr Shapiro was more annoying but funny this season.

- I have to honest, I don’t like Trent.

-Am I the only one who finds the resolution of Fabiola’s story kind of sad? She spent so much time campaigning for something she didn’t truly care about to make history and for Eve and her friend that she lost her position of captain of the robotics team. In my opinion, you shouldn’t do something just because, it’ll make history, do it because you love or truly care about it.

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