#he does not deserve your kindness

[hkpika07]

Hot take. Spencer is misunderstood and is a complex character who isnt all that bad, you guys are just mean.

#thats my boy youre ragging on. #evil spencer is an interesting take on the character. he is an asshole. maybe deserves one smack to the face #but i keep seeing genuine vitriolic hatred for him and seeing him portrayed as an irredeemable monster and that makes me sad inside #i need to write up a post on spencer and why i think he acts the way he does #“he tried to kill Hiro” so many other engines tried to kill other engines. Diesel was boasting about how everyone would get killed and then- #-subsequently replaced by him. im not excusing his actions. but i think theres a reason behind it #and if Hiro can learn to be friends with Spencer i think you should at least look at him with a bit more kindness #Hiro my sweet grandpa how do you have so much love in your heart. you forgive a clearly misguided and insecure engine who was surrounded by- #-horrible influences (engines on the mainland) #forgive my boy spencer hes an asshole but he gets better #ttte

[quietwingsinthesky]

the last unicorn post from earlier has me thinking about the master. that yana is still in there, you know? is still someone he was, if even for a brief flash across the life of a time lord. there’s no way to unlive that life. there are ways to twist it later, sure, to make utopia into hell on earth. but the life was lived. in much the same way that the doctor can remember, can feel, the love he held onto as john smith even as that life is ripped out of his hands. the doctor choose denial and then grief and then to shutter it all away. and so john smith died, and so professor yana died, and the doctor and the master live on. the doctor has done this before, and he lives in orbit around humanity, trying to keep the best parts of them and hold them deep enough to take root (which he can pretend he gets to choose, as a time lord. as a human, it all floods in and can’t be dug back out.) but what about the master, right?

to borrow a turn of phrase: i think there are two time lords left in the universe, and they both learned how to regret.

#regret here meaning less feeling the emotion of actual regret obviously because time lords do not actually funxtion on unicorn rules. they #already get sad just fine on their own. no humanity needed for that. #but i dont know. i just dont think he brushed it off so easily. i think he did a hell of a job convincing himself he did. #and what better way then to twist his own great works and destroy the species he was working so hard to save at the end of the universe. #but what about the knowledge that he *could* be that person. that somewhere in him exists a version that wanted to save people. #a version that is painfully too much like the doctor. even. now is that part worse or better than the human part? #but if past regenerations are ghosts i think yana deserves a haunt. #anyway maybe ignore this one im rambling about nothing here #theres just. i dont know. what if you were the last of your kind and in surviving you made yourself Not Like Them in a way you’ll never #escape. #i mean doctor who is just so concerned with all these plots about hybrids and children of the tardis and clones and What Makes A Time Lord. #but they’re so obsessed with it in just. a very Lore way. is what it feels like. we get brushes of more like with jenny and how she’s #physically a time lord and the doctor denies her that inheritance. a shared suffering… #but me myself im just fascinated with the doctor and the master as the time lords who survived. but they survived Wrong #its. its. children of gallifrey that don’t belong to her anymore. you know? #i dont care if river’s got time lord dna!!! or the metacrisis is physically human!!! i dont care!!! talk to me about what it means beyond #their blood and bones!!! what’s it like to have your sense of self stripped from you like that!!! #what’s it like when so much of you is the shed skin of time lords past. but one of you was human. one of you was painfully *humiliatingly* #human!!! #enough about how much dna you need to count as a time lord. i want to know how much they can mutate until they can’t be recognized as one. #does that make sense?

[saturnsorbits]

Okay, so I know we all hate him, but Mahito is a legitimately brilliant villain...

#He's what happens when the trope of 'Villain just wanting to watch the world burn' is done right. #He's the embodiment of 'Fuck around and find out'. #Does he do morally incomprehensible things? Yes. Is that what makes him such a good bad guy? Also yes. #There's no arguing either... #90% of the fan base can't stand him and if that isn't proof of him being brilliantly written as a villain idk what is. #I think what I like the most about it is that there's no attempt to humanise or moralise him - at all. #He's bad. #Full stop. #And instead of making this reduce his character to one dimension; he's jam packed full of personality instead. #He's fun and carefree and silly - trying to figure out what else he can fuck up in the world. #He still has motivations and wants... Fuck; he even learns fear when he makes the mistake of touching Sakuna. #(This fear is also then his ultimate downfall as we realise it's his most defining trait...) #Also he's super fucking fun to watch in fights; lets be honest. #And his technique is cool as fuck. #Is this me coming out to say I'm kind of down for a bit of Mahito? #- Everyone look away - #Yes. Yes it is. #Is he a horrific; gross little gremlin man that deserves the worst and is probably responsible for killing your fave? #Yes. #Do I want to squish him into a little bottle and keep him on a shelf so I can shake him when I'm annoyed - #and let him out from time to time to have a little fun with? #Also; regrettably; yes.

[obihoe]

sdfdfdgfds anyway i got to the "u can feel the lust to kill in ur flesh" mistranslation of madara's reaction to the rinne tensei resurrection last night. its so funny. german translators are madara sadist truthers 👍

#for the german girlies he also says 'wenn ihr den tod sucht seid ihr bei mir richtig .. ihr dreckigen mistviecher!' #to the bijuus #as he faces them ASFGSFS #'dreckige mistviecher' is like. smth u'd say to a rat. or some kind of just dirty disgusting little animal that u hate #idk how to translate it really but it does sound MUCH more offensive i think than ... 'beasts' #or whatever he says in english #he's like 'if youre seeking to die u are right coming to me .. dirty little shit rats' like ASDSFSFGS it is sooooo funny #they just make him unHINGED #which IS good for him #he deserves to go crazy #he needs his enrichment! #madara #posts

[righteousruin]

made myself mad again thinking about writers who Miss The Point and how Bane was only on venom for like ~6 months in the comics but some writers decided it's his whole personality and he's just an Arkham Roid Rhino even though he passed the vibe check and didn't even go to Arkham even though his attorney begged him to plead insanity and go because he wouldn't face charges and he said absolutely not they're my crimes they're my charges they caught me slippin and that's on me and then not only stayed OFF of venom for the remainder of the pre-reboot comics but also actively destroyed networks that developed and distributed it, and then directly because of Batman's repeated radical compassion, dedicated his life to doing what he believed was right (even if it still involved murder) and actively protecting people he believed were innocent and helping people he thought needed help. Because he promised Batman he would do better. BeCAUSE OF BATMAN SHOWING HIM THAT WAS AN OPTION.

#EDIT: I promise this isn't vagueblogging or @ anyone I was thinking about Bane's comic arc and how publishers market on rage bait and shock #and how k-ngs' batman narratives center around creating shock and controversy instead of Stories #FUMES #“Why is the world Like This” because y'all stopped valuing kindness and compassion as a heroic trait in storytelling!!!!! #Batman doesn't fawn he'll beat your ass but he'll give you a chance to try again and learn and grow #because execution decides for you but Batman tells you to decide for yourself and Batman tells you to be brave and be kind because it's HAR #It's the harder choice it's the scarier choice it's the more vulnerable choice but Batman says it's YOUR choice #Batman believes in you goddammit when the cops and the system and the culture doesn't Batman does Batman says you can do better #Batman says you DESERVE to do better you deserve to BE better you deserve a better world and it starts with you and he LEADS BY THAT EXAMPL #Anyway Bane will always stan Bruce for that shit even if it's so so strategically stupid it's radically kind it's frighteningly kind #It's dumb and it's selfless and it's selfish and it's stupid and it's unbelievably kind #anyway we stan the bat #we don't always agree with the bat but we would follow that rich asshole to hell and back #ooc #yelling about comics

[pencil-for-a-dog]

So, the golden enclaves.... They were... Qn experience

#SOBBING CRYING HITTING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL #I CRIED SO MUCHO DURING THIS BOOK #spoilers ahead #WHEN THE GRANDMA REVEALED THE TRUTH AN HE WOULD HAVE JUM WITH YOU CRADLED IN HIS ARMS (PARAPHRASING) #WHEN SHE SAID YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD THE FIRST TIME I LAUGHED #BUT THEN THE REVEAL CAME #AND THEN SHE SAID YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD TO THE MAN SHE LOVED #AND I CRIED #WHEN SHE SAID STAY I FELT IT LIKE IT WASN'T SOME KIND OF SPELL BUT EL ASKING ORION TO STAY A LITTLE LONGER #and i know I know Ophelia did what she thought was right for the greater good- #BUT SHE DIDN'T DESERVED THAT HAPPY ENDING OF HERS #WATAFAK #I THOUGHT ORION WOULDN'T FORGIVE HER BUT HE KEEPS SURPRISING ME #«El you need therapy » YES SHE DOES #I wanted so bad El being the one building the enclaves but she have been forced to destroy themmm #NAOMI NOVIK YOUR BOOKS DESTROYED AND REBUILT ME WATAFAK #Amazih book #a trilogy I would absolutely recomend #the scholomance #the golden enclaves

[laniidae-passerine]

I’m probably deeply biased because he is played by Rahul Kohli but I’m on the 4th episode of The Fall of the House of Usher and I’m finding Leo Usher significantly more sympathetic than his siblings

#NO SPOILERS PAST EP 4 PLEASEEEEE #oh he cheats? and he does drugs? and he sucks as a person? #like yeah of course he does he’s a trust fund baby #and yes he killed that cat. but I feel like he wouldn’t have killed that cat if Verna wasn’t in control #like everyone else is Truly Horrible #they abuse their subordinates and sexually manipulate them #or they plan to blackmail people with cctv footage of consensual sex acts and drug use including their sister in law #or LET A WOMAN POSSIBLY DIE IN SURGERY WHEN THEY THINK SHE’S A POOR PERSON WITH A HEART DEFECT AND LIE TO HER ABOUT THE CHANCE OF DEATH #LIKE VICTORINE IS EVIL IM SORRY SHE MAY BE HOT BUT SHE’S EVIL #sorry leo you didn’t deserve to die like that you were a grade a asshole but I could see there was a heart and a kindness #buried under the drugs and your father’s influence and money. rehab and therapy and being cut off could have saved you #I’m not questioning Verna. but I’m saying hey honey maybe this one. this one could have been a better fix #YO VERNA GAY???? WIN #the fall of the house of usher #leo usher

[craycraybluejay]

ok im having a lot of feelings about Angel Dust i think i HAVE to write fic now huh 😫

#angel dust #hazbin #bad victims #everyone is trying to make him cute and a good victim #better to cry in Charlie's arms in a fix-it or something than anything else #but as a resident Bad Victim who will jump at the opportunity to abuse drugs and make bad decisions #i dont want to change and i dont think you should have to cry it out when youre noy even out of the traumatic situation in the first place #and i still deserve love and support #and i want to write something showing that Angel Dust still deserves love and support even if he doesnt change #where he does not go soft-- where he denies wanting the kindness of his friends #i just #i have so many feelings

[express-archives]

thinkign about faye

#— nox lupus. #oughdjfkfh #she REALLY does not like neuvillette #or any of the fontaine justice system tbh #also does not like furina #faye very much thinks furina is a shitty person and a shitty actress (which is objectively untrue but faye is NASTY. + #+ when she digs at people she doesn't like she does it *nastily.* she isn't graceful about it at all. it's her worst chara trait i think. + #+ however she doesn't often hate people that much. that level of nastiness is reserved for furina and neuvillette. even the general + #+ population is saved from her nastiness. because she knows they don't deserve it deep down. because what could a normal person + #+ have done to save her and her mother? nothing. but *furina* and *neuvi?* they could have done something. but they did not. + #+ so faye is nasty towards them any chance she gets.) #faye is the kind of person who has blinding destructive rage #she's so polite and warm and friendly but then you piss her off and it's all + #“that's why your mother never loved you 🤷‍♀️ ELECTRO DELUSION RAHH ⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️🌩🌩🌩🌩🌩🌩🌩🌩” #interestingly emilio is actually... not nasty. at all. if he's going to degrade you he's going to say you suck at your job or smth #NOTHINGGGG like faye LMAO

[spkyart]

Disliking Tanjiro Is a crime and I don't trust you if you do

#i cant believe my son got haters #he is always been an annoyling stubborn kid that wont listen a word you say if he is convinced of something #but he is also a badass fighter #and everything he does he believe to do it for good bc he is also a very sweet and kind kid despise everything #yall dont deserve him #and if you hate him now i dont wanna know your feelings about the hashira training arc #tanjiro kamado #kimetsu no yaiba #MAN I LOVE KIND PROTAGONIST GOO SIR BE A SWEETHEART IN THE UGLIEST WORLD EVER #(jk i am fine if u dont like him ☹️☹️☹️☹️ )

[skrunksthatwunk]

found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now #sigh.. i dont know. i dont know. #at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him #no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow? #it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my #best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker. #i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time. #but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh #he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him. #im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to #say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more? #just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am #and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him #and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him. #she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on. #she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken #but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him #and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not #like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him? #so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her #and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all #the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess #like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea. #but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.

[pawphin]

long ramble in tags tldr: kindness rules

#was it genocide that got them to the human world or was it her kindness and promise at the expense of her past #who was ultimately the reason the goldy pond kids were able to survive and escape #who got stabbed by a demon and was in a coma for four weeks trying to protect her newfound family #ultimately shifting his perspective on humans and hunting in general and becoming a driving force in their efforts for freedom #who became best friends with the literal ''evil blooded girl'' and was able to come up with a sound solution to demons needing human meat #in order to maintain their forms #do you think norman would be happier knowing he had to be the sacrificial lamb killing children with his bare hands and fully executing it #do you think ray would be happier if emma had simply let him die instead of giving him a firm dose of reality and helping him to #live a life full of love and support and kindness #of course she isnt perfect and i most definitely would change a lot of things if i could but this is just one of the many comments i see #when youre blinded by hatred you cant think objectively #i understand that norman went through freakish amounts of hell but to put it in my perspective: if i were a demon #i highly doubt that i would fully understand how intelligent humans truly are #you know those videos of people boiling crabs alive and saying ''it doesnt hurt them'' #there would probably be a lot of rhetoric around that nature and all i would know is eat human fingertip = go play tag #so why would my parents deserve to die? what difference is there between cattle like pigs and cows in our world to humans in theirs? #anyways. im sorry for liking stories where kindness prevails and opens doors to opportunities previously thought imaginable #i hate constantly seeing this stuff when looking up tpn and it irks me it really does

[monty-glasses-roxy]

For some reason, the only consistent thing in my head right now is the mental image of Meteors Roxy carrying around a big Jolteon plushie with her snout fitting nicely between its ears and you know what?

It's now Meteors Canon that Roxy adores resting her chin on people and plushies' heads right between the ears. And also that Roxy needs more plushies.

#meteors roxy #meteors au #she DESERVES them!!! #djidndid watch me once again not go crazy about Plex Lore and instead go insane over Roxy's plushie collection jdjdnjd #she has three of them now at least but she deserves!!! more!!! #a happy frog a blahaj and a jolteon... #she needs some normal ass guys hm #maybe cassie gives her a little dragon guy... #actually wait cassie should have a sleeping special interest in a specific animal and have a shit ton of stuff for them #just has a labrador or a lizard phase or something #or a wolf phase which transformed into a roxy phase which turned into a mediocre melodies phase #but in a 'never consumed canon' kind of phase #she does not care for the actual modern versions of them #she and roxy much prefer the random evidence of their early existence they found in the pizzeria #fuck Fazbear they have their own canon now #based on blueprints and technical notes and engineered backstories and scrapped ideas on post it notes #OH MY GOD IF THEY FIND GLAMROCK MISTER HIPPO IN SEWERHELL SINCE HE'S THERE IN BOBBIEDOTS #like finding a celebrity eating cheese at three in the morning at your fucking basement fridge dndjjsi #but also both of them like 'WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU?! WHY DID THEY DO YOU LIKE THIS?!' #and they're NOT talking about the damages. #how DARE they glamrock this boring old bruise of a guy they found in a mass murdered grave?! #jsidjdijdo roxy throwing hands over a glamrock happy... #SEEING THE REAL MEDIOCRE MELODIES AND BEING SO DISAPPOINTED NAH FUCK WHERE'S THE OLD GUYS #THEY'RE ALLERGIC TO THE SHINY NEW ONES WHERE!!! ARE!!!! THEIR!!!! CRUSTY!!!! OLD!!!! ROBOTS!!!!! #sbjdjdkd oh my god this is hilarious actually #i should add the melodies to my little history list of lore to create #just for them. #they've done the same for candy cadet btw #roxy and cassie adore him and one day they'll brave the gravesite again to bring him home safe #where he BELONGS

[hawkssucks]

Not to sound crazy but I’m not the biggest fan of the idea that Hawks parties or smokes or sleeps around with strangers. Like I get it, he’s young, hot, and sad but that mf only has one thing on his mind, one primary goal. Anything else is kind of a distraction, and even if it wasn’t I still think he wouldn’t. like sure he wants to crack open a cold one with some close friends, but that feels so different. It’s much more personal and meaningful. I just think he has no interest and no reason to do those things, doesn’t really get the appeal.

#important to note this isn’t me infantizing just because I don’t think he does things that are considered ‘adult’ #he’s a loser #It’s so important to me that he’s a loser who doesn’t get the appeal of these things #idk I feel like that kinda lifestyle wouldn’t appeal to him even if it came to drowning out the demons or whatever #especially considering how he was raised #like the commission probably would have frowned upon it but also he just has. zero desire. #he doesn’t get the appeal and even if he did HES GOT NO TIME OK #stale ramble #being in your twenties and not getting that kind of lifestyle feels alienating and he deserves that

[thepavementsings]

We need your Pierrexpert analysis what things do you have to say

Sorry for being unhinged under the cut. This is a product of my neighbour  listening to positive affirmation mantra music at 3am and also the Waitress Soundtrack

I think there's a misconception with Pierre within the idea that he holds a lot of anger and resentment. I think that much is true for sure, but because of it he gets characterized as hardened because of it when deep down that's not the case!

In his career Pierre has never been afforded the same grace or the same kindness as many of his peers have been. Which is not to say that that kindness towards others was not earned, but it's different.

Pierre has been in survival mode for years. years. What you see is not a hardness, or a selfishness, it’s self preservation. And I don't think he truly wears it in this independent way that it's often characterized. I don’t think Pierre is looking particularly to be independent. I think he is trying to be self sufficient because he cant trust anyone not to leave him in that. There’s a difference there that drives some fundamental wants/needs that get missed sometimes. Pierre isn't HE’S NOT AFFORDED THE SAME SOFTNESS as the others. HE LONGS FOR IT JUST THE SAME.

I think about the video from last season when he does the Piñata video, and he says to the presenter about the candy "we should bring this for Checo's kids to have". And then the story from the other day about him bringing that girl with him to testing. He is thoughtful and kind and generous with himself in a way that gets missed. 

He will flay himself open the pavement and says: this is Pierre. This is who I am and this is how I feel and I can't change that. I won't change that. I want to believe that is enough.

He feels so much and he doesn't have anywhere to put it!!! He has been made to feel that to cry... to feel is SHAMEFUL. To feel as if you have been stripped of your voice and your humanity enough that you have to write your own article... Where else can that go when you aren't afforded a place to feel? A dream is a soft place to land.

#A dream needs believing To taste like the real thing #But dreams are elusive The kind we've gotten used to #Nothing I can hold Nothing I can have Nothing that I know Dreams come and they go #When your breaking point's all that you have A dream is a soft place to land #may. we all be so lucky #he has never been afforded a soft place to land #irl thank GOD he has people around him that DO support him and give him the love he deserves #in that paddock.... #which is not to say some of it isn't the consequences of his own actions! #im not delusional enough to think that #my BIGGEST Pierre apologism is his quotes sound the way he does because he's desperate to say things in a way that people will actually hea #also people.. can't read #anyways BYE #portraits of pierre

[idiosyncraticrednebula]

I will never forget that article from a woman who compared looking after her child to being straight up being r*ped. What is wrong with some people?

#txt #this is a statement somebody woulda made on this hellsite 7 years ago #'i have no ownership over my body' what does playing with your bby have to do with you being s*x*ally a**aulted????? #it has to do with the 'women's suffering is normalized' bullsh*t a$$ narrative #i wanted to beat the b*tch who wrote the article i´m not gonna lie #it was f*cking disgusting #she really compared looking after a bby to f*cking r*pe #i can't stand you heffas. i really can't #these kinds of 'takes' piss me off to a level you can't imagine #if i had the chance to meet that woman i'd take her child away from her. she's insane #some women do not deserve to be mothers #and she was one of them #like imagine if her son were to discover that article when he grows up #he is gonna feel like f*cking sh*t and it's all thanks to the victimhood mentality of his mother #the victimhood narrative has become another way to get attention. let's be real. many women LOVE this sh*t #nah. f*ck that b*tch and the c*nts who agree with her even a tiny bit