#he has his gilt buff coat on.............the sparkly sleeves...........i am going to CRY

[sneez]

now what to do with this bird

merlin i am utterly overcome. i do not know what to do with myself. i have had my phone open for half an hour just so i can keep looking at this over and over again and every second i spend staring at it makes my heart expand another size, like the grinch, but without the christmas bit. i am so happy i feel like a balloon. i love you indescribably

#i cannot......................................................Manage i am overwhelmed i am going to disintegrate or spontaneously combust #merlin........merlin........how can i find the words to tell you how much i love you i do not have enough of them i cannot do it #he has his gilt buff coat on.............the sparkly sleeves...........i am going to CRY #ok cried a bit. back now #his pointy feet. the BIRD #you captured his face so beautifully and perfectly......i have never seen a Him that is so Him before this is the most perfect fairfax in #the whole world #i have made this my lockscreen but i wish i could attach it to my eyes so i could look at it all the time........merlin i LOVE YOU #i love you so much. i love you so much. i adore you utterly #thank you endlessly my beloved most wonderful talented and treasured friend for the best thing i have had in my inbox Ever i love you #infinitely more than i have words to express.......look at He.........i am going to cry (part 2) #this message has taken me ages to answer just because i keep scrolling up to look at him again every 2 seconds #i love you merlin. i am exploding with how much i love you #fairfax #ultimate fave #euphoria #save #❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤