#he knows what matters TTTTTT

[poltergeist-coffee]

I have an habit of accidentally doing things it seems

Besides I accidentally sending asks there were many occasions were I've accidentally turned of my PC because I hit my foot on the stabilizer

While I wait for it to turn on(probably 10 minutes because it is just like that) let me talk a bit about yesterday (I still have an hour to watch actually but as I said, I turned off my computer and for some reason it just takes so long to turn on when it happens)

Man, qforever is screwed

He's burned and corrupted(?) with this dark matter

AND HIS HAIR IS SHORT-(if you saw him shirtless and there was a braid on his back it was a mistake on the skin he is actually with short hair, that's what he said)

Walter Bob is not in a best condition

But now we know for sure that this black matter can corrupt people, and the federation doesn't know what this is, if the evil cucurucho was a normal cucurucho that was corrupted by it(assuming he wasn't away like that) so how would this affect qforever(and Walter Bob)?

Would this change his behaviour? Does it hurt?

How does it spreads? Would it keep corrupting him?

AND ELMARIANA CAME BACK?

When was the last time this man was seen in that island?

He just came back, saw his totally real dead alive daughter and was thrown into the nether? Well, at least Pac has company I guess

- 🍽️

Rip your computer i hope it revives itself soon <//3

AAAAA QFOREVERRRRR TTTTTT HES CORRUPTED WITH THE DARK MATTER AND HE HAD TO CUT OFF HIS LONG HAIR :((((( AND HE HAS LIKE A WHOLE NEW HUGE SCAR IN HIS SHOULDER :((( MY CUBITO :(( he’s been through so much,,,,

if the black goo can potentially corrupt others i’m worried that he is goign to start isolating himself and not let others be near him because he doesn’t want it to spread to them or get them hurt :(( what if it can hurt the eggs he’s going to never want to be near richas if that’s the case (because i believe they will get the eggs back 100% no don’t call me delusional i am right)

i don’t think elmariana has been back since the brazilians first came to the island which was MONTHS AGO so it’s been a looooogn time and oh i’ve missed my cubito so fuckign much :”(((

PLATE ANON DID YOU KNOW HIS NEW SKIL STILL HAS HIS WEDDING RING WITH SLIME :”((( HE LOVES HIS HUSBAND SO MUCH IM GOING TO CRY!!

i cant believe etoiles and slime have to go to the nether to save their partners now /j

#✉️ asks or whatever #🍽️ anon #@ qsmp admins: if you love me you’ll send etoiles into the nether to help save pac /j #the q!elmariana lore last night beat me up and stole my lunch money

[theficblog]

lil sis, i just came across this video and thought i'd share it with you T^TTT rmb when i told you najib was convicted recently? his wife who's as corrupted as him is convicted today too in a separate trial!!! it's a happy moment for me but i had tears in my eyes when i heard what the lead prosecutor of this case (Gopal Sri Ram, a former judge, now a private practitioner, but was specially appointed as the prosecutor for this case bc he is one of the best legal minds in this country T^T) replied to the reporter's question T^T:

"are you happy with the decision?"

"we're not happy or unhappy about anything. we just do our job, and we get on to the next case. it's not our role to be happy about someone else's grief."

T^TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT it's things like this that reinstore my faith in humanity again T^TTTTTT

ive always thought that ppl who reach the highest level/position in their field, they have to be at least a bit "evil" to get there. but my naive thought & impression were slowly proved wrong as i meet some more ppl in those positions, who can still be genuinely kind and helpful..as if they stayed true to their hearts, and never conceded to anything that's against their values. i think that is such a precious trait a human can have. we dont have to harm ppl to "succeed", we could still be kind while doing what we think is right. T^TTT... my mum & family members always tell me that i'd have a hard time fitting in in this society if i remain this honest & straightforward. i know that too.. but this is how my mind works and what keeps me at peace, i cant do fake things to please ppl, that is just not me...(also bold of them to assume i ever think of wanting to "fit in with the society" 🤪) i havent been in the society for long, so idk how long i can "survive" here while being myself. i used to think that i have no fears, but now that i think of it, i think my biggest fear is losing my identity & my values...

however, whenever i lose hope in ppl or in life in general, it's ppl like him that remind me that you actually dont have to be evil in order to "succeed"...in the conventional sense. who defines "success" anyway? if i dont regret what im doing, and im not legally or morally harming anyone, i can be proud of my achievements too, right? i think everyone can define their own success while being true to themselves...♡

im so sorry lil sis, this entire message is so incoherent omg 😭😭 i hope you dont find this confusing 😭 but as i was typing this, it made me realise some things too T^T♡♡♡

Yes World Politics and Affairs is super duper interesting as usual. And the words of the prosecutor are so intellectual, no doubt he is on the topmost level with that kind of professionalism. Yeah I agree I think that too, as I have barely and kind of am yet to function in the society. That kind of scares me out too. It's so rare to find people who always stick to their morals even when things are hard and they have an easy way out of anything, and kindness is what matters at the end. Aww you don't need to develop a fear of those, you know who you are and I'm confident in you, also you don't ever need to fit in, you can be a misfit (get out of my ya'll~) I agree it's possible to find a sort of inspiration or motivation through anyone. Say that louder success is way more than a high paying job and big house. Success is probably that felling of content from the inside. Nahh, it wasn't, as I read through it I could make sense of it all. Also I love deep talks like these so much, thanks for this lovely ask, I'm sure you'll send more of these in the future as well >< ❤️

#not kpop #success #the happiness reading and answering this brough me #yes we love some intellectual talks #❤️ #my big sis

[touchmycoat]

Well I finished 判官 (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

This is a wild ride. I like the theme in general, the cage and the puppet are a really cool idea. And the writing, the poignant slow pace with a shit ton of nature metaphor? The mundane daily life sandwiched between badass action and angsty narrative? The revelation of what Xie Wen did for Wen Shi and Wen Shi counters it with what happened to his soul? Hell damn, I screenshot like a maniac and sent them to my friend like "hey see this delicious hell? jump with me!" My favorite moment is definitely the "紅塵 Kiss" because it knocked me off my feet and robbed all my sense and sensibility. Very close behind are "wind and pine tree, the moon lightens for three thousand miles, the sky doesn't grant him the day to come home" (Xie Wen), "when there's no place to go they want to come home" (the disciples) and "don't look back" ༼ つ ಥ_ಥ ༽つ

I actually finished 铜钱龛世 also by 木苏里 beforehand so I kind of expected all the characters may somehow link together. I love the relationship between the old man and the boy so much. Since Cage 1 it hooked me into the story and it just keeps getting better as the plot processes. He said they have 缘 and the bluebird metaphor? Chef Kiss!

Not a fan of the antagonist here not just because he's sure a dick but I'm often not into the final boss. The things the main cast went through just... not worth it. It only took one event from the past to go differently and they don't have to end up with all that shit. But I guess it serves the theme of 缘 and Karma, fate just happens and goes out of hand no matter how hard you try.

Oh and the other clans. I usually see corrupted 正派 but they are good guys and what they do at the end to both the Zhang siblings and Xie Wen is really sweet.

And now I get myself into 全球高考 (currently the fourth exam) and man this is another wild ride (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

CONGRATULATIONSSSSSS AAAAHHH I’M SO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

I’ve never read Mu Su Li’s other works, so this was my first time encountering her treatment of these kinds of themes! Like, human desire can manifest in terrifying ways but when you break through to the heart of it, it’s 1) a cage that traps/hurts/scares both the owner and people around them, and 2) it’s a very comprehensible feeling that nobody is above having.

BUT YEAH ALSO THE WAY SHE MANIFESTED THAT WITH XIE WEN/WEN SHI, “LOOK AT ALL THE TERRIFYING SHIT THESE TWO WOULD DO JUST TO KEEP ONE MORE IOTA OF PAIN FROM FALLING ON THEIR BELOVED.” YEAH I SERIOUSLY JUMPED OFF OF SOMETHING VERY HIGH WHEN WE LEARNED WHAT HAPPENED TO WEN SHI’S SOUL.

i’m all about nature metaphors my friend TTTT Mu Su Li writes them so fucking well, and you’re 10000% on point with the poignant slow pace. The image that has stuck to me and continues sucking out my life’s blood to this day is Wen Shi, as a child and as a 1000+-year-old immortal, only wants to keep following Xie Wen. Wen Shi being the quiet baby snowman with his eyes fixed to the back of Xie Wen’s head????? I???? Kill me now?????

 > "wind and pine tree, the moon lightens for three thousand miles, the sky doesn't grant him the day to come home" fuck. me.

 > "when there's no place to go they want to come home" (the disciples) I’D BE ANGRY ABOUT THE OTHER TWO DISCIPLES IF I WEREN’T SURE AT LEAST ONE OF THE EXTRAS WILL BE ABOUT THEM aaaaahhh like, what the fuck. The lost-and-found family is so goddamn compelling TTTTTT Bu Ning.... baby.... babyboi..... you deserve the world.... or like a matcha latte i bet he’d love those....

 > DON’T. LOOK. BACK. eXCUSE ME. EXCUSE MEEEEE. XIE WEN???? AND THEN MOTHERFUCSKLJDNFAKSDJNFLAKJSNDLFJNALSDJFLSD WHAT WEN SHI DID I’M!!!! I’M!!!!!!!! I’M SO ANGRY BUT I’M ALSO SO!!!!!! HAPPY!!!! I HATE THEM THEY!!!! I LOVE!!!!! I LOVE!!!!!!!

yeah re: the antagonist, on my first readthrough i def had a moment when i was like, “oh. this guy? this motive? ...is this working for me?” But I totally decided yes ‘cause that scene was more about how badass Xie Wen and Wen Shi were LMFAO. What happened to Xie Wen and the disciples definitely feels hella not worth it!! I also remember thinking “jesus fucking christ that’s so terrible?? are they just gonna gloss over this??” re: Bu Ning but. Ack. I honestly don’t know if I’d enjoy the novel better if it were longer, and tied up every emotional loose end. THIS IS WHY WE NEED A FANDOM THO, to give us a resolution on these disciples feelings ;;;;

mmmm 緣 and karma as themes!!! I totally agree. There’s something really powerful too about the way Xie Wen kept up his calm/peace/resignation throughout the ending because he really is very much riding on that wave of 緣&fate. aND IT LEADS HIM BACK TO WEN SHI HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

oooh!! i have not heard of 銅錢龕世!! Do you recommend~? My friend was telling me how much she enjoyed Pan Guan ‘cause she thought Mu Su Li’s other works were too long and suffered for it skdfjnksdjnfsd but I know nothing. And i’m thinking of starting 全球高考 too!!!!!! eyes emoji eyes emoji eyes emoji

#pan guan #panguan #mu su li #判官 #木蘇里 #taiwan publishes her novels so when panguan comes out i'm gonna buy it and devour it TTTTTT #long post #tieukhannh #asks

[bxebxee]

I just got done reading Easy Woman and I freakin loved it. I absolutely LOVED the line "With a racing heart and a sickening sense of déjà vu, you realize history is repeating itself, and you've already fallen again for Min Yoongi." Idk how many times I reread that line and each time ended with me clapping at how great it was. Your writing is AMAZING. I can't wait to read everything you have~~~

i loved easy woman so much eeeeee!! truly what i wanted it was the perfect mix of romance and real love. would you ever write what their relationship is like after?? love u ❤️❤️

thank you very much both of you for reading and enjoying!!! also @ the first anon, you QUOTED ME. TTTTTT (ily) tbh it was one of those fics that was much better in my head playing out as a fantasy than an actual fic, and I got super sad for a long time because it came nowhere NEAR close to the fantasy in my head. i guess im just not there yet in terms of writing but it’s okay

As far as the “after” is concerned for anon#2….. (read easy woman here first)

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It’s month number two into this friends-to-lovers, dream relationship thing, and Yoongi is still not completely used to being loved this wholeheartedly by someone. It’s a nice change of pace to be the receiver than to give and give and give until there’s nothing left of him. That’s how his previous relationships always fizzled out and died - with him giving up everything of himself until he was discarded. If he had a dollar for every time someone told him that “you’re not the man I fell in love with,” he’d still be broke, but it’s the principle of the matter.

You are uncommonly open to him once you get over the initial disbelief that your feelings for him are reciprocated. You want to make sure that this isn’t just an incredibly realistic, mind-blowingly good dream. But once it’s confirmed that yes, this is Real, and that yes, “dating” and “Min Yoongi” occupy the same sentence in the affirmative, there is nothing of yourself that you hold back. He drinks it in like a man dehydrated. Yoongi wants everything from you, and you are more than happy to give.

“I love you,” you murmur into his ear while he’s walking you home after an ordinary date. Yoongi’s hand is warmer than yours for once, and it feels nice to have him next to you with your steps coinciding in almost perfect pace.

The platform heels you insist on wearing make it so that he doesn’t have to look down at you when he hears those words coming out of you while you’re sober. You’ve confessed your love to him over alcohol many, many times, but hearing your voice absent of any trace of inebriation freely admitting that makes him want to fly. He doesn’t stop walking and neither do you.

“Thanks,” he says, “for loving me.”

“Anytime.”

The two of you chat about nothing for the rest of the way, but both of you are walking much slower than usual in an unspoken agreement to prolong this for as long as possible. You nearly trip when Yoongi runs his thumb over your wrist gently, and ironically, it’s his firm yet gentle grip that keeps you from falling over. Yoongi walks you past the gate, through the front door of the apartment complex door, and even presses the button of the elevator for you.

“Get home safe,” Yoongi smiles, genuine and beautiful.

“We’re already here, and it’s only five floors away,” you reply.

Yoongi fixes his eyes on you and takes a step closer past the point of public decency.

“You might need help in the elevator?” Yoongi knows he’s pushing it, but he doesn’t care; not when you’re already taking his hand and pulling him into the elevator when it comes down to the lobby. It’s impulsive, and it comes easily to you.

You bite your lip as you look up at the cctv camera smiling down at you from its small corner of the elevator. Yoongi presses the faded “5″ button and then “close door” in rapid succession. His hand never leaves yours.

The elevator ride up to the fifth floor feels agonizingly long and quiet, with the two you overthinking everything that has already happened and everything that could possibly happen tonight. Ever since the day the two of you decided to date, he’s never been back to your apartment. The two of you have yet to share anything more than a heated kiss in the back of a taxi from time to time. And it’s not like you don’t want him in every crevice of your space; you’d even let him live in your place if he wanted.

You simply care too much, and it makes you both excited and nervous.

The elevator dings, and the doors part in a rickety screech because one of the mechanical parts needs replacing. The two of you walk twenty paces to the front door of your apartment. You are effectively “home” and now there is only the choice left of whether or not to invite him in, or to wish him a goodnight and attempt to sleep alone.

Yoongi thumbs your wrist again, reminding you of what you told him out on the street. Oddly enough, it feels so long ago. He stares down at you, not sure how to package his thoughts in a nice way; because he wants to come inside and drink half a cup of tea, kiss you and maybe, just maybe, indulge in a fantasy or two with you. He also wants to tell you that he loves you too - very much so.

Your heart thumps hard, or maybe it feels that way because you’re overly aware of everything.

“I’m not usually like this,” you begin, your volume softer than intended. Yoongi swallows in expectation as you blink rapidly, trying your best to tame down the beast of embarrassment that would manifest in backtracking and nevermind’s. “But do you want to come inside and maybe have a cup of coffee? Or tea?”

Your face and heart combust as Yoongi accepts.

#drafts #easy woman means a lot to me and i initially had so much more for it #i just always run out of steam