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glowstick-cafe · 3 years

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Hey I really like our work!! Could you do a reader that doesn’t reLly show emotion and constantly feels like they aren’t apart of the happy things in life. (Like a sbi x reader type thing) also could I be 🪐 anon? If not that’s cool!

Die for you||SBI x reader

Sure you can, sorry this took so long I had a bit of writers block.

SBI x reader

Genre: Hurt/Comfort

Warning: If there's any, please let me know

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You don't remember where you came from but you're 97% sure that you're human, you were found passed out in the woods while Phil was out in the forest. Ever since he found you he has been somewhat of a father figure, along with the fact that his three sons saw you as family.

"Y/n, Phil wants you to come downstairs for breakfast." The familiar voice of Technoblade called, you replied with a groan into your pillow which did not satisfy the piglin. "He's gonna mad." He pressed, a louder and muffled groan came from you, with an annoyed sigh he picked you up from the bed and threw you over his shoulders earning a few strings of curses from you.

Techno walked to the dinning table where food was already laid out. "Techno put them down." Phil said not batting an eye, "You should be thanking, they probably wouldn't a have gotten up if I weren't there." Techno mumbled the last part but you were pretty sure everyone understood. Techno set you down at the table while you have him a playful glare that he pretended not to notice. While eating your brain zoned out not really caring to add to the conversation until you heard your name, "Y/n, you been staying in your room a lot for the past few days." Wilbur poked, you raised an eyebrow at him not really wanting to talk about it, "Yeah, well I've been more tired than usual." You said, that wasn't the thing that was bothering you but it was an a answer that was believable, but Wilbur knew you better than that...he always did. "Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/partner?!" Tommy's sudden thought made Phil and Techno choke on their food. "Tommy, what the fuck! Are you mental?!" You yelled as you saw the boy had a grin on his face, "Just drop it, ok?" Your voice sounded harsher than you wanted it to my but you got up from the table in annoyance and storming off. "We're going out in a few minutes!" Phil shouted, after a bit of silence your annoyed groans can be heard making everyone at the table chuckle.

You were out in the forest with Phil, Techno, Wilbur, and Tommy, what were you do doing in the forest? No fucking clue but you carried around a small basket to collect random things you find to make a random potion.

"Give it back dickhead!" Tommy's loud voice yelled, "They're just old discs, they probably don't even work anymore!" Wilbur teased, the brunette held the two discs out of Tommy's reach only making him more annoyed. "Phiiiiil!" Tommy cried out making the winged man turn his head, "Wilbur, give the discs back to Tommy." Wilbur rolled his eyes a Phil's comment but gives the discs back to Tommy anyway, "Why do you cause me pain all the time?" "Because you're a child." Wilbur joked making Tommy huff, Phil ruffled Tommy and Wilbur's hair and chuckled while Techno tried to hide his small smile. The sight of all them happy made you smile, but it felt like you weren't meant to be there. "Hey mate, you ok?" Phil sent you a worried smile, "Y-Yeah...can we just go home?"

You felt bad for making everyone come back home, you always have ruin everything don't you? You lay in your bed letting your thoughts take over. "Y/n, are you ok? I knocked but you didn't answer." The familiar voice that belonged to Phil spoke, "Sorry, I was spacing out..." "Yeah, you've been doing that a lot lately." He pushed, in that moment you knew that he knew that something was wrong, this conversation was bound to happen but not like this. Phil closed the door behind him and took a seat beside your bed.

"Y/n, just tell me what's going on." His soft voice beckoning you to spill every little detail that was bothering you. "Why should I tell you? It's not like you're my dad." His eyes widened at the sudden outburst. "Y/n, wh-" "Actually, ya know what? I shouldn't have to tell you what's wrong because I'd mess up your perfect little family, it's like you drag me around everywhere just to remind me that I'm just some nobody you found in the woods and took pity!" You quickly cover your mouth in shock at what you had said, sure there were your true thoughts and feelings but you never thought that you'd actually say them. "Phil I-I'm so sorry, I didn't mean that, I just came out of no-" Your shaky voice was cut of by the winged man enveloping you in to his arms, it wasn't like his usual hugs, it was more sad as if to say he was sorry for making you feel this way. Your hand dug itself into Phil's arm as you screamed out all of your pent up emotions that you had held for so long. "I never realized that we made you feel this way. Y/n, please know that even though same may not show it everyone in this house would die for you the same way we know that you'd die the same for us." His soft words resonated in your brain, if you dared to speak you know that you'd only end up having more tear on his shirt.

"We all love you Y/n."

"I love you too, dad."

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I feel like I could've done better on the middle part but I'm proud of this one.

#dream smp x reader #dreamsmp x reader #mcyt x reader #wilbur x reader #philza x reader #sbi x reader #techno x reader #tommy x reader #tommyinnit x reader #dream smp x y/n #dreamsmp x y/n #sbi angst #sbi fanfic

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ntyr-bby · 3 years

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Clothes on

Pairing: phan

Genre: smut

Summary: after what happened on Phil's house, he asks Dan to talk. One thing leads to another and he discovers Dan's neck is quite sensible

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Promp request: If your open to promts, I would really love it if you did one about the first time phil discovered dan's neck thing. I've seen it done before but I just really love your writing! Thank you!!

A/N: Thank you so much for your kind words!! Sorry this took so long to write, I hope you enjoy!

part 1 here (read it before if you want some context)

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It's been a week since "the incident", as Dan calls it, the regret of it happening made an appearance about two days later when he had to take his chemistry exam and his mom told him not to worry and that the study-time with Phil would show up. With flushed cheeks Dan managed to get the best grade on his class, but also a semi erection.

Thank you, Lester.

On wednesday Louise, his best friend, mentioned how Phil hasn't been around much, meaning he didn't make insinuations towards Dan all week. Dan fakes a smile, not knowing how to respond to that and shocking himself at not being gratful for not having Phil and his inapropied comments around.

Is friday now and Phil is sitting in the table in front of Dan in the cafeteria. Well, Phil, his best friend PJ and a girl Dan has seen in a few clases but never learned her name. He is not rude, he just has a bad memory. The fact that she is sitting next to Phil has nothing to do about it, he swears.

Dan shakes his head and looks back at his food, Louise is busy taking her English exam and since they don't share that class, Dan is left to have lunch by himself. He looks up again at the same time the girl takes Phil's hand and pulls it into her lap. Phil goes with it, caressing her leg a little, just like last Saturday he did to Dan.

Stop. Dan tells himself, not wanting to go down that memory lane again and let alone in that moment.

When he focus his view one more time, he is meet with a pair of blue eyes looking back at him. Phil winks at him and Dan almost chokes on the fries he is eating. Obviously this doesn't go unnoticed by Phil, who smirks at him.

"Are you okay?" Phil mouths.

Dan rolls his eyes, turning away. But the older doesn't take that as an answer and walks towards Dan's table.

"Are you okay, Danny?"

"What do you care," Dan answers with an agressive tone than even surprises him.

"I do. Why are you so angry, though?"

Dan looks at Phil as he sits down, a look on his face that says "what are you doing?" but no words leave his mouth.

"Dan?"

"I'm not"

"You clearly are upsed" Phil points out. Is not like Dan's responses are the nicest towards him anyway, but he can tell something is up.

"Now you know me?"

"Is because of last week?" Dan looks at him with a mix of shock and shyness on his face. And that's enough for an answer. "Dan-"

"Don't" he cuts Phil off. But blue eyes look and him sternly.

"We have to talk. After school, I'll take you home."

Phil doesn't wait for an answer and Dan doesn't bother on even thinking on one. He knows Phil will wait for him either way and even if Dan tries to avoid him, they are neighbours so that wouldn't last long.

...

Just as expected, Phil is waiting for him on his car right in front of the school, Dan climbs in after telling Louise is something his parents make him do, so she doesn't ask more questions.

"I thought you wanted to talk," Dan says after they ride in silence for a few minutes.

"You're so angry today"

"You already pointed that out."

"And I made a question you didn't answer." Phil's actitud changes to a serious one, making Dan more nervious about the conversation.

"Why would I be angry about that?"

"You are. What I want to know is why."

"I don't know" he answers because he honestly doesn't know what makes him angry. He wasn't angry after it happened, in fact he felt pretty good but he is not telling that to Phil. He wasn't angry when the exam bonner happened, he was embarrassed. He wasn't angry when Phil wasn't paying attention to him anymore, he was sad.

Wait.

"Oh..." Dan let's out in realization.

"What?"

"N-nothing."

"Dan." Phil turns to look at him, only to see Dan is fidgeting with his sweater's sleeves to then focus on the road again. "Listen, I'm not gonna force you to talk to me, but if I did something that made you mad you need to let me know so I can apologize."

There's silence in the car once again until Phil parks in front of Dan's house and the younger one doesn't get out.

"I've never done that." Dan says, and as he noticed Phil is confuse, adds. "I mean, I've make out before, but you know... Never... Not like... What we did."

"Oh" now is Phil's turns to realizes things. "Dan, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pressure yo-"

But he still doesn't get it.

"No, no." Dan cuts him off, again. "That's okay. You didn't pressure me into it... I enjoyed it..."

Phil can't help but smile a little at that confession.

"Don't get cocky" Dan demands when he sees him.

"Sorry. Why are you upset then?"

"You didn't..." he takes deep breath, "you stoped being around, you didn't say anything to me the whole week. And then," Dan stops himself not sure if he wants to keep telling Phil all about how he feels.

"And then?" Phil encouraged, he has turn around all he can in his seat to look at Dan properly.

"A-and then... In the cafeteria your hand was on her lap and I..."

"And you got jealous?" Phil is a bit surprise and chuckles, finding Dan adorable for acting all shy about it.

"Is not funny!"

"No, is cute"

"Phiiiiil!" Dan covers his face with his hands, feeling how warm it is from the embarrassment of the confessions he just made.

"Aw, baby. I'm sorry," Phil tries to moves his hands away. "Sorry for saying you are cute when you are the cutest"

Dan groans and uncovers his face to glare at Phil.

"Sorry for not talking to you, too." Phil continues, "I thought it was better to give you some space, I didn't know how you would react if I approached you,"

"And..." Dan urges him to go on.

"And I'm sorry I let Lenna put my hand on her lap."

Dan smiles at him, Phil words are genuine but his curiosity (and jealousy) gets the best of Dan and asks "why did you let her?"

"Because you were looking" Phil answers with a smirk and Dan kind of wants to punch him. But Phil is quicker than him and closes the space between them and in a matter of seconds their lips are barely touching.

"Wanted to see if you got jealous," he moves his mouth closer to Dan's ear, "Wanted to see your reaction so I'll know if you were interested in more"

"M-more?"

"Uh-uh" Phil kiss his neck softly, "In me. In us." he leaves another kiss, a bit more firm and it causes Dan to tremble. "Are you, baby?"

"We... We should go inside." Dan answers, finding the will power to move Phil away and open the car's door. Leaving Phil to chuckle victorously to himself.

Dan managed to open the door to his house and leads them into his room without Phil taking off his clothes until they are upstairs.

"This is my room" Dan says nervously, covering his shaky hands with his sweater sleeves once again.

"Is nice." Phil says, looking around in his way to sit on the bed. "C'mon here,"

Dan obeys and walks to stand in front of him. Phil holds his hands, "I know people think I'm an asshole and just fuck around but I'm not, Dan. I mean, yes, I've had sex with some people," this is not a surprise to the youngest and he appreciates Phil's honesty, "but if you don't want to do anything we don't have to. If you want to stop, you tell me and I'll stop, okay?"

Dan nods, looking at Phil's eyes to know he means it and then back to his hands that even when they are been hold by Phil, are still shaking.

Phil pulls him in, puts Dan's hands on his own shoulders and holds Dan by his waist until he gets the hint of what Phil is asking for. Dan straddles his neighbor and is pretty sure the guy can feels how his heart is beating so fast.

"Fuck, this is a nice view." Phil says, getting back Dan's attention. "You in my lap, all flushed. You look so damn good."

"P-phil..." the youngest wishpers

"Tell me what you want, baby boy"

"K-kiss me?"

They meet in the middle, Dan has to bend a little since in this position he is taller than Phil for once. The kiss is a bit messy at first, the tension of the whole week making its way into it but soon they find a rhythm, one that is soon follow by Phil's hips bucking up into Dan's ass.

"Hmmm" Dan moans against Phil lips at the actions.

"I missed those sounds" Phil breaks the kiss, letting Dan breath and his moans to not be muffle. If there is something he regrets about last week is the fact they have to keep quite and he couldn't hear them properly.

Phil takes a look at Dan's face, noticing how the pink on his face match the color of his sweater and how his lips open to let out a moan when Phil repeats the movement with his hips.

"So hot," Phil murmurs against his lips, kissing him firmly before kissing his jawn and making his way to Dan's neck, making him shiver when his lips touch a particular spot, the same way it happened in the car. Bringing one of his hands up, he tills Dan's head to the side, making room for himself, and testing a theory he kiss him there once again.

"Aaah" Dan moans particularly loud and his hips move against Phil's erection, causing the oldest to groan, his lips still on Dan's neck and causing pleasure once again.

"Oh god!" Dan is glad both his parents work until late and he has the house for himself all afternoon. He knew his neck was a sensible place for him, but didn't expected to have that reaction to Phil kissing him. Maybe is the contrast of Phil's soft, warm lips and the cold, hash feeling of the olderst' piercing against his neck at the same time. Or the movements that are just a reflection of how much experience he has compared to Dan.

Either way, it feels like nothing the has feel before.

One of his hands moves up to the back of the punk's head, but he doesn't know if he wants Phil to stop or continue, so for a second his fingers just play with the black hair. Phil takes all that as encouragement and sucks Dan's skin into his mouth, just hard enough to leave a mark, and gently so it stills feels good for the guy in his lap. Dan moans even harder in respond and tugs at Phil's hair.

Phil licks the spot after leting go, sutting the pain a bit and sending more shivers down Dan spine. "You're sensible there," he says all proud of himself. And keeps kissing to see if he can find another good spot.

Dan is overwhelmed, he is just sitting in Phil's lap moaning not even realising he is humping against Phil until the oldest holds him by the waist, stoping Dan's movements.

Dan groans, words are to much work for his horny brain and sounds are his only way of communication right now. Phil finds this funny aparently, he is chuckling against Dan's neck while he kisses and licks.

"I think you can cum just by this," he says refering to the actions with his lips, "you're so horny anyway, all I need to do is kiss here," he touch slightly with his thumb, "and suck here" this time he kisses, "and you could cum untouched. Should we try, baby?" he kiss again, Dan moans predictably and tries to move his hips unsuccessfully.

"Yes, yes. Please... I-I need t-"

Dan doesn't finished his sentence because Phil's lips are moving right after the first 'yes'. He sucks particularly hard, this time making sure it leaves a mark and Dan throws back his head screaming in pleasure as he hits his climax.

Phil holds him for a second, but can't help the movements of his own body as he sees the image in front of him. "F-fuck, Dan." he groans, doing his best to not just buck his hard on into Dan's ass right there and then.

Dan moans at the feeling, puching down into Phil. "You're hard" he says dumbly, still a bit out of breath.

"How can I not? You just came from a hickey sitting on my lap,"

"Ughh" Dan complains, embarrassed by what just happened, hidding his face against Phil's neck, who laughs lightly, only causing more friction against his own erection. He moans and Dan push down again.

"You wanna help me cum?"

"Uh-uh" Dan nods.

"Shit. You really are incredibly hot." he holds Dan by his hips once again, moving him in a rhythm Phil finds satisfying.

Dan holds against the leather jacket Phil is wearing while letting him have control of his body's movements as the older pleases for his own satisfaction. Groans leave the youngest throat as the movements become more rough, Phil stops moving Dan's hips and now is bucking into him while holding the chestnut in place. Is like he is fucking into him and that thought is just what Dan needs to let out another loud moan.

"You like that?" Phil asks satisfactorily, "You would love for me to fuck you, don't you? Oh god, I'll love to do it, baby." he rambles, himself moaning too at the thought of what that would feel like. The encounter of last week giving him a good idea of it, "I'll love for you to ride me," he admits, "Just like this but without clothes, nothing between us. Oh, that would be so fucking good. Tell me you wan it, babyboy."

"I-i want it." Dan answers as fast as he cans. And he knows he is not as experience as Phil in the matter, but seeing him so turn on gives Dan confidence to keep talking. "I want you to fuck me. Want to ride you. Want to feel your cock inside me, d-daddy."

Hearing Dan, the innocent soft boy, saying those things and calling him that is what helps him reach his orgasm.

"F-fuck," He bucks up particularly hard as he cums agains Dan's ass, imagining what it would actually feel to cum inside of him.

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the end

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Let me know if I should write part 3, I think I got and idea for it hehe

#phan #phan smut #phanfiction #top phil #punk phil #punk!phil #top!phil #bottom!dan #bottom dan #pastel dan #pastel!dan #phansmut #onlyphans #thats a suggested tag 😂

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phandictioned · 7 years

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The Way It Is

Prompt request by @somuchfin

Everyone thinks that Dan and Phil have this tense, dramatic love life; but in reality, they live a very normal, happy, domestic life.

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“Philip! Michael! LESTER!”

Now, in most cases, when one hears their full name being screamed such as this, it’s named persons mother and named person should expect a lecture and probable punishment.

As it was though, the person furiously yelling Phil’s name was not his mother. It was his boyfriend. However, the resulting reaction was the same as if it had been his mother. The second his name had left Dan’s mouth, echoing down the halls all the way to Phil’s bedroom, Phil’s head shot up and he cringed.

Uh, oh. What did I do this time? He wondered. It could be anything really. Dan and Phil had gotten along well enough as flat mates. But for some reason when they had added the title ‘boyfriend’, things had got a little more…interesting.

“Yessss?” Phil sang innocently. He could hear Dan charging down the hallway and prepared himself to try and look as guilty as possible. It was always hard to do when Dan looked at him with his ‘angry’ face. Dan had never looked all that angry, even when he was in fact very much so. Which was good because Phil was a fairly sensitive person.

Phil was already looking up from his laptop when Dan appeared in his doorway. They stared at each other momentarily. Dan awaiting Phil to confess, Phil awaiting to see which of things he’d done that Dan was mad about. Phil’s gaze flickered downward to where Dan was holding something behind his back. His boyfriend abruptly thrust his arm out, and along with it a cereal box.

“Oh.” Phil said simply, shrugging a little and offering a small smile.

“Oh? Oh? Why is it that I found my box of cereal in the trash can Phil Lester? I certainly didn’t put it there. You know why I didn’t put it there? Because I’ve only had a single breakfast out of this box since we got it!”

“That’s just it! We got it! It’s mine too!” Phil said defensively.

Dan sighed, leaning against the wall and lowering his voice. “Phil. Since the day we started living together I told you that there was thing I wanted to be mine. One thing I wanted you to have no part in. My. Cereal. Box.”

“Um…Sorry?”

Dan rolled his eyes. Phil’s gentleness forcing him to lower his own energy level. That’s why they were so good for one another. “One day Lester, one day I’m going to catch you in the act and expose you to the whole internet.”

Phil sat up more proudly. “And I bet most of them would be on my side.”

“Whatever!” Dan couldn’t help but smile a little. He also knew it would likely be true. Not because Phil was right, of course not. Because he wasn’t. But they’d be on his side because Phil was a gentle, innocent, beautiful little ray of sunshine that needed to be protected. In their eyes that was. If only they knew what all Phil put him through. “We need groceries and to get stuff for the baking video tonight. Want to go?”

“Fine. But only because I don’t want to hear you complain all day about me not doing anything.”

Dan hated going to the grocery store by himself. Shopping in general wasn’t fun and it was nice to have a buffer with you. That was Phil’s job. There was a slight problem with taking Phil places though. Sometimes Dan’s boyfriend was ignorant of the way people stared at them. Whether it be because they were two lanky men grocery shopping together or because they recognized them from YouTube. The reason didn’t matter, Dan would rather be invisible. And Phil didn’t oblige him in this wish.

“Phil.” Dan warned, hissing his name.

“Huh?” Phil jerked his head to Dan as if he’d forgotten he was in the freezer isle.

“Stop standing so close. People are staring. We look ridiculous.” Dan whispered.

“Oh, sorry.” Phil smiled and took a big step away from the trolly. Dan shook his head, smiling and looking away. Only a few minutes later though and Phil was back to bumping against Dan’s arm. He ignored it since they were the only ones in the isle currently. That was until the man stepped on his feet, causing Dan to trip forward, knock several cans off the shelf and barely catch himself in time. “Oops.” Phil snickered through his teeth and started picking up the cans, still seemingly unconcerned with the attention they were getting from one of the employees walking by.

“Phiiiiil!”

“Sorry! Forgive me for wanting to be close to my boyfriend.” Phil grabbed Dan’s hand and swung their arms in the air dramatically.

“Oh my God you are so embarrassing sometimes.” Dan ripped his arm away and felt his face burn.

“And you’re just over board. We’re fine Dan. No one cares.”

“I do! I care! What if one of our subscribers sees us?!”

“Then they’ll post something on the internet about how adorable we were when they saw us in Tesco and no one will believe them.” Phil took over pushing the trolly and Dan cringed as the man simply took off into the main isle without any concern for the people that may be going the other way.

“Oh Lord.” Dan mumbled to himself.

“You love me.” Phil bumped his shoulder against Dan’s.

“Yeah, yeah.”

The camera was set. The lighting adjusted. Ingredients arranged. Now all they had to do was mentally get in the video making mode. Phil loved making the baking videos. He stood before the camera, blowing out a puff of air as he waited for Dan.

“Dan! Come on already! I want to go to bed eventually tonight.”

Dan appeared around the corner. “How does this shirt look?”

Phil gave him a once over. “It looks fine, now come on.”

“Fine? That’s it?!” Dan started back towards the bedroom and Phil groaned.

“You’re being worse than even most girls. Nobody cares that much about aesthetic Dan! Just pick something and lets go.” Phil plucked a marshmallow from one of the ingredient bags and popped it into his mouth.

“Um, excuse me. No one cares that much about aesthetic? That’s it, I’m breaking up with you.”

“Oh whatever. As if anyone else would deal with your wardrobe issues and refusal to go outside. Not to mention your frequent bouts of existential crises and chocolate eating. Aaaaand your 2 AM Mario Kart rages. Oh! And-”

“Okay I get it!” Dan came into the kitchen, grinning and shaking his head. “I’m stuck with you.”

Phil smiled and kissed the corner of the youngers mouth. Dan wrapped his hands around his neck before he could pull away and kissed Phil more intently on the lips. “Mmmm.” Phil groaned appreciatively before pulling away.

“You tasted so sweet, that was nice. Better to do it now than have to cut something out, right?” Dan smiled.

“Guess so.”

Dan spun around and slapped the counter. “Lets get star-” Dan looked down at the ingredients and narrowed his eyes. “Phil. Why is the bag of marshmallows already opened?”

A rush of guilt and maybe some pride went through Phil and he turned his back on Dan. “Um…I wanted to get it ready before we started recording?”

Dan gave him a knowing look and Phil smiled sheepishly. “I’m not an idiot! No wonder you tasted so sweet. You little sneak.”

That night after recording the video Dan and Phil laid sprawled out on their sofa. They each molded against an armrest, their legs thrown over one another’s in the center.

“We seriously need to go to bed.” Phil suggested. When Dan didn’t respond Phil set closed his laptop and looked over at Dan. The man had this kind of grin on his face as he stared at his laptop screen that Phil was immediately suspicious of. “Why on earth are you smiling like that?”

Dan jerked his head up from the screen. “Huh? Oh, nothing.” But the cheesy look didn’t leave his face.

“Come on, tell me.”

Dan shook his head, even though Phil could see that the man had already given in to his request. “Come look at this.” Dan gestured him over. Phil crawled along the sofa until he see the screen. He didn’t even have to read the words there to know what Dan was doing. He leaned away and rolled his eyes.

“I thought we talked about this! No phanfiction reading allowed!”

“I know, I know, but it’s just so funny. I saw this one in my feed and just couldn’t help it. Forgive me. And besides, don’t you want to know what I found so funny in it?” Dan enticed, wagging his eyebrows. Phil shot him an unamused glare. He tried to look uninterested but after a few seconds he huffed out a sigh.

“Fine. What is this time?”

Dan’s eyes glinted and he shuffled excitedly on the couch. “I just think it’s so hilarious how…lovely dovey they think we are. I mean, all of these stories are about us kissing and saying I love you.”

“We do say ‘I love you’.” Phil pointed out, raising an eyebrow.

“I know that but not like this. Some of these stories surpass even the most dramatic soap operas.” Dan was scanning his eyes over the page again and snorted a laugh. “If they knew that we spent most of our time fighting.”

“I wouldn’t say its fighting.” Argued Phil. “It’s more like…” He tilted his head in thought.

“Bickering?” Dan suggested.

“No…not even that. I don’t know. Banter, I guess. But I never take it seriously you know? It’s just the way we are and it works for us.”

“Domestic!” Dan shouted abruptly.

“Yes! That’s the word.” Phil concurred.

“I agree. I never take it seriously. I love us.” Dan pecked Phil on the cheek.

“Alright, now that that is settled, can we please go to bed?” Phil pleaded, forcing Dan’s laptop closed and getting to his feet.

“So there’s no chance of any…you know?” Dan said suggestively.

“Of what? Sex?” Phil grinned. “It’s nearly three AM, how can you even be up for that?”

“Well I’m not up yet.” Dan chuckled, thinking himself far too funny. “But on one of the fics I read about us-”

“No way.” Phil interjected before he could finish. “I am not trying another one of those crazy fans little kinky ideas!”

“Oh, come on. Please? This isn’t even that kinky. It just sounds fun.”

“Yeah right. The majority of these fic writers are virgin teenage girls. Half the smut they write isn’t even possible.” Phil started toward the bedroom, Dan quick on his heels.

“Maybe so but believe it or not I know what is possible and this sounds very doable.” Dan said in a chirpy voice.

“Maybe tomorrow night.” Phil grumbled.

Dan narrowed his eyes behind his boyfriend. “You know, if this were a fic, you’d be all over me right now.”

Phil acted as though he was going to slam the bedroom door on Dan’s face and Dan barely stopped it before it hit his nose. “Good thing this isn’t a fic then cause you need a shower before I even sleep next to you let alone touch you in any sort of sexual manner.”

Dan grinned. “So it’s still a consideration?”

“Mmmm.” Hummed Phil thoughtfully. “Only if you promise to hold my hand in Tesco next time.”

“Deal!”

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amazimgdaniel-blog · 7 years

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Home Renovation

I lay in my bed, procrastinating on whether or not I want to get up and make a YouTube video.

I haven’t made one in a couple of weeks but I still vote against it, the thoughts about my long term crush will make everything hard today.

Everything.

I’ve had a crush on him since the day I felt his first hug. It was warm and comforting, despite the chilly October weather.

Speak of the devil, as if on cue, he strolls into my room.

“Hey, Dan—”

I struggle to pull the duvet over my shirtless body in a panic, but it was stuck on my toes. “Agh! What happened to knocking?!”

Phil laughed at me as I got out of my bed. I walked over to my wardrobe. I heard the door click as it closed, and I didn’t bother to look back.

Suddenly, I heard a knock on my door.

I chuckled slightly, feeling my cheeks heat up. “Come in, you spoon.”

Phil laughed and reopened my door, stepping inside.

“Do you want to make a Sims video today?”

I thought about it for a second. The way my feelings were acting today, it probably wasn’t the right way to go. What if I said something that shared my feelings for him?

“No, I’m not really up to it today, sorry Phil.” I heard him sigh behind me. “But tomorrow! We can tomorrow.”

I hated making Phil upset. It was like stepping on a puppy’s paw. I turned around to face him.

“You promise?”

I sighed. It wasn’t like I could say no. “I promise.”

He smiled, “Okay! Can we watch anime?”

I pulled a shirt over my head, “Of course, just let me put trousers on.”

“Yay!”

Phil left the room quickly, I assumed to set up Netflix.

About five minutes later, I was leaving my room to go to the lounge.

“What are we watching?”

Phil chuckled, “Yuri on Ice.”

Fuck.

He looked up at me, raising an eyebrow. “You okay? You look a little flustered.”

“What? Yes. I’m fine. Are you sure we should watch Yuri on Ice?”

“I haven’t had my dose of gay this week, so yes! Yuri on Ice!”

Soon enough, I was sitting on the couch with Phil. I tried my hardest to not focus anything that would make me wish for more with my best friend, but we were sitting so, so close…

Phil giggled, and I was pulled further into my thoughts.

The thoughts that made me procrastinate so I wouldn’t think them. I love Phil, and it feels so right.

But, fuck, it’s so wrong.

It’s so wrong.

Suddenly, Phil’s head landed on my shoulder. I felt my heart speed up as he scooted closer to me.

My cheeks started to get hot, and I started to contemplate what I should do.

Should I put my arm around him? Would that be weird? Do friends do that? I don’t want him to know about my silly crush.

Fuck!

I finally took a gulp and raised my arm, dropping it on his far side.

He leaned into my side further while allowing himself to scoot closer.

We stayed like this for about thirty minutes.

“Phil?”

No answer.

“Phiiiiil?”

He suddenly shifted closer and put his head in the crook of my neck.

Fuck! Fuck, this is bad!

My neck is the most sensitive part of my body. Well, other than, uh, down there. But that’s not the point.

The point is that this is really bad.

Fuck it. Just ignore it and try to sleep, it’s not like you can move the large bean.

I turn off the TV and lay my head on Phil’s, trying to fall asleep while the night is still young.

Phil shifts beside me, and I open my eyes to see that it’s bright in the room.

Then, I see Phil.

Laying down.

With me.

On the couch.

Fuck.

We must have moved around in or sleep, enough to be cuddling but not enough for Phil to completely fall off the couch.

Our lips are so close.

His lips are a pale pink colour, kind of chapped, but still lovely.

I’d examine them closer, but Phil opened his eyes.

Fuck.

“Good morning.” I whispered slowly, admiring his face as he slowly smiled.

“Hi.” He whispered back, his smile growing wider and wider.

“How did you sleep?”

Neither of us mentioned how we were sleeping, it felt natural.

“Well,” Phil looked into my eyes, “better than usual days.”

“I need to shower.” I shifted to get off of the couch, but Phil stopped me.

“Dan.” He wouldn’t look me in the eyes.

“Yes?”

“Um,” he paused. “Never mind.”

He left the couch and walked into his bedroom, closing the door behind him.

I sighed, what could he have said?

‘Sorry, I just realized my feelings for you and thought you should know!’

'I think you should get a new flat mate.’

'Why are we laying on the couch together?’

Fuck.

I stood up quickly and tried to keep my balance as I walked to Phil’s room.

“Phil!”

I barged in, only to find him stripping himself of his trousers.

He turned around, looking completely unfazed. He chuckled.

“What happened to knocking?”

He walked to his wardrobe and opened the drawer.

I gave a half-ass laugh. “What were you going to say?”

He paused, staring at all the shirts.

“It’s not important, don’t worry about it.” Phil smiled at me.

“Uh… okay.” I sighed, “I’m gonna to take a shower.”

I walked out of Phil’s room and crossed the hall quickly. Something was keeping Phil from telling me what he wanted, and I’m determined to find out what.

The warm water rushed over my face and my back. Of course, my silly crush crosses my mind more than he did yesterday.

No YouTube videos can be made like this. Thank god I don’t have to.

I stepped out of, drying my body and my hair. I walked to my room, but Phil caught me.

“Hey, we gotta do the Sims video today! Don’t forget, you promised.”

Fuck.

“Yeah, yeah. I know.” I continued to walk to my room. He stopped me again.

“Dan?”

I turned back around and raised an eyebrow.

“Can I uh…” he paused again, longer than he did in his room. “Can I have a hug?”

He looked at the floor, shoving his hands into his pockets and twisting them around. “I mean, I don’t need one but we haven’t hugged in a few days, and I just kinda miss your hugs because they make me feel warm and happy inside and your hugs are the best hugs and—”

I stopped him by walking forward and engulfing him in a hug. “Of course you can have a hug, don’t worry.”

He hugged me tighter than anyone ever does, Phil’s hugs are my favorite hugs.

“Thank you,” He smiled after I released him. “Alright, go get dressed, you spork. It’s time to make a Sims video, Dil awaits!”

I laughed at him and left the hallway, scrambling into my room before Phil could say anything else.

I stole Phil’s corgi button-up shirt a couple days ago, and anything to make the fans go wild about us sharing clothes again, I was willing to do it.

I slipped the shirt over my arms and pulled on a pair of black skinny jeans. Of course, I’m still semi-freaking out because of my feelings towards Phil. I had no choice, considering I promised him we would make the video today.

“Phil! I’m going upstairs!” I yelled through the house, then began to race up the stairs in an attempt to get there faster than him.

I got to the end of the stairs and opened the gaming room door.

There Phil was, opening the Sims app.

“I beat you,” he said to me while turning around in the spinny chair to see me.

I furrowed my eyebrows at him, “And you made me run up the stairs? Rude.”

“Come sit, you-” he thought for an insult, “you slice of cheese.”

“Nice insult.” I walked over and sat next to him, spinning my chair so that I was facing the desktop.

“So I was thinking we could redecorate the Howelter family house today.” Phil turned towards me.

“Yeah, sure. But do we have enough money?”

“I dunno, we’ll see.”

Finally, we turned the camera on and we were being our normal goofy selves.

“Ooh! Should we put a window here?” Phil asked me, while pointing to a random space in the house.

“No! It’ll be uneven!” I yelled to him.

“No one cares about uneven-ness in the Howelter household!”

“I do and I’m of the people who gave birth to Dil!”

“But you don’t live in the house!”

“We don’t need a window there, Phil!”

“Alright fine, no window there.” Phil rolled his eyes.

We continued to put stuff everywhere. All of a sudden, it came down to a door.

A door that had to go somewhere uneven.

“Phil, we can’t put it there! It will be uneven.” I said with wide eyes.

“Well, Danny, that sucks.” Phil responded, turning to me as he clicked the spot for the door to go, the uneven spot.

“Phil! No!” I yelled, feeling my arms flare everywhere as I waved them around.

“Dan, no one cares about uneven. There are people who don’t give a cow about uneven doors and then there’s you.” He laughed at me as if this was a joking matter!

“There’s me, but then there are people who are a lot worse than me who will curse our first born son if we leave it uneven! We need to fix it!” I yelled again.

Fuck.

Did I just say our?

Phil stayed quiet, not moving a muscle.

Then, he turned to me, the chair squeaking as he did so.

“Our first born son?” His voice was emotionless.

I could feel my cheeks heating up as he kept his eyes locked on mine.

“Did I? I didn’t realize but if I did I didn’t mean to and it was an accident, I’m sorry.” My voice cracked between the sentence and I talked quickly.

He turned back to the camera and smiled. “Well that’s it for today’s episode! Make sure you subscribe to see the rest of the Howelter life! Subscribe to Dan’s channel here, and mine right here, and you can watch our last video over here. Goodbye!”

He put his hand over the camera.

“I’m sorry.” I whispered.

Phil chuckled. “So, what will his name be?”

“Um. Excuse me?”

“Fine, I guess we’ll find out when we get there.” He laughed. “How long have you liked me?”

“What- who said I like you?” I waved my arms around and stood up from my chair.

“Stop pretending that you don’t, I like you too.”

“Well how long have you liked me?!” I was so scared of this situation that I didn’t even register what Phil said. “Wait, you- you like me?”

“Are you blind? I thought I was the one who needed glasses in this household.” Phil laughed again, and I fell in love more.

“How come you never told me?”

“Because I was scared to lose our friendship.”

Makes sense.

“But-” I tried to argue, but I was cut off by a soft feeling on my lips.

“Phi-” I tried again.

Shit, he’s kissing me.

I kissed back quickly, and his hand reached the back of my neck.

When he moved away, all I wanted was more of his lips.

“You’re a spork.” His smile was the best smile I’ve seen ever since I met him.

“Rude.”

#phan #oneshot #the sims #danielhowell #danisnotonfire #amazingphil #pinof #phanfic #I love dan and phil #oops I was bored today #so basically I was redecorating my sims house but dnp??

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