#he thinks arthur is gone for good and the despair/emotional trauma makes him lose control of his power

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I’m here.

#usuk #my dumb art #sun god au #i was listening to in search of tomorrow by zack hemsey and boy it got me #alfred: triggered and literally trying to not explode #arthur to the rescue #this is close to the ending of this au #arthur gets assasinated (not sacrificed) in his human state and alfred has a meltdown #he thinks arthur is gone for good and the despair/emotional trauma makes him lose control of his power #he attempts to contain it because he learned on his journey with arthur to value human life #and even if some do wrong that shouldn't mean the rest have to suffer #but it's a losing battle #until arthur awakens in his god form and goes to help him #obviously missing a lot of details here but that's the gist