#he’s also kind of in love with buck

[bucksboobs]

Is anyone actually saying that Buck’s jealousy in “Buck, Bothered and Bewildered” was only about Tommy or are certain Buddie purists making up a guy to get mad at so they can justify their 48th post about how Buck was jealous of Eddie in the episode as if the rest of us didn’t see that immediately?

Investigative Reporting may be required.

#we get it we get it we get and in fact we got it day of like who are you making these posts for!!!! #name ONE person actually taking Buck at his word when he said ‘I guess so’!!!! #that genre of post is getting OLLLLLDDDD #like we all saw the same ep we know Buck was doing this in part because of Eddie but like. he also wants to fuck Tommy #he wants to date Tommy #I’m so sorry to tell you this but Queer Men love Men and in fact often fuck men that aren’t their soulmates #faggots are kind of renowned for their lust for other men it’s a defining feature of our culture #ok I’m done! #disc horse

[fuzzballsheltiepants]

Just thinking about Buck and Eddie.

Just thinking about how Buck is always seen as the emotional one, the one ruled by his heart over his head, while Eddie is the guy who is calm under fire, who stays rational, the guy who doesn't panic unless a woman wants to introduce him to her family.

Just thinking about how when Eddie got shot, Buck took the breath and thought about the safest way to rescue him. How he used the truck as protection, crawling under it to get to him without getting shot himself. How he rallied the other firefighters on-scene to get out of there when they were frozen and panicking. How he pulled up every bit of his EMT training to keep him from bleeding out on the trip to the hospital, didn't let himself fall apart until after.

Just thinking about the lightning episode, how when Buck got struck, Eddie didn't think at first to lower him down, he ran up the ladder in the pouring rain to try to haul this 200+ lb man up with his bare hands on a line. How once Buck was down on the ground, Eddie froze, unsure what to do until Bobby ordered him to drive.

Just thinking about, "We'll do our best," and, "Do more."

Just thinking about how when it comes to the other one in mortal danger, Buck is able to put aside his emotions and do what needs to be done - the only one willing and able in that moment of terror - and Eddie for once is completely consumed by his emotions and unable to find that calm rationality that always saved him before.

#am i also thinking about how buck didn't come out of cardiac arrest until it was eddie doing cpr? #maybe so #there are so many different kinds of love #but nobody can tell me these two aren't the loves of each other's goddamn lives #yeah yeah i know buck was irrational at the well scene for a hot minute #but then he got his brain in gear #and refused to give up #9 1 1 #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buck x eddie #buddie #sorry my aftg peeps #i'll be back soon #just kind of consumed by these idiots

[sunshinediaz]

wip wednesday 🫧

hi <3 i was tagged by @giddyupbuck, @fortheloveofbuddie, @wikiangela, and @daffi-990 mwah thank you all so much!

i've been working on the heart attack fic, so have a little something sweet before it all goes sour

Eventually, Eddie and Albert return from their search. Albert sidles up next to Buck and grabs hold of the hose, offering support, while Eddie jerks hard on Buck’s turnout to spin him around. Buck notices he’s not wearing his oxygen mask or air tank and immediately starts fussing.  Eddie accepts Buck’s fretting with a dirty, crooked smile. “Gave my tank to one of the victims,” he says. “I’m going to triage for some oxygen.”  Buck’s chest tightens and he squeezes Eddie’s shoulder. “You okay?” he asks, a half yell. Their radios aren’t needed; they’re close enough to read one another’s lips.   “Yeah,” Eddie answers, frowning. Buck can see his tight lips and pinched forehead, a crinkle in the middle of his brow, and it’s equal parts endearing and worrisome. “Just—can’t take a deep breath. Air’s hot.”  “Are you—” “Just out of air,” Eddie interrupts, smiling softly. He tugs on Buck’s turnout again, something he must’ve picked up from Chris, and Buck steps impossibly closer, knees knocking into Eddie’s. “I’m okay.”  Buck nods, as placated as he’s going to be. “Be careful.” He squeezes Eddie’s shoulder once again before dropping his hand. “Follow the hose.”  “I will.” Eddie’s smile grows, crooked and bright. He fists Buck’s turnout and pulls him close, butting his forehead against the visor of Buck’s mask like an affectionate dog. “See you out there, cowboy.”  Dazed, a little mesmerized and a lot in love, Buck watches Eddie follow the hose carefully, quickly, until his figure’s concealed by smoke and he alerts over the radio he’s made it outside. He shakes his head, clears the warm fuzzy feeling Eddie always seems to cultivate when he’s sweet, and gets back to work.  Albert nudges his shoulder. “What was that about?”  Buck grins, cheeks hot. “I’ll tell you when you’re older,” he replies, chuckling at Albert and Hen’s twin bark of laughter.

no pressure tagging @eddiebabygirldiaz, @eddiediaztho, @callmenewbie, @wildlife4life, @watchyourbuck, @disasterbuckdiaz, @rogerzsteven, @thewolvesof1998, @folk-fae, @hippolotamus, @loserdiaz, @honestlydarkprincess, @made-ofmemories, and @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy, and anybody else!!

#if i put some work into this fic i might have it finished in a week #because it's kind of heavy? but also. buck gets to be mean and angry and i really REALLY like that so who knows #might even finish it by saturday but don't get your hopes up i am sore and achy and doing my best not to fall asleep right now #in other news it has a happy ending #and ALSO this is my first time writing from buck's pov???? he's different than eddie but not uncomfortable so we're on the right track #also ALSO i get to write chim and hen being a big brother and sister to buck and eddie and that's fun like why don't we take advantage more #something something eddie's the oldest child and grandchild so he's never been a younger brother but he is with hen and chim #they love him a lot :') #i'm gonna make myself mushy ugh #tag games

[avnasace]

buddie would be the most domestic, adorable, seems-like-theyre -already-married, couple ever.

we know this.

but i also want buck being treated well by people he hasnt known for a long time and hasnt had time to build a relationship with yknow?

he'd expect to be treated well by eddie because theyve been best friends (and coparents) for years

but hes always made himself smaller in every other relationship, and waited for them to leave him, never felt secure or even particularly cared for, because he never feels good enough.

what im saying is, is that i need tommy to sweep this man off his feet, cuddle him, take him on nice dates, make him laugh and show him what its like to be cared for and cherished because he deserves it, and because he is Enough, and just show him what a relationship should be because i dont think he knows dlrhsirjfieidi

#i feel like thats needed #which is why im loving tommy calling him evan #because hes built buck as a safe space where he can pretend hes fine and stromg and untouchable #but evan never felt safe or cared for #plus other than eddie calling him that once its only been maddie who knew him before and after he stopped seeing himself as evan #and she always saw him and took care of him and loved him anyway #the other people who called him evan are his parents which are the reason he hates the name tbh #it was jarring at first to see tommy calling him evan but honestly it makes sense #because buck has neglected evan for a long time by hiding behind buck #hes realised being buck is enough so now its time for evan to be enough #also i want tommy to love this man please #i also want buddie but i want buck being in a kind relationship with no pressure first #because there will be a lot of adjustment and change for them both if buddie goes canon #let him be safe and queer and loved please and thankyou #also tommy is great and i want him to stay pleasseeeeee #evan buck buckley #tommy kinard #bucktommy

[psalmsofpsychosis]

anyway Gotham Bruce Wayne is my favourite Bruce boy because the showrunners asked "What if Bruce Wayne was a wild gentle terrible thing that haunted the Wayne Manor" and then didn't wait for an answer

#listen i have my preferences #i see a twisted gentle character i go insane on spot god himself can't save me at this point but #Gotham!Bruce is such distinct flavout of Bruce Wayne he's an unparalleled experience #He's soooooooo soft #it's the years before he develops his exoskeleton; he's so tender skinned AND so aggressive because of it #''i'm always angry alfred; when will it go away'' you're a buck the anger will go away when your antlers finally reach the sky #but also he's one of the more subtle interpretations of Bruce Wayne and an unusual one at that #which is a kind of creativity that'd been missing from Batmanverse in the last 20 years #anyway i love him soooooo much #Bambi ass bitch boy my beloved #bruce wayne #Gotham #Gotham TV

[eugeniedanglars]

911 brainworms so bad they got me watching an episode of a fully different show where a character interacts with his babies and tearing up thinking about buck and eddie having more kids in the future

#obviously they have christopher and he's the best kid on the planet #but also buck loves little kids and babies! eddie was kind of excited when he thought shannon was pregnant again! #they're both so young they have plenty of time to raise more kids! christopher would be an amazing big brother! #give those men at least one baby! this is not a request it is a demand! #911 abc

[kyuala]

hmm

#having Thoughts that maybe i shouldnt be having #so i have a friend who's handsome hot nice kind sweet funny etc he's like the whole package #yesterday one of our friends told him i didnt have his contact saved on my phone and we (jokingly) made a whole thing out of it #so he took the convo from our gc to our private messages to let me know he had mine saved WITH A SUNFLOWER EMOJI NEXT TO MY NAME #bc ATTENTION according to him i am little flower and im radiant like the sun so = sunflower #like 🥹🥹🥹🥹❓❓❓❓ #n then he told me i didnt have to change my pfp bc i alr looked pretty in it then he called me his love and today #we're all going to a party our friends' cheerleading squad is hosting right and he won't go bc he'll be busy that day #i was moping in the gc bc i wanted the promotional prices (im the only one who doesnt go to their uni n non student prices r higher) and #they weren't available anymore so he messaged me to tell me he'd help me go?? i said how he said he'd pay me the difference i was like 💀 #so i said okay it's only like 10 bucks and he sent me 20 like hello? i know this doesnt sound like much but we're all broke college students #so like? why did he do it #he said if he wasn't able to go he'd like to at least help me go then sent me extra w a cute little message telling me to enjoy the party #and have fun and calling me a sweet pet name now im like . Confused #bottom line is idk if he's flirting and i probably won't bc a) he's already said he doesnt know to make a move on pretty girls and b) here's #the catch: we have a mutual friend who confessed to me like 3? months ago. i turned her down for a number of reasons n i also knew they had #hooked up before so when i said no ig they started hooking up/going out again? and i wasnt fully aware of that until like. last month #and prior to that i hit on him at a party at our friend's house and all he did was stand there kinda speechless 💀 #so i took it as a no n moved on but now idk if its bc like. he was alr w her or he just got shy or if he actually just didnt want it at all #and im just imagining things. and circling back to it: i guess i wont find out bc 1) he won't do anything 2) idk whats the current status of #their relationship (ig over bc they weren't all over e/o at our last function) and 3) even if theyre not together anymore i absolutely would #not try anything behind our friend's back or w/o her knowledge or consent bc they did have something doesnt rly matter what it was and #shes still my friend above all so i gotta be mindful of her feelings for me AND for him and abt us or whatever #so yea thats something thats been on my mind since yesterday #im not like. suffering over it btw its just something on my mind that i wanted to share #i probably wont even do anything about it and then forget abt it next week lol #mari.txt #but also feel free to like comment on this or something i love it when yall r nosey lmfao

[you-can-be-what-you-want-to-be]

in characters (but also irl) is there any better kind of doing good than there being a situation, and then just slamming their head on the steering wheel and softly going “fuuuuuuck” and then doing the right thing? Like the kind where it’s clearly inconvenient and in reality you don’t have to do anything but it really REALLY feels like you have to do the right thing so you do it’s just annoying?

answer: no there isn’t. No better character archetype actually

#This is why I love reigen btw if you were wondering #Yes he’s a shady conman #He also is the type to find a lost ID that belongs in a place hours away and then goes well my days ruined guess I’m doing this #Or seeing a hungry kid or dog and just kind of sighing like. Guess it’s just rice again tonight. #Best kind of kindness I try to emulate #Yes it sucks ass when a customer is five bucks short or I’m on my way home and see a hitchhiker or my lunch is in five minutes and #My coworker is stressed #However…

[vectorworm]

The Thing (1982) was kinda uhm.. disappointing (?)

its not a bad film at all i think my expectations were just very high

are there more antarctica films though i love the artics

#if theres one bucked list thing i had its going to the arctic #a geology professor reported about his arctic explorations and omg its so cool #love when its cold and cold dark atmosphere #movie night :-) #part of why i didnt like the movie as much as i thought i would is definetly that i dont like McReady. #why do they vote him as a leader hes literally not a team-player guy #hes giving me 'american hero arch-character' wery cowboy like as in being very cool and free and unattached but also way less consequences #for their actions than all the other characters. and people like them somehow although they are very cool an unattached and i feel like #thats not the kind of person thats popular in real life. popular people are team players and people you can trust #who are willing to take responsibity for other #how did this turn into a sociology rant lol #i just dotn like McReady i dont need a reason for it

[bidisasterevankinard]

Buddie "break up with your gf" poll

Choose who will break up with his gf first and tell me in tags why if you want

You also can put your specs about the reason/s for it

#I think it would be Buck #just because he already named what he wants from serious relationship and not just magic #Eddie would still need to face something big and serious in relationship to understand #you can't always have magic #you need to have your partner back #be with them in their worst #and with all my love to Eddie he never did it for Shannon #also I kind of expect part of 5s parallel #so Buck break up with gf first and has a breakdown #it also possible with such a big time skip breakups would be out of screens #buddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley

[fruitydiaz]

no coherent thoughts but i keep thinking about eddie and anger and grief and love and “angry guy” and how the only people who have been direct witnesses to his anger and had it directed towards them (again as a manifestation of grief and love and hurt) are ramon, shannon, bobby, and buck. and himself. which.

#al talks #that post that’s like. when the character that’s full of anger and grief is also full of so much kindness and love. #fetal position on the floor thinking about eddie #like. everything said in buck’s coma dream are his own thoughts #right #‘angry guy’ and ‘hey you’d be angry too if you lost your son’ are both buck’s thoughts #buck is. above everyone else. the most intimately aware of eddie’s anger. and he understands it the most. #a lot of people were saying that line was a mischaracterization of eddie but it’s actually like. it’s who eddie is. #buck understands that that anger doesn’t just come out of nowhere. it comes from eddie’s capacity to love and care. and how much he’s been #hurt and how much he’s had to fight #i have no end to this train of thought i just. eddie. #idk. there’s something about how buck couldn’t even physically imagine that eddie #he’s seen eddie at his absolute lowest and it scared the shit out of him #(‘he’s still scared out of his mind. he’s not the only one.’) #and he couldn’t picture eddie like that. dream christopher /asked/ him to find eddie and he couldn’t.

[lily-blue-blue-lily]

everyone on here freaking out about whatever is gonna happen in the new 9-1-1 episode tonight and im just over here watching s1 for the first time and having mild breakdown about it

#i just watched the s1 finale #i love buck so much like so so much #he is so good?? and kind?? #im so in love #im also so invested in just everything about the show i wasn't expecting to actually love it as much as i do #also so hyped to start s2 because eddie🥰 #i do know pretty much every major plot point in the show because i became invested in it through stuff i saw on here #and then went down a big youtube rabbit hole and a slightly smaller ao3 rabbit hole before actually starting the show #so im already in love with eddie and hes not even been introduced yet for me #it also means im almost as excited to see what happens in tonights episode #through like gifs and stuff on here as everyone else is to actually watch the episode #normally i very much try to avoid spoilers for stuff i watch but because of the backwards way ive become obsessed with this show #i so dont care at all #its such a fun way of consuming media honestly #wow ive really rambled in these tags shoutout to anyone actually reading them lol

[sourstiless]

you point out that they’re drawing false equivalencies and just because they don’t like a certain decision a character has made, doesn’t mean it’s out of character for them, and said researcher blocks you instead of acknowledging it. that’s not very “researcher” of you.

#like the point of doing research is to find and collect data to establish facts and draw new conclusions based on those facts #unwillingness to accept facts while doing research is the opposite of what you’re supposed to be doing ?? #like s6 has been super in line with buck’s character #you don’t have to like the decisions he’s making but it makes sense for him #and where his character is rn #i mean i make have come on a little strong #but i don’t think it was block worthy #🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ #research is also supposed to be unbiased #u not liking buck’s s6 sperm donor storyline should not be affecting your analysis #anyway it was that canonically observing 911 account #i think it’s kind of funny #like we barely even discussed anything i just said you can’t draw false equivalencies bc the nuance and context regarding the scenes #are too fundamentally different to draw a fair comparison #and that buck’s problem isn’t life experience #it’s confidence and where and how he places value of his life #he does not have the confidence or self worth to be making sound decisions on behalf of everyone else bc of that #like listen #evan buckley #i love u man #but you have absolutely no self preservation skills #that’s why bobby isn’t gonna pick up for interim captain #u get tunnel vision when people u love or victims are in danger

[biancabelairs]

i'm thrilled kenny might be coming back by all out, i've missed him dearly

i'm considerably less thrilled about hung bucks getting put on ice again and/or bucks/ftr 3 for all the belts at all out getting canned for the sake of kenny/bucks trios champs, as much as i love the three of them as a unit but like. it's been months since the timing for that was right and i'd like to see some payoff for the things that got set up in the meantime

#aew has a huge problem with adjusting plans when something happens that's out of their control #see: #dragging out the whole ue drama for months on end in the hopes kenny would come back sooner #the interim world title situation #the mess that was the forbidden door build (although that one is also tony being bad at doing angles that feel different from each other) #(and most of the wrestlers who care enough about that AND have the sway to get that kind of thing on the show being off tv) #and this kenny/bucks thing with them HAVING to be the first trios champions is another example #like in a perfect world where kenny was able to come back sooner and the ue storyline didn't die many deaths then yeah go for it #it would have been great #and it'll probably still be good and i love them all so like. it's fine #but things did happen that caused drastic changes to the planned timeline #and there were now two hotter angles that i'm much more invested in seeing the emotional payoff to currently #that will prob just end up getting shafted and i'm bummed out about it #anyway whatever ignore this lmao i rly am happy kenny might be coming back sooner than i thought he would bc the show misses him desperately #but yeah. just wish they wouldn't fuck with the good things they have/had going for the sake of u turning into the og plan from months ago #aew #text post

[insanechayne]

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#this is a good one of these kinds of posts I swear #just wanna do a shoutout to my bestie even though I know he won’t see this #but I love him and feel like hyping him up anyway and don’t wanna make a whole actual post about it and annoy everyone #anyway yesterday I took my car in for an oil change and tune up thing and didn’t know how long it was gonna take so I set up a ride #with bestie back to my mom’s place if it was gonna be a while but then they said it’d only be like an hour and a half or so unless there was #actually something wrong with my car in which case we’d just discuss it and go from there. so bestie picks me up at the car place and I tell #him that and say he doesn’t have to stay and I can just wait there at the place if he’s busy but he says nah he gonna hang with me. asks if #I’m hungry and wanna get lunch and I hadn’t eaten yet so it worked out. went to the good Mexican place in town and order in their drive thru #I ask if he wants me to cash app him some money to cover my share and he very aggressively says ‘oh hell no’ which was honestly adorable and #really sweet. goes on to say ‘girl you know you don’t need to worry about money’ which is also super sweet and makes me feel all weird and #wiggly inside cause I’m not used to people being kind to me in that way or just buying me shit just because. and he’s always doing that kind #of stuff too just paying for my food or sending me money if I pick stuff up for us or whatever. dude got bucks at least good for him. but #yeah anyway so we got the food and then he went to a gas station to get us drinks then parked and ate and hung out with me until my car was #ready to go. even offered me money to cover the cost for the car if I needed anything major done and I could just pay him back little by #little. thankfully car is all good but his sentiment was well taken and much appreciated. gave me a big hug before we parted ways as he #usually does and bro gives the best hugs for real they’re so instantly comforting and you really feel the love they make me so happy. and he #even is gonna help me put together a new desk and chair at my house so I’ll have a place to do schoolwork at home and finally setup my tv in #my room. dude does so much for me and will then thank me just for hanging out with him as if I did anything special at all #this man deserves the whole fucking world and I’d do anything for him. love him so much #so ye that’s my hype post for my boy cause I just had to brag about him somewhere and get my feelings out #personal

[allylikethecat]

Sleepover Saturday (Sunday)

Tell me about how you got into the equestrian world! I know nothing about horses and what being an equestrian entails

Happy Sleepover Saturday (Sunday) (but now really Monday...)

Thank you for sending this in! I'm sorry for not getting to it yesterday! I do think it's funny though because your question is about me getting into the equestrian world and I didn't look at any asks yesterday because I was at a horse show 😂 I apologize for this being SO LONG horses are like my favorite thing lol.

Anyway! I've always been obsessed with horses, but didn't have the opportunity to ride super regularly as a kid because I grew up in a metropolitan city. I had a neighbor growing up that would take pity on me and let me tag along to the barn with her, and take lessons / ride her retired mare but I never got to compete or really advance as much as I wanted to. My parents are NOT into animals at all and were very much just not into the idea of it? I was dumped into literally every other sport / activity as a child (I actually sailed competitively for a little bit in high school and for fun a little bit in college and also was super into scuba diving for a bit there before I blew out my ear drum lol).

After I graduated college I moved to an area for my job where horses were a lot more accessible and the first thing I did with my adult money was start taking regular riding lessons. From there I met my wonderful trainer and also Pop and ended up impulsively buying him. Which, don't recommend BUT it all worked out for me. He is my absolute best friend and is so down for every ridiculous idea I come up with and I have been lucky enough to be able to travel and show him at various rated shows in the Western half of the US. He is my heart horse and the absolute love of my life and I don't think I would have made it through all the covid lock downs without him. 🥰

I usually try and ride 5-6 days a week (the barn is closed one day a week) and he lives at a full care boutique show barn which means his "people" handle all of his day to day care (cleaning his stall / feeding him / turning him out every day / riding him when I don't / managing his vet care and farrier schedule / his magnawave appointments because he's spoiled). Days that I ride I'll go up after work and groom him, tack him up and either hack him on the flat (he's getting older so we do a lot of bending to keep him loose!) or have a lesson. I usually try and take one flat lesson a week and one jumping lesson (he doesn't jump more than once a week unless we are at a show). If the weather is nice I also try and take him out on a trail ride a few times a month. Then I'll cool him out, groom him again, and then we'll hang out either grazing or eating treats and getting pets in his stall.

Thank you so much for sending this ask and indulging me in my horse girlness! I'm excited post the Equestrian AU after I finish the Christmas fic! I hope you have a very happy Monday and a great week!

❤️Ally

#allylikethecat #ask ally #anon ask #keep it kind #Sleepover Saturday #turned Sleepover Sunday #turned sleepover Monday #also I apologize i will not be posting any pictures of pop on here #he has some really distinct markings and i just feel weird about sharing him on the interwebs that way #just know he is SO CUTE #and the BEST BOY #even if he tried to buck me off yesterday #i was like sir you are 17 years old this year what are you doing #he was really angry because it was raining and also i wouldn't let him zoom #he LOVES to zoom