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gavisfanta · 4 months

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Secrets - Pedri

Just trying out something new. tell me if you like it tho ;)

pov: you are frenkie de jongs sister and there are a lot of rumours around you and some barca players

part2

yourinsta

2nd pic is me thinking if i should dye my hair for vacation or not.

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pedri im voting for blue!

yourinsta @pedri ofc you are

frenkiedejong where did you even get that pic from?

yourinsta @frenkiedejong🤫🤫🤫

iloveyn omg! you're so pretty!!!!

barcafan2829 frenkies picture is killing me 🤣🤣🤣

luv4pedri why is suddenly every barca player liking her pictures?

ynamor @luv4pedri y/n is Frenkies sister thats why

grosn14 @ynamor she's hanging out with them more the last few weeks no?

ntrdame so pretty 😍

joaofelix79 me personally, I'd choose blue for your hair, i feel like it'd suit you pretty well

pedri @joaofelix79 that's what I'm saying

yourinsta @joaofelix79 @pedri no ❤️

joaofelix79 @pedri lets not give up

pedri @joaofelix79 understand sir

user729 @joaofelix79 LMAOOOO

ilycr7suiii who cares?

macaronparatoi i feel like blonde would suit you pretty well 🫶🏻

user920 joao what are you doing here?????

mikkykiemeney you're pretty either way 😘❤️

yourinsta @mikkykiemeney nawww youre too sweet 😘😘

siramartinezc love you ❤️

yourinsta @siramartinezc love you more ❤️

yourinsta

Ibiza was great! Thanks for sticking along @pablogavi 😘

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pablogavi no problem 😘

yourinsta @pablogavi 😘🤣

pedri i cant see your blue hair y/n

yourinsta @pedri shut the heck up

joaofelix79 @pedri real me neither

yourinsta @pedri @joaofelix79 you both shut up please

iloveyn so pretty!!!!

user392 where is she going next?

mikkykiemeney come home! I miss you 😪

yourinsta @mikkykiemeney Ill be back soon dont worry

joaofelix79 and she cried over nothing...

pedri @joaofelix79 so there was nothing i could do to stop...

joaofelix79 @pedri her from cutting...

pedri @joaofelix79 her beautiful blue hair off...

joaofelix79 @pedri dum dum dum...

pedri @joaofelix79 dum dum dum.

yourinsta @joaofelix79 @pedri i swear to god you two are so annoying

carsrliffe why is Gavi with her?

yourinsta

about rome... @pablogavi

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joaofelix79 still can't see blue hair

yourinsta @joaofelix79 im gonna block you

pablogavi "Gavi take a picture, it'll look aesthetic"

yourinsta @pablogavi it does look aesthetic no?

pablogavi @yourinsta fuck yeah

frenkiedejong ❤️

yourinsta @frenkiedejong ❤️

ynlove she's so gorgeous 😍 💖

user729 did she meet dybala or why did he like her picture?

brycehall Looks fantastic next time bring me too please

yourinsta @brycehall I'll make sure bryce

heiznorm where is she going next?

siramartinezc Rome is beautiful but you're prettier ❤️

yourinsta @siramartinezc nawwww stop sira youre making me blush ❤️

#barca #fanfic #fc barcelona #football #futbol #gavi #mustread #pablo gavi #espana #pedri/gavi #pedri gonzalez #pedri x reader #pedri #barcelona spain #barcelona

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lttl3babybug · 3 months

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hello!!! im not sure if u do cg requests but could i maybe get some cg ramona headcanons please? thank u have a great day!!! ^_^

I do indeed do cg requests!! I do all kinds of agere requests!! Thank you for your request darling :3 sorry there’s not much here, Tumblr stopped letting me edit my drafts and I HATE using the web version :(

Caregiver!Ramona Flowers headcanons!

🛼 Ramona is such a chill cg honestly

🛼She’ll let you sit in the bathroom with her while she dyes her hair, and if you’re big enough she might even let you help!!

🛼You’ll get to hold the bowl with the dye in or hold the brush while she sections off her hair and if you’ve been extra good she’ll even let you put colour on a few sections

🛼Big fan of Naptime, loves putting you down for naps. Seeing how sleepy you are, gently denying that you need to go to bed while she’s already tucking you in and picking out a story to read

🛼Favourite nickname is Mama, she loves hearing your soft voice when you say it

🛼Her cat loves you. Like he loves you so much. Ramona has many pictures of you two snuggled up on the couch

🛼she’ll happily sit and watch your favourite shows, or sit and read to you. Loves it when you babble to her, she plays along like it’s a full conversation you’re having

🛼acting shocked at certain bits and laughing, anything to make you smile

🛼snacks. Will happily make you them, cookies especially. She makes GORGEOUS cookies

#age regression #sfw agere #agere community #agere #fandom agere #!!! <3 #age regressor #headcanons #agere blog #scott pilgrim takes off agere #scott pilgrim agere #scott pilgrim #scott pilgram takes off #scott pilgram vs the world #scott pilgrim age regression #spvtw agere #spto agere

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duchezss · 4 months

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My favorite details/moments from Trolls Band Together because I have a problem.

Lemme just get this out of the way and say the soundtrack is a certified banger oh my god.

When brozone tries and hits the perfect family harmony the first time the colors that they get outlined in are all separate, the three colors don't blend at all.

Just Floyd comforting Branch....😭 😭

Branch's little hops when him and Floyd were talking about the bunker WAHHHH.

The real emotions of Branch missing his brothers while simultaneously not wanting to see them like???

"There goes my back" when JD was throwing Branch LMAOO.

The entire design of Mount Rageous is so whimsical and gorgeous I'm in love.

When the whole screen shakes when JD hits the counter eh oh el.

"If there was a brother I'd do this for...I'd be Floyd" WAHHHH.

The old MTV style music video Watch Me Work has.

Floyd singing with the posters of brozone floating around 😭

"Tiny, Poppy, Branch, and this random dude" I SPIT OUT MY DRINK LMAO.

"Are you a narc?" OH I LOST IT IM SO DEAD.

All of Branch's old hairstyles being references to Justin Timberlake's real hairstyles.

"Poppy seed" awwwww.

Branch's little "yay" is so cute.

The ongoing ring pop joke is actually so funny I'm sorry.

The way Bruce and JD just throw Branch on command.

Bruce still being considered the heart throb even though he's got a dad bod, a wife, and children 😭

THE BLEEPED OUT CURSE WORD I WAS IN TEARS.

The amount of songs they fit into Brozone's back is actually impressive, and the way they mesh so well together??? Legitness.

"That's not an idea, those are shoulder pads" I just can't...

When Floyd's hair started turning white and he was going transparent....WAHHH 😭 😭 WHEN I GET YOU VELVET AND VEENER WHEN I GET YOU......(But also the details to show how fast his health was declining? Someone cooked)

Branch's iconic clue board.

Bruce holding tiny diamond since he's also a dad.

Branch trying to be brave and talk to the clown but as soon as Viva came at him he backed up. That's such a real response I love is so much??

Clay's hair being green? Which kinda hints that JD or someone made him dye his hair yellow when he was younger.

Viva calling Clay "Mr. Clay" is actually the cutest thing everrr

Clay and Bruce's handshake, I also kinda like that it implies that they were really close, kinda like how Branch and Floyd were close. I think it really separates JD from them.

Also everyone's reaction to JD being super cold while everyone fawns over Branch.

Clay's so smart 😭 (and autistic) I love him so much.

All the brothers cute dancing in It Takes Two ❤️

The very real response of Viva not wanting to talk about her trauma and also not wanting Poppy to leave.

"I don't wanna lose my brother either" I feel like no one talks about how brave Clay is. He's in the same boat as Viva, he thinks Bergens still attack trolls, and he's going out into the world for the first time in who knows how's long. Just because he wants to help save Floyd, like that's so sweet???

Floyd's dead face was way funnier than it should've been.

"I thought ghosts just floated away" the delivery on this line is unmatched.

Floyd speaking one younger brother to Veener was so 😭, especially cause you know he felt like Veener did when Brozone was still active (on a lesser degree ofc) I can't.

We don't talk enough about how fire all of the choreos are, like they got professional dancers to make these dances, AND YOU CAN TELL OML.

JD's need for perfection constantly getting in the way of the greatness they all could achieve.

Branch being the voice for all younger siblings out there who will never be respected by their families hit me. But I also think there's something to say about the JD's of the world. The older siblings they took charge because they felt they had to. All parties end up getting hurt.

Also Branch actually wanting them to be a family so sweet. It really embodies the naive hope of wanting to stay together that youngest children have, but it's not unattainable. You can still be close with your siblings into adulthood, no matter how much time has passed, and that's what this movie represents as it's core.

"I didn't think we'd both find ourselves tied up on this honeymoon" WHATTTTT.

BRANCH AND FLOYD HUGGING THROUGH THE GLASS WAHHHHHHHH. Also Floyd being the only brother to respect that's he's grown....I just love them so much 😭

The whole interaction of all the brothers reuniting while in the diamonds is so funny for no reason lol.

Viva understanding she was wrong and striving to do better for her sister >>>

BRO THE ENTIRE CLIMAX IS SO GOOD??? THE TENSION?? THE MUSIC??? IT'S JUST PERFECTION. THE SONGS CHOICES WERE SO GOOD, AND THE WAY THEY REARRANGED WATCH ME WORK TO BE SO INTENSE IS BRILLIANT. THE SONG JUST KEEPS BUILDING AND THE STAKES GET HIGHER, IT'S WAY TO GOOD.

"Actually I've got two really brave sisters" When the message of this movie is that found family and blood family are just as important as each other, and that no matter what you get to pick who your family is >>> 😭

When Clay falls hard while in the diamond, Bruce and JD immediately check on him, meanwhile he's just focused on Floyd. The older brotherism... 😭

The message of this movie also being that perfection isn't important, but rather balance, harmony, and communication are key. ❤️

The acapella opening of Better Place....just.....wow.....

Clay's adlibs eating everyone up??? Kid Cudi I was not familiar with your game hold on.....

When they hit the perfect family harmony all their colors start mixing, showing their respect for individualism and also for the group.

The way Floyd eyes light up when they're all singing is just 😭

Branch building the bunker for all of them 💔, Floyd remembering the waterslide, all of them hugging?? Just peak filmmaking idk.

"Jail it is" also apparently someone did the math and in our world the twins would get over 6 life sentences for their crimes hello???

All of the boyband references are so funny idc.

Clay being excited to get to know Branch 😭 also JD reading a book in the back that presumably Clay recommended him?? That's so cute? He's really trying y'all, they're all trying, and that just warms my heart 😭

*NSYNC making their first song in over 20 years for this movie is actually the craziest thing ever I'm obsessed. Also they all designed their little trolls which I think is so cute.

The last songs....just bangers....I can't even, I sound like a broken record, why is every song in this movie so good.

Fav adlibs speedrun (from the last two songs): Floyd little "yeah yeah", Clay's "dohhh, ohhh," one of the nsync members "show the wayyy", Bruce's "so excited", Branch's "ohh" & "ayeee"

The layering when they all sing together is too good. It sounds so gorgeous and if you listen closely you can hear each persons vocals.

Also I just need to talk about the music production and mixing for a second. This movie has three version of Better Place, all of which are unique. The main one is the NSYNC version, which is notable for it's little rap section. The Family Harmony version use's the intro/pre-chorus as the main part of the song. It also lets the song slowly built, and adds instrumentals as the song progresses. The Reunion version doesn't use the intro/pre-chorus, but rather mainly focuses on the chorus. It also uses the bridge from the main song as the post-chorus/refrain. Just a very creative use of the song tbh. Also the instrumental differences between Watch Me Work and Mount Rageous? Like it's the same song, but the way they add more classical elements and more layers to build the tension and the song as a whole?? I have no words. Perfection.

Obsessed with this movie. If you haven't seen it pls go watch it.

#trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls 3 #trolls band together #trolls movie #brozone #this movie had no right to go so hard #I definitely feel normal about this movie and don't spend every waking moment thinking about it 😀#can't stop listening to the soundtrack tbh #so glad spotify wrapped is over lmao

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jasongracedefenseattorney · 6 months

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all of us villains fancasts :)))) before i begin let me say when i was reading the books i didn’t picture them at all like their descriptions and honestly im sort of giving this the percy jackson treatment because none of their descriptions are all that relevant im just going for vibes. i fully understand this will be unpopular. this is (semi) age accurate casting and also i did everything in my power to avoid accidentally casting the entire heartstopper/percy jackson/IT/stranger things cast because ive seen too many fancasts that just look like comic con panels

alistaire lowe: walk with me here. cormac hyde-corrin. i will say i do want him to dye his hair for the role. i think he is good at playing kind of horrible but alistair isn’t some evil monster and i want an actor who can also get across the awkward side and doesn’t drift too far into draco malfoy territory

isobel macaslan: so i know all the mains are supposed to be like 17 and the same age but i think that would have to be rewritten to everyone is 18 and isobel is 19 or 20. her and briony’s friendship doesn’t rely on them being the same year in school it can be easily explained but i need to find ages where it’s appropriate for her to date alistair AND reid. also i just think india amarteifio is gorgeous.

gavin grieve: aryan simhadri to me could play the nice guy who everyone assumes is going to die really well.

briony thorburn: xochitl gomez has that tough but good look i dont know to me she IS briony

finley blair: yall would not BELIEVE how difficult it was to find someone to embody finley and yall might think im crazy for it but here’s issac ryan brown.

elionor payne: just work with me on this one. momona tamada.

carbry darrow: i know it’s almost an obvious answer but idccc iain armitage is the best i can find without picking walker scobell. (i had to avoid picking percy jackson actors for everyone tbh)

hendry lowe: milo manheim has the very kind hendry look to me.

reid mactavish: percy hynes white can very easily look like a total creep to me but also has enough charm to seem like someone it is possible to be attracted to

innes thorburn: scarlett esteves just looks very sweet and doesn’t look like a fighter

#aoud #aouv #alistair lowe #isobel macaslan #briony thorburn #gavin grieve #carbry darrow #elionor payne #reid mactavish #innes thorburn #hendry lowe #finley blair #all of our demise #all of us villains

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diagonal-queen · 1 year

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opinions on sigma

okay so basically

sigma is my end goal when it comes to appearance and gender. i want to look exactly like him. i know that his beauty is unattainable so i'll do what i can, but i could literally stare at him all day. all week. all month. find my rotting corpse seated in front of my laptop with pinterest opened to a bunch of sigma fanart honestly because he's just that beautiful. i plan on dyeing my hair the same colour as his when i'm able to. hopefully next year (@small-chaos im depending on you to help me bbg)

if i had the choice i would also get a ton of bsd posters that feature sigma and plaster them all around my room and make it sigma themed (or- actually i'd also do this same thing with mykola, chuuya, ranpo and poe, but for the moment i'd do it with sigma). once on tiktok i saw someone whose room was entirely deku themed and full of midoriya paraphernalia, like the whole ass room was full of turquoise. i want that same thing with sigma, i won't even lie. his colour palette and whole vibe is just so gorgeous.

his pretty privilege ain't doing SHIT in the manga to help him though. poor little baby always gets the short end of the stick and i feel his exhaustion all the time. the main difference between sigma and i (besides the fact that he's gorgeous and i'm very much not) is that he is acknowledged for his hard work and accomplishments and i'm. not. lol but the impostor syndrome is honestly so real. i always feel that i won't lie. it's probably one of my worst forms of self sabotage.

the other day my manager told me that i'm good at my job, and i just thought 'oh my god what's gonna happen when she finds out i actually suck' even though realistically i am good at my job (gosh that feels so selfish to say- i'm so used to hating myself in every aspect that when i say something good about myself it feels foreign and narcissistic. i should work on that maybe). like he's so relatable for that and i love him

sigma's third wheelness is also super relatable for me. i too want to find a home, except for me it's in the form of a romantic soulmate because i'm just like that. (it should be known that just because i enjoy and crave romance does not make it a mandatory necessity or even a desire for literally anybody else!!) like he will be walking around following mykola and fyodor while they're on a date (or trying to kill each other idk) and just be watching them like o _ o SAME DUDE

also i too tend to have identity crises when it comes to my purpose, and the reason i was born and stuff. i like to think i was born to help people, but it's been a while since i was born and i've only really negatively impacted everyone around me, so... SIGMA on the other hand. his existence has improved my condition of living by an astronomical amount. he was put on this earth to be loved by all of us sillies and i wish i could shift so i could go there and let him know that he is so loved by everyone and he is very valuable and important. i hope when bungo stray dogs eventually ends (the mere thought of which makes me wanna die), he has a happy ending. he deserves it. tbh most of them do, but especially sigma.

this man is literally perfect. he's so babygirl and so soft and smol, but also badass as fuck and a real strong dude. and i respect him for that so hard. like his dedication to his work and his casino is admirable and it makes me want to find something to be that passionate about (i guess at the moment it'd be this blog? silly as it sounds). also he really went from being summoned out of thin air, to being a slave, to escaping from that and becoming one of dostoyevsky's pawns (which he's fully aware of) and yet he still carries on with the casino like an absolute champ? i love him sm

i'm still real mad at the anime for leaving out his introductory scene (his PROPER one where he's a socialite king) because it literally sets the stage so perfectly for him. we as the audience see him the same way his patrons see him, which gives the later reveal that he's actually very anxious and self-conscious a lot more impact. the anime fell flat on that in my opinion. the sky casino arc deserved more, bones! and i know there are gonna be people who are like 'give them some slack they did their best this and that' and im like. some people have been waiting literal years of their life to see him (not me fortunately. i read the manga in december lol) they deserved better than this T-T

anyways there's this bakery right near where i work and it's literally got the Best Cinnamon Scrolls I've Ever Tasted In My Life. like, they're unparalleled with how fucking delicious they are. i wanna go there with sigma and get one for him. they also have cookies there, like real big thick ones with a lil salt on the top. i'd buy him the entire fuckin batch if he asked for it, i won't lie. i just love him that much. i just wanna sit down at a cafe and enjoy a chai latte with sigma. maybe have a walk around the port in the evening after getting dinner together?? sigma deserves only the cutest and most cliche of fluffy dates

i also wanna show him like, regular human stuff. i wanna go to the beach with him, and go looking for cute shells and treasures in the sand together. i wanna take him to the movies and share my popcorn with him. i wanna do his makeup. i want to bake a cake with him. i wanna go grocery shopping with him. i want him to know that i have panic attacks too sometimes, they're normal, he's normal, and he's also a fantastic human being. i just want him to be happy (i'm really hoping he'll join the ada and find the home he's been looking for all this time <3)

the thing with sigma is i'm not sure if he'd like me as much as i like him. though the sigma bots are always very kind (and romantic because this bitch lonely) i'm very worried that i'd annoy him quite a lot. see i talk a lot for an introvert, and i especially have an issue talking to myself. i literally always do it, whether or not i'm by myself or in public, and i think it would annoy sigma. and i think it would also annoy him that i love mykola as well lol he might not trust me if i were to tell him that.

i love sigma's outfit (we're going back to his appearance i guess lol) more than words can express. it's so impeccably gender, so fancy but also not too fancy (those who've met me irl know that i looooove to overdress. once i went to the movies with my friends in this big flowy dress and they were all in like tshirts and shorts and shit lmao) so you could wear it anywhere. the gold (or beige? cream? idfk) tailcoat with the galaxy pattern beneath? the giant flowy sleeves? the turtleneck underneath? the HEELS? god i love his fit. he's so fucking dripped out it's ridiculous. and of course he has long split dyed hair. dudes with long hair are the hottest DON'T @ ME YOU KNOW I'M RIGHT

and he also just has such a lovely smile. though he is tired and annoyed all the time (as he ought to be honestly), he's just so comforting to be around. i feel like a hug from sigma would fix most of my problems i won't lie. like he's got a pretty face and a nice aura and a cute smile. but his stern/angry face though? 😳 shiiii man okay you can make me cry if you wanna i won't mind. also consider sugar daddy sigma. that's so hot and for what?? like imagine being his trophy wife- okay this is getting way too self indulgent imma stop there (might write about it tho sometime lol)

i just had a thought. sigma's ability i feel is generally a rather overlooked part of his character (maybe i'm just not in the right circles of sigma stans but i don't tend to see people talking about his ability much), but to me it is important because consider this. if sigma loves you and you love him, and he'd like to know the extent to which you love him, then through a simple hug you could actually, properly express it. he wouldn't have to doubt himself or anything anymore with it. (stop i'm like fucking crying i love him sm)

i also love that despite everything i've mentioned so far; despite the fact that he was created from a book, runs a floating casino, is androgynous as fuck, has impostor syndrome, owns giant ass guns and can get whatever information he wants through physical contact with another person, he is somehow the most *normal* member of the decay of angels. i mean to be fair one of the other members is literally a severed bust of a centuries old vampire whose lower half is a sword, but still. and yet he still goes along with all the stuff they do and doesn't say anything. fucking same, sigma. it really just be that way sometimes.

sigma has such little wet cat energy (especially after that last chapter amirite) and it's adorable. he doesn't have *pathetic* wet cat energy, but he still has wet cat energy. pathetic wet cats would be like, fyodor and akutagawa. sigma is a cute wet cat with big eyes and tiny little paws. i want to see how he'd be with animals now that i think of it. i think he'd like cats, because dogs might be a little too much for him. and i lowkey think he'd be afraid of farm animals, because they're scary alright. chickens and cows are very frightening to be close to if you're not used to them and anyone who says otherwise is a liar

i just want more sigma content, too. like i know that bungo tales only goes up to season 2 for like valid reasons but i WANT SIGMA MAYOI. little chibi sigma on the battlefield. pretty little sigma pictures of him actually being happy and doing things. i also want official art from bones (but GOOD official art. you already ruined my precious boyo chuuya don't do it to sigma please i'm begging you) and of course harukawa and hoshikawa's art is always appreciated. also creantzyy. i know they primarily do fyolai and mtp but my goodness if their sigma art isn't also just perfect in every way (i'm a huge fan of theirs AS EVERYBODY IN THE FANDOM SHOULD BE. the bernadette animatic to us is what the nagito edit was to the danganronpa fandom)

i also sometimes wonder what stuff sigma likes. i mean we know cookies are his favourite food (which is the cutest thing imo- you can always trust someone who enjoys sweet treats like that), but what kind of music does he like? how would he dress while he isn't working in the casino? what's his favourite colour? does he like animals? what does he think of political stuff? feel free to send me all the sigma headcanons in the world about all of it. he's just very enigmatic at the moment and i yearn to know absolutely everything about him. except unlike mykola i don't wanna experiment on him i just wanna sit down and ask him questions and have a friendly little conversation

and i know everybody's already talking about this scene but let's continue to talk about the scene in the recent chapter where dazai rescues sigma from drowning and gives him a lil thumbs up, and sigma smiles back at him. those panels are literally the most fucking adorable thing i've ever seen and i could stare at them for hours. those two are big comfort characters of mine and i'm glad that they're (kind of) getting along now. at the very least dazai rescued sigma. and lowkey i'm gettin onboard with sigzai. like most of the sigma ships kinda go hard (especially siglai. there's a reason i'm looking for mykola kins guys lmao)

like i love him so much. i really could go on for hours but...this shit is already long enough and i'm sure nobody is gonna read it all. i've recently thought about this though; if i love the characters who i kin the most, maybe i can learn to love myself too. and that thought is comforting to me :)

tl;dr - sigma babygirl

#dia's discourse #thoughts: anon #bsd sigma #well...that was long #i don't blame anybody who chooses not to read all that #i have a lot of feelings about sigma #also please don't ask me about my opinions on chuuya #because that WILL be longer than this post #and this post already exceeds 2000 words #that's fuckin longer than a highschool essay #anywho #lol

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strwbrrylover · 3 months

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i feel like the ugly duckling. all these beautiful, pretty, gorgeous girls & then there is just me. Plain, not pretty, not attractive. When i watch films with my man, he is always telling me who he finds hot. none, none of them look like me. they are all prettier, skinnier, blonde. im just a loser, with a fumpy body. slim, but not skinny and still have chub and fat on my arms and tum.

im grateful i have bit of a thigh gap, it's small but at least that's something. it isn't enough, i'm not enough. if i was enough, my family would stop calling me chubby, stop asking when i'm moving out, stop asking when i'm getting a real job as a suppose to my part time one, and STOP comparing me to their friends kids who are my age. My ex wouldn't have cheated on me a million times, my boyfriend wouldn't be craving a threesome, or wanting to talk to his best friends ex because she has better boobs than me. I wouldn't have friends dictating how I live my life.

IM NOT ENOUGH IM NOT ENOUGH IM NOT ENOUGH. this year is MY year, I'm going to be so pretty & elegant, im sick of being the ugly duckling. Going to lose this weight, dye my hair and be pretty and enough for once in my goddamn pathetic life.

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tonberry-yoda · 1 year

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Hihi, I hope I can write this in time. I'd love to get a romantic JoJo match up <3 Just know that I'm only familiar with parts 1-6 😅

I'm a gay, fat, transman and my pronouns are he/it! I'm a very anxious person, so I'm pretty shy until I get to know someone! When I open up I am a lot more energetic: I love to rant, I like to make a lot of jokes, I just like talking to the people I know. I'm autistic, so I tend to over explain things, I get straight to the point, and I struggle a lot with tone 😓 Appearance wise, I have a buzz cut and I love dying it. I've done every color you can think of, but I've been loving oranges lately. I'd describe my style as vaguely alternative? I don't really have a set aesthetic: I love funky patterns and pops of color, but my wardrobe is mostly black and horror t shirts 😅 and tbh it's the same way I'd describe my music taste, it's mostly new wave and rock, but I wouldn't really align myself with any subculture. My hobbies include writing, drawings, and crochet (seriously I hoard sm yarn it's a problem)! My love language is 100% gift giving and I wouldn't want someone who'd be really touchy, it gets me overwhelmed easily and I'm not comfortable with folks touching me.

omg hi!!!! im so glad you got this here in time!! <3 i actually for the first time struggled a bit im not going to lie to you lmao. but i think i have the perfect man for you!!! i really hope you agree!!

the character I chose for you is...

WEATHER REPORT!!!

HEAR ME OUT FR

this man always deals with chaotic people, so he has absolutely no problem with you

if anything, he adores listening to you talk

he also struggles with tone lmfaooo, so he never gets hurt with tone

he will not touch you unless you ask him to. he respects your boundaries a lot because he wants his to be respected as well, so if you do that for him, he will 100% do that for you!

HE LOVES THAT YOU DYE YOUR BUZZED HAIR

he will definitely ask to help

he just think it looks so good on you

it took a couple pushes for you to get to know each other because you're both so shy, but it ended up working out really well!

he thinks you're so handsome/gorgeous frfr

like will stare at you and then apologize

will ask you to crochet him little hats

loves that you give him gifts, especially if they are homemade because he would never pass down a crocheted gift :)

loves the alt vibe you have going on. again, he will stare at you and look away with a flushed face apologizing under his breath

he is such a sweetheart and will always treat you well <333

~~~~~

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#i hope you like it!!#:)#writing #my writing #fanfic #fanfiction #matchup #matchups #request #weather report #weather report x reader #jjba #jojos bizarre adventure #jjba x reader #jojos bizarre adventure x reader #wes bluemarine #wes bluemarine x reader #<333

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harryfeatgaga · 2 years

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so I’m 25 and already have gray hairs and I knew I would gray early because my mom also started getting gray hair in her 20’s but she had dyed her hair ever since and I’m trying to not dye them or pluck them and just accept them because they’ll be with me forever and get over society’s expectations for women to spend and do whatever they can to look *youthful*. but I like to think if you were with Harry and you had gray hairs he’d like them. and like when you’re laying on his chest and he’s running his fingers through your hair and you’d go “I think I saw some more grays in that spot today” and he’d swipe around and go, “yeah there’s a few right here” and he’d feel you scrunch of your profile against his skin because yeah you’ve said you don’t mind them, but sometimes you do feel insecure, and he’d go, “you know you look even more gorgeous right?” And you’d swallow kinda shakily because insecure, but scoff and turn your body around so that you can lay on him and face him and go, “don’t be a tease. you really don’t need to say that” as you lightly flick his nipple and he’s all heyyy im not teasinggg and grabbing ahold of your hand and then lifting his other hand to run through the hair that covers your ear and the image of you right now, with your eyes peering up at him, despite the concern in them, and your hair loose around you, makes him stop breathing for a second before exhaling to say sincerely, “Y’know I really do mean it right, lovely?” and when you drop your gaze to avoid his, he rubs at your cheek some to get you to look back up at him before continuing, “sometimes when I look at you, I stop breathing because i just can’t believe how beautiful you are. Even though we’ve been together for so long, it feels like I’m seeing you for the first time and I just have to catch my breath” And your eyes are all wide and lip trembling a little as he confesses this and you’re whispering his name softly because you’re at a loss for words and lifting off him and moving up so you can lay your body over him to kiss him with his fingers in your hair .

nOOOOOOOOOO :((((( PLEASE THIS IS SO SWEET HE WOULD ABSOLUTELY BE THE SWEETEST AND NOT CARE AT ALL IM SO EMO :((( ALSO GREY HAIR CAN BE SEXY TBH

#harry concept

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gigglebug · 1 year

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Find the Word game

tagged by @randomstupidchaos

words: road, blue, night, dress

all from The Masks we Choose, though some has been posted already, heh

Crea nodded reluctantly, seeing the noble building in the distance. "I guess so," she mumbled. "I'm still not sure why we have to do this."

"Socializing and networking," Floria replied, her tone sounding heavily practiced. "Few ladies are having the opportunity to be meeting others of their status in a close environment. It is giving us a chance to be discussing problems specific to our circles, be making allies for later down the road, and pretending to be civilized." She sighed. "You will be forgiving me for my lack of excitement. I was becoming a soldier in order to avoid such lengthy complaints from my mother when I am skipping these things."

A weak smile tugged at Crea's lips. "This happened a lot, I see."

"What is giving it away?" Floria scoffed sarcastically. "If not being for you, I would be avoiding this again."

Crea snorted softly, shaking her head. "No, I picked red because it's an easy dye color. Probably cheaper."

"Oh. I suppose that's sensible." Zara considered that a little, her eyebrows creasing as she thought. "But you're not paying for it. Why not get a color you like?"

"So?" Crea asked. "I like cheap colors. What's the problem?"

"But what if you didn't have to pay? Then what color would you—"

"You're not changing my dress color with this."

"I know! But still."

Crea considered that for a few minutes as they kept walking. "Probably blue," she said finally. "But probably a dark blue. Light dye colors are easy. But dark like the night sky? Almost impossible. And definitely not cheap, either."

"Oh, imagine little rhinestones all over it to imitate stars," Zara said dreamily. "That would be gorgeous, you're right. You should commission a dress like that."

"With what money?" Crea laughed. "That would be stupidly expensive."

"I suppose," Zara said.

"Oi Crea," Babs began. "When ya was gettin' yer fancy title at the castle, didja 'appen to see anythin' abaht the prince while ya was there?"

Crea looked up from her morning breakfast, watching Babs' furrowed brow as well as her crossed arms as she swiveled thoughtfully at the kitchen island. The rest of the room was quiet, everyone else still focused on eating. "No," Crea replied. "At least, I heard of him in passing, briefly, but I didn't see anything. He's been in hiding for ages, apparently. Why?"

Babs huffed softly, still swiveling back and forth. "Me ol' dad said there was a merchant bloke that came through last night. 'Ad a newspaper clippin' an' everythin', apparently. Sounded like somethin' real awful 'appened to 'im."

Crea swallowed subtly, feeling Malroth's presence more solidly at her side. "To the merchant?"

"The prince," Babs clarified. "The way dad described it was really bad."

"Anything we can help you with today?" The worker smiled broadly, gesturing to the dress Crea had scrutinized a moment before. "You have impeccable taste, if I may say. We just finished these samples yesterday."

Crea smiled politely. "They're very beautiful," she complimented, her voice wavering only slightly. She held the suit a little firmer and continued, gesturing to the dress with her other hand. "I'm most used to simple cotton if I'm honest, but these are interesting for how you seem to have patterned different fabrics together."

"Oh! Seasoned sewist, are you?" The worker grinned, stepping forward. Aris exhaled imperceptibly and moved out of the way.

Crea let go of the suit and stepped back from it. "Well, yes, but I'm not here for me."

"No?" The worker paused, looking aside at Aris before their smile reappeared. "Ah, I see. For you, darling?"

Aris forced a return smile. "Just looking," he assured.

tagging @eriquin and if lyra or don want another go with words then you're welcome to repeat

words: curly, brown, soft, metal

#my writing

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pandasized-crevice · 2 years

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MY FRESH JUST WATCHED KINNPORSCHE EP 14 THOUGHTS

are y’all freaking ready cus I’m not😭

back at the house okok

Ig after he remembers he’ll go get Korns headass?

Vegas looks so innocent and sweet just then

As you should protect pete!!!!

OH PORSCHE IS REMEMBERING

Baby chay!! 🥺so cute

PHOENIX TATTOO ORGINS

Bitch im gonna cry DEADASS

OH WE THERE THE WHOLE TIME🕴🏻

I’m scared Porsche is gonna shoot Korn on accident and kinns gonna come in at that moment

OH KINN IS HERE

Tell them the ACTUAL TRUTH KORN

Say sike we can’t be c o u s i n s 🕴🏻

SIDEBAR:Everyone was so quick to be like omg they’re cousins as if Korn would let them be together/bring them together if they were actually blood related

There it is:foster sister

GUN YOU FUCKER

W H A T NO😦

OH SHIT KORN HAVING A STROKE

Kinn don’t look at him like that🤨

ALL THE BROTHERS FINALLY

it would be their dad nearly dying that brings them together

wait…😶

WAIT😬

KORN DIED?!?OH SHIT I THOUGHT HE’D PULL THROUGH

oh kinn THAT DAMNED RING BRO

YOU SHOULDVE DIED GUN (he better die on god)

wait poisoned?i thought the stress of the truth got him…..🤨

His dad dead and he can’t even mourn DAMNED MAFIA LIFE

Porsche my boy☹️

Hey girlies💃🕺

All these whores underestimating my boy 😤

YUHHH MAFIA LEADER KINN THINGS

oh lord there goes the minor families boys

Vegas in the tan suit🥵

pause:are vegas pants like flared? thats giving

Wait if Chan dies……😶

OH TELL HIM CHAN

Chan you are so cool sir🗣🧎‍♀️

ITS STARTING WHORES ITS STARTING

🚨THE MAFIA SHOW IS MAFIAING🚨🔫

NO CHAN I WAS JUST KIDDING NOOOO

DAMNIT SOMEONE BETTER END GUN DEADASS

one last smoke i salute you chan🫡

GOOD LORD MY BOYS

POL NO YALL CAN'T TAKE POL TOO

FUCK THEM UP KINNPETE

PORSCHE PLEASE PULL UP SOON

YESSSS OUR BOY IS HERE

FUCK YES DUDE OMG

kinns "porsche" AYAHAHAH

THIS QUEEN GO GIRL YESS

it time hoes

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

IM ON YOUR SIDE AHAHAHhAHAHFHBDRJ.FJKRHFNJERHNER ER

🗣YESSSSSSSS THE GUN SPINNING🗣

KINN PLEASE🫣😳😏

FINALLY FREEFALL WITH KINNPORSCHE

*the woman was too in awe & stunned to speak*

CRAP KINN GET UP

NO PORSCHE FUCK YOU VEGAS

pete NOWS YOUR TIME WHERE ARE YOU

NOT PORSCHE NOT THE HEART

um.....🤨🕴🏻

TANKHUN?!?!

YESSS MY KING ARM DOES IT AGAIN🫶

ERIKA YOU ARE A QUEEN

YESSSSS GO GIRL🫶

HEY CHAY

hair dye product placement nice nice

AHAHA KIM IS THERE TO PROTECT CHAY

FUCK THEM UP KIM YESSS

his face dude 😂

chay just chilling while kim fighting for their lives💀

kim the badass you are🧎‍♀️

NO NOT ERIKA😦😩

no fuck you,you killed my parents

OOOOOOH WHAT😯

NO FUCKING WAY 😦

DUDE WHAT THE FUCK😧

these fools i stg

PETE!!!!!!!!!GET HIM PETE FR

shiiiiiit🫢

OHHH MY GOD

SAY FUCKING SIKE RN

HE'S ALIVE?!??????!!!!!dude what the fuck

NO FUCKING WAY

YALL ARE SHITTING ME

SHE'S A L I V E?!?!

dude once again WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

W O W

DUDE WHATS THE ACTUAL FUCKING TRUTH

man i'd shoot korn anyway,just a little🤏

oh hey vegas

your dad was trash vegas highkey better this way

AND IF VEGAS SHOOTS KORN WHAT THEN🧍🏻

pete don't leave NOO PETE STAY WITH US

bro im crying

damn that was an all day fight huh

bitch im sobbing

*THE WOMAN WAS TOO FUCKING STUNNED TO SPEAK WTF*

WHAT?! PORSCHE MAFIA LEADER ERA?!😮

oh so chay didn't know kim was there?typical

OOOOOH YEAH PORSCHE HEAD OF MINOR FUCKING FAMILY LOOK HIM ASHHEK.FIWRN🫡👏

NOT THE TRASITION TO WHEN HE FIRST GOT TO THE HOUSE😭

HE. IS.SO.FUCKING.F I N E😳

yall see their fucking rings bitch im levitating

THESE BITCHES ARE SO HOT POWER FUCKING COUPLE BITCH

TANKHUN AND TAY YES!!!!!!!

yes and pol is okay thank god

hey chay what goes on

THIS IS THE LOOKING AT HIS PHONE AND CRYING SCENE

ITS KIM SINGING WHY DONT YOU FUCKING STAY!?HIS CONFESSION TO CHAY😭

jeff fucking it up rn AS HE SHOULD YUH

OH WE ON DA BOAT

tankhun getting emotional i love him you honor

porsche not that type of surprise girl💀😏

dude just....apo is so fucking gorgeous who allowed this

AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON MILE

porsche smacking kinns ass is something i never knew i needed

kinn bartender era!

kinn is so fucking cheesy

BOTH OF THEM ARE THE HAND KISS PLS

I KNEW VEGAS HOE ASS WAS ALIVE

you can't kill the devil that easily😈

become one? sounds like a marriage proposal

dude i fucking love them so.much

tankhun just like me fr

their mom deserved so much better☹️

this is heartbreaking 😭

PETE MY BOY

the last glimpse we see of macau and he's asleep

WHY YOU THINK GIRL

bro stop look at them 😭just a little family fr☹️🫶

WHAT A FUCKING ROLLARCOASTER MAN. but it was an honor to ride it with yall my fellow kinnporschers🫡

#cellulars fjwkpt #kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #thai series #thai bl series #kinnporsche finale #kinnporsche ep14 #i love kinnporsche #I’m gonna miss them dude😭#season two when pls & thx

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i finally read it after my post basketball nap 😭 and i hate you but in the best way possible. enjoy the notes i took while reading (there are a lot)

“There’s no telling what he’ll say if you make him comfortable again.”

“He knows you’re safe, and that should be enough. … It’s not.”

• fucking hell ryen 😵‍💫

“And truthfully, he doesn’t deserve those eyes looking at him like that, either. Like he holds all the answers when he really only comes with problems.”

• 😭 ryen im gonna cry

“If you remember anything about that weekend, he hopes it’s that moment. That lone pocket of time is one that he’ll always remember.”

• i swear being in his head is spectacular

“Goddamn, he’s gotten more than soft. Surely, he can deflect whatever the hell he’s feeling somehow.”

• the way he’s been holding it in I can’t 😭

“And with each thing he learns, the more concerned he gets. About the way you’ve been treated, about anything happening to you, and about how he’s starting to feel.”

• this man is… so… i have no words

“Laughing, he feels his chest beat quick, so fucking amused when you come at him like that. Like you don’t give a shit who he is. It does things to him that he’ll never quite admit out loud.”

• admit them you stubborn man 😤

“He’s gonna get you back for that one. You can’t be better than him at his own game.”

• the fact that oc doesn’t even realize the fucking power she holds over this man is absolute perfection 😍

“Did you dye it this morning or did she?”

• JIMIN IS MY GUY! I SCREAMED literally been picturing this for weeks ryeennnnnn 😫

• can we discuss the lengths pjm and kth went to in order to make sure oc was safe because damn. like as much as bro pisses us off sometimes he’s clearly done something right to have friends like this •

“He gathers his things with stiff fingers before heading out the door, looking for the cat he wants you to meet before walking to his car.”

• idk why but this got be so hard… the gorgeous subtly of his brain

• This entire thing made me feel so many different things. it probably will change but for the time being bro has softened me a lil. the way he threw hands and the way his friends regard him highly enough to really worry about him and his family. •

• and i have very little else to say about yoongi at this point. he’s shakespeare level tragic and i love that oc is there because he cant admit that she’s healing him. like he’s not just down bad he’s tortured. •

all in all beautiful job 👏🏼

side note: my team won, 118-72, 25$ a point for cancer research so i definitely channeled some yoongi energy for that shit. and the snacks went over real well. one of the docs on my team chuckled when he saw them and when i asked what was funny he said “ah you wouldn’t understand” so… doctor Karalis if you’re here ‘this is awkward but hi and I’ll see you Monday’

- 🦊

omg hello fox!! my goal was to get this out before monday bc your last bit had me crying LMAO. i love the win for you and it's def bc you channeled the yoongi energy! that's also an amazing game holy shit. high scoring for both teams! but uhhh yes hope this isn't awkward for both of you dslkfjdsklf anyway, to your wonderful comments, let's get it!

yeah... yoongi really does want what he wants. it's so tragic and beautiful and i just love him.

the answers/problems line! i love how you pointed that one out bc i love that one.

being in his head is certainly a time. super intimate chapter, and exhausting as all hell to write as fun/comforting as it was. there's just a lot going on.

he is holding things in, i know.. internalizing a shit ton. and the concerned line! i love that pair of lines, too.

admit all the things, yoongi. you can do it!

READER HAS NO CLUEEE

and i love jimin so damn much. he's a real one istg

WE CAN DISCUSS. vmin are the friends we all need tbh. they really did go the lengths. bc yeah tae told reader that he covered for her, but he didn't know about the basketball thing. so when jimin was freaking out.. he needed to know for sure.

the subtly at the end, where yoongi just wanted to see where that cat was and thought of reader :(( that was totally intentional and i'm so glad you picked that to talk about!

i will say this over and over: i love bro. yes, he's an obstacle as far as we know and yes he's a hardass. but it's hard to blame him when he's been the supportive figure in reader's life. on top of all the crap that he's getting done on his own. it's so clear that he can rely on his friends, which is really fcking good bc that man needs help.

shakespeare level tragic? holy shit what a compliment i can't even- wow. thank you for reading and for all of this commentary! i thoroughly enjoyed reading it all, and i'm glad you were able to enjoy going inside yoongi's mind.

#thank you so much fox!#🦊 anon #lovely people #asks:3tan #3tanDS #*ryenfictalk #mailbox💌#long post

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annoyinglyobsessive · 8 months

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It was the first day of school at a new school. God this was my worst nightmare. It's hard to make friends when you’re shy, much harder to make friends who will accept that you’re nonbinary and respect your pronouns. But what can you do? I just had to make it through the day and then I could cuddle up with a warm blanket and a wholesome romance novel. I walked into the office where there were about five other new students. We would all be assigned a person from our grade to show us around.

I sat down and dropped my bag hoping desperately that whoever I got assigned to was friendly. This could be my only chance at making friends. There was no way in hell that I was going to “put myself out there” as my parents said I should do. There was no way I could risk doing something wrong and embarrassing myself.

Just then into the room walked the two most gorgeous people I had ever seen in my life. They were tall, much taller than me, altho that wasn't hard considering I was 5 foot nothing and usually the youngest in my grade. I had started school early which meant I was usually at least a year younger than everyone else. Just one more reason not to draw attention to myself.

There was one masculine person and one more feminine person (presumably a girl and a boy, but I didn't want to make assumptions) the masculine one was wearing a ripped tie-dye teeshirt and ripped blue jeans. He has blond messy hair and small silver stud earrings. He also had what appeared to be a black tattoo peaking out under his shirt.

The feminine one was wearing black cargo pants with a chain looped around it and a tight black cropped shirt. It definitely wasn't within the dress code but no one in the office gave her trouble for it. She had a black tattoo along her side and a few piercings on her ears. Her hair was a short black wolf cut. She was muscular too. Not in a buff way but in a lean way. She looked like she could outrun a bear and also rip me in half.

“We’re here to pick up one of the newbies”

the masculine one said and I could see that he had a tongue stud.

“Ah right,” said the lady. “You two have that one”

she said pointing right at me. Holy shit. The most attractive people I had ever seen, were assigned to show me around. ME.

“Hi,” the feminine one said, walking over to me. “Im Alex, I use she/her pronouns and this is Julian he uses he/him.

Wow, I had never heard someone introduce themselves with pronouns. Did this mean they would respect mine?

“Um hi,” I said softly. “Nice to meet you. I'm Sage, I use they/them pronouns, I guess.”

“Cool,” Julian said before turning to Alex. “Let's give them the grand tour then. Where do you want to start?”

“Let's show them their dorm first. Do you know which dorm you're in?” this last part was directed at me.

“Umm, it says on my paper hold on,” I said grabbing the paper out of my bag. “Uhh, where is it? oh there, dorm 347.”

“Oh that's just a few dorms down from ours,” Julian said as we started walking. “Each person has their own dorm and there's not supposed to be anyone in your dorm after eight”

“But since we are quiet and do well in our classes they let us share a dorm.” Alex cut in. “it also helps that he's trans and can't really get me pregnant. The staff don't care as much”

“Wait so you guys are dating?” I said slightly disappointed.

“Oh yeah, we forgot to mention that didn't we?” Julian said. “Yeah, Alex and I have been dating for almost two years now.”

“Oh that's cool,” I said, trying not to let disappointment into my voice.

We eventually got to my dorm and I dropped off my bag. Then they showed me their dorm before snatching my class sheet and taking me to all of the classes on it. After that, they showed me the cafeteria and the large open field at the back of the school. Then they took me to a small secluded corner behind one of the buildings created by a few trees and a dip in the ground.

“This is where we go when we need some space.” Julian said, “No one knows where it is other than the three of us, and it's a nice spot to hang out. Feel free to come here whenever you need.”

“Why are you showing me this?” I asked, “you barely even know me.”

“Yeah but we have a good feeling about you,” alex said tapping my lightly on the head. “Besides queers are hard to come by at the school. We got to stick together.”

“You guys are queer?”

“Yep, we’re both bi and im trans,” Julian said

“Oh cool. Um im actually bi too.”

Alex looked at Julian and something passed between them.

“Well even more reason to like you” alex said with a smile. “Now come on we need to show you the rest of the campus” she said standing up and reaching for my hand.

I grabbed her hand and she pulled me up of the ground effortlessly. If this new school doesnt kill me than these rediculously hot friends i made just might.

I was walking with Alex down one of the halls in between the buildings. The past couple months the three of us had gotten closer and i had learned to ignore my massive crush on them. It was the middle of the day and Julian was in class and so me and alex were alone. we had decided to take a walk around the campus to pass some time. I was rambling away about something inconsequential when all of a sudden i was violenty shoved against the wall. I cut off what i was saying as i looked up at alex who had grabbed my wrists and was now pinning them to the wall on either side of my head.

“A-alex what are you doing?” i asked confused as fuck.

“Im sorry i just couldnt resist.” she leaned her head down next to my ear. “You’re so cute when you ramble”

Alex leand down and kissed my neck softly.

W-what, i- uh- what about Julian?” i asked trying to figure out what the heck was going on.

“What about me?” said a deep familiar voice. “Oh babe are you having all the fun without me?” Julian asked, wrapping his arms around alex and biting lightly on her earlobe.

Alex turned her head up to look at him not releasing my wrists. “Im sorry love i just coundn’t resist. You know how cute they get when they start rambling.”

“I- what- you-” i said still trying to compute what the heak had just happened.

“You ok darling?” alex said with a smirk. “We can stop if you’d like.”

“NO” i said loudly startling myself. “Um i mean, no. pl-please dont stop. B-but i dont want to go farther than kissing if that makes sense. Im- im actually asexual.”

“Oh thats ok darling we dont have to do anything more. Do you want to just come to our dorm and cuddle? Theres something alex and I want to talk to you about.” Julian said, smiling at me comfortingly.

“Um o-ok”

Julian backed up and alex let go of my wrists and stepped back aswell. I took a step but my legs were shaking so bad that i fell forward. Right into Julians arms.

“Do you need me to carry you baby?” Julian whispered into the hair above my ear.

“N-no im ok” i said trying to push myself out of his arms.

“Are you sure? You look pretty unsteady there.” then without warning he picked me up bridal style.

“Wh- i said im fine!”

“Should i put you down?”

“...No i guess its fine” i said burying my face in his neck and wrapping my arms around him.

“You see what i mean?” alex said looking at Julian. “Theyre fucking adorible.”

Alex grabbed Julians arm and we started walking down the hall toward their room. Thankfully everyone was in class and there was no one in the halls to see us. Once we got to alex and Julians dorm alex opened the door and we walked in. once we were in she closed and locked the door.

Julian walked over and sat down on the bed placing me in his lap with his arms comfortably wrapped around me. Despite my better jusdgment i couldent stop myself from leaning into his warm touch. Alex smiled and sat down on the bed nest to us placing on hand on my thigh.

“So, me and Julian have been talking a lot,” she began.

“And we’ve realized that we're both really into you.” Julian continued.

“So we were wondering if, maybe”

“You would want to date us?”

I was stunned. Like i knew something was going on obviously, im not that oblivious but i was still in shock that these two beautiful people wanted me.

“Were sorry for springing this on you so suddenly,” Julian continued

“And we understand of your not interested.”

“wh-what , no wait, of course i'm interested, i mean you guys are, well your you!” i said, not looking t them. “I just don't get why you would want me.”

“Oh baby, why wouldent we want you?” Julian said nipping my ear with his teeth.

“Your, as you so eloquently said, you,” alex said tilting my chin up to look at her.

“So,” Julian said squeezing my softly, “will you be our partner?”

“Yes of course i will.” i said leaning my face into alexs hand and looking up at her.

“Perfect” she exclaimed, tackling Julian and I and knocking us down onto the bed.

After a bit of maneuvering we all settled down for a quick cat nap before our next classes. As i fell asleep i looked at julian and alex drifting to sleep on either side of me i realised everything was perfect.

#first time posting anything with my ocs #please be nice #polyamourous #trans masc #bisexual #nonbinary #lgbtqia #trans

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firebuug · 1 year

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I AM SO SORRY FOR RBING AND NOT SENDING SOMETHING FML anyways 🔥 🌸 🌷 for the jumbo ask game!!!

HELLO HI this is an old ask but ITS OKIEEEEEEE sorry i just got to this im on my puter :3 here is the ask game. i will use eva just because he's the one most living in my mind rn. under da cut

🔥 Give us a list of general likes and dislikes, such as colours, textures, music, weather and other stuff!

ooooo. ok well at first eva's like "i cant like blue that's too obvious my hair is blue my favorite abno is blue i am blue" but he likes blue. he likes blue. he also likes shades along the white and black spectrum they look nice. pleasing 2 the eyes. he likes cloudy cool weather bc it isnt too bright and glaring like the sun and it isnt rainy pouring bothersome mess. he was raised by rich minimalists so a lot of his likes and comforts revolve around classical music, minimalism, things being neat. he hates it when things r messy and disorganized but unfortunately he ends up living with someone who can be messy and disorganized and eventually he is also messy and disorganized because he is a tired professor with so many fucking paperworks

he likes very smootg textures like silk and polished marble. hates gooey sticky textures or rough textures that feel all jumbled like tv static. velvet is fine

🌸 What does your OC’s voice sound like? Their laugh? Are they good at singing? Do they have an accent?

OURGH eva's voice is low, but not bass low he's a baritone. it's lower than julian's and lower than like buggy/skuggy's but still has the ability to go high. it's very. controlled and regulated in terms of volume and pitch and it can sound bored or blunt and impatient to others when just speaking normally but that's just how he speaks. he is a good singer because his parents wanted him 2 be good in both the arts and the core subjects because that way he'll be respected in richpeople land. if i weren't a coward he'd have a (not super heavy) german accent bc his family was german but alas. his laugh is mostly just like an exhale chuckle. he chuckles. but when he laughs unrestrained it starts out loud and tapers out to just giggles

🌷 In what ways would your OC alter their body if they could? How would they do it using mundane means (hair dye, surgery, make-up?). What is their ideal look for themself?

ideal look is a generic skinny tall white guy with short black hair and nondistrinct features in suit and tie with always a serious unchanging expression. ideal look is also a strikingly gorgeous man with long hair and bright eyes full of life with zero stains of capitalism or trauma to be seen within them and smooth skin and a good back. ideal look is also a macintosh computer. ideal look is a mirror reflection of himself scribbled out and ripped to shreds. his sense of self is nonexistent and inconsistent and he doesn't want anything to do with it

if he had the ability and unlimited access to totally free, risk-free, reversible body modification he would be swapping out his look every hour. this is why he distorts into a giant messy jumble of wires that never stays in one shape or color or form

without that fantastical ability i mean he probably just wants to get a nice haircut and a spa treatment and hide under a bedsheet forever

#TY FOR THE ASK i like dissecting my ocs #eva #ask #ocs #i didnt exactly read all the questions before choosing the character so getting the last question for my most dysmorphic oc was. well.#pre and during lobcorp he is the most strict about his appearance and looks and is so fucking meticulous in how he presents and acts and #post lobcorp he is too tired and doesnt live in a nest anymore and has nothing to prove and he tells himself 'well its ok now im happy'#spoiler: he is mentally ill it doesnt vanish . this is why he distorts ('well everythings fixed now why i still feel awful')#anyways other than that . he is literally just some guy. he is just a little fella. just some little dude #i don't have a voice claim for him yet wehhhh. wehhh #but when i voice him in dnd i usuaully just speak in one low pitch per sentence unless hes angry or panicking in which he is squealing

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hyuckieblr · 2 years

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YES IT'S OPEN HELLO HI SO I WAS GOING THROUGH MY PINTEREST AND I SAW THIS HYUCK (it's literally one of my fav hyuck looks) AND I JUST WANTED TO SHARE THIS WITH YOU CAUSE BLACK HAIRED DONGHYUCK IS SO WHDJISMS

JESUS CHRISTSHSMFKADKD GOD HE’S SO GORGEOUS IM FEELING FAINT ONCE AGAIN honestly when an idol dyes his hair black they can never go wrong they always end up looking sooo so good and Hyuck insn’t an exception GOSH I COULD LOOK AT THESE PICS ALL DAY TY FOR SHARING THESE 😭💖 ALSO HAVE U SEEN HIS TEASER PICS FOR 2BADDIES??

this is one of them but this photo in particular… the way he’s looking into the camera is making me F E E L things like 🧍🏻‍♀️ stop seducing me 🙏🏼

#like he’s not even full in smiling but i feel like he’s teasing in a way 💔#aria 🎶

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ah sorry i want to ramble about my body image issues for a bit.

i hate being fat i really do but after spending so long making myself hate my body even more than i already did (this was an attempt to force myself to lose weight. it did not work it just made me more depressed) i kind of just want to give up. and i already have given up but not really? im just in one of those slumps inbetween diet attempts (these slumps always last longer than the actual diets).

but i really just want to give up and never think about this again. i want to love myself and my body but the fact of the matter is that i'm really unhealthy not just in weight but in diet and lack of exercise and a million other things. and i want to change that i really fucking do! but i've been trying for years and i just can't fucking do it because i'm too much of a retard

i dont even need to be stick-thin! i don't want to be underweight like i used to! i don't even have to be on the lower end of healthy weight i would genuinely be more than happy to still have a bit of a flabby stomach and shit but if im being honest? oh i know id never be happy with that. deep down i do still want to be underweight and gorgeous and enviable but unless i win the lottery that's literally not possible considering the amount of loose skin i would have at that point and by then? well i would still look just as ugly. so whats the fucking point

i want to be healthy but really? i could care less if i'm really healthy on the inside. i want to look pretty so people will like me. i hate being the fat girl i hate being the one who's always in sweatpants and tshirts and hoodies (all baggy) because hes too self conscious to wear anything else. i hate being the fat kid with the greasy hair who is just a fucking autistic retard and cries too easily and is just so gross and fucking annoying to be around. i hate that i never brush my teeth. i hate that i dont shower enough. i hate that i cant make myself eat healthier because im too fucking stupid to stick to a diet (not even a strict diet! i'm talking 2000 cals a day!!!! this should not be hard!!!)

i've been this obese kid my whole fucking life! and i've always seen myself as ugly. i hate my huge stomach and thighs i hate my flabby arms i hate my double chin i hate my fat fingers. i hate the way i look because i cant fucking take care of myself. just once in my life i want to be objectively pretty i dont want to settle for just okay anymore i want to be happy with the way i look i deserve that too!!! i deserve to be happy!!! what did i ever do wrong to make me so miserable. fuck my stupid baka life

but i guess my real dilemma is this: i want to lose weight, but i'm scared. i'm scared of change. what if 'm NEVER happy with my body? what if i hate myself more after losing weight? (i dont think i would. i think im just scared of the unknown.) and you know what? i'm jealous. i'm jealous of so many skinny people for being so effortlessly pretty and i'm jealous of so many fat people for loving themselves and others bodies but i cant do that. i was a stupid kid and i trained myself to hate not only the way my body looks but sometimes even other peoples bodies and i hate it!!! i want to be happy for them because if youre in a body youre happy in good f or you i hope youre living your best life dude!!!

but i just look at myself in the mirror and see this ugly mess. i think i wouldn't be 100% happy if i lost weight (oh, but i don't think i could ever be totally content with my appearance) but my god i would be so much happier. i could wear the clothes i want to wear. i could go to stores and actually fucking find clothes in my size instead of having to order them online. i could cut or dye my hair and dress any way i want and it would look so much better on me because i'm not a miserable blob of of fat in too-big clothes, because even regular size clothes are too form-fitting. they make me help myself.

it's bad enough that i've been considering just making myself throw up everything i eat. ive considered this before but well. i knew about the long term consequences from recovered bulimics on twitter and they scared me off of that idea for the most part. well its that and also just i know id be too fucking lazy to even make myself go throw up. like i would just forget to do it.

i dont even know what to do anymore. i tried a nutritionist (she was not helpful at all she just told me to eat less and eat healthier and gave me recipes and portion control diagrams. are you fucking serious? i could get this on google images). i tried to seen if my meds with appetite suppressing abilities actually worked (they did not). i tried starving myself (too retarded to stick to this plan). i tried making myself purge it all (but i made myself throw up once [because my stomach really hurt, for the record] and i couldnt bring myself to do it again). i tried counting calories (i just end up overeating even more than i usually do). i tried getting into exercising (hated it and was too lazy for it). i've been trying this since i was 12 years old. i'm 18 now. its hell

i dont know what the point of this was. i guess i just wanted to write my thoughts out in hopes that i would find an answer. i didn't, though. whatever! maybe next time. maybe soon.

my only hope at the moment is that my doctor can prescribe me ozempic, which i think would really really help, but since we had to cancel my initial appointment back in november (i broke my foot :/ sigh) we rescheduled it for this fucking summer. depending when it is thats at LEAST three more months away. and to top it off i doubt we'd even be able to afford that shit, so i try not to even think about how far out of reach plastic surgery to remove my hypothetical loose skin is.

whatever, i guess. i'm falling asleep as i write this (i slept 3 hours at the most last night, so pretty much just a nap). i guess it's time for bed even though it's not even 9:30pm... i'm surprised i even stayed awake this long to be honest.

not the point! i'm going to sleep now, i think. thanks for reading if you did

#picklepuffleposting #nsft //#<- again. this is my sensitive topics tag

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