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lokigodofaces · 2 years
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am i the only one that hates the met gala?
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ganondoodle · 4 months
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sorry, long post, got totk thoughts ...again
first botw vs totk shrines aesthetic and meaning; then shiekah symbolism thats overtaken by sonau
botw vs totk shrines (not in quality of puzzle since i talked about that a little before, but as in aesthetic, meaning etc)
something that worked well with shiekah shrines in botw was that these things were built SPECIFICALLY to make a future link stronger, theres that denialability to it that kinda make sense when you think about it, they are small challenges for the future hero to test and make them stronger, they are spread around the world bc you wouldnt want to hide some major source of power in one place, a monk literally sacrifices their life to enable you to gain more power their dead body waiting for you at the end (neat!!), they are each a little different in pose and clothing and im pretty sure its implied each monk made the puzzle for their shrine themselves; and the ones that rely on something happening in the world first can also be explained by their ability to see the future, the shrines and towers all rise up from the ground, which gives them that believable sense of they have been down there all this time and been activated via the net connecting them all to signal it is time- their design is also just .. nice? its got a nice contrast of the dark and the ligher brown with eye catching light from orange to blue to pink telling you in what states of operation it is (idle, working/done, corrupted) and their shape design is a very striking mix of bigger emptier spots of dark with the lighter browns wiggly lines coming in in nicely paced patches and the strong lights poking through giving you a nice soemthign for your eyes to look at (their tech is also a mix of magic stuff AND mechanism, they still look and work kinda magical but still have cogs and springs and looks like they are actual maschines put together)
totk shrines have no real denialability to why they are the way they are, its pretty clear that they are there for game reasons (and to copy botw i guess?) with no proper thought given to it (or failed to convey); they are already there when zelda does her time travel bs, and i heard (havent seen it myself? or dont remember) that the sonau shrines were built to .. keep monsters at bay? ok, im not even gonna question that part ( ... but i am .. i guess lightmagic wahtever dont think about it) so .... why do they contain a puzzle at all? its not to prevent monsters from entering since you need raurus hand to activate it (in botw you need the shiekah stone to do so which isnt really found besides yours either but ... their purpose is to test and empower you anyway .. and pehaps in a wider range to strengthen the bond with other folks when you have to work with them to get to it) then they werent present in botw so they must have ... somehow appeared out of nowhere? their connection to the lightroots might have been an attempt to try and make them feel more connected but that didnt work either imo, the shrines on the surface mirror lightroots in the underground, implying they are connected somehow, i at first thought like the lightroot is their root and the shrine is the flowerbud, but its very clearly just some ...magic rock crystal with stuff built around it including a teleportation thing thats pretty much copied from the shiekah ones (??) and you somehow ... enter magic dimension (which is .. fine, but i liked how in botws it was an elevator going down, making it feel like you are put into a physical room underground) but then there .... are also shrines in the sky ... that have no lighroot to connect to .. (i guess .. magic light wahtever dont htinkaboutit) so that part kinda falls flat- and the bring-crystal-to-shrine-spot (uhg) also debunk that thought since its a (tasty looking) green crystal that just kinda warps into a big grey rock ... for some reason, at their end is always the same colorless statue of da kind and his fridge wife (not her build) they are also missing that denialability that they were built for link specifically, sonau cant see into the future so (unless they yoinked that from the shiekah too??).. how does .. anything of that work then? especially with the crystal ones given that they are always a blessing shrine sicne bringing the crystal to its spot is counted as the puzzle but they couldnt have known that thats where it would end up at (and then ...how and why would you put a shrine thing into a crystal thing and disconnect it and throw it whereever when it manifests somehow again thousands years later- i need to stop thinking about it)- then their aesthetic is white green and gold(ish) which is a nice color combination in itself tho its lacking that neat status singaling and the eye catching contrast with their glow, the green glowy bits dont stand out as much, their shape design i dislike alot since it ... looks kinda unfinished and in a strange disconnect to their tech; buildings and statues are very blocky solid colors with the occasional rune or dragon carved into, which is also very blocky and one colored, their shapes are pretty uniform in a blocky way, theres not alot of shape contrast anywhere besides basic smaller block and bigger block, the most interesting looking ones are the ... outer walls of the shrines with their scaled look and the ground with the circle patterns; their tech and clothing is in a strange disconnect, its got a gree-tealish scale like texture in anything solid, be it tech or ornaments, it also features alot more gold and also brown stones that look rather untouched- now, for clothing, that is fine, the shiekah didnt dress like their tech either (.... mostly, ancient armor does exist) BUT the constructs and tech also have that more natural look to them
the fact that the same blocky statue waits for you at the end alsso removes not just coolness but also personality, instead of individual monks that gave their life for you and you setting them free once you take their spirit orb its the same representation of the holy king and queen giving you some light juice to cure you more of miasma .. which doesnt actually matter sicne you get your normal arm back no matter how many light juices you got at the end anyway (their "tech" also just looks less like actual maschinery and much more like .. magic tm, the constructs have nothing maschinery like about them and are just floating rings animated by green magic wiggle lines and function almost the same as literal bokblins with the added thing of being able to fuse/use tech.. the empty spot of a threat like the guardians is very prominent once you realize that the constructs are largely just like a reskinned bokblin, and the miasma hands, while neat, are more like a surprise jumpscare and less like a looming threat and are also not taken to their full potential)
theres also a disconnect between the sonau as we are introduced to them in totk and the actual sonau ruins from botw, which share a common dragon motive but have a much more .. MORE aesthetic, theres even color present you dont see anywhere in totk sonau stuff, like the red paint- you are given the explanation that those are ruins built by hylians as a monument to the sonau but i think it falls very flat sicne its clear it wasnt designed to be meant like that in botw and also looks much more withered than the totk sonau ruins which rarely look withered at all despite being even older than the botw ruins; im very sure its jsut an excuse bc their design for totk sonaus got changed ... for some reason, just like their "barbaric" origins in the phirone/faron region
shiekah symbolism and more kinda overtaken by sonau
so, soemthing i really dont like about the sonau as well is that theres quite a bit that they take from shiekah and kinda... present it as being the origin of it, actually;
we all know the very dominant symbol of the eye/third eye with three eyelashes and a tear drop for the shiekah which is established in the very first chronological game (skyward sword) but also featured in alot of other zeldas, it symbolizing their connection to hylia and their foresight (perhaps even more? i dont know everything); now we got the sonau who ... have a LITERAL third eye (and it doesnt even look special ..) that has three lashes and they paint tear drops under their eyes... (which has only the connection to .. the tears zelda sheds when shes a dragon, no other character does so at any other point, lol?) it makes it seem like we are to assume that the shiekah got their symbols from the sonau, actually, just like their tech wasnt their invention either but the sonaus, actually, who are new to the franchise and have no other connection to anything of past games, unlike the shiekah who have been there from the start really
then theres the tech, the ancient shiekah had very advanced, mystical tech in botws ancient history and now the even MORE ancient sonau had even MORE advanced tech way before them in totks lore which goes beyond even botws ancient history
im not saying symbols gotta be exclusive to one group of people but .. it holds alot of significance carried from the older games too, it feels strange for them to highjack the shiekah symbols and achievements WITHIN the two games that are supposedly directly connected in timeline and world (while also pairing them with those supposedly aniecnt hylian feather crowns and belly out look ... which, im no expert but i raise my eyebrow at that) together with the fact that nearly any and all traces of shiekah tech, except for the little needed parts that are never called that though and are just footnotes .. if anything, are precisely erased feels .... off
another long ramble about my thougths about totk, some people graciously call them analysis but i wouldnt say its that, its jsut a largely incoherent waterfall of words that would have spun around in my head for weeks if i didnt write them out and i keep coming up with more thoughts bc im thinking about the rewrite and well ...
im gonna have art soon again ... promise <(_ _)>
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rand0mfangurlstuff · 23 days
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I'll Look After You - Part 3 Bucky x Y/N
I feel like I'm slowly getting the hang of actually making posts on tumblr. I'm still not great but bare with me. I'm still utterly obsessed with John 'Bucky' Egan and since I'm running out of fics to read I feel I need to make my own. Part 2 kinda got away from me but I think I have a bit more of a clear direction for this now. This includes jealous! Bucky. Enjoy:
When Bucky awoke the next morning, he was dissapointed Y/N was not by his side. He had hoped he would get to see her beautiful face again when he woke up. But the chair was empty and the book left on the bedside table. She must have left once I fell asleep he tought to himself. And who could blame her? That chair hardly looked comfortable. I wonder is she working again today? Maybe she will come by again soon. He looked to the book on the table. The hairpin stuck between the pages told him there was still a few more chapters left to read. His chest swelled with hope. She might come back again tonight. Bucky thought about relaxing into the small hospital bed and being comforted by her beautiful voice once more. As he imagined that gorgeous voice, he heard it from a short distance away. Almost as if he had magically made her appear. He couldnt see her, thanks to that godforsaken curtain; but it was her. He heard her melodic laugh. Who is she talking to? Whats so funny? Bucky couldn't help it. Suddenly he felt.. jealous. Why on earth would he feel jealous? Because he wanted to be the once to make her laugh. Thats why. But Bucky did his best to quell those jealous thoughts. She was probably just talking to one of the other nurses.
'I couldnt help it, I just started spewing everywhere!' It was awful.' Bucky knew that voice. That was not a nurses voice. 'Oh Major Crosby, why on earth did you become a flight navigator if you suffered from air sickness!' She said in between giggles. Crosby. Crosby was making her laugh. Well at least she was laughing at him. 'I didnt know I suffered from it till I was already in the air! You gotta help me Y/N, I need more of the stuff the doc gave me but he's not back till Monday!' 'Okay, okay, here you go.' 'Thanks Y/N I really appreciate it.' 'No problem Major.' Bucky heard footsteps, then Croz's voice again. 'Y/N?' 'Yes Major?' 'Please, call me Harry. I was just wondering if I could pay you back, for the pills?' 'Oh theres no need Harry.' 'I know, but I want to thank you properly. Are you working tonight?' 'No, thankfully for the first night in what feels like weeks I'm off for the night.' Bucky's heart sank at this news. There goes his plans of a lovely nights sleep. 'Oh great! Theres a dance on tonight in the main hall, are you going?' 'I hadn't thought about it, but I guess it would be fun!' 'Oh great, well I'll buy you a drink there, to thank you.' 'That's very kind Maj- Harry. I'll see you there.' 'Great! I'll see you there Y/N!'
Bucky's blood boiled. Croz was going to be at the dance with Y/N. Croz couldnt even dance! She would have a terrible time with him. It should be Bucky buying her drinks and sweeping her off of her feet. Not Croz. Pukes-a-lot Croz. If only his ribs would hurry up and heal. Then he could go to the dance and show her a real good time. Bucky tested himself, trying to get out of bed. It was painful, but maybe managable? Just as his first socked foot hit the ground, the curtain swung open and there she was, Y/N.
She went to Bucky's cubile to find he was already getting to his feet. 'Haha! Great minds really do think alike! I was just about to get you for physical therapy.' Bucky looked at her like he was caught with his pants round his ankles. 'Physical therapy?' he questioned. He sat at the edge of his bed, one to look 'non-chalant' and two because he was afraid his legs would gave in from under him with the pain in his side. She smiled at him 'Yeah, didnt the doctors tell you? It's about time we get you up and moving Major! Cant expect you to be in the air if you cant even be on the ground. Come on.' She stepped close to him and held out her hands, waiting for him to take them. He stared. 'Come on, lets go for a walk.' He did want to, but he felt angry. How could she be so kind and nice and smile so beautifully at him when she had just agreed to a date with Crosby. He looked at her, eyes shining and smiling a smile that could probably wrap even Hitler himself around her finger. He gave in and put his hands in hers. It was electric. He never wanted to let go of her perfect, soft hands. He didnt think it was possible, but her smile grew even bigger. Maybe she feels it too. This connection between us. She stepped back, giving him room to stand. He towered over her. She looked up at him, and all Bucky wanted to do was kiss her. All her had to do was bend his neck a bit, tilt his head to the side slightly, and his lips would be on hers. But no, she was Crosbys girl. He was the one going to kiss her. His blood started boiling again at the thought. 'Lets get this over with.' He said with a scowl. The sooner this was over, the sooner he would hopefully be able to stop thinking about her. As if I could ever think of anything but her. He thought. Her smile faltered, not expecting him to be anything other than his charming self.
They made it to the hallway, their steps slow and steady so not to hurt Bucky too much. Y/N tried to be encouraging, often praising him at how well he was doing. But Bucky barely responded. Eventually, she decided the silence was too much. 'Whats your favourite type of cake?' she asked. 'What?' he looked at her confused. 'Cake! Mines chocolate. I absolutely love chocolate cake. Whats your favourite?' 'I don't have a favourite type of cake.' he said. 'You like them all then huh? That's fair. If I'm honest I like all kinds of cake. Except carrot. Carrot and cake should not mix. Everything else is great -' 'I really don't care for or about cake!' Bucky snapped. As soon as he said the words he regretted it. Her bright smile vanished, and she physically recoil from him. She put as much distance between them as she could. Deciding she no longer needed to hold his hands. He immediatly missed the warmth of her hands in his. Longed to grab them back and never let tem go. 'I think you're okay with walking. Turn around back to your bed. I'll be behind you if you need me.' Bucky didnt know what to say, so he just turned around and slowly walked back to his bed. She was right on his heels though, being a good nurse and making sure nothing happened to him. He could sense her hand hovering over his shoulder, ready to catch him if he faltered. She never said a word though. Bucky wanted to break the awkward silence, but how? He had no idea what to say. She helped him back to bed and made a quick exit. 'Anoher nurse will be around later for evening rounds. I'm done for the day.' Without another word she walked off. Bucky cursed himself. He was a dick to her even though she was always kind to him. He would be pushing her even further into Crosby's arms now.
The day turned into evening, the evening into night. Everyone else in the infrimary was asleep, but not Bucky. He didnt know what was keeping him from slumber; the thought of nightmares or the thought of her and Crosby at the dance. Y/N and Croz at that dance is my worst nightmare. Bucky realised. What if they're dancing? He's a terrible dancer. I would be far better at dancing with her. What if they're slow dancing. What if he holds her a little too closely? What if he kisses her? Bucky tried to stop his racing mind before he had a stroke. He looked at the book again. Exactly where she left it. He didnt even want to read it. He knew the story word-for-word by now. He just wanted to hear her read it. That wasnt going to be happening tonight.
Y/N was enjoying the dance. The music was great, and everyone was in good spirits celebrating someones 25th mission. Harry was ever the gentlemen, buying her a drink and making sure she was okay. She liked Harry. He was kind, funny and charming, dispite his issues with air sickness that everyone cruely made fun of him for. She sat at a table with some of the other nurses and a few soldiers. 'Would you like another drink?' Harry asked her, noticing her empty glass. 'Oh I'm fine, thank you Harry.' 'How about a dance?' his hopeful smile was too much for her. 'I'd love to.' They made their way to the dance floor, a lively jazz song being played by the band. Harry wasnt the best dancer, but he had fun and made her have fun too, which was the most important part.
After their dance, Y/N needed to catch her breath. It was then she looked up at the clock and saw the time. 'I didnt realise it was so late! I better get going.' 'I'll walk you home.' Harry said, holding out his elbow to her. 'Oh thats very kind Harry, but theres no need. I'm going to head to the infirmary to check on some patients before I go to bed. You stay with they guys and enjoy the party.' 'Are you sure?' Y/N could sense some dissapointment in his tone, but chose to ignore it with a warm smile. 'I'm sure. Enjoy yourself.' She gave him a kiss on the cheek, and headed for the door. JUst as she was about to leave, she remembered she was meant to grab something...
At midnight he was still awake. He knew the party would be ending soon. He thought of Crosby walking Y/N home. Ever the gent. What if he tried to kiss her? would she accept his kiss? He hoped not. What if she did? He couldnt help picture Harry Crosby with his hands on Y/N, kissing. Hands moving to places he would sell his soul to touch. He was fit to scream. He couldnt hack it. Just when he was about to bang his head against the wall to rid himself of the terrifying mental images, he heard a voice. 'I'm not too late am I?' I'm hallucinating, Bucky thought. The pain meds must be very strong tonight. Y/N stood at the foot of his bed. Wearing a beautiful red dress, hair in flowing waves. Red lipstick he would love to smudge. 'What are you doing here? Weren't you at the dance?' She smiled, 'I was, but when it was almost over I thought I'd come check on you. Not that you deserve it. You were very cranky earlier.' 'I'm sorry Y/N I-' she cut him off 'There's no need to appologise. Physical therapy can be very difficult. Your body has been through a lot it's okay if it takes time to recover.' She was a literal angel. After how poorly he treated her, she still showed him so much empathy. More than he deserved. Even after her date with Croz, here she was checking in on him. 'Thank you. There's no need to check on me though. I'm fine. You should head back.' She moved closer while pulling a paper bag from behind her back. 'The dance is over now. Besides, I think theres about two chapters of Great Gatsby left. I brought some treats for us to eat while we read it.' She pulled out two small pieces of cake from the bag, white frosting on each piece with jam in the middle. 'You wouldn't tell me what kind of cake you liked, turns out it didnt matter because by the time I got to it this was all that was left anyway.' Cake? She had brought him cake? She was at the dance, with another man, and she thought about bringing him cake in the middle of the night? Bucky almost cried. 'You didn't have to do that, thank you. That's very kind.' She looked at the chair next to his bed. Her back already hurt before she even sat on it. 'Do you mind moving over a little? That chair is horrendous.'
Bucky was sure he heard her wrong. She wanted to sit in the bed with him? He stuttered out a response as he slowly moved as much as he could in the small bed. 'Sure, be my guest.' She sat beside him with her back againt the headboard. The sides of their bodies touching from their shoulders to their ankles. If Bucky's heart wasnt racing before, it was now. She handed him his piece of cake and picked up the book. 'It was when curiosity about Gatsby was at its highest that the lights in his house failed to go on one Saturday night....' She read to him, occasionally taking a break to bite into her cake. They sat like that, eating and reading, with Bucky never taking his eyes off of her beautiful face. Slowly, his tired eyes fluttered closed. He dreamed of cake, Gatsby's mansion, and her.
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prettyniji · 2 years
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hello hello!! i really love your works, you're doing amazing and i'm so excited to see more of your works in the future! <3 SO! may i request luxiem + shoto with their s/o that has a very high chipmunk like voice and always shys away from singing because they say their voice isn't good but then they get a batsu which is having to sing? then when they sing, they can control their voice vv well and can make it deep (kinda like enna and millie voice range). i hope this request makes sense! i'm very sorry if it doesn't ;;
authors note: thank you for the request honey !! your request makes perfect sense dont worry, i hope it's to your standards ! (。・ω・。)ノ♡
all writing is mine and mine only !! no reposting ,,, this isnt proofread very well sorry for any mistakes <3
characters: vox akuma; mysta rias; ike eveland; luca kaneshiro; shu yamino; shxtou
⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆
˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ luxiem + shoto with a high-voiced s/o ˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗
ʚɞ vox akuma ʚɞ
when vox first got the notification for your voice tweet he was already jumping on his bed in excitement, but the second he clicked play and heard your singing he started ascending and rolling around his bed ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )
he would fill the replies of the tweet of him shouting about how amazing your voice is and how nice your voice sounds, poor kindred getting the notification for every tweet ;;;;;;;;;;;
would die and talk about how shocked he is that you can switch your voice up on one of his drunk streams, ranting about how proud he is that you finally were comfortable enough to sing for your audience, even if it was a batsu hehe
definitely would urge you to do karaoke streams or even collab with him for a karaoke stream, inviting you on his new talk show to talk about all sorts of things, including your voice ♡(੭´͈ ᐜ `͈)੭
ʚɞ mysta rias ʚɞ
mysta would listen to your batsu on stream, talking about how he expected your voice to sound sweet and cute, and so when he clicked play and heard your singing he was shocked to say the least
he would be sitting staring at his screen, eyes moving back and forth from chat and his screen, jaw dropped, as chat flies by on his screen shouting about how shocked they are
he then continues to gawk over your voice for the next 20 minutes, whenever he tries to change the subject he somehow always comes back to how he wants you to make an entire album, fuck maybe even make 20 albums (just for him tho)
when his stream is over he runs into your shared room and grabs your shoulders, shaking you and loudly asking you why you haven't sang for him before and if you can sing him to sleep for the rest of his life !!!
he definitely makes you sing with him any time possible to get you to be more confident in your voice so you can show everyone your amazing voice ‎٩(⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝)و̣̩⋆̩
ʚɞ ike eveland ʚɞ
this novelist single handedly created duality !
he heard you film the batsu as he made you film it in front of him the second he found out you had to do one (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)
the second you started singing, your novelist boyfriend was looking at you with such big heart eyes you had to look away or else you wouldnt be able to sing because you were smiling so hard
as soon as you posted the batsu, your boyfriend sat next to you, eyes on yours as his hand strokes your cheek, "your voice sounds amazing älskling"
he would constantly ask you to join his karaoke streams and talk to his chat about how well your voice compliments his, and even asks you to make a cover with him, which goes viral because of how good your voices sound together ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
ʚɞ luca kaneshiro ʚɞ
like ike, our mafia boss would be sat right next to you while you film the batsu, in fact he would probably be the one to make you do the batsu in the first place (≖ᴗ≖ ✿)
your followers would probably be able to hear him making happy noises and loudly smiling (is that possible?) by your side as you sing
they'd also hear him tackle you in a hug and kiss all over your face, happy he was finally blesssed enough to hear your singing
our big scary mafia boss would talk your ear off about how amazing your voice is and is suddenly planning all 300 covers he has decided you will do together, and all the karaoke streams you guys will do together because your boyfriend has decided he will not go another day without listening to your voice
so have fun singing every song he puts on with him (๑ •ﻌ•๑ )
ʚɞ shu yamino ʚɞ
i imagine shu would be streaming and not see your batsu tweet until his chat tells him to go look at it, so he does when he realises his entire chat is telling him to go look at it
as he's going to your profile he tells his chat how he hasn't heard your singing voice as you're shy about it, and he's excited to hear how you sound
the second he hears your deep and stable singing voice he falls in love with you all over again, wanting to hear it alwasy and hear you cover every song on the planet (๑˃́ꇴ˂̀๑)
he'd continue his game for a bit and then tell his chat he's going to get a drink, leaving to go check on you and tell you how much he loves your voice and how he's so proud that you felt comfortable enough to share your amazing voice with the world (but he kinda wants to be the only one to hear your voice)
as soon as he gets back to his stream he talks about you and your voice for veeeeery long, showing you off to the point clippers have content to last them a year (∩˃o˂∩)★
ʚɞ shoto ʚɞ
shoto would definitely be the one to set the batsu, thinking of himself quite generous because he could have made you do much worse ..... Ψ(`▽´)Ψ
he would be with you in a call while you filmed the batsu, so you could hear his live reaction to your batsu, which was him squealing and just making shoto noises (you know the noises..)
shoto would continue to go on and on about how amazing your voice is and how proud he is to be able to call you his s/o, making you half die because of how cute he is and how embarrassed he is making
you can definitely count on his next few tweets and streams being all about you and how surprised he was to hear the difference in your voice, and how much he wishes to collab with you on stream more to sing for both of your audiences
as soon as he sees you irl he gives you the most suffocating hug and purposely plans to bring you to karaoke with just him so he can hear more of your voice and praise you, telling you that you should be so much more confident and that your voice is the best he's ever heard (ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ.゚
thank you so much for reading and have a good day !! ♡´・ᴗ・`♡
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gideongrovel · 3 months
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5, 12, and 13 for the Insert Lore asks!
Sunnyyyyyyy thank you!! 😁😁😁
5. does your self insert have any special powers or abilities? Answered here :)
12. how would the fandom view your character? Well not to be a negative nancy but fandom spaces tend to ignore black characters so most probably wouldnt think much of him💀 And then there would be the toxic/phobic fans would probs treat him how they treat Y/amato (like misgendering and such)😬 But on the positive side!! he would also be loved deeply by fans who do have it as a fave!! Like the fans he would have, they would be so die hard!! They would love him and B/rook together as well, they would be on many of fans "underrated ships" t/iktok edits 😂 Also any edits/gif sets people make of the grown ups of the crew he'd be included, since i notice people like making those as well lol
13. does your self insert have any information about their family? He grew up with his Uncle on his human side, since his parents left him there to keep him safe, Gideon isnt told this yet but the actually reason is because his parents are part of the R/evolutionary A/rmy,,, And they couldnt look after him while doing that,,, although Gideon doesnt know this atp, He is just told since he looks more human then m/ink he should stay with the human side of the family,,,, His Uncle doesnt know much about it either, he just knows vaguely his brother and sister-in-law are doing important work of some kind,,,, But not knowing his parents he basically sees his uncle as a father (uncle, mom, or dad dont have names yet- im working on it still lmaooo) He honestly feels indifferent (tho more neg) about his birth parents during this time before setting sail But during S/abaody when K/uma yeets the crew their separate ways, he actually sends Gideon to an island where his parent establish a small community of M/inks and Humans (so other mix species couples, and like hybrid characters born from those couples live there) Gideon stays there during the 2 year time skip,,, His parents aren't on the island anymore, nor have they been in years, No one on this island has heard news from them in a while- however!! Some individuals do reveal the information that Gideon's parents are part of the R/evolutionary A/rmy! This conflicts Gideon, but also comforts him know that they didnt leave him on purpose,,, (Tho he doesnt know if they are still alive or not atp) He also learns more about his powers and abilities from the other M/inks while he is there, so knowing the reason he has electric powers, as well as why he feels stronger when seeing a full moon (he learns about S/ulong forms as well) He learns about what the others mixed m/inks can and cant do with their powers as well as other animal that m/inks can be,,,, He also learns about "garchu" during this time 🥰🥰🥰
During the time skip R/obin actually ends up meeting Gideon's parents during her journeys,,,, Once the crew comes together again, She informs Gideon that its parents are alive and they know of its pirating adventures (Since they've seen his wanted poster and such in the news) Gideon again doesnt really know how to feel about it,,, still indifferent (more neutral then negative now) he is glad to know theyre at lease alive,,,
Also after the timeskip during Z/ou he feels even more comradery, meeting some distant relatives/cousins even! He learns even more about M/ink culture! Also he condones his fellow dog m/inks biting on B/rook,,, the other dog m/inks are like "wow you're so lucky!" 🤭
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bridgyrose · 1 year
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I have what may be a unique prompt suggestion for you:
Team RWBY's weapons have suddenly disappeared one day. On the next day, they meet new transfer students whom are called Crescent Rose, Myrtenaster, Gambol Shroud, and Ember Celica.
(Yes, these transfer students ARE the weapons given human form)
(I changed the names up slightly, but I think it still fits.)
“Ruby, what did you do with our weapons?” Weiss asked as she rummaged through the closet to find her missing rapier. “It was funny for the first ten minutes, but now we’re going to be late to class.” 
Ruby paused for a moment, the dresser she held back from falling over starting to get heavy as her arms shook. “What… makes you think… its my fault?” 
“You’re the one who takes our weapons for surprise maintenance. So where did you put them?” 
“I put them back.” Ruby dropped the dresser with a loud *thud*. “I dont know what happened to them after.” 
Weiss rolled her eyes and angrily grabbed the sheath Myrtenaster normally stayed in. “And yet, its missing.” 
“And that’s why I chose something small that I can hide and keep close,” Yang said as she moved the pillow from her bed. She paused, then lowered the pillow back down. “Except now Ember Celica is missing…” 
Weiss winced as she heard the class bell ring, then pulled out her scroll to check her classes for the day. “On the brightside, we dont have Goodwitch today, which gives us a bit of time to figure out where Ruby misplaced-” 
“Its not my fault this time, I swear!” Ruby called out. 
“-weapons so we can be ready for tomorrow.” Weiss finished packing her pack and sighed as she looked over one of the books. “I’d rather not tell Father I lost my weapon already. There’s no way he’s going to replace it and  trying to remake my grandfather’s rapier is going to take forever.” 
“That’s why you have us to help.” Yang swung her pack onto her back and smiled a bit. “Ruby and I are experts at making weapons and can help out with all the hard stuff if we need to. And worst case, I’m sure Ozpin will let us borrow a few training weapons if we need to.” 
Weiss nodded and stuck her book back into her pack, her heart starting to beat faster as she tried to calm herself with a few, deep breaths. “R-right, everything will work out. No one will need to know that we lost our weapons.” 
“Everything will be just fine-” Ruby slammed into a girl wearing a red dress and her hair pulled back into a long ponytail. She picked herself up and sighed. “S-sorry about that. I didnt see you there.” 
“Its alright,” the girl said as she picked herself up and started to brush off her dress. “I might be a bit lost looking for my team. You wouldnt happen to have seen Veil or Martyn around, would you? They left me behind again while making their way to class.” 
Ruby shook her head. “I dont know anyone by that name.” She turned to her team. “Do you guys?” 
Yang and Blake shook their heads while Weiss took a longer look at the girl in front of them. Besides the dress and long hair, she almost looked similar to Ruby, including silver eyes. Though she wore a small moon brooch instead of crosses like her team leader to hold her cloak steady. “I dont, MIss…” 
“Luna,” the girl answered quickly. She sighed and pulled out her scroll to pull up a map of the school. “I should get to class though. First day here as a transfer student and I’m still not sure where to go.” 
“Who do you have first?” 
“Professor Oobleck for history.” 
Weiss nodded and smiled at her. “We’re heading that direction too. We can show you where to go.” 
Ruby quickly moved next to Weiss and whispered. “Shouldnt we be looking for our weapons first?” 
“After we help a visiting student find her way,” Weiss snapped quietly. “We should at least get to know them.” 
“Thanks!” Luna said as she grabbed her backpack. “And maybe we’ll run into the rest of my team there too!” 
Weiss nodded and started to make her way to class, eyes still watching Luna. The red and black dress she wore she still couldnt seem to place as to why it seemed so familiar. Black dots lined the sleeves and a few black lines went down her sides and back in no discernable pattern. Though, it was the rose emblem that seemed embroidered on her left side that threw her off. The same emblem that Ruby wore and placed on her weapon. 
*Of course its not anything that crazy,* Weiss thought to herself. “Just a coincidence.” 
“You noticed it too?” Yang asked in a quiet whisper as she pointed to the rose emblem. “The only people I know who wear that are Ruby and my mom. You dont think…” 
“That she’s your mom? Doubtful.” Weiss sighed and started to slow down a bit. “Though, the thought did cross my mind that she might be related to our missing weapons. She’s not wearing a uniform from the other schools, and if she is from Shade, then she’d have something to show that, right?” 
Yang shrugged. “Or its just a coincidence. For all I know, she could be related to Ruby as a distant cousin who also happens to use the same emblem.” 
Weiss nodded and motioned to the classroom for Luna. “And here we are.” 
Luna smiled and rushed in. “And there’s my team! Thanks for all the help!” 
Weiss nodded, then paused when she finally saw who Luna was running to. A white-haired gentleman wearing a white suit with red, blue, black, yellow, and purple markings around his pockets, stood at his desk talking to a cat faunus with purple eyes and ribbons tied at the end of her ponytail, and girl who shared a striking resemblance to Yang, though with darker skin and a robe that looked more like a keikogi. “That’s your team?” 
Luna nodded and smiled and pointed to each member starting with the gentleman. “Meet Martyn Aster, our team leader, Veil Frolic, Ember Celica, and I’m Luna Rose.” 
Yang, Blake, and Ruby stood in shock as they looked everyone over, finally starting to realize just who they were looking at. Yang was the first to speak as she made her way to Ember, recognizing the bangles on her wrists and the flair her keikogi gave around the sleeves. “Ember… Celica?” 
Ember grinned. “Thanks for bringing Luna here. Normally she gets a bit shy, but she seems to be alright with you. Must be something about you she likes.” 
Weiss looked Martyn over, recognizing the schnee emblem around the bottom of his coat and striking blue eyes that almost seemed to reflect the light like cold steel. “Maybe… I’m not as crazy as I think.”
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jayzissleppy · 11 months
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i'll wait forever..
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✧・゚: *✧・゚:* 🫧 *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
includes ; hongjoong x reader, your ex boyfriends brother trope, hongjoong has been in love with you for months, confessions, fluff and a little speck of angst pet names: princess
a/n ; i literally wrote this on call with my friend while we were just fooling around writing diary entry's and i decided to edit and publish it !
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summary: your boyfriend seongwha cheated on you hours before and you thought you needed some air, so while you sat on your porch at night taking in the silence, you received a visitor.
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you sat out on the porch of your house. you needed air, and a lot. this would probably be the most agonising night you'd ever have... he cheated. seongwha cheated.. and not with just anyone... the girl he told you not to worry about.
while zoning out with the cold air and silence you heard a knock on the window and turned to see where its from..
"y/n.. are you okay?' it was hongjoong. seongwha's younger brother.
"did he send you here." you replied sternly. 
"no, i came here on my own"
"well you shouldn't have."
"i brought you your favourite snacks" he said lightly throwing a basket with a pink bow to your poarch. 
"...." 
"where my thank you?" he said.. i could hear the smile in his voice.. the smile that always taunted me when i was over... the smile i fell for. 
"thank you.."  
"so, can i come up?" he said already almost at top
"i dont mind.." you replied.
your breath hitched as he got closer to the top.. his blue hair glowing under the moonlight.. you immediately felt comfortable..you were safe with him.
"why are you crying, princess?" 
"hongjoong.."
he sat next to you, taking your face in both of his hands. 
"your going to be okay"
you cried.. cried.. and cried and who sat there for you while i cried. hongjoong..
"princess.." he said, you could hear the worry in his voice 
"dont cry over a man who didnt deserve you" 
"but he was the only man who made me feel like i was worthy of being loved.." you replied wiping your tears.
"i guess you never looked my way.." he lightly laughed.
"what.." you said, breathless.
"y/n.. ive been here, ive loved you. i love your smile when you look at me, even if it was as just friends.. i love the way your laugh echoes through the walls even if it wasnt for me. i love when you dress up for pretty dates, dates i only wish i took you on.. y/n. ive loved you."
"... hongjoong"
"i know this isnt the right time and im sorry but i cant let you cry over someone so shitty..you only deserve the best.. even if its not me. i was and forever will be lucky to have loved a girl like you"
"..hongjoong.."
"i know its bad but-"
"hongjoong!... let me finish.." you sigh "i regretted ever moment i stepped into that house and it wasnt for you, every time i got dolled up i thought how you'd react. i only came on somedays cause i knew seongwha wouldnt be home.. i came there for you."
"... your not kidding right?" he said shaking
"hongjoong.. im not ready to be in another relashinship yet and especially with my ex's brother, but.. if your ever willing to wait for me, please do.."
"ill wait for as long as you need, ill sit up and watch the moon dissapear and the sun rise, id wait till the end of the earth if it means i get to love you"
you take his hand in yours, his hands are freezing. 
"should we head inside?" you ask pulling him up off the ground
"id like that" he says with that loving smile on his face
*bzz...bzzz* 
hongjoongs phone screen lights up 
 .hwa is calling
you look up at him signaling he can answer
"where are you" seongwha asks
"why do you care.."
" you better not be with her"
"sorry but he is, i mean..why wouldn't he be." you say into the phone, ending the call.
you take his hand and lead him inside your room. 
"do you need a hoodie?, your freezing" 
"..."
"what are you looking at me like that for you"
"your..wow."
"what" you say giggling
"y/n, im being so serious right now, but i dont think i can wait. please. "
".."
you lean up and give him a quick kiss on his check.
"wait just a little longer?"you say smiling up at him. 
he tackles you onto your bed, digging his face into your neck gigling.
"ill wait forever for you"
note: i know this was short but im working on another book right now and i just wanted to leave t his here, please be nice with the criticism, i didnt have much motivation to write this, as i said i wrote it for fun on call with my friend, thank you for taking the time to read this !
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Bowser and Peach Story Part 2
Part 1
Bowser had been sleeping, but it wasnt anything new to him, he slept a lot lately due to the medicine Kamek gave him. Mario had kicked his ass good and he hated him for it. It wasnt like he wasnt used to it but this time the plumber had gone to far, he remembers before blacking out Mario stalking over to his children, the seven of them shaking Ludwig in front of them arms outstretched like it would protect them. Then Peach, beautiful, wonderful Peach coming to their side and kneeling down beside them, he heard no words but saw them all nod and they stayed put as she left with Mario.
That's what woke him up, a nightmare of the situation gone wrong of Mario not listening to Peach, of Peach getting their to late or too soon that a blast hits her.
He shook his head, he wouldnt think of it now. The Koppa King got his crutch and started to walk through the strangely quiet castle, it made his heart thump in his chest. Normally the quiet was calming to others but when you have seven children and your house is quiet it's almost never a good sign.
"Jr?" Bowser called out. "Wendy? Lemmy? Iggy?"
Then he heard it the sound of the airship coming in, if he wasnt so worried about them he would go out to strangle and scream at them for doing something so dangerous.
Bowser hobbled out to the airship space and nearly tripped over his own feet, Jr had landed it perfectly and his children and Peach were all safe.
Peach looked over at him and nearly jumped at the condition he was in, Bowser made no attempt to hide it of course but with how bad it was, the Princess was worried that it was much worse.
The strong Koppa shifter was in his human form, dark almond skin and fiery eyes (the right one swollen) starred at her in shock, his shirt was off revealing his "dad bod" and the multiple scratches and swelling bruises.
Bowser had several wrappings around his left arm and his right hand was in a cast.
Still, Peach gave him a warm smile that had the same affect on him that it had since day one.
Bowser blushed and turned away, it made Peachs' heart jump to see that at least some parts of him were ok.
Peach walked to Bowser and stopped a mere feet in front of him he looked down at her and watched her curtsey.
"Hello your highness." She said
And Bowser laughed, with his good arm he pulled the Princess to his chest moved so he could rest his forehead on hers.
"Hello my beautiful, caring, bride-to-be."
"Bowser." Peach scolded, "Don't call me that, especially in front of the kids you'll get their Hope's up."
"Disapointment builds character Peach my dear." Bowser said pulling away from her.
"Mama!" Bowser Jr. Said "We're putting your stuff up!"
"Oh dears you dont-"
"RUN FOR IT SHE'S GONNA TELL US NOT TO!" Ludwig screamed.
And the Koppa kids were off like a shot all except Wendy who wanted to show her father her new necklace.
"Wendy!" Bowser said shockingly "Tell me you didn't steal that."
"I gave it to her," Peach said calming to Bowser with a gentle hand on his arm.
"I have gifts for everyone including you." She told Bowser, Bowser didnt know weather to puff with pride or blush.
"What is it?" He asked.
"A nurse." She said. "Now let me help you back to your room, your leaning to much on your crutch and if I remember correctly that means your foot is hurting too much to give it weight. Is that correct?"
Bowser looked away from the princess Wendy, laughed and nodded to Peach who gave Bowser a stern look.
Wendy giggled and ran off to tell her siblings.
"Dont tell them about the presents!" Peach called out.
"Ok Mama!" Wendy yelled behind her.
So," Bowser asks watching Peach from afar "When should we be expecting Mario?"
"Not ever as far as I'm aware." Peach says reading through the list of injuries and treatments.
"He isn't...coming to save you?"
"I wasn't kidnapped." Peach says looking back at Bowser, "I came at my own will and I will be staying at my own will for as long as needed."
Bowser raised an eyebrow at her boldness and Peach flushed looking away for just a moment.
"So long as you're alright with it." Peach says.
"Yes." Bowser says, with a small smile forming on his lips.
"I'm perfectly alright with it."
After a few moments of silence Peach moves to sit on the end of the bed, Bowser sits and watches wondering if this is a dream. Peach feels Bowsers eyes on her knowing what he's thinking.
"You're starring." Peach says. "It's unbecoming of a King."
"I'm an evil King." Bowser says, "I don't play by your rules."
"I'm here on business matters only." Peach states.
"How on earth will you be able to take care of your kingdom and me?"
"I'm having any and all documents that need looking over sent here."
Bowser shook his head with a toothy grin, Peach looked back at him and gave a smile back to him.
"You amaze me with your brains." Bowser said.
"It says here you haven't eaten today." Peach says looking over the chart.
"What would you like?"
"You."
"BOWSER!" Peach yelped as her face went red, she nearly stormed out of the room if it wasnt for seven children entering as soon as she screamed.
"What did you do to Mama Peach!?" Bowser Jr. Yelled.
"Were you kids eastdropping?" Bowser asked.
"GET THE KOPPA!"
And the seven little ones went to their father with no weapons but every careful attempt to avenge their "Mama".
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merscylilith · 2 years
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All theories about Mikey and Takemichi
(Including Kisaki's real plan and the theories about Takemichi being part of Toman founder)
contains manga spoiler⚠️
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The parallel of this Mikey and Haru, make me think that, why Sanzu's scars had to be on his side mouth and with half-diamond shape. If the accusation of Haru broke the airplane model was a merely triggered, that's mean, Sanzu got his scars not because of that. It seems like, Mikey's dark impulse is controlled by someone else. Not to mention, that Sanzu got excited to see the " other Mikey ", it seems like Sanzu had something to do with "the other Mikey ", as if Mikey's dark impulse is his comfort and the satisfication of him getting on that.
And what Sanzu meant by karma (destiny) ? Those word seems like delivered directly to Mikey's dark impulse. Cant wait for the flashback of Sanzu's scars.
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Do you get deja vu ? I did understand how's Mikey felt when he heard people cheer Toman. He is the founder and ex-captain of Toman, listen to your ex-subordinate cheering really triggered him. Mikey disband Toman for everyone good sake, he lost his family and friends because of he being the Invicible Mikey Toman, of course, a lot of gang try to sabotage him. It felt like, you got betrayed by your own past. Mikey really wanted to forget about Toman because those brought his trauma upfront. That's how the dark impulse activate. I dont blame him, he got a lot of burden and trauma, even though he in wrong side, but just like he said "the other me wouldnt know what is wrong and right ".
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I have seen no one pay attention to the Kisaki's real plan. Before these, we might thinking of Mikey fallen into the darkness because of his family and friends gone, but remember when Mikey still held his head high ? He might have to be strong in front of anyone but surely he will broken down once everyone out of his sight. In which, every Kisaki's plans doesnt responsible of Mikey fallen into the darkness, Kisaki only wanted Mikey to make him to the top with Toman's name. I would says, Mikey doesnt mind to let Kisaki did whatever he wanted, because in every timeline, doesnt matter, his friends stay alive or not, he will be always in the darkness in the future, which means, someone silently dragging Mikey into that darkness. I would says Sanzu is the one that responsible for Mikey in the darkness, as he never be seen in any timeline, even though there are the meeting of Toman's executive( TokRev anime Ep 24) but Sanzu never been spotted. Isnt he should be there?
Sanzu sneaking behind Kisaki's plans, he and Kisaki both have different goals, Sanzu wanted to be Mikey's right hand man and Kisaki wanted to be on the top with Mikey's power. Kisaki plan is really good idea for Sanzu manipulate Mikey into something that no one care about him something like, everyone just wanted use Mikey for his power.
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The blank spot. Takemichi seems like he forgotten everything about his past in og timeline. Now, to think of that, after he got time leapt, the disadvantages of time leaping, certain of his memories were being erased. Blank spot always be there whenever Toman Founder gathered, it doesnt make sense, i know but to think that Takemichi and the others probably forgotten the memories in order to save Mikey ( who's got his karma) , might highly have the possibilities of Takemichi one of Toman founder.
And here :
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The thing was, Takemichi got into Toman not because he really wanted to but, to save Toman, in order to save Mikey. Because the cause death of Hina was definitely was Kisaki's cruelty, so, there should be no point of Takemichi stay in the past after Kisaki die but then, Takemichi realized that the one he should save was Mikey, because the bond between them stronger as if they connected to one another.
Takemichi says, that he left his friends behind after he graduated from middle school, causes by he got bullied. Isnt it weird that if Takemichi never been encoutered with deliquents at least, once ? Even he doubt why he turn into that kind of lifestyle in original future, because he left his friends and purse to the other path, i just wanna says, memories could be false sometimes, it was mind trick.
Takemichi seems to love Toman so much as if, he born to be in Toman, not exactly, but as if he's part of Toman Founder.
Why did Takemichi left Toman after he became 1st Division Captain? Did he turn to the real Takemichi in past after he time leaping to the future? I do realized one thing, Takemichi either become the cruel Toman executive or not being related to Toman at all in the future, whereas he was part of Toman in the future. So, why did Takemichi left Toman ?
Im pretty sure that Takemichi have something to do with him being a deliquent in the past before he time leapt, even thougj he claimed that he left his oldself in the past, choose different path.
And how, Mikey knew the brawl happened between Kiyomasa amd Takemichi at the time ? That's why i assume Mikey and Takemichi have a special deep connection going around between them. It feels like, Takemichi in mission to save Mikey, and that have been planned by the real mastermind behind all of these.
Takemichi could be the erased Toman Founder as the diadvantege him time leaping. That's why the spirit of Takemichi as Toman, really stronger than anyone.
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Everyone was thinking about Toman being fucked up in the future but Takemichi was always thinking about Mikey. The unparallel of Takemichi's perspective with others. He thought they wanted to screw up Mikey by killing his family and friends, but they just wanted Toman. We can see everything in manila Mikey chapter, where Mikey looks totally find ( actually, even though in deep isnide he must be sad ) but not as bad as he in Bonten. Manila Mikey kills everyone include his friends to find Takemichi but still in good condition, while Kisaki and Izana took over Toman, and here, both Kisaki and Izana doesnt have any intention to bring Mikey to the darkness, MEANWHILE Mikey in Bonten totally screw up, while he still have all his friends living their good life, and isnt Mikey should be happy as he promised that his friends gonna live a good life in future ?
But then, why only Mikey live that way ? This explained everything the real reason behind Mikey fall into the darkness.
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Kisaki wanted Toman breed to the darkness to make Toman on top but not Mikey. He might be manipulated Mikey in order to bring Toman into the top. But remember, Mikey not easily got tricked by Kisaki's manipulation, he knew what's Kisaki up to.
Akkum once said, " When Mikey changed, Toman changed ". So, Takemichi have to save Mikey, so that Toman save and then, Hina save. But in reality, the death of Hina never been related to Toman, but only Kisaki.
So, which part make Mikey really fall into the darkness ?
He seems totally fine when his family and baji gone, even though he felt sad inside. But again, Mikey always be in the darkness in every timeline, either with Kisaki or Izana death.
But Mikey in other timeline were nothing compare in he's in Bonten. The one that really wanted to become Mikey's right hand was finally showed up.
Everything was related to 2nd time leaper.
Kisaki surely knew something about the time leaping ad also, Sanzu seems know about the existence time leaper. At this point, Sanzu knew who's the other time leaper( either him or someone else ), after he discovered Takemichi leaping the time, so , to be claer he knew there are 2 people leaping the time.
Not gonna lie, Sanzu seems so desperate to not save Mikeu from the darkness, and also, about something related to Mikey's dark impulse, as if he wanted the other Mikey awaken.
Still waiting a development of Hanma suprised everyone with his shinigami ability.
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hi!
what do you think about the whole race changing while shifting debate? do you think it makes sense? im just trying to get some outside opinions away from shiftok.
 hey heyyy!! (i might rant and this might be a long answer hope you dont mind khfdksfh) so im not extremely familiar with that specific debate - what i know and what i can respond to is one of the arguments people make and that is that they usually have an issue when someone wants to change their race in their dr. (if im wrong and you wanted a completely different answer to a completely different question send me another ask i will gladly reply!!!) okay honestly im genuinely not trying to be rude and idk if this is an unpopular opinion but i find this discourse to be honestly a waste of time, words and thought when there are so many other important things to discuss when it comes to shifting let’s first dissect the concept of reality shifting - so reality shifting is mostly based on the multiverse theory which includes and mentions that whatever you can think or imagine already exists in another reality which in turn makes all these realities have an infinite number. okay so...if we can imagine an infinite number of realities then shouldnt it also be true that in many of these realities you are different kinds of people - people you consider bad, people you consider good, different gender, sexuality.....RACE so my first point is if you believe in shifting and you think there are infinte realities then it would make 0 sense to also think that it is bad to shift in a reality where you are a different race - because you literally already are and that version exists. (there are many theories on the fact that we as people are just one consciousness and absolutely every single other person you see - NO MATTER WHO THEY ARE OR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE - are one and the same. but you have probably heard of that already and its too long to get into) my second point is not really a point moreso a question and that is - why is this even considered a ‘‘bad thing’‘ to do? why is it okay for you to change so many things but not that (for example your gender) -  it just makes no sense for it to be inherently a bad thing yk? wouldnt it be actually a good thing since you would first of all gather more experience then understand others better and experience different cultures and points of view? it honestly sounds like an enriching experience and tbh its your dr and as long as you are not harming other living beings i dont think there is a problem? and tbh even if you are harming others people cannot stop you and people in general will not know what you did because it is in a different reality? (unless obvs you share it online) and also tbh that being said im contradicitng myself since a version of you harming others exists so... is it bad to shift there? i honestly dont know maybe it is and maybe it is not. its a very gray are and i dont think there is one specific answer for that it just largely depends on many factors - and i also think that is part of the answer here - it just depends on many different factors. people are just incredibly sensitive to the most ridiculous things and are starting to care and put their attention in places where it shouldn’t be put in - because it is actually distracting you from bigger problems that exist in the world but that is a different discussion for another day lmao  tldr - SO YEAH i think its okay have fun with it but ofc be respectful to people fhkfdss also im sorry if i gave a bad answer im really bad with these kinds of stuff and i have quite murky swampy morals and opinions soo..YEAH  GOODBYE AND HAVE A NICE DAY or night and good luck on your shifting journeyyy
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thebaileyam · 4 months
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I have known my friend M since 6th grade. It has been 12 years. I introduced her to our friend K. I have known K for 19 years. When M got married I knew that our friendship would cool down as she had kids. She would get busy and my place in her life would get replaced. I dont hold it against her or the kids. I just wouldnt fit in anymore. We could see each other in a couple years.
What I didn't think would sour our relationship would be my autism. She had her first kid in April. The last time we talked on the phone was March. We have only seen each other 3 times. I thought she was just busy. But M is always talking to K who is my roommate. They evem get together a lot.
K told me that M has been avoiding me. M is upset that I am not excited enough about baby stuff. Not that I am not supportive, but not excited. I have never liked kids. She is upset that I dont want to hold her baby. I dont like touching people. Before the baby was born I said I wasn't interested in babysitting a baby. Then talked about fun things we (including the baby) could do together. What she heard was that I dont want to be in her or her kids lives. Instead of talking to me about this she just cut me out. And K knew all this. A lot of her problems with me and her babys relationship are caused by her or just my autism. Both M and K are not happy with olmy relationship with the baby. I am not treating the baby bad. I am just not 10000000% in love and always wanting to touch the baby. I have only met the baby 3 times. M and K know I have trouble making emotional connections with people. I dont have an emotional connection with my aunts, uncles, or cousins THAT I SEE MULT TIME A YEAR. When M, K, myself and the baby got together I was constantly pressured to hold or touch the baby. K even played this fun game where she would push the baby at me and laugh as I avioded touching the baby.
I am not mad at M for not talking to me as much as we have in the past, or for not seeing me as often. She had a new baby to deal with. I am not mad that she had trouble reaching out to me as I know (not from her) that post pardam has been kicking her ass and that she cold turkeyed her meds. I am not mad that she though that K could give her the emotional help she needed. I am not mad that K gave her what she needed. I am mad and hurt that they both forgot who and what I am. That when they set those goals that they forgot we are not all playing the same game. I am hurt because 12 YEARS of history and knowing who I am did nothing. I am mad that they forgot that I am autistic. Both M and K are neurodivrse. M has dyslexia, ADHD, and bipolar. K has ADHD and her sister is on the spectrum. I dont understand why those who would normal advocate for autism have suddenly forgotten it exists. I know I can be hard to deal with. That I say things that arnt ment to me rude but is. What I ask is that you tell me when I have fucked up so I can fix it. But they didnt and almost a year has passed. March 17 was the last day I talked to M on the phone. About a month before the baby. Its like the birth of the baby was going to magically make me allo.
It hurts that I am the one expected to fix all of this, when the only thing I did wrong was be autistic. I know that if I say I need time, I will be the bad guy. I have spent my life learning not to care when people judge me for my neuordivergence. I have seen it in the eyes of other kids when I dont do things in the ways they all know. I have seen it in the eyes of teachers who cant understand why I am having so much trouble. The eyes of my grandmother when she cant understand why I cant just do better. The eyes of my mother why I have once again forgotten something that I should of remembered AGAIN. In my father's eyes when I dont socialize like him ir others. I just never thought that of the few people whose opinions do matter, I would still fail in the way I always have.
I dont expect M or K to see this. M left tumblr long ago and K was never on. But for once I hope my thoughts can reach you in a way that you can understand them without you reading past what I have said.
Thank you to any who read. I just needed to fet this out somehow.
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nahalism · 1 year
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When I was a child I used to love to play “witches” and we would collect a bunch of plants and flowers sometimes we would braid them together other times we would make “healing potions”, you’re so right about kids being in tune with nature but maybe it’s just little girls haven’t heard of little boys being this inclined to nature/animals, not that it’s not possible but maybe it’s because nature is usually referred to as “mother” idk.. I feel like women are the closest thing to the what the concept of God is so 🤷🏻‍♀️
aww that game sounds so wholesome & its cool how it all comes so intuitively. like idk about you but theres certain games where i dont remember anyone making up or setting any rules. it was just like everyone understood the motive and started playing.
& im not sure i fully understood what you meant in the second half. i knew a few boys that enjoyed those games (&that are deeply into esoteric study now) & i think there always will be boys/men that enjoy those games. they just prob just felt shy in coming forward or sticking around once they did. idk about you but when i was a child & probably still to this day people were brutal & bullied tf out of anyone who displayed any kind of effeminate or masculine traits when they werent 'supposed' to, including being the only boy around girls/playing 'girls' games, or girl around boys/playing 'boys' games. i think that explains why its rarer to see, but i dont think it means the urge or will for it doesnt exist. also hunting/quest/adventure games etc is another form of what were talking about, its just a different expression of it. in regards to the mother nature thing, i personally feel the force/'thing' that makes all of this possible is beyond gender & whilst i understand why theres a lot of reference made to earth as 'mother' and in many ways i wouldnt dispute that at all, its masculine (electricity/assertive energy) and feminine (magnetic/receptive energy) coming together that creates electromagnetism & makes this all possible. to my mind it means that men and masculinity are just as vital to all of this as women and femininity are. & in the same way a being or thing with a masculine essence has an assertive nature, but still has receptive qualities & visa versa for the feminine, androgyny and fluidity of expression have a fundamental part to play in all this also
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My favorite Beach Bunny lyrics
Ranked from most to least chaotic
(now including Emotional Creature)
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YOURE ACTING LIKE YOUR DEADBEAT DAD!
IM PISSED OFF N̳O̳ ̳I̳M̳ ̳E̳N̳R̳A̳G̳E̳D̳
CAUSE IM TIRED OF GUESSING ON A BLURRED PHOTO- ARE YOU HANGING OUT WITH SOMONE ł ĐØ₦₮ ₭₦Ø₩
Sometimes I just wanna **̷A̷̷A̷̷H̷̷H̷̷H̷̷H̷̷H̷̷H̷**
WHEN WE'RE ALL ALONE IN YOUR BEDROOM, YOU CAME LIKE A REOCCURING DREAM
Maybe you would know by now IM THE GREATEST THING YOU COULD HAVE
THINK OF ME! ME! ME! 
you got in my pants then left my ass and made me cry
IM SORRY, IM TRYING. I HATE IT WHEN YOU CATCH ME CRYING
DO I LOOK LIKE HER? DOES SHE TALK LIKE ME!?
CAUSE HE WOULDNT HURT ME
CRY! CRY! CRY!
IF YOU WANT TO- KNOW ME- START BY TRYNA SHOW ME- THAT YOURE- WORTHY BABY- PROOVE THAT YOU CAN EARN ME!
you put a knife through me 𐌄𐌌Ꝋ𐌕𐌉Ꝋ𐌍𐌀𐌋𐌋𐌙
🅽🅾🆃 🆈🅾🆄🆁 🅿🆁🅾🅱🅻🅴🅼 🅽🅾🆃 🅼🆈 🅿🆁🅾🅱🅻🅴🅼
Every moment I fall to pieces. Every moment I fall a paAaAart 
BUT IF YOU WANT ME WHY CANT WE STILL BE TOGETHER? YOU'VE GOT PROBLEMS BUT I PROMISE THEYLL GET BETTER!
WAIT FOR THE PITFALL, HIT MY FACE ON A BRICK WALL
WHAT ARE YOU UP TOO, HAVE YOU CHANGED YOUR NUMBER! IVE BEEN TRYING TO CALL YOU, SINCE APRIL AND NOW ITS OCTOBER
IM NOT YOUR ᵖᵒˡˡʸ ᵖᵒᶜᵏᵉᵗ IN YOUR LOVERS LOCKET
oh, but i love falling apart. i love falling apart.
cause im some ᴮᴼᴼᴰᴰʸʸ'ˢˢ ᴰᴼᴼᴸᴸᴸᴸʸʸ
ʸᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵘᵘᵘᵘᵘᵘ'ᵛᵉ been such a jerk
can we go back to c͓̽a͓̽l͓̽i͓̽F͓̽O͓̽R͓̽N͓̽I͓̽A͓̽
MAYBE LOVE IS OVERᴿᴬᵀᴱᴰ
IVE BEEN REPLAYING THE SAME SONG FOR SIX Wᴱᴱᴷˢ TRYING TO FIND A PIECE OF YOUR HEARTBEAT. 
And I wonder, where's my, happy ever after
BOYS WILL BE BOYS BUT YOURE NOT LIKE THE Oᵀᴴᴱᴿ ONES
you know, you're better than that. but you can't respond when you react
Cause I know you miss me, and I'm always on your miiiiiiind
Mostly I'm okay with, having a few bad days. lᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒcked in my bedroom with my- hᵉᵉᵉᵉᵉᵃᵃᵃᵃᵃrt out on display
Most nights I hardly know myself. Sometimes I feel like someone else. 
cause i'm stressed depressed can't seem to find no closure
to feel accepted, people are bᵤᵤᵤᵤᵤᵢᵢᵢᵢᵢₗₗₗₗₗₜₜₜₜ for- acting like there's noth-ing wrong.
running away through the rain makes your socks wet
INSIDE THE SLEEVEOFAGREEN WIND BREAKER
if we keep score, bet my money that i'm losing
you always seem closer, in the rearview
need someone that isn't an equation 
I miss being certain, certainly I miss.
all of your apologies are only empty calories
I miss your mom
𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒎𝒊𝒅-𝒒𝒖𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒔
If you're gonna love me make sure that you do it right, I'll be under your window in the moonlight. 
the faster I run from the problem, the harder I fall.
teach me how to be ok. I dont wanna dₒₒₒₒₒᵥᵥᵥᵥᵥᵥᵥᵥₙₙₙₙ play my emotions
Why does my face turn rᵉᴱᵉᴱᵉᴱᵉd, when you look at me? 
you're just so confused
tired of tripping on my shoes.
my body's always aching
pressure pulsing, got to stick to routine normalcy
gushing eyes she replies 'you feel like summer'
I-love-your-voice-but-hate-the-way you talk of her consistently 
haven't done much sleeping cause lately i've been dreaming you'd break, my heart.
thirty days since you left me, and it's hard to see your point of view. 
who, am, I? Sometimes I get a little par-a-noid trying to figure it out. 
the problem is you think, youre only viable for love, when someone makes you feel complete
and i'm tired, of the world, perceiving me
An apology anthology 
humanize your equation
symptoms got me thinking that i'm, catching feelings
teach me how to be okay, i don't want to downplay my emotions. 
you win me like a trophy not a consolation prize
i know that sunburn goes away. the broken words i last heard still linger
even the moon cant maintain the same phase
𝒾 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒾𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒
rose colored lenses eventually crack
and i learn all the words to your daydreams, like i'm trying to sing karaoke
you're not sure, if gods real, but yet you say a prayer. hoping he still cares
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crazyalien87 · 2 years
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ok i hate the plot of avengers endgame bc it is shitty writing. so im gonna rant about it now. major spoilers ahead.
there are 2 big ass plot holes that make no fucking sense: 1, why they send nebula to where she was in the past? & 2, why tf didnt they fo and steal pym particles from pym BEFORE all the other time travel to get the stones?
the furst is the worst. why the fuck didnt these fucking idiots sit around and talk for more than like two minites when planning the time travel? oh my god. what the fuck. like im pretty dure nebula KNEW or at least suspected that she was there near to where starlord was. surely she would have at least suspected that sge might accidentally connect with her past self via wifi or whatever & then let thanos find out the whole time travel plan. wtf. it makes no sense that these several people including 2 geniuses who figured out the time travel, didnt think of that. i lnow they really wanna undo the snap already but damn. it's not like they have to hurry. they couldve thought ahout it for a week or at least a day. literally the only reason the movie was so godamn long with this fighting with thanos is because these fucking fools didnt plan well enough. they couldve just sent nebula somewhere. it's not like what her & cheadle did was that difficult. a 3 year old with a taser could do that. they just had to knock out starlord, get his lockpick, open the door, & grab the sphere. easy. although now. i just remembered that nebula hurt her hand getting it. but the guy has the iron man suit so im sure he could do the same. maybe even stark couldve made a special suit arm that is really strong to withstand it better. idk i actuallt forgot who this cheadle guy is bc it was been so long since. i saw fhe iron man movies. im talking like several years. but either way they did not need 2 ppl for that. they shouldve sent nebula somewhere else. or even had her stay behind & gaurd the avengers mansion. idk. although she wouldnt need to be there if thanos wasnt alerted of the plan anyway. honestly. i am less mad now. i have calmed down. but i fucking hate this plothole. it is so glaringly obvious & stupid. literally the only reason it fucking happened its because the writers. wanted the movie to be long & have big fighting climax. i guarantee that i mean there is no way the writers are just that stupid right? or that the characters are that stupid? if they can figure out time travel they can figure out that 2 versions of the same robot/cyborg (idk which one she is) can connect telepathically on accident. like radios or smartphones idc. i just fucking hate it. like it does not actually make the movie better to make it extremely long due to unneccasry war with thanos. we already saw them fucking fight thanos. like damn it aint that interesting we dont need another version of that. or at least i dont. i mean just so iron man could die? altho i recently heard that it is because robert downey jr quit. ok fine but yoh dont gotta kill hos character? he can just retire godamn. he is just a genius in a suit. anyone can wear the damn suit. he coulda passed on iron man title to his friend like captain america did or something idk. like he say to spiderman "if you nothing without the suit then why give you the suit?" something like that. also i dont like the idea of superman being basically a mini iron man & also like 15 instead of an actual man with just spider powers but that is another issue.
also the other plothole is annoying but not nearly as bad as they fixed it. but obviously tony stark & steve shoulda figured out sooner that they can just go in the past & get more pym particles. it is insanely stupid that they didnt think of that first. reallg it makes mo sense that they didnt. like i can see MAYBE why they didnt do it at first if they thought it was too risky? (but really it was so easy for them). but like they couldve at least planned it out first. idk it is just ridiculous. i mean i get the superheros wanted to rush this getting the stones & unsmapping but damn. they know so much is at stake so isnt that more reason to sit around & talk it out & plan first instead of rushing it? goddamn. ngl idk why the writers didnt have them steal the pym psrticles before the stone stealing. maybe the writers are just stupid. there doesnt seem to be an reason or benefit from the writers' standpoint. not just the writers i mean but like to irl ppl lile the company of marvel & stuff compared to what the characters are thinking. like either way there would still be the scene of them going to shield & doing that except maybe they wouldnt need to get the tessaract. but probably would anyway bc it is easier. really it would be a simple rearranging of the plot points. whereas the thing with nebula is obviously a big change to the plot so they can extend the movie & have more fighting & more exciting climax & whatnot. bc you know if the characters hadnt made that mistake then the movie would be much less exciting. like hulk undoing the snap (why didn't he hold hands with thor or whatever to share the power & get less hurt like in the end of (spoiler alert) guardians of the galaxy one?) would be the climax. then after that we still have the steve returning stones thing. then people reconcile etc. the end. the movie would be much shorter & less exciting but for me it would be much better. because the glaring plot hole with nebula is just so annoying bc it doesnt make sense that the characters would be like that. they legit added a whole thanos war plot that was totally unneccessary & easily avoidable. i fucking hate it.
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wizeardmanteis · 2 years
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something i forgot to mention in this post, is that after id left my room to do my chores, many stranger things had happened following the discovery of the strange dvd. id forgotten to include this for whatever reason, but the hot glue i was looking for was still lost. i could not make my bracelet or fix anything id needed to fix for some time since itd been missing. i had checked everywhere and after id walked my dogs, had asked my brother if he knew where it was and if he had it to just tell me and id use it and give it back. my brother had become so consumed by emotion, he grew angry, and it confused me greatly. he said “fine!” and ran to his room and retrieved a candle and a lighter then sat them down on the table. id asked him, “what are you doing?” rightfully confused. and hed just told me to wait and watch. he closed his eyes and started whispering over the lit candle flame and i watched as the candle light flickered and responded to his question. i was very concerned and confused and went to tell my mother. she was very angry after the whole hot glue incident with my brother earlier, i still do not know why, as it is just hot glue. but id found everyone strangely more upset than usual over this hot glue, so it was seeming to become a trend. and upon hearing about what i had just seen she was even more upset to hear what id told her. we were both very confused to where hed learned to do that and why hed done it at all. he told me hed asked it where the hot glue was and itd told him it was in the garage. it was not, infact, in the garage upon looking. so it was already a deceptive voice. but after that was done, the energy in the house had shifted. the lighting had felt a bit dimmer, everything just slightly darker than the usual for the night. and the energy around me was prickly like i could feel the static in the air. the turning point when id known something was wrong was when my dog, the black one, was sitting upstairs, and as i was walking up the stairs. his face hadnt stopped to look at my own, but instead up above my head toward the ceiling, and it stayed there until i was well up the stairs and approaching him. i followed his gaze as it shifted up the remainder of the stairs and to the foyer where we both sat. my dog absolutely lost his mind at that and ran straight into his kennel. when id approached him, hed growled at me. he was incredibly startled and wouldnt get near me or the stairs. i dont know what he saw, but obviously it wasnt good. and i felt it, at my back. i could feel a presence directly behind me following me around like a dog on a leash. i was startled and the feeling of it being so close had me on edge, as it followed me back to my room. at this, i stopped skimming through the strange dvd. and i was sick of feeling it hover over me. so i went and told my mother, and she said shed clean the energy in the house when shed sleep later, that she felt it become dreary as well. the dogs downstairs were freaking out the same, howling and barking. it was an unsettling night and sure enough, did not get better as the night went on. when everyone was asleep and the cleaning had been done, id stepped outside my room and tasted the energy around me. the sticky cold texture of peanut butter confection layed dormant in the air. like whatever it was that cast it outward was still and waiting. unable to move and possibly in an inbetween. i stayed in place and waited myself as well, to see if anything would change and sure enough i heard a faint tapping sound from somewhere in the house and what i could describe to be breathing, out in the foyer to the room adjacent of the hallway, and leading to the stairs. breathing like that found in sleep. though it did not bother me to hear, as it is heavily prominent in my reality to hear such things. though it soon dissipated as the night went on, and energy began to settle from its frenzied state into a clean page for a new day to be described on. that is all. a strange day filled with much stranger things. cant say id like for it to happen again.
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mircalla · 2 years
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13, 19, 23!
my adhd gets extra bad when i havent had enough sleep so this ended up getting long
13: first thing you’re doing in the purge?
this seems like a question where it's hard to sound normal... I often have a mild urge to steal stuff because i'm curious about whether I could get away with it (speaking of getting away with theft, i have a story about my grandmother. she had heard about someone who stole a whole ass canoe by just walking out with it and everyone assumed they were allowed to take it cause who would steal something that obviously. so she did basically the same thing with a big ass mirror). I've thought about reverse pickpocketing, but even if i could learn how to do it, i think it would weird people out a lot. especially if i suddenly mess it up one time and im there with my hand in their pocket like how the fuck would i explain that? I also have no idea what i would put there. in a purge type of situation, the answer to whether i could get away with it or not is an obvious yes. so all i would get out of it would be an object thet i never actually needed
I've only had one chance to do grafitti legally so it would be fun to try it again, but like lots of people do grafitti illegaly and it seems to turn out okay for the vast majority. so do i really think id get caught, or is the thing im really scared of to mess it up and have my artistic failiure displayed in public for all to see? like someone broke the law and ruined a perfectly good wall (or i guess id use a wall thats already ugly but still) for that?
redistubuting wealth would obviously be a good idea, but i wouldnt be sure how to do it. and i bet the most disgustingly rich people would find some way to prevent it. billionaires would def be okay with killing anyone who tried. plus there would be lots of people going around doing worse stuff than i could even imagine so i think it would be safest to just stay out of it
19: the veggie you dislike the most?
a lot of people might hate me for this but please remember that we literally have different tastebuds. I hate broccoli and yes ive tried it cooked many diferent ways by people who can cook. 1: it's too bitter for me. 2: they break up into tiny pieces that make them dificult to fully remove. 3: they are used a lot which makes them hard to avoid. especially as a vegetarian. Oh, youre a vegetarian? want some pizza with as many vegetables as possible on it, including broccoli of course? like i dont hate all vegetables. there are many i like and also many that im neutral about. but for some reason its hard to find good vegetarian pizza and im so fucking tired of margharita. dominoes used to have a really good vegetarian taco pizza but they discontiniued it. not too long ago they had like 3 different cheese pizzas so that was the majority of the vegetarian meny but i guess theyve changed it now? anyways i was talking about broccoli. 4: the stems dont look distinctly like broccoli so those sneaky fuckers might trick you into thinking theyre a different vegetable
23: do you wear jewelry?
not really. i own jewellery. i like the jewellery i own. i think why dont i ever wear jewellery? im like this is nice why dont i ever wear it? but i rarely ever actually put it on. i guess its not something i think about often? like its not part of my routine as part of picking out an outfit to match it with jewellery? idk
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