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waltzingwithspirit · 8 months
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PICK A CARD: FROM THE DEPTH'S OF YOUR HEART'S DESIRES
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Left: 111 ; Right: 333
Disclaimer: 🪈 Take what resonates and leave the rest. 🪈 Personal readings are paid only 🪈 Disclaimer in pinned comment applies here 🪈 No one is allowed to copy my work under any circumstances
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Your deepest desire is the freedom to be you. You are tired and done and oh so very exhausted by all the rules and all the games of this world. You want to go back to the place you call home, you yearn for it, and yet you feel you don’t know what home is. You want love and care. I see someone on the bed, legs to their chest, their eyes shut of even admitting what they want, because they feel so vulnerable. It’s like they feel they will be rejectedif they show who they really are, and all they want is an open field to run in, looking breathtakingly happy. It has been a while hasn’t it, where you felt genuinely happy in the present, where thoughts of distress weren’t creeping up on you for attention. YOU FEEL DIFFERENT BECAUSE YOU ARE DIFFERENT. You are simply here to be you, by your presence alone you are lifting the earth. All you need to be is your truest, most authentic self. It will take some effort mind you, a lot of unlearning tp do, it might feel wrong even to go against what you have been taught, to take the burden of. But in the end, your freedom awaits where you feel caged no more. YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING, NOT A HUMAN DOING, so be simply be. ALSO, YOUR SPEECH IS OF IMMENSE IMPORTANCE, you speak your world into being. SERIOUSLY. AFFIRMATIONS AND SPEECH ARE MORE IMPORTANT FOR YOU THAN ANYONE. Speak what you want to come true. Some of you need to release control, surrender to the flow and will of the universe, and slowly you wi;; become the most authentic self, ask the strength and the heart of the universe to help you on top of your own will power, and YOU WILL GAIN FREEDOM, TRUE FREEDOM, that can never be taken away, so relax.  COMMENT ‘authentic’ to claim. Thank you for letting me read for you, I am glad to be of service. 🌙There are more messages for you, for a personal reading DM on Tumblr or Instagram @eltarot1111 🌙
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AHH MY CREATOR PILE. Before any other messages someone needs to hear this: do as much you plan, and plan as much you do, let there be balance in you doing. This is your key to success, do as much as you plan and promise, if you feel you can’t deliver, then don’t promise, you feel a lack of faith in yourself and your have issues with self trust. 
Life hasn’t been easy for you and to deal with them, you have had some coping mechanisms, some healthy some not so much. Some of you are addicted to something, a pattern of sorts, I am getting Charles Bukowiski vibes. Some of you drink heavily. YOU ARE ANGRY, at the world, yourself. You want love but you don’t want to ask as it makes you seem weak, and you HATE LOOKING WEAK. You are being told to channel all this energy into your next creative project or the current one. ASK YOURSELF: WHAT WANTS TO BE BIRTHED THROUGH ME. SIT WITH IT. The answer will come to you, don’t chase the answer, just be. Some of you have these issues because you are compulsively controlling, and have problem relishing control. Your trust was broken as a child, and hence the need to control otherwise you feel that things won’t go the way you want to because others are not worth trusting. You require inner child healing for receiving love as well.
Comment ‘trust’ to claim.  Thank you for letting me read for you, I am glad to be of service
🌙Honestly, there are more messages you should hear, for a personal reading DM on Tumblr or Instagram at @eltarot1111🌙
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EL TAROT.
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alexis-royce · 11 months
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The canon interpretation of Cards is that the player is possibly being given the domain of games, and I like that! But these titles can be nitpicked and disputed, so The Academic already has their eye on paper and sorting systems. Looks like that feud with Pages isn't quite over…
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jane-d-ankh-veos · 4 months
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On all of this: my assumption is that he sees Londoners as naive little children rather than something so objectifying (after all, he has a deep insight into others’ fears/minds/dreams and therefore individualities, which would make it hard to perceive them not as persons). It was my first impression from "Tracking down the Manager" where his manners are condescending not in a cold but in a fatherly way:
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(And that’s exactly where his interaction with MotR characters came to my fanfiction from, yes):
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What’s important, he distances himself from everyone. Even this overfamiliarity seems artificial; a shield, a mask. Talking as if to himself, being cryptic, etc. (as you’ve noted) – it’s all this. In my opinion, it has several reasons: his adaptation to loneliness is definitely one of these, but also perhaps he is reluctant (even afraid) to grow attached to anyone. Because they may break his heart just like his lover... or they may exploit his weaknesses and wishes just like the Masters... or he may lose them just like his people (or any friends he might have had in other fallen cities, all doomed and dead, again and again).
In contrast, he becomes unexpectedly sincere and serious (and very vulnerable) at times:
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Always keeping this mask on gets unbearable and true feelings break through. He needs someone to listen to him and see his real self; maybe he just doesn’t believe anymore that anyone actually will.
As for talking in riddles, likewise he can be absolutely straightforward, and this moment reveals that he can use incomprehensibility to conceal truths that are too painful:
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Perhaps the best sum of his behaviour is this journal: whimsical, cryptic, deliberately resisting us – but when we finally peek inside we find out it’s because its secrets are too personal and sensitive:
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thedeafprophet · 2 months
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It's really grinds my gears that the cards ending is just Expected of people to be the one you go for when that ending is something that heavily squicks me out like. Extremely
Transformation stuff like that grosses me out, but the whole loss of identity aspect is...while not quite triggering, most certainly upsetting for me. The idea of completely loosing who you were like that, that the person a character once was no longer exists... it just doesnt sit well with me.
So I got really on edge whenever someone tried to suggest that was the ending I 'should have' picked for my character. Like yall have no idea how upsetting of a concept that is to me lmao. Like not even in a fun horror way, I can't stand irreversible loss of self like that ;-;
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j-a-m-e-s-s-i-l-v-e-r · 3 months
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dear Fallen London fandom.
1. please, please stop erasing a canonically Chinese character by saying that the King with a Hundred Hearts is 100% Enkidu
2. for y'all who complain that May doesn't look middle eastern enough in Mask of the Rose cuz something something NO BEARD and BRIGHT EYES and SMOOTH HAIR and that he simply must be Black cuz in fact you don't care where Mesopotamia or any other foreign land is...... behold:
indigenous Assyrians whose hair is even straighter than his indigenous Chaldeans, no mandatory beards Kourosh Sadeghi - Iran Farhad Mosaffa - Iran Alexander Uloom - Iraq Omar Borkan Al Gala - Iraq Madiha Knyvany - Syria Enas Taleb - Iraq and some Insta dude
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and anyway how dare his authors decide how to design their own character? unthinkable! /s
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nawemichi · 8 months
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They're in love. Good for them
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Light Fingers Player: Anyone in the mood to pull off a huge heist?
Heart's Desire Player: Where and when?
Light Fingers Player: I don't wanna give away too many details on here but by the end of it, we will be rich and Mr Fires will be dead. I'll send word via carrier swan when the time is right.
Nemesis Player: I would be happy with Mr Fires's demise, but riches are always welcome too. Please send a carrier pigeon to warn me the swan is coming so I don't mistake it for a goose and freak out.
Light Fingers Player: I don't have any spare pigeons available, but I've sent a rat in a pigeon costume to warn you of the swan. God speed.
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asleepinawell · 6 months
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magicmalcolm · 7 months
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Lovestruck Beast / Heart's Desire
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howifeltabouthim · 1 year
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I wish I knew the inside of your heart . . . so that I could see what it is that you really wish.
Anthony Trollope, from Can You Forgive Her?
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alexis-royce · 29 days
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I posted this to tumblr about a month ago, but now it's cleaned up, twice as long, and has some header art. Read it over here!
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jane-d-ankh-veos · 2 months
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Feeling feelings because of May and Clay Men: episode 999 💔
Resonates so well with FL:
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thedeafprophet · 11 months
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Ambition: Heart's Desire summarized
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demansiabites · 9 months
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Hi I've been thinking about this for literally five months but WHY THE FUCK DID PAGES ACCEPT SO IMMEDIATELY
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There are two tragedies in life. One is not to get your heart's desire. The other is to get it.
George Bernard Shaw
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