#heat production

[autisticandroids]

FAMINE: That's one deep, dark nothing you've got there, Dean.

[youtube with closed captions]

dean and his father. dean and his family. dean and how bad it is.

(via @closetoyou1970)

#spn #vid #mind the warnings on this one for real #woe! fruit of my rewatch be upon ye. #pallas calls this my 'deangirl coming out vid' which honestly. true. but those who paid attention know i've always been a deangirl. #also. after this no more deanwinchester rilo kiley amvs I Pwomise #anyway. i'm not gonna give a full commentary here but a big reason why i chose this song is that the narrator #is essentially dismissing her own problems and instead watching the problems of someone else #and i kind of wanted to play with that theme. this is the parallels show so let's do some parallels. lots of things happen to characters #that are Like Dean somehow. either in personality or circumstance. that we know or can infer happen to him. but we don't see it bc it's #not sayable. not speakable. so like for an easy one. we see meg being tortured in caged heat. she also talks about apprenticing under #alastair just like dean. so i show her being tortured [in a way that is sexualized and demon-specific] and reacting how she does #because i invite the audience to imagine or interpret that this has also happened to dean at some point. we just don't see it #so there are many dean parallels in this video. some obvious. some subtle but textual. some products of my twisted mind. but that's the way #i am using them to make my argument. #oh also: dean voice sam's eyes going black is JUST like when he used to fight with dad and wouldn't listen to me when i told him not to. #i guess also the point is that because it's unsayable. dean can't say it. dean can't even acknowledge it. and so it bleeds through #into everything in his life #that's why it's important that the song narrator doesn't take her own problems seriously. dean doesn't either.

[starrystvdy]

06.09.23 ⭐︎ 31/100 days of productivity

september heatwaves aren't gonna stop me from drinking hot coffee this time! the pumpkin spice syrup is out and its not going back away until november :)

#fr though it must be 30+ degrees in my room where was this heat in summer #studyblr #studyspo #mystuff #t.jpg #100dop #100 days of productivity

[appri-dot]

I like to draw nutcracker yaoi for character reasons trust fencer(hurt fella) belongs to @ballcrusher74

#this is dumb yaoi angst but i need to get them out my system #also a wip #i wont post the final product probably because the cringe will catch up but for now i WILL gush abt how silly their contrast could be #metal body damaged wooden body worn #woody just way more emotionally driven because fencer is literally the only nutcracker he can connect with #the silly tendrils bristling as a defensive display but involuntary because hes so scared #woody talks in more broken sentences to fencer because he infers that he can understand him as is a lot better then his human crew #fencer very nonchalant because its not the first time his shits been rocked on the job #i worry this is ooc for fencer so idk how far i will finish it #but ugh i need to stop using these 2 as nutcracker behaviour dolls #SORRY BUT DAMAGE TO A METAL SHELL BEING MORE SIGNIFICANT BECAUSE THE VIOLENT VIBRATIONS #THUSLY WHY NUTCRACKERS IMMEDIATE BECOME EXTRA AGGRESSIVE WHEN HIT WITH SHOVELS #im normal im normal.... #woody mimics a human in body heat because the wood better insulates the interior of his body #tw blood #tw body horror #tw gore #lethal company

[represent-asian]

Here is me pretending to want to start working, early in the morning

#me #my face #mine #gay #gay bear #queer #whoever invented productivity in this heat: jail #whoever invented productivity: jail

[icewindandboringhorror]

... why he sit like this

#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little #rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo #cats #It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually #getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol #Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime #I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad. #Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering #all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty #e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time #that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense #that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh #I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol #which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything #I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still #recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually #slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.' #ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever #reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished #any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky #and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly #going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et #etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make #stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin #.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care #and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists. #take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc #ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it #82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol...... #ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol

[volatile-shorty]

if all our love's now memories then was it meant to be if it leaves our hearts so instantly then was it make believe?

#betty grof #simon petrikov #petrigrof #adventure time #fionna and cake #fanart #docart #finally finished this and i never wanna see it again. take it before i lose my mind #made something b4 the first ep and now i made something just before the last ep. arent i so productive <3 #i want...to see....my wife...god. please. please. ive been waiting. morning cant come fast enough. #did you hear? theyre having me personally executed tomorrow. #once again referencing angel haze on this blog and i will always reference angel haze #we were made from the heat of the stars #i reached for a love #tucked too deep in your heart #i held you up to where birds never fly #you held me tight in the frame of your mind #fuck i could make entire animatics about angel hazes songs

[vamprisms]

i cannot imagine washing my hair every day that sounds like incredibly inconvenient and expensive

#if i washed my hair every day it would just be wet all the time because it takes like all day to dry because there is so much of it and #i HATE using heat on my hair #i would also have to take out a bank loan for Products

[hamletthedane]

turns out you can spend $18 million on your filmed production of Hamlet and cast all the great Hollywood stars of the 90’s to act in it, and it will still never beat that one performance by a kid in a texas barn with an audience of 40, performed during in a 110F heat wave

#anyways I saw a production of hamlet that knocked my fucking socks off in a barn in 110F heat #the whole cast was ranging from good-for-local-theater to actually-really-good #but hamlet was something else entirely. transcendental theater experience #anybody in or around central texas/Houston/Cstat who wants to see an incredible Hamlet performance hmu for details #female actors cross-casted to play Hamlet just feels so very very right #hamlet #willy shakes #this is a Kenneth Branagh Hamlet hate blog

[sxvethelastdance]

Okay so, I don’t feel like it’s just me that’s made this observation but:

Ororo’s character has been in publication for like 50 years and writers haven’t given thought to what cultural practices/background she hails from other than just a specific geography. That’s CORNY.

Her mother’s from northwest Kenya, but what tribe is she? What are her cultural practices? Africa is a continent, Kenya is a country with multiple ethnic groups that have their own subsections of practices and beliefs. Does Ororo lean toward her mother’s native heritage or does she largely follow Egyptian culture because her formative years were spent on the streets of Cairo? Did she ever struggle with a disconnect between these regions when she went back to Kenya to be the Windrider? All questions I’m way more interested in having answered than whatever love triangles the X-Men have going on this week.

#dance break! ooc #Ororo Munroe #storm xmen #ororo.txt #// listen. I get it. white people by and large wrote this shit #but it doesn’t make the issue go away! it’d be super interesting to learn more about the things that make her herself. you’re a product #of your cultural influences #that goes without saying #listen I’m just heated okay. I studied African political theory a couple semesters as part of my uni’s curriculum #and it is genuinely interesting to factor in //

[liones-s]

The Goods cafe, Toronto, Canada

#the vibes here are so good #it’s that early dreamy summer heat #everything about it feels warm #cafe #Toronto #productivity #studyblr #the goods #Toronto cafes #Toronto spots

[studycricket]

heres a little summary of my summer so far :) i took a weekend bookmaking workshop back in june that was actually taught by one of the admissions counselors i work with! i made a fun little book of smaller books where i mostly just played with materials and folding techniques. ive made friends with one of my coworkers and we've been hanging out going to arcades and yard sales (where i got the soup mugs!!) my partner and i got ice cream from salt & straw multiple times because we're obsessed with the blackberry flavors lol and ive been reading the southern reach trilogy and thoroughly enjoying them !! hope everyone is enjoying the season :3

#im trying to enjoy the activities i do but the heat is NOT helping.. why was it 96 degrees when we went to the yard sale *cries* #i wont lie i am looking forward to the school semester starting again in like a month im getting kinda bored out here #and i want the rain to come back plsss #study blog #studyblr #student #study #study aesthetic #college student #studyspo #productivity #university #academia #c.txt

[inthedarktrees]

Cooling off after-hours on CBS color set, Adele finds relief from the blazing lights which have raised the temperature of the studio to over 100°

Lisa Larsen, "Busiest Cog in Television,” Life, Oct 29, 1951

#1950s #1950s fashion #lisa larsen #vintage fashion #life magazine #vintage #50s #television production #script supervisor #script girl #production assistant #new york #cbs #television studio #heat #heat wave #photography #black and white #photo edit

[lucalicatteart]

A few little sketches of some possible school uniforms for mage schools/learning centers for magic/etc. :0c Though because Nanyevimi is so scattered and disconnected, it'd actually vary much more by region (like not everywhere would have a cultural concept of what a suit jacket or neck tie looks like lol), so it's probably unrealistic for so many of them to follow too many traditional Uniform Conventions from cultures in our world, etc. But, still, fun to mess around with designs, and think about which would be most fun to wear/what school you'd go to just based off the clothing lol~

#I haven't felt well enough to do anything actually productive lately GRRRR.. evil health issues.... #but I can sometimes at least draw while I lay on the floor with a heating pad and etc. lol.. so... #goofy little sketches. Still dislike that the ipad thing someone gave me is either like.. maybe the settings are just off OR possibly the #screen is slightly broken in some regard - so the pressure sensitivity does not work at all. thus all lines are blunt looking #instead of having tapered edges. which I KNOW can be a stylistic thing. like I think it's fine mostly #but sometimes shading looks weird for all of the lines to be the exact same size/width with like no variation lol #though since it's just little sketches it doesnt matter lol but still... hrmm... ever working out my strategy for how to use the ipad for a #art things/if I can ever get used to it/etc. #AAANYWAY... still so uniform obsessed.. and have been since I was a child. Like way before going to middle school and meeting #the people who like anime and get into school uniforms of that variety. I mean like... age 7 before even having any friends #and having zero popular media interests or outside influences that would make uniforms Trendy. but I would see like a 'private school #uniform' on a new story on tv or something or in a book and was just like OUGH... I Should Dress That Way #I used to go to thrift stores and find multiple seperate pieces that could be combined together to look like a school uniform #I had like 4 or 5 different 'uniforms' that I made myself in that way. My first outfit that I was ever allowed #to pick out for myself as my big First Day Of Middle School outfit was literally like school uniform inspired #(maybe mixed with a little goth.. like it was a school uniform sort of look but black and white with fishnet armwarmers lol.. plaid + #stripes pattern mixing my beloved... ) #I think it's just the same way that I love apartment buildings because I'm infinitely fascinated with like.. observing human nature and peo #le displaying their psersonalities in little ways and how you can give 10 people the same exact identical space but each one will decorate #it completely differently just depending on their own tastes and reasonnig and etc. I love the idea of everyone in some setting #having to be in one specific set outfit BUT you can tell something about them by the little ways they customize it or what type #of accessories they wear or if they choose to button their shirt fully or not or etc. etc. I like the constraints of 'okay everyone has to #be in exactly the same uniform - NOW. give them their own unique style somehow despite this' etc. etc. like #yaaaayyyy.. I love thinking of little obscure details that convey personality. they have a little pin hidden on the inside of their #hat. their shoes are just like everyone else's but more worn out. they have a necklace barely visible beneath their collar. their tie is #always a little more askew that everyone elses. or even. the uniform is EXACTLY on model entirely clean crisp pristine not a single element #customized or out of place - which STILL tells you something about them. etc. etc. #ANYWAY.. yeahg.. struggling to get anything done these last few weeks so.. blam. poof. alakazaam. scratchy little sketches #of nothing very productive or relating to any other project in particular be upon ye

[akeussel]

I had the chance to work on the character design of the short film IN THE HEAT !

#akeussel #sam chou #look mom production #style5tv #lake side animation #animation #2d animation #art #artist #artists on tumblr #movie #in the heat #character design #character art #annecy #annecy festival #ho ho ho

[sounds-like-gaming]

“Forever Turbo Heat Dance” by Widdly 2 Diddly

Factory Club theme from Dingaling Productions’ LISA: The Painful

#lisa: the painful #forever turbo heat dance #widdly 2 diddly #dingaling productions #gaming #ost #game #gaming ost #gaming osts #music

[theshadowrealmitself]

I’m still not really vibing with how my hair has been looking lately but after reading more articles, apparently this “in between” hair is common, so just gonna keep at it (I am so tired of my hair just looking frizzy and off)

I got some more products! Now I finally have a wide tooth comb, curl gel, curl foam, and curl cream (unfortunately did not realize before ordering this that I should’ve also gotten some kind of pre-wash product?)

I’m not entirely sure how to use them yet, so far from what I’ve gathered, I use the gel right after washing, and the foam throughout until I wash my hair again whenever I need a “refresher”?

The cream says put on damp hair, but I don’t know if I use it before or after the gel, or in place of the gel? So still figuring that out, but I’m excited to see what the gel does to my hair after my shower! (kinda, apparently it’s gonna feel “crunchy”? not fully excited for that but am excited for my hair to finally eventually look okay so that I have one less thing to be self conscious about)

#no fandom #trying the curly/wavy hair routine #I’m *very* bad at not touching my hair constantly #also I keep having to give up and brush my hair because it’s at a weird stage #but now I have combs and products! #I have been keeping heat away from it so that’s at least one rule I’m following