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enii · 1 month

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I feel everything too deeply...

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snowflake-sage · 5 months

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I want to speak, I want to scream, but all that comes out is blood, and it will stain your clothes and your hands and everything will be stained and dirty and tainted and you'll never look at me the same for I would have turned your pure white into an angry crimson

You will look at me and you'll see me cut open and bare and you'll see how much pain this heavy heart carries and you won't be surprised by the crimson that pours out my mouth instead of screams but it would have still turned your clothes and hands the color of pain and I don't know if you could forgive me for existing in this way

I don't want to exist in this way

In the way where everything I touch stains red

#posting my shitty vent here bc my close friends dont have tumblr and its easier shouting my awful feelings intonthe void bc my friends #wont worry about me #i still cant bring myself to really say all yhe awful things on my mind #its so bad #it would just concern anyone i told #i dont feel okay #im fine #but this is such a heavy feeling to carry #heavy feelings #im so disappointed in life #in how everything turned out #i hate it here #vent #tw vent #mae rambles #tw depressing thoughts #tw mention of violence #tw mention of depression

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random-little-thingsss · 5 days

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Tears are falling,

Heart is heavy,

Knowing you won't come for me.

Yet, hope flickers, faint but true,

That you'd magically appear in front of me.

My heart weeps, for it knows,

You don't think of me, as I do of you.

#art #artists on tumblr #writing #follow #life is strange #quotes #life quotes #newwriterscommunity #sad lines #sad post #original poem #like or reblog #female writers #poem #new post #heart #heavy feelings #new hope club

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laladanefilm · 11 days

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"And I'll never forgive you for it, never, never!"

– L.M Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables

#female rage #heavy feelings #quotes #book quote #books #classic books #classic #anne with an e #anne of green gables #anne of avonlea #lm montgomery #literature

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freyatarotreadings8 · 11 days

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Feelings of Guilt

Principle The sense of guilt always generates scenarios related to punishment, without you realising it. This is typical of the usual worldview. Every crime is always punished. As soon as you notice the slightest trace of guilt, get rid of that rubbish immediately. Do not let it spoil your life. Live true to your own convictions and you will never experience guilt. No one will dare to judge you if you do not consider yourself guilty. When you are free of guilt, you will never find yourself in a situation in which someone tries to threaten you with violence. No guilt, no punishment. Interpretation If you are struggling to shift a guilt complex, it is important to stop justifying yourself. This is one of those cases where treating the symptoms of the disease successfully deals with the cause. You do not have to convince yourself that you are not obligated to anyone. Simply observe your everyday actions. This requires a certain level of awareness. If previously you had the habit of apologising for the slightest thing, adopt a different habit. Explain your actions only when it is absolutely necessary. Stop feeling as though you owe something to others. Even if the feeling of being obligated continues, do not show it outwardly. When they stop getting the former knee-jerk reaction, the manipulators will gradually back off. At the same time, the heart and the mind will gradually get used to the new sensation. If you are not trying to justify yourself, then things are obviously as they should be, and so your guilt simply cannot exist. As a result, the need for ‘redemption’ will appear less and less often. Therefore, via the feedback chain, the outer form will gradually tidy up the inner content. The feeling of guilt will disappear and with it, all its associated problems.

#i feel so guilty #guilty #guilt #heavy feelings #toxic patterns #toxic thoughts #negative thinking #punishment #fear #the power of thought #manifestation #psychology #reality transurfing

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nmekkie · 9 months

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“There is something so sad about realising that you’ve been backstabbed long before the end, about the fact that you opened your heart to them while they were actively hurting you. It’s like it was all a hallucination, nothing was real but the ending, everything else was you.”

#heavy feelings #words #spilled thoughts

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huuxy · 11 months

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It's one of those insomniac nights when there's a lot going on in my head

Like... trying to see how many clothes I remember from my childhood and stuff like that. Lol

Obviously then came all the life regrets and guilty feelings too. All the unsaid words and untold feelings

It's really hard, still. Seems like it won't ever get easy, you can just distract yourself with life but the painful events still keep hurting whenever you remember them

I have so many people I need to apologize, too. I should've done that years ago. I really am the worst

#maybe ill do that tomorrow...#i dunno this is just a crazy night idk whats wrong #personal #heavy feelings #yknow this is also why my brain is a mashed potato now... bc im trying to keep forgetting everything as self defense #but in the end im just not able to remember anything BUT the bad feelings #ergh

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thepennedcommandments · 1 year

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Anxiety.

It’s hold on me is as strong of a drug that will ever exist. I feel the constant weight of it in my very soul every single ounce of the day.

#words #written thoughts #my words #mentalheathawareness #mental health #heavy feelings #mind over mayhem #still i rise #strenght #calm down #brain on fire

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convexly · 2 years

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heartbreak without loss is still heartbreak by Rona Keller Via Flickr: when things get hard, make sure you have a place to go (when you don’t know where to go, go somewhere far from the place that doesn’t let you rest)

#Rona Keller #heartbreak without loss is still heartbreak #Burg Hohenzollern #Zeller Horn #high above #document your days #iPhone 8 #shot on iPhone #go wildly and slow #wide view #Schwäbische Alb #Swabian Alb #when it gets harder #heavy feelings #mid twenties #July #vintagegreen

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notmyserendipity · 1 year

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"He felt like a man on the run. He felt a great desire not to know who he was."

Wish You Were Here (p.205), Graham Swift

#bookstagram #books #literature #fiction #bookblr #ienjoyedthis #film #this book gave me #heavy feelings #book quotes #book quotations

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mycollectioncloud · 2 years

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Heavy Sad.

Shoulders weighing down From the heaviness around Not sure what’s going on But I’m sad without a sound

Wanting to fun away Take my feet to the ground Knowing that I can’t Makes the sadness more abound

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enii · 7 days

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It's time to let all these feelings go💕

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sunshinefarabees · 1 year

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haven’t been posting recently- but:( i’m so worried about wade- he’s been playing so fucking well- he puts his all into this goddamn game- and he gets all built up- mentally and physically and then he plays so fucking great- and then gets injured again. i’m sad for him and just- not to mention this is g’s first game back in philly- lots of emotions:( i really hope that wade’s okay. he works so hard to be here- just- mmmm:(

#i’m just upset #he’s a great mf human- he just #fuckkkk #heavy feelings #wade allison #flyers lb #oli rambles

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salemdominance · 2 years

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AO3 starter 213

Cinder, what was your reaction to learning your Step-Sisters actually managed to survive your attack on them all those years ago? Did you try to take revenge... or take them as your slaves? Which is also a form of revenge, but has the possibility of you getting something from them other then a moment of hollow satisfaction.

Cinder sighed and called for Emerald to give her a massage. "I took our Queen's example with Ozma. Killing them or to abuse them more is just letting them hold more power over me. I gave one to Yang, who promised to punish her lots and that's all I know. The other Ruby asked for, for some kind of blood grimm experiment she and our Queen were trying. Again, I know and care no more, I won't give them any more hold over me, not even my anger."

#cinder fall #Cinder's sisters #no smut #heavy feelings

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marxalittle · 2 months

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Starts and Moves 2024/02/03-2024/02/09

raiding the Strategic Pope Reserve

Promotional items for “RUBBER DUCKIE PORTRAITS” are making their way through the mails. Sure, they don’t identify themselves as such, but isn’t building the mystery an important art of the fun? It’s possible I don’t understand anything about marketing. It’s possible that I do, and I deliberately behave otherwise. This would track with the rest of my behaviour in every other aspect of my life,…

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#Cheekface #Heavy Feelings #Heavy Rotation #Labasheeda #music discovery #now listening #Starts and Moves #streaming

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gremnda · 1 month

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Hello Ethubs nation :]

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#gremnda art #this is the silliest thing i've drawn in a while and i am so happy w it #i just read a heavy angst fic with etho and bdubs #this is my way of coping guys let me have this #ethubs #hermitshipping #trafficshipping #ethoslab #bdoubleo100 #oo look at me go making ship art #guys im from dsmp fandom i feel like im committing an actual crime by drawing ship art #please be nice i will cry

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