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ghostykapi · 10 months
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self love, she don’t love herself, tryna love me
kim dahyun & gn!reader // pain
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take a breath
then let go
that’s your mantra for the night, the rain pouring down on you as you try to figure out what to do next.
it had never occurred to you that maybe it was high time to admit to the truth of what keeps you crying every night. putting on rose colored glasses to pretend that it was fine had only brought you so far
so far into darkness, so far into delusion
that’s why you’re standing here, under the rain, away from her apartment, and away from whatever can hurt you more into the ground
you can’t avoid her that long through
dahyun finds you, her clothes drenched as yours, eyes filled with fear.
fear
such a strong feeling that can bring you to submission. a powerful tool that can bring entire nations into their knees
it’s first came to you, and now it came to her
“please” dahyun pleads, kneeling down on her knees, grabbing you before you go “don’t leave me”
you wonder how many times you’re allowed to let her back in. to let her back in with your heat on her hands, crushing it to pieces everytime
how long did you endure before you broke yourself? you don’t even recall anymore
all you remember is looking at someone else for comfort, someone who is as broken as you.
tzuyu, your friend and confidant that brought you strength. she was the only one who made you see what damage her member can do to you
“she’s not worth it” tzuyu whispers to you late one night, wiping your tears in a random bathroom stall in a club she found you at “whatever love she’s promising to you, she’s promising it to someone else”
still, you know that it’s only dahyun who manages to piece you back together before breaking you apart.
she’s the one who brings you breakfast in bed. she’s the one who sends you flowers every weekend. she’s the one who sings to you when you can’t sleep. she’s the one who kisses you like you’re her only one
so why did she cheat?
you can only stare at dahyun before directing your gaze up to look in the distance, trying to find the answer to why she would do that again and again just to mess with you
you see sana and tzuyu, and you finally understand why it hurts. why it hurts for you to even comprehend it all, and why it hurts for tzuyu not to be chosen again and again. not to be chosen by someone who had stood by her side for so long.
you wonder if sana finally chose her.
the tears in tzuyu’s eyes tell you other wise.
you see tzuyu shake her head from a distance and start walking to get her unnie, you know you never stood a chance
“no.” you turn around, push her away and finally walk into the city “you ruined it by not trusting yourself, not trusting me, not trusting us”
as you disappear into the night, dahyun finally lets out a scream of agony, the taste of regret and pain finally ripping her body apart into nothing
“come back please! fuck i’m sorry!”
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watermelon-converse · 2 years
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when you’ve lost your found family in a pg fantasy world
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strvlightreads · 5 days
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giggling about a sapphic queen who is trying to get her throne back & a mad woman who has delusions and seems to be a warrior !!
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thegabofriel · 7 months
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Me trying to figure out if that pains normal or if I have another fucking issue with my body
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renardsruses · 3 months
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In the shadow of your wings
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spotfurfan · 2 months
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My sister... I won't get to see her smile ever again...
@barrenclan hi again
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neptunesailing · 6 months
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this is the piece i did for the @alkakureizine! :]
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sysig · 4 months
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Two skeletons in a trench lab coat (Patreon)
Bonus:
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He’s very careful! Everything was fine before you interrupted!
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#FJdlsafjdsf Handplates fuzzes my brain#I cannot tell you how weird it feels to draw Gaster with the Lost Soul head after all this time away haha#It drops me back into the person I was when I first read Handplates - for better or for worse. It's a very strange feeling#Even drawing Sans and Papyrus again sends me back! Not as strongly but certain little details stand out#Sans' eyes especially... Very strange feeling#Anyhow! Since Fellplates sent me back down the rabbit hole and I've gotten back into rereading lightly - still not a full commitment!#Maybe soon tho 👀 I feel like I always say that haha#But in the meantime thinking of the pre-Plates Handplates time period <3 Since that's the one I'm still most familiar with haha#I love when they're still growing and learning ♪ Scaffolded baby talk! Twin language! Love 'em ♥#And fearless* mischievous little troublemakers hehe#They're so cute <3 I love the little ways they interact as young'uns - like when Papyrus will just lift Sans by his arms lol#I'd been thinking about and then had to go read the one of Sans as a the blanket/coat tickle monster and then - this ✨#''Excuse me sir I'd like One Ticket to the R Rated movie I am an adult Monster'' lol#Probably another one of those moments where Gaster is just *nervously sweats in Dad* lol - stop being so cute!#Also there's no particular meaning to when I use WingDings for his text :P Just convenience and if I remember to lol#Comics where he talks a lot are not convenient XP I have enough trouble editing on this paper ugh I will Not miss it when it's done#Even attempted this comic in as few pencil strokes/erasing as possible and it was still a pain to work with! >:0 Rude#Doubly so that I've had a Handplates comic idea for past like - year lol - and /this/ was the first one I finished pfftbl#To be fair to the other I do want to at least attempt making it a look-alike hehe ♪ You know how it is with Ideas™#I can't be too mad about it haha ♫ It did turn out quite cute after all :3
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roxxeatzgravel · 11 months
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theyre so silly
(I havent been abe to stop thinking about them for days now)
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weapn · 2 years
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What’s 42’s favourite colour?
I don’t think she’s ever thought about it. She’s never been given the choice or option but I think she’s gravitate towards green. it was the first color she saw stepping outside, you see.
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ryllen · 28 days
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Look what came through the mail today! The letters & ( •̀ω•́ )σ 3 little gremlins from letterstoear.
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Just wanna say i adore the flower stickers on the letters too much, they are that much worth mentioning.
#letterstoear#nui#twst#twisted wonderland#sebek zigvolt#malleus draconia#twst grim#mod posting#okay but i love squishing the bears with my thumb; they just have the right thickness to be pressed on#i really like the flower stickers; they look like romantically artistic wax seal#the letters are pleasantly nice#i love the part where cheka personally request for an audience with yuu thru sebek 🥺🥺🥹🥹 too cute hnggh .......#sebek becoming our little mailman for our little invitation aw 🥹 for those who wanna know the context of the letter;#i requested a letter from sebek that he sent home while he was away accompanying malleus on other country duty#my other favorite part is just him simply opening the letter with 'My love'#i'm sealed 🥹 the first paragraph is written so sweetly#i enjoy reading the letter slowly outside in peaceful afternoon today; i ran it through together with sebek nui#this will be my treasured keepsake from now on 🥹; it seriously made me miss letters and wish i have someone to send this kind of letter to#it was a bit funny how the envelope sebek's letter came from is sticked with the guys from free! sticker fhsdsh 🤣😂#and me with the white haired guy like WHo are u?? fsjdsdjsd (´つヮ⊂); but it's a really nice service#the thank you letter came with such a cute and yummy folding paper; thank you for the stickers too#i feel like there's a bit whoopsie on grim's winky eye fshfh like i think the sharpie just blurs the separating space '<' supposed to have#and just combine it all together into one angry eye; and sebek bear's eyes are just a little bigger than i expected it to be#but the more i look at them i think they are just having a little individuality & still cute#i embraced it all together while knowing the fact none of handmade thing would always be the same one with the other; hehe sebek nui has fr#i kinda forget that there's this kind of clip earring fshd; because i always get the ones that work like screw from aliexpress#i know that the literal clip one would just be literal meaning of pain fsh; just like the magnet one my father once got me when i was a kid#it was painful but pretty; tho i lost it quickly bcs magnet easily get loosed once one part of it moves around when u touch ur hair or face#anyhow i had a pleasant day because of this; thank you very much ! sebek nui said 'thank you' too! ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. ❀ ✿ 𖤣…
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apllsauc · 1 month
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GO YOU FUNKY FOREST MAN GO
so I made a snufkin figure :] based mostly off 2019 snuf and how I personally draw him - featuring freckles and snowdrops on his hat <3
this entire project was inspired by kiwibrain's snufkin figurine, so please go check that out as well!!
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shkika · 9 months
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hi hi hello!! :D i have come across your SoS design!!! AND SHE LOOKS SO PRETTY!!!! AAA!! but i do ask! what happened with her antenna? is she ok?? :< could you tell us more about it? :0 (if you want to of course!)
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Basically she was feeling kind of silly!
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months
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Hi! Your Hollow Knight AU has really cheered me up so I wanted to do a little drawing for it! This got me to get my art tablet out after months of not feeling like it so thank you for the inspiration! I hope the colors look good on any monitor that's not mine sdfsdf
Bugs In the Jingshi wyd?
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I am so genuinely awestruck at how well you translated this AU to the hollow knight style! Also obsessed with the height difference.
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shadow0-1 · 5 months
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He 👉👈
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