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Rudman's staging “Is straightforward, perhaps too straightforward for Its own good.” Vivian Beaumont. Waterston's Hamlet “Is quicksilver rather than charismatic, but it is alive,” and that Mr. Sam Waterston and Jane Alexander head the cast. HAMLET - Shakespeare's tragedy Is the second In Joseph Papp's first Lincoln Center season of classics. But, as something close to commedia dellarte improvisation, if still has its rewards.” Martin Beck. all over the place, bad jokes sneaking in between the good and The very good. beautifully performed,” but It “was really the same play as in London, still with a couple of gaping gaps where Its heart and its mind might have teen.” Walter, Kerr: “Long‐lost lovers, sexstarved spinsters, mistaken Identity. With Donald Sinden, Rachel Roberts, June Havoc and Celeste Holm. HABEAS CORPUS-Alan Bennett's London farce, set In a suburb of an English seaside resort. GREASE-A rock‐'n'‐roil musical that tries to transport us back to those dear dead days when Elvis was still renowned for his pelvis, with a cast that works with manic enthusiasm. It is also funny when it needs to be funny, touching when ? needs to be touching and most meticu!only observed.” He also thought the performances were splendid. Clive Barnes stated, “If is a clay of delicacy, tact and passion. Maureen Stapleton, Pamela PaytonWright, Rip Torn, Pauf Rudd star. THE GLASS MENAGERIE-A revival of Tennessee Williams's 1915 ‐drama about a fading Southern belle, her daughter who is a victim of circumstances and a son on point of departure for his own life. tablishing the play's intellectual premises at Its opening with a bitter, penetrating clarity.” Plymouth. Perkins has matured enormously as a performer, risen firmly above his boyish ‐appearance to give commands with curt authority, es. “The closest I have seen a contemporary play come to reanimating the spirit of mystery that makes the stage a place of breathless discovery.” (Kerr) Anthony Perkins and Thomas Huice star. Is probed, principally on the matter of sexuality. The doctors psyche, as well as the boy's. Kerr added, that director Joel Zwick “handles his manic mannequins expertly,” Scott Johnson designed “most handsomely,” but that “we are caught up short by the clinkers that spoil themselves out verbally.” Mayfair.ĮQUUS-Peter Shafter's Tony award‐winnine play about a stable boy who blinds his beloved horses and thereafter under? treatment. It's altogether too heavy to let the slender, foolish story breathe.” 46th Street Theater.ĭANCE WITH ME-“A likable performerwriter named Greg Antonaccl has tried to find a musical comedy form In the formlessness of our subway‐rattled, sexdriven but sex‐starved, frenetically lonely vet forever lostled lives.” (Kerr) Mr. It Is brassy, sassy, raunchy but mechanical.” Walter Kerr noted that “‘Chicago's’ problem is ono of atmospheric pressure. Barnes felt that “despite Its disappointments (Chicago) Is easily one of the best musicals of the season. Fosse, the stars are Gwen Verdon, Chita Rivera and Jerry Orbach (“superlative, knock‐em‐inthe‐aisles Performances,” according to Clive Barnes). Broadway.ĬHICAGO-A musical by Bob Fosse, Fred Ebb and John Kander, revolving around the corruption of the Chicago criminal system In the twenties. “A musical for people who like serious theater, in addition to people who lust like musicals” (Barnes), with an ambitious score. Voltaire might be fuming over in his grave, but probably In a bellyroll. Lyceum.ĬANDIDE-A giant fun‐house of environmental theater with a perfect cast. “A virtual anatomy of social laughter, perhaps of the comic Minas itself.” (Kerr) Music Box.ĪNGEL STREET - Patrick Hamilton's 1941 thriller, starring Dina Merrill and Michael Allinson. at Helen Hayes.ĪBSURD PERSON SINGULAR-A comedy by Alan Ayckbourn, about six social strivers (Geraldine Page, Marilyn Clark, Scott McKay, Sandy Dennis, Paul Shyre and Curt Dawson) viewed In the past, present and future. but also the period.” Closes today at Brooklyn Academy. FAMILY-“A play that merely means to make amusement out of that fortune‐cookie message, There's no Business Like Show Business' The Play achieves this so well because it Is written so well.” (Barnes) It takes place In 1927, In New York, In the East 50s and stars Rosemary Harris, Eva La Gallienne, George Grizzard and Sam Levene-“a cast even Noel Coward would have called ‘divine.’ ” Directed by Ellis Rabb, “who offers a perfect Insight not only into a play. MURDER AMONG FRIENDS-Janet Leigh and Jack Cassidy in a mystery by Bob Barry, which Involves murder and blackmail In the lives of a celebrated stage actor, his wealthy WIN and his agent. Book by Roland Kibee and Albert Marre, music by Mitch Leigh and lyrics by Charles Burr and Forman Brown. HOME SWEET HOMER-Yul Brynner as Odysseus, In a new musical.
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yourdeepestfathoms · 3 years
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BK Cast A Carrie and how I think the characters would react to someone asking for their pronouns
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//“life just doesn’t begin, until you’re in.”//
- Carrie the Musical
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if a carrie remake was going to happen and you could choose eho starred and directed it, who would you choose?
personally i don’t think carrie SHOULD ever be remade just because the 1976 version is hard to beat imo but if i HAD to:
carrie white: beanie feldstein
margaret white: lena headey
sue snell: sofia bryant
chris hargensen: kathryn newton
tommy ross: rudy pankow
billy nolan: i know he’s liek 30 but my heart says chester rushing
miss desjardins: yael grobglas
norma watson: marlo kelly
helen shyres: ariela barer
also i can’t decide between cory finley or karyn kusama to write/direct so i guess they can team up.
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giallofever2 · 5 years
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L’originale e Il Remake del Grande CulT
Carrie - Lo sguardo di satana
Anno 1976 / 2013
Regia 1976 Brian De Palma / 2013 Kimberly Peirce
Musiche 1976 Pino Donaggio / 2013 Marco Beltrami
Soggetto Stephen King
1976 Interpreti e personaggi
Sissy Spacek: Carrie White
Piper Laurie: Margaret White
Amy Irving: Sue Snell
William Katt: Tommy Ross
Betty Buckley: Miss Collins
Nancy Allen: Chris Hargensen
John Travolta: Billy Nolan
P.J. Soles: Norma Watson
Eddie McClurg: Helen Shyres
Priscilla Pointer: Mrs. Snell
Stefan Gierash: Mr. Morton
Sidney Lassick: Mr. Fromm
Cindy Daly: Cora
Deirdre Berthrong: Rhonda
Nichelle North: Katie/Frieda
Michael Talbott: Freddy
2013 Interpreti e personaggi
Chloë Grace Moretz: Carrie White
Julianne Moore: Margaret White
Judy Greer: miss Desjardin
Portia Doubleday: Chris Hargensen
Gabriella Wilde: Sue Snell
Ansel Elgort: Tommy Ross
Alex Russell: Billy Nolan
Michelle Nolden: Estelle Parsons
Max Topplin: Jackie Talbott
Cynthia Preston: madre di Sue
Zoë Belkin: Tina
Samantha Weinstein: Heather
Skyler Wexler: giovane Carrie
Curiosità
1976
Sissy Spacek non fu minimamente considerata per il ruolo di Carrie da Brian De Palma finché il marito, Jack Fisk, non convinse il regista a farla partecipare alle audizioni. A De Palma piacque così tanto il modo di recitare della Spacek che le assegnò il ruolo da protagonista.
Priscilla Pointer, l'attrice che interpreta il ruolo della madre di Sue Snell (Amy Irving) è la vera madre di Amy Irving. Il ragazzino che, andando sulla bici, dà della pazza a Carrie per poi cadere a causa dei suoi poteri telecinetici è Cameron De Palma.
Regia
Per la scena finale del sogno di Sue, è stato chiesto all'attrice di fare la camminata all'indietro, mentre poi nel film è stata inserita al contrario e dunque si vede l'attrice procedere normalmente. Questo espediente, a detta del regista, era per rendere i passi e il modo di procedere di Sue in maniera particolare, in modo che risultasse, appunto, sognante e sospesa.
Colonna sonora
Le quattro note di violino della colonna sonora del film Psyco di Alfred Hitchcock sono usate più volte nel film. Nella scena del ballo, quando Carrie e Tommy ballano, si sente la canzone I Never Dreamed Someone Like You Could Love Someone Like Me cantata da Katie Irving, ovvero la sorella dell'attrice Amy Irving, che nel film interpreta il ruolo di Sue Snell.
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eyeofhorus237 · 5 years
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Susan D. "Sue" Snell is a fictional character created by American author Stephen King in his first published 1974 horror novel, Carrie.
In every adaptation and portrayal of the character, she is a popular teenage girl dating Tommy Ross. After tormenting Carrie White in the locker room, Sue begins to feel remorse for her actions. She asks Tommy to do her a favor and take Carrie to the prom in an attempt to make Carrie feel accepted and to ease her own conscience. In this she has been described as the "godmother" in King's "dark modernization of Cinderella".[1] The disaster that takes place at the high school prom is set in place when Tommy accepts.
Sue also appears in the 1999 film sequel, The Rage: Carrie 2, played by Amy Irving reprising her role from the 1976 version of King's novel.
Novel
In the novel, King uses commentaries by Sue Snell as one of his innovative narrative techniques to tell Carrie's history.[2] Sue is a popular student at Ewen High School. When Carrie breaks down emotionally after having her first period in the shower, unaware of what menstruation is, Sue joins her classmates in gleefully taunting her and pelting her with tampons, repeatedly chanting, “Plug it up!” Their gym teacher, Rita Desjardin, who broke up the incident and calmed the panicking Carrie down, says that Sue is not a bully by nature and therefore her participation in the shower incident is out of character. It is likely that Sue only acted under peer pressure, being one of Chris Hargensen’s cronies. When the prank happened, Sue had been dating Tommy Ross for six months. While preparing for the prom, purchasing a gown and accepting Tommy’s invitation, Sue begins to plan for Carrie to go to the prom in her place.
Staying home on prom night, she begins to doubt her own motives: worry about her late period - she both fears and hopes she is pregnant - and the possibility of Tommy falling for Carrie. When the town whistle begins blowing, Sue looks out her window, sees the fire at the school and rushes to her mother’s car. Speeding towards the school, Sue is horrified when the school explodes. She slams on the brakes, and the car screeches to a stop, throwing her against the steering wheel. She gets out of the car, and is knocked down by the explosion of a gas station nearby. She later flags down a deputy sheriff, who interrogates her. The deputy later recalls Sue stating "They've hurt Carrie for the last time," indicating that she had no part in what happened.
Three hours later, Sue finds Carrie lying by a wrecked car driven by Billy Nolan and Chris Hargensen, near death from being stabbed by her mother. She and Carrie have a brief telepathic conversation in which she convinces Carrie she had no part in Chris's plan. Carrie cries out for her mother and dies, every detail of her death witnessed by a horrified Sue, who later identifies Carrie's body for the official records. As Sue flees the scene, her period begins, insinuating that the trauma of the night has caused her to miscarry.
Sue is targeted by a blue-ribbon panel investigating the "Black Prom" as a partial instigator of the setup to humiliate Carrie at the prom. Sue accuses the commission of wanting a scapegoat, admitting that she only wanted to help Carrie have a normal life and that schools should do more to prevent bullying. It is not known if she was ever criminally charged. In 1986, she authors a book, My Name Is Susan Snell, which records the events of the prom from her perspective, reminding readers that "we were kids" and apt to make mistaken choices even while trying to do right. It is, however, also implied that this event has broken Sue's heart to the core. She wants to earn enough money with this book to go to a place where she can forget everything and embrace death in peace.
Adaptations
1976 film
In the original film adaptation by Brian De Palma, Sue is portrayed by Amy Irving.[3]
Sue helps lead Carrie's locker room humiliation; she even opens a counter where pads and tampons are stored and starts the chant of "Plug it up! Plug it up!" However, feeling guilty about it, she eventually asks her boyfriend, Tommy Ross (William Katt), to take Carrie to the prom. Unlike the novel, Sue doesn’t seem to feel worried over the possibilities of Tommy falling in love with Carrie. She instead heads over to the school and sneaks into the prom to check on them, and is happy to see Carrie smiling and being elected prom queen. Sue then notices the cord running along the stage, leading up to the bucket of pig blood above Carrie. When Sue investigates the inside of the stage, she catches Chris briefly, but is forced out of the auditorium by Miss Collins (Betty Buckley) (who erroneously believes her to be interrupting the ceremony out of jealousy and does not listen to her protestations), seconds before the cord is pulled and Carrie is splattered with the blood. Before Sue can get back in, Carrie mentally closes all of the gym doors, locking Sue out while the chaos begins inside, with her presumedly escaping the building before it burned down.
Following the death of all of her classmates, Sue is seen in her bedroom some time later after seeming to have had some sort of mental breakdown. Her mother didn't let her attend any of the funerals. She is having a dream in which she lays flowers on the burnt down lot of Carrie’s house, only to have Carrie reach her bloody arm through the rubble to grab Sue. She wakes up from an apparent nightmare in hysterics. She is quickly comforted by her mother (Priscilla Pointer, who is also Irving's mother in real life).
Sequel
In the 1999 film The Rage: Carrie 2, set over twenty years later, Snell (again portrayed by Irving) is a guidance counselor at the new high school. It is revealed that the events of the first film traumatized her to the point that she spent some time at a mental institution. However, after she recovered, she became a school counselor and also did some studies on telekinesis. She begins to notice a telekinetic spark in an awkward student named Rachel Lang, following the suicide of Rachel’s best friend Lisa. While talking to Rachel in her office, Sue stresses her out, causing Rachel to shatter Sue's globe, scaring the both of them before Sue realized that she was right; Rachel has the same powers as Carrie did.
Sue visits the mental institution housing Rachel's mother, Barbara. Knowing that telekinesis is a trait passed on through the father, she tries to find out the identity of Rachel's father. Barbara reveals that Rachel's father was Ralph White - Carrie's father.
Sue tries to first get Rachel to admit to her abilities before trying to help her in an attempt to prevent another meltdown, even bringing Rachel to the site of the original high school that Carrie destroyed in the first film. However, this only stresses out Rachel further, even more so when Sue tells her that she is Carrie's half-sister.
Desperate to prevent a repeat of Carrie's experience, Sue sneaks Barbara out of the asylum. Sue rushes to an after-game party at Mark Bing’s mansion, but Rachel has already been humiliated and is in a rage. She closes off the mansion doors and launches a fire poker at a boy, unaware that Sue and Barbara are trying to get inside. The poker tears through the front door and through Sue's head, killing her.
One critic wrote that the audience had a "considerable amount invested" in Snell by this point in the film and although her sudden death was "certainly powerful in terms of shock effect", it "also makes the rest of the film seem incomplete."[4]
2002 television film
In the television movie, Sue is portrayed by Canadian actress Kandyse McClure. This version of Sue is African-American. She and her best friend, Helen Shyres, are both popular students at Ewen High School, and are members of the popular clique led by Chris Hargensen, however, neither Sue nor Helen appear to really like Chris at all. Like the novel and 1976 film, Sue had participated in taunting Carrie when she had her first period in the locker room. After Ms. Desjarden forces the girls involved in the prank against Carrie to attend boot-camp style detention if they want to attend the prom, Chris tries to rally the girls, but Sue silences Chris.
Sue feels guilty about how she treated Carrie, especially after learning that Chris and her top henchwoman, Tina Blake, vandalized Carrie's locker and filled it with tampons. She asked her boyfriend, Tommy Ross, to take Carrie to the prom instead of her. Once Carrie accepts, Sue helps her get ready for the prom, something she didn’t do in any portrayal before. She assists Carrie with her make-up, helping her choose a good shade of lipstick.
Following the destruction at the prom and the death of Carrie's religious fanatic mother Margaret, Sue eventually finds Carrie, unconscious in a bathtub full of bloody water. Sue pulls her out and successfully revives her; Carrie telepathically links with Sue's mind and Sue sees Carrie's entire life (in the book, Carrie sees Sue's entire life, proving her innocence and a little later Carrie later shows her her entire life, too). Sue is interrogated by the police, and claims to have found Carrie dead and left her. In truth, she hid Carrie in the ruins of the school until things calmed down. The police initially suspect that Sue was somehow in on Chris and Billy's scheme to humiliate Carrie, but are convinced of her innocence when Jackie Talbot reveals Sue had no knowledge of it. Later, Sue drives Carrie to Florida to help her start a new life. She was supposed to appear in the following series, which never materialized because of the low ratings.[citation needed]
2013 film
Sue is played by Gabriella Wilde in the 2013 adaptation of Carrie.[5] Different from most adaptations but more in concordance to the novel, Sue is pregnant at the end of the film. When she enters the White house, Carrie at first contemplates killing her but lets her go. When she begins bringing the house down Sue attempts to get her out of it. Carrie is able to sense that Sue is pregnant with a girl and saves her life by telekinetically sending her out of the house. After the events of the Prom she is summoned to court to help uncover what role Carrie played. In the following voiceover she admits that Carrie caused the disaster, and blames everyone else, including herself, for instigating it. After that she visits Carrie's vandalized grave and puts a white rose on it and leaves. Later the headstone cracks and Carrie's scream is heard.
Alternate ending
Sue is seen in the hospital giving birth, when suddenly a bloody hand comes out of the birth canal and grabs her. Sue then wakes up screaming in her mother's arms, still visibly pregnant.
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STEPHEN KING’S CARRIE DREAM CAST
Troian Bellisario as Carrie White
Charlize Theron as Margaret White
Megan Fox as Chris Hargensen
Andrew Garfield as Tommy Ross
Willa Fitzgerald as Sue Snell
Janel Parrish as Norma Watson
Bella Thorne as Tina Blake
Carlson Young as Helen Shyres
Kim Dickens as Miss Desjardin
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It’s pretty. A lovely sweater that actually manages to do something for her washed out complexion. A quick glance around tells her that no one’s looking and Carrie sets her book bag down next to her as she tries it on over the ugly, awful grey one she’s worn almost ever Fall and Winter for the past three years, at least. Does she dare try looking for a mirror? Snatching her bag up, Carrie almost skips toward the dressing rooms just to get a look in the mirror and WHAM!!!
Helen Shyres. “Watch it, you stupid cow!” But, alas, no Chris today. And thank God for that. Still, her bag drops from her hands and a blush creeps into Carrie’s cheeks as her shoulders come up around her ears. (o please) “Ca-rrie White!” O, how she hates it when her name’s said like that, it never bodes well for her and she finds herself backing up into a row of clothes on a rack. The No-Thanks, Didn’t Fit rack. Nearly toppling it over, Carrie turns quick to catch it and she stumbles herself, panic starting to rise in her chest. “Christ, you dumb pudding, can’t you watch where you’re going for one second? What’re you even doing here, anyway? Doesn’t your Momma think all shopping centers are Godless?!” 
「 FLEX 」
There’s nothing special, not even a real try, but Helen’s purse strap rips just enough to send her lipstick, her pocket book; everything lies on the floor of the Target and -- “Shit!” Carrie grabs her own bag, racing back toward the racks, tugging the sweater over her head as though the garment had been the cause of her Great Embarrassment of the day. 
Tears pool in limpid eyes and she struggles to get the sweater back onto the hanger before turning sharp and -- AGAIN -- she slams right into another person. (STUPID COW) “I’m sorry!” She cries, hands coming up to cover her face as though this stranger might strike her. One stupid thing after another.
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Born a Rat, Burn a Rat
[2002]
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Prompt: You need to stop making her laugh! You’re ruining her makeup!
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  “You need to stop making her laugh! You’re ruining her makeup!”
All the laughter that had once been rebounding through the locker room stopped abruptly. Everyone turned their heads slowly to face Carrie White, who was blinking innocently at them from her locker. She looked absolutely clueless, as she always did when she wasn’t dead-eyed or spazzing out. She didn’t seem to understand why she was being stared at.
  “What did you just say?” Tina said.
  “H-her makeup,” Carrie stammered, suddenly very uncomfortable under their gazes. “Chris’s. It’s--going to run. If she keeps laughing. I’m trying to save it.”
  “Oh, so you think I’m ugly without any makeup on, huh? Is that it?” Chris strode up to her, eyes flashing like a hungry puma’s, and Carrie backed up against the lockers, blinking dumbly.
  “What? No!” Carrie said. She gripped her fingers in the locker air holes tightly in some sort of scrabble for grounding.
  “You hesitated,” Fern put in helpfully.
  “I didn’t!” Carrie cried, eyes wide.
  “Maybe I should try out some new makeup,” Chris mused. “Your blood will be a nice shade!” A second later, she raised her fist and sent it flying at Carrie’s face.
Carrie barely had time to react. She ducked and dove left, stumbling awkwardly through a pair of girls. There was a loud clang of metal from behind, followed by a shout of pain and a few gasps and snickers, and she spun around on her heels to see Chris rubbing her reddened knuckles tentatively with a look of murder on her face.
  “You goddamn bitch.” She seethed.
Carrie tried to stutter out an apology, she really did, but then the entire left side of her face exploded into bright, colorful bursts of pain as a fist that seemed to be the size and solidity of a small boulder came smashing upwards and her whole body popped backwards in a fashion that was almost cartoonish. A near-perfect arc, like those old animated shorts she’d been deprived of as a little girl where Daffy Duck or Wile E. Coyote were getting nailed in the face with spring-loaded punching gloves left and right.
However, there was a very significant difference between those cartoons and real life, and the difference was that in real life, it hurt. It hurt a lot.
The punch had such force that Carrie thought for one petrified instant that she might do a full flip—but then her back met the floor with an unforgiving THUNK.
She barely had time to clap a hand to the smarting flesh on the side of her face, which she could already feel starting to get puffy, before she heard sneakers squeaking against tile and looked up to see that she was surrounded by all her gym classmates in various stages of dressed. She swallowed down a mouthful of blood thickly and awkwardly scooted backwards, only to have Chris reach down with alarming swiftness and wrap her perfectly manicured fingers into her shirt-collar, gathering a crimson-knuckled fistful of fabric and sending cuts scattered across the girl’s back alight with pain once more as they were exposed to the cool air when her lightweight body was effortlessly jerked to its feet.
  “You just made the biggest mistake of your miserable little life, pig.” Chris spat. 
  “Chris,” Sue hissed cautiously. She cast an uneasy glance towards the front of the locker room, expecting Miss Desjardin to suddenly materialize inside and blow her ear-piercingly loud whistle before raining hellfire on them all.
  “What?” Chris snapped. “She DESERVES this! If you’re that worried, then keep watch or lock the door or something!”
  “Chris!” Sue said again, but this time as a much more alarmed warning. Because Carrie is tugging backwards and snapping at Chris’s hands around her collar like a contagious rat in the midst of the Black Plague.
  “What the fuck!?” Chris yelled, startled.
Carrie’s hands shot up and they’re like the skeletal fingers of death around Chris’s wrists. She had exactly zero muscles in her arms, so it was pretty impressive that she was able to pry the grip off of her pale yellow sweater’s collar and totter backwards into safety.
And then there’s a hissing sound, like the warning of a rattlesnake.
Something splatters against Carrie’s face and neck and open mouth, and she flinched in surprise. She raised a hand to wipe her eyes, but it only got halfway up before it suddenly felt like she got a red hot fire poker jammed into her sockets.
Then, she screamed.
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Rita Desjardin has heard screaming before. In her senior year of high school, she vividly remembers watching a school football game and one of the players from the other team, she believed they were the Pumas if her memory was correct, broke his arm so savagely it almost looked like it was on backwards. He had dropped to the ground in a blur of black and maroon, bellowing in agony, and at the time Rita had thought that it was the worst sound she would ever hear in her entire life.
And then she heard the ricochet of a cry rattle from the girl’s locker room, so loud that she could hear it from outside in the gym, and the first place spot for “Worst Noise She’s Ever Heard” was quickly snatched away from the football player.
He had screamed. But not like this.
This scream was piercing, bloodcurdling, and memory-haunting, and it only got worse when Rita charged into the locker room, leaving a gaggle of wide-eyed students already dressed out behind in startled shock. 
Opening the door and passing through the doorway was like coming out of water in the midst of a war- the scream suddenly became ten times louder and much more ear-splitting. She actually had to clamp her hands over her ears and stop her forward stride to shudder in pain at the intensity of the noise that made her feel like she was going deaf. What could very possibly be 140 to 150 decibels of volume jammed its way directly into her eardrums, stabbing over and over and over again until a ringing was sent jangling through her skull like the aftermath of an explosion.
To be in the same room as such an outburst of agony, so close to the cause of deafening distress, was so much more bone-chilling than listening to it from stadium bleachers.
Rita staggered forward, pulling her hands away from her ears and crossing the corridor threshold into the open space of lockers. There, her current class was huddled in a group of abstract horror around one row, eyes so wide they were nearly popping out of sockets and shaking in abject pant-pissing fear. Rita wasn’t quite sure who looked more terrified: them, Helen Shyres holding a can of pepper spray, or Carrie White frenzying around with her hands over her face, screeching.
  “WHAT IS GOING ON IN HERE?” Rita roared over the commotion, and everyone except Carrie whirled around to face her with ogling bug eyes. They apparently hadn’t heard her come in over the noise. Carrie keened again, a loud, drawn-out sound like the cry of a crow being gutted alive.
  “Sh-she--” One girl tried to say, but the words got stuck in her throat when she glanced back at Carrie writhing, slamming into the lockers, and scratching desperately at her face.
  “WHAT HAPPENED?” Rita demanded.
  “I--got startled.” Helen choked out.
  “Is that PEPPER SPRAY?!” Rita shouted.
Helen looked down at the canister in her hand as if it were an active bomb and suddenly appeared very sick. She doesn’t answer- she can’t. She’s shocked into silence.
  “WHY do you even HAVE IT at SCHOOL?!” Rita bellowed. Her eyes are wide now, too, as she put the pieces together.
  “I’m sorry!” Helen said.
Carrie wailed tumultuously. She dropped to the ground, screaming helplessly at the ceiling and squirming like she was trying to wriggle out of her own skin. Her hands are still fervently clawing at her eyes as if she were trying to scoop them out of their sockets, and there’s spots of red mixed in with the translucent sheen of pepper spray spattered across her pale face. Rita quickly pushed Helen aside, practically throwing the other girls out of the way to get to the panicking student rolling on the floor.
  “Carrie! Carrie!” Rita called over the screaming. Carrie doesn’t appear to hear her- she just continued to caterwaul and claw like a burning black cat. “Carietta White!” Not even that got through to her, and if it did, it only made her even more distressed. “Carrie!!”
Rita finally grabbed the girl by the wrists and yanked her hands away. Without the spindly fingers itching incessantly, she could see her reddened face, gashed skin, and eyes filled with blood.
  “Oh my god,” Someone from behind, Sue Snell, maybe, muttered.
  “IT HURTS!!” Carrie’s screams have finally morphed into words, and Rita isn’t sure which was worse because the screams may have been nightmare-inducing, but the words were like a punch to the stomach with a spiked iron gauntlet. They come out hoarse and high pitched, vowels stretched out in whines and keens of pain, and Rita’s heart clenched tightly in her chest when they reach her ears. “IT HURTS!! IT BURNS!!!!”
Carrie writhed beneath Rita, flailing her arms in the grip that holds them. Her dark eyes are upturned in their puckered sockets, saturating in blood, and the whites weren’t even white anymore, rather an awful crimson color with throbbing scarlet veins lacing through them like smoldering snakes. The shredded, bloody eyelids soon slam shut and remain shut, swelling so badly that Carrie was temporarily blinded, and that makes her panic even harder.
  “It burns! It burns! IT BURNS!!!” Carrie screeched. Her voice became garbled after her final cry and she dissolved into body-breaking coughs that manage to rock Rita’s own frame from where she’s crouched over her.
  “What do we do?!” Another girl, Frieda Jason, yawped. She flinched backwards in fright into the arm-locked duo of Mary and Donna Thibodeau when Rita whipped her head around to her, icy blue eyes flashing like jagged glaciers in the arctic sunlight.
  “NOW you care?” Rita snarled, loading her voice with as much venom as possible. “Now you care about her? When she’s been fucking pepper sprayed?”
All the girls flinch this time. It’s obvious that they’ve never been cussed at by a teacher before, and it gives Rita just a tiny swell of pleasure. But then Carrie sobs audibly again and it’s replaced with seething rage.
  “It- it was an accident!” Ruth Gogan tried to defend. “R-really! Helen didn’t know!”
  “Oh really?” Rita said. “I’m sure spraying a kid with fucking pepper spray, which shouldn’t even be brought to school, by the way, is really easy to do om accident!” Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Chris Hargensen clench her jaw and she rounded on her. “Do you have something you want to say, Hargensen?”
Chris opened her mouth as if to snark, took one look at Carrie’s bloody, burned face, and realized this was not something her father could fix with his lawyer status. Even if she told him that Carrie had snapped at her, he would have to agree that being pepper sprayed for it was much, much worse. She grit her teeth and looked away.
  “It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts,” Carrie wept. Rita looked back down at her and felt a sharp stab of guilt when she realized how much time she had wasted scolding the other girls when she should have been treating Carrie.
  “It’s okay, Carrie,” She told her softly, smoothing down the barbs and thorns in her voice until it’s more like warm honey or silken velvet. “It’s okay… You’re going to be okay.”
Carrie’s lolling head froze in its process of sweeping back and forth across the scuffed locker room tile. Her brow twitched and her eyelids flutter like she was trying to open them but can’t, and only bloody tears are able to squeeze their way out of the scrunched up sockets. She ‘looked’ in the direction of Rita’s voice, lips quivering.
  “M-Miss Desjardin?” She whispered hoarsely.
  “Yes, it’s me, Carrie. It’s just me.” Rita moved to hold both wrists in one hand and used the other to brush Carrie’s cheek tenderly--which was instantly the wrong thing to do because she grazed over a spatter of pepper spray and tiny burning teeth latched onto her fingers and began eating away at her flesh. She bit back a hiss of discomfort to avoid stressing out Carrie even more. “It’s okay. You’re going to be okay.”
  “It hurts,” Carrie sobbed. Her eyes screwed shut even tighter, like she thought that it may help block out the pain. “I-it hurts, Miss Desjardin. M-make it stop!”
  “I will, Carrie, don’t worry,” Rita assured her. “Just take deep breaths for me. Can you do that? Deep breaths, sweetheart.” She swiveled her head around to the group of quavering onlookers. Helen backed up behind Tina Blake and Norma Watson when her glaring eyes skim by, still white-knuckling the canister of pepper spray. “Sue.”
Sue jolted, but raised her head in an obedient, listening way.
  “Make yourself useful and get a bottle of water and a rag from the showers. Wet it.” Rita ordered.
Sue nodded, but didn’t dare speak up. She scurried off, clipping her shoulder on one of the lockers and tottering sideways for a moment before regaining her balance and continuing with her task. Rita can hear her tinker with the padlock of her locker in another row, open the door, pull something out, and then hurry into the bathroom area without fully closing the door. She stopped listening after hearing the running water of a sink to glower at the rest of the girls.
  “Get to class.” She said coldly.
The girls exchanged glances. They seem surprised that they hadn’t been struck dead or something (although Rita really, REALLY wanted to do so). Then, they disperse without another warning, with Helen hightailing it out the door first. Sue returns shortly after with a folded, pulpy paper towel that drips water on the floor and a water bottle. She looked down at Carrie as she passed them over and Rita saw that she was genuinely worried.
  “Is she...going to be okay?” She asked.
Rita was conflicted- she wanted to say yes to make them all feel better, but she really didn’t know. Carrie had rubbed her eyes viciously enough to smear the pepper spray further into her sockets and the open cuts she carved into her skin was probably exposed to any lingering residue, too, which would only deepen her anguish. But she didn’t want to say no either because that would just induce panic, so instead she just said, “I’ll take care of her.”
Sue seemed to catch her avoidance of the question by the pinch at her brow and frown on her lips, but she just nodded instead of pointing it out, much to Rita’s relief.
  “Okay,” She said. She cast one more glance at Carrie, who appeared to be trying to figure out where she was, then turned around, gathered her belongings, and walked out.
  “Okay, Carrie,” Rita looked down at her student. “I’m going to pour some water over your eyes, okay? Just keep breathing for me. You’re doing so good.”
Carrie whimpered. She jolted when the contents of the water bottle were poured over her face, crying out in shock and pain, and a light bulb overhead shattered in millions of burgeoning pieces. Rita jumped and looked up at it, then back down at Carrie, who was now panting and wheezing heavily.
  “H-hurts to b-b--reathe,” She uttered.
  “Oh, Carrie…” Rita murmured. She carefully wiped away the pepper spray residue on Carrie’s face with the paper towel, finding that the girl’s skin was suddenly very cold. Her breathing wasn’t normal anymore. She can feel her heartbeat thump heavily beneath her flesh; it’s too fast for even someone in the midst of a panic attack. 
Something was sizzling in Carrie White’s skin, and it wasn’t just the pepper spray.
There’s a clamor from the front of the locker room- Rita’s next period class started to bustle inside to change out before their minimal time limit was up. Rita jumped up, causing Carrie to whimper in distress at the loss of her presence, and stormed to the entrance corridor. The girls inside stopped, easily picking up that she was on edge, and took a small step back in near-perfect synchronization.
  “You don’t have to change out today.” Rita said hurriedly. “Or do anything. Just sit in the gym and do whatever. As long as you don’t kill each other or set something on fire, I really don’t care what you do.”
The girls blink and exchange looks.
  “Everything okay?” One asked.
  “Fine.” Rita said, squaring her shoulders and straightening her shoulders. Her posture nearly faltered and crumbled when she heard Carrie whimper again. “Go on. Out!”
The girls obey, quickly exiting in a flurry of binders and backpacks. Once they’re all gone, Rita hurried back to Carrie, who was trying to get up. She yelped and flinched so badly she knocked herself back over when Rita touched her shoulder, and another light in the first aisle of lockers popped and fizzed out.
  “It’s just me, Carrie.” Rita said. “It’s Miss Desjardin.”
  “Miss Desjardin,” Carrie repeated to herself in a voice that was barely above a whisper.
  “That’s right,” Rita nodded, although she knew Carrie couldn’t see it. “Carrie, I’m going to help you stand up and we’re going to walk over to the showers, okay? The water bottle isn’t working as well as I had hoped. Running water will help flush out your eyes better.” She gently touched Carrie’s face and she ‘looked’ up at her. “It’ll make it hurt less.”
Carrie nodded. She grit her teeth as she’s helped to her feet, staggering, but staying upright. A jewel of blood welled up from a scratch dividing her left eyebrow in two and lazily made its way down her face. She twitched when it tickled her skin and she reached up to swipe it away, but Rita snatched her hand before she could make contact. Carrie jumped and instantly tried to jerk away.
  “Don’t touch your face.” Rita scolded lightly. “It’ll only make the burning worse.”
Carrie swallowed thickly, but didn’t say anything. She just nodded silently and obeyed.
The short walk to the bathroom and shower area was much clumsier than it should have been, with Carrie stumbling over her ankles and hitting every outcrop of lockers, even with Rita guiding her. Lack of sight was numbing her senses and making it hard to listen. Rita didn’t ever get mad at her, though; blindness, even temporary blindness, would make her a complete nervous, bumbling wreck, too.
  “M-Miss Desjardin?” Carrie croaked as Rita cranked the nozzle to a middle-row shower. She turned her head in the direction of the sound of spraying water.
  “Yes?” Rita gently touched her shoulder to let her know she was there. “I’m right here, honey.”
  “I’m sorry,” Carrie whispered.
Rita’s heart sunk into her stomach. Oh, Carrie, please please don’t--
  “I-I didn’t mean to.”
A wave of guilt slammed into Rita, alongside a rumbling riptide of pure rage that roiled through her insides like a storm at sea. She clenched her teeth until she thought they may shatter and wished that she had exacted punishment on all those girls, especially Helen, instead of sending them to their next class to deal with them later.
  “I’m sorry,” Carrie said again, this time much more choked up. Her skin was frigid cold. “M-Miss Desjardin?” She reached up a blind hand and lightly touched Rita’s, which she must have forgotten was on her shoulder. She grabbed it in a way that sent shockwaves of desperation up Rita’s arm. “I’m sorry…”
  “Don’t apologize, Carrie.” Rita said firmly. “This wasn’t your fault.”
  “Okay,” Carrie said, but Rita knew she didn’t believe it. She lowered her voice and rasped out, “It really, really hurts…”
  “Come on,” Miss Desjardin lowered Carrie to her knees and tilted her into the warm rain of water shooting from the showerhead. She lifted her chin so the spray would directly hit her face. “There we go... Good girl.”
Carrie took a deep breath, spitting out water. Streams ran red when they touched her numerous cuts and the blood oozing from her tightly shut eyes turned into puffing clouds of crimson along her cheeks, but at least everything was getting flushed out. 
Rita risked getting wet when she reached over and began to rub soothing circles against Carrie’s back. She swore the girl arched her spine into her touch, exhaling a soft sigh of relief--or maybe contentment. She wasn’t quite sure, but at least it wasn’t a sad or angry sigh, although Carrie had every reason to be sad and/or angry.
  “It felt like a hot knife.”
Carrie’s rough, husky voice jarred Rita out of her thoughts. Silence had descended upon the two of them for about five minutes, the only sound being the hiss of the overhead faucet and the low creak of pipes. Rita blinked a haze of black spots out of her vision; her hand was still on Carrie’s back, no longer rubbing, but the fingers were still grazing up and down tenderly, with the thumb gliding in soothing strokes.
  “Or a fire poker. Like the ones you use for fireplaces.” 
  “What?” Rita said.
Carrie craned her neck to look at her, and her eyes were open. They were reddish-brown jewels in a nest full of restless red snakes. Trails of water cascading over her face cause the dozens of cuts around the sockets to glow in hues of neon pink and burning scarlet. She tilted her head at Rita.
  “When I got sprayed,” She specified. “And you know what I thought when it happened?”
  “What?” Rita said again, this time with dread pooled in the pit of her stomach like a dark oil spill.
  “‘Thank God,’” Carrie said. A small, weak smile twitched at the corner of her lips and she looked down at her hands, where bits of her flesh still clung beneath her nails. “I wasn’t angry. Or upset. It did hurt, though. Really badly. But after everything--after everything I’ve been through--” Her arms dropped limply to her sides and she turned her head back to Rita. “It felt good to not have to see.”
Rita was silent. Her breath is caught in her throat in horror.
How could a child think like that? How could they be treated so poorly that they have to think like that?
  “I’ve never been blinded before,” Carrie went on, musing her words like she didn’t realize how traumatic they were. She lifted a hand and gently touched one eye, as if she were reminding herself that it was still there. “It was--scary. Really scary. I’m--used to darkness, but--that was different. It wasn’t black, but really, really bright. So bright my head started to hurt--still hurts--and there were these flashes of color and it all mixed together into this big mess. But still-” She shifted on her knees, sloshing water around her. “I thought that not seeing anymore would make things better. Somehow. Maybe then I would be pathetic enough for people to leave me alone.” Her eyes gleam; Carrie is crying. “But it wouldn’t end up being like that, would it? I’m never granted such mercy.” She flicked the water around her bitterly, then had to scrunch her eyes shut again when the pain registered again.
  “Were you--” Carrie cocked her head in the direction of Rita’s head to let her know that she was listening. Rita’s hand on her back clenched a fistful of soggy pale yellow sweater. “Are you happy?”
  “Now?”
  “Ever.”
Carrie ‘looked’ up at the ceiling like she was deep in thought, and Rita already had her answer.
Fury bubbled in Rita’s stomach, while pity and grief squeezed her heart to the point of nearly bursting apart. It wasn’t fair. It was so unfair for a child to have to live like this.
Carrie had tipped her head down and apparently stopped thinking by the time Rita was finished stewing in anger and conflict. And that’s when Rita realized that Carrie didn’t look even a little angry or conflicted. Or upset or sorrowful or anguished or vengeful.
She just looked tired.
Not just tried, though- Jaded.
  “How are your eyes?” Rita asked.
Carrie gently touched one. “They still burn. Badly. But not as bad as before.”
  “Yeah, they’re probably going to hurt for awhile.” Rita frowned. She cupped Carrie’s cheeks, which felt so hollow and sunken beneath her fingers, and she cradled her head. “Can you open your eyes, honey? So I can see them?”
Carrie struggled, but managed to pry open her eyelids and keep them open for Rita to inspect. They were bloodshot and definitely looked like they were hurting, but at least they weren’t bleeding anymore. Rita gently stroked her thumb across her cheekbone.
  “Maybe I’m not happy,” Carrie blurted. 
Rita frowned at her. Carrie flicked her gaze to examine a cracked piece of tile flooring. She clenched her hands in the hem of her sweater.
  “I don’t--blame you.” Rita said. “You’ve been through a lot.”
Carrie just nodded silently. She’s crying again. Hot tears seep through Rita’s fingers.
  “I’m sorry.” Rita said. “For everything you’ve been through. You don’t deserve any of that.” Carrie’s eyes went wide at that and she blinked at Rita in shock.
  “You don’t...you don’t think I’m a freak? Or a pig? Or the devil’s child?”
  “Oh no, honey, no.” Rita said. “Not at all. You’re a smart, wonderful girl.”
Carrie’s eyes are hungry, now. Rita has never seen that look before, but she instantly knows what it means: “Do you love me?”
Rita pulled Carrie against her and the girl began to openly weep into her chest. She rocked her back and forth in the shower stall, whispering sweet things in her ear and stroking her messy hair (which really needed to be brushed). And Carrie clung to her in return, blubbering and sniffling and whimpering until she’s exhausted and can only hiccup weakly. Rita smoothed down a stubborn cowlick on the top of her head.
  “You’re going to be okay, sweetheart,” Rita cooed to the girl in her arms. “I’ve got you.”
Carrie nuzzled closer, curling her knees in until she was a soggy ball in Rita’s lap. She breathed out a sigh, and this time Rita knows it’s of contentment.
  “Don’t let me go,” She whispered. “Please.”
  “I won’t.” Rita promised.
But she did.
To move Carrie into her office, where she signed a pass for her to skip her remaining classes for ‘mandatory physical health workout’ and spent the rest of the school day brushing out her hair and letting her relax. It’s the first time she thinks she’s seen Carrie really smile, like she thought this was the most delightful thing in the entire world, and Rita’s heart melted.
  “Thank you,” Carrie whispered. The tune of smooth jazz is playing from the small speaker on Rita’s desk. A dark purple brush glided through her long hair and she gave a soft coo of bliss at the sensation. “You’re--more of a mom than mine ever is.”
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yourdeepestfathoms · 4 years
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the way Frieda and Helen apologize have no right being that funny
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yourdeepestfathoms · 4 years
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[Broadway Kids]
Helen: I'll give you a ride.
Frieda: Oh, in your pickup truck?
Helen: Are you saying because I'm a lesbian I drive a pickup?
Frieda: Well, do you?
Helen:
Helen: Shut up
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