#helene.txt

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when you think about it, ao no exorcist is all about. yes you can and you must live.

you can heal tomorrow. you can make amends tomorrow. you can apologise tomorrow. you can be a better person tomorrow. but today you have to live. you are allowed to live even if you're imperfect and have made mistakes, and use tomorrow to make it all better.

#been revisiting a bit of old anime/manga and. god ane really is one span above a lot of em huh #ao no exorcist #blue exorcist #aoex #helene.txt #also theres a lot of. generational trauma family as a theme etc etc in there. looovely

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oresteia, a new adaptation, robert icke // runs in the family, amanda palmer // elektra, sophocles

#the c9nnection came to me in a dream. also im home for the holidays so yyyyyeeeeaaah. lotsa stuff #also two iver three are from some iteration of the story of the house of atreus but!! it's my post and i do what i want!! #also idk abt the last one but the translation is mine so. id something's off. you know why #family #generational trauma #web weaving #unsecret diary #helene.txt

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isn't this a strange conversation for men who aren't crazy?

DRACULA (1931)

#photoshop fucked with the speed of the gifs but oh well. maybe im just rusty #saw the movie with my brohter the other day!! renfield stole the entire scene for me. also harker silly guy shooing the bat like it was a m #mosquito and not a dangerous blood sucking vampire #dracula #dracula 1931 #hollywood #movies #old cinema #black and white #gifset #helene.txt

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yes mr publisher i know that the general public would never appreciate this story and wouldn't understand the un-family friendly topics and the graphic depictions or even uncritically condemn them. the tumblrinas, on the other hand,

#helene.txt

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bully (2006) ; “final showdown” // already gone – bayside // hannibal (2015) ; 3×13 “the wrath of the lamb”

#mmmh. the gifs are shittier than usual #bbuuuut whatever ig????? I HAD TO GET THIS OUT OF MY BRAIN #LIKE MY BROTHER MENTIONED THE PARALLEL SO CASUALLY. IVE BEEN SCREAMING FOR DAYS #bully #bully cce #bully scholarship edition #bully anniversary edition #canis canem edit #gary smith #jimmy hopkins #hannibal #hannibal lecter #will graham #gifset #helene.txt

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"do this" "do that" "DON'T do this" actually my only writing advice is. know what you're doing

#helene.txt #will probably elaborate later bc the idea is VERY clear in my mind #but now im studying FUCKING geography uhhh. i didn't choose ancient lit to study rocks #writeblr #writing problems #writing stuff #writer problems #writers on tumblr

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btw una cosa di mare fuori che mi ha dato molto, MOLTO fastidio è stato come è stato gestito l'aftermath della questione di pietro

al principio, il senso di mare fuori è che, soprattutto in una città dalla stratificazione sociale come quella di napoli, in cui una fascia di ragazzi molto ampia è vulnerabile a molti rischi, basta veramente poco per commettere un errore che possa farli finire a nisida e macchiarli a vita. è quello per cui si è battuto massimo dal principio così come molti dello staff, quello che paola ha capito ad un certo punto, quello che sofia sta con fatica realizzando; il pensare che questi ragazzi siano mostri senza possibilità di salvezza è deumanizzante, è umiliante e non fa bene a nessuno, e fin dall'inizio il tentativo era quello di mostrare dei percorsi positivi di crescita (non tutti vanno a buon fine ovviamente, ma. intanto il mostrare una luce in fondo al tunnel)

ma pietro? dopo una stagione intera che, pure a ragione, pure magari in maniera motivata dallo stato delle cose, pietro e consuelo e pure massimo hanno deumanizzato e chiamato bestie e desiderato che questi ragazzi marcissero per sempre... anche pietro avrebbe potuto essere uno di loro. se non avesse avuto un supporto tale alle spalle da impedirgli di premere il grilletto, pietro sarebbe stato uno di quei ragazzi a cui è bastato un errore, un brutto giorno, una tragica coincidenza per fare qualcosa di terribile. sarebbe potuta essere una lezione di empatia importante e una dimostrazione dei problemi sistematici molto più ampi di un singolo individuo e di una qualche innata cattiveria

invece tutto questo è stato???? dimenticato???? subito????? sono senza parole basta

#gonna go to bed anrgy #che poi mi manca ancora l'ultimo episodio ma shhh....... #però sì mi ha fatto vereamente incazzare questa cosa. cioè non è stato neanche reso in maniera implicita. zero #boh raga per me poteva finire molto prima mare fuori non immaginavo manco l'avrei finita ma eccoci qua #helene.txt #mare fuori

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while it sucks ass that @staff keeps adding this shit around the desktop, like the clown yesterday and the skull today, there's something i find absolutely hilarious about the way we all collectively agreed to just. wipe it away as soon as they appear. sort of like mosquitos during the summer. get ublocked bitch

#the fact that we still arent heard has something crazy abt it #helene.txt

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also like, i really really like the "it's rotten work / not to me not if it's you" quote, but i'm physically unable to enjoy it when i've seen it attributed to aeschylus while knowing what pilades is actually like in aeschylus' plays :///

#like im not saying read the entire oresteia #but jeez at least look up the sources with a tiny bit more than the first google result #also bc its a really really cute interpretation and the quote is HEARTWRENCHING in the best possible way but. that really isnt the way aesc #aeschylus built pilades character so. idk idk maybe im just pedantic yknow #helene rants #helene.txt

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can't wait until martin scorsese himself finds out abt goncharov (1973) and decides to actually film a goncharov (2023)

#i do think that no one would like it anyway bc 1.by now we have it all in our minds and anything would be shit 2.despite his importance he #doesn't have the taste of a tumblrina microblogger so it would be at best a classic masterpiece but we would remain an unprofitable public #but it would be a lot of fun. imagine the headlines 'scorsese makes a movie from ideas produced by a tumblr joke' it would make history #certified shitpost #goncharov #goncharov (1973) #fandom chaos #helene.txt

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anyone else still emotional about bart and max never having been able to say goodbye to each other or

#LOOK. ITS ON MY MIND CONSTANTLY OKAY. #ITS JUST. one moment max was there and when bart came back he wasnt. just like that #IT BREAKS ME. when im sad i rhink abt them its all nornal #dc comics #flashfam #bart allen #impulse #max mercury #max crandall #the flash #helene.txt

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Batfamily but they have dinner with superfamily every Sunday

why just sunday. why not make it an every now and then thing

#fun fact i always found it v ironic that both bruces and clarks mothers are named martha #also wish i still believed in batfam this would be such a cute image <3 #dc comics #batfam #superfam #helene.txt #helene answers

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aristophanes, the knights (424 b.c.)

#idk this is supposed to be a joke in a comedy but. to me it feels so much more profound than it was prolly supposed to be #something something blaming it on the deities looking for blame to give. idk idk idk #words in ink as blood #greek comedy #greek tag #aristophanes #the knights #athens #ancient greek #greek literature #ancient literature #archaia #dark acamedia #light academia #academia #helene.txt

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no bc real men by mitski is so. gender.

#mmh something something wanting to be a real man tough and strong and all but also wanting to be a pretty and cute girl. looking to be loo #looked at and wanted and desired and to make him proud. so much gender feelings i swear #(also peanut vibes. sorry but if u dont hc him as genderqueer transmasc ur wrong i make the rules /lj) #helene.txt

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song is amazing but the audio quality is bad anywhere you look. 2987 injured 3809274 dead

#this is about why still bother by itchy and why still bother by itchy only #pain in the ass. anywhere i look the audio is still fizzy in the back??????? #helene.txt

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Batman but wonder woman just throw him at air everytime she is mad at him

I CAN IMAGINE THAT. oh if only i was good at drawing + i had the time

#the image was MUCH too vivid in my mind. i love this #dc comics #bruce wayne #batman #diana prince #wonder woman #helene.txt #helene answers #also i do not have enough jl evidence to say it for sure but. it feels like this MIGHT have happened once