#hell is no place for a child

[little-pondhead]

I have a simple fascination and joy in the thought that, for the Ghost King AU, most of the time Danny is literally so normal compared to other ghosts.

Like, he’s a kid. He looks like a kid. Going by canon appearances, he is the most human looking ghost we see (aside from Ellie). Even Plasmius is more inhuman, which is where all the vampire jokes come from. Every single one of this enemies is off even in a human disguise. They’re not human, and people don’t expect them to be.

So aside from the implications of Danny looking like a child ghost, I wonder what other characters would think if they summon the Ghost King, expecting this huge monstrosity worse than anything they’ve ever seen, and getting a totally normal human-looking kid.

I’d be terrified. Because if horror movies have taught us anything, it’s that the most innocent and normal looking people are the worst monsters you’ve ever seen.

Like, what is he hiding??

#danny phantom #pondhead rambles #just a thought #if I tried summoning the ghost king I’d be ready to face an eldritch god not a teenager #and let’s just imagine he’s doesn’t have a creepy form at all #literally just looks the same as canon all the time #if a kid showed up in place of a monster? hell no #I’m outta there #something is wrong and I’m not dealing with it #Danny doesn’t set off the uncanny valley feeling at all but because people THINK that the feeling should be there #the lack of it is making people’s nerves worse #no ‘oh shit we fucked up why is there a kid he can’t possibly be the ghost king’ #more like ‘oh shit we fucked up what kind of ghost king looks like a human teen we are way out of our depths’ #these thoughts come from me playing video games and immediately being on guard when a lone child is in a place they should not be #like I’m ready to fight monsters and bad guys #children? fuck that they’re obviously going to kill me in the worst way possible

[blahwithasideofblah]

Ok, but how did I only just realize that their fatal flaws are the reason Percy and Annabeth fall?

Like, we've got Annabeth, who's fatal flaws is pride, who has known her fatal flaw is pride since she was thirteen! And here she is riding high after beating the quest noone else has even survived!!! She found the Athena Parthenos!!! She beat a giant spider using only her wits!!! Of course she managed to cut all the spiderwebs first try, of course she doesn't need to double check that!!!!

And Percy. Percy "my fatal flaw is loyalty" Jackson. He doesn't even think. Of course he's not letting her go. Letting anyone go would be a betrayal, but this is Annabeth. Nothing else matters!!! No! Other! Choice! Matters! It doesn't matter that they'll probably die. It doesn't matter he might be more help above. It doesn't matter that he's been missing for a year and has not seen his mother once that entire time!!!!! It does not matter!!!! Because Annabeth is hanging off a cliff and he's the only thing keeping her from falling and letting her go would be a betrayal of the highest order and he cannot do that. So of course he falls with her. What other choice is there?

#and of course percy doesnt even think nico and the seven WONT be there at the doors #he trusts this fourteen year old boy WHO HAS BETRAYED HIM BEFORE to bring everyone back to the hell he just excaped #not ONCE does he think #“hey maybe a terrified fourteen year old child wont come back to that place” #“maybe theyll a be too busy saving the world” #“maybe theyve given us up for dead” #no theyll be there #why wouldnt they? #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson and the olympians #annabeth chase #percabeth #mark of athena #heroes of olympus

[apelcini]

there is a hollowness inside of rich kids that truly terrifies me.

#no wonder some of them don’t know how to be people #like. i was never poor growing up. we were two disasters from bankruptcy instead of just one. but at least i had normal child experiences?? #did my own first aid and was so proud of that. getting dragged to my mom’s work when i had a sick day and getting basically all the regional #colds over in that waiting room. making a grilled cheese or a pbj when my parents weren’t home yet #gotten really annoyed about having to take care of siblings and drive them places #like man sometimes i think I’m so clueless and then others I’m like. how the hell are you people still alive #you look like a deep sea fish collapsing under the lack of pressure on the surface

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

eldritch horror moth

that's the thought.

gn <3

incredibly true, excellent thought

eldritch horror Foul Legacy who crawls out of the Abyss through a crack in the earth, following the beam of light that somehow reached through the endless darkness. he emerges into the sun and immediately begins to explore, curious about life above ground, but he quickly finds that his presence brings only madness to the mortals who inhabit Teyvat, much to his dismay. it corrupts their minds, twisting and deteriorating it, and the few who aren't affected, those who hold pretty glowing gemstones, all run away in fear or try to slay him instead. so Foul Legacy stays away from everyone, lurking in the shadows and watching shining lights and laughter from a distance. this world feels just like the Abyss, despite its bright sun and cool breeze- it feels lonely, crushingly so, and the eldritch monster can only whimper and curl in on himself, trying to stave off the emptiness

you stumble across Legacy by pure chance, stumbling into the clearing he's been sleeping in on your way back home. both of you shriek at the same time, the Abyssal beast letting out a terrified hiss when he sees the Vision strapped to your belt, but you hastily raise your hands to show you mean no harm. Legacy narrows his crystalline eye at you, wary and cautious as you examine him from afar- although your Vision protects you from going insane you can tell that something is off, by Teyvat standards, like the image of this mysterious creature is flickering at the edges. maybe people without Visions see something indescribable, but for you it's merely a light static. you sit on the grass and cross your legs, looking at Foul Legacy from afar, who just stares back in confusion. aren't you supposed to be running or threatening him now? but no, you simply sit and watch, even as the sun begins to set and you nod off into sleep

once he's absolutely sure you're dozing, off into a human dreamland he can never visit, Foul Legacy tentatively approaches and gives you a careful sniff, then curls up beside you, his horns just barely grazing one of your hands

#genshin impact #childe #tartaglia #foul legacy #foul legacy childe #genshin tartagalia #genshin childe #genshin tartaglia #chit chat #anon #eldritch foul legacy discovering the surface: cool place!!! sunlight!!!! new friends!!! #eldritch foul legacy when he indirectly harms people or they harm him: oh :((( no new friends :((( sad :((( #maybe you bring zhongli to meet him and zhongli knows what legacy is and is like 'what the hell' #because legacy can definitely kill you but instead he's snuggling his head against your hair and purring #short scenario #other's stuff #good evening :) #i love big scary eldritch monsters who are just sweethearts

[heich0e]

went out last night (woof) and walked into an unlocked stall in the bathroom only to find some poor girl in an absolutely wretched state w her friend trying to take care of her and i got her water and gave her friend the pack of gum from my purse for when she was up to it and made sure they had a way home because in another life i could have been either of those girls but in this life i went home before midnight and scrubbed the bar stamp off my hand like lady macbeth

#i walked in on ANOTHER girl throwing up in the bathroom like less than an hour later #this place was hell on earth #also while i was waiting to get into that bathroom a girl grabbed my hand and was like 'you are SO beautiful' and then immediately+ #followed it up with 'how old are you' and i looked this child in the eyes and said 'geriatric in comparison to 90 percent of the ppl here' #my outfit was cute though so at least there's that

[thasorns]

But from what I’ve seen, he already tries and works so hard. - Cause he has you who always spoils him, that’s why he’s like this. — Parents about Waan

Working is not fun. If you have the chance to live your life, then do it. Work is not going anywhere. You should let it go sometimes. — Waan to Win

I’m not gonna stop you, if you wanna help. But I just don’t want you to give up on your dreams. Don’t want anybody to force you to do this and that. — Win to Wiew

Dad! In case you didn’t know, Waan was gone all night because he was dealing with the issues at the resort. I promised Hia Win that when I grew up, we’ll help each other to run the resort. But now, I wish it could go bankrupt. I’m also curious, if you don’t have that stupid hotel would you gonna be the old dad we used to have? — Wiew to his father

#between us #between us the series #oreo puwanai #zeystuff #gif: bu #listen so many texts and no one likes to read that much I get it... also this one will get probably what one like or so #but I feel for him soo much... he probably didn't want to study business in the first place he only did it to make his dad proud #yet no matter what he tries all the efforts he put into it to make his dad a tiniest bit happy doesn't work... it goes all in vain #being the first born already puts him under so much pressure and he probably never got to live as a child #(I didn't read the novel but being the first born also normally requires to be a parent to your siblings kinda) #his only escape from this hell where he can be at ease is to play. is the gaming world and even that he can't really enjoy bc of his dad #'childish'... like pls he tries so hard to make his father accept him no matter what. he works his ass off and that's not enough #we know he doesn't wanna work in this industry as he said to Win (quote in the caption 'work is not fun') yet to please his parents he do it #'since you were born...' - feeling quesadilla but the 'que' and 'illa' are silent #I'd appreciate if the caption stays on bc it's important (at least for me) for this set

[btsugarush]

why do you keep posting new story ideas and never actually write them, you've like tons of them and you haven't even started writing the 000

Why are you worried about what I do on my blog? It’s called wip (work in progress), and I’m allowed to post them. The “000” are teasers and I’m currently writing those as we speak, so you sound dumb talking about “you haven’t even started writing the 000”. Don’t even know what the fuck I’m doing but fixed your fingers to type this corny ass ask. I’ve already stated that ain’t shit getting started until Gangsta is finished. If you got a problem you’re very welcome to get the fuck on, bookie. You will not be missed or remembered. 🩷

#cherry’s asks #cherry speaks #You on anonymous extra scared. please stay in a child’s place #Y’all be extra thirsty like y’all don’t be adults on the other side of the screen. #Go tf to work or something #talking about so many and the only wips without teasers are the new ones that I JUST posted #imagine sitting up and typing this like you know what I’m doing irl go straight to hell LMAO #I guess we forgot that I’m pregnant and not obligated to post shit on y’all timing #you knew you sounded goofy. that’s why stayed on anon cuz you knew this was goofy when you typed it up

[padfootastic]

I like to imagine that the Black cousins were all really close in age: Bella and Andy were in the same year, Narcissa was the year below them, Sirius was the year below Narcissa, and Regulus was the year below his brother. If JKR can claim Cygnus had 3 kids at 17 and had Bellatrix at 13, I can say whatever the hell I want about the timeline. Plus, it’s fun to think that there are several years where the entire school is subjected to the Black Family’s chaotic nonsense.

hehehe i love both this option and the other one, that they were all a little spread out in years bc the hilarity of like. blacks being utter menaces and the profs being exhausted but relieved to see them go. except, a new one pops up every couple or so years and it’s like ‘oh merlin’s saggy balls no, not again’ so it’s like a black reign of terror for like. a decade and a half, starting from bella, who’s managed to get slytherin under her thumb in her first year alone thru sheer malice and magical power, then it was andy and her assorted rebellions (she started a minor unionisation campaign in slytherin in her second year; to date, no one knows how or even for what, just that for atleast 5.3 months, lil kids were going around chanting about the rights of the proletariat and it was only when sirius stepped in with ‘andy ur literally the bourgeois, what r u on about’ that it slowed down), then there was cissa who was a Younger Sibling™️ and wrecked havoc trying to be Everywhere, and do Everything bc she finally has freedom and no limits.

and then came sirius, of course, who kick started chaos on his first day by sorting into gryffindor and soulmate-ing a potter. he was not only a genius, but a bored one, which made him dangerous. making other kids cry was a specialty and unintended consequence of his sharp tongue and indifference, and generally, he was a Problem bc he couldn’t be controlled. and regulus, who finally seemed to be a decent options and slughorn (?) could’ve cried in relief at finally getting a normal black but alas, he should’ve known that typology just did not exist in nature bc the youngest black turned out to be a raging death eater with a massive hard on for a man his grandfather’s age steeped in dark arts to the point of losing his soul. so ykno.

black reign of terror.

#sirius black #listen is this me getting back into the BFCU bc— #why is the black family so endlessly entertaining #u can make hcs for days w them #they’re so so fun #the perfect amount of grey/dark #(also connecting to an ask/hc from a while ago—i love james being at the centre of this little hell) #like. everyone else is terrified but he just gets a free pass. like a cute kitten.bc sirius has claimed him and also bc he’s stupid & #& fearless* #so he just walks up to bella and presses a good morning kiss on her cheek and places a blueberry muffin in her hand and walks away #(he was the one who passed along the communist manifesto to andy) #(and also enabled cissa bc her younger sibling shenanigans matched his spoiled only child ones quite a bit) #sirius ofc. no need to even go there. #and reg was just ridiculous envious of him lmao (also had a crush poor kid) #and james was just. too nice to him #fun fun fun #pen’s notes #pen’s asks #the BFCU

[ailius-suffers-through-art]

ehehehe ok so hear me out.... Penpals AU featuring Concerned Parental Figure™ Clive and Luke "I'm 11 and have watched my friend die in front of my eyes" Triton ( drawn in-game on the memo-pad for extra ✨flair✨)

(captions:)

Luke writing a letter: Dear Clive, Idk who you are but here's something cool!

Clive reacting to the letter: ?? Why did I get this

((pictured: recap of curious village events and diabolical box feat. Luke screaming in the background))

Luke writing: But it's fine since he (Anton) ended up turning into a Grandpa

((pictured: Anton and Katia hugging with caption "FAM HUG!" above))

So it all ended up alright in the end!

The best, your friend Luke.

Clive reacting to the letter: Jesus, kid.... Be careful

At least he's ok..

(end)

#original art #Penpals!AU #the comic takes place during diabolical box/pandora's box if you couldn't tell #actually the reason this whole thing was drawn on my DS is because I came up with the idea while playing diabolical #funfact!: this Au exists because I named my file “Clive” like the brainrotted moron that I am and then i thought “hmmm... what if luke was #actually writing this to Clive??? and they exchanged letters on their respective adventures???" cue epiphany. #im such a sucker for parental figure clive #he is wholly unprepared for the responsibility and if anyone points the fact that he is Dad™ out to him he will pass out on the spot #but he's trying and he's trying hard #also LuClive/Cluke/whatever-the-hell-that-cursed-ship-is-called shippers may leave my blog and never come back because I am Not A Fan™©™© #no thank u please Luke is a Whole Child #professor layton #clive dove #Clive Albatross #future luke #luke triton #professor layton and the diabolical box #professor layton and the unwound future #anton herzen

[creatively-cosmic]

missing numbers lore

#not a queued cause its a shitty doodle but yea #we're rly excited someones expressed interest in the story so we might try to write and explain more #id love to do more stuff like Palette Glitch. writing excerpts for important scenes #but yeah this is everyone's position in a nutshell #red. well youve seen him. damned to a hell of glitches for eternity because he has no place in the new world #leaf as the warden. similarly broken but given new purpose in exchange for loyalty so long as she keeps the glitches at bay #being manipulated and convinced that she is doing the right thing and that this is the way it must be #blue knowing a semblance of truth but being unable to fully comprehend. so he fights and fights because its so unfair isn't it? #kicking and biting and stabbing stabbing stabbing stabbing stabbing #because playing by the rules never changed anything #and fire. red. the chosen one. the protagonist. the hero. the sacred poster child of this whole world. who cannot be killed #and cannot be broken. #'arceus' in this is much greater than a pokemon. it isn't about what it is but what he represents. he is the God of this reality. #a reality dictated by the will of beings above and the logic of code and data #giggles. #missing numbers

[x-heesy]

𝙶𝙵𝚇-𝙷𝚎𝚎𝚜𝚈 2005

„𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚊 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍“

(𝙰𝚟𝚎 𝙳𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊 𝙻𝚎𝚇)

𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝙻𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚂𝚑𝚊𝚍𝚘𝚠 -𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝙻𝚒𝚏𝚎

Oɴᴇ, ᴛᴡᴏ, Fʀᴇᴅᴅʏ’s ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ

Tʜʀᴇᴇ, ғᴏᴜʀ, ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ʟᴏᴄᴋ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴏᴏʀ

Fɪᴠᴇ, sɪx, ɢʀᴀʙ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄʀᴜᴄɪғɪx

Sᴇᴠᴇɴ, ᴇɪɢʜᴛ, ɢᴏɴɴᴀ sᴛᴀʏ ᴜᴘ ʟᴀᴛᴇ

Nɪɴᴇ, ᴛᴇɴ, ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sʟᴇᴇᴘ—

FUCKTHEPOPULATION

(Aʏᴇ, ᴀʏᴇ, ᴀʏᴇ, ᴀʏᴇ)

Pᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴜᴍᴘ (ʏᴇᴀʜ!)

Sʟᴜɢs ᴛʜᴀᴛ’ʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sʟᴜᴍᴘᴇᴅ

Dʀᴜɢs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴍᴇ ɴᴜᴍʙ

Wᴀᴋᴇ ᴜᴘ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴏᴘ sᴏᴍᴇ

Bɪᴛᴄʜ, ɪᴛ’s FUCKTHEPOPULATION

Bᴏᴅɪᴇs ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʙᴀsᴇᴍᴇɴᴛ

Lᴏʀᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴏʀsᴀᴋᴇɴ, ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ʙɪᴛᴄʜᴇs ғᴏʀɴɪᴄᴀᴛɪɴɢ (sʜɪᴛ!)

Lᴜᴄɪғᴇʀ, Bᴇᴇʟᴢᴇʙᴜʙ, Sᴀᴛᴀɴ

Tʀɪᴘʟᴇ sɪx ʙᴇ ᴍʏ ʟᴀɴɢᴜᴀɢᴇ

Sᴍᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴏɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ’s ғʟᴀɢʀᴀɴᴛ

Sʜᴏᴏᴛɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛᴀɪɴᴛᴇᴅ

Rᴀɪɴᴅʀᴏᴘs ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍʏ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴅʟᴏᴄᴋs

Mᴏᴏᴅ 21 Sᴀᴠᴀɢᴇ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ Rᴇᴅ Oᴘᴘs

Mɪɢʜᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴄᴇ ᴛᴀᴛᴛᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴛᴇᴀʀ ᴅʀᴏᴘ

Sʜᴇʟʟ-sʜᴏᴄᴋᴇᴅ ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ʙᴏᴅɪᴇs ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ sɪᴅᴇᴡᴀʟᴋ

Sɪx ᴅᴀʏs ‚ᴛɪʟ ᴍʏ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ, ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ sᴇᴠᴇɴᴛʜ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ʙᴇ

Lᴏᴡᴇʀ ʟᴇᴠᴇʟ ᴅᴡᴇʟʟɪɴɢ, ɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴠɪʟ ʀᴏᴄᴋɪɴɢ FTP

Rᴜʙʏ sᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʀᴇɴᴅs ʙᴜᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ, ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ʜɪs ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴇᴀsᴇ

Lᴇᴏᴘᴀʀᴅ ᴘʀɪɴᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴏɴ ʜɪs ʙᴏᴅʏ, ʙᴏᴅʏ ʜᴀɴɢɪɴɢ ᴏғғ ᴛʜᴇ Sᴘʜɪɴx

Rᴜʙʏ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘʟᴀɴ ɪɴᴠᴏʟᴠɪɴɢ ғɪʀᴇsᴛᴏʀᴍs ᴛʜɪɴɴɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇʀᴅ

Rᴜʙʏ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘʟᴀɴ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏᴄᴜsᴛs sᴡᴀʀᴍ, ᴘᴏɪsᴏɴɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪʀᴛ

Rᴜʙʏ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ʜɪs ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴀɴᴅ ғʟɪʀᴛ

Rᴜʙʏ ɢᴏᴛ ʜɪs ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴛᴏʀɴ, ᴄᴜᴛ ᴜᴘ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪʀᴅs

Rᴜʙʏ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ᴏᴀᴛʜ ʜᴇ ᴏɴᴄᴇ sᴡᴏʀᴇ, ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʜɪᴍ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴜʀᴄʜ

Rᴜʙʏ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅʏ ғɪsᴛ ᴜᴘ ʜᴇʀ sᴋɪʀᴛ

Dᴏ Yᴏᴜ Bᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ Gᴏᴅ? ʙʏ $ᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇʙᴏʏ$ (ɴᴏᴘᴇ)

@frenchpsychiatrymuderedmycnut @bigbonzo

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[fleshdyke]

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#csa warning for tags #goddd being raped at 6ish and brutally bullied is a hell of a combination #i was the one kid in not only my grade but multiple above and below me as well that the boys would dare each other to 'ask out' #absolutely CONSTANTLY. like jesus #by the time i was raped i'd already been bullied pretty badly for a while. including being constantly told i was ugly by all the boys #which is like. a huge reason i was raped in the first place. i still dont know who it was but i can only assume he took advantage of me #being constantly bullied to abuse me. as child rapists so often do #but like i was always the one that would be 'asked out' as a dare bc why would any of them want to talk to me #it was so inconceivable that any of them could want to be near me let alone 'go out' with me. they didn't even bother trying to hide the way #they laughed. like they didn't try to hide it bc they knew no one would do anything #and this happening to me fucking constantly for years on end throughout my ENTIRE childhood. that fucks with you man #like i dont think its even possible for anyone to like being around me at all. let alone find me attractive #there's still never been a single person who's had a crush on me or whatever #like all my friends have stories about annoying boys having crushes on them when they were younger. and what does it say about me that im #the complete opposite. and like it's so stupid because who fucking cares what 10 year old boys thought in 2016 but it really really fucks #you up bad man. like if anyone ever does come to be attracted to me for whatever reason i dont think im ever going to be able to believe it #i'm always going to be waiting for the joke to end and them to start laughing. i'll always be waiting for the other shoe to drop #and the worst part of it all is that i fucking want to be raped again #being raped as a little kid is the only time anyone has ever wanted me. it's the only time i've ever been desired. and i dont even like sex #but it's just the only time anyone has ever loved me in a non parental way #like i have one crush story to all my friends'. and it was a grown man that raped me when i was little #and i want to be raped again so fucking badly not because i would enjoy it but because it would prove that someone actually fucking wants me #i want to be sexually harassed and not in the way i usually am. i want to be catcalled and have to be scared walking around alone #i want men to grope me and say disgusting things and rape me because then i would finally be fucking wanted #it would prove that i'm actually likeable in some capacity. that i still am #im so scared that now that im grown im just a lost cause. because i was only desirable when i was little. now im just nothing #and i know i shouldnt even care but its so fucking hard to shake. i just want someone to love me #and i love my mom so much but i want them to love me because they want to and not because they have to #rambles #vent

[queer-reader-07]

i love my dad he's great, but he is also the most straight white man a person can get. so imagine my utter shock when in the course of one conversation i find out that he reads a webcomic featuring a main plot line about a lesbian couple and his first ever concert was an Erasure concert in the 80s where the crowd consisted of at least 50% gay people in leathers

#like sir. you cannot drop this information your queer child like it's nothing #he said the erasure concert was 'an eye opening experience as a white boy from the suburbs' #he had no idea andy bell was gay he just liked the music #this man was a skinny tall white boy with giant glasses in the 80s #he probably looked so out of place at that concert #but also my dads been listening to punk most of his life so i feel like he's been around plenty of queers at concerts #hell the first concert i ever went to was social distortion with my dad when i was 12 #didn't know i was queer at the time #but i did grow into a queer as fuck leftist so the punk music worked on me #also. LESBIAN WEBCOMIC HELLO? YOU ARE A STRAIGHT WHITE MAN NAMED JOHN WHAT IS HAPPENING #erasure band #andy bell #social distortion #rambling

[libertasforte]

#arlecchino's hell is like #being in a place that is very far away from other people #he didn't have to go with her #but I made him #tartacchino #tartaglia #childe #arlecchino #genshin impact

[jsbashirmd]

starter for @lietwice

It was a truly remarkable sort of accident--one of the sort that got written about for decades after. One minute, they'd detected a temporal anomaly, and the next, there'd been a wide-eyed boy in a green shirt and no shoes standing in the place Dr. Bashir had been. No one had been able to come up with any leads for fixing the problem in the extra two weeks the Defiant stayed to investigate the incident.

"The thing is, Garak," Miles said, one hand protectively on Julian's shoulder, even though Julian apparently wasn't paying any attention, and was instead looking down at the padd in his hands, his ears covered by sound-reducing headphones. "I'd take him in in a heartbeat. Me and Keiko, we'll take him. But he gave you power of attorney. In the case of anything. He's not your Julian. Not anymore. Or- or not yet, I suppose. But your Julian would've wanted- I hate it, but he would've wanted me to respect his wishes and give you the choice. So. Are you taking him? Or can I?"

#c. miles #c. julian #new thread #lietwice. garak #v. main #t. so many secrets #i guess #time travel shennanigans are afoot and now garak gets child in place of partner #I'd say julian is about 7 or 8 #he's cute as hell