#help I need money HAHA

[running-in-the-dark]

we finished painting the walls in my room today - well, two of them, the ones that we started yesterday. tomorrow we're going to ikea, and then hopefully we'll finish the one wall in my husband's room, and start the two in my room (they're gonna be a different colour than the first two)

#today I am not covered in paint from head to toe! success! #everything still hurts but it's tolerable at the moment #I hope well get my room done by Friday (since we'll be moving our stuff this weekend & my friend will help me build shelves and stuff. which #the walls need to be finished for 😬) #also: we're going to ikea to have them look at the kitchen that we've planned 😬 I'm so nervous lol #it's gonna be so embarrassing if I did everything wrong somehow #and it said the appointment is 45 minutes so that's scary haha. #but it's gonna be too much money (and time and effort to assemble it all) to mess it up so. my social anxiety will just have to be very #brave lol. 😬 #personal

[czarrish]

i know ppl forget that grocery workers fall under the "essential workers" title, but please do not come in through my store in the middle of a chaotic storm where we have 12 associates in the entire store (out of a staff of 100 for the day), when we have lines all the way to the back of the store, and hype yourself up for being a nurse who deserves special treatment as an essential worker

this is my hospital and i'm diagnosing you with little bitch disease! roll out!

#it's just the tone my guy! #i literally went 'haha that's so funny that you get to see the other end of the essential worker spectrum now' #anyway my entire staff of 15 people called out except for me and one (amazing) dude #and then one girl rolled up like 'i want money do u need help' and i had her punch in and start bagging #(that was just my department) #(there were dooooozens of callouts)

[sysig]

I’ll be fine, I just have to get it all out of my system (Patreon)

#Doodles #Spoiler alert: It has been got out of my system by this point lol #I had a bad writing day and it was terribly demotivating :P I've gotten over it lol #It was an Offline Monday and the previous several days had been such good writing days! To the point where I was worn out lol #But not recognizing that and expecting to just be able to Keep Going - well it led to a minor crash lol #Again nothing bad just complainy and demotivating I'm fine ♪ #I am a little :/ about my devices being in the state they are that certainly doesn't help #My laptop's hinge and my iPod being so old and janky and my poor old tablet - still the main one I'm using lol #I think most of my USB drives are shot on this poor laptop so my new tablet that needs more than just the one just....doesn't work lol #It's a good backup to be sure tho! I do still kinda want a standalone proper-like... Investing in an iPad at some point is probably... #Well I'll worry about it more when it's an Actual Problem - for the moment everything is still working! Not the best but it's Doing! #Back to the writing et al lol - It was my Big Project which I think I've pretty clearly gestured at being an Adventure Time comic lol #I have not in fact rewatched the series beginning to end since finishing it - I've watched certain episodes but not just a front to back #I think a rewatch would be very entertaining! Seeing how all the pieces align from knowing the ending going in :) #But I'm good for the moment lol - I've got enough to work on to keep me going for a while yet haha #And as always I want More More More Tamagotchis #I've got my three but I want more! #Always about money huh :P Slowly but surely

[probablygayattorneys]

#phoenix wright: Ace attorney #professor Layton and the last specter #Phoenix wright #Emmy altava #Phoenix 🤝 emmy #ambiguously asian and #being unfairly accused of stealing money #and then being so affected by their savior that they alter their entire life path #to meet them again #I actually didn’t watch the episodes as they were coming in #when I played this game #so I was so confused when I got to the end and was like #but I didn’t learn shit about how Emmy knows the professor! #and needed help from friends to sort it out haha #queue takumi defense squad

[bulletsfrank]

being online makes me feel so isolated because i cant reach out to a single soul without feeling terrified of the rejection. im too tired to be any kind of meaningful friend or even mutual, but i have absolutely no one in real life. i come online for my crumbs of socialization and human interaction that i desperately crave, but once i have it i just feel more lonely. like people talk to me out of pity, out of feeling sorry, or just that they will always have people they like more. i feel like a baby. i feel like someone who will always be watching everyone else live the life i desperately want through the lens of social media while i rot alone in the house that killed me before i was born

#honey's words #this is dumb. i will probably delete. but who else could i even tell #writing in my virtual diary today... #and i am soooo fucking stressed. being with my mom in the same house is literally killing me #i screamed at the top of my lungs and shattered my phone throwing it at the ground yesterday and i juzt feel so much shame #i keep crying i keep having episodes its all going to kill me if i dont leave #my car needs fixing but my mom only wants me to make money for her as always #i just. oh my god can i just actually kill myself #and she legit juzt texted me asking for a carton of cigarettes. haha . just another $50 i need to scrounge up #by driving doordash with my car that desperately needs fixing but i can't!! BECAUSE I HAVE TO GIVE HER ALL MY FUCKING MONEY!!! #please... no more. literally no more. i have to go back to sleep bc thats the only time im not wanting to die #im scared for myself genuinely. i dont think i can make it through this time. i dont think i will survive .. i wasnt made to. god i am #two steps away from begging the lord to help me and im an atheist ahiwjsjs. there has to be some kind of relief.

[superbellsubways]

i dont trust people that have more than 1 checkmark on this site

#you can be using that money for necessities or to help others in need... but no. funny checkmark haha so funny silly! #look at the insane amount of pointless checkmarks i have guys so funny please laugh #sorry not sorry for sounding mean its just really stupid to me #some users here have used over $50 on lil checkmarks. Why

[adore-gregor]

So I could really use some advice

#on a guy #if he actually likes me #because i'm really oblivious and i can't tell for sure from any signs he might give #but there could be a lot of signs 😂 #so if anyone can help me out or tell me your opinion 🙈 #it's a guy i go to uni with and had a class with we're now friends and hang out a lot ☺️ but maybe it could become sth more... #well i really like him he's so nice fun to be around easy to talk to and so supportive 🥰 #actually i think i never liked a guy like him 🥺 because all the things i'm scared or worried about in a relationship are less so with him.. #and i think maybe it really could work while otherwise i often just wanna 'escape' not literally but you know #so we saw each other a lot lately like every week or more often than once a week #and he also texts me a lot or just randomly called me to ask me things or make plans :) #he just send me a youtube video link i need to look at it later 😄 #when we meet we always hug as a greeting and goodbye 🥹 #also he had a gf until april so i'm not sure if he'd be ready already but anyway #and we always talk about lots of things and he's so interested in what i have to say #we onced talked for like two hours in front of the door at night 😂 #when we meet and go eat something he always pays for me and i kinda feel bad about it 😅 #because it must cost him so much money so last time at the cinema i insisted to pay haha #and he finds it really cool that i play tennis and didn't mind i spend so much time doing it #bc i met some guy who didn't so much because it meant i have less time to see him ig #but that's really respectful #and he always compliments me about so many things #also once we took a selfie together which i then sent him and he was like that he's unphotogenic on it unlike me #which i didn't know how to react because i never look photogenic #so i was like “noo that's not true i'm the most unphotogenic person ever normally” #and he was like “i can’t believe that” which i don't see but 😂 #and yeah he played tennis with me after i asked him if he wanted and he also always offers me his help #when i was decorating my room if i need help with carrying or he often wants to carry my bag #and he sent me old childhood pictures of him and just funny one so did i then #he also sent me one of the sweetest good luck messages before i played a tennis match for my club 🥹

[8bit-mau5]

HRT is expensive, so here’s an adopt that’s been left unsold within my art server! I’ll even do a sketch bust like [THESE] of her for you as a token of my thanks upon purchase! For an additional 40$ I can even color the bust sketch ^^ 

If you can’t afford them, I’d greatly appreciate a boost!

@lunchboxtrolls

DM ME IF INTERESTED!!

[Rules under cut!]

You may gift them, but under no circumstances are you allowed to resell them.

NONE of my art or adopts are to be minted as N/F/Ts.

You may not edit the original art in any way, shape or form.

You may not reupload the non-watermarked file anywhere, as that’s for your own personal use and viewing.

You MAY, however, reupload the watermarked version for the sake of judgement memes, select and bio pages, asks, and toyhouse (where you can credit me under the same URL as my tumblr).

If you do not want them anymore, you can give them back or trade them off to someone else! Be sure to let us know of the new owner if you do

Don’t claim design as your own, and credit us at LEAST once.

You have a maximum of 24 hours to send payment once approved. If you don’t send it within that time frame, I open them back to the public.

Transparent unwatermarked files will be sent only after payment has been received.

Feel free to change the gender, clothes, etc however you want, so long as the design is still recognizable.

You may NOT change the skin tone, whitewash them, or change their facial features drastically, as most if not all of my adopts are coded as POC (obviously the facial features rule doesn’t apply to chibis, as those guys have no real facial features).

#artists on tumblr #fantrolls #homestuck #hiveswap #adoptable #Gabriel's arts #PLEASE BOOST i got my blood panel tomorrow and i need the money OTL #again if you cant afford her id greatly appreciate RBs to help spread the word!! #she was supposed to be in a batch of 4 but all 3 of the others were sold in record time in my server haha

[bloodystray]

feeling normal

#it hurts #the guilt of being stable and all my friends being on the verge of death or homelessness is. quite immense #i just sit here. money in my bank account. food in my stomach. with my girlfriend. in my bed. and just. watch #i watch my friends' posts go from ''need help while i find a job'' to ''need help making rent'' to ''rent is urgent'' #to ''rent is late haha please help'' to ''nowhere will hire me'' or ''i cant work'' #to ''im 2000 behind on rent'' to ''im being evicted'' to ''im going to be homeless'' to ''im homeless now'' #i watch my friends rot. #and i look over at my bank account and i am just barely above water. i can afford food or nice meals or little necessities #things that make my life easier or bring me a little joy. little luxuries. i cant afford to help people with rent #but i sure can watch them die while i eat a fucking burrito. like some kind of fucking scumbag. #all i can do is watch. because if i do get enough money to help i have to spend it on paying off my maxed credit card #or on the bedframe we dont have because leaving this mattress on the floor will cause mold #et cetera. #i should just #give up on having friends #what can i even offer except a single dm every 3 months? #i'm fucking worthless

[amerasdreams]

I was so frustrated by this

I was screaming. Plus i had to set up the new printer to scan to my computer and it didn't make sense.

I thought, well they might take me away bc they think im crazy (but they don't do that anymore.....?)

Which made me think of the part of the song i heard long ago from relatives and wondered if it was a real song (in my head it meant Halloween and a witch for some reason)

But I look it up and --

It's a real song. Not only that but it actually means being taken away to a mental facility.

#Also help #They're coming to take me away haha #Lol #Um #I'm still screaming inside #U have to somehow make it bearable... by this kind #I also didn't sleep well yesterday #And pets.. lots of running around. #And I need money #But how #how #My dreams or is it past that #NOOOO #"You could do something else in the meantime #I am #Is not enough #I need time to work on my dreams #While somehow having enough money #Getting my own house #I need tk have it NOW anyway bc #I'm 38 #Am I in denial being a loser #Makes it easier to pretend I'm going somehowre #e these meds .. #But there is a brick wall. #Youtube

[skelly-bean]

My breakfast was four (4) slices of cheese 🧀

Delicious

#I keep writing numbers in this format because of work #now when I don’t see numbers written out with the number in parentheses I’m mentally editing it #I can’t stop someone help me #anyways CHEESE #I had 4 slices of american cheese #I’ve been craving it so it was so good #but now all I want is cheese and once again I need to go to the store to restock on cheese #I swear I need to buy more cheese SO OFTEN #it’s ridiculous #the main thing stopping me from spending all my money on cheese is that I hate driving #so that’s good for something I guess haha #actually fridge space too #share the beans

[tunapesto]

.

#rare exemption where i dont want to put Oh Gay Dads And Daughter trope on characters #idk idk its annoying me for no reason whausgshgsha #the sense of family and bond is Strong #but when i start thinking of that specific trope i get an aneurysm #and its not like there's anything inherently wrong with it #just something that i have grown to dislike for god knows what reason #i am talking about tghnri cno and cllei #what do i call their dynamic then? #i dobt know man #i just want them to be like random people who got together by chance and theyre all friends n help each other out #btw if u are reading this anyway. comms are not definitive #i feel like shitting . i have much to do #but maybe late october #not guaranteed but i would hope o7 i need money #i just dont like being overwhelmed #anyway idk it is funny that i just refuse to put anything remotely close to Father when it comes to personality #for nari and cno #nari is more like. an older cousin who took you in or just a very polite college student/new grad hes nice #cno... i like to think hes 40 for Haha reasons so its not age thats the issue #i just dont think he fits #cno would be more like . what #designated Guy of the neighborhood thats very protective of like. kids or something #somewhere between the range of father-grandpa-friendly street vendor-uncle #idk how to explain it ong it's just . theyre not disaster dads i will throw myself into solitary confinement for 1000 years #if i hear that phrase again #(looks at old hpfx disapprovingly...) #maybe its the instinct of cringing at anything i dont find remotely interestinf anymore idk

[mako-neexu]

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#i try not to be surprised by the trash fgo gives me in gacha but i cant help but still be upset XD i hate it here. i wish i can stop playing #but i also hate missing events and log in bonuses....im only moving forward because of #story i love the characters but this game is just :))))))) #this is my 49053806th complaint about this game why am i not leaving indeed #i mean i took hiatus one time and it was freeing to forget about the fate series lol #but i got sucked into a black hole and now im struggling to get away from it kdfbhliwefb #ive cried over not getting merlin every banner he got....its just sad that everyone i know has him #meanwhile its taking me literal years to get him #i hate the dont worry youll get him soon! phrases...yes well im jealous and youre not frustrated #as i am #i hate hate hate hate spending money on anything gambling related but uhhhhh shrugs #i wish gacha a very die out soon please #everytime i realize im spending money on voiced jpegs its funny but then theres the serious matter for my psychological needs and stability #to keep me sane haha #i hate it here its not healthy for me its a toxic relationship between me and this game and i need out... #but romani and the story.... i love them too much to leave.... #what to do... #i kind of hate talking to friends who whale too and yes im a hypocrite but wow you whale at least you get him meanwhile i spend dollars #on trash and useless crap thanks #[oh dont worry youll get him soon] then they add a smiley face i just wanna wrap my #fingers around my neck and end it allllllllllllllll

[windywhispers]

@delurkr If you have those articles I’d love to give them a read !!

Actually you’re right though; especially with a small town like Little Hope? Chances are the factory just hasn’t been doing super well for a long while (I wonder if there is other info we could find in the game about the factory?? But I also heard the wiki isn’t super reliable so I wouldn’t know how much I could trust ahaha)

I’d love to go back and roam around the Clarke house before I can give a suggestion for adoption ages for Tanya, Dennis, and Anthony, but honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if Megan got adopted not too soon before everything went downhill with the family. Like maybe a few months or so before things went sour with the factory or maybe even a year or two? So I’m looking at around age 8-9 earliest being 7? The way I’m seeing it is: things were happy for a bit, the factory stuff happened, and the responsibility for Megan gets put on Anne and Anthony, with Tanya and Dennis both being busy with their job/football career. With Anne being preoccupied with trying to rope James back into the family and other chores, I think Anthony would wind up taking most of the responsibility of Megan and thus allow him to feel a little more bonded with Megan (There’s a post I wanted to write about their relationship and it’s reflection in one quote that Anthony says in one of the endings and something in the prologue but it’s currently in drafts).

I do want to say Tanya, Dennis, and Anthony most likely got adopted around the same time as each other since Anthony seems to be at least somewhat close to both of them as well, but as to what age they were? I’m not sure

Maybe I’ll get back to you on a specific age for the three of them! But in the meantime I’d love to hear your thoughts on what ages you think they would’ve been adopted (I wonder if there are photos you can search around for in the house...? If there were any at all?)

#replies: little hope #little hope #little hope rambles #yknow. halfway through the day i was like 'oh maybe i dont have anymore thoughts on little hope' #but ig i needed to be prompted lolol #i forgot whether or not i say it on this blog but ! i dont actually own the game #games like the dark pictures anthology actually give me major anxiety due to the qtes and well. fucking up lol #so i often have to rely on watching other people play it and i watched gab smoulder play through it ! #she went through 3/6 endings and i had to watch the rest on my own but it also means i mightve missed on things she checked/didnt check haha #oh i. also wanted to squeeze in the fact that dennis and tanya's relationship with megan also makes it seem like megan was adopted at such a #later time and past when the familial stress started happening #so it gave them little chance to really bond with megan #and so we wind up seein them frequently look down on megan without bothering to get to know her #actually i wonder when tanya started working at the diner? because maybe that might point a little bit more to possibilities of adoption #times/ the family stress started happening #but then again thats also assuming tanyas working to help bring money to the family #shes already mentioned before that she wants to spend as much time away from the family as she could so #BUT ANYWAYS im just rambling now. loooots of thoughts but so little coherency lolol #thats just the windywhispers way

[astrxealis]

i am now required to play games other than ffxiv, bcs i need to finish botw & octopath b4 their sequels 🥹

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #still haven't finished ff7 hard mode too! and tbh i prefer crisis core to og story so. that's that #ON ANOTHER NOTE THOUGH THE NEW EMOTE!! THE ONE FROM THAT LALA!!! and the new outfit KFHEIBS FAT CAT THEMED ... want it so bad tbh but i #don't like to spend money :'(( unless i feel like i'm given money which i'm required to spend TwT KFSBKDNS. so when ffxiv sub runs out i #will uh. in all honesty probably still resub HELP but i promise ... i will play other games ...... #they're all right when they say you have money if you play xiv bcs it's the only thing you'll ever play/need. sobs #I STILL LOVE OTHER GAMES THOUGH. funny i even say that. what has xiv done to me ................... #i still have to play hades. have not finished. ffx! gow... ghost of tsushima... mass effect... so many games await me good gods #ps xbox and switch !! mobile even !!! and also shld try stuff on laptop tbh! gaming is consuming me but also i need to think abt my future #so haha fuck <//3 TwT

[broodygaming]

We got a house!!!

I haven’t talked about it much but my mom and I (really my mom whom I live with haha #disabled) have been looking for a new house and property. We’ve both been living with my brother and his half a dozen children and general chaos for about 2 years now.

We are moving literally next door to them lol. But that’s more than fine. It’ll be good to still be close to the kids and such. The nightmare of a hill we live on is another story but I’ll adjust I SUPPOSE.

Its 5 acres of blackberry bushes and one not so old but very poorly taken care of mobile home. The dude who lives there and is selling to us has had a couple of breakdowns in the last year and has been in and out of jail and just needs to get out of owning a house. He’s spiraling in there and needs less to be responsible for. He had a pension and will be renting an rv space on the property from us until he either leaves or we kick him out if he’s being belligerent or dangerous. (He’s been in jail twice this year for violence soooooOOOO). That’s a little scary but we’re making it work.

So excited to build a great property virtually from the ground up and make it beautiful. Have to clean up all the trash and old pill bottles and broken glass and abandoned vehicles first haha. Also paint the inside and outside. Also redo the flooring. This weekend is gonna be Dump Day lol.

We’ve got so many plans and ideas. Gonna put in trails and set up for meat goats (gotta utilize all those hilly blackberry areas haha). A big big old garden. Stairs and there’s a little campsite tucked off in a corner we can clean up and make nice. 🥰🥰🥰 I want a food forest like Liziqi on YouTube. And we’ll have the rest of our lives to make it Good and Pretty and Nice.

#personal #homesteading #do I feel like we’re taking the home of a mentally ill dude?? kinda ?? but really he’s Not Happy there and #has said he’d feel happier being a vagabond and just roaming and living off his pension #am I scared he’s gonna have a mental break and come back and kill us in our sleep for ‘taking his house’ #YUP but I’m a light sleeper and my guard dog is nocturnal so #we’ll be fiiiiiinneeee #his mom came and helped him clean up a bit to make it better for us to buy it #it was even worse before she came and it’s still very bad haha #but she said it was the house his dad lived in and died #and it’s poisonous to his mental health and he’s been stuck there for too long #and needs to get out #so i feel guilty on some level but it’s not like we’re forcing him to sell #he wants the money and also to be free from the house #which he just Festers in #ya know #and for the record this isn’t me implying that mental illness = violence #but this year he tried to strangle his girlfriend and pulled a knife on ppl at an attorneys office #when he wanted to sue the county for defamation (cuz they arrested him for trying to strangle his girlfriend) #so when I say he does in fact have violent tendencies when he’s not feeling mentally wel #i mean it