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summer-of-roses · 2 years

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I am going to try to draw environment and architecture stuff more

#inktober #drawtober #my art #artists on tumblr #wip #indra #help i don’t know what i’m doing

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saucymam · 1 year

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heyo im jeremy or jay Jr, call me either

i’m agender,greysexual,achillean,and lithromantic

i use he/they/pup/fox pronouns

i have autism,anxiety and adhd. please use tone tags when interacting with me!

i guess i’ll put some of my interests?

~long intrests list ig~

EPIC THE MUSICAL!!

sharks,heathers(musical),beetlejuice(musical),percy jackson (musical and books),tick tick boom,wednesday(show),ride the cyclone,SIX,drawing,fursuiting,littlest pet shops!,lps popular,pony town!,baking, trolls

~DNI LIST~

homophobes,transphobes,racists,zoophiles,pedos, basic dni criteria,furry haters, jeresquip shippers

~PLEASE INTERACT~

anyone as long as you arnt on the dni list!!

EPIC AND TROY FANS

#help i don’t know what i’m doing #furry #be more chill #jeremy heere #tick tick boom #heathers #percy jackson #beetlejuice #wednesday netflix #ride the cyclone #six the musical #furry artist #baking #lps popular #lpscommunity #pony town #sharks #i like sharks

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anxious-reblogger · 1 year

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Mmmmmm. I’m writing this before hand in my notes app so I can keep it for later. What if for chapter 7, Yuu is (one of the ones(maybe more? Idk)) the one who is put to sleep by Malleus? He loves his child of man who befriended him. Who didn’t know of his reputation and even when they did, they didn’t treat him any differently. Maybe they’ve been gathering blot in their body as a byproduct of being exposed to magic that their body doesn’t know how to handle? So to, potentially, save their life and to protect them, Malleus puts a spell on them that is kind of like a stasis thing? Their body won’t age or get any sicker and they won’t need to wake up to eat or drink, BUT, their body still holds the blot, the blood doesn’t go away, it just stays in them. Dormant. Maybe Malleus really thinks of how fragile humans are. How fragile his magickless child of man is but they still tried to help even after being thrown into a world so different from their own.

Maybe Malleus either goes of himself or sends Lillia, Sebek, or Silver(if he isn’t also put under the spell) to do research on blot. To find everything they can about blot. If Malleus is the one looking, he makes sure one of those three are with Yuu at all times, just in case. It doesn’t matter that he’s among the strongest magicians currently. He just wants them to be okay. If he sends one or more of the others, then he’s constantly at Yuu’s side. Just watching their chest rise and fall, a silent reassurance that they’re still there. That they’re still among the living.

The longer it takes for himself or his trusted diasomnia family to find anything, the more restless he gets. The other first years and the housewardens and some of their house members just keep asking questions about Yuu and it’s annoying Malleus. They ask when Yuu will be back and that he needs to lighten up. That they need Yuu to do this, that they need Yuu to do that, it’s always that they need Yuu to do something for them. Don’t they realize they’re part of the reason he’s having Yuu rest right now?!

Maybe, eventually, news finally comes up about blot. But it’s all for those with magick and magestones. Nothing that can help his child of man, his friend. The closest thing he can find to get rid of the blot is… no. He won’t. He won’t hurt Yuu. He can’t. He’ll tear out his own heart before he does theirs.

He’s getting more anxious and aggravated. Then he snaps. What makes him snap? Maybe one of the others, maybe Ace makes a dumb comment like, “I’m sure Yuu’s fine! If anything, it’s their fault for being so weak.” or “You’re overreacting. It’s their own fault if they’re like this. It’s not like we did something to them.” or something like that. And Malleus gets super upset. They claim they have no hand in Yuu’s current state, yet it’s because of them and their trouble that they always bring that Yuu has gotten so much blot in their body in the first place! Now this could split off two ways in my head. In both, Malleus overblots.

In one of them, he throws them all out and away from his friend, his only friend. And then they have to fight their way through blot creatures and other things just to get back to where Malleus and Yuu were, but they don’t have Yuu to help them. Yuu isn’t there to guide or coordinate them. They’re doing this on their own. Meanwhile, Yuu this whole time has been off in dreamland. Yuu has been… talking to, uh, either the great seven, or Mickey himself. Something something discovery of why they’re there something something why them something something something. They’re clueless to the waking world. So they’re kinda in this peaceful kind of… limbo. It’s the first peace they’ve had in a while. It’s a little quiet without the boys keeping them on their toes, but they have the seven/Mickey to keep them company. Malleus is still by their bedside right where they laid when he first cast the spell. He goes to caress their cheek, but sees his own blot covered hands. He swears to them as the prince of briar valley that he’ll do whatever it takes to help them.

Second way this may play out in my head! Malleus also sends THEM into dreamland, off into the world of sleep, where everything is so much easier. Where everyone can live their ideal lives and be happy! It’s okay! He’ll watch over everyone while they rest! He has so many years to figure out a way to save Yuu. He promises them on his crown that he’ll find a way to save them and keep them safe and happy as long as they both live.

Now. In dreamworld. Everyone in NRC has their own… “worlds”. Worlds where they are happy and where everything is right and is going just how they want. Uh. I kinda forgot about Grim until now. Not a clue for him in the first one, but for this one, I imagine he was sent to dreamland with the others, but the difference is, is that he knows that it’s a dream. He knows that this world isn’t real and is just from Malleus’ spell. He goes to find any of the others. But they don’t recognize him. They don’t recognize the name Yuu either. They just brush him off as a weird monster and go about with their dream that they don’t know is a dream. Also, a note, each “dreamworld” is their own separate individual dreamworld. Ace is separate from Deuce’s and Vice verse. There is an “Ace” in Deuce’s dreamworld, and there’s a “Deuce” in Ace’s, but those aren’t the real ones. They’re just part of the dream meant to keep them happy because everyone has their own dreams and ideal life and happiness. Example would be that Jamil and Kalim are in separate dreamworlds. Cause. Well. Yeah.

Maybe the first one Grim found was Ace. Maybe he gets Ace to remember Yuu and their time at NRC together when he somehow baited Ace into a fight and they scorched (one of more? I don’t remember) a great seven statue. Maybe Ace starts to say or is in the middle of saying something before he freezes. Something clicks. Going all the back into his memory, Grim can faintly remember Ace saying the same thing the first time this happened. Grim starts to ask Ace a question, but Ace cuts him off, asking where Yuu is. Grim does his best to catch Ace up on what happened and what he thinks just happened. The two decide it’s best to “wake” everyone else up. They’re still in dreamland, but they’re aware that they’re in dreamland.

Next is Deuce in his own dreamworld where he’s a model student. Uh. Chandelier. Uh. Monster in the mine or eggs make him remember. Ace and Grim explain to him. He joins their quest. They go and find everyone they knew. It takes some effort remembering just how they met to get the others to “wake up”. Dorm after dorm they eventually have all their friends.

Well, wait, before I say the next part, maybe with the dorm leaders plus Jamil, it’s just like how it was in the real world the few moments before the overblots. They have to fight all over again. But it’s just them. There’s no Yuu beside them. Theres no Yuu to guide or tell them what to do. They’re on their own this time. Once dorm leaders plus Jamil are defeated, they, too, “wake up”. For a little more angst, they’re put in their “spots” when the dorm leaders plus Jamil overblotted. Example, even though Ruggie “woke up” he appeared in Leona’s dreamworld slowly being turned to sand. Ruggie remembers this happening before, for Leona, this is the first time this is happening. All the pain is amplified because they knew why these people overblotted and why they’re acting how they are because they saw it all before.

Uh. Umm. Eventually, they get to the “core” of all the dreamworlds. Don’t ask why I put some dreamworlds in quotes and others not because I don’t know. Anyways. The core of the dreamworlds. The core is Yuu. Yuu who is completely oblivious to what’s happening both inside and outside of the dreamworld. They try and try all they want to make Yuu remember, but they just can’t. Nothing is working. Nothing is reminding Yuu. Oh. But another thing. Ya know how all the dorm leaders plus Jamil overblotted in the dreamworld? Well… that blot was real. It was coming from Yuu. With each OB they fought, Yuu began to feel more and more pain. Eventually, Yuu is yelling at them to go away. But they just won’t leave. Why won’t they leave like whenever Yuu wants whatever else in this place to leave when they ask? Why won’t they listen?! Why won’t they just obey?! Yuu is in so much pain from their presences, their body in the real world is thrashing and crying and Malleus doesn’t know what to do.

He does the only thing he can’t think of. He casts the spell on himself so he can enter their dreamworld and find out what’s cause this. Right when Grim was getting in Yuu’s face, a pillar of green fire separates them. Then Malleus appears in his OB form. He sees everyone and he knows that they’re “awake”. Maybe the others yell at him to stop this. To end the spell already. But Malleus doesn’t listen to them. He sees Yuu afraid and in pain. He gets angrier. And he fight. All of them are up against Malleus, even his own Diasomnia family. He yells how Yuu is his only true friend. Yuu is kind just… maybe clinging to Malleus, putting their face in his chest or trying to hide behind them because they somehow know he’s safety.

But. You remember how all that blot in the previous refights were real? So is this blot that is consuming Malleus. And now it’s consuming Yuu too. Instead of fighting though, Yuu sinks deeper into the blot. Like they’re trying to get comfort from the blot that covers both theirs and Malleus’ forms. Uh. If Malleus transformed into a dragon, they’re still clinging to him. Maybe to his neck? I dunno. I’m doing my best here.

The others are losing. Badly. They can’t stand up against Malleus. Grim is on the verge of collapsing. The dorms are all exhausted from this fight that seems never ending. They don’t even seem fake make a scratch on Malleus.

Then there’s a scream.

Malleus stops.

Everyone else stops.

The screaming continues.

Malleus is frantic. He knows that scream. If he transformed into a dragon, he changed back in his more human looking form. He goes to hold Yuu, but when he turns, he can’t even see them. He can’t even see the slightest bit of their skin or hair or clothes. There’s only blot.

The blot that Malleus had from overblotting and from the spells everyone was using. It all went into Yuu. It’s just what Malleus didn’t want, what he was trying to avoid.

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Uh. My brain stopped. My brain said that that is enough. Mr brain said that this is it for now and to stop writing. Uh. Thoughts? I forget where I was going with this. Uh. I’d be happy to answer any questions or listen to any input on this idea? I may add more later when my brain decides to continue? If I do, I guess it’ll be in a new post reblogged from this one? I’ve been on this site for years and I still don’t really know how tumblr works.

I kinda went on a ramble and uh. I think I got off kilter some? Uh. I’ve only really played to the end of chapter 3. I’ve read some stuff about 4 and 5 but uh. This is from my own thoughts. If not, I think I got one heck of a fanfiction idea lol

#an anxious rebloggers original posts #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland theories #how do i tag help #how do i tag these things #twst theory #am i doing this tag thing right?#help i don’t know what i’m doing #I went on a ramble #is main tagging okay?#I’ve been here for years but I don’t know how tumblr works #my brain eventually said that that was enough for now #may add more later #I guess??

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scribbleybear · 1 year

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Hi I’m Scrib and I like to doodle my OCs and sometimes npcs from my silly little mmos

#doodles #ffxiv #world of warcraft #new here #help i don’t know what i’m doing

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ascendantnyx · 5 months

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“𝐍𝐲𝐱, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠.”

“𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧, 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫.”

Greetings, I’m Nyx, 19, and go with he/they pronouns.

Fem (she/her, she/they) & minors dni.

Part time writer, full time exhausted.

I write :

- character x ftm/male!reader

- fluff, angst

- no set schedule.

- my thoughts, mainly.

#is this how you do it #help I don’t know what I’m doing #I’ll add more later..#male reader

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tiktaalic · 2 years

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one of my beloved friends (very autism) was in.. not denial but ignorance sounds mean. but that abt themself last time you brought up the raads r test so i sent it to the gc (full of autism) and they were like psh. fake test no one could get below 100. they know now but i think about it so much

The thing is. When you take the autism test. And you see your score is in the 100 to 160 range. You think. Oh this is probably the middle? Middle autism. Tinge of autism. Your relatives calling you bright but shy autism. Just a whiff of autism. And then you see the score ranges. And you go. This test is lying to me there is absolutely no way the majority of people score under 65. The 65 number is such a low cutoff and so many of these experiences are clearly universal a score under 65 is something they made up in a lab. People who score under 65 are obviously scoring just under that mark from 59 to 64 and they’re also obviously lying or purposely misrepresenting their experiences as less severe than they are. And then you find out there are real people who get a 20 or 30 or 7 on it. And you go. Ah

#ask #anonymous #it does help to remember when I’m feeling extremely crazy that it’s more than likely because I am operating in a world populated by people w #who don’t know what raads r is because they have no reason to take it because their score on it would be like. 14.#like. oh! that’s why I feel crazy. because my brain has created a world state that 98% of usa adults do not create or experience because #they’re normal. ok.

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bolt-x0 · 1 year

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Hey guys

#bolt barks #help I don’t know what I’m doing

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thejoyofnothing · 6 months

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Fnaf…..movie…..art……

Some doodles I doodled while thinking about the movie….

#i don’t know what i’m doing help #my art #fnaf #fnaf movie #fnaf movie spoilers #Still can’t stop thinking about the movie…

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sunshineting · 1 year

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Another WIP I think some of the proportions are off but i feel like I’ve been looking at it for so long that I’m going crazy lmao idk

#help i don’t know what i’m doing #one piece art #procreate #digital art #anime #one piece #op nami #water 7 #my art

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ins0mniia · 1 year

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first post whooo

i don’t know how to work tumblr

like seriously, i just came here because twitter is a hot mess

elon musk (boo)

uhh i guess i introduce myself now

hi! i’m known as ins0mniia online, but you can call me nia or alinna

i’m a MINOR thank you very much

no gross stuff or i will look up how to block you <3

my favorite color is green (oh wow what a shocker)

i really like to write so you’ll probably see some cool stuff being written on here

if i could figure out how to format any of this, that is

i love genshin impact, but please don’t be rude to me because of that, it’s really just a game i play casually and find comfort in

idk if i’m supposed to put like a dni list or something but honestly don’t interact with me if you’re a person who has no respect for women, people of color, members of the LGBTQIA+ community, or basically anyone who is part of the human race. i will not tolerate any hate here.

people are gonna be like “oh no i’m so scared lol” because i’m a minor, but bffr. what do you gain hating people for just living their lives? all you do is compensate for an empty void in your heart left by the gnawing feeling that all you do is bully people online, and that’s the only thing you’ll ever succeed at. do better.

if you’re not a bad person that was not directed at youu <33

i swear i’m very agreeable, just not tolerant to stuff like that

anyway uhh

life, amirite?

idk if mutuals exist here but if you wanna be friends just hmu i’m a pretty chill person

i seriously don’t know how tumblr works

if someone does not help i will fail at this form of social media

should i put a tag here? i’ll put a tag here

slay

OH WAIT

i’m a lesbian

if anyone felt the need to know that

so yeah

i guess this is it

hooray!

alinna posts at one in the morning

i guess i’ll see you around?

drop a like and smash that subscribe button if you wanna see more sleep deprived content

(seriously someone hmu please i don’t wanna be alone in this void that is tumblr)

#first post #help i don’t know what i’m doing #why are the hashtags spreading apart?#ily all #slay #OH THE HASHTAGS WORK NOW #yay #im tired #goodnight #frfr love you guys

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crowsandsnow · 1 year

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Hollow Champions

He is the reaper of hollow champions.

A god of the lost, of the selfish, of the unsaved.

And his realm is cold.

Oh, so cold. All one can see for miles on end is red, red, red, until they can no longer be sure whether it’s the twitching skeletons that line the floors and walls or their own blood spilling out of them like raindrops out a gutter.

He is aptly nicknamed “Death”. Nothing less, nothing more.

Many living in the Overworld have heard of him.

Of the god who takes the empty, who drives people mad with a single whisper of knowledge, and who lacks a single ounce of human warmth in his body.

The last piece of the puzzle that is this deity, is nothing more than a small whisper in comparison to the rest of his stories.

The last story speaks of his lover, a mortal prince.

Not much is known about the latter, other than that he’s dead.

The prince of a small kingdom out in the corners of the Snowy Tundras, with striking Green eyes and short brown hair.

He had been an even tempered young man, a hopeful one, and still, a human sacrifice.

There’s no solid evidence that this young prince ever existed. Most believe that he is just a folktale made up by the Internet.

Nothing more, nothing less.

(Somewhere, in a harsh snowstorm, the wind howls around the ruined structure of a once thriving kingdom.

A small kingdom.