#help me here ahhh

[stringwarmy]

BETTER CHECK ON YOUR NEIGHBOR SOON!

#been a bit since i posted but AHHH!!! so happy w this #rendering this in greyscale lowkey freaked me out but i think that helped the overall vibe i was going for lmao #anyway! heres hoping i can post more regularly again lol #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #fan art #silent hill #silent hill 4 #silent hill fanart #eileen galvin #henry townshend

[citrlet]

rosalie "ro" reilly | a.k.a sarachne

new york's not-always-friendly neighborhood spider

chronically fatigued, coffee addict, purple purple purple, prone to nosebleeds, has read more greek myths than you, has never had a phone that lasted more than a month, not a dog person, Does Not take orders, has an intense sweet tooth, second language is memes, steals from the criminals she catches

#ts4 #atsv #idk what to tag her but ahhh here she is!! #dont look at me im cringe but i love her so much i cant help it #i say this about so many sims but i think she's ACTUALLY the prettiest sim i've ever made i put extra effort into her #my pin board for her is all over the place and 60% memes but i wanted to link it anyway #i was going to get fancier with the edit and put real effort into it but its hot and my game didnt want to work with me

[romans-art]

WIP sketch for the latest chapter of ‘so flies the reckless’

#seonid traighan #edarra #wheel of time #wot book spoilers #roman does art #wip #I HAVE A PROBLEM #I CAN'T GET THESE TWO OUT OF MY HEAD #ahhh #la belle dame sans merci #ok even posting this is helping me identify a few things I need to iron out in the lineart #gonna leave it here for tonight tho

[can-of-pringles]

When you're ace and trying to look on AO3 but October just started

#HELP HELP ME #GET ME OUT OF HERE #AHHH #asexual #asexuality #ao3 #archive of our own #fanfiction

[butlers-bitch]

rare austin butler pics <<33

#help he’s hot #lord have merthy #give me one chance #is it hot in here? #lord im bout to bust #austin butler elvis #austin butler x reader #austinbutler #baz luhrmann elvis #rare pics #elvis 2022 #elvis biopic #elvismovie #austin butler fanfiction #cute guys #hot male #austin butler smut #ahhh he’s so cute #austin babe ler #elvis film #elvis!austin #marry me #vintage men #hes so hot #bro is beautiful #absolutely perfect

[kakejiszkas]

you’re my morning sun

the rookie | lucy chen/tim bradford | 4.5k

She’d only been a block away when the call came through, and she almost put her foot through the bottom of the patrol car with how hard she stepped on the gas, flipping her lights on and checking her mirrors on autopilot along the way.

“Lucy, wait,” Aaron starts when she jumps out of the shop, nearly forgetting to put it in park before jogging towards the dumpster where he just found the body. He blocks her path and grips her shoulders. “You shouldn’t–”

(in which there is a mixup. later on, lucy’s phone dies at the worst possible time.)

(or- spec fic for 5x18!)

read here on ao3!

#AHHH #ITS DONE #by the hair of my chinny chin chin am I posting this BEFORE the 21st #um hi okay here’s my first fic for this fandom!!! #ty to Chenford for breaking me out of my writing slump you’re the real ones #truly I could have written this fic into oblivion I had so many potential scenes #I just couldn’t find myself ENDING it so I made isa call it for me 😂 #bc I just wanted to write more and more and more domestic and fluffy Chenford I can’t help myself #the rookie #rookie fic #Chenford #Chenford fic #my fic #Chenford fanfic #the rookie fanfic #chenfordfanfic #the rookie fic

[jpivot]

continuing the tradition, heres my art summary for 2023! (though i must admit, i cheated on december's by working on it a little more during this january)

as always, heres a link to last year's. and hey, while im at it, heres a link to all of the previous years. wow! thats 12 years worth of art

#pivart #art summary #soooo much tagcen in here. its 75% tagcen. i love my ocs......... its almost as if i made them in a lab. specifically. for me. (i did) #i didnt end up posting march or july anywhere online... ahhh... im sorry... #also didnt post december but thats cuz i wanted to find the actual photo source first and... i havent had much success on that front. help #everything else can be found on my sketchblog. well... besides may. which was posted here on main #should i put together the links for each month's full image posts? #i like the idea of doing that but i dont know if that'd be cool or useful or helpful for anyone to justify the effort. #and if its just for me... well... i know how to search my own blogs. im confident i could find whatever quickly

[galaxywhump]

Sending you every kind of love I've got <3 You should know that Eric and I talk about you in person. By name. About how much we enjoy knowing you as a person and about your work. I wish I had some way to show you; in my memory of those conversations, the overarching core of it is the softness and fondness I hear in his voice when he talks about you. It's there every time.

Wick this is illegal I'm going to cry, you're both so sweet oh my gosh 😭

#the horror of being perceived but also ahhh #thank you sm #and in general i'm so so thankful for all the support #my irl problems still exist sadly and idk if they'll ever go away #but having such amazing support online helped a ton and i really feel less alone #so thank you #i wasn't expecting this #not because of having a low opinion of y'all just #i've been really absent here and idk i thought the problem was me #anyway #thank you again #asks #sappy on main

[lost-in-azalea-forest]

If you are sick and feel terrible remember that your f/o would drop anything they were doing to help you. Imagine them seeing a text from you and immediately rushing to pharmacy for medicine.

They would cook you come tasty food (or burn down your kitchen while trying but shh they had good intentions). They won't allow you to move from your bed, you need to rest well! But they don't want you to die from boredom either, so imagine them playing your favourite movie or series on Netflix or reading a book to you. If you fall asleep, no problem, they will stop and fix your blanket, trying their best to stay quiet not to wake you up. They wish you a quick recovery ♡

Prosh*ppers DNI

#f/o #selfship #f/o imagine #self shipping #f/o community #fictoromantic #self ship #self shipping community #self ship community #i got some terrible flu and now im dying in my bed wishing ro/sho was here to help me get through my day #i love his voice sm and im so soft for any imagine where he reads something to me or sings idk hes just such a delight #and thinking about him cooking some traditional japanese dishes ahhh i would eat anything he makes #tw food

[atypi-cals]

:3 :3 :3 :3 hiiii

#ahhh first post here #im not sure if im gonna sign off with my name but i wanted to just #post on the blog #weellll ive done a few posts with everyones help but its kinda the first time theyre letting me have my own reigns heheheh

[emry-stars-art]

☆ Put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. It's time to spread positivity ❤︎ :3

-@jtl-fics

Aaasshhhhhhhhhh nooo I’ll blush 💕

#MASSIVE thank you to everyone that’s left nice messages #sometimes I just like to hold onto the one off kind detailed ones ahhh #I’ll compile them eventually #I really try not to inundate my blog with answering asks if I can help it #not that I don’t love and read all of them #just that I want people to scroll my blog with minimal interruption bc we all know why we’re here #anyway ash ty for letting me put explanations in these tags lol #asks #kind words

[autisticlee]

sometimes being autistic really separates me from other people. there's an invisible wall that separates me from people, society, the world. all those things can reach through the wall and slap me around, but it's one way. I can't reach them. and they never pat me on the head. nothing nice comes through. and I can't get out. I try to share good things. nothing gets through the wall. they see it as I purposely don't come out of the room i'm locked in. they think I act like i'm too good for them. they are offended and reach in to slap me. i'm desperately screaming and trying to reach out to them. trying to be part of things. but I can't. I can't connect with them. I can't be part of society. this wall isn't my doing, but they are making sure it stays up and making sure they only send negative signals through. know I can't stay behind this wall or I literally can't live. but also can't get out. i'm stuck and blamed for it. told i'm not trying and it's on purpose. i've been kicking and screaming at the wall my whole life and didn't make a dent. the lonliness and disconnection that can be felt when autistic is something nonautistic people will never feel or understand.

#lee rambles #just feeling that autistic lonliness and disconnection strongly today so heres vague rambly nonsense #autistic #autism things #actually autistic #dont know how to truly connect to people. or be part of society in a way that benefits living. people dont seem to try #nor do they want to help. they just act like and assume im the one not trying. im trying way harder than they ever will. #i need some patients and accommodation and understanding. needs and boundaries need met and respected. i never get those. #no one tries to connect with me. i have to do all the work but dont have ability to. but im expected to. since i cant its my fault. #so i stay on the outside looking in. begging for the door to be unlocked. while they stare through window laughing #and blaming me for not walking through a solid wall because they dont unlock the door fkr others so why would they do it for me #ahhh. idk what im talking about. need to do mamy things but think brain dissociating. idk who i am right now i could be anyone #patience* typed wrong word. cant move tags in right place on phone anymore

[balladetto]

cont. from here / @tenebriism

     This is the rhythm they fall into. Link lives his life, grows weary of living that life, shows up in the only other little slice of homespun peace he knows in Hyrule, and Malon takes him in with open, beckoning palms. Every time. Like clockwork — if the clock was stuck ticking on the same incessant second, over and over and over.

     He often wonders when it'll be too much for her. Wonders, in the dead of another sleepless night under a blanket that isn't his, when she'll get sick of him. It's a cruel thing to think in the face of the heart she just as actively — painfully — presents to him, but even more difficult to deny. Malon's face puckers with an overflowing worry, and Link traces all the contours with a gut-simmering fear that this may be the last straw.

     Like every other time this thought has haunted him, it isn't.

     The touch stiffens him for a moment, an instinctive urge to jerk away welling beneath his skin, before it reduces him to a sagging sigh. Of course. Kindness seems an endless sea in her — at once relieving and overwhelming in its depth. He tries for a smile past the ache it sets in his chest.

     "I can't say no to pie." His hands glide from sign to sign with a lightness that perhaps denotes his appreciation better than his lips. They slow on the next sentences though, firm and purposeful. "But you should sleep. I don't want you tired."

#tenebriism #01. tenebriism #( ahhh thank you for this! i hope it's okay for me to continue because AUGH #i too have a lot of Thoughts about link and how he perceives that care esp in regards to #~how long it will last and how far her ~toleration~ will go~ and. he's just a mess :') #he can't help but keep returning here because he's been lonely for So Long #and i imagine that would at least lead to good developments re: touch with her because he DOES need a hug and some pie!! 😭 ) #* lionheart / ic. #* ic / para. #* v / to make a home of this body. #* intermission / queue.

[beskad]

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ok yeah i think the holiday blues are affecting me way more than i thought. I love Christmas, it was always my favorite holiday growing up. But it's so interwoven with extensive, constant, prolonged, ongoing trauma that it's. Idk. Tainted. I love Christmas and I'm so excited for it leading up to it, and then a few days before I just get so depressed. Last year, I spent all Christmas day in bed (like 11 hours) crying and falling asleep and then crying more. I miss my mom. She is horrible and she only ever hurts me. But I wish I was with her anyway.

it also probably doesn't help that I had 2 drinks in close succession last night and my current mental health meds REALLY do not play well with alcohol. I'm usually so careful, and I thought 2 would be fine, and sometimes it is, I guess I just drank them too close together. And fuck now I'm crying at my desk at work thank fuck for this high-walled, enclosed cubicle fuck

#tw trauma mentions #vague ish but yeah idk #holidays are extra hard when you're estranged from your family for your own safety and sanity #rray.txt #probably leaving this because it useful for me later #like i have some 2016 posts on here that i look back on and it's like ahhh yes #thank you past me for providing in the moment context that is helpful upon reflection years later

[maehemthemisfit]

mae my favourite person on this whole planet who should have definitely burnt the house down by now !! aaah sometimes i don’t even know where to start? you’ve done a lot for me recently even if you didn’t intend to. i was going through such a rough patch and i was losing all my strength and wasn’t sure if i wanted to keep going. you was one of the very few people who actually checked in on me and showed concern. you listened to me and then proceeded to let me fangirl about the auroras and even after that conversation i cried happy tears because it felt so good to have someone listen to me the way you did - so thank you, especially for checking on me. i think if you hadn’t things would be very different right now.

and also my favourite detective from the dango anon evidence board !! you are so unbelievably funny and smart, i’m also head over heels for your writing, whenever i see it on my dash i just want to eat and consume it <3 you made me feel seen regarding a previous situation when i thought that i would look like a bitch when i confided in you about it and if it wasn’t for you and aly i think i’d still be in that situation today and making myself miserable.

i hope you had a fantastic birthday, little sis but your house does terrify me - 💙

STORMIKFRDMME OFFICALLY CRYING RN JMDNMRUJ YALL I- THIS- EURUFRJDEKM I just wanna hug alll of you and never let go

EUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#no like m actually sobbing #HAPPY TEARS #HOUSE: BURNT HOTEL: TRIVAGO #you can always reach out to me without the fear of being judged or invalidated #whether if you want advice or just want someone to listen i will be here and help you to the best of my ability #and if you don't have the strenght to reach out ill reach out for you. all you have to do is grab my hand #im glad you felt better after talking- honestly i was scared i wasn't helping at all #but reading this really put my heart at ease #ALSO THE DANGO ANON CASE WAS SO FUN #I woke up early just to solve it 🤭 #having everyone work together and point fingers and and!! #it really help me grow comfortable with everyone there #and i gained a lot of friends from it too <3 you being the first to give me that warm welcome #thank you again for the birthday wishes and i hope things has been getting better for you 💖💖💖 love you #its literally so late for you and you're writing me these heart clenching messages ahhhhhsahs #hugging you hugging you #my arms hurt from typing ahhh #this just djuyerhhd #gives me life #im glad my friendship has done so much for people- even if we're all far apart

[ojamayellow]

theres no way what the hell 😭😭 i am silencing your neighbors telepathically

Usually the culprits are the house behind me, (who seemed to calm down their music now) but this time it had to be the house closest to my bedroom who ALSO have irresponsible teenagers, who have played loud music during the day from their garage.

And look, I know I'm white and so are they, but white kids blasting out songs with the N word and singing along when it's not their word to say.....Well. 😶 (Note: they are not doing that rn. It's an example of past behaviour). I've heard the Dad say the word too??

One saving grace is that I've seen their house is for sale. Massive con is that selling is taking too long. Need a peaceful family or person or couple WHATEVER to move in.

But thanks anon, I wanna sleep...

#kit.txt #Ask #Anon #Thanks for asking! #Also doesn't help I just don't like living with my parents which sets off 300 other things but unless a good friend can- #Take me in or we organise a shared house then I'm stuck here for eternity. :| #Ahhh classic disabled unemployed moment