#helping with regular chores j did anywy isnt productive!

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guys just in! i apparently haven’t done ANYTHING productive in quarantine!

#delete later #god #just #that condescending tone of that text message #be ause i know those are my mothers words #i know she sent them that way in order to make him angry at me and i just #god i cant even see my keyboard im crying so hard #good to know not killing myself isnt productive #good to know making the decision to clean out my closet and room wasnt productive #creating art to make me happy wasnt productive #doing school work with veey little resources wasnt productive #letting my mkther keep MY 300 dollars wasnt productive #helping with regular chores j did anywy isnt productive! #nothing is! ive done nothing! and thats so good to know! #nothing i do matters lmao i want to die