PAC: Haunting of ones past ⚰️
Currently sobbing and throwing up over the thought that the people in my past now reside there permanently. We can never change the transpired events we can only wish in a delusional fashion that it could be different but it never will be. Im being haunted by the past and it lurks within my conscious and subconscious mind.
What to do of a haunting of ones past
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The cards
Six of swords 🗡️(reversed)
Tiphareth, Lord of Earned Success, Mercury in Aquarius, 10°–20°, Angels Rehaayal and Yeyeziel
The haunting lead you into a stalemate. There was an unwanted proposal from the past which just seems to follow you though you have no interest in this past idea. You need to confess you are over past. Hobbies or friendships to start the process of moving on. Something just no longer serve you
High Priestess 🐦🔥
The Priestess of the Silver Star, Gimel, camel
You’re hung up on the past because of the gentle and peaceful nostalgia it offers you? Does it cause you pain? If yes the nostalgia isn’t worth it and you need to start distancing. You need to use your common sense and your internal wisdom to do right by you.
Justice ⚖️
Daughter of the Lord of Truth, Lamed, Ox goad
It takes strength to find fairness for yourself. You may see yourself deserving of the hauntings however no one deserves to suffer really. Eventually you need to find truth and peace with the past and walk stride for stride and hand in hand rather than running away from it.
Extras:
Story/vent:
Why am i scared of spending money? Why am I scared of social media? Why am i scared of the closeness.
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Key of the Tarot: there are four suits, wands, caps, swords, coins or pentacles, corresponding to the four cardinal points of Heaven, and the four living creatures or symbolic signs and numbers and letters formed in a circle; then the seven planetary signs, with the indication of their repetition signified by the three colours, to symbolize the natural world, the human world and the divine world, whose hieroglyphic emblems compose the twenty-one trumps of our Tarot. In the centre of the ring may be perceived the double triangle forming the Star or Seal of Solomon. It is the religious and metaphysical triad analogous to the natural triad of universal generation in the equilibrated substance. Around the triangle is the cross which divides the circle into four equal parts, and thus the symbols of religion are united to the signs of geometry; faith completes science, and science acknowledge faith. By the aid of this key one can understand the universal symbolism of the ancient world, and note its striking analogies with our dogmas. One will thus recognize that the divine revelation is permanent in nature and humanity.
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✧ °˖ 。 the death card — hermetic tarot 。°˖ ✧
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Zarbon is Justice aka Adjustment
The braided hair, bindi crown, and color scheme. Justice/Adjustment is a card about changing yourself to fit the needs on the situation. A compromise of self to advance your goals. Very fitting of a beautiful man forced to get ugly
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dhvaja; fall of the spirits of darkness
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315/365 - personal•spiritual•political
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I'm currently studying and getting acquainted with my Cosmic Tarot 💫
The imagery is wonderful ❣️
~ I heard a rumor
It was just a rumor ~
( Yeah the pic is from days ago but wanted to upload here )
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MEDITATING ON THE OMER?
A friend of mine, a dyed in the wool occultist, has been trying to get me deeper into the Hermetic Schools of Qabalah for years now. It’s no small task considering I’m a wrap the tefillin around my arm and head praying the shema before meditating on the sephirot Kabbalist. Maybe AMORC ruined Western esotericism for me. Or maybe Qabalah belongs with Cabala- I do not recognize gnostic strands of Kabbalah because I know the history of mystic understanding and can promise you Yehoshua taught a form of Merkhabah- chariot mysticism, not what our modern minds call Kabbalah. (Revelations is literally a merkhabah midrash)
Moving on, the homie is a dedicated occultist and came across this lovely book written by Mark Horn called Tarot The Gates of Light. (Like Sha’are Orah? Certainly not Gikatillla) It’s so heretically fun to read. I love the author’s personality and respect for his Jewish tradition, albeit, an incredibly unorthodox view of said tradition. He’s connected the sephirot to the Tarot deck via a system of meditation on the cards loosely based on the Omer. So, my friend and I are about to work through the 49 day practice and see how well the systems internalize.
If any of you have any experience with this work please feel free to comment. It’s such a blended piece of literature so let’s get into the blending together a bit
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Tarot Card: The Fool
Element: Air
Letter : Aleph
path: 11
Symbolism breakdown:
A man standing still with an animal in a leash (wolf?). The man looking forward at the what seems to be a sun (source of light) While holding a flower in his right hand with thorns. Another one behind him. A nap sake by his feet. Pluto symbols above the water and the water is aggressive. A crocodile (or a monster) being as aggrasive as the water.
Interoperation
Inspiration or higher calling
It is source and potent with creative energy (not in the magician way). primal life force outside of body and inspired into it through the mind. the 1st spark that inspires creating something. There is high wisdom inspired it (rest of reading determine godly or illusion).
If one highly evolve and stable in themselves they will recive wisdom and be able to hold it. (stable man, tamed animal, and waves )
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The Fool and the Magus
The Fool is potentiality. The Fool abides.
The Magus draws the potential into actuality. The Magus wills.
Yet, there’s no Magus without the Fool.
He only brings about what the Fool dreams.
Yet, the Fool’s dream is a dream of everything,
And the Magus can only do one thing at a time.
So the Magus, guided by cunning and guile,
wields the sword of distinction,
cutting the air until
there’s one thing
reflected in the waters.
Fire into air, then air into water –
and then, the worldly dance of the manifest.
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"Picture of the Magician: The First Tarot Card
Interpretation of the Symbolism
Below you will find the mineral, vegetable and animal kingdoms expressed in
a symbolic manner.
The female on the left side and the male on the right side are the plus
(positive) and the minus (negative) in every human being.
In their middle is seen a hermaphrodite, a creature personifying the male and
female combined in one as the sign of concinnity between the male and
female principle.
The electrical and magnetical fluids are shown in red and blue colors,
electrical fluid being red, magnetical fluid blue.
The head region of the female is electrical, therefore red, the region of the
genitals is magnetical, consequently blue. As for the male, it happens to be in
inverted order.
Above the hermaphrodite there is a globe as a sign of the earth sphere, above
which the magician is illustrated with the four elements.
Above the male, there are the active elements, that of the fire in red and the
air element in blue color. Above the female there are the passive elements,
the water element in green and the element of the earth in yellow color. The
middle along the magician up to the globe is dark purple, representing the
sign of the akasa principle.
Above the magician's head, with an invisible ribbon for a crown, there is a
gold-edged silvery white lotus flower as a sign of the divinity. In the inside there is the ruby red philosophers' stone symbolizing the quintessence of the
whole hermetic science. On the right side in the background there is the sun, yellow like gold and on the left side we see the moon, silvery-white,
expressing plus and minus in the macro- and microcosm, the electrical and
magnetical fluids.
Above the lotus flower, Creation has been symbolized by a ball, in the interior
of which are represented the procreative positive and negative forces which stand for the creating act of the universe. The eternal, the infinite, the boundless, and the uncreated have been expressed symbolically by the word AUM and the dark purple to black color."
First chapter of the book
Initiation into Hermetic ♥️ A Course of Instruction of Magic Theory & Practice
By
Franz Bardon ✨👀
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The impetus here resides in Libra (the Empress uniting sorrow and joy), striking a balance in which we learn greater co-operation with others: on the one hand we risk sacrificing our own identity by giving too much and on the other we demand too much of those around us - depriving them of their individuality.
The Empress represents an "individual being" in empathy with those around her, showing a reverence for all things - a time of inner harmony and communication, the emanation of the Collective Unconsciousness, directly associated today by her proximity to the dwarf planet MakeMake which displays a connection with her environment.
Knowledge within The Empress is nurtured and concealed unitl it is ready to manifest.
In 3/Swords, we see the central Sword shattering the rose - its petals falling. The hilt of the Sword represents the two cresent Moons (the bowls on Libra's scales) symbolising balance, change, transformation - the scattered petals are the tears of the Moon which are mourning the death of night.
Saturn in Libra here signifies internal blockages as a resistance to change, we blame external situations for our limitations but it will only be through looking inwardly that we will find resolution.
In 6/Pentacles, the Moon residing in Taurus shows new growth and abundance, Taurus's consistent nature relating to the continued search for hidden knowledge within, which is required of us by the 3/Swords. Here in the six, we find the self-worth required to encourage our creativity being allowed to channel itself towards a productive output (there are in fact twelve roses - leading to The Sun, the central rose yet to bud relating to the potential of The Empress) - we have learned by our mistakes for the benefit of others (Taurus today flanked astrologically by Mercury and Uranus).
7/Wands is the culmination of this - the six Pentacles have united with the central Sword (of 3/Swords) which in turn has become a Wand (specifically a caduceus, signifying Mercury), leading us to The Sun which represents Tiphareth - the central guiding star on The Path of Equilibrium (in The Tree of Life, between the pillars of Mercy & Severity).
"May that which is below be as that which is above, and may that which is above be as that which is below to accomplish the miracles of one thing" (The Emerald Tablets of Hermes)
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Hi. May I please participate in your free tarot ask. Thank you so much. :)
Initials- D.Z.
The Hermetic Tarot
Question- how will my future husband confess their love for me?
They will confess their love very suddenly, seemingly out of the blue during conversation. Youre not gonna be able to see it coming at all. Stay patient!
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I've been trying to get to know my new deck this week. Original plan was to simply do a single daily drawing, but these flew out today instead.
I think it's so amazing the way all of my decks are recognizing and accrediting all the work I've been doing. Inner and outer. I feel my spirit guides rejoicing:
"Keep doing this. This is where true happiness grows."
And also still managing to point out exactly what I need to work on.
Big shadow work day tomorrow. I'm so glad I got some sun today.
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אני האהוב שלי והאהוב שלי הוא שלי
I AM MY BELOVED AND MY BELOVED IS…
Sanded down the altar and am sketching new ideas for the ole meditation space. It would take a lot to explain the ins and outs of what’s going on here. But the above picture is going to get blended with this one…
On my astral artwork. Obviously I’m going to make the two styles my own but I’m throwing this to the right of the hermetic cross as it will represent moon and Jachin on the supernal triad- personal variation; would take hours to explain to you but Malkhut was created before Chockmah and Wisdom is a woman. Woman came first. We men are the mutation. The end.
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