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pastryleclerc · 8 months
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hello everyone! ✨️ below you will find the most important information about the author and the links to tagged games, etc. which will offer a little deeper view into the author's head (and life) 👀 if you wanna know more, you can always send me a dm or ask 🥰
name
i have a classic german name which i won't post publicly, but just call me anne or annie for short :)
age
at the time of writing this i am 21 years of age and i'll start my taylor swift year on december 12th 🎂
looks
i am a brunette girl with shoulder-length hair and green (and a hint of grey) eyes (side fact: i have the same eyecolor as charles leclerc and it's the rarest eye color), my height is 162cm or 5"3', i have three tattoos (bound to become more) and a lip piercing at the same place luke hemmings used to have his, i am absolutely not thin but i'm currently trying to loose weight 👩
job
i'm currently a trainee at our district administration in the system of the dual education (1-2 days of school per week and the rest in the office) with the intention to get my bachelor in public administration afterwards! 👩‍💼
places i've been to
the netherlands 🇳🇱, france 🇫🇷, italy 🇮🇹 and greece 🇬🇷 and - of course - germany 🇩🇪
interests
obviously f1 and football, but also: movies, tv shows, cooking, baking, singing (fun fact: i sing in our local choir), dancing, playing handball, playing tennis/badminton, hang out with my friends, going to parties/concerts/etc., travelling, reading, listening to music, swimming, riding the bike, inline skating, ice skating, talking about history (there's more that i can't think of right now but will definitly add) 💛
favorite movies/tv shows
movies: i will watch anything from marvel and dc, the golden age of barbie (aka the early 2000s-2010s movies), mamma mia 1 & 2, top gun 1 & 2, the m:i movies, dirty dancing, pretty woman, titanic, pearl harbor (judge me as much as you want i liked the movie), more that i currently can't think of - tv shows: hawaii five-0, gossip girl (og), pretty little liars, supernatural, desperate housewives (again, judge me as much as you want), bridgerton, more that i currently can't think of
football favorites
clubs: bvb and man city / players: basically all of the bvb squad, john stones, stefan ortega (my friend knows him lmao), christian pulisic, ben chilwell, cesar azpilicueta, kdb, erling haaland (there are probably more haha) ⚽️
motorsport favorites
charles leclerc, sebastian vettel (side fact: he's from the same state as i am), george russell, lando norris, oscar piastri, michael schumacher, daniel abt, nico hülkenberg - teams: ferrari (and mercedes, due to my family) 🏎
artists/genres i listen to often
first things first: i normally describe my taste in music as "everything i love" which is actually such a weird mix / artists: taylor swift, abba, katy perry, the weeknd, ariana grande, lana del rey, måneskin, dua lipa, 5sos, wet leg, wincent weiss, lady gaga - genres: musicals, indie, edm, house, pop 🎶
fun facts
we have a dog at home, my favorite animals are penguins, i have been to the first ever bvb vs. chelsea game, i've been to concerts of 5sos and wincent weiss, i like to build legos, i am an only child, i don't have a favorite season, there also isn't a color i don't like but i prefer beige pink and yellow, the glass is half full when you intentionally fill it up half way and half empty when you drink from it, my favorite quote is "even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise" from victor hugo's "les misérables", my english level is c2, my french level is b2, my spanish level is b1, i once had ancient greek in school, i hated the sciences (math, biology, science and physics), i'm bisexual ☀️
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ofloyalheart-a · 5 years
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💗 for elena.
💗 Has my muse ever been in love?
so this is a little complicated because the who, what, where, when, why changes on a ship to ship basis. especially because i’m a complete sucker for pre-established relationships. so i’m gonna write the answer out IN GENERAL and then i’m gonna tack on some disgusting shippy stuff so stick around if u wanna see me gush abt how much ellie loves cullen. 
anyway, no matter what ship i’m writing the answer is yes but in most cases only once. i’ve talked about him before and i’ll probably talk about him until i die because i love him a lot, but while elena was in montsimmard she befriended by a mage named gilbert. in most cases (where there isn’t a pre-established relationship present), she’d never really been interested in anyone in the circle beyond a crush or two, but something about him catches her attention. he’s sweet and he’s gentle and he’s EXTREMELY patient. he enjoys being around her despite the fact that, especially during her earlier days in montsimmard, she’s a complete trainwreck. he’s the one who peruses a relationship. he’s the one who comforts her when she wakes up from nightmares. he’s the one who talks her through her panic attacks and teaches her different coping mechanisms. and she doesn’t really know when it happened or how or why, but she finds herself falling for him pretty hard. 
their relationship is a fairly long one as well. they’re involved with each other for around six years. the entire time ellie is very much in love with him, but she tends to keep him at arms length. a lot of her anxiety comes from losing the people she loves and her initial reaction to that fear is to keep everyone just far enough away that she thinks she might not get hurt. it backfires, obviously, and she ends up losing him to a really bad infection & fever. this sort of causes two different things that effect her heavily in inquisition: she is painfully aware of the fact that she isn’t a healer and she’s horrible with healing and she feels very inadequate because of it && she feels insanely guilty over the fact that she never let him as close as she wanted to/should have. he braided her a cord (purple & blue) while they were together and she wears it on her wrist or in her hair AT ALL TIMES. it takes a lot of convincing from people to get her to take it off. 
so yeah, she carries that guilt with her FOR SURE and it factors pretty heavily into almost all of her relationships. now for the answer you probably want…
ok so…ellie is 100% the kind of person who believes in love at first sight, but i think that it’s most obvious in her relationship w/ cullen. she is completely taken with him from the MOMENT she sets eyes on him in kinloch. she thinks he is, without a doubt, the cutest boy she’s ever seen in her entire life. i think she’s kind of shocked by how much she likes him, and her crush only gets worse/stronger as time goes on. she goes out of her way to see him and then goes out of her way again to make him smile and laugh because she’s a complete SUCKER for his smile & his laugh. it probably evolves from puppy love to something more serious pretty slowly, but it’s def noticeable. like she can’t really tell where/when it went from “wow you’re really cute” to “i won’t let them take you away from me”. 
and it scares her. she’s never really liked someone, let alone really LOVED someone, but she loves cullen. she loves him so much that sometimes it feels completely out of her control. sometimes she feels like she’s drowning in the feeling. and then…things go wrong. first people find out about them and then the blight happens and she loses everything. her home, her entire family, and the person she loves all in one blow. they’re gone. and she doesn’t cope with it well. she’s in a worse state of mind for her relationship with gilbert in verse where she had a relationship in kinloch because she never gets closure. she’s never gotten any closure. it went from 100 to 0 so fucking fast. 
i could write forever about how badly it messes her up and how guilty it makes her feel. she feels like she’s not fit to be loved and she’s afraid to fall again and it plays into a lot of her self confidence issues. bc she’s not good enough. she wasn’t good enough to protect cullen OR her family in kinloch and she wasn’t good enough to save gilbert so..
if she’s no good at fighting and protecting and she’s no good at healing and saving, WHAT GOOD IS SHE AT ALL? 
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djsaladbar · 7 years
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all odd numbers for the crush ask meme
i am sorry for how long this will be, putting the answers under the cut
1: Do they drink coffee? i don’t think he does!!3: How do they do their hair? Facial hair? (If they have it) he has v shaggy blonde hair, he thinks he should cut it but i like it at the length it is rn5: What is their relationship status? taken by ME :))7: Are they more a cat or dog person? we’ve never talked about it but dog person i’m pretty sure9: Do they know multiple languages? Which ones? nope!11: One word that describes them. comforting13: What is their favorite TV show? idk exactly, i know he always wants to watch workaholics and the office15: What car do they drive? a minivan lol17: Where did you meet them? school!19:  What is their zodiac sign? Are your signs compatible? cancer, i think so? i haven’t checked lol21: What is your favorite outfit on them? his thrasher hoodie & grey sweatpants23: Your favorite feature about their appearance. smile for sure25: Do they make you laugh? every 5 seconds27: Are they good huggers/ kissers? he is wonderful at both29: Are they nice to strangers? yes!!31: Saddest thing they have ever said? would prefer not to talk abt it publicly33: Cutest? lol the other night we were w his friends smoking and i asked him how my eyes looked (if they were red) and in front of all his bros he just grins at me and says “beautiful” and i thought it was the cutest thing35: How tall are they? How tall are you? i’m 5′0, idk how tall he is exactly but i’d say around 5′8??37: What are their hobbies? video games and smoking weed lmaooo39: What would your dream date be with them? i really wanna go to kavarna w him, it’s this cute local coffeehouse and i love it there so much41: What do you guys have in common? every1 says we have the same eyebrows LMAO43: Do they go by their given name? yes45: How far apart do you live from them? only like 5 mins47: Do they listen to a lot of music? yes49: If they were in a book (protagonist or antagonist or supporting character, up to you) how would the writer describe them? confident, carefree, happy, goal-oriented, funny, idkkkk stuff like that i’m not v good at this51: The last text/ message they sent you? “Thank you I hope you feel better ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥” ((yes i counted the amount of hearts lmao))53: What is the most embarrassing thing that’s happened to you in front of them? OH GOD so the first time we hung out it was w/ some mutual friends and we were all high as shit and we were having a conversation and i swear on my life i meant to say the word handshake but i accidentally said handjob and it made me want to DIE i thought he would never wanna speak to me again55: What color are their eyes? light brown :)57: What is one thing that makes them really special? he actually tries and shows me how much he cares for me and i just appreciate him so much for it59: How long did you know them before you started falling for them? well idk technically i’ve known him for the whole school year but we didn’t talk until january, and i couldn’t really decide my feelings for him but the first time i hung out with him in person i knew instantly that i really liked him
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