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#hes only out bc he hungry
maría is a queen she’s an icon, she’s a traumatized teenage girl who lost her home and family twice and rose from the ashes as a ruthless general willing to do whatever it took to reclaim her home and get revenge. she’s manipulative, she’s deeply emotionally intelligent and vulnerable and kind, she’s an unapologetic villain, she’s the most morally righteous in the entire saga, she’s completely unhinged just for the fun of it, she’s the most coldly intelligent person imaginable, she’s in love with jasper, she’s using him for his power, she’s literally everything pLEASE
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girlwithfish · 3 months
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idk like he was nawt giving boyfriend vibes which is wild cuz he was the one who wanted to be in a relationship w me so bad and rushed it and ofc i enabled it and stuff but he was not giving bf vibes tho and he thought he loved me?? just weird plus he had rly bad house etiquette like even if we were friends IDK WHY I OVERLOOKED IT SO BAD even tho i noticed stuff idk i gotta stop lying to myself or lowering my standards sighhhh. im just like. dont judge too hard some ppl dont have the same house standards as u, oh hes broke so its ok he only owns one towel. IDK LMFAOO
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sanchoyo · 3 months
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haven’t been on much bc my dog has been sick :( between seizures and an infected tooth we’ve been having a Time trying to get everything fixed (this started around the holidays so our vet has been very booked up…we have been like 3-4 times in the past 4-5 weeks OTL does not help it’s like an hour drive there, so that’s been exhausting) now his new seizure meds are making him sick (was hoping it was like, just an adjustment period thing but he’s been sick for a week and having concerning symptoms…) if I’m not on a ton or slow to replying to messages it’s bc I’m working as much overtime as my job will give me bc Vet Expensive and mentally drained obvi 😞
#it makes me a lil mad his meds were kinda pricy and they literally are making things worse. like sure he isn’t have seizures but he can#barely walk and keeps running into things and keeps having diarrhea so like. 🙃 and the meds are making him sooo hungry and thirsty#I’m seeing the vet AGAIN FRIDAY I know she’s so sick of me but man my little guy. if she can’t figure out a combo that doesn’t have such#bad side effects I’m literally going to scream and cry#he’s the most sensitive boy in the world and my mental health hangs on his and my cats well being. please. 😭#sanchoyorambles#I’ve also called them like twice to find out if I should stop or what they want me to do and keep getting ‘oh they’ll call u back’ WHEN#GIRL MY PUBBY#if I don’t hear back before his next dose I’m just gonna make an executive decision myself to stop them for now#he’s literally on the smallest possible dose too bc he’s so little. so. they can’t go down in dosage they’ll need to put him on smth else 😑#which means paying for ANOTHER PRESCRIPTION A WEEK AFTER ALREASY GETTING ONE THAT WAS $30 ON TOP OF HIS STUPID VET BILL#screaming.#and like if I have the money it’s fine. and it’s not like the vet could’ve known he’d have bad side effects#im just frustrated it’s no one’s fault#I could go to a closer vet. the thing is I LIKE the one further away#they have the only groomer I’ve found that can trim him without sedating him! they send me reminders abt his shots! I like the vibes!!!#they seem caring!! but they are always SOOO BUSY it takes forever to make appointments or to hear back from them 😭#remember how I said one of my goals was to buy a vechicle this year lmao the vet bills are draining any savings I’ve managed to build up 🤧#my pets are priority 1 tho like even before all the medical stuff /I/ need like lol… that’s my baby#it’s just really bad timing. not that there’s good timing for medical issues but. u know
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milimeters-morales · 5 months
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i want acau matt to freak out so bad about Miles possibly not surviving something that he starts using his last resort and trying to convince god to let Miles into heaven anyway to reunite with his parents (he still thinks Miles’s parents are dead in this scenario) and he’s panicking so much that he takes a few minutes to realize that he doesn’t know if Miles is even religious and if his parents were. Yknow how Jerma kept saying “HEAVEN. HEAVEN. YOURE GONNA GO TO HEAVEN.” when his sims 1 family kept dying and his seaman was dying? That’s kind of the frantic and spiraling energy i want to have Matt give off as Miles’s heartbeat gets weaker and weaker and the doctors can no longer help
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cuteniaarts · 2 months
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First posted piece of 2024 featuring Ghazan’s older sister Haya, take 2!!
#a.k.a the og version was bothering me so I completely redrew her eyes and added more shadows to make her facial features more pronounced#gonna just copy over my og tags bc I can’t be bothered to come up with new ones#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#seeds of the red lotus#sotrl haya#god... like on one hand yes. she's an awful person. she abused her brother's kids for 16 years#left lasting mental and emotional scars on them to the point that even years after they last see her they're still recovering#even after all the bruises have healed her voice is still in their heads. fear of her still dictates so many of their actions#someone like her doesn't deserve any amount of sympathy. nor after everything she's done#but on the other... the person who did all that is haya in her 30s and 40s. here she's just 14#she just had her whole world shattered in a matter of weeks. she's left with nothing and no one but an empty house and her 5yo brother#she has no one to turn to. no shoulder to cry on. apart from losing her parents she had to quit school and stop hanging out with her friend#sh ehad to abandon any hobbies she might have had. I imagine she was quite like suiren and midori used to be. curious and intelligent#and very keen on trying new things. she had to leave all that behind to work day and night while earning only barely enough to scrape by on#just enough for them to survive. to keep the house. to be clothed and fed. there was no room for treats or luxuries of any kind#how many dresses did she cut up to use as material for ghazan's clothes? how many nights did she go hungry just so he could eat?#and she can't even cry about it. not while he's around anyway because she's supposed to be strong for him.#I imagine she often cried after putting ghazan to bed. just out of sheer helplessness. from how exhausted she was#she cried herself to sleep every night and pulled herself back together every morning#tied her hair back with her mother's kerchief and went straight to work anywhere that would hire her. working until she could barely stand#all for him. I'm not excusing her actions in any way but I understand why she was overcome with resentment after he left her#running away without as much as a goodbye. after everything she had done for him. spitting in her face would have hurt less#so when he resurfaced over a decade later to dump his bastard children on her it didn't take long for all that resentment to find an outlet#and the rest is history... fuck. thinking about her teenage and ya self always makes me cry. she was so much like suiren it's heartbreaking#well. the only reason suiren is like this now is bc of her. but yk what they say. the history book on the shelf is always repeating itself#anyway. I'm really glad I took the time to redraw this. I'm so much happier with it now. she actually looks like a young girl now#this really hits different considering that I straight up killed her in my latest au... granted she was in her 40s there. but still
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marblerose-rue · 2 years
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declaration of innocence / more in tags
#my art#do not copy trace or steal#wc oc#warriors oc#original character#HOW DO I TAG THINGS FOR OCS . anyway#HI SORRY more oc content ITS PEBBLEPAW HOOKBERRY AND A NEW CHARACTER I GOT HALLOWPAW!!#JUST TO MAKE THIS CLEAR the innocence is hookberry's in terms of like a legal stand point . bc as it stands hes officially done nothing to#break the code . except he has#so by him getting an apprentice is pushing the point hes done nothing wrong (except he has)#CONTEXT hookberry attacked pebblepaw (a healer apprentice) and never got punished bc the news never made it to his clan . and a litter of#kits got apprenticed early (1-2 moons early) and hookberry is now a mentor . so its a waiting storm#IM SUPER EXCITED TOO BC I HAVENT USED HOOKBERRY MUCH and now i get to flesh her out#hookberry - she/he | pebblepaw - she/her | hallowpaw - she/her#IM SUPER PROUD OF THIS IVE BEEN FUSSING OVER THE SHADING ALL DAY . one of the only times ill put excessive effort into oc art bc usually i#keep it loose#BUT YEAH hook is a nervous wreck bc shes like. not necessarily battle hungry but if theres a battle shes there#and now she has a CHILD to mentor .#PLEEEAAAAAASEEE ASK ME ABT MY OCS#ANYWAY the main story im pushing is hook is scared shes going to end up hurting her apprentice somehow bc until then shes been allowed to#be reckless in battle bc of her size but now she has an impressionable kit to train#ALSO ALSO PEBBLE WASNT IN BATTLE WHEN SHE WAS ATTACKED SHE WAS LITERALLY GETTING HERBS LMAOBKSHBDFHGB#but to be fair there were like. murderers on the loose BUT IT WASNT PEBBLE SHE WAS LIKE 10 MOONS OR SOMETHING HAHA#crime isnt funny im not endorsing crime
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bibleofficial · 7 months
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so ive accidentally stayed up WAY TOO FUCKIN LATE w my ethiopian KING - i went to take pics for this class & baked & we ran into each other on the stairwell & then we went to his place to drop his bags & for ciggys (where we grabbed LI & GOT HIM TO SMOKE TOO before he went upstairs again) & the 2 of us sent on a walk so i could take pics for this one clase & boy howdy did i learn SO much, also btw ethiopia is currently, still, in a civil war
#stream#hes absolutely fascinating like girl we both chat SO much & hes also on topic bc i derail SO fucking much & then we’ll go on tangent then#subtangetn then he’ll get us back to what we were talking abt but i literally Cannot Do That im juts like oh um… what we were taling abt#anyway#yea its 3am & i need to be up at 10am#ALSO i had tea w the chinese flatmates bc i saw arthur & i got to learn so much & also yen je explained different parts of chinese grammar#etc & it turns out that he is INTERESTED IN LEARNIGN SPANISH SO WERK IM GOING TO HELP & ALSO I MET THE OTHER FLATMATE TODAY TOO#girl ive been playing the sims w myself i’ll be talking to someone then do the little like person+ (green bar) like frendshop increased#persuasion increase d#so albert(o) is from mexico city bc i also was like is ur name albert ? sick um yea is it like actually alberto just curious xx so hes#alberto now#& arthur told me his real mame but i forgot bc literally im still running on the 4hrs sleep i got last night like yall i was like wow i#pigged out last night haha - literally bc i ate an entire bag of baby carrots - so i thought im not hungry ? no girl ur colon just full so i#just havent eaten bc then i was going to after my irst class today but i saw the chinese & harassed them until it was like 15mins until i#had to haul ass to get to the japanese class & girl … i know i was such a bitch i was losing my mind it was 2hrs & she was like ‘we will#only use an hour !’ BUT NO WE USED THE WHOLE HOUR I NEED THESE WEEABOO AS MFS TO SLOW DOWN#i FULLY dont know what im doing & these bitches r soeaking sentences & also 1 guy was arguing w the professor like girl .. shes literally#japanese ur going to have to take this L like ur british thru & thru baby#so anyway#im going to go make french fries in the baking sheet that might give me cancer#ive also never used a baking sheet to make french fries im sry i just dont get to eat these in the states bc i love hating myself ?#ive been eating so much mayo i love peri peri omg … kewpie mayo …… im squatting
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jrueships · 7 months
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my pretty pretty hot girl
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and his excitable sticky iPad kid son who cries and throws his incredibly bulky and padded ipad whenever he dies in roblox
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floral-hex · 8 months
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I’m out of town for a couple of days for my brother’s chess tournament and the internet in this hotel sucks butts and I only brought one book with me 😓
#sucks butts IN A BAD WAY#this is the same hotel that held the last couple of big chess tournaments my brother entered#so I’ve been here a few times but this is the first time I’m actually renting a room instead of driving back and forth each day#so positive: got a room and don’t have to drive a bunch. negative: no continental breakfast 😒#they have a little tiny starbucks but no free breakfast which is bullshit!#also all of my books are stilled packed up from moving bc I’m lazy so I couldn’t grabbed any one I really wanted to read#but I did get a free copy of Stephen King’s ‘On Writing’ the other day so I brought that#and yeah I am kinda pumped to peruse that. Mr King is a pretty cool dude and I def want his writing tips#but also… I just kinda would rather read something about a fucked up wizard or something ya know?#anyway I always feel weird or annoying saying this but if you want to send me any asks or anything to help pass my time then by all means#or not. it’s cool. really. I hate bugging people and I hate coming off as desperate & needy outside of the bedroom#im going to be mushy and say im kind of excited to spend the night sleepover style with my little bro here#he’s getting older and it’s getting harder to convince him to hang out with me#love this little dude so gosh darn much#oh man what if we get a pizza and watch a movie together? would that be cool? is that something teenagers like to do with their older bros?#i’m so lame#being like 18 years older than your younger brother means you get to fulfill your cool uncle/dad vibes without actually having kids#ok I have to stop myself from filling this with tags about wishing I was a dad or being whatever#what was I saying before?… did I even have a point?#oh yeah… bad internet… only one book… I’m hungry… yeah…#this isn’t important#you can ignore this#text
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ahsterism · 9 months
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they suffer every day and for what... girlish whimsy
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graysongraysoff · 1 year
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I feel like a bad cat mom my baby deserves better 😭
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s0fter-sin · 2 years
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one thing i kinda hate is how everything always comes back to all might. like, i know that’s the entire point but if you’re not really gonna go in and explore the unique ramifications of every hero being inspired by him and every villain being wronged by him then it’s just repetitive and gets boring
#bnha manga spoilers#i was interested in star and stripe her quirk was sick and shes a huge buff woman which is automatically awesome#and then it turns out her entire motivation is just that she was rescued by all might as a kid#stain is such an intimidating force and his ideology makes sense but its ruined when he idolises the very thing he hates#completely unironically and his view is never challenged#he never realises that all might is just as fake as other heroes just as media hungry no matter how many people he saves#he should be the pinicle of what he hates but bc its all might he never is#i think its why i like dabi and hawks so much#their motivation is entirely based on endeavour (who is also based around all might)#same with kirishima being inspired by crimson riot its refreshing for someone to have a different hero for once#but its like theres no point in being intrigued by a new character bc everything will always boil down to all might#midoriya is never given any character growth and is still just an all might clone#bakugo is a parallel of endeavour who himself is a foil to all might and hes always wanted to be all might#the entire nighteye arc was nighteye comparing midoriya to all might#shigaraki is only there bc he was related to nana and therefore personal to all might#him going after dabi as a replacement could easily be spun into ‘the son of the rival you never took seriously is now evil haha’#the only real thing that had nothing to do with him was the plf#and thats just not enough#if youre going to make everything revolve around one character you cant make it as one note as it is#everything is either directly or indirectly bc of all might#no one ever even really blames him#to some degree everyone knows ots all mights fault due to his affects on society#but no one ever actually says it#and the only consequences are the characters that end up all being the same#we can infer and do all the meta we want but that doesnt mean the depth is really there#i want this to be more than all mights world#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#go beyond plus ultra#bnha#all might
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camptw1nk · 1 year
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kurt is a bit of an ass at nightwing but he's doing his best and trying to be kind hes just exhausted and under a lot of pressure and also. Has never had much power so maybe he enjoys it a little too much when the power is given to him
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autistic-shaiapouf · 1 year
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Hello! It is me, the anxiety man. I can’t find the post so I don’t know how long ago you asked (thanks tumblr.) but for me Gastroparesis is mostly nausea and vomiting. Within an hour of eating I throw up most of my food a solid 80% of the time, prior to throwing up I am exceedingly nauseous; if I don’t throw up I am exceedingly nauseous (this is a lose/lose situation.) sometimes if I don’t throw up I throw up hours later (occasionally the next day ~13+hrs later) undigested food.
This is not everyone’s experience however, there are many with Gastroparesis who do not vomit at all. The best test is a Gastric Emptying Study (though be aware it can (rarely) give a false negative.)
I also have Dx’d hEDS, Orthostatic Hypotension (like PoTS but with a BP drop), and Autism (anecdotally comorbid w/ hEDS)
I hope you get answers (or depending on the age of your post, got answers :)
Hi, thank you so much for the response! Literally any info at all is helpful to me and being able to hear other people's experiences is incredibly useful.
Personal medical/health info under the cut ✌️
I definitely meet at least some of the criteria, but when it comes to the most common symptoms, like the nausea and vomiting you mention, I don't really find it effecting me so much? I also grew up with severe anxiety that made me nauseated, and I wonder if my aversion to actually vomiting for real might be a part of this. I DO get an acid-reflux type of feeling, with no pain or lead up, that consists solely of me throwing up in my mouth a little, and this had even happened on an empty stomach 😞
I technically haven't been medically tested for POTS, but I do exhibit all the symptoms + self tested with both a blood pressure cuff and heart monitor and easily met the criteria (63 bpm difference the first time I tried l m a o); my doc thinks hEDS is a strong possibility and so does my therapist, so I'm honing in on that and everything else associated with it. The anecdotal evidence of autism being comorbid is interesting! While I haven't had any official testing, it does fill in the gaps where my adhd doesn't and I've been genuinely considering that I may be autistic for at least a year or so now.
I've scheduled with my GP for early December and I'm gonna bring all my GI issues to the table; I know I struggle with feeling hungry and have struggled with meals, especially in the mornings, bc I just can't eat more than a few spoonfuls of whatever, with a lot of the issues going away if I'm solely eating liquids like soups or protein drinks U_U I also remember having periods of time where I have stomachaches after most meals, just like a dead weight in my abdomen U_U THOSE seem to coordinate with gastroparesis but it's like, my symptoms aren't violent enough to feel like they're under the diagnosis? Though that's also how I felt about POTS, until I read about people's experiences and then tested my own heart rate.
It's definitely a work in progress at the moment, but this is the most work I've ever been able to do in terms of finding answers for my health; here's hoping I actually do get some answers after all these years 🤞
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redxriiot · 2 years
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Something something, being in a relationship with a more adjusted Traitor/villain!Kiri means dealing with the fact that yer fridge may end up having human body parts in it from time to time
#hc#//Mans can't eat a whole sb in one sitting; sometimes brings that shit to his special hiding place for laters if he's allowed to keep#cannibalism mention tw#//I say 'more adjusted' bc before he's accepted the fact; being a villain or the fact that he eats people#//Mans would just tear the stiff to shreds; panic/get yelled at then dispose#//Once he's more used to it; he goes back to his usual 'welp; waste not whatnot'#//Hates wasting food; no matter what it is; so he'll ask for help getting it back to base#//The thought just started out with me mulling over villain!krdk ngl#//Bc I like the idea of poor v!deku nust tryna get a snack only to meet a faceful of guts in a bag#gore mention tw#//Mans ia just 'Wtf Ei; AGAIN???' while Kiri tries to argue well where ELSE can he store it???#//Works best with villain!sunr.iot tho I think#//Bc Ei can get his fill of fresh meat; and Tama can benefit of the Quirks said victims had#//Honestly more incentive for Ei to go after people; tbh. Then they fight over portions fjbfb#//Bc Tama needs the QUIRKS dammit. but Ei's a real hungry lad too!#//They prolly divide the shit based on how useful Tama can make the abilities#//Boom; bonding right there. them taking time out of their days to figure Quirk uses#//A twisted spin on their off duty activities in hero verse#//Y'know what; I could vibe with that#//Platonic or more shippy vibes villain!sunr.iot with this idea#//Two horrible roomies fighting over who gets what rights to what stiff#//What will win; Ei's insistence on having priority bc HE brought them home or Tama's need for new powers#//Obvi Tama; but Ei still puts up a fight every time (Tama always wins)#;mun has spoken#//Idk; thinking shit like this rn bc I saw a thing#//And bc am at a wedding party and the overwhelming racket of it all is making me wanna go feral#//So I'll let him do that lol#//Not that I have wifi to DO that the way I wanna; so it's just a hc/idea post now
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butrememberthesong · 12 days
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actually on a similar note
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