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tubbytarchia · 27 days
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gg buddy am I right (ethubs doodle that I don't know what to do with)
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introvert-celeste · 22 hours
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Sorry for all the cat posting lately. It's really been triggering my anxiety and I've needed to vent my concerns or get consumed by them. Now that Sirius is rapidly recovering, though, I'm gonna cool it with all the personal stuff for now. I know y'all are tired of seeing it.
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nightshade-eater · 6 months
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so... the vessel, y'know?
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moonavem · 2 years
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color journey
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x0rcist · 12 days
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at some point i’ll be doing a soft revamp such as clearing out my inbox & dropping what i have in drafts to start fresh so coming back here would hopefully be more easier for me 🤔
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arcademgmt · 29 days
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your terastal heart
hey surprise i am alive and still drawing funny pictures Erm anyways. yeah the terapagos fight went a little differently in the floretverse so let me explain a little
So. by this point you may know that yasuta did arceus a favor in PL:A. long story short once he was sent home arceus sent jirachi to grant his deepest wish and it was just yoinked from his brain rather than giving him time to think about it. as a result yuki, who died very young, is alive again!
HOWEVER! yuki's soul was never really resting. he sort of just followed yasuta around until becoming a phantump. he still followed him around just with a physical form now. eventually yasuta notices and opts to keep him around because this phantump is clearly attached but HE DOES NOT KNOW THIS THING IS HIS BROTHER. so imagine his surprise when jirachi grants his wish and his fucking phantump turns into his brother.
what's important to note about this is that yuki, to a degree, still has some lingering pokemon DNA. it's why he has those weird red pupils among other things. without going into depth it makes him a human sponge for terastral energy. the problem is only the pokemon part of him can handle it. the human part can't. if he absorbs too much it basically threatens to tear the pokemon half from the human half. it crystallizes him like how the AI professor does during the paradise protection protocol segment of their battle basically. it hurts, saps his energy, and could kill him if allowed to progress.
this is not to say he can't handle some terastral energy. he can! he can use the tera orb just fine, though touching it tingles a little. he can be around regular tera crystals and do tera raids fine. HOWEVER! area zero's crystals are dangerous for him and get even more dangerous the further down you go. needless to say the area where terapagos lies has terastal energy so strong he can feel it physically.
so. when terapagos emits its own uncontrollable energy and nearly hits kieran. And somebody else steps in. yeah things don't go super great. terapagos absorbing terastal energy and therefore interrupting the crystallization process repeatedly bought enough time to end the battle without yuki just fucking dying. so yeah there was a lot at stake here and kieran really DID need to step in. narratively it's about him seeing that yuki is not infallible and realizing they stand on equal ground but the symbolism isn't what i am explaining i just wanted to explain what is at stake
i need to do a followup of this explaining the emotional impact on the characters and the narrative purpose of it all but i felt it pertinent to give a rundown of what happens physically and WHY it's so dangerous. i have to explain the whole tera heart thing eventually too but yknow. that's also a symbolic thing
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floral-hex · 1 month
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It’s hard to make music when you have no instruments or software or skills or talent and also you don’t actually know how to play anything or make music and you’re dumb as hell
#hey it’s about that time of year where I get the urge again to try and make music before getting frustrated and quitting#don’t let your inability to do anything right get in the way of messing everything up forever and ever amen#every time I sit down to try and set up software and whatnot I end up wasting half a dozen hours before giving up#repeat once or twice every year or so for the last decade#how did I used to do this junk??? whaaaaa? I don’t understand computers.#I have an ooooold laptop buried in a box someone with sooo many unfinished songs. albums and albums worth. mostly just missing vocals#I used to sit and work on music for hours and hours#pretty much the only productive thing I did my first year of college was make an album#and now I’m just like… I don’t understand how anything works. I’m so old.#but I guess it’s… ya know… it’s been awhile and you can’t just expect to jump back in with the same skill and comfort#you’ve got get all the tedious beginning stuff out of the way. that’s just how it goes. it builds and builds.#it’s the opposite of eating an elephant. it’s frankensteining and elephant. gotta do it piece by piece.#basically I got another hand me down laptop. clean slate freshly wiped.#then I spent about 5 hours just setting it up and thennnnnn getting a bad virus bc I’m stupid as hell and don’t want to pay for software#I lost my software installer I already had so I rushed to 🏴‍☠️ the first decent one I could find#and then when I got warnings I said ‘meh the antivirus is probably exaggerating’#ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? ARE YOU STUPID!? you trust the illegal file over your own antivirus!? whatttt!?#i am very stupid#at least the laptop is pretty much empty. just gonna do another clean wipe and start again. hopefully smarter.#I really want this. I hate HATE talking about things I want to do because I invariable always fuck it up#it’s so stupid and sad but if pressed I would easily say my old shitty music are the things I’m most proud of in my life. even if they suck#I stopped making music when I moved to NY to be with my ex and I haven’t been able to get back into it since#I don’t even like music. it’s stupid and I’m half deaf. fuck you I hate you.#okay I love you bye#you can ignore this#text
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non3xistnt · 2 years
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deca fans trying to find a name for their ocs:
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sagau-my-beloved · 1 year
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Lost my 50/50 trying to get another archon and now I am 100% sure it’s Venti’s doing
Me too 😭
My fourth loss and on Ei's banner, there's no way I'm gonna be able to save enough to get her now there's just not
I'll be honest I actually teared up, I really wanted to win this one cause who knows when she's gonna show up again, but I guess I have a guarantee for whoever the heck comes down the road I want to pull for, after saving another 90, I'm honestly deviated 🥲
At this point actually winning is going to be cause for week long celebration because I've been playing since late July, almost half a year now, and I haven't won a single banner, every limited character I've gotten has been taken by force
It's getting harder and harder for me to believe that it's actually 50/50, they have to be buffing their numbers or something
I mean what are the odds of flipping a coin on tails 4 times in a row? 1/16?? 6.25℅???? And one loss was on the weapons banner which is supposed to be 75/25℅, so that puts me closer to a 3.125℅ chance that what happened to me could have happened
If this is Venti's fault I'm going to dropkick him istg, I'm broke and running out of primo opportunities, just give me a little mercy pls
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ff2-soda-pop · 2 years
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anyone else just really not caring for the whole “raine is going to betray everyone” thing going on in the fandom or is it just me
#the owl house spoilers#the owl house#maybe its just the fact that raine is my favorite and has been the first character that like- i felt represented by and shit so im just like#extra defensive about them. but i just really dont like this theory?#like ive seen a lot of people going 'well they act like they're not saying something' and like. well i mean clearly they're not? comfortable#with eda taking their place because this is likely super dangerous and all. they've been trying to keep her out of this for awhile just to#keep her safe. obviously its gonna not sit right with them. but also this is kind of their main plan so what are they meant to do?#'hey actually i dont like this can we do something else' literally 24 hours prior to the day of unity? they'd need a backup plan and we dont#know if there IS a backup plan (besides darius' plan? idk if they're going there but). and then to add to it all they also promised luz edas#safety. BUT LIKE... HOW DO YOU PROMISE THAT? ik some people have called it suspicious how they reacted but like- who wouldnt react like that#this has a very high risk and this kid who clearly cares sm for eda just grabbed your arm and went 'promise me she'll be safe' like-#YOU DONT WANNA SAY 'NO' TO THAT?? BUT LIKE THERES NO GUARANTEE.#idk i just- i wanna go with the idea that they're good. because i want them to be good and i care about them#(and also i think it'd be really shitty to have them be a traitor. i dont want the one character ive been able to go '...they're like me'#about be a traitor okay. i would cry. /hj)
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seventh-district · 10 months
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why have i suddenly been gripped with the desire to get back into fishkeeping
#Seven.txt#fish stuff#fishkeeping#fish keeping#fishblr#i’m not complaining cause i’ve lowkey missed feeling so passionate about the hobby but. my brain couldn’t have picked a less convenient tim#me: trying to spend less money and manage my time better#my brain: hey hey hey you know what you should do? you should get back into a really expensive and time-consuming hobby!!! it’ll be fun!!!#and i mean. it’s not like i truly ever got out of it i just sort of dialed back the number of tanks and fish i have over the past few years#so i’ve currently got a bunch of empty tanks and equipment sitting around collecting dust#i do still have three fish that i thought would be my last for a While. i’ve had them for a number of years and they’re all old by now#so i’m just trying to help them live the rest of their days as comfortably as they can#well. Paprika and Thing One are near their end but in spite of the Mystery Growth on Thing Two’s head that little guy is still doing fine#so he could still be here for awhile. who knows. but anyways#fishkeeping was one of my first really intense and long lasting special interests/hyperfixations so it’s such a strange feeling#to have it come back so strongly and for no obvious reason. but. that’s the nature of fixations i suppose!#insert Drake and Josh ‘I do not control the hyperfixation’ meme here#anyways. the project to finally set up the 75gal that’s been sitting empty for years is finally underway!!! so that’s exciting!#now i’ve got to make a list of things i need and find somewhere to set up a quarantine tank. hrmmm#and also cry over the fact that the filter i need is 200 dollars ahahahaaaaa why did my brain have to latch onto this hobby oh my god#oh man. i’ve gotta order the snails and activated media before the weather gets any warmer or they’ll cook in the bag on the way here ugh#This Post Brought To You By- me sitting here refreshing my email every 10 mins. waiting for Cynthia to let me know if she still has#these two adorable Sakura Ranchus avaliable to purchase. i mean. they were listed in Sep. 2021 so i will be Shocked if she still has them#but maybe the universe will smile upon me and i'll get lucky!
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mostionthedaily · 2 years
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mosti and moschi! or monch. whichever one you prefer.
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vixered · 2 years
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i swear healing from trauma is just oscillating between these two extremes at the speed of light 500 times throughout the course of a single day
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#ash talks smack#sometimes? i am absolutely the worst version of myself and become filled with murderous hateful rage#and other times (much less) i realize blame doesn’t matter because my situation is what it is and what am i gonna do to change it#this would probably be easier with a therapist or something#swear i was doing better about not being filled with hatred and bitterness for awhile there#i think the problem is the default of polarized thinking where the only options are either#A. everything is my fault and i am the source of all my pain and all i do is hurt everyone and im the worst person alive#OR!#B. everything is everyone else’s fault and all other people do is hurt me and to hell with them im better off alone anyway#and since i spend a solid 95% of my time thinking in the style of option A#it’s definitely preferable to hate and blame everyone else as opposed to directing all of that shit ass energy in on myself#like if im real w myself Both options are awful and miserable ways to live/see the world#but I think when your normal is living in survival mode AKA perpetual fight/flight#it makes sense to resort to polarized thinking by default because polarized thinking is kiiind of our brains way of keeping us alive#and I get neuroplasticity is a thing and that is great and im trying to utilize that#but also working against neural pathways that have been reinforced for almost three decades is hard#ohhh my god it is hard#try teaching your brain there is a third option other than just ‘kill’ or ‘be killed’#doable? yes. easy? nothing ever is :l#but hey. someone gotta do it
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galariangengar · 11 months
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goetiya · 1 year
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just want it to be said, that I am not going to be chasing after people moving blogs / discords. I am not extremely active here, and while I do check the dash every now and again I don’t have the time to outwardly seek out where someone has gone. that being said, i do appreciate all my mutuals and those who have stuck around through my long periods of inactivity. i primarily rp on discord, but I do still enjoy dash interactions and sending my homies good vibes. also I do intend on doing some ask replies at some point. 
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lozeyart · 2 years
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I swear to god, Tumblr makes me follow people out of the blue
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