#hhh I'm so gay...

[dum-vivere-vinum-rubrum]

So I guess there's TMoTJ spoilers ahead but i don't know how to hide (?) it bc i'm bad at social media aha

yeah its me again @iamheretodomythingrip

yeah sorry for the bad quality lmao my phone isn't the best :I

uh so these are my first doodles of the gang ? there's also a drawing with the original queens (not rly okay i know) and the last one was made with poor editing skills but i tried right ?

okay imma go back at being sick and reading on ao3 (yall writers are saving my mental health btw <333)

#six the musical #TMoTJ #digital art #bad quality lmao #kinda gay ngl #i'm so bad at drawing legs lmao look at those hhh #the “im gay” moments in public y'know ? #when you say to yourself “i'm gay and nobody here have a clue” #well i guess there's exceptions but #when you're closeted #nah ? #okay ill go now

[ridl]

Only used ganqing in the event ofc + special condition of using both Keqing and Ganyu on vishap stage ❄️⚡

#genshin impact #keqing #ganyu #i love the vishaps so much #ganqing coded gay lizards in love #i'm obsessed with the way they refuse to die without the other that mechanic is GREAT #i was finally able to use my piles of food buffs hhh #not max scores but i'm still satisfied :) the event is very fun

[madmadder]

Very hard challenge

Tag a para you would actually date but

Hold on

You can only choose one

#hhh damn it they're all gay guys how am I supposed to- #I can't even fucking choose #I'm thinking Achilles because he's so hot and badass and I am but a fragile kid #besides he's pan so I'd actually have a shot

[genderkoolaid]

it's other side of it all situation but hhh as a butch transfem people always assume that I'm a lesbian when. i'm Bi. Like, for real, it's just a way that people can be--and I understand that lesbians are v v fond of it but also like. It's like assuming all twinks are gay lol that's absurd and I hate that I have to be so fucking whiny about my orientation bc people assume i'm a lesbian because of an aesthetic.

YEAH GOD!!!!

I posted an article a while ago by a femme bi guy talking about how he's been treated dating women while being femme . People love acting like being GNC fundamentally comes from same-gender attraction, specifically lesbian spaces. Like people genuinely claim that bi women cannot have equally complex relationships to femininity because they are also attracted to men which means they must be closer to cis-heterosexual gender & aesthetics. & also the implication that men are incapable of being attracted to women who are capital-b Butch. its just a whole mess

#m. #ask box

[thegayspencerreidstan]

i have no idea if this has been done before but a suspect reader x spencer reid. basically the unsub is killing women who reject him and they bring in reader as a suspect and he's like "first of all, i don't even like women, and also i was with my boyfriend when the murders happened". and then he reveals that he's been dating spencer for a few months and everyone is just kinda shocked

(this is kinda based on my annoyance at everyone in my life assuming i'm straight and plus i love fics where reader is a suspect for some reason)

I'm so sorry it took me this long to get to this, I've been super busy and hhh, anyways I hope you like it :))

Spencer Reid X Male Reader

You had just arrived at the BAU, you walked into the office and noticed everyone talking about something, you walked over and asked "what's going on?" Everyone looked at you before Hotchner said "There's an Unsub that's been killing women that rejected him" you nod, taking in the information before coming up with a profile in your head, you explain your thoughts on who the Unsub could be and what he might look like.

A few days later, everyone except Spencer has been acting rather strange around you, you thought maybe they were just busy with the case but it definitely seemed like more than that, you tried your best to ignore it, but of course you decided to ask Spencer about it, he told you he wasn't sure but he'd ask them about it, before you could say anything else, you felt someone grab you by the shoulder and turn you around, it was hotch, you gave him a smile and asked him if something was wrong, he gave you a soft nod and told you to follow him to the questioning room, you were unsure of what was going on but decided not to question it.

He took you to the questioning room and told you to sit down, after doing so he said "some of us suspect you to be the unsub...you fit the profile, do you have anything to say about that?" You sighed and replied "Well first of all..I'm gay- second of all, I'm dating Spencer, so that's what I have to say about it" you could tell that surprised Hotchner but he nodded "I'll go ask Spencer about that later, but for now you can leave, sorry for the inconvenience" he said, you got up and left the room before going over to Spencer and giving him a kiss, of course he waa embarrassed but he kissed back and asked "what was that about?" You explained what happened and he chuckled, he then handed you the file of a guy and told you that he may have found the Unsub.....the rest is self explanatory

I got a bit lazy at the end ngl,,,I hope you don't mind-

#male reader #criminal minds #dr spencer reid #spencer reid #spencer reid fanfiction #spencer reid x male reader

[johannestevans]

the essay about Yentl being a gay trans man is doing really well on medium and has made me $100 in less than a week, and i'm a little bit emotional about it bc it's just like. it's full and complete engagement w a trans man's perspective on a piece of media by so many cis people

it's not about cis validation, i don't really care about that, but the fact that so many people are reading it and taking what i'm saying is GOOD, bc it's not just like. an essay where i'm explaining oppression or begging them not to kill us

it's about a fun thing. they're engaging with an essay that's just exploring a read on a popular piece of media and seeing a different perspective. it's about the art through my eyes, and they're enjoying it for that, and i just. hhh

it's just good, that's all, and very unexpected bc i expected it to be a niche essay effectively for like. other jewish queer ppl, esp other trans gay men, and it's reached a much broader audience who are very happy to meet it on its own terms

#musings #yentl

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

Are you aware that I'm-a-gay-fish and Zu ship dr//m/are ?/genq

okay so it took me a while to answer this but i finally found the words to so here goes; yeah i do know, and i totally understand if you don't ship it, neither do i, but there's nothing i can do about it?

they're allowed, so long as they don't harm people, to do whatever they want on their own platforms. and before you ask me if i support *ncest, would you actually ask someone if they support toxic relationships and murder whenever they ship two unhealthy killers with mental problems? because that's funnily enough what most people do around here! you can say it's not the same, and that they're romanticizing it, but i can personally detach myself from fiction enough to realize that while this concept depicted in their art shouldn't be recreated in real life, that doesn't mean they actually engage or support people that do that irl- they asked zu the same question so many times, and frog doesn't either and i've known gayfish for three years! you're well within your right to stop associating with them or distance yourself from their content but i myself won't.

i know fiction affects reality to a degree, don't twist my words please, but if you're too young to consume that kind of content with a nuanced perspective or is triggered/affected by it then as long as they tag their content properly then you can unfollow, block and move on. i have a habit of following and reblogging people's works before looking at their bios and before i know it find myself having to choose between two sides i don't belong to and i frankly don't want to! anti this or proship that- in this online era you have to adapt by keeping your cool and curating your own online experience and viewing people in black and whites is stressful, painful and dangerous for everyone involved. i don't even reblog the content you probably have a problem with, and i'm honestly still scared of the response i'll get-

i will not blame or hate whoever unfollows or blocks me for this, it's to be expected, but please don't think about it like some bad vs good guys dilemma? sometimes thought provoking morally grey ambiguous stories with messed up characters spark more positive discussion and healing than people looking into it because they suffer from the same delusions and want a justification-

like realistically, in my blog, most ppl here are basically shipping two literal skeletons with magic in their bones who are sometimes almost the exact copy of one another, and who theoretically have a very similar dna, and sometimes they make shipkids, which, if you know anything about *ncest, is one of the main reasons why you shouldn't bang your siblings - mostly from a moral standpoint because that's so gross i can't even think of it, but also because any offspring would suffer greatly from physical and mental diseases hidden in their genetic code- like. you could argue it's not the same but it's sancest for a reason. and even when they're widely different sanses, you wouldn't think fell x sans is wrong (at least in this specific community) but really we've all just gotten numb to how weird that sounds. trust me, there's a reason we don't talk about our ships to outsiders HHH

TL,DR: so while i greatly encourage you to block people and content you don't want to see/associate with, including me! i hope i made it clear why i, personally, don't care about dreammare and whoever ships it.

#thank you to anyone who made it this far and gave me a chance to voice my opinion :') #sorry this is long but i want to make it as precise and close as many holes as i can with my arguments before i receive an ask about it #it's fine if you do btw i wanna clear any doubts and i know for a fact a loot of you will either leave or be conflicted and trust me i know #it's the whole reason why i was avoiding this conversation! i kept on hoping everyone was on the same page but we're not and that's okay #truthfully i can only hope that the people who'll leave this blog after this take the opportunity to question the fics and media they like #-in the future. don't force yourself to enjoy something you don't but nothing is as cut to the point as 'this is gross stop talking' #for the record you won't see me reblog any dreammare or anything about it because i don't even like them like that so why would i HHH #also i'm sorry but zu is quite frankly the sweetest person i've ever met and frog has been supporting ME for as long as i can remember!! #they're such a big part of this blog and the reason for it's existence so i'll choose them and my principles over faking a view i don't hav #have an amazing day everyone and thanks again for passing by muah muah :'D <333

[pagodazz]

guys I know you mean to be funny when you make fun of Vinnie on my posts and stuff like that, like when you bring up his looks but I genuinely don't appreciate it. Like it was literally the opposite of the point of I was trying to make on my post about him. I wanted to make an uplifting post for him, one where he's literally not gonna get called names even as a joke because he's literally only made out to be a joke by the fandom.

I really don't like making jokes about people based on what they look like and it just makes me feel bad. I know you guys aren't even trying to be insulting, it's all in good fun. But there's so many things you could be making jokes about him for.

you could make jokes about all the gay shit he says

you could make jokes about how OBVIOUS it is that he's literally lying to everyone

You could make jokes about how the moment a camera turns on he's IMMEDIATELY trying to be like "I'm not a bad person I'm good you know that."

AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS. I just.. when you guys call him a bunch of names or totally isolate him from his personality and only focus on his looks it's just hhh to me.

Do you see people going around and instituting habit or Evan for how they look??? like making jokes about him???? about how he looks Stupid? about how he looks ugly a certain way? about how he shouldn't do this with himself, that he shouldn't cut his hair like that. NO BECAUSE YOU'RE ALL FUCKING IN LOVE WITH HIM. AND I DON'T BLAME YOU BUT JESUS CHRIST LEAVE MY POSTS ALONE

Vinnie is my comfort character (yay so obvious), I'm very autistic over his character, he's pretty much the one thing I think about constantly, I just 😭😭😭 when All you guys have to say is about his fucking looks it's gets really annoying like you have NO different material. you literally can't make ONE fucking joke that's NOT about the way he looks.

not that you guys are very respectful about evan either, most of you guys ignore the fact that he's said repeatedly he doesn't like sexual comments made about him and yet you guys still love to do it. but you call it a "joke." like you're still saying the sexual comment.

whatever no one even cares about any of this. I'm probably being too "sensitive" or some shit.

#i really just mainly want people to understand that it doesnt really feel nice to get called names ♥️♥️♥️♥️ #Ethan rants 🐍 #vinnie emh #vinny emh #evan emh

[sneebl]

hi!! here is. a wip ramble card. please feel free to use

(alternatively what kinds of drinks do you like?)

OUHH MY GOD THANK YOU FOR THIS !!!!! i have been so Not Normal about my wips currently so i am THRILLED

okokok so!!! i like this really fun idea i have for a wip :D its called fireflies and its about this 16yo named dylan / lani and shes grieving over her mom who just recently passed away and so she goes to move in with her gay aunts and she meets a bunch of cool people !!! its kinda focused on platonic love and how you don't need labels to define a relationship! i'm really excited bc it also talks about life with tourette's ( i have tourette's so its just me projecting on lani lsjhdf ) and i havent seen that all too much in books so!!!! i'm really happy to write about my experiences

for the drink,,, hhh lemonade i think! what about you?

#writers of tumblr #writers on tumblr #i answered a thing #writing rambles #friends 🎺🎺🎺 #writerscommunity

[razzberrydazz]

Hhh so I'm taking out my body image problems on my Durge and on Shadowheart and this fic is the result of that. TLDR is Shadowheart is chubby and has body dysmorphia, both her and Rana (my Drow Dark Urge) have eating disorders but in opposite directions, and Rana tries their best to help Shart feel better about herself and get along with Lae'Zel who keeps staring at her (in a gay way but Shart thinks it's in a judgemental way).

Topics include self harm, body image issues, dysmorphia, food issues, EDs, cult mindsets, Durge-typical intrusive thoughts and violence, canon typical violence, sadomasochism, possible kink, yadda yadda, if ya don't like then don't read ya know the drill.

#bg3 #razz's writing #bg3 fanfic #shadowheart #ranarox durge #bg3 fanfiction #fanfic #sensitive topic #writing the toxic yuri my damn self

[discount-limeade]

Mick Thomson

Fuck I'm so Gay. He's So hot. My brain is Fried.

I've Been Kind of on a Thing for Mick Lately. Look at him, he's so pretty.

Like I went through Miss Stacy's Instagram and it really puts into perspective Just how big he is.

Idk Just, Big Men. hhh. But He's just So Pretty, Look at his Stomach, I can't get enough of that shit. Any time I see a Man Bear-Built Man My brain just Reboots.

Don't even know what to Say I just Felt the need to Make this Post. Admire Him With me.

That's all for now.

#mick thomson #slipknot #slipknot unmasked #fuck he just looks so good i cant #his eyes #him #thirst post #y'all don't understand #gay thirst #mlm #mfkr

[asukaskerian]

You mentioned mdzs, so I wanna know Jiang Cheng for the ask meme if you're still doing that one.

i am!

1: sexuality headcanon: wow uh. i can read him so many ways (straight and into being dominated by terrifying ladies (hi mom issues)), gay and being really frustrated about his conflict between need to be TERRIFYING SECT LEADER and his desire to be reamed into paste by a terrifying and musclebound guy), ace and dfisgusted by all the carrying-on, pansexual and into terrifying people, etc etc 2: otp: wen qing hhh ;^;, nie mingjue also sounds fun otherwise i'm kinda shipping him around, it's fun. 3: brotp: ... i mean i LOVE his mess of whatever it is with wei wuxian but it's so complicated. also i sometimes enjoy a good wwx/lwj/jc ot3 angstfest, it's always good for a OH NOOO T^T session. 4: notp: an actually gentle and tender person. haha lol nope. 5: first headcanon that pops into my head: thwarted pillow princess :3 (i'm sorry but that guy's a bottom. that's guy's the bottomiest bottom that ever angrily denialed his bottomitude. he's only topping the wrath charts.) 6: favorite line from this character: idk havent watched enough of the bazillion versions of canon yet 7: one way in which I relate to this character: angery ;; 8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: stop ragesploding because you took wwx trolling you too seriously for five minutes plz 9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? SHRUG apparently it depends on the version of canon and book JC is a lot worse? will have to see.

#character meme #mdzs

[jade-of-mourning]

hiiii lychee :))

as you can see I have too much free time on my hands. but I have a decent amount to say today, so prepare yourself

I’m gonna try and keep this organized and maybe short so 1: do you have any more thoughts on the avatar mako au to share because it’s been rolling around in my brain a lot and I want to know what you have to say about it bcs the way your brain works is so. hajdhskapxn/pos

2: mako learning to draw by engraving his parents’ faces in the dirt of an alleyway over and over and over for years even as he starts to forget their faces. mako who wishes he could’ve afforded paper and charcoal at eight to put down something permanent, something accurate. mako getting their family photo from yin and giving her the scarf, redrawing the picture on the nicest paper he can find to give to her as well. artist mako,, save me artist mako,,,

3: more fem mako thoughts but makorrasami love triangle/eventual polycule(?) except they’re all girls. I just feel like the pining after your team captain who you now do know is gay except it’s because she’s dating a rich girl who’s also very hot is just a whole lot more fun than what they had going on in canon because. girls but sports au. sooo in love w that. also I don’t think makorra would get together in b1 like canon did for a couple reasons. for one, the girl trauma in addition to general trauma of being a homeless orphan. touch and gestures of affection from a person she doesn’t know well yet would probably be a no-no, and korra seems like a very touchy person, just in the natural way that her space is yours and your space is hers. also her energy? like obviously mako would come around but korra in b1 is so much more excited about the world than mako and I think that would kind of, like, intimidate her. (<-also reasons makorra could’ve worked later on but not when they happened) but as the series progresses, korra mellows and mako gets used to her. it works.

but then how does masami happen so early? because asami is the moon to korra’s sun. she’s calm and a careful thinker and after korra’s exuberance breaks down mako’s walls a little bit, asami would be able to slip in being everything mako imagines herself wanting. also more than financially stable. so masami becomes a thing, and korra is jealous, but she’s not sure of who which I personally think is so funny

but yeah that’s basically it. I always love how you take my silly little commentary and give actual thoughtful replies, it makes my day 😭

with love

🐌

snailon! good to see you here haha i totally didn't die for like two weeks what fjsgjhjkgfhs (i'm so sorry i took so long that you thought you imagined this ask hhh)

okay i actually have not thought about it for a hot minute but get this… i get like 40 hours a week back because no more percussion! so i have so much time!!! dude i'm going to rewatch lok AGAIN and then brainrot some more. avatar mako's love hate relationship with the entire fucking world is the only thing about it in my head. i'm sorry i don't have a lot to say about this au right now :(( it'll happen,,, one day,,,,

oh! (sobbing!) personally i am a fan of aspiring writer mako but also artist mako is extremely valid and i love the hc's you've built around it :)

girl for girl for girl makorrasami is really the best version of it tbh! love all your thoughts and actually that's a hilarious angle of korra getting the Sapphic Confirmation but it's not a good thing bc the love interest is actually dating a girl who is NOT korra except oh shit this girl is also super hot and attractive. what the fuck is this. korra my favorite girl in the world ever you're allowed to like all the girls in the world if you want and no one has the right to fault you for it.

anyway thank YOU for always sharing your thoughts with me!! i love to hear it and i'm sorry there was such a delay bhjfjgfh i'll get to your other ask soon promise. my commentary is a little bit dead today but i wanted to get this out instead of leaving it rotting in my inbox forever because i promise i have been turning it over in my head for a minute now :P have a good day snailon!

#lychee acquires and answers asks

[its-paperd]

SPILVERIZZ,,,,,, CAN YOU WRITE THEM,,,,, looks left,,,, looks right,,,, can you write them being,,,,,, gay,,,,,,, perhaps some wing petting,,,,,,,, uwaaa gemtke cuddles

wehehehehe I love them,,,,,,

hehe them........ <3

[ ship: spilverizz / silver, splice @psycho-chair ]

" stay still, would you? it's hard with you squirming around- "

" hhh- it t-tickles! *chirrrp!* "

Silver heaves a sigh as he struggles to carefully pluck out the loose feathers of Rizz's wings. Motherfucker kept wiggling around like a worm on a hot pavement.

While it is easier for the more loose ones to fall out, there are some that need to be pick out carefully.

And Rizz is making it so difficult.

He smoothed out the fluttering wings and massaged the other's shoulders, in an attempt to ease him out. " you keep this up, and i'll have to decline cuddle time tonight. " Silver huffed in annoyance, to which Rizz only chuckled.

He replied back, " *prrrr.....* you wouldn't, i'm too good for you, hehe~ " with a smug ass smile that makes Silver want to shut him up with a rough kiss-

Silver waved away the sudden surge of smoke, no doubt it was Rizz trying to distract him. He yelled at him to stop with the attitude, but Rizz just chuckles.

At the same time, Splice had come in with a tray filled with two cups of cocoa and a plate of cookies.

" heyya! sorry for being late, one of yer followers tried to uh, threaten me 'with a good time' again, " he said as he laid the tray on the nightstand and sat on the bed, joining them. " but it was no biggie. "

Rizz's face turned into a scowl as he huffed more smoke. " damn followers... i'll escort them out later on. i swear, if one of them think of anythi- hMPF! "

Splice cuts him off with a shove of a cookie into his mouth. " now, now. no need to pout, just sit there like a good boy you are and eat, 'kay? " Rizz was about to grumble, but it died down as he chew on the delicacy while Silver can finally get back to preening his wings.

#mailmail✉️ #✨ written paper'd #spilverizz #chair buddy pal #hehehe themm......... #that's it that's the tags #just. THEM!! wawawa.....

[thisgirlnamedblusy]

NAURRRRR, thank YOU for the godtier marilyn/laurel fics that really has the spectrum ranging from angst, fluff, and hardcore smut that got me acting like: HHH HHHHHH MEOW MEOW MEOWW MEOWW MEOOOWWW MEOW MOMMY MEOWW MEOWWWWWW HHHHHHHHHHH *BITING BITING BITING BITING ON THE PILLOWS, GIDDY LEG WIGGLES*

N E GAYS meows @ you and i hope!!!!! you're having a good day/afternoon/night <3

Omg, thank you for your words!!!!! At first I didn't expect that all of you liked those fics, due to the language mistakes or something!!!! But you all are awesome and I'm so happy to see that you liked them so much!!!!

Thank you very much for your loving support!!!!!!!! <3 <3

And I'm going to keep writing whenever I can!!!!

Thankyouthankyouthankyou!!!!!!

[atanx]

any subnautica character headcanons? especially the side characters, they're my faves :]

Sorry anon im normally better at answering my asks :P but alas exams had two write two in a week :)) not fun but anyway! thank u sm for the ask <3

Hhh I have sooo many character hc i could write a novel anon alvnqjcoqofpqf (partly because i do have a wip all about the subnautica characters and the journey to 4546B + ensuing canon divergence but pssshhhh)

So I think I'm just gonna choose the characters I've thought the most about:

2ND OFFICER KEEN

I hc his name as Roman Keen - I saw it in the fic "Survivors" on Ao3 and honestly I think it's a really good fit :3

He's 28 and has been working for Alterra since he was 17, most of which has been with Captain Hollister, who has become somewhat of a parental figure for him. He joined because of a love for flying and space, which his family disapproved of, and so he doesn't get along great with them.

I hc him as genderfluid - on some days, he feels like a man, and on others, he feels like he had no gender at all. He hasn't got himself totally figured out and mostly uses he/him pronouns, being unsure about how he feels being adressed with other pronouns.

He's a gay disaster and crushes pretty easily and hiding that does not come easily to him, although he mostly manages. When he first sees Jochi Khasar, it's instant aesthetic attraction. He finds him fascinating, and Khasar seems to find him fascinating, too, since he starts flirting with him and they develop a relationship over the eighteen-ish month journey to 4546B.

He's ace, and although fine with talking about sex, isn't interested in having sex himself.

Even though he comes across as stiff, he's not actually all that stiff as a person. He is just very responsible and aware and is thus anxious to fulfil his responsibilities as 2nd Officer to the best of his abilities. For things unrelated to work, he is still responsible and mature but not a stick in the mud. He's a fan of adrenaline rushes and actually used to do illegal racing as a teen.

Keen works well under stress, but as soon as the stress abates enough, he will have a breakdown.

He has an annoying-sibling type relationship with CTO Yu >:33

CTO YU

I also liked the name "Emily Yu" from the same fic as before, and I hc that her Chinese name is "Yu Jian" with 'Jian' for strong, healthy.

She is 29, a year older than Keen, which she teases him with, and has been working on the Aurora for 4 years, since finishing her master in engineering with a focus on spacecraft engineering. She worked herself up the ladder by virtue of 1) having a master's degree 2) hard work and successful projects 3) spite (someone (rightfully) insulted one of her ideas once) and 4) a little bit of nepotism.

I hc her as a cis bi woman who uses she/her pronouns. She enjoys both more feminine and more masculine styles for herself, although her style is rather tame and doesn't become hyper-feminine or hyper-masculine. She doesn't like dresses.

She's into Berkely, with her first being sexually attracted to him and then also experiencing romantic attraction. She enjoys his sarcasm and teasing him.

Even though she likes to be silly she gets serious in serious situations. She has a tendency to think that her way is best and has worked over the years to curb that down and be more open to other people's thoughts. When she does truly firmly think that her way is better though, she will stick to that unless presented with a better option and will put everything into trying to make that work.

In very stressful situations she tends to... sort of zoom out, distancing herself from her emotions and achieving a strong focus to do what needs to be done. Afterwards, she struggles with feeling the impact of what was going on, sort of feeling like it happened to someone else. It's a mild sort of depersonalisation. She works well under stress in general but needs some time to recuperate and destress. If she doesn't, her body will respond to the stress via tense and pulled muscles, headaches, stress-rashes etc.

BERKELEY

I don't have a particular reason why but I hc his first name as 'Cedric'. Honestly not too sure on that, if I find one that clicks more for me I might pivot to using that but this is what I've got for now!

He's 27 and he is not a routine member of the Aurora staff. Instead, he is part of the extra engineers meant to oversee construction of the phasegate at 4546B and hadn't met anyone from the Aurora before. He has a Bachelor in engineering but found studying so unpleasant he decided he was not going to go for a master and instead started and apprenticeship into job on a spacestation relating to phasegate maintenance.

He is intersex, which wasn't noticeable until puberty when he started developing boobs. Because he identifies as a man (he uses he/xey pronouns), he decided to opt for puberty blockers and later hormone therapy. He would have been fine with his boobs but society made him feel really shitty about them and he got top surgery.

He works out very regularly because it makes him feel good and enjoys jewelry and make-up, although he hates bracelets that move because he hates the sensation of them moving and bumping along his forearms whenever he has to tinker with something. He is somewhat introverted, not caring all that much for social interaction, and indulges in sarcasm a lot. He doesn't like the feel of long hair so he always wears it in a buzzcut. He's also chubby and built like a (short) bear.

He actually doesn't cope with stress well at all and only made it through school and a Bachelor's degree by luck, a lot of caffeine and the knowledge that if he doesn't manage at least a Bachelor's, finding a decent-paying job he likes will be very hard in Alterra-space. He finds it preferable to listen to others although not uncritically.

At first Emily annoys him to no end but as he gets to know her better (and she also tones it down) the annoyance changes to fondness. They become good friends and he eventually falls in love with her. He is pan and demi-romantic.

#atanx.txt #subnautica headcanons #subnautica keen #subnautica yu #subnautica berkeley #i have like so many more thoughts but this post is pretty long ready and i thought i owe you to send an answer already XD #so i think i might compile my other thoughts on characters in a different post #if u want to know about a specific char u can also ask and i will try to not let the ask rot in my inbox for several days again akckwkckal #thank u again for sending me an ask :3 i very much enjoy the opportunity to ramble about subnautica #also: ur headcanons and characterisations are valid! the chars in subnautica are blank slates with a few very interesting sprinkles :3 #and i should say that i tried to add intersex representation because intersex people are very underrepresented #im not intersex myself but i did some research and hope this is fine? if its not please tell me and ill change things :333