#hi i came back with an offering

[bonesblubs]

Feng Xin becomes paralyzed by venom on a mission from the neck down and has to rely on Mu Qing to get them both out alive

#art tag #fengqing #tgcf #when ur completely helpless and have to rely on ur rival to survive but ur not good with ur words and #u start paying more attention to his actions #hey guys i came out of my deadline cavve briefly to offer this and now im about to crawl back in. i miss them so fucking much

[sysig]

Utterly Defeated (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #<Sticking to my tag so they're all together ♥ #Dexter Favin #Max Vyer #But really that's ZEX in there! What's left of him anyway ;; #ZEX #Hhhhhhh it was so goooood and saaaaad <3 <3 #Helix is a tragedy - on repeat in my mind ad infinitum #I made most of these upon initially reading - and then I had to sit on them through all of October!! Can you imagine the impatience?? #I've been absolutely chomping at the bit for these hhhhh feelings!!! So many!!! Max's eyes and ZEX being behind his single remaining ;; #Dex wanting him to be safe and knowing he used to and now he can't offer it anymore I jifdsahfdjsaf #Have I mentioned I love them lately I love them <3 <3 All of them! Dex and Max and ZEX! And DAX I'm sure ZEX misses him so badly #In a way it was good that I had a bit more time to set it down and come back - I reread it very recently hehe <3 #I still get teary at some scenes ah </3 It's so beautifully sad #But it also gave me some time to finish ZEX starting to shape the word ''Max'' and then back off it ahhhh it hurts!! #The rest were at least all lined at the time - came back in to tone some recently but they were all ''finished'' October 1st ah #Especially of Dex waking ZEX to call him by his title hhh they both just want peace so badly but it looks so different to both of them #Lingering on his scar and then carding through his hair <3 Comfort and softness and it's all not enough #His scar is quite fun to draw as well ah - scars tend to be like that haha ♪ The stitches and discolouration give it a unique look! #And the way his hair pulls back from it ah #I had a lot of fun with his hair hiding his bandaged eye as well - just barely peeking out always just enough of a reminder #And all his lying-down poses - his hair is fun to pose like that as well #One of the original Landel doodles of ZEX talking about what Hell would look like for a VUX really struck me as well #Dex can't help him in so many ways ehn </3 He wants to! But he wants Max and he just can't have him anymore #Hhhh it was such a good read <3 <3 <3 Thank you again to Zarla it really made and still makes me happy to read it ahhh ♥♪ #Now that I've (finally!) gotten my thoughts out I can read the other!! Yay!!

[skitskatdacat63]

For everyone who wanted bullfighter Nando when I mentioned it the other day, here you go :D

+ this one I don't feel like coloring yet(imagine he's in Ferrari colors!!!)

#did you know bullfighters dedicate their kill to a friend or member of the public by giving them their hat? #i really wanted to draw silly vettonso where fernando offers seb his hat #seb retires from bullfighting(yeah its an au now) and fernando in his green costume is like; #'here is my hat. now will you come back from retirement? 🥺' #but yeah feel very abnormal abt that ^ and also the thing abt them having someone who helps them get into their costume as a sacred ritual #theres just a lot of thoughts and ideas floating around in my head bcs of it #anyways i liked drawing this but it was very suffering too and took me like 5 hours #its like. you see the intricate embroidery and im like ah! omg! i love painting details!!! #and then remember im not the best w coming up with ideas for the embroidery pattern itself #so pls bear with me 😭😭 mainly i was trying to reference the diamond logo of renault #but most of it kinda just ended up being austrian knots i guess bcs thats what my mind defaults to #i thought the shoulder pad would be the most difficult but that came together the easiest and made the rest actually work in my head #aaahhh also im surprised w the angle of his face! im usually not good at side profiles as well as tilted down heads #but i think he looks pretty good honestly??? #also w the sketch i just wanted to post it bcs i liked his face okay 😭😭😭 #i wanted to paint it too but I realized im so naive thinking i could paint two of these horrifically detailed things in one session #but his face 🥹🥹 i like it!!! theres some renault era pic of him i really like where hes sun drenched and angry looking #^ and i think i captured the vibe well so!!!!! #well anyways mayhe ill draw more of this. it was fun but also like sucked my life force out bcs it kept going from easy to 'I CANT DO THIS' #the pictures of matadors are just...insane to me. tiny waist fat ass flamboyant costume. im dead 🫠 #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #catie.art. #fa14 #matador au

[allpromarlo]

they did not have to give miguel o'hara them crisp ass booty cheeks bro

#hi i just came back from watching this movie and. i have a lot of Thoughts #none of which i will get into except #1. if any of you hoes lay a hand on my son (miles morales) i will stomp you to death with my hooves #2. miguel was hot (yeah obv) but he needs to CHILL #like bro. it is not that serious #movies #spider man: across the spider verse #across the spiderverse #idk what the right tag is so please take this as an offering #miguel o'hara #also why was childish gambino in this movie. what #n e ways i loved it 10/10 goodnight

[ultipoter]

A (late) Valentine's day art, I've been meaning to do some Tokimeki Memorial art for a while now and this was as good an opportunity as any.

The snes version was ROBBED of the very sweet scene in Sega Saturn at least where Rei gives you chocolate on the third Valentine's day

#ときめきメモリアル #tokimeki memorial #rei ijuuin #伊集院 レイ #Tokimemo #mine #fanart #why make art of popular things when you can make art of 30 years old dating sim #like!!! #I played his route on sega saturn version of tokimemo #and on the third valentine's day ALL the girls hated me #Rei came by to offer half of the truckload of chocolates he got as usual #left #my character commented how he didn't get any chocolate #REI CAME BACK! #And as far as I could translate with apps #asked if the mc would genuinely take a chocolate from him #mc yells at Rei for making fun of him and Rei kinda awkwardly says that's not his intention at all #he'd just really like if the mc would accept the gift from him #that's when the mc points out the bandage on Rei's hand #and Rei flustered says that he burnt his hand but it has nothing to do with you!! anyway bye!! #it's so sweet wtf it took me by such surprise #so many tags #enjoy the storytime yall

[ladyotakukiut]

my completionist ass on Palia: o noooo this is too much funnnn

my social anxiety on Palia: PEOPLE TALK TO ME???

#Palia #palia closed beta #palia game #the only mmo i ever play is swtor & YES I NEVER STOP TO TALK OR SAY HI TO ANYONE #i dont know what came to me but i saw someone ask for help on how to mine copper so i offer some help #then i saw the same person in town & they say hi #went into panic mode struggling to find the emotes to hi back & ran away to log off 😭 #anxiety is not helping but i won't stop playing though #found some smoll bug here & there but mostly the gameplay was fun!! #random ramblings #myself

[antirepurp]

finding myself thinking about 06 blaze who sees silver as a useful ally rather than a friend, while silver sees her as his best friend in the whole world. an imbalanced dynamic that goes unnoticed by silver whose attitude makes it difficult to befriend anyone else, and largely ignored by blaze who's more focused on their goal of destroying iblis for good than anything. the world must be saved at any price, after all.

but it's not like blaze doesn't know how much silver relies on her, she's very aware of it. she knows how he gets when he's left to his own devices, not that she's terribly concerned about it beyond finding it mildly irritating on her worst days. and it's not until the very end, when she tells him to seal iblis within her and banish them both to a different dimension, that she comes to realize just how fond of her silver was, how much she meant to him. but at that point it's far too late to begin to fix anything, to address the problems they've had so far and tackle the way she's treated him in the past - not that any of it remains after the timeline resets anyway, nor is remembered for that matter

#soda offers you a can #lore drabbles #06 is a rush prequel so i think that checks out with blaze's characterization in rush #and during rush blaze is confronted by different people who teach her that hey! friends are cool actually and you can rely on others #so by the time she and silver have an opportunity to meet blaze is a very different person #which makes things even more juicy if we add in silver who came back wrong from the timeline reset #and is far worse than he's ever been in his life because of it

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

#job secured 😛 #it’s full time 9 hour days but Fridays are 4 hours #my nepotism baby arc (paulina helped me secure it at the clinic I go to LMFAO) #well kinda like I applied and they called me back but I missed the call #so when I went to see her (for the first time since September she said she got excited when she saw my name on her schedule bless her soul) #I told her how I called him back but the like didn’t even ring it just went straight to voicemail both times #so she called him from her work phone and pretended I was a stranger she ran into bc patient confidentiality LMFAOEKFK #she went ‘I found someone in the hall who came to ask about a job because she got a call but hasn’t been able to get in contact with you’ #and he came down there and was Iike ‘I’m so sorry I’ve been doing orientations and interviews all day I must have missed you’ #and we were talking in the elevator to his office about the position and he goes ‘do you have time for an interview right now?’ I was :O #and said yes ofc #interviewed with the 2 pharmacists then and there and he called and offered me the position the next day!! #and I’m making more than I did at my previous job and it’ll go up once I get certified in like 2 months #they’re willing to train me and everything?? #and the reason I wanted this job so bad is bc it counts towards my healthcare experience for grad school SLAY #2 birds 1 stone baby

[binch-i-might-be]

if ever the laurens siblings ever do reunite with john again, how do you think they'd react?

also how old are you? i keep forgetting between 21 to 23 (sorry)

okay actually I think about this semi regularly

they would be PISSED. because they have no idea what happened. from their perspective, their brother went off to war with the promise of frequent letters, and next thing they know, they haven't heard from him in a year. (John did write. Henry Laurens often did not approve unfortunately)

and then their father comes back from a visit with him, telling them he chose to leave. he's chosen not to be part of their family any longer so he could run off to marry some tramp. their older brother chose some random whore over them.

at least that's the narrative presented to them.

so when they see John again for the first time in years, they're pissed. they're heartbroken! John is on the verge of tears because he missed them so much but how dare HE be upset when it was him who chose to leave them?

there's a lot of talking past each other, courtesy of Henry Laurens' evil misinformation campaign, and it doesn't exactly get any better when John tries to explain himself.

he chose sin over them. preferring to run off with another man over returning home like he promised them so long ago.

so yeah, reconciliation takes a while <3

(I also like to think that at least some of them met Alex independently before that whole situation and took a liking to him to further complicate everything :)))

lmao no worries, I'm 23 and will be for another three months 💅

#i do think about it (laurens siblings reunion) #i continue to make henry laurens a worse guy every time i mention him <33 #no but he 100% is out there lying his ass off to the rest of the kids and trying to make himself look kind and rational #he offered john to accept him back! him and his ''''wife''''. if he just came home with him. if he just did as henry asked #thin ice 'verse #john (alex's emotional support himbo) #ask #anon

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

*walking with a friend and a guy my friends befriended (he seems okay? weird humour but cool ig) talking abt falling out of windows*

me: there's actually a word for throwing someone out of a window in english. defenestration

guy, quite weirded out (i think from his voice, his face is like. he's literally twice as tall as me i ain't looking that far up): why? do you just know that??

me: .... Reasons. (chronically on tumblr and weirdly informed abt strange topics)

#a biscuit's rambles #hes not yet desentisised to me saying random weird ass shit ranging from mildly concerning to 'what kind of illegal sites are you on' #and its soooooo funny #i randomly offered them sugar and he looked So wonderfully confused (i am known for randomly handing out sugar packets among my friends) #thus started a contest (well its been 2 days so far) of carries the most random shit in their pockets #so far im winning with my embroidery thread and tealight (which i did not pocket specifically to have something weird in my pocket) #its very funny. its absolutely hilarious. he has no idea what im like and is so utterly unprepared #maybe i do like him (was unsure up until uhhh yesterday when we first properly talked) #(idk he has a sense of humour i kinda. Do Not Like and ive no idea where he came from so i was like. i dont personally need to get to know #him. like good for my friends buuuut. also hes like 2m tall that is freaky as fuck. BUt he seems a chill dude so maybeeeee) #(first impressions and all of that jazz. u dont gotta like everyone. but u might. lmao) #no but for real if im standing anywhere close to him i literally have to tilt my head back as far as can go to look at his face. its weird #no hate to him or tall people i just come from a long line of small people and moderately sized friends this seems Wrong lmao

[homingpigecns]

this is like a sadgirl pathetic post but this guy i met recently at work was like, very direct and polite in being interested in me and i've been feeling him out bc i literally do not know him well enough to have an opinion but i can't like. he is so normal and nice. hes like a nice normal guy. every time i text him he doesn't say anything weird and he's extremely nice. what the hell. he's literally so nice. WHY. does he like. me???? like what's wrong with him that he specifically is interested in me????

#this is not even a low self esteem thing but shdhsbdhsdh every girl in the world is so pretty . me??? why????? #literally the day i met him & he asked me out i barely spoke to him was mind numbingly stupid and crawled on the floor on multiple occasion #i cant text this guy bc every time i have to answer im like. this guy is so fucking normal. me??? hes interested in me???? WHY???? #everyome i try to convey this to is like :// aww he thinks ur cute. stop overthinking. WHATS WRONG WITH HIM #he specifically asked me out by asking the relief nurse what my name was and she offered to give him my number if i was ok w it #I WAS AT WORK..... I JUST SAID YES...... and i was like ok this probably will not go anywhere. he probably wont even text me #he texted me while i was commuting home literally he was still doing cases........ #did i mention i was digging through garbage. literally he was like sorry the surgeon yelled at u she gets so flustered and ir was like no #she yelled at me bc im stupid. did u not notice that im stupid. this guy -- NORMAL -- literally saw me at my lowest and asked me out...... #brandon oscillates #brandon what abt the guy at work u had a thing for I KNOW. im so torn however sjsbdbdhdbbx we are like actually coworkers #this guy if i see him every now and then in passing occasionally in the same room. that guy is my coworker for real #it cant happen. also dbxshsdhshdhe he has a 9 yr old hes too old for me. idk his relationship status but i dont think hes married. #also hes out of my league. also my other coworker told me he thinks hes gay but that hes closeted but that coworker is filipino so #mildly homophobic. i also told him to never tell anyone else that. i dont think hes gay. whatever. #i will miss my impossible crush as my hobby but this guy is nice and ahdhs its psychopathic to give him my number and then reject his date #can u imagine #whatever. im doing high school now i guess. the relief nurse is sooo proud of herself #shdbbd literally when i came back from lunch that day my scrub was like THE DOCTOR LIKES U!!! #and i was lkke omg really??? she doesnt think im stupid???? but it was this guy. and she did still think i was stupid #u know i have concert tickets for next thursday but shdhsd i literally have had too many experiences this year #i am trying to sell tgem #personal

[koko-loco-urlocalbbgirl]

Happy birthday to our favorite hacker!

"I think you liked strawberry roll cake, so I bought you some. Or was it strawberry shortcake? Anyway, hope you like it. Happy birthday Ren! :)"

Oh, Angel...

14DWY IS AN ADULT VN MINORS DNI. PUT YOUR AGE IN BIO OR YOU'LL BE BLOCKED

#14 days with you #14dwy #♡ — my art #me? posting a birthday/event fanart the same day it was supposed to be done and posted??? now this is a rare sight indeed #anyway. Initially I was going to make something cutesy and more Valentine's day themed but it ended up being a bit uhh #POV you came back home after stalking your soon to be darling forever and can't stop rereading the post'it note they left alongside a cake #I was going to make him Ren but then I came with the idea that he's home so he drops his wing but he hasn't changed clothes yet #also that's why everything's dark. The blue effect is because he's in front of his computer. Probably stalking angel #no this is not an excuse to not make a detailed background nope of course not who said that #I still haven't designed my mc yet but I hc they try to remember details like their friends favorite things to later gift them that #although sometimes they don't remember it clearly. But it's the intention that counts right? #I can't believe my first post/drawing here it's a low effort low quality doodle I did yesterday #anyway sorry this is all I came up with. Take this as an offering Renren 🤲 #HELP IDK HOW TO MAKE COLORED GRADIENT TEXTS how y'all do it? please teach me how that witchcraft works #tumblr for god's sake don't fuck my drawings quality #14dwy redacted #14dwy ren #don't look too much at the wig I know it's horrible- #artists on tumblr #nnkk's art

[prettyiwa]

It starts with the low call of the mourning doves.

The day is the coolest it will be and the shadows creep along the street as they run from the sun. It's always a distinct smell that lingers in the air, but one that can only be described as summer. Harkening back to the days of your youth, to long days spent doing nothing while complaining about the heat, to laughs shared with your friends while doing stupid shit, to tears shed because of sunburns and exhaustion.

Your body carries with it memories that you have since forgotten, memories that can return at the drop of a hat thanks to the specific combination of the sun on your skin and the call of the doves and the intro to that hit song from years ago. The particular sound of ice clinking against your cup or the feel of juice dripping down your chin after biting into a piece of your favorite fruit or the smell of chlorine or salt or dirt, mixing into a body of water that hits you just right.

It starts with the low call of the mourning doves, piercing your heart with stunning precision, knocking the breath from your lungs, even if just for a moment.

#there's this specific combination of sensations that just #take me back to when i was six with my cousin playing in front of his friend's house with trees that shaded the entire street #as the caw of a crow came moments before the call of the mourning dove #and another wherein i remember visiting my sister at the house where she grew up when i was four #the old stuffy feeling of the glass displays with porcelain dolls not meant for children and how everything was tinged blue #the call of my sister before she dragged me out of the house and into the sun (and man i've always hated the sun) #the scrape of my knees on the pavement as i tripped and the laugh of the best friend who she no longer talks to #the smell of the evergreen hedges that bordered the property offering nothing but home to spiders and lizards and the like #then falling asleep in the park as a teenager as i waited for my friend to come out; the feeling of safety that has since been torn from me #the grass prickled the skin of my arms and legs and the heat was unbearable but it was worth it and i would've done it time and again #and they're all so fucking visceral as though happening only yesterday #x:ix

[cherry-treelane]

first thing my father does when he gets home from work is criticise me and nitpick every miniscule action of mine and complain complain complain im going insane. whether it be how i cut the fucking watermelon or how i arranged the cutlery drawer or why im not paying enough attention to the toddler when ive been giving him my attention all day and just want to spend 5 minutes of peace in my room JUST PLEASE LEAVE ME BE IM TRYING MY BEST IS THAT NOT ENOUGH

#god FORBID i dont do something exactly the way that he would god forbid i make a tiny harmless mistake #god forbid i enjoy one food for myself and just myself instead of offering it to my brothers as well as if im not always giving them food #and being made to feel selfish #this man is making me lose my grip on sanity. the sound of his footsteps trigger an indescribable rage within me. #throwback to when he started looking at my legs and frowning then weeks later he mentioned that one leg is a little slimmer than the other #the difference is so small its not even visible unless you squint...... but i hyperfocused on it for years cause he just had to scrutinise #my body like that #the way he complains sounds so UNGRATEFUL this is the same man who said that he was stuck without me and the house isnt complete without me #after i came back from a 3 week trip #is he forgetting his words now 😒

[falled-over]

remembering truganini is enough to ruin my day.

#i kind of want to make an art piece about her but i do feel weird using her as a basis for it. so it just exists in my head #its not like a 'i would need permission from palawa people to make it thing' i wouldnt do it even if i got permission. its not mine and #doesnt need to be #im sure the person reading this doesnt know who she is so heres a small part of her story; #she came from lutriwita tasmania. during her lifetime she personally witnessed an estimated 96% genocide of her people. #in the 1830's george a robinson towards the end of the 'black wars' (attempted palawa aboriginal genocide. it was very much #a war) travelled to offer a 'peace treaty' of sorts to the very few remaining (from an estimated 6-20 thousand to around 1-2 hundred) #saying they could go and live on an island where they'd be given flour and tea and a 'good white man' to protect them. truganini was asked #to be his guide to ensure he wouldnt be killed when attempting to speak to people. her reasonings for accepting were of course never #recorded but she did. and helped round up those people. almost all of whom died in the horrible conditions they were forced to live in on #that island (wybalenna). 16 made it back to lutriwita. #she saw the graves dug there for her people looted by settlers. #looted for bones. and skin. so they could be studied like specimines #the remaining people were sent back to live in an ex-convict camp in 1838. 8 years on that island. most died. as was the intention #even on her wikipedia page she is credited as 'one of the last full-blooded tasmanian aboriginals' which is a phrase highly contested by #living palawa people today. but she knew her reputation. she was considered the last tasmanian aboriginal. #upon the approaching of her death she took a trip to a nearby river and pointed to the deepest part of it #asking to be buried there #she had seen how her friends family and people had had their graves robbed by white settlers and knew the same would happen to her. she #wanted to rest in peace. in the bush. in the deepest part of the river #born around 1811-1812 she died in 1876 #and the last piece of her skin was returned to lutriwita from a british scientific association in 2002. #126 years later #her skeleton was on display in the tasmanian museum (still in operation i might add) until the 1940s. some 70 odd years. and remained in #the museums storage before being returned to the palawa community in 1976. 100 years after her death #she asked to be buried in the deepest part of the river. where no one could touch her.

[brothersonahotelbed]

im so fucking embarrassed im going to have to hobble into work tomorrow and tell them i sprained my ankle tripping off a CURB and won't be in for a few days and it's going to ruin everything for both me and my coworkers i hate it here

#the only reason why they started hiring library pages is bc No One enjoys putting all the books away #cause the carts full of returned items get full so fucking fast and luckily im there to keep things moving and get items back on shelves #but if i cant do that then some of my coworkers are gonna have to take over till im better and im legitimately scared they're going to #hate me #I KNOW IT'S CHILDISH OKAY. but they used to have to shelve AND help patrons until i came around and the wont be happy about shelving again #plus tomorrow in the morning me and my coworkers are meeting with the library director to say hi and introduce ourselves and i was hoping #he would see how good of a job im doing and offer me more hours #but if im fucking hobbling in there like a pathetic freak???? WELL THAT DOESNT LOOK TOO GOOD DOES IT #GODDDDDD WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN IM MISERABLE OVER THE STATE OF THINGS RIGHT NOW #a sprained anke's really nothing severe but im just embarrassed and angry with myself for being careless and jeopardizing my job. whatever. #loquitur