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A shipwreck coast, kingdom of cormorants and octopus

#mediterranean #nature #sea #hibitalks

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Summer is for fun

#im not worrying anymore #hibitalks

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This week:

- Do not strive for perfection. Strive for good, consistent work. Focus, revise, ask questions, deep work.

- Daily yoga, even if it's just for ten minutes. Joyous discipline.

- Daily meditation. Fluidity and openness.

- Think long and hard about what you want out of a job. Do not judge your needs right now, be completely honest. Think about the shape you want your environment to assume.

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Oh god, aftersun

#what a beautiful thing #now unto as bestas and the banshees of inisherin #once my poor heart has recovered #hibitalks

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Spring is coming and I want to live

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#hibitalks #a beer with my french teacher

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I am relinquishing acceptance from other people

#i no longer wish to be accepted by other people over everything else #im tired #hibitalks

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The kids are alright pt. 6

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This new year i want presence, fullness, total immersion

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I am looking into my ancestors and such and today i found a catharina. I have wanted to name my child, if i ever have one, caterina for a really long time.

#to be honest i dont know if she is family or if we have surnames in common #i am still figuring it out #just seeing her name made me feel something difficult to explain so i hope she is family #hibitalks

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I keep thinking about how easy is for people to ignore me. When i'm talking in groups with new people, when i'm having lunch with my coworkers, even with my friends. No wonder i cant stop talking once i start.

#i wish it didnt bother me that much #hibitalks

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Every atom of me and every atom of you...

#philip pullman you caused irreparable damage to my psyche #my heart is broken beyond repair #hibitalks

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They tell me you are in sweden already, but tonight, in my dream, you were back home and i was in your car.

I keep wondering if you dream about me too

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and i miss him, of course

#havent seen him in two years #but i still miss him #i miss knowing he is not out there beig his absolute crazy authentic self #i miss knowing he would send me a weird message consisting of ten emojis for my birthday #i cant believe that we never did that class reunion he always insisted about until he was dead #it breaks my fucking heart #hibitalks

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I am emotional, and a talker, and a weird drunk, but i don't want to care that much about it

#have you ever been to the funeral of a childhood friend and gotten drunk with your other classmates you hadnt seen in like ten years and #regret absolutely everything you said? #and i dont even remember half of the things i said #jesus #hibitalks

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#nature #mediterranean #hibitalks