Teachers fucking suck and its weird that people call them heroes. Like bitch whats heroic about terrorizing students to do 20 meaningless assignments a day during a pandemic?
Teachers are fucking sniveling cowards who take the frustration of a pointless life out on little kids.
feel like i want to start using this again since im anyways spending my days almost purely studying or on tumblr
haha love the technically-im-in-uni-but-actually-im-stuck-at-home-and-dont-even-feel-like-ive-ever-ended-my-highschool-work-because-i-have-been-pretty-strictly-quarantined-for-over-half-a-year-and-am-just-trying-to-cope life!!
Fall is my favorite season. It is the season of transition. I love everything fall. I always become nostalgic in fall. I think back to when I was younger and growing up. I love fall for that. I think of how my life is now compared to growing up.
Everything going on in the US and Wisconsin with COVID-19 and the election, I feel extra nostalgic for a time before this mess. I long for a time before this awful president. I miss when we didn’t have to wear masks, soxial distance or be cautious around people. We did things without thought. I miss it. Ugh.
29.9.20 - honestly, today felt really weird?? i woke up feeling really sick so i couldn’t attend my classes. i honestly spent my morning sleeping and watching avatar lmaoo
i managed to be kinda productive tho, i finished a literature assignment due to friday!! it was really tiring since i wasn’t feeling rly well, but i’ll have less homework to do tomorrow thanks to my productivity :D
also, i finally updated my phone and tried the new ios update eheh
Bus drivers are on two sides of the spectrum
One bus driver will drop you off on the top off the hill, one will pass your bus stop. One will chat with anyone who wants to, and one will yell at you for no reason. One will wait for you if she sees you running down the block, one will DRIVE AWAY AFTER YOU RUN THEM DOWN AND BANG ON THE DOOR
can u tell I’m salty..?
i wasnt in class on friday and missed the leadup assignment to this one so now i have to sit here while everyone gets up and sticky notes the room and look like a fool to my teacher or get up with my blank sticky notes and pretend to sticky note and look like a fool to my classmates
Math teacher: let’s test that, I mean Jillian could be off her rocker. I don’t think so, but let’s see
Math teacher: my watch is talking to me… that’s nice
Listening to “High School Never Ends” by Bowling For Soup on repeat for three days is self care
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Let’s start of with my predictions for my academic year. I don’t really expect that I would be successful because the school I recently enrolled in is somewhat really hard. people in my town says its the “school of brains” or a school with EXTREMELY SMART PEOPLE. And I’m thankful about it but also not. The pressure of people’s expectations scares me. I’m scared of disappointing everyone, even people who I don’t fucking know.
1. I WILL HAVE NO FRIENDS
Right now while im typing this post my classmates are getting along and making friends. I joined the classroom groupchat two months ago and i havent interact with them because I WAS SCARED (i am still scared). And you might think that im just being dramatic but i’m actually scared of social interactions. even talking to my cousins/relatives haunts me. my hands get sweaty, my heart goes crazy, my brain stops working just because i cant reply to a “hello” text. Even just opening messenger for updates is already too much for me to handle.
To be honest, I wouldnt mind myself being lonely as shit because i’d rather die from humiliation than having a mental breakdown everyday because i have to talk. (the feeling of anxiety creeping around gives me a heart attack)
the only good thing about highschool is that teachers stopped giving homework over the holidays
Me? Only running on 2 hours of sleep with meetings and a crap ton of online school to do? More likely than you think.
biology! i’ve really only been doing practice questions for all my subjects since exams are coming up, none of which are ✨aesthetic✨ but i’m excited to document my language learning journey once these big exams are all over!