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death-born-aphrodite · 1 year

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It’s funny, I always thought we’d end up together. That we’d get a house and fill it with books we love and art on every wall. That it’d be our own little place. We can always say “in another life, universe, timeline it all works out” but we don’t know that. We just know the here and the now and maybe that’s enough. I need to let this idea go, I need to let you go. If it’s any consolation; you were my best idea.

- via (death-born-aphrodite)

#mine #my words #spilled ink #4bella #4trey #localloveletters #poets on tumblr #extrasad #loveserum #my writing #poem #deadwatered #my poem #writers on tumblr #poetry portal #highschoolhandjobs

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lazyalexbetsonherlikeness · 8 months

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my favorite account was highschoolhandjob & now i cant find them ANYWHERE >;(((((((((<\333333333

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raine · 3 years

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i started wearing my seatbelt again

i know that doesn’t mean much but when all you think about is dying, taking an action to stay safe is improvement.

then the thing masking my pain ended up becoming another painful thing

i don’t wear my seatbelt anymore

#me #mine #4tray #lovehigher #loveserum #557am #words #spilled ink #heartbreak #4marya #extracold #extrasad #highschoolhandjobs #poetry #loviely

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lovvur · 3 years

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poem for @good-vibes-and-blue-eyes. hope this is okay !

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it has been quiet here for a long, long time.

the wind here,

it cuts through me, chilling me deeply.

oh,

so deeply i almost forget that there was a time when i enjoyed this feeling,

reveled in it.

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the sun pours through a sliver of clear sky,

just for a moment,

before it slides away behind the clouds.

i remember when the sun would wake me in the morning,

and i know,

i enjoyed this, too.

but the sun has not woken me up in years,

and i am so often cold now, it is hard to remember ever being warm.

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in quiet moments,

i sometimes wonder if i should have been a faery,

think that maybe the universe made a mistake with me,

if only because i am more spite than love.

more malice than kindness.

i worry that people can tell how raw i am on the inside;

my taut skin cut open to reveal such fragile, fragile bones.

and here,

where the wind is so frozen and the sun is so shy, the blood flows and it never stops.

#mine #dreamygirlfrnd #buttertoastbitch #loveserum #localloveletters #4Tray #supercutting #deadwatered #4bella #compljcated #weaksorry #highschoolhandjobs #extrasad #extracold

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my-angel-my-stars · 5 years

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being and becoming pt. 1/? //

it hurts to exist.

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softgrlfriend · 4 years

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highschoolhandjobs replied to your post “abg-nelle replied to your post “softgrlfriend: NOT @ ME having a...”

Read the ingredients on the product you choose, some aloe vera has alcohol in it.

thank u daniii I’m using this aloe vera gel that’s 100% aloe so I think it should be okay 🥺💖

#highschoolhandjobs

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maryaetlart · 5 years

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Part 4

It’s day three ever since you made me really shut up. Yesterday I couldn’t breathe and I still can’t properly but I think it’s getting easier. Like you said. The less we talk the easier it’ll be to live. You said you don’t care anymore but the second I said I’m fine with it you got mad. Maybe if you could’ve spoken the truth more often, we wouldn’t be here? Sometimes all I want to do is call you and beg for you to come back, because you promised you’d never leave. But it’s not my thing you know? To leave a message at the beep? No too big for my ego. You think I should swallow up my pride for you, change for you, die for you, cry for you. Aren’t we done yet? Every time you cross my mind something breaks on the inside but aren’t we done yet? I mean aren’t we done with the abusive and toxic patterns of men? Aren’t we done with all what you said? Aren’t we done with all the lies and untold secrets? I’m trying to talk about us ending but this has to mean I’m getting over it. Maybe I am. It’s getting easier. I’m not. It’s not as easy as it seems. I don’t even know where you are but maybe if the circumstances were different I would’ve learned better where to put my heart and how to wear it other than on my sleeve. I think about what it would be like to have never had it cross my mind and to be able to sleep and walk and pass time without it occurring to me to think about you as I do today. I don’t know how to forgive you for something you keep apologizing for and I can’t tell you about how much you hurt me and how much it burns. But burning was never something I liked and yet I’d rather at this point have my heart in flames than to have you think we are better at being friends.

#poetry #poems #poets on tumblr #writers on tumblr #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #loveserum #loviely #extrasad #highschoolhandjobs

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goodnightsorry · 6 years

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an addict of self-destruction // 17.1.18

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ai-no-bijon · 5 years

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with the world so violent, my head lives as a trap door.

02/01/19

#mywriting #mywords #highschoolhandjobs #mypoetry #spilledthoughts #spilledwords #depressingquotes #spilledink #lifequotes #escapism #poets on tumblr #spilled poetry #poemsontumblr #poemsonlife #mythoughts

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sadrosegrl · 7 years

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stardepartment · 6 years

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#i passed this lil motel in Austin and fell in love #it was so weird and cute #aesthetic #mine #heydanger #partlypeachy #highschoolhandjobs #oatbee #heyfig #flowury #hi.harmed #spheck #nikest #infected #nudisth #nitrogen

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death-born-aphrodite · 1 year

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and i’ll be stuck in this diner for the rest of my life. turning over every “what if” and looking for closure that i’ll never find. blinded by nostalgia and everything that could have been. do you think if i was just a little bit older it would have worked out? do you think in another life it’s a rainy tuesday morning and you’re making coffee for the both of us?

- i can’t let this go via (death-born-aphrodite)

#mine #my words #spilled ink #4bella #4trey #localloveletters #poets on tumblr #extrasad #loveserum #my writing #poem #deadwatered #my poem #writers on tumblr #poetry portal #highschoolhandjobs

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raine · 3 years

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sometimes you just want validation from the people that brought you into this world

but when you don’t get it, you look for it in lovers

people who can fill that space for a short period of time, but can’t bring you the satisfaction that love from a parent would

by then you’re just hurting people in the way your parents hurt you and you end up in more pain than before.

because you’re just as bad as them.

#me #mine #4tray #poetry #loviely #557am #bpd #4marya #highschoolhandjobs #sorryish #extrasad #extracold #spilled ink #unsends #loveserum #4bella

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hazyaffection · 7 years

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OLD CITY, OLD LOVE pt. 1

#moving on #letting go #poetry #aesquo #loveserum #lovehigher #extrasad #extracold #weaksorry #loviely #outcrying #4bella #4tray #4marya #4belle #compljcated #highschoolhandjobs

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my-angel-my-stars · 4 years

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would you call me crazy? if i told you i still know your address by heart. if i sent you one more letter, if i called to hear your voice just one more time after all of these years. would you say i’m pathetic? if i said it’s still you, and even though i know it will never happen in this lifetime and probably not in the next, that i still think of you. would you lie to me? if i told you i still missed you and i hoped that maybe you still missed me too. or would you just laugh in my face, and tell me that our love was only ever a game that i was destined to lose?

would you?

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justscribbledwords · 7 years

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i lick my wounds with salt on my tongue

@justscribbledwords

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