#hits all at once

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

I feel like I don’t feel anything until something happens then I feel every emotion all at once.

#dear diary #welcome to the shitshow #numb #empty #cyclothymia #i feel everything #i feel nothing #hits all at once #alone #struggling #losing interest in everything #immense sadness #rollercoaster #i can't think

[madamemiz]

sad: falling out of a hyperfixation

tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it

#oughhhhhhh #this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol #i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content #and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock #but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once #and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion #i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like #a handful of times at best #it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away #(understandably so!) #anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts #musing about fandoms past as well #that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore #also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)

[livwritesstuff]

Honestly, Eddie doesn’t know why it had taken so long for him to realize his and Steve’s children could understand the shit that came out of his mouth.

(It took an embarrassingly long amount of time).

Even when Moe’s third or fourth word was fuck, he didn’t realize it (and she was using it mostly correctly too, which should have been a serious flag, but nope).

What made him realize it was when they started repeating the shit that came out of his mouth. 

To strangers.

In public.

The first time Eddie had been really caught off guard by something one of his daughters said was when Moe, who was three at the time, had proudly announced to an unsuspecting grocery store cashier, “Daddy says my Papa’s a DILF!”

And, like, Eddie had just heard the term for the first time, and obviously he was goddamn delighted by it because…duh. Steve. 

It just hadn’t occurred to him that his toddler might have caught it too, but little pitchers have big ears, or so the proverb suggests, and Eddie had taken it as a wake-up call that Moe isn’t a baby anymore (tragic as it may be).

He’s not the only problem though – Steve is just as bad, (if not worse, because he really doesn’t bother to check where their kids are before he starts running his mouth).

One particularly damning incident was at a restaurant, which is something they don’t even do all that often because, seriously, going to a restaurant with very young kids should be an Olympic event or something.

(The last time they all went out to eat, Nancy and Robin had made a drinking game out of all the times Steve and Eddie had to take a child to the bathroom and ended up so far gone that Eddie had needed to drive them home).

The incident started with the waitress asking, “Can I get you started with anything to drink?”

And it had ended with four-year-old Moe confidently announcing, “My Papa needs a fucking margarita.”

Thank god, the waitress had been a twenty-something college student and thought it was hilarious, but Steve had still been completely mortified.

#little do they know – once the girls hit elementary school they start recounting all the parent-gossip they overhear #then eddie comes home one day to this conversation between steve and moe: #steve: and if anyone asks where you heard about this? #moe: carpool #steve: excellent #steddie #liv’s steddie dads verse #steddie dads #steve harrington #eddie munson #i feel like there's been a theme to this week's drabbles lol

[ahhrenata]

distractions ✨

#for all the shooting range fics and what not #i was gonna make Leon’s face angry but i also think its cute that Luis cant see Leons soft expression #just hears the grumpy voice #i once again struggled with luis’ face… its hit or miss for me sometimes #not safe gun practices so don’t do it lol #serennedy #leon kennedy #leon s kennedy #luis serra #luis serra navarro #resident evil #resident evil 4 #resident evil 4 remake #resident evil fanart

[choctalksalot]

i’m getting really comfy drawing in notes again tbh

companion piece of slightly higher quality (watch out there be brains splattered there)

#choc draws #homestuck #hom3stuck #dirkjake #i’m gonna use the hom3styck tag to look back on my 2023 art next year <3 #anyway #dirk strider #jake english #doodle #comic #cw guns #i actually don’t like how this one turned out at all i might remake it once i get procreate back hmmm #shrug! hits post

[gale-in-space]

"Why won't Gale shut up about Mystra" do you know how trauma processing works

#gale of waterdeep #it's all about those memories hitting once you're living in an environment away from the abuser babeyyyy #i be. having thoughts #maybe that should be my next fic tbh

[mansand]

VERY LIMITED EDITION COMMISSIONS FOR ANT LUVERS AND ANT LUVERS ONLY !

I don't do commissions, so I won't be doing these again any time soon.

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1 ANT IS $60, one whole beautiful ant.

2 ANTS IS $85-90 (USD)

AND ANY MORE IS NEGOTIABLE, but will take the longest. Keep in mind I'm a senior at uni.

If you're interested in an ants or so, fill out this form!

#my art #myell #and when I say limited edition I don't say it like ohhh if you dont buy all my ants theyre gone FOREVER #im being serious i dont have a lot of time and once ramadan hits I am not on this mortal realm anymore LMAO #and i wanna give the people their ants

[okaydiscount]

ow :(

#usually during the start of a match or when i just join #my killfeed and hit noises delay for up to a minute #and then it all plays at once and its just... ow. #please #please tell im not the only one this happens to #art #digital art #my art #tf2 #tf2 fanart #tf2 pyro #team fortress two

[scatterbrainedbot]

the realization that a 03 leosagi child could be a dragon-bunny hybrid hit me like a derailed freight train a few days ago

i do not know her name or anything else all i know is that her fam is as surprised and awed by her as i am

also that mikey needs a refresher on how biology works

#my art #tmnt #03 tmnt #tmnt leonardo #miyamoto usagi #tmnt leosagi #katanashipping #i love these dumb sword gays sm #here have a child #tmnt michelangelo #tmnt donatello #tmnt raphael #leo lays eggs every like idk 6mo to a year or so after hitting adulthood but no one ever thought any of them would or could be fertile #but don likes to study them sometimes cos yanno #theyre all living medical and biological mysteries #so any oportunity to learn anything at all is worth examining #and just this once #genetics leaned dragon rather than turtle #and while rabbit + turtle = nothing (cos reptiles and mammals) #dragons meanwhile are enough to make all known laws of logic and biology take a quick hike #so rabbit + dragon =????? #i dont intend to actually do anything with this idea i just wanted to draw what a rabbit dragon turtle might look like #also i have no idea how she stands or walks #not that she wouldnt be able to i just have no clue what itd look like #well when shes small shes prolly like the ferrets in the idw comic #but when shes grown???? idk man #does she slither? does she float? does her arms and legs start being like reasonably proportioned?.. #who knows!! u decide!!! #shed be such a cute and clumsy toddler tho #(maaay have watched too many @/leafystreet shorts abt his baby geckos. his lil 'hi! welcome to the world!' as they hatch fucking gets me ok

[bit-odd-innit]

Eddie who cries a lot, Eddie who cries openly and easily and unabashedly, Eddie who cries not only when he’s upset but also when he’s frustrated or happy or full of some overwhelming cocktail of positive and negative emotions, Eddie who cries so often the kids are used to it vs. Steve who has not cried in years, Steve who has endured countless horrors and unfathomable physical trauma, Steve who puts his body on the line time and time again and has never broken once, Steve who shatters a glass on his kitchen floor—not even a nice glass, just a plain drinking glass, he was getting juice for Erica—and inexplicably bursts into tears, and it’s so unexpected and so jarring that everyone starts crying and nobody knows why.

#stranger things #eddie munson #steve harrington #steddie #I’m a big pusher of crybaby Eddie and Steve ‘gets hit by all his emotions about the last 5 years at once because of something innocuous’ #tagging this as Steddie cause even though he’s ALSO crying he’s the only one who can get a handle on it #he’s just like ‘this is good and cathartic but I’m going to call Wayne to bring over some Gatorades cause we’re going to be SO dehydrated’

[bladesmitten]

wyll insists that it's HIS choice to make the pact and to leave the city. bc owning it as his choice means he can rationalize some sort of control over it. acknowledging it as anything else would mean that he was forced into it. that it's not actually his fault. that it's mizora's fault (which he does acknowledge) but more importantly that his father did him wrong. and that idea just Does Not Compute. so. rather than realizing and accepting that his father is human and made mistakes and hurt him, wyll would rather just take all the blame and make it his choice.

and being on the road constantly fighting battles meant he probably never had to sit down and think about the Implications of what happened to him. add the fact that he literally could not speak the truth for seven whole years. he had to fill in the gaps. more and more rationalizing to make it make sense to others and to himself. it's free emotional repression

#.txt #im rambling #ok good night for real #bg3 spoilers #one day he might have his own kids and it'll hit him all at once. and it's gonna hurt like a bitch #*

[kamuucab]

Okay ngl I resonate with Sun's new voicelines I feel like he'd be such an excellent person to bitch with. Just talk absolute smack about the terrible people you deal with on a day to day basis, do the thing where your customer service facade drops as soon as they turn their back and just call em an asshole. Sharing that "are they serious rn" look. Ribbing each other and bantering back and forth reading each other for filth. I think he'd have snappy and funny as hell comebacks. I think he'd love making whomever he's working with just break down in giggles over his deadpan delivery and sarcastic theatrics, especially if it interferes with their work and makes them stop what they're doing completely to double over with laughter. Those are his proudest moments. Just a right clown that stops you from being as productive as management wants but it's only a little irritating because he's funny as hell and the place you work at sucks.

#get this guy a cigarette he needs it #help wanted 2 spoilers #help wanted 2 #sundrop #sun fnaf #daycare attendant #shared misery makes for real good fun #real homies know the bond of two coworkers that deal with irate customers all the time #he's like that coworker who was a bit standoffish in the beginning but once you understand how they communicate you hit it off real well #kamu writes

[mithsd]

“A broken crown for a broken god”

#genshin #wanderer #genshin impact #scaramouche #the moment i finished this piece all the fadigue hit at once im dead #i love him #everytyhurys #everything * #hurts*

[spiritoast]

pov you are watching hyness flip his shit and throw himself into the heart of a dead eldritch god after throwing dead lesbians at you at the sublime hour of 12:30 AM on a sunday but the star allies sparkler is there so dw about it

#soup art #kirby #taranza #context. im on vacation with some friends. one of our final activities was blitzing through the story mode of star allies in like. #a total allotted time of four hours. three and a half of which were all in one sitting. #we were also trying to hit every dream friend we could. my first choice once unlocked was extremely predictable . #running joke of “taranza needs therapy” led to the creation of This Thing. #ihope you likes it.

[eddietoz]

#me when I haven’t watched everywhere everything all at once #:) #merthur #merlin #.txt #merlin x arthur #arthur pendragon #also.. has this been done? #greatest hits

[astrum99]

Why am I suspiciously free this week… =“=

I feel like this might be the calm before the storm for my schedule.

Anyways, I’ll be as productive as I can w this series before projects and what not pick up again 🙏

#FilthNation

(Isn’t she adorable?! Corset filth… 💚)

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