#hm idek

[khihi]

plenty of people are going to analyse these pictures in a much more eloquent way but i still want to throw out a small perspective i have on nace's photos

especially as someone who's struggled with body image and self perception and weight for practically half my life (so tw for talking about those things kinda)

because i'm sure we're all very aware nace has struggled with those things in the past too, and i can't help but think about how those things will have affected him while having his shoot done.

compare what nace wears here to bojan's topless photos. bojan is emotional in a very different ways in those pictures, and the shirtlessness enhances that, but he's confident in his 'nakedness' (not happy, arguably, but confident enough in his body). compare it especially to kris, who appears the most naked out of all of them in their shoots, despite wearing a shirt, because of the all the artistic choices made and how much more relaxed within himself he is compared to the others in his own 'therapy session'. compare it even to jan's all-black long-sleeved shirt; jan (or the image of jan being presented to us through damon's lens – that's a whole other story in of itself) is making a choice in what he shows of himself, and he's certain in his choice. there's no resistence or discomfort or yearning in the shadows he's hidden himself in.

nace, meanwhile, is somewhere in the middle of all of them. he's in a short-sleeved shirt, tugging it further to give us a glimpse at a little more. aside from, obviously, letting us see his gorgeous tattoo sleeve better, i think one of the things this could well be showing us is nace's strides in confidence, alongside the discomfort he likely still feels.

because he's ready to show off his arms, and he's tugging at the fabric to show a little more than we usually get to see and, let's be real, it's fucking hot. he's confident enough now to start leaning into being found attractive, which is fucking beautiful.

but, at the same time, he's not ready to go fully shirtless – he's not at the point where he can strip and pose purposefully like bojan can, or strip and let himself relax into his identity like kris can. and, unlike the way jan hides himself, which feels very purposeful on jan's part, it doesn't feel like it's fully nace's choice – or, at least, there's tension and discomfort there still that he doesn't get a choice in hiding. his hands are clenched and clinging to the material, his arms are crossed protectively over his chest, and his eyes?? they're heartstoppingly dangerous. protecting himself and keeping the audience at a distance, but alluring and drawing you in at the same time; he's so confident in himself these days, but he still likely carries a lot of his old discomfort.

couple all of that with the way he looks in the last picture up at the top of this post – the way he's rubbing at his face, like he's trying to mould it into a shape, almost. all these three images have a kind of tourmented edge to them.

luckily, similarly to bojan's safe sweater shots, nace gets catharsis after all these intense emotions in these soft, tender shots, where his eyes are so much brighter and then heavily lidded and peaceful.

...oh, and of course, as has already been pointed out by @radioactive-cloud, nace gets his safe sweater in the form of jan, and we get to see that playful smile when he's around someone who makes him feel comfortable in himself ♡

#posting this so late but that's okay #idek if this will even make sense to anyone else anyways #also dunno if i wanna put it in the tags or nah. hm. #fuck it #nace jordan #joker out #tw body image #tw body issues #tumblr dont mess up the photo order or remove the read more when i press “post” challenge

[qqquib]

IN HONOR OF HEATWAVES BEING REMOVED FROM AO3

i’m only counting fics i’ve personally read bc im silly 🤭

#ao3 fanfic #ao3 fic #ao3 #dream smp #dsmp #mcyt #dnf #dreamnotfound #god this sucks to type out #accelerate #heat waves #dnf fic #i want maximum replies you’re getting all the tags losers #tommyinnits unbeatable method of avoiding sudden death #tumoasd #passerine #tommyinnits clinic for supervillains #tommyinnit centric #tommyinnit fanfic #why do we all love to torture c!tommyinnit hm??? #speaking of #ours poetica #that one ruined me #the children’s rebellion #that one too #there’s blood in your web theseus (wipe it out) #his curse of binding #idek if half of these fic names are real tags but i can hope #polls #quib rambles

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

Comte Drama CD Translations, Track Five: A Night of Great Love

I'm not a professional yada yada yada, these are just my rough transcriptions of each track in the CD because I need fodder for my simping. More beneath the cut as usual. Also just a heads-up, this one's got spoice so it will be slightly nsfw (nothing too explicit but like, it's there).

The title says it all for this one (did I go soft? maybe a little bit don't look at me). Here we go!

Comte: We’re finally alone.  [KISS SOUND] Now you’re all mine…for putting up with it…I’d like you to praise me for not touching you until we got back to our room. From now on I’ll be doing away with the gentleman’s facade…and I’ll spoil you rotten. …I won’t hide it anymore. My feelings for you, my love, my instincts as a man…

What a way to start this track out like thanks I'm already inches from having my way with him, sweet words be damned.

"Praise me for not touching you until we got back to our room." DISAGREE YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN GROPING--

Mn [KISSES]…come now…say it. I told you long before what my name was… …That’s right. Good girl. My name, Abel, means void/emptiness… When my eternal life was at its most unbearable, I wondered at what an ironic name it was.  But now, when you say my name…I get the strangest feeling, one I’ve never felt before. At the very least, it feels more important/meaningful than before.

It seemed out of the question that I could ever love my name. …You changed everything. Not just my name. The meaning of the word eternity and future, and the joy of loving someone…you’ve taught me all the happiness of being loved. …So you must accept mine in return. Accept what? Of course…my love-- -----

These are all things that were revealed in the main story route, so nothing really new here. Love the good girl bit tho and 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭 "You've taught me all the happiness of being loved." AND I WILL FOREVER MUAH MUAH ABEL

(KISS SOUND) Tonight I intend to make you call my name until your voice is hoarse/wretched… (MORE KISSES) About vampires…no, I’ll teach you all about men. (why not BOTH--) I’ll teach you every pleasure you don’t know. There’s no need for fear, all you have to do is leave everything to me. Haah (KISSES MANY OF THEM)…everywhere I touch you, you react so sweetly… Sweet, gorgeous, and dense like a noble flower…it makes me want to steal you for my own right away…

Love that my only protest to all of this is "who says you're the only one gonna be doing any touching" 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I waited nearly three years for you Abel don't try me rn

Also I know that last line is a bit strange, but that's about as much as I could decipher--it was one of those trickier lines that seemed to have a kind of metaphorical/idiomatic element to it. I think it might be speaking to the larger metaphor in Ikevamp of humans being like flowers who either wither or are eternally preserved basically, not unlike her wedding gift to him.

If I were to bite you here and now…in exchange for that momentary pain, you would know unimaginable pleasure. …What’s with that expectant gaze? Are you testing me? …What a naughty woman you are, to stir up a vampire--and a pureblood, no less. Are you…sure you’re ready for an endless life and endless pleasure? …Mn…haah (KISSES) …It’s all right. I don’t really want to bite you. …I just wanted to give you a little lesson on how dangerous it can be to toy with a vampire.

Respectfully MC is a stronger woman than me, if he pulled this shit on me I'd be a vamp tomorrow, we are not the same. Although in fairness I do appreciate that he respects her hesitation

(KISSES) Mn…ah…that was such…a cute sound you just made… Every time we kiss, you just get rosier and sweeter…Seriously, how far do you plan to test my limits before you’re satisfied? I’m burning up…I want to make love to you, be so deep inside you (and melt away)… Mn (KISSES)…ha…ah, the sweet scent is getting stronger… If we go on like this, I’m not sure I can play around much longer…I feel like I’m losing my mind. …You shouldn’t let a foolish man like me take advantage of you any further. For now, I’ll accept just this much.

Okay but like. Can we talk about that last line in the former bit and the first one in this bit because. MC do we have a kink for Comte being a little dark and sexy vampire hours? Because YEET SAME AAAAAAAAAAA

Consider me well and seduced, v hot for me 👀💅🏼 Although asjkhldgldsjhg this highkey makes me want to tease him so badly, he just seems so reactive

That last line I think was supposed to be an extension of the self-deprecation from the last track, and tbh it made me v sad :< don't fret Comte, I'm here because I wanna be ;-; nothing wrong with being a little needy

…I want you…I really want you…I mean it. …Touch me, and see for yourself. …You know what I mean, don’t you? My heart is racing, desperate for you. Unable to resist every flagrant urge, I take the woman I love… The more I touch your smooth skin, the more difficult it becomes to resist that pleasure… That’s why it’s so hard for me to hold back. 

Like. If I try to describe how this makes me feel all I'm gonna do is bark, so I'm just gonna spare y'all that--

Also dying at that bit where he goes "touch me and see for yourself" because. Come on. We all know what we were thinking. And he was like "See? My heart's racing" I BET IT IS, COMTE. I BET. IT. IS. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

So now…mn…ahhh…haah… (I cannot convey to you the overwhelming eroticism of this voiced **cough** moaned **cough** line. It must be heard to be known and felt. --R.I.P Minnie, 2023) Instead of biting you, I’ll leave a sign of my desire here on your neck. …When we became lovers, you told me that you didn’t mind being beside me, even if I was hesitant. Trying to choose the right future, worrying until the last minute. Because if I do bite you, sink my fangs into this delicate flesh and grant you lifetimes…it’s something that only takes an instant. The moment I make up my mind, I can turn you right here and right now. To be with the woman I love whom I found in eternity, and to make her eternal with me…there is no sweeter temptation for me. But right now…I want to forget about the flow of eternity and indulge in happiness with you. …This time, let me give you a gentle kiss. (KISS) Mn…Even if I can suppress the bloodlust, I can’t hold back my love for you any longer. Tonight, I want to know every part of you more deeply than ever… I want to be deep inside you…I want us to seek each other and to make you mine. (GET IT TIGER) The night is still long. I’ll give you as much as you want, so that you don’t even have a moment to breathe.

More barking, also -> "To be with the woman I love whom I found in eternity, and to make her eternal with me…there is no sweeter temptation for me." this is what hope looks like. I'm gonna tell my kids this was the twilight saga KIDDING but fr 🙏🏼 my hopes and dreams epitomized.

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp comte #ikevamp saint germain #ikevamp mc #not incorrect quotes #honestly this one speaks for itself #just grab a glass of wine and enjoy yall #comte: but i need to hide the vampy qualities #me: DIAL IT BACK UP GET BACK HERE #there's just smth so...hm #how to phrase it #ambrosial? about him being gentle/considerate but then the vampire switch flips #I love it for me #he's so romantic but also so ungodly attractive idek what to say #my standards are in shambles #how does anyone compare to [gestures in comte's general direction] #comte propaganda #fangdad propaganda

[orbch]

hss art dump. some serious and some just absolutely not at all.

#‘why r there 3 sandspeeds and 2 nightbeams?’ what? #‘why r there 3 sandspeeds an-‘ what? #mlpstopmotion #mlpstopmotionx #mlpstopmotion fanart #mlpsm adjacent #mlp highschool secrets #mlp high school secrets #mlphss #mlphss fanart #uhhh #swear ive used that tag... hm #most of these having lightning #im literally normal abt him idek what thats abt... #4 of these also have nightlight but im admittedly not normal abt him #like i need him to fall down a flight of stairs #hes one of my faves

[yesitsmewhataboutit]

thinking about katsuki being obsessed with your tits it's like his own stressballs he would be ranting about his day while you are lying on his chest hands to your breast fondling them and squeezing all his anger out

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It’s like therapy for him. He just has his eyes closed as he lets the words flow from his mouth and your flesh squish in his hand. He honestly looks forward to it when he comes home.

The first time it happened he wasn’t thinking about it. You were sitting in bed, him up against the headboard with you leaning your back against his chest while you typed on your computer. His hands were rested on your stomach, his fingers playing with your shirt.

He was ranting about his agency and how they wouldn’t give him a break. He was so irritated and angry. As he kept talking his hands slowly crept up and soon were cupping your breast’s. He kept talking and talking and soon just was squeezing away.

You didn’t say anything at first, not really caring. But eventually he started getting more aggressive and squeezes too hard, making you jump and wince.

“Katsuki, if you’re gonna squeeze them be gentle,” you say, turning your head a few degrees to look over your shoulder before going back to your work.

He pauses in his sentence, now noticing the flesh in his hands, your hard nipples poking his fingers. He didn’t really know what to do, so he left them there and continued talking, eventually starting to squeeze the flesh again, and he realized how much he enjoys it.

Now later on, he’s gotten more into the habit and you’ve noticed how it helps as he talks. Plus you don’t mind, it’s not sexual, it’s just for comfort.

As he keeps doing it more and more, even when he’s not necessarily talking, he’ll just lay on your chest when a hand on each tit. He won’t talk, he just needs them in his hands and lets it all out that way, even if he’s too tired to talk.

Sometimes, if he can’t necessarily put it into words what’s upsetting him, or he doesn’t get time or gets home let, he’ll do it in his sleep. It’s grown to be a real action to comfort him. In his sleep, he’ll just scoot close and unconsciously hold them in his hands, and it helps him sleep.

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#idek what to tag this tbh #fluff ig? #i was finna say smut at first but started writing and was like hm guess not #bakugo fluff #bnha bakugo fluff #katsuki fluff #bakugo comfort #katsuki comfort #katsuki bakugo

[slink-a-dink]

#i say this so fucking often sorry im like the local ts guy #i love yelling abt ts theyre always my everything i love spirit visits… #sky children of the light #slink speaks #oh if u want my prediction i think shush #too early for geographer idek if theyre coded in LMAO #assembly maybe bc of the maps but idk if tgc woule wnana pull dreams/assembly again #< hm i was so wrong

[strange-doll-child]

Dear Lord, help me, I've seen 2 drawings of Alistair being restrained, probably without his consent, so-

#Ufhdjdud #IFHSJDHD #fanart #fan art #idek if i wanna tag this/lh #fuck it #hm genderbend #thats all youre getting hsbdjsh

[wiredsmile]

love finding random blogs that have me blocked !

#( scratches head ??? hm . . . ) #( idek this person but anywho ! strange . ) #( im free for the evening tho finally !!!! ) #˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . abi speaks ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ . #˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . mobile post ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .

[seveneyesoup]

new who has emphasized the cybermen as a loss of personhood but they really really have not leaned into the horror of it like they could. there have even been stories of maintaining ones personhood through the conversion but what about the opposite? what about a generation of cybermen that do not hide what they used to be, whose faces are still visible, reflecting an individuality they no longer possess, but that is meaningful to the people they used to belong to? the “ghosts” of doomsday were imagined to be dead loved ones, but what if you saw their face? what if your grandfather was looking you in the face but did not recognize you. what if he offered a way to take away the pain of loss. what if the ordeal was over and the danger was done and the thing piloting his body survived it intact. what if he was right there but you could never, ever have him back. what then

#idek what i’m saying i’m just making stuff up #to flesh it out into a two-episode concept you’d probably want to have some kinda like; cyberscouts #cybermen who are like 90% corpse 10% metal who kinda go out and pretend to be human still #and then offer a solution to emotional troubles. one that worked for them #and then bam get cybered idiot #which would be the reveal at the end of the first episode; that it’s cybermen #and then the second is dealing w the cybermen #the only trouble is a scheme like that requires a degree of emotional intelligence i don’t think the cybermen have #bc the thing is they’re quite simple about that kind of thing #assimilate into the army and that’s it #an infiltration program that relies on manipulation is more out of the dalek playbook; i think #which means you might need to credit it to someone else #i suppose the master is right there; but there’s other options #hm #much to consider but not really #i just think. emphasizing how much these things used to be People would be nice #a modern suit could walk around empty but not an original one #those things needed A Body #you couldn’t escape the corpse in them and thats. that’s a good thing #bc it makes the terror of them central to the thing itself. inescapable #alternatively rather than a two-episode plot; an audio #with the reveal of who was behind it being part of a little mini arc

[thespineoftherighteous]

seeing NBA players with their kids (go watch a compilation or two, that shit's precious) gets me thinking about, years and years down the line, Kevin and Matt bringing their kids (as toddlers) out on court before games for warmups or letting them hang out in the locker room before and after games and. just think about that for a minute

(for a hot second I forgot that Exy courts are very different from basketball courts and that they've got two layers of walls to that shit. forgive me)

Matt and Dan's kid is the life and soul of Matt's team. her parents' child through and through, she lives for that shit. she walks around the locker room like she owns it and everyone on the team lets her do as she pleases and treats her like a princess

(as they should i mean she's all but related to exy royalty)

Kevin's kid is a bit more shy and though she loves to follow her father around she gets overwhelmed at the beginning of every game by all the commotion and the noise and the people

(Matt's kids usually fight it but Kevin's daughter is usually good about keeping headphones on so the noise doesn't hurt their ears)

Kevin and Neil are on the same team for a while though and she's a lot more comfortable with Neil, so that helps. he lets her take his stall in the locker room and she sits on it like a throne, ignoring attempts at fist bumps from the team and giving everyone except Kevin and Neil icy glares to keep them at bay until she warms up to them

one time Matt and Kevin are playing each other and Matt's kid is on the court doing stretches and warming up with him and she catches a glimpse of Kevin and stands very still for like two minutes just staring at that side of the court trying to figure out if it's actually him. when she does confirm it's her uncle she takes off to go say hi and Matt shouts after her, loud enough for Kevin to hear, that he's disowning her for fraternizing with the enemy

Kevin is one time ambushed in the locker room at half time for an interview and so he does the whole thing while holding his daughter who has her face buried in his neck for all of it. the entire time you can see people moving around in the background and every time they'd pass behind Kevin they'd rub his kid's head or hand

Matt once did a post-game interview at a table with his son sitting on his lap and at one point an interviewer asked the kid a question (something simple and jokey like "how do you think your dad played today?" or "are you going to be an exy star when you grow up too?") and the kid just. went off. and started talking for like two full minutes and every time Matt would try and move the mic or tell him that's enough he'd just absently swat Matt's hand away. in the video you can just see Matt covering his face with his hand, his body shaking with laughter, and you can hear the entire room of reporters trying not to laugh at the kid because what he's saying is Very Important

(not pictured is Dan on the side dying. she takes a video and sends it to Nicky, telling him that he's not allowed to spend any more time with her son because look at what you've created)

Kevin and Matt are playing each other again and Dan is hanging out with Kevin's kid throughout the game. at the end Kevin crosses over the two layers of court wall to go pick her up and finds that Dan switched her out of the mini replica of Kevin's jersey that she was wearing into a mini one of Matt's jersey (because obviously her kids have mini Boyd jerseys) and Kevin is fully, genuinely horrified at seeing his child in his opponent's colors

Matt's kids just riding around on his shoulders, wading through pre and post game madness

Wymack is at one of Kevin's games and is watching over his granddaughter much in the same way Dan does and at the end of the game Kevin goes to pick her up and she squirms in his arms until he puts her down because he's "sticky and sweaty" and Wymack just scoops her up and tells her that he'll protect her from her gross, gross father

Andrew- very seriously- letting Matt's kid pull his glove off so they can fist bump

Matt and Kevin's daughter (the shy one) sitting next to each other on the side of the court, he's got a towel wrapped around his neck and he's leaning down a bit and listening very seriously to the spiel she's delivering (they're on the jumbotron. everyone is melting.)

Matt walking over to the VIP seats to do a handshake with his son before entering the court for the game

Andrew and Kevin wind up on the same team. Andrew gets mildly injured and has to sit out for a game or two and Coach is at one of those games. there's a very popular photo taken on that day of Kevin's daughter sitting in between Wymack and Andrew and they all look intimidating as hell. (she has both of her tiny arms taking up all the space on the armrests that she shares with both men so anyone who looks at the picture can immediately tell who's boss out of the three)

my brain is still whirring but I'll stop

#halfway thru writing this shit i went 'hm yes but unlike basketball‚ exy is hella violent are they even bringing their kids to this shit?' #like they have their kids there watching as they get pummelled against the plexiglass? #idek how in character some or this is for Kevin #i imagine he's a very different person in his thirties (esp given fatherhood and shit) than he was as a 20 year old #so who can tell if it's in character for 34 year old Kevin? #I'm taking it though #anyway fully totally completely obsessed with the idea of this #the boys and their kids #multiple times writing these i had to close my eyes and put my fist to my mouth just because the mental images were too much for me #and my delicate heart #kevin day #matt boyd #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #tfc #mine aftg

[shyshyshyshy0]

my blood is boiling. i hope whoever stole my fucking spotify account this morning explodes in a multicar collision that miraculously everyone else involved walks away with minimal injury from. i hope you perish. i hope your mother knows and is ashamed of you i hope you rot and burn i hope you have no friends. fuck you. years of music saved on that fucking account.

#1% milk #im actually si mad about this #i was opening spotify because i was about to take a shower but it said i needed to log in and i tried but i was like hm. lets just check my #email just in case! and sure enough “someone signed into your account at 5:23 in the morning from tbe UK!” “someone changed your email at #5:44 in the morning!“ LIKE. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO FUCJING DO AND ITS SET TO A FAKE SPOTIFY SUPPORT EMAIL BECAUSE ITS CLEARLY FOR A SCAM #i just canceled my premium thru google playstore and emailed actual support with the email. #idek what my username is bc it was some fucking number and letter jumble that i could never change! #**i emailed support a screenshot of the “your email was changed” showing the fake support email :)

[shiocreator]

Wondering if i should open up writing requests to get into the groove of things but also i would probably only write x reader type things or my own ocs or both so jihffgih

#salt speaks #Idek what the x readers would be besides my ocs. Ut??? Kjhlkjbnmk #I guess i still have p 0 3 and goobert writing experience under my belt but hm..

[sunliv]

i love it when ppl tag their ship as "otp: [insert cute ref saying that's connected to a scene of them] or [insert cute collage of their interests/objects/symbols]" it's always SO CUTE

#lowkey wish i did that but.. idk... #well the blog IS mine and i can always make new tags but idk... idk if i would do that or.. idk stick to it? #idek who i would do it for.. well i do have ONE ship im really into you know how it is but......... hm well i dont know #i dont even know what im trying to say lol #chatter

[wraithsoutlaws]

feeling insane bc i was actually considering making 'no coincidence' karla in game fdsklafjkalfjkafa

#boy this aint my oc....i can't do that but. but. like. what if. i did anyway. #I JUST THINK SHES COOL????? #i dont recall her having very much description in the book far as ive read i'll have to go back and check maybe #scarred face and mantis blades is all that i remember off the top of my head #idek what her eyes/optics are like ............hm idk. #maybe i'll just make my own oc based on her dklasjfkdsal that seems shitty tho fr. because obviously this established writer #will know i made a character based off his character and he'll hate me and take legal action against me obviously!!!!! /sarcasm #i know that wouldn't happen and it doesn't matter at all thats just my anxiety telling me i'll go to hell #fsakfljakl ANYWAYS IM JUST???? maelstrom lady butcher....sexy.......idk idk #i just wanna be like 'gangs all here :)' and have a silly lil pic of everybody idsa fjkadlfjaklfa #shes just!! interesting to me!! i love that she's so violent and clearly takes joy/pride in what she does but she has this softness #for dixie and thats really cute?????? hello??????? #dagger n dum dum going on double dates with her and dixie UwU #lots of murder and chaos UwU #bro i just like mealstrom fdkslafjdksalfjdksal this isn't news #im having a lot of thoughts for a Minor character of a supplementary/unconnected story that nobody knows. because of course i am. #a minor character connected to a minor character whom im obsessed with. #my life is a joke.

[wawawawawawawawawawawawawa]

this isnt really about durarara more about aspd in general but like. it boggles my mind that aspd has a 40-something percent comorbidity rate with anxiety disorders and people still think its this scary boogeyman disorder. sociopaths arent gonna ruin your life, sharon. sociopaths are at home having panic attacks in their bathrooms. like statistically speaking thats probably where they are. sorry u had to find out on the durarara blog

#revlog this wifh a picture of izaya in a bathroom or smth idek anymore 😭 #i have SO many facts abt aspd and they are all. hm! #entertained my coworker w them today bx it was so goddamb slow #i have a disorder and its 'tellinf my coworkers swnsitive medical information bc im bored as fuckkkk' disorder #sorry i did smfh reckless and impulsive bc i was bored #i have do reckless and impulsive stuff bc im bored disorder 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 #should i post more aspd content???? #waposts

[kassipy]

losing my mind but being so chill about it

#idek how to function #casually making bagel bites as i come down from a panic attack #feeling like a robot with its wires crossed #trying to stay on autopilot but keep glitching out #hm #personal