#hole in my chest

[batdevil19]

I really don't know why I keep on hoping that i can be loved.

That my love will be corresponded, but something i've learned is that I'm not worth it.

Never considered, never cared for, never an option.

Fox D.

#dead eyes #dead inside #unloveable #lone wanderer #so much pain #always alone #abandoned #i wish i was dead #i cant do this #i give up #i feel numb #never an option #hole in my chest #i'm dyin here #alone in the dark

[thethreedeadkings]

#image source unknown #art #hollow #hole in my chest

[azirafuck]

he never NEVER calls aziraphale by his name to his face this season. even after he tells him he wants to go to heaven he still calls him angel. you see him call him angel through the years and you can pinpoint the exact moment he actually started using it as a pet name and he's going for it constantly in s2 he's. so so in love it's embarassing

#im... not okay #the hole in my chest came back i dont know how to get rid of it i need fanfic #good omens

[wasyago]

quick "chip" sketch from ep 109

#wanted to draw him with gray skin hehe #this ep is a real throwback to the desire isle arc.... holes in hearts. chip is stone gray/dead. big fight with a boss and ghouls. mmmm #his neck is a little busy so ill definitely change it if i draw him like this again. but itll do for now its a sketch anyway #love the color pallett otherwise tho... very tasty looking #i think this is the fifth art with a black background i did in the last couple days but pffff who cares i love black backgrounds #OH also yes. no hole in his chest. pretty sure the heart was pulled from his throat anyway #doesn't make it better but haha yeah #jrwi riptide #jrwi chip #jrwi riptide spoilers #jrwi spoilers #riptide spoilers #my art #sketch

[gomzdrawfr]

it's hard loving yourself

#i can't keep lying to myself #how do you love something that is so unlovable #i'm poison. i come from poison. i have poison inside me and i destroy everything i touch. that's my legacy. #i pour alcohol into the gaping hole inside my chest. it does not heal. not today. maybe tomorrow. maybe it wont heal ever #smoke fills my chest . empty it can be #yet so full of your absence #im nothing but an empty husk of what I once was #and a big part of me was already forcefully ripped away from me when you left #hello hi im back with ghoap angst #can you believe its been a whole week since i drew them #anyways #gummmyart #doodle #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #soapghost #ghostsoap #angst #implied mcd

[stankrhodes]

white lesbians (and white people that have no critical thinking skills generally) never should have gotten ahold of Hozier’s music and I stand on that particularly because they are incapable of thinking about Hozier as someone capable of sociopolitical awareness and activism in the same breath. If they can specifically look at the way his music is about objective “love” in the romantic sense, it can create a tunnel vision where they don’t have to think critically about what his lyrics are actually saying or even that he strongly believes in the power of activism through song. I admire Hozier particularly because of his storytelling and that deeply relates to his Irish identity and the levels of persecution and colonialism that are associated with that.

#hozier #andrew hozier byrne #please excuse me for being in a hozier rabbit hole the last few days #i’ve waited so long for this #and i had some shit to get off my chest #let’s keep in mind i’m coming from this as a Black American woman okay !! #:)

[artandbrimstone]

ohhhhh guess who finally watched the black rose pirates oneshot

oh my god chip just roll with it you’re so fucked man

#oh im insane AAAAAA CHIP JRWI AAAAA #ohhhh chip my poor boy #i fear how arlin will react to seeing him man #the hole in his chest and all #he has literally had like three good days in his life #and his dad figure doesnt even remember one of them correctly #art #my art #jrwi #artists on tumblr #jrwi chip #chip jrwi #chip just roll with it #just roll with it #just roll with it spoilers #jrwi spoilers #jrwi riptide #black rose pirates #chip james #riptide pirates #jrwi riptide fanart #just roll with it riptide

[cd-spoida]

Lil doodle dump of themmm

Having my version of Sun and Moon making Ruin Eclipse feel welcomed cuz oml Ruin deserves it- the bean

Below is just the full version of all the doodles together

#fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #fnaf sun #sundrop #fnaf moon #moondrop #fnaf ruin eclipse #ruin eclipse #myscribbles #well- mostly welcomed #ignore moon's lil quirks- they mean well #but yes- eclipse deserves like a lil knitted sweater with a heart where the hole in their chest is #im probably gonna draw that myself anyways but my gOd i need to see that rn

[berryblu-arts]

hehe, messed up and over the top harumi design <3

edit: shoutout to this post for the idea!

and this video for the motivation!! <- amazing ninjago edit!!! go watch itt!!!

#my art #fanart #ninjago #harumi jade #berryblu arts #big boots; missing leg; gaping hole in the chest; permanent face mark; spider theme; glaringly alt #that´s my rumi <3 #like; shes not even bad anymore she just likes the aesthetic #<- this is post crystalized harumi!!! hc she used to have a crystal in the dead center of her chest from when the overlord brought her back #it left her along w the overlord´s influence when he was defeated (tho her crystal leg didnt; thats totally not ominous...) #she´s not really sure how she´s still alive... or well; as alive as garmadon is at least

[get-rammed]

Sinner Adam my beloved....

#i shouldnt have made this design. hes taking over my brain #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin hotel #hazbin adam #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin hotel fandom #hazbin hotel adam #sinner adam #demon adam #my art #suggestive #yes his chest is supposed to look like that(tm) its a sword hole but also just a symbolization thing

[unbidden-yidden]

So here's the current awful thing my brain did to me:

(Genuinely unsettled by this thought and other Jews may be also, just FYI, read at your own risk; idk how to trigger warn for this or I'd be more specific sorry)

So you know how sometimes you wonder how people would eulogize you at your funeral?

It occurred to me to begin wondering how people will talk about American Jews once if we are expelled and/or killed and our music, our siddurim, our blend of English and Hebrew, and our unique denominational movements/minhagim are preserved by the remaining survivors, wherever they end up, or worst case scenario in the books and academic articles they write about us.

Like hopefully maybe that will be a very long time from now? But I can't shake the feeling of inevitability that it will happen someday.

#thanks for that new hole in my chest‚ brain

[batdevil19]

I wish I'd never fell in love

Fox D.

#dead eyes #dead inside #unloveable #lone wanderer #unloved #abandoned #unperfect #i'm so tired #i'm dyin here #suffering #numb #crying inside #yelling into the void #i am aching #hole in my chest #not trying anymore #trust nobody #i hate it #it hurts so much #fuuccckkkk #i feel like shit

[monstrousparalysis]

God I love when I get to post for an audience of approximately ten people

Shout-out to episode 109 of Just Roll With It: Riptide, love it when literal, anatomical hearts are missing from chests.

With that said:

#rem's ramblings #chip bastard #chip jrwi #jrwi chip #aromantic #aromantic memes #love loses #tw gore #(just in case‚ cause there is kinda A Hole In His Chest) #anyways yeah. spreading my aro Chip agenda today because what better day could there be for it

[ravenmspaint]

#metal sonic doodle I did in class #hes so silly #why is his chest hole so hard to draw #mspaintbunniesart #sonic the hedgehog #metal sonic #sonic the hedghog fanart #artists on tumblr #my art

[reinabeestudio]

@turnstechgodhead howdy. Brogatory Good(tm) 🧡

#homestuck #bro strider #brogatory au #fan art #my art #posting bro art two days in a row. what will people think of me /j. DFGKLMD #anyway smiling wide and smugly. anya forger dot png kinda deal #i mean i already showed you but DKSJNFDJKS <- smug still #imagine the gaping hole in his chest is in there /lh #updates that make me feel Normal and have Normal Thoughts. exploding him with rocks #well. and More stuff. but it has been censored by the Vatican in this blog /j /lh

[quickhacked]

Mikhail and Vitali were inseparable; when they weren’t studying or getting into fights, they would hang out at Mikhail’s place to smoke and get drunk on cheap rum and vodka, to then pass out in each other’s arms and sleep most of the next day away. They promised each other— no matter what would happen— they would never leave each other’s side. Yet after starting university and college respectively, they did not see each other for a little over six years, leaving them both heartbroken and wondering what went wrong.

by lucas expedidor // catch me if you can; eden // clementine von radics, from 'courtney love prays to oregon' // sam sax, cruising: a broken tiara // 'ceramic home' by heavensghost; quote from john murillo // 'something's changed' by laiikastears // i don't want to watch the world end with someone else; clinton kane // fortesa latifi, from 'the truth about grief' // audre lorde, the evening news // frank o'hara, biotherm (for bill berkson) // heading home; ruben // 'preface to a dream' by alessandra casini // tokyo; caroline kole // langston hughes, poem // haruki murakami, norwegian wood // julie buntin, marlena // by lute // by aleksandr popov // anyway; noah kahan // christa wolf, cassandra: a novel and four essays

#cp2077 #edit:mikhail #edit:vitali #nuclearocs #nuclearedits #happy birthday to my two boys :^) yes they share the same birthday what about it. it's essential to their whole. thing #whatever it is. they're like soulmates but also they are NOT dating. i need you to understand that. because it makes everything funnier #you guys remember when i first introduced them here and people thought they were together. good times honestly #but yeah no vitali is officially dating vincent and mikhail is just their eternal third wheel. their relationship can't be defined #they also reunite of course but i LOVE emphasizing their grief. they didn't know they'd ever see each other again #and they've known each other since around age 12. imagine spending almost every day with someone who CHOSE you #and then suddenly not seeing them or talking to them for YEARS. what do you do with that grief. that pain #sure they've found each other back but what do you do with that. where do you put it. it makes me insane!!! #they both were so lonely in their own way. vitali getting lost in vices and crowds but ending up all by himself at the end of the day #and mikhail drowning himself in studying and pushing himself far over his limits just to distract himself from the hole in his chest #night city in my head is much more massive than what it feels like in game. like yeah it feels big but not. BIG big #and i think mikhail and vitali's story and them losing contact while only a district apart really emphasizes how like #how HUGE this city is not only in terms of actual land it covers but also just. how overwhelming it is. how it can swallow you whole #anyway if you've read all of this hi. wanna make out