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#holy shit some people's blogs are like pure cancer
cerasum-chrysanthes · 3 years
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Some anti-trans person: I'm fine with ftm trans men but mtfs??? mhhh no thanks, those are gross actually
People: Hey that's really transphobic of you to say you know
Anti-trans person: LOL you're a misogynist for saying that to me!!!! I'm not transphobic obviously!!!! I just don't like trans people LOL
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SHIT LIKE THIS REALLY PISS’S ME oFF. 
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PEOPLE LIKE THIS DON’T KNOw WHAT THE FUCK THERE TALKING ABOUT AND IT REALLY, REALY PISS’S ME OFF !!! 
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i Went back on the video and a few other’s and posted this Really long ass comment, becuz i’m sick of the bullshit . 
Listen, You Dishonest Mother fucker, I'm a Faery, We are the race of insectoid's, the Gray's are fae, the Mantis's are fae the tall gray's are fae ... human's are primate's all thing's insect's are fae, that go's for spider's, Worm's, Slug's, Snail's, I'M A FUCKING FAERY, I COME FROM FAERY LAND AND FAERY LAND IS EARTH !!! YOU STUPID FUCK !!! It was that Way 350 Million year's ago, in till the Reptilian invaded, earth and turned into Dino Land and the gray's kept fighting back and too it back ... but thay still need a hybrid becuz FAE CAN'T FUCK, thay need to clone us to re-create us, and the clone's Broke down do bad thay need to back to nature and get a Normal Baby, like every one else dose it in the universe, get Laid and get a kid, But all of are sex organ's Failed so thay need to Leech off another race and so thay used humanity for there Pet Experiment, thay Gather your DNA from a different world and Brought you to Earth Created you in a lab, Needed the DNA Stronger, and The Mind's Wiped, so thay Put you on the Earth, and let you take it over, From  Ape to Man   for a wile and evolve the Faery's  You See with Part Human and Part wing's are called Hybrid's, there The soul's of Dead insectoid that could not get a Normal Body so thay Where forced to get a shit body with Junk DNA aka Part Faery part Something else, that doesn't make it, Part human the soul is Pure insect. thus why it's call Junk DNA. and this is why the gray's edit the Human baby's so a faery can get in the Body.
when we fae Take a world it's at the point called a Hive world, and we just like the hive Have a King and a Queen, we Divined the court's of light and dark for Holy Reason, Divine Reason's.
And Faery's are not all bippy boppy boo, Where fucking Monster's, that would make the demon's in hell shit there paint's.
https://youtu.be/wTvMTGV1Ly0 - Real Faery Music, it's the Song of the wood Nymph's, it's the song of the Goddes, for the Goddess Titania, it's not Just Queen of the fae, it's Also a Deity.
https://youtu.be/hTCy7RAPOfU - Real Faery, Spotted. Wood Nymph.
https://hiveworld000.tumblr.com/
https://twitter.com/ImUnseelieCourt
https://youtu.be/df5eYDE6XDE - Moth Man
https://youtu.be/RAng-XALXHQ - The Manit's
https://youtu.be/SXt3ZkvbsAo - The Gray's
Here are some Link's, And My Blog On the topic and my Twitter, Soon the human Race is going to get Wiped out and we are going to get are world Back, OH ! And Little Tip Indigo Child are Dark Elf's, and that's what we Are, and the Magic part Came in when are race Invested time into Science and Enlightenment, and Gained Data on Extremely Sacred fact's about the Universe and all it's holiness and Sacredness ... before that We where just Bug's people ...
That's it Where just a Highly Advance Race of insect's. Moth Man is a Faery, Mantis Man is a faery, Faery Dust is Nothing more then Insectoid Powder, it's not magic it's highly toxic, and it can Get  you high and people only think there fllying, i'm not kidding i'm not Joking, Troll's come from Dung Bettle's, So do Goblin's there a Green beetles, All Fae Coome from Insect's, The Powder is a defence, it's a fuck you to Any other race it Psychal Insectoid essescse merged with are essescse and Insecotd energy, if your not a faery you die if you breath it in, The Powder if it dosen't kill you right away will Give You a Disease Much like aids or Cancer.
The Powder on a Butter Fly and a Moth and even Fly's the Annoying that fly around people and even From bee's THAT'S ALL REAL FAERY DUST !!! Granted it's Very Primal, very Under eovled, But you get the Gist.  
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Here are 50 questions answered mediocrely (if at all) for me to get to know myself.
1. What moment changed your life forever?
It’s really hard for me to think of one specific moment that stands out as changing my life as I knew it forever. Obviously there are events that have happened sporadically over the years that have impacted me but nothing really jumps out as being something that seemed to alter the course of my life dramatically. With that being said, the one moment for me that time has a definite “before” and “after” was when my dad was diagnosed with cancer. It was August 2015, and until that point I had only really had friends who’s parents had battled cancer or had known distantly other people who had had it so it never really felt like something real and tangible to me, it was just something that was devastating but only happened to other people or in movies. I got the phone call from my mum when dad was on the operating table and once she said that they were pretty sure it was cancer it was like a bomb went off. All of a sudden this thing that didn’t happen to us was real and happening and I had no idea how to emotionally deal with it other than to lock myself in my college room and cry. That was probably the moment when life began to feel real, and confronting, and scary so I would say that that was probably the moment that changed my life forever. So far. 
2. What does your ideal day look like?
My ideal day would be to wake up early in some cool and rainy town, take my dogs for a walk along the beach, stopping somewhere to get coffee. I would go home and tend to whatever other animals I’ve accumulated while my partner makes breakfast for us both before they leave to work. I would have a home office and be doing either home counselling or maybe even something to do with beauty therapy - or both - and I would love it and feel proud of my work. Possibly catch up with friends in the evening, with lots of wine and lots of music. I think that would be nice. 
3. What is your favourite book/movie/show/song and why?
My favourite book would be the Mortal Instruments series purely because I loved them so much as a teenager. I fell in love with the characters and the world and the action and it really got me through the stressful shit heap that was high school. 
Favourite movie at the moment would probably be Interstellar. That was the only movie that has left me speechless in my entire life so kudos to that.
Favourite show currently is Umbrella Academy. I watched season one once and I’m hooked already. 
Favourite song literally changes all the time. Currently keen on Girl, You’ll Be a Woman Soon by Urge Overkill. 
4. What are you most afraid of?
Something happening to my family or friends without the chance for me to say goodbye or telling them that I love and appreciate them so much and they are my everything. That would kill me inside. I’m also terrified that I won’t live up to any of the expectations I have for myself or that everyone else seems to have of me. Or that I’ll forever feel as though I’m just floating through life with no real purpose or sense of direction. The thought of feeling like that for the rest of my life terrifies me. 
5. What are you most proud of?
Probably the things I achieved as a kid, being smart and curious and studious and loving to learn. Sometimes I really want to go back and just watch younger me be her little nerd self and tell her that she’s the bomb and she shouldn’t ever let that fire go out. If I had to pick something about current me I think it would be that I can be trusted. People open up to me and tell me their secrets and I can lock them away in the vault. 
6. What is something that you cannot live without?
My close family, and close friends. Also my phone at the moment, I think i’ve got a mild addiction which I need to work on. 
7. What do you wish you did more of?
Open up. Speak the truth. Experience emotions. Establish boundaries. Eat. Actually converse with myself. Exercise. Tell people they’re doing a great job and that I’m proud of them. Tell my parents I appreciate and love them. Read. Say no. Have original thoughts and ideas. Stand up for others. Put myself outside of my comfort zone. Say what’s on my mind. 
8. What's a hobby that you wish you could do?
Blog. Or paint. Or play an instrument well. 
9. What's your favourite part of your life right now?
I honestly don’t think I have a favourite part of my life right now. I’m feeling very ambivalent towards it all. Which is why I really hope this experience with getting my emotions out there will help to some degree. 
10. Where do you see yourself in five years from now?
I honestly don’t know. I will be turning 27. Holy craaap. Hopefully I would have followed up with counselling study or found something that actually sets my soul on fire and all that. Hopefully I’m happy, or at least content. 
11. What makes you laugh?
Stupid things on the internet and fart jokes. Nonsensical conversations always get me too. 
12. Who is the one person that you can call, no matter what happens to you?
My mum, of course. But honestly I’ve been in a few situations where I’ve felt completely helpless and like my world was falling apart and that there was literally no one I could turn to. Obviously my friends would all be there for me in a heartbeat but I’ve just never felt comfortable opening up to them or contacting them when that happens so I think that’s something that I need to work on. That’s obviously me not being willing to open up and actually acknowledge that there’s a problem or situation in my life that I need to address - but go me for realising this? Progress, woo!
13. If you could go back and change one part of your life, what would it be and why?
I really would like to go back and make me a little shit of a child. Well not too much of a little shit but a kid who wasn’t so afraid to get in trouble, I feel as though the kids who were cheeky and naughty are actually pretty well rounded? Maybe that’s the wrong way to phrase it but they definitely seem to not give so much of a damn which I could use. I’ve always been so afraid to get in trouble or to do things wrong and that has really followed me through to adulthood. 
14. If you could make one change in the world, what would it be?
Wake people up to the planet dying and actually get them to make changes to their behaviour. 
15. What is something you feel passionate about?
Literally nothing. I’m an emotional void. I’m hoping that this is just a thyroid problem or something...
16. What is your dream career?
Something where I can be my own boss. But I also have this innate desire (need?) to help people so it would have to be something that fulfils that, which is why I’m thinking counsellor. 
17. What piece of advice would you give to your younger self?
Don’t be so afraid to balls things up! Get in trouble! Fall over and hurt yourself! Don’t take yourself too seriously and stop wanting to grow up so fast. You know what you love doing, make sure you keep doing it and don’t stop loving it! Because now my passions have been vacuum sealed and I have no idea what I love. Also don’t be afraid to tell dad to shove it. 
18. When was the last time you did something that you were afraid of?
The fact that I can’t remember means too long. 
19. What do you do to relax?
Netflix. Which I know is not sustainable. I really need to get into exercise or reading. 
20. What's a long shot that you have taken that has paid off?
Let myself fall in love. 
21. What are you tired of hearing about?
How much of a worthless heap I am and that I’m doing nothing with my life. Or hearing about how my life will sort itself out. 
22. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be and why?
To not be a coward.
23. Who has completely lost your respect?
I don’t think anyone has completely lost it but there are definitely people who are not at all who I thought they were and I wouldn’t lose sleep over them not being in my life anymore. 
24. What do you hope never changes?
My ability to not get hangovers. 
I guess the stability and privilege of my life as well (as much as I talk trash about it), though you don’t grow unless you’re outside of your comfort zone so they say. 
25. Where is your favourite place to visit?
Home. Literally the walls of my childhood house with my mum, dad, and Charlie. That’s where my heart is. 
26. If you could live anywhere, where would it be and why?
Somewhere cool and rainy would do me nicely. I’m not too fussed beyond that. Though I would feel extremely guilty leaving my mum.
27. What is something that you would make a scene in public about?
I’m such a little bitch so probably nothing. Unless it was something very extreme. 
28. What are you most afraid to lose?
Family. Friends. Body parts. Sentimental items. Charlie. 
29. What are you most insecure about?
I blush way too easily, even when I’m not even remotely embarrassed, which I honestly think is why I’m such an introverted social spud. It’s pretty much developed into a phobia so I always make sure I avoid situations where something could happen to make me turn into a tomato. It literally makes me want to die. And my nose is huge. I also have this feeling that nothing I say is original or that I have my own ideas so I often feel as though I have nothing to contribute to conversations which I hate. I also feel as though if I do contribute and it’s something stupid or wrong i’ll blush and then want to die. It’s a vicious cycle. 
30. What chance of fate changed your life forever?
Probably just meeting all the people that I have in this world of 7 billion.
31. What is something you regret doing?
Way too many things. 
32. What is the best and worst thing about getting older?
Having more life experience. Having your body betray you. 
33. What part of your life do you miss the most?
Having feelings and emotions and passion about things. Also being young and not having any real awareness or responsibility.
34. If you could go back and fix a relationship with someone, who would it be and why?
A few boys from my past who I didn’t end things well with. I needed to be straight up and honest and I wasn’t and that hurt them. 
35. What's the hardest lesson you have learned?
Always tell the truth, even if it hurts at the time it’s so much better than lying to someone. Also that people don’t care about others as much as you do so watch your back. And you’re getting old so look after your body!
36. What do you do to feel "alive"?
Alcohol.
37. What's the most exhilarating thing you have done?
Probably just nights out, when you’re pretty wasted and you’re able to do dumb shit like a proper delinquent. It’s exhilarating because you don’t really worry about any of the consequences you just act on impulse and that is such a refreshing feeling. Even if you feel like pure shite and regret the dumb stuff the next day. I wish there was just some switch you could flick in your brain that let you feel the same way without completely incapacitating you like alcohol does. 
38. What inspires you?
People who are passionate and believe things down to their core. And who aren’t afraid to speak up and stand up and get shit done. Pretty much everything I am not is what gets me going. 
39. What do you believe is a "good life"?
Being happy, or content. And finding something that gives your life meaning or purpose and doing that. 
40. What do you take for granted?
Everything. I’m going through a selfish phase too which I really need to work on. But probably the thing that does bug me about myself is the crazy access I have to education that I am in no way harnessing or using in my favour. That is a fucking privilege that I am wasting. I feel like because it’s something that has always been there and provided for me and I never had to fight for it that I’ve just taken it for granted my whole life. 
41. What risks do you believe are worth taking?
Anything that will challenge you and that you can learn from. Life is experience. 
42. What was the hardest loss you have ever experienced?
Pets. 
43. Was there ever a point where you felt like giving up, but didn't?
My mind instantly went to cross country events, my lord. There have been a few times where I’ve felt like I couldn’t go on and have which always feels good. 
44. What are some events in your life that made you who you are?
I honestly don’t think I’ve had many profound events. I really should work on that. 
45. What is your favourite season, and why?
Winter because it’s cold and rainy straight up. 
46. What do you spend most time thinking about?
Life and the universe. What i’m wasting it all on. The usual. 
47. Where would you spend all your time if you could?
A bookstore. 
48. What qualities do you admire about others?
Courage, bravery, honesty, integrity, accountability, vulnerability, openness, conscientiousness, compassion, and empathy. 
49. What was your closest close call?
Almost got abducted as a kid in Melbourne. That was pretty close. 
50. If you died today, how would you want to be remembered?
Someone who made people laugh and who had a bright future. That way I won’t let anyone down by not having one. 
All of these questions are taken from: https://www.theodysseyonline.com/50-questions-ask-yourself
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vipsonly · 3 years
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LOVE IS BLIND COUPLES & ASTROLOGY
AHHH okay so I'm literally obsessed with the netflix original Love is Blind #nonspons UNLESS THEY WANT TO THO. but anyways after I finally saw all the couples get married/not get married I was so shocked and I immediately looked up everybody's zodiac sign because duh. I talked to my friend about it and then I talked to another bestie about it and she didn't even watch the show but she thought it was so interesting and said it should be a blog post or something and i was like wait I literally have a blog... so here we are. shoutout hope <3
Obviously before i start HUGEEEE SPOILER ALERT. IM ABOUT TO BE DISSECTING THESE PEOPLE LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS BASED OFF ASTROLOGY and I will obviously be exposing if they ended up getting married or not sooo please go watch it all THEN COME BACK and read this so everything can make sense.
LAUREN X CAMERON - ♏︎ x ♋︎
Lauren: Nov 16, 1987
Cameron: Jul 3, 1992
oh my god. this couple is literally the cutest couple ever. you already know they are two very sweet loving water signs! Lauren is a Scorpio and Cam is a Cancer. In my opinion, I feel as if this couple was not shown as much on screen until toward the end because they didn't have much issues, not much drama. I think if I remember correctly they literally were the first couple to get engaged?! They are just too cute, their only obstacle was being a biracial couple but it didn't really present as that much of an issue I think LIB just tried to hype it up for views you know. At the one year reunion the host-couple asked everyone who shocked them the most I guess physically because they all dated so it's just pure curiosity. Mark responded so fast to this question, the little pisces, about Lauren! Of course another water sign attraction over here, but he said she was just so gorgeous and I think someone else agreed and chimed in which was just so cute but duh! She's a scorpio baddie and it made everyone freak out, she has gorgeous alluring eyes and such a brighttt smile holy. But at the same time it's like, do you even know anything about her?? so mysterious. I fuck with it. And then Cameron is such a cancer, sooo sweet. And he is sexy! I swear they are such a cute couple I'm so obsessed. But I think after Cameron met Lauren's Dad her Dad's response upon first impression was something about him being a bit boring for Lauren. But Cancers are just shy!! Cancers are all about comfort, thank you moon energy. When he talked to Lauren's Dad not once did I cringe. With every other couple I probably did 394930823 times however Cam... This man has a way with words! It was so calm and direct, yet soft. He was totally in control of the situation yet was giving Lauren's Dad 1000% full respect. He was just so sweet I love him so much. Their parents all merged so beautifully and it's just COMPLETE GOALS. They truly show that Love is indeed Blind which is just so crazy aw. They for real came out of complete no where for me I don't even know I just, like I said, felt like they weren't shown much I kind of forgot about them but I think that's a good thing! Because they were the behind the scenes really building such a strong a beautiful relationship so GOOD FOR THEM!! team Lameron all the way.
JESSICA X MARK - ♋︎ x ♓︎
Jessica: Jun 26, 1985
Mark: Mar 1, 1994
Okay... So obviously this couple was just not even a couple. I hate to slander on them like this but after I looked up the zodiac signs I completely understood everything. It all actually makes sense! Jessica a cancer, a water sign. She was very in tune with her emotions yet they were everywhere. I think she had love for Mark but also mostly just wanted Barnett the entire time. She's a cancer and Barnett is a SCORPIO! So this totally makes sense because I mean think about it, they would just be Team Lameron part 2. But I think the age factor really bothered Jessica. Everyone kept telling her it was okay, everyone was okay with it, I mean honestly nobody even cared they were just like okay? And she was just so uncomfortable and I think at the end that's why it didn't and wouldn't work. Because She was uncomfortable. She kept trying to seek approval from everyone so she could justify it and feel better and nobody was even bothered by it but ultimately Cancers need to be comfortable! And I think she wanted to not hurt Mark, she wanted Barnett, she didn't want to leave, she wanted to love Mark, she wished things were just different and felt too I guess sheltered and shelled to do the things she really needed to do. But I respect her for coming back to the reunions after everything and being so sweet and strong. She really came back and made me feel different about her. Honestly I never hated her or anything, she kept coming back to reunions saying she's the most hated person on TV right now and I just don't hate her! I think the only thing that was ouch...was when she was drunk and she said that thing to Mark... Poor Pisces. Oh yeah let me talk about Mark, but ultimately I think she saw Mark as sweet little pisces. And he was! He never gave up, he was consistent, he listened, he gave her space, he simped, he did it all!...but Pisces is 2 fish he's still 2 faced, apparently he cheated on Jessica! Which I guess eh Jessica was all over Barnett. J&M relationship just made me cringe not for any reason except that it just felt so so fake when it could've been so so real. Love is Blind really opened my eyes and mind to realize there really is 3 major steps for a relationship. Emotional, Physical, Real-World. And I think jessica and mark just never truly got to the physical stage and that's why they couldn't get over the age factor together, because they were stuck at the physical stage. I also kind of feel like Barnett made Jessica feel special things in between her legs oops, but he's a scorpio so obviously this makes sense... I think Mark was super sweet though, I do feel bad for him because he put in so much effort but I think he also is just borderline overgiver? A true pisces, who doesn't know what they need for themselves but are willing to do it for others. He's real sweet though, I do know that he has a girlfriend though, now fiancee, who is pregnant with his baby. Actually I think his baby is here by now! In the reunion however it was revealed that he cheated on her and on Jessica and on LC! So like also fuck Mark. Really? Cheating on your pregnant girlfriend... wow. LC is apparently born February 17! So she's an Aquarius-Pisces cusp. That totally fits her, I felt she was sooo sweet, but also a little aloof and ditzy, but it made her hilarious I literally love LC she's my goals. But she was super chill, well not super chill but coming from a Venus in Pisces, she seemed like she was able to get over the situation fairly easily. It's really interesting that LC and Jessica have the same type?? Do Aquarians and Cancers have the same type, something that we must investigate. Ultimately, it made sense that Jessica and Mark even had an attraction in the first place, two cute little water signs, but I think they couldn't past the emotional stage honestly. The real world served to be too much, but they still both agreed that love is blind! So that made me happy because they did seem somewhat happy and in love at some parts:)
AMBER X BARNETT - ♈︎ x ♏︎
Amber: Apr 3, 1992
Barnett: Oct 23, 1991
I love them so much honestly. This is a cuteass couple that dealt with honestly a lot of shit but handled it and took it like it was nothing if that makes sense. They stayed so strong, did not budge a bit. But I remember at the one year reunion they said they almost divorced which makes so much sense I was sensing they would have struggles but however make it through. In my opinion there are no other two signs more willing to until death than Aries and Scorpio. Aries the warrior and Scorpio the sign of extremes and persistence, control and intensity. Both signs are so intense and it probably can become a lot sometimes but they work through it because they are willing to fight it out. I instantly knew Amber was an Aries because I was like so irritated with her, then I thought she was soo annoying, then I instantly realized she's literally me that's why I'm so irritated and of course she's a full phoenix of an April Aries. I also just realized Barnett is a cusp! Scorpio-Libra which is beautiful because Amber is a lot of energy that someone is going to need to be able to handle and really rise up to it instead of being a wuss and walking away. His Libra energy will help to balance out the relationship and the Scorpio energy makes him just as intense, in-depth, and really there, being receptive. But Aries are ready to fight literally anybody and so that's why she came on so strong with Jessica because she was literally trying to get on her property. Jessica the Cancer, a water sign very concerned with emotions. I remember the entire time to Barnett she kept saying she was concerned that their energy was just sexual and they weren't actually connecting emotionally. Which doesn't even make sense because this show is Love Is Blind? He literally chose her based on not even seeing her, based solely on an emotional connection but I get it, homegirl was hurting. But this makes sense too because the Aries energy from Amber, and the Scorpio energy from Barnett is a lot of Mars energy. Both signs are ruled by Mars, some argue Scorpio isn't some say scorpio is ruled by mars&pluto (up to you what you believe). But Mars is the physical planet, actionful planet, all about sex too. So I understand why Jessica and maybe others might have been a bit on edge about Amber and Barnett being a real type of couple emotionally but the truth is they just have a ton of sexual energy. The amount of sexual energy they have doesn't take away from their emotional connection and energy it's just the same amount honestly. Aries and Scorpio got some intense, in-depth energies, not everyone gets it honestly. They did have a hard time adjusting at first, Aries a fire sign and Scorpio a water sign, these are opposing elements so it can cause difficulty but ultimately serve to be very very balancing and calming for both parties. They just ultimately work because they want the same things from life and scorpio is possessive and aries are die-hard-loyal and like possessiveness.!
GIANNINA X DAMIAN - ♈︎ x ���︎
Giannina: Apr 3, 1993
Damian: Jun 15, 1991
I remember seeing Gi and literally falling in love. She's GORGEOUSSS and I love her energy she's so bubbly and fun. I instantly knew she was an aries with all that energy. Giannina and Amber actually have the same birthday! I was shocked about this for real. I don't think I saw the two interact much but they would've been best friends. But G and Damian really hurt my heart because it felt like a personal attack! Their love story was a wee bit too relatable </3. I loved them though, yes through their ups AND downs. They were cute and could've truly made it but nevertheless, a gemini will forever be uncommitted and just too damn curious. Like seriously? Showing up with Francesca threw me the fuck off. And everyone was angry at her but it was obviously she thought Gi was a person of the past BECAUSE Damian made it seem like that. Makes sense though he would choose Francesca as his sneaky link, she's a Sagittarius! Gemini x Sagittarius, the forbidden duo, seriously. Haha all jokes but Harry from Too Hot To Handle, if you have watched that show too, actually was a Gemini too! So maybe there's something about that restless axis... But I hated him for bringing her. There was genuinely no reason for him to do that, he was just angry at Gi. But it only leaves me wondering what she did to him... He probably is just a lonely boy who felt his mommy/giannina wasn't giving him enough attention. Like you guys are in a committed relationship?? It just broke my heart but Gi is a bad bitch Aries and really beat Francesca up a little verbally at the 2 year reunion. I think Gi and Damian could really have been a beautiful married couple but Aries and Gemini are such childish signs. Aries ruled by Mars is too impulsive, they jump first, think second. They are all over the place, full of so much energy, curious and ready to try anything. Then Geminis are the twins, the children twins, also so curious and ready to try anything and EVERYTHING. But their air element quality makes them not as intense as aries. He felt he was kind of "dealing" with Gi a lot instead of just loving and being with her. She isn't too much and he isn't not enough, it's just different amounts of energy and either party is ready for the others'. These signs have a slow-time truly growing up and ultimately that is the downfall for this couple. Gi would get angry too quickly too fast, she took a lot of offensive and got defensive a lot as well. Damian was very airy, tried to stay calm and communicated efficiently and effectively like Geminis do, he liked having her to lean on as well as she's very diverse and unique. That's another thing I noticed, I feel both of these signs really are a bit weird and enjoy others like that. I think this couple was able to get through emotional stage, the physical stage, and the real world, but I think their downfall is honestly their emotional state within themselves. Which breaks my heart so much. I think they both are victims of self-sabotage and then because of it, began to play a bit of a game with each other. It kind of breaks my heart so that's why I loved this couple so much but I understand that they won't work because neither party is truly ready. Maybe in the future, but I feel at this point it's just deadbeat:( #RIPGamian
KELLY X KENNY - ♌︎ x ♈︎
Kelly: Jul 24, 1985
Kenny: Mar 28, 1992
Okay. this couple just made me cringe only near the end. Because like everyone else of course I loved them. They were so so cute and sweet. It seemed honestly so perfect. I think both people are so sweet and Leo x Aries is a POWER DUO! two Raging fire signs! But I think they just didn't get to the physical stage. Which is literal because they never ended up having sex. I feel like Leos kind of have a reputation for liking douchebags who are hot as fuck and I feel like that's what Kelly was talking about a bit about her past relationships. Which made me sad because her and Kenny would actually be perfect I feel she self-sabotaged. Because she couldn't get past the physical stage with him then they could never go into the real world. I think maybe Kelly just wasn't really attracted to him sexually because she did say she just saw him as a best friend but before she was so ready to marry him before she saw him. I feel bad because Ariens are so sweet, protective, and loving. SO i know they would've actually been beautiful together and a thriving, healthy couple. Their parents and family even really loved each other but.. I'm happy for Kenny I know he has a new girlfriend and I think Kelly may have some regrets because at the one year reunion she seemed upset I think she cried. But there's going to be someone else amazing for her and will fit the needs in her head and heart. I know this shocked everyone that they fell apart though. I feel that with two fire signs their spark starts initially and then slowly fades out if both parties arent willing to add more fuel. Also I feel Aries are so sweet and have a tendency to give off best friend/bestie vibes instead of the true romantic intimacy they are giving and crave.
DIAMOND X CARLTON - ♍︎ x ♏︎
Diamond: Sep 10, 1991
Carlton: Nov 21, 1984
Ugh okay. So carlton is a scorpio but hes like a Scorpio-Sagittarius cusp, one day before the change. I was talking to my sagittarius friend about that and she said it made sense why he was so defensive. I feel he was very defensive and a bit secretive. I understand why Diamond was upset because she felt he was being secretive and not trusting. But her virgo traits were fr coming through, I felt she overanalyzed the situation to "he doesn't trust me" instead of "he's just scared." He was scared of what would happen, and his biggest nightmare literally came true. That's why I felt so bad for him I love him so much he's just a kind guy who I feel like dealt with soo much shit for no reason. Scorpios take a long time to trust people so even if she thought he didn't trust her she should've allowed him room to speak and feel comfortable. Her response, starting with her literal physical facial response to her words and then physical actions all honestly really sucked. Carlton definitely could have responded a lot better. But I just felt her response was so homophobic, I understand it wasn't her intent she mostly was just hurt but I don't even understand why it was that big of a deal that's why I felt it as so homophobic. Suddenly a small thing had turned into a hugeee thing. She literally could've listened and even maybe asked questions, I'm sure he would've answered and explained, but instead both parties stood their ground, got defensive, picked at each others insecurities, and left it at that. And because of that they never got past the emotional stage and I think for Diamond though a huge reason of why she was offended is because they were now supposed to be at that physical stage but she was still learning emotional things about him. I think if you're not apart of lgbtq+ community you'll never truly understand the struggles. He deserves someone more understanding even he said, he can't do anything except live his truth which is so true.
Anyways! Message me, republish, whatever! about this I love talking about this because it was just so interesting. Regardless of all the things that happened, the obstacles they faced, every person at the one year reunion said they think Love is Blind.
So love has been proven to be blind and real. But in relation to astrology does it all make sense. Could the marriages for season 2 even be predicted during the Pods?
Love is Blind and Love is Real, but is astrology?
haha something to think about
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- aryana
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infjingontheroad · 7 years
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The Types as People I Know (by an INFJ)
INTP
N e r d
doesn’t know what’s going on 90% of the time
literally one of the most learned people I know but always acts like they don’t know even the simplest thing
cinnamon roll
also incredibly humble and always willing to learn more
surprisingly good at sports 
conversations either die in 2 seconds or go on for 21 hours, there is no in between
only wants everybody to get along but doesn’t know how
INFP
F I
not everything in your life wants to challenge your Fi or attack your values, relax mate
super reserved, like, needs a 8-year friendship, two empty bottles of wine, a broken heart and for it to be either 2 or 3 am to finally open up a little
that weird friend with the weird interests™
impossibly unease with feelings, especially other people’s 
has very strong opinions about everything
devoted crack shipper
loyal af, they will die before stabbing you in the back
ENFP
never runs out of conversation topics
head in the clouds 24/7
their Si will remember everything you did wrong forever so think twice before pissing them off
seems random but give them a second and the’ll show you that they were actually on topic the whole time
Your Fi-Te will hurt someone some day, speaking your mind about everything is not always the right choice
a child, a literal child: hold their hand when you hang out because they could literally get lost in a 5 feet room 
ENFJ
thinks they know everything about you even if you never exchanged a word with them 
secretly judging you
the definition of rushing to conclusions cause no, it’s not INFJs: we have been wrong the whole time
will try to save you somehow
you don’t know it yet, but you definitely need saving. just accept it
cute and caring on the outside, shrewd mastermind on the inside
currently tending to 12347876 humanitarian projects but still looking for more
ESFJ
too cute asdfghjkl
always clueless but gets away with it because cute
could befriend a rock
children, they are always surrounded by children
secretly santa
if they haven’t lost every single one of their possessions yet is only because they surround themselves with Te users
transparent and pure in a scary way like, holy shit, how can you wear your heart on your sleeve all the time like that???
will cry because other people are crying
ISFJ
the mom friend™
their Si is scary
soft on the outside, more organized than an obsessive compulsive ESTJ on the inside
most stubborn person I know like, try to change their mind, just try, you won’t succeed, you cannot succeed
would cut off their own hand rather than hurt your feelings
master of small talk
cares for you by micromanaging your life with a smile
Ne will not kill you, if you dye your walls a different color for the first time in 34 years it will not be the end of the world, I promise
ISFP
sugar and spice and everything nice
also long walks in the woods and exercising at first light
restless and peaceful at the same time, they are what I believe nirvana must feel like
you never know what goes on inside their head: mass murder? the cure for cancer? recipes for creative pasta sauces? beats me
cute and genuine, only wants to have a good time but extremely chill about it
has 4.0 gpa but still dismisses it as ‘nothing important’
ISTP
too cool for you™
chill and detached
world war iii and nuclear explosions could be raging outside but they would still have their breakfast, shower, and wear comfy clothes like nothing’s happening
feelings? what feelings? 
their Ti’s laziness saved their life more times than they know
occasionally prone to philosophical conversations
likes to be obnoxious just to be obnoxious but actually cares v deeply about you and your feelings 
ESTP
chill, so chill all the time, give me some of your chill please
how can you trust the moment like that??? how can you rush into things without a second thought?
poker face master 
busy all the time, a free second is a lost second
has no idea what they’re doing but still looks like they’ve got this 100%
likes to muse about abstract concepts but loses interest pretty soon
“relax. everything’s fine” they said before everything started being NOT fine
never listens to elders
procrastinates life changing decisions like a pro
ESFP
the friend you need
will rationalize all of your problems and then take you out for shopping and dinner to cheer you up
outspoken and blunt like o m g you are hurting other people’s feelings!
makes life changing decisions in 2.0 seconds
“i’m bored, let’s do something”
name a tv series. they’ve watched it. name a film. they’ve watched it. name a book. they’ve read it. they do nothing but engage in media consumption
will always pretend they’re fine
works only on Te induced panic
ESTJ
wants you to go straight to the point
could socialize with a rock
meets people they know wherever they go, has probably acquaintances on the moon too
why do i always feel like I did something wrong when I’m with you?
so organized, so reliable, so strong, so emotionally repressed
will panic if things don’t go as planned, Ne is a bitch
surprisingly creative and a very very good listener, also humble
will never ever tell you how they feel
always gets your shit together for you. you are welcome
ENTJ
kinda scary
always wants more, perfection can be perfectioned
takes everything as a competition
they’ve played all the videogames you can think of. name one. they played it, they owned it, they established the new national record
probably a serial killer 
so smart asdfghhjkl
are they serious? are they joking? are they secretly planning your murder? you will never know
every time they smile, a puppy dies
i admire your hold on Se, like yes tell that bitch who’s boss
INTJ
social situation? what social situation?
they know, they always know. they’ve known it all along. listen to them or have them tell you they knew for the next 46 years. up to you
sexually attracted to calendars and planners
they probably own a death note but are too lazy to use it. for now.
systematical nerd
a w k w a r d a s h e l l 
can’t handle conversations with more than one person at a time
has 74 different tumblr blogs, one for each of their various interests. either tags everything or tags nothing
INFJ
everything must have a deeper meaning, things are always a metaphor for something else
probably knows everything about your life dreams and secret fears and ambitions but forgot about your birthday 3 seconds after you told them the date
clumsy af, never leave them alone, they can’t care for themselves
will make people happy at any cost but in their own way with their own time
ends up making people AND themselves unhappy in the process
cannot talk for the life of them but writes beautifully
craves deep connections and tea
wants to save the world someday but is content with just imagining it for now
ISTJ
knows what they wanted to do with their life since they were 4
is slowly getting there
bitter and sarcastic like a grumpy Victorian old lady
hardcore shipper
created 15 power point presentations to prove that JohnLock is canon
gravitates toward chocolate and mechanical pencils
that one fanwriter you adore
has vintage but amazing fashion sense, their hair and makeup is always on point
ENTP
chaotic tsundere 
had a feeling, once 
has currently 459 open tabs and it’s not even the most they’ve ever had
let’s spend the next ten years discussing science together please
always knows the best way to make fun of someone but use themselves as favorite target
played devil’s advocate just to piss people off so many times they can no longer tell when they’re playing devil’s advocate but people still get pissed so everything’s good i guess
“yes but what if-”
doesn’t know where whores go
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3-5, 28-30, 35-40
whoa okay everyone sorry for the long post someone decided to give me a million in one ask. 
3. okay so this person idk what to even say about them anymore I hardly know who or what they are like now but I guess ill talk about them when I was irrationally in love with them. They had a way to make me feel at home no matter how far from home I was. That person was super smart (to me) they had a charisma that allowed them to creep into your life and later your heart, and had you liking them even if at first you thought they were just another fake person trying super hard to be “cool” they had a way to get under your skin, to make you laugh until you’re crying and hold your attention in a way that you never really thought they might be able to. Honestly this person made me feel so many things and not all of them were good, in fact looking back now I realized that I excused so much shitty behavior towards me because of a fancy dinner, or a cute poem, or a dozen roses. God i was so in love with them and its sad really how now its just a faded memory of a person who never apologized for the hell they put me through. 
4. the thing I regret most so far is not going to the ivy league school I was accepted into bc it meant I would be far from the person mentioned above. 
5. Oh fuck. Honestly I have not had any like “amazing” birthdays. My most memorable birthdays are seared into my memory bc I was either in a funeral home, in a hospital watching my cousin fight cancer, or I myself was in the hospital bc a car almost killed me(yay 24th birthday!) really I have most fun when I celebrate my birthday alone at disneyland, which I do every year although not on my actual birthday bc it seems that on my actual birthday I’m always caught up in some kind of hospital, or receiving bad news. 
28. honestly idk if i have any like crazy out there fetishes, like dirty talk and rough sex is cool but like idk if i really have like one odd thing. I mean one of my exes and I got hella drunk one night and decided to do all the shit we had wanted to do and lemmi tell you that was a full weekend of endless orgasms and take out food. It was amazing. I had rope burn on my thighs and was sore for a week after and he had like a million hickies from his neck to his dick. 
29. okay turn ons so like these depend on the person im seeing, like for one person their voice as they whisper in my ear might end me while for another the way they bite their lip and run their fingers through their hair might have me thinking of how those fingers might feel on me. so really I don’t have like one singular set of turn ons they just vary depending on the person. 
30.OHHH TURN OFFS THO. so these will literally dry me up like the Sahara desert and make me grab my shit and leave kyle’s house. If I say "men are trash” and the guy replies with “well not all men.... “ yeah ya cancelled. okay this one is shallow I know but its there and i really cant get past it, bad dental hygiene. the white ppl who try to have dreadlocks but really they haven’t washed their hair. ANY NON BLACK PERSON SAYING THE N WORD. I can go on really bc I’m super picky with the people I sleep with and i have actually mid thrust have told a guy to stop, got dressed, left and blocked him. 
35. Things i wish I could stop doing, okay so like as yall know my anxiety gets the best of me sometimes and I wish I could stop the nail biting. Also I need to stop expecting my body to go back to how it was before my car accident, like my spine is forever hurt and i really have to learn to accept that there are somethings i just cant do anymore and its not my fault there are limitations on my body so i should stop expecting to be able to go back to the gym like i used to, or do all the adventurous activities i used to do, also I wish I could go back to driving like i used to without the PTSD fear running through me every time a big rig is next to me on the freeway. 
36, okay so as of rn my guilty pleasure is that I read the twilight books bc my roommates got me into it and like holy shit i went through the whole saga in less than a weekend and I now need to rewatch the movies. honestly thank god for this gay twilight renaissance I’m living. But really tumblr is full of my guilty pleasures so like just scroll through my blog bc its all there, half of this shit is not on any of my public social media,.... or wait actually i think it is, i don’t really hide who i am so like it definitely has affected the way people judge me before they really know me but i know the people that are my friends after seeing the shit i post kinda really like me.  
37. Damn okay so this is kinda, ugh, okay so im sure my best friend is tired of me running back to this person but like i like ppl who ruin me i guess. So this person and I started dating after i had gone through like a horrible breakup, AND I got the news that my uterus is like a war zone for new cells(make of that what you will). Anyways here I am five months into a depressive episode i cut off all the people that i had thought were friends but who turned out to abandon me when i needed them the most. so here enters this person with their puppy dog love and gives me wonderful dirty kinky sex along with the hugs, cuddles, after care and takes me to these cool experiences in the city I thought I knew. They support my dreams and help me work towards them, honestly it was a great three months, but this person told me they loved me one night while at a night club and i thought hey youre drunk pls don’t do this and honestly it was mostly cowardliness that drove me to end it bc i didn’t feel the same way and i felt like i didnt deserve this new pure love i was receiving.  Anyways we hooked up a bit after we broke up and then they started dating someone else and we just kinda saw other people but would come back to each other after our different flings ended, until they got into like a real relationship with some one else and like I was cool like they deserve it, could have used a heads up but like i keep my space like the respectful person that i am, although lately this person has told me they are not into the person they are with and has been hitting me up and like the part of me that thinks im in love with them is really pushing for me to go for it but also they ARE STILL IN A RELATIONSHIP AND ITS NOT OKAY THAT THEY ARE SENDING ME MESSAGES LIKE THIS!! so anyways i think im more in love with the feeling they brought me those few months we were together bc i was just so fucking depressed and they helped pull me out of the hole i was in. So not really in love with the person but with the feeling i guess. 
38. songs that remind me of people. oh god, yall can i just make a spotify playlist and link it later bc theres so many. I have a few songs for like everyone that I know that i can make playlists for individual people so like i’ll just link a playlist when get around to it pls remind me later. 
39. OHHHH BOYYY. things i wish i had known earlier. i wish i had known men are trash earlier in life so that i would have been somewhat prepared for the men that caused trauma in my life. I also wish i had known how little time i had with certain people. (people i regret not making more time with) Also wish I had known about the accident that had me in a hospital on my birthday bc a year later im still plagued by nightmares, PTSD, and anxiety on the road. I also wish I had known about my cousin’s accident. GOd if there’s one thing i’ve had to learn the hard way this past year is that we never know when it will be the last time we see our loved ones and that we have GOT to tell them we love them bc we NEVER know when it will be the last time.  
40.okay last one, the end of something in my life. I wanna talk about a good ending bc i feel like yall got some insight on bad shit so like good endings i’d say is when i left socal for norcal. I come back literally anytime im homesick but like it was a huge step for me to take to leave, I was given a full scholarship to the wilderness and an apartment thats a ten min walk to the beach. It was definitely hard leaving all my friends and family behind but it was also kind of refreshing to be able to go out on my own to make my own path and do something i love. im back in socal for the summer and although im so happy to be back in the warmth of LA im definitely looking forward to my small apartment that constantly smells like a mix of sea breeze and damp forest. 
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recordpaul · 6 years
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2017 in the Rearview
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2017 in the Rearview
To say 2017 has been a rough year for a lot of people would be an understatement. I could cast about for something to blame but it’s life. It will happen regardless if we are here or not. Best to not dwell for man may delay but time does not.
The hardest challenge of the year was my Dad’s passing. It was unexpected. I thought I would have him for another 15 years. That he would live to 100 like his father did. That didn’t happen. You could argue that it was denial and you wouldn’t be wrong. In April, we learned that he had bladder cancer and in the middle of May he was gone. One day I will write a blog about how it made me feel but suffice to say it sucks and not just for me. It sucks for his grandkids too.
On top of my father’s passing, we had to move because the rental we lived in was being sold. The Landlord was going through a divorce and part of that procedure was selling the house. Obviously, we don’t have the market cornered on hardships this year. We weren’t too concerned about the move as we had been planning on moving anyway. The hard part was that we had to show the house while Dad was in hospice care in the house. We decided the best way to handle it was to put up signs on his room door saying SICK PERSON INSIDE. DO NOT ENTER. Or something to that effect. Weird isn’t the word for it. I can’t imagine what people thought when they ignored the sign and walked in on my dad struggling in his sickbed.
All has not been bad though. We managed to move into a nicer house and neighborhood. It’s like a nature preserve with a river, deer, moose and lots of children. Yes, children are animals! I should know. I have four of them! The kids seem to enjoy the area too. This spring they’re hoping to explore the river and the local parks.
Besides the move the other big news of the year was my daughter entering college. She seems to love it. Her favorite classes are the equitation class and outdoor adventures program. She’s made some decent friends and is out there doing things that make her happy. Seeing her grow into a wonderful human being is all a parent could ask for.
Books!
I managed to surpass Goodreads 2017 Challenge. This is my 6th year of beating it. Though I don’t read nearly as much as I should. Here are the best books I read this year:
Sam Shepard Motel Chronicles. We lost Sam this year. Out of all the celebrity deaths this year, his passing struck a chord. I’ve always enjoyed his movies but never knew he was a writer or playwright. My loss because Motel Chronicles is one of the best road books out there.
Consider Phlebas by Ian Banks. Elon Musk got me into Ian Banks but this book was so depressing that I have held off on reading any more Culture books. That said, READ THIS BOOK! It’s an amazing story and Banks was a master of his craft.
Desert Oracle. By far my favorite find of the year is the “Voice of the Desert” edited by Ken Layne. A survival guide for Desert Rats and Non-Rats alike. There is even an awesome podcast to go with it. Check it out!
Videogames!
This is the year I finally managed to catch up on all the Xbox 360 Games that I missed will working at LSSC. Here is the best of the lot:
Red Dead Redemption by Rockstar. Holy Shit this is gooood! Go out and play it now if you haven’t. And The sequel is hitting next year and it looks equally good!
LA Noir. Another Rockstar game but this one is set in LA in the early 50’s. It’s Chinatown as a videogame and you know what, it works. I love it!
Music of the Spheres: The Music for Destiny. No, this isn’t a game but the music written for the Game that Destiny should have been. It’s pure bliss. Here, listen if you don’t believe me! LISTEN
  Movies!
The Last Jedi: Bantha Poodoo! Do yourself a favor and watch something else.
Bright: This was a fun Will Smith movie. Ignore the bad reviews! Unlike the Last Jedi, this movie is fun! Magic, Elves, Modern, Urban! Think Two NPC Townguards dealing with D&D Player Bullshit Plot.
Thor Ragnarok: The comic movie I have always wanted and I was so happy it happened with Thor. The third time is the charm!
  And with that, I’m off to the Desert Southwest! Well, I will be off to Joshua Tree Park in January but by time I write my next blog entry I will be there.
See you in 2018!
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