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kealanmc · 1 year
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Your depression and anxiety are lying to you.
You are important, worth loving and you deserve to be happy. ✌️
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dabiconcordia · 6 months
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"I keep wondering, how many people do you need to be, before you can become yourself." —  Iain Thomas
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killyourhistory · 1 year
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i have this need for my soul to leave my body and become a dramatic violin sonata
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sixdegreesofbali · 1 month
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Okay, I'm gonna admit something and I wonder if some people can relate... The race today kind of made me feel like I'm probably not a true F1 fan like some people are.
What did I do when I saw Max DNF? I immediately said 'fuck this' and turned the TV off. I'm not 100% sure what that says about me, but I feel like a true motorsports fan would've kept watching regardless right?
I am actually pretty obsessed though. I mean, I watch every single FP session, every quali, every race, attend actual GP's and I read a whole lot about it. I also do care about other 'storylines' in the sport and can enjoy battles that don't include Max. It's just that I think I wouldn't be this invested if Max wasn't around at all. Do I see myself continuing watching F1 if he quits? I'm not very sure.
For me, I really need someone that I can get behind and root for and I don't really have that connection with any other driver besides Max. It also makes me kind of unable to be happy for another driver's win if it means Max lost.
I don't know. It's kind of embarrassing to admit tbh. But it made me question what precisely interests me in this sport so much and if I am truly a fan of the sport or more a fan of Max...
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gent-illmatic · 8 months
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I’m not rich yet…
However , I have so much gratitude for the life I do live. With the traumas I’ve had in the recent past I’m so thankful to still be here. The way in which I worked on my “inner g” , I’m on my way!🤌🏽
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mysoulsecrets-blog · 9 months
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A MAN OF HONOR AND PRIDE.
Good men have empathy, they take no pleasure in the struggles and failures of another, they care for others and are genuinely concerned for people whom they hold close to their hearts, they're kind and emotionally available, their good character is the backbone of a magnetic personality which attracts people, but some people are so self-obsorbed that they only care about their selves, but kindness is the key quality of a good man and they're willing to put your needs before theirs, and that makes them a keeper.
This is a tribute to my dearest friend.
He keeps his promises, he doesn't tell lies, nor does he get involved in any type of gossip or drama and that makes him a "A MAN OF INTEGRITY"
Happy birthday professor ♥️
@poetrybyonur
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wisefoxluminary · 3 months
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I am a Destiel shipper but I love Dean's relationship with Lisa especially with her son Ben. While it's up to debate whether Ben is Dean's kid or not, it's so heartwarming to see Dean bond with kids due to the fact he never had a proper childhood. It was nice to know that Dean settled down with Lisa and Ben in the season 5 finale but I understand why things didn't work out between them because Dean was never suited for the settling down kind of life, he was always having to be out there hunting because anyone he gets closely attached to gets in danger. It was upsetting when Dean asked Cas to get rid of their memories of him because he was robbing himself of the ending he could of had. It just breaks my heart to think about. They deserved better than this.
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kenbeards · 9 months
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decided to finally show my work alittle, pls be nice i'm sensitive😮‍💨🫠
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jenniferdarjeeling · 3 months
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Negan, walking a free man after saving Judith, Lydia, killing Alpha and aiding in the defeat of The Whisperers
Maggie:
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swayziiwriter · 9 months
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My honest reaction to Max Verstappen winning his 8th race in a row:
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With a sprinkle of Ferrari
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dabiconcordia · 6 months
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Apples and Sympathy “of two girls who find two apples, one large and one small” Girl A tells girl B, ‘You choose’. B immediately picks the larger apple. A is upset and permits herself the remark that this was grossly unfair. ‘Why?’ asks B. ‘Which one would you have chosen, if you were to choose rather than me?’ ‘The smaller one, of course’, A replies. B is now triumphant: ‘Then what are you complaining about? That’s the one you’ve got!’ ― Amartya Sen
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insomenixa · 2 years
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How cruel it is of the universe, to make one soul fall for another, and not be loved back.
-how is that even possible
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fizzyxcustard · 5 months
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So many times in my life I’ve come to the point where I think, “I can’t compete with that.” So I just walk away.
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gent-illmatic · 8 months
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I’m at the age where I like Books and Wisdom more than I like the company of other people
-KANAAN
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emmieblueeyes · 9 months
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Let me introduce you to my inner voice. She is one serious bitch! She's cruel, violent and she hates me.
At my worst moments of failure and personal recognition of lameness, she is there to cast a shadow over me. She tells me that I am disgusting. She tells me that I am a mistake. That I am ugly and that no one would miss me. She twists harmless comments made by the people in my life into cruel proof that if I was to die today, people would move on. She tells me I am a coward. She tells me everybody, especially me would be better off if I wasn't here.
She makes me cry. She also makes sense to me. I know her, she's been around for a long time and I secretly believe she's right.
Positive mental health has been made into a morbidly obese happiness eater. People are applauded and heralded as positive role models when they tell you on various media platforms how to keep smiling, how to chase your goals, how to be happy in spite of your traumas, and road rage at traffic. Most of all, these welfare and mental health gurus tell you various steps on how to have a positive or solution focused mindset that will eradicate the toxic inner voice.
I am going to a funeral tomorrow. For a client that I cared about and I want to honour them. I work in social work. I bought a dress. My boyfriend asked to see pictures that he could look at from across a different time zone. The evening descended into chaos. Seven months ago I was 24 stone. I am now 17 stone. I wasnt always big. Five years ago, I had a wonderful body that I wasn't grateful for and judged. I used to wear dresses everyday. Now I rarely wear them because my big belly and tree trunk calves cause me to wince and so I wear clothes that are strategic in what they highlight and hide. I go to the gym every day. I have cut out wheat, sugar and I live in calorie deficit. It works. Week on week, I lose pounds, small and great. But when I wear the dress, there is still mounds of fat everywhere. I can't send any photos to my boyfriend. He's not going to be turned on by my morbidly obese backside and bouncy castle physique. I am not turned on by it. I have another 7 stone to lose to be at my target. I look terrible in the dress. I look terrible full stop. I look as large as I did at 24 stone. I don't look normal, I look like an eye sore.
That's when the bitch serves me her best hits. She unleashes such torment that I want to die. I truly want to close my eyes and not wake up. I don't think I would really be missed for long. I am a blimp. Remembered and then forgotten. Not truly needed by anyone that couldn't replace me. I am temporarily suicidal. Seriously and not.
I say this as someone who not only works in mental health but as a trainee therapist about to qualify this year.
Good mental health is not the absence of toxic thoughts or never having a desire to die or to hurt yourself. It is the ability to know how to make sure that you around tomorrow and the day after. To continue even with a bitch throwing shade. To try again, even when you believe her. Good mental health is being able to hold a state of hope and hopelessness - waiting for the choas to quieten and move towards a kinder reasoning.
I want media platforms to talk more about the bitch. Maybe if we talked more honest about her and her long-term stay in our own lives, more suicidal thoughts would stay temporary, and we wouldn't hide this bully so effectively. We could help each other wait it out. Like strangers at the bus stop during a storm. We talk, and we joke because together, it feels a little less shit and the bus seems to get there quicker.
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